I was still young at that time, and it was from that time that I learned what sex is, and it also came from my mother and that African…
When he said this, Sijian's expression showed a hint of disdain and sneer, and he actually called his biological father an African, and his words were full of derogatory meaning.
Do you know? That African is a pervert. I don’t want to explain it in detail here. Later, when I grew up, I realized that it was called sexual abuse. He was crazy and made my mother die. Sometimes, I could even find some wounds on my mother, including red slapping injuries, purple pinching marks, and burns from cigarette butts. My mother has been in poor health. With his abuse, her physical condition has deteriorated, especially since my mother suffered from uterine fibroids before her death. After the pervert found out, she did not reduce her sexual requirements for my mother.
Sijian said while trembling, gritting his teeth, with chills and hatred in his eyes
At this time, I had nothing to say. These are things I didn't know. And from Sijian's current expression, it can be seen that he did not lie at all, it was all facts
I remembered the memories of my first love with Feng Jun, and the way Feng Jun looked before his death. My heart seemed to be cut by a knife. At this time, my hands were already tightened, but there was no medicine for regret in the world. Otherwise, I would have to save Feng Jun even if I paid any price.
That pervert not only abused my mother, but also beat me frequently. I beat me up since I was a child. When my mother was fighting, she even beat me together. This is why my mother sent me to China to study, which is to stay away from that pervert, but my mother endured all this alone. To be honest, I love my mother very much because she is the only person in the world who can make me feel love and warmth. When I knew that my mother passed away, I was not too surprised because I knew that even if my mother didn't die in the war, she would die sooner or later in the hands of that pervert. It was just that I hated that I didn't have the ability to save my mother. If you fight for it, I won't let my mother fall into the hands of that pervert...
After Si Jian said this, he was already in tears, but his expression was surprisingly calm.
After hearing these words, I finally knew why Sijian acted so calm when he knew Feng Jun passed away. Perhaps he had been prepared to lose his mother, and his personality was so weird and abnormal, which was also due to his bad childhood, which caused him a lot of psychological shadows.
It is right for you to hate me, but you should not add all hatred to me. At that time, Fengjun and I had nothing to do with it. Even if I wanted to save her, it would be unreasonable. When you grow up, you will understand that there are many helplessness in the world. I regret hearing these words from you that you think, but...ah...
At this time, I don’t know how to explain to Sijian. Things have happened and everything has become a foregone conclusion.
Even if you hate me, you shouldn't hurt your mother... That is, Kexin. Although she is not your biological mother, she treats you like a biological son. How can you be worthy of her when you do these things?
After pondering for a while, I realized that the topic was already far from going out. I had a topic of pain towards Feng Jun in my heart. I didn't want to listen to Feng Jun anymore, because things had happened and could not be saved. Knowing it will only increase my inner pain.
I didn't want to talk to Sijian about something very interesting, but since I have already talked about this, I have to mention this sensitive topic that I don't want to mention.
I admit that at the beginning, I did have the idea of revenge on you, but later on, I no longer had these ideas. For my mother, I called her mother, I sincerely thank her because I felt the same warmth and love as my mother in her. At the beginning, I had the idea of revenge on you, but after getting along with my mother, I really loved her, really, with maternal love and that kind of love...
When Sijian heard me mention Kexin, a trace of tenderness flashed in his eyes, and his tone of speaking softened. When he spoke, he still had memories and confusion in his eyes.
Enough... She is your mother, you will never get her, you don't know what love is, these are typical and unrealistic childish ideas... After going to the United States, study hard and correct your outlook on life. Your road is still long in the future...
Seeing Si Jian like this, thinking of Feng Jun and Ke Xin, I couldn't help but shout and interrupt him. I was excited about the front words, but in the end I still calmed down. After all, I had made a decision. Si Jian would not disturb my life again in the future, and it was also considered to have completed Feng Jun's instructions. What happened before was regarded as a memory.
Are you going to never let me come back for the rest of your life? Or do you say you won’t see me?
After hearing my words, Sijian didn't show any disappointment. Instead, he smiled and had a hint of unknown emotion in his eyes.
I will let Leng Bingshuang take care of you, keep watching you to live independently, paving the way for you...
I didn't answer Sijian's words, but just blocked my return with adult slickness
Haha, it's okay, I'm used to it. To be honest, growing up in that family made me see a lot of warmth and coldness, which is also the reason why I am more mature than the same age. I didn't want to say some things, but seeing you so calm, I decided to tell you, let you know the real reason, why I hate you, why my mother misses you, why my mother was abused, why I was beaten since I was a child and had to be sent to China...
Sijian sighed like an adult, looking very calm, but the implicit meaning in his words made it impossible for adults with rich experience in this society to understand.
Sijian's words seemed to confirm that all this was not that simple, and it seemed to have something to do with me. However, after Fengjun got married, I broke off contact with her because I was afraid of destroying her family. What does this have to do with me? Why? I feel confused? Do you dare to do a paternity test with me?
Sijian looked at me in confusion and said with a sneer on his face, and his last words made me stand there on the spot, feeling a thunder slashing from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet
Paternity test? You and me?
I couldn't believe it at this time. Sijian asked me to accompany him for paternity tests. Should I ask me to do it with him or let me accompany him to do it with others?
Of course, Mr. Xu Jian, do you dare?
After hearing my words, Sijian slowly walked up to me. At this time, he stood tall in front of me, looking down at me sitting on the chair with contempt in his eyes
Does it make sense for you to do this? Don't you know...
After calming down, I felt that Sijian's idea was ridiculous. Didn't he know that I was an infertile man? This is something that people know, and it is also my biggest laughing stock and my heart is difficult.
My thoughts are not as good as returning to when I met Fengjun. Fengjun and I did have sex, and Fengjun's first time was given to me. This is also the reason why I have always been obsessed with Fengjun. After all, a girl gave you everything without reservation. How could you not remember her for the rest of her life? Fengjun and I only had sex once, the night when we broke up, Fengjun had to accept the fact that they were married to Africa by their parents. When we fell in love, I always respected her. I was always going to keep our first time until the wedding night, but all the dreams were broken.
On that night, I didn't know at all. Feng Jun also dated me normally. We drank some beer at the place where I lived, because Feng Jun never drank alcohol before. Although it felt very strange, I still drank with her. But I didn't know why that night. I usually had a good alcohol tolerance, but I got drunk after drinking a little bit. Then I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I found myself lying on the bed with a thick hormonal breath on the bed, and a bright red plum blossom in the center of the bed, and on the bedside table next to me, there was a heart-shaped letter...
When he said this, Sijian's expression showed a hint of disdain and sneer, and he actually called his biological father an African, and his words were full of derogatory meaning.
Do you know? That African is a pervert. I don’t want to explain it in detail here. Later, when I grew up, I realized that it was called sexual abuse. He was crazy and made my mother die. Sometimes, I could even find some wounds on my mother, including red slapping injuries, purple pinching marks, and burns from cigarette butts. My mother has been in poor health. With his abuse, her physical condition has deteriorated, especially since my mother suffered from uterine fibroids before her death. After the pervert found out, she did not reduce her sexual requirements for my mother.
Sijian said while trembling, gritting his teeth, with chills and hatred in his eyes
At this time, I had nothing to say. These are things I didn't know. And from Sijian's current expression, it can be seen that he did not lie at all, it was all facts
I remembered the memories of my first love with Feng Jun, and the way Feng Jun looked before his death. My heart seemed to be cut by a knife. At this time, my hands were already tightened, but there was no medicine for regret in the world. Otherwise, I would have to save Feng Jun even if I paid any price.
That pervert not only abused my mother, but also beat me frequently. I beat me up since I was a child. When my mother was fighting, she even beat me together. This is why my mother sent me to China to study, which is to stay away from that pervert, but my mother endured all this alone. To be honest, I love my mother very much because she is the only person in the world who can make me feel love and warmth. When I knew that my mother passed away, I was not too surprised because I knew that even if my mother didn't die in the war, she would die sooner or later in the hands of that pervert. It was just that I hated that I didn't have the ability to save my mother. If you fight for it, I won't let my mother fall into the hands of that pervert...
After Si Jian said this, he was already in tears, but his expression was surprisingly calm.
After hearing these words, I finally knew why Sijian acted so calm when he knew Feng Jun passed away. Perhaps he had been prepared to lose his mother, and his personality was so weird and abnormal, which was also due to his bad childhood, which caused him a lot of psychological shadows.
It is right for you to hate me, but you should not add all hatred to me. At that time, Fengjun and I had nothing to do with it. Even if I wanted to save her, it would be unreasonable. When you grow up, you will understand that there are many helplessness in the world. I regret hearing these words from you that you think, but...ah...
At this time, I don’t know how to explain to Sijian. Things have happened and everything has become a foregone conclusion.
Even if you hate me, you shouldn't hurt your mother... That is, Kexin. Although she is not your biological mother, she treats you like a biological son. How can you be worthy of her when you do these things?
After pondering for a while, I realized that the topic was already far from going out. I had a topic of pain towards Feng Jun in my heart. I didn't want to listen to Feng Jun anymore, because things had happened and could not be saved. Knowing it will only increase my inner pain.
I didn't want to talk to Sijian about something very interesting, but since I have already talked about this, I have to mention this sensitive topic that I don't want to mention.
I admit that at the beginning, I did have the idea of revenge on you, but later on, I no longer had these ideas. For my mother, I called her mother, I sincerely thank her because I felt the same warmth and love as my mother in her. At the beginning, I had the idea of revenge on you, but after getting along with my mother, I really loved her, really, with maternal love and that kind of love...
When Sijian heard me mention Kexin, a trace of tenderness flashed in his eyes, and his tone of speaking softened. When he spoke, he still had memories and confusion in his eyes.
Enough... She is your mother, you will never get her, you don't know what love is, these are typical and unrealistic childish ideas... After going to the United States, study hard and correct your outlook on life. Your road is still long in the future...
Seeing Si Jian like this, thinking of Feng Jun and Ke Xin, I couldn't help but shout and interrupt him. I was excited about the front words, but in the end I still calmed down. After all, I had made a decision. Si Jian would not disturb my life again in the future, and it was also considered to have completed Feng Jun's instructions. What happened before was regarded as a memory.
Are you going to never let me come back for the rest of your life? Or do you say you won’t see me?
After hearing my words, Sijian didn't show any disappointment. Instead, he smiled and had a hint of unknown emotion in his eyes.
I will let Leng Bingshuang take care of you, keep watching you to live independently, paving the way for you...
I didn't answer Sijian's words, but just blocked my return with adult slickness
Haha, it's okay, I'm used to it. To be honest, growing up in that family made me see a lot of warmth and coldness, which is also the reason why I am more mature than the same age. I didn't want to say some things, but seeing you so calm, I decided to tell you, let you know the real reason, why I hate you, why my mother misses you, why my mother was abused, why I was beaten since I was a child and had to be sent to China...
Sijian sighed like an adult, looking very calm, but the implicit meaning in his words made it impossible for adults with rich experience in this society to understand.
Sijian's words seemed to confirm that all this was not that simple, and it seemed to have something to do with me. However, after Fengjun got married, I broke off contact with her because I was afraid of destroying her family. What does this have to do with me? Why? I feel confused? Do you dare to do a paternity test with me?
Sijian looked at me in confusion and said with a sneer on his face, and his last words made me stand there on the spot, feeling a thunder slashing from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet
Paternity test? You and me?
I couldn't believe it at this time. Sijian asked me to accompany him for paternity tests. Should I ask me to do it with him or let me accompany him to do it with others?
Of course, Mr. Xu Jian, do you dare?
After hearing my words, Sijian slowly walked up to me. At this time, he stood tall in front of me, looking down at me sitting on the chair with contempt in his eyes
Does it make sense for you to do this? Don't you know...
After calming down, I felt that Sijian's idea was ridiculous. Didn't he know that I was an infertile man? This is something that people know, and it is also my biggest laughing stock and my heart is difficult.
My thoughts are not as good as returning to when I met Fengjun. Fengjun and I did have sex, and Fengjun's first time was given to me. This is also the reason why I have always been obsessed with Fengjun. After all, a girl gave you everything without reservation. How could you not remember her for the rest of her life? Fengjun and I only had sex once, the night when we broke up, Fengjun had to accept the fact that they were married to Africa by their parents. When we fell in love, I always respected her. I was always going to keep our first time until the wedding night, but all the dreams were broken.
On that night, I didn't know at all. Feng Jun also dated me normally. We drank some beer at the place where I lived, because Feng Jun never drank alcohol before. Although it felt very strange, I still drank with her. But I didn't know why that night. I usually had a good alcohol tolerance, but I got drunk after drinking a little bit. Then I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I found myself lying on the bed with a thick hormonal breath on the bed, and a bright red plum blossom in the center of the bed, and on the bedside table next to me, there was a heart-shaped letter...
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