Chapter 135

Two months later... I sat on the office seat and rubbed my temples. I was about to get off work.

In two months, I gradually adapted to this new position. The high salary means high-intensity work pressure, and I am growing every day.

At this time, I was already considered an executive. With the efforts of the old leader, I instantly took over the position appointed in the appointment letter, and did a very solid job, and was unanimously recognized by the company's senior management.

Stand up and relieve your body, letting you down, as if you remove all the pressure on your shoulders

Picking up my briefcase, I walked out of the company, and my colleagues in the company greeted me along the way. During this period, my colleagues rushed to treat me to dinner, welcomed me, and welcomed me back. It can be said that they were soaked in wine jars almost every day. Whenever my colleague asked me why I disappeared, I always used the reason for my enemies to take revenge. This is also the reason I found for me. After all, many people have offended me in our industry. In fact, this reason is a bit ambiguous, but my colleagues don’t ask much, and things have passed slowly.

During that period, I had a lot of experience and had relaxed a lot of drinking and singing with my colleagues. The burden in my mind was slowly removed, and my mentality was slowly rising... Just as I was immersed in my memories, the car had already driven into our community, walked upstairs, opened the door, and sat at the dining table as usual waiting for me to have a meal.

In the past, although Kexin got off work earlier than me, she definitely did not make dinner in advance. Usually, I had to wait about half an hour after I got home before I could have dinner. However, during this period, every time I returned home, I could see Kexin prepare a sumptuous dinner for me to go home. The reason was that she had transferred from her original position. This was not what I asked, but an application she submitted to the school herself. Originally, she was transferred to the laboratory position, but now she had been transferred to the laboratory position and converted to a false position, which made the principal of the school at that time tangled for a long time. After all, Kexin was a very outstanding teacher. It was a waste to convert her into a laboratory teacher.

The laboratory is open only when students are taking lab classes. Few people will go there. Most of the time Kexin looks at the laboratory, sorting out lab supplies, inventory and other work. Most of the time is very leisurely. Kexin used resignation as a threat to force the principal to agree. I have never asked her why during this period, but I know that after all, Kexin and I have been in love for so many years, and the tacit understanding and spiritual friendship between each other has not disappeared. She did this for the sake of family, so that she can get off work early and come home to make dinner for me, so as to better adapt to the role of a housewife. When she was a campus teacher, she often worked overtime, but now she doesn't have to work overtime, and she gets off work very early every day.

Seeing that I was back, Kexin woke up from the memories and quickly got up to get me slippers. During this period, most of the time, when I opened the room, I could see that Kexin had already taken the slippers and stood at the door. After all, it took me a while to insert the key into the door and twist it open. Kexin would prepare all this after hearing it. However, it was rare that when I took out the key and opened the door, I could see Kexin sitting at the dining table, staring at the chin with one hand, I didn't know what she was thinking about in the memories. Often, she could only react after I entered the door.

But Ke Xin may not care, but I care very much, because Ke Xin was dazed in memory, and I couldn't even hear the sound of me entering the door. There was only one possibility. He was too devoted to thinking, and the things that could make her so devoted may be related to Sijian. Perhaps our relationship was restored during this period, and the little things that she and Sijian had in the past, whether they were clean or unclean, because when I saw her memories, her appearance was often melancholy, and there were few happy times. If they were happy more, they might be recalling our sweet time, but because it was a greater possibility that Sijian

I tried hard to reclaim this thought in my heart. After all, it would take Kexin a while. If Kexin no longer looks like she is now, it would be a difficult task. After all, people are not sages.

Ke Xin seemed more reserved, but it was much better than two months ago. She was naturally speaking. But when she talked to me, her tone became much gentler and she had more carefulness.

Actually, I know that she changed jobs to take care of and compensate me. Teachers are her job that she likes very much. She even stayed up late for countless nights to prepare lessons. You know, she is actually the person she loves the most, but in order to compensate me, she gave up.

We didn't sleep in separate rooms anymore, we slept in the same bedroom, but maybe there was a trace of diaphragm in my heart. When Kexin and I were sleeping in the same quilt, we always didn't want to be close to her body, and we always had to be separated from her for a distance. Every time Kexin tentatively hugged me from behind, I always gently took her arm off my body, and finally heard a gentle sigh and a soft sob behind me.

I did this not because I was angry, but because I was really resistant. I was not a person with a virgin complex, but Kexin cheated after remarriage and was defiled by my son. I always felt very awkward inside and couldn't hold back this. That feeling was indescribable. Whenever Kexin approached me, I would think of the scenes of her and Si Jian together. The two of them rolled naked on the bed. Whenever I think of these, I felt very disgusted. When she touched me, my body would be tightened.

Actually, at the beginning, I still slept on the sofa, but every morning when I woke up, Kexin would slept on the floor next to the sofa. After a while, she had a severe cold. Finally, I had no choice but to go back to the bed and sleep with her, but I didn't want to contact her physically. He seemed to have become a hedgehog.

But Kexin did not complain. She took care of me every day, even took the initiative to talk to me, always looking for some topics to say something to me, I knew that she wanted to get us closer as soon as possible, and she also felt that I was a little repulsive to her, she was trying to eliminate this barrier, and I could also feel the pressure she was under. In fact, in many cases, I thought that since I had decided to return, I would try to accept Kexin, but whenever Kexin touched me, I still couldn't pass the hurdle in my heart. I was wondering if I also found a time to find a psychologist to take a look.

In the past two months, Sijian has been taken by Leng Bingshuang. He found a professional psychologist for him to provide him with psychological counseling, psychological hints, psychological drugs, etc. All methods have been used. Those psychotropic drugs are very irritating to people. There are many times when I take time to bleeding from nose. Sometimes I feel heartbroken, but it is better to have short pain than long pain.

Leng Bingshuang also signed him up for many summer camps, tour groups, and even overseas inspection classes, allowing him to try his best to contact the outside world and lively occasions. In short, the world's highest psychological medical team has formulated the best treatment plan for Sijian

Whenever Leng Bingshuang tells me about the progress of treatment, I feel a little relieved and expectant, and at the same time, it also reduces the guilt towards Fengjun.

Sijian's two-month psychological treatment process has reached a key point. After all, his heart is that I still have a heart.

He hated me and had a deformed love for Kexin, so during his treatment, he had to pass the level between me and Kexin. Leng Bingshuang told me this two days ago, and I was also considering it these two days. In fact, I don’t want to face Sijian so early, especially I don’t want Kexin to face Sijian. In fact, if I can, I would rather let Kexin and Sijian never meet. Is this just a matter of reality? I was eating at the dinner table, and I had to make a decision, how should I tell Kexin...