Chapter 133

At this time, I had no idea and was confused. After all, this impact was too great for me.

I just couldn't answer any questions from Sijian. I could only stand up slowly. My body felt very frivolous. I skipped Sijian's body. Actually, I didn't care about Jian's eyes. I felt my whole brain was drowsy. I walked out of the door and encountered Leng Bingshuang who was standing outside the door. She had just stood outside the door. When she saw me coming out, she showed a trace of worry on her face. She opened her red lips and wanted to speak, but in the end she didn't say anything.

I walked down the stairs and walked slowly, and faint footsteps sounded behind me. I didn't have to look at it and slowly followed me. I didn't pay attention to the process at this time. When I realized it, I had already walked to the gate of the villa. My thoughts returned to my mind. At this time, I didn't know where to go, whether to go home or go to the hotel? The world is so big, but I have no place to stay.

Let's keep it here tonight...

Leng Bingshuang behind her seemed to notice my troubles at this time, and couldn't help but say a suggestion, I looked back at her, she was very worried at this time. After saying this, a hint of begging and expectation appeared in her eyes.

Don't send Sijian abroad first, let me consider it again...

After I said this, I walked towards the familiar road, which is the road leading to the hotel

At this time, I don’t want to face Kexin, I don’t want to face Sijian, I don’t want to face anyone, I just want to be alone and quiet.

Sijian is my son, I really can't accept this. Am I surprised? But I sorted out my current emotions, but I couldn't find any trace of joy. Some of them were more sad.

I actually have my own crystallization in this world. This child is still the child I gave birth to with my first love. If Kexin knows, how can I face her? Maybe she won’t care at this time, but how can I pursue the reason for Kexin’s cheating? Although my love with Fengjun is a past tense and there are reasons for not being pursued, the unexpected appearance of this child... Didn’t I become a man with a child and a single woman with Kexin? If so, is it fair to Kexin? I just walked to the door of the hotel without knowing it, but after hesitating at the door for a while, I turned around and left the door of the hotel and walked towards my home.

When I walked to the door of my house, I took out the key and opened the door, and the familiar fragrance of food came to my face. At this time, Ke Xin did not sit at the dining table waiting for me to have dinner like before, but stood directly in the living room. When she heard the sound of opening the door, she saw a hint of surprise and a hint of gratitude in her eyes. If she did not suppress her emotions at this time, maybe she would breathe deeply.

Come back...Let's have a meal...

Kexin ran to me and took out my slippers. She acted very well. I changed my shoes barely and sat on the dining table.

Just before I came back, Kexin had prepared the meal and was wandering back and forth in the living room. She must have been worried about whether I would come back. Although she knew that the possibility of me coming back was very small, she still made a sumptuous meal. When she saw me coming back, she was surprised without saying anything.

Kexin, have you ever thought about how we should go next?

I sat on the dining table and didn't get the dishes

I don't ask you for forgiveness, but I want to use my second half of my life to atone for my sins. You can do whatever you want to do to me

Ke Xin lowered her head after saying this, looking very nervous. My words and actions now determine her nervous system and control her joy, anger, sorrow, and joy.

Do you want us to have a family of two or three?

When I finished saying this, my eyes looked at Kexin

A family of two...

When Kexin answered this sentence, she had a brief hesitation. People would hesitate when answering questions. But Kexin's hesitation was accepting this question or considering Sijian, I don't know.

All right……

At this time, I had a decision in my heart. Although I knew what Kexin would answer, I still had to look at Kexin's attitude towards answering this question. Although she had a very short hesitation, she was still acceptable. As for Sijian, let's arrange him outside for a while, and he needs psychological correction and treatment.

At this time, I didn't say anything or eat, but slowly changed my shoes and walked out of the room

You... are you going there?

Ke Xin ran to me nervously at this time, stretched out her hands to grab me, but her hands stopped in the air and had not moved for a long time. The voice of her speaking was trembling. My answer just now didn't give her the answer she wanted.

I didn't answer Kexin's words and walked out of the room. After I went out, I didn't walk like I had just returned, but took a taxi and headed straight to the villa.

When I arrived at the villa, Luang Bingshuang was not out. She was very surprised to see my arrival, but there was no Si Jian's figure.

Come with me...

After I said something to Leng Bingshuang, I went straight to the study room, and Leng Bingshuang followed me obediently

You have already understood Sijian’s problem, right?

I didn't beat around the bush, I went straight to the topic

Learn some...

Leng Bingshuang dared not face me

Sijian should not be sent abroad for the time being...

I directly told my decision why? Is it because he is yours... You have to know that it is dangerous to keep him by your side, what should you do?

After hearing my decision, Leng Bingshuang seemed very excited and seemed eager to dissuade me.

At least I owe him and his mother not to send him abroad first, find the best psychologist to treat him, please...

Again and again, Leng Bingshuang felt a little embarrassed in my heart, at least in my heart, Leng Bingshuang and I were not close to each other.

Xu Jian, you should know that not all diseases can be treated in the world. Sijian’s chance of regaining them is no longer great. He has grown up, just like a square watermelon. You have to change it before it grows up. You wait until it matures and think about changing its shape. There is only one way to change it, that is, to destroy it.

Leng Bingshuang was very cold when she said this, which was very consistent with her temperament.

I have to try it. For Fengjun, I have to save him and make up for the loss of sheep. I hope it's not too late...

After saying this, I turned around and prepared to leave

Then his time...

A cold and frosty sounded behind her... When she felt that it had been cured, she would send him back...

I returned home, and Kexin was still sitting at the dining table. After I entered the door, she realized that she was wearing rain at this time. It seemed that she had been crying for a long time. After I entered the door, she quickly wiped her tears with her sleeves. In the past, Kexin would use her handkerchiefs or tissues to wipe her face. In this way, she would use her sleeves to wipe her face. In the past, she would definitely not have used her sleeves to wipe her face.

That night, I still slept at home and on the sofa. When I was about to get up in the middle of the night, Kexin was still lying on the floor next to the sofa. She seemed to feel very cold in her sleep, and her body shrank into a ball, and the only blanket in the house was covered by me at this time.

I didn't say anything, and directly covered the blanket on Kexin's body. Then I walked to the bathroom. When I came out of the bathroom, Kexin's body finally stretched normally and breathed more smoothly

I sighed, thought for a while, I gently picked up Kexin from the ground, then slowly walked into the bedroom and gently placed her on the bed. During this process, Kexin never woke up. She was really tired.