This is my village, it is no longer what it used to be, but I still know it
I jumped out of the taxi with my schoolbag on my back and stood in the lively market at the village entrance. Few people knew me
I've been studying outside all year round. They may still remember me, but they have forgotten what I am like
When I greeted the Xu family’s aunt, she asked, Who are you?
I said, I'm Xiao Climb
Aunt Xu's tears immediately covered her face. She came up and held my hand and said, "My son, you are back, I didn't see you even when you came back last year."
The aunt of the Xu family immediately told the people around him that this was a small crawler, which was the only small crawler that didn't runny nose among the children when he was a child. He was back
Everyone around me came towards me, almost all of them knew me, but I didn't know the younger children
I took out a cigarette and threw it at them like an entrepreneur returning home. I also took out a lighter to light the fire for the elderly.
I heard them sigh for a while and then walked into the village. I found that many old houses had been demolished and built into two-story buildings.
That was the last time I saw Aunt Xu. When I returned home for another year, she was already dead
I only saw her grave, in our remote countryside, soil burials have always been popular
The entrance of our house is still the same, with bricks piled on the left and haystacks piled on the right.
I pushed open the unpainted door, which screamed loudly, awakening my father who was dozing at the door of the main hall.
My father raised his head in a worn cotton jacket that was washed clean by his mother, and his saliva fell halfway and he quickly sucked into his mouth halfway
One of his eyes was blind, and he could tell with his other eyes that it was his youngest son who had been home, so he tilted his mouth and cried sadly.
I walked up to him, held his rough hand that had been working all his life and said, Dad
My father stood up, he shook out, he had lost his ability to speak in the pain, I knew he was going to find my mother
My mom likes to visit her, I don't know where she is now
My father suffered from hemiplegia and had already suffered four illnesses. Once, he was worse than once. Now he can walk out of this yard alone. Although he is not as stable as the children, it is already very good
I called him back, asked him to sit down, wiped his face with a towel and said, I'll go find her
My mother was standing in the poplar forest to the west and talking to a group of elderly women
She was wearing old clothes that my sister had thrown away and didn't look very fit. She was wearing a dark red turban on her head and nodded to an old woman talking
This is the action my mother has been accustomed to throughout her life: nodding to others
I saw my father could control his tears, but I could never see my mother again. My tears covered the beach on my face like waves. When I was still far away from my mother, I called her loudly. Mom - my mother and a few old women turned around. They didn't know who I was calling, and even my mother didn't know.
I called out again, an old woman pointed at my mother and said something. My mother took off the turban and asked me loudly, "Would you like to crawl?"
I said, mom
I got closer to them and walked in front of them
An old woman told my mother that it was your young master who was back
My mother laughed first, then she saw the tears on my face, and she started crying, grabbed my arm and touched it here and looked there
I cried and said to my mom, Mom, don't cry
My mother cried and said to me, don't cry
The old women all said, go home, my son is back, you guys go home
My mother and I returned home, and my father was so anxious that he walked around the yard.
My mother sat on the wooden bed without a quilt, asked me hundreds of questions and began to calm down.
I was throwing shoes and torn clothes on the wooden bed. I looked up and saw spiders weaving thick nets in the corners of the wall. There were no mosquitoes in winter. What did they eat?
After a while, my third brother came home. He shaved his head and put on a green light. He said, I knew you would be back today, what are you doing when you come back?
I said, Damn, I'm back for the New Year, what are you doing when you come back?
The third brother said, what am I doing when I come back?
This is my home, not yours
I said, this is the home of our parents, we are their sons, and we are all qualified to come back
Third brother said, you don’t work, you just spend money, you are not qualified to come back
I said, **, after learning knowledge, I earn more money than you, and I can support you. Since you speak like this, I will not consider you in the future
My father laughed. Although he couldn't speak, his brain and ears were fine.
My mother changed the cigarette to her left hand, twisted my ear with her right hand and said, "Your mom, I'll listen to you and say something dirty."
I said, Mom, I learned it from you, Oh, please let go quickly, your ears are about to fall off, and you have to spend a high price to buy my wife for me
My mother let go of her hand and she said, what you said is right, then don't twist it
This is our family of four, mom and dad, my little brother and I
Big sister, second sister, young sister, they all got married and had children
In my impression, the eldest brother is just an ordinary middle-aged man. I never realized that he is my eldest brother. For such a person, his eldest daughter is only one year younger than me. His eldest daughter is about the same size as me. I am not very interested in this person.
I have mentioned earlier that he is dead and is no longer in this world. When he is alive, I like him very much. I am proud and proud of having such an older brother.
I dare not say anything more in front of my second brother. Although he is very humorous in front of others, he rarely humorous in front of me. Occasionally, humor is also teaching me a lesson.
I like him to teach me a lesson
I once made up my mind to surpass him as quickly as possible so that he would no longer teach me a lesson
I don't mean to teach him a lesson in the opposite direction. I just want to sit down with him and talk without psychological pressure and exchange my thoughts.
But this is never possible
My second brother I admire will become an impossible thing for me in my life
Every time I mention him, I can't help but say more
He is one of the handsomest, talented and most powerful sons of my parents and the most important one among the four sons.
When he talked, my mother would bow her head in front of him. After the separation, he rarely went to his parents. When he went there occasionally, my mother would treat him like a VIP, preparing to make delicious food for him, but he never ate there. After he went back, he would usually be scolded by my second sister-in-law, as if he had suffered a great loss. She suspected that my second brother would give the money he earned to his parents secretly.
His parents have exhausted everything to raise him and have a family. He married a wife but managed him and did not allow him to go back to his parents.
This is the tragedy between most people in rural areas.
At this point, the big brother did the most perfect
The reason why my elder brother did the best is that he married my sister-in-law, a vicious woman who made me doubt that she was not a human being.
My sister-in-law had a pair of tiger eyes, tiger teeth full of mouth, and she also protruded outwards, biting her lower lip tightly. Her purpose in treating her brother was to completely destroy my brother's path to her parents. In her words, if we want us to spend money to support us, we just wait to die and bury people. Facing such a woman, I don't want to spend too much ink. Too many fragmented and inhuman performances made me realize that they will never have anything to do with me in this life anymore.
I also have a purpose, that is, when my parents die, they are not allowed to pretend to cry, and they do not need to spend a small amount of money to buy two inferior coffins for their parents.
My current situation is that in addition to my parents, I have three sisters and two brothers, one who died, and the other who still lives in the world who quit smoking and drinking for me to study.
This is the general content of our family
I waved my cell phone to call my three sisters in the yard. My mother stood aside and asked me, "How can I hear the sound over there without a wire in this thing?"
I said to her, Mom, this is called a radio, just like a radio can receive sound without a wire.
My mother said, this is such a good thing, so I can buy one for me, so I can find you
I told my mother, Mom, it's okay to buy a hundred.
My mother is 64 years old. She got the amazing fact from me that using a computer can chat. When she taught me a lesson, she also had a high-tech word in her mouth. She criticized me sternly and said, "Don't chat with the little girl on the grid all day long, study hard, let me know, I will break your legs after failing the exam.
I said, don't worry, mom, I will never let you down
My mother repeatedly told me not to contact girls. You are still too young. I see that you didn’t get fat last time when you came back. I began to doubt you
I said, what's the matter? Mom, what delicious food do you want to make for me?
My mother said, do shit
I said, Mom, you really love me
My mother smiled sly and said, "The meat has been cut back and makes dumplings."
My second sister's house is in a nearby village. She arrives after two villages, so she comes the most timely. There is also my nephew, who is already six or seven years old, and as soon as he enters the door, he calls me, fourth uncle!
I picked him up and raised him, feeling that he was as light as a grass. This was all done by carrying Miaomiao in school
All three sisters love me very much, and the second sister acted the most. She burst into tears when she saw me laughing.
After a while, the eldest sister led her two children to come, and the third sister also led her two children to come.
The older sister's two children are boys, five years younger than me, and the younger one is a girl
The two children of my third sister are both boys, the older one is only five years old, and the younger one is three years old. I really don’t know how old I have. I don’t have the concept of age for people.
Our house began to become lively, and that was the happiest and happiest moment for my father and mother.
My mother used her unparalleled power to direct her three daughters to make fire, water and make dumplings, and the children all played in the yard.
My mother will never treat her daughter like she does to her son. I heard her blame the one and then criticize the one. The kitchen was filled with the mother's vibrant and cursing voice. After a while, they started to discuss me again. The mother said to them loudly, "My youngest son has grown up, he looks more filial, and I will have hope in the future."
My eldest sister first denied this. She refuted her mother and said, "That's not necessarily. I think he has a similar temper to his second child, and he will be a guy at his wife's mercy in the future.
The second sister retorted the eldest sister, "Crawl, I dare to make a guarantee."
The third sister's attitude is ambiguous, so she counts as he is knowledgeable. When a knowledgeable person is unfilial, he has more means.
My mother announced loudly again that the meal will start!
It was soon on New Year's Eve, and I first received a text message from Zhang Duo: Fang Xiaochui, I wish our family a happy New Year and a fortune every day!
I originally wanted to call him to greet him, but my phone rang again. Zhai Ji said, I just finished my meal, have you eaten?
Are your family all okay?
I said, it's all good
Zhai Ji asked, when will you go back to school?
I said, don't know yet
She said, I will go back to school whenever you go back to school
I said, I got it
Then I hung up the phone and dialed Miaomiao's cell phone. A man answered the phone, hello, hello
I said, Hello, I'll look for Zeng Zaimiao
The man laughed and said, are you her classmate?
I said, I'm calling Fang Xiaochui
The man said, I'm her dad
I said, Hello Uncle
He said, OK, Miaomiao has gone to her aunt's house and will come back soon. I'll call her now. You can wait a while before you can get a fight, right?
I said, OK
I hung up the phone and sat in the room with my little brother watching TV. CCTV's Spring Festival Gala has been staged, and so many familiar faces have been exposed to the screen
An hour later, Miaomiao called me, and she opened her mouth and asked, "Have you fired a firecracker?"
I said, I will not let it go until midnight
She said our family has been let go
I said, does it sound good?
She said, it sounds bad, I almost deafened my ears. Do you miss me?
I called you outside
I said, I started thinking as soon as you left me
She smiled and said, "Is that serious?"
I just started to miss you two days after I got home
I said, when will you go back to school?
She said, I will go back to school whenever you go back to school
I said, I will notify you in advance then
She said, I'm waiting
My little brother has been visiting relatives since the second grade of junior high school. I don’t want to go anywhere, and I don’t even want to go to my aunt’s house.
Before leaving, the little brother set off three cannons. He pinched the cannon and lit it with a cigarette. When the twist was about to burn, he threw the cannon into the air. The cannon exploded in the air, and the cannon shattered it from the air to the ground. When the wind blew, they were so dissipated that they were invisible.
I was thinking, if the little brother didn't throw it in time, his fingers would fall a few times, so I said to him, Third brother, put it on the wall and click
He said, it's okay
I really haven't lost my hand. My third brother doesn't fail, but it doesn't mean that others don't fail. I often see those who don't throw away the cannon in their hands and go to the ground to look for their fingers with their hands.
During my two weeks at home, I almost didn't take a step forward. I squatted in front of my bookcase and drove the mice and bugs inside. I moved the books I had studied to the yard to dry them. I unfolded the love letters I wrote to my first love girl in the first grade of junior high school that I had not given out. The words made me sad and couldn't extricate myself.
The former classmates said that the girl was married and had a child
My memories are bursting, and the past that appears in the gaps are hard to tell whether it is true or false. Have I lived there, have I dealt with those people, have I eaten that bowl of noodles, have I ridden a ragged bicycle and ran from the broken bridge east of the school
I'm even wondering, have I ever loved the girl who is not beautiful but has made me miss it all night
I continued to look at the moldy books that I once owned and still owned. I looked at the words from the past, as if they were written by another person, watching my shadow spread on it, watching them in the sunshine
On the night of the sixth day of the lunar month, I said to my mother, Mom, I will leave tomorrow
My mother said dissatisfiedly, why did you do so early?
You just want to leave as soon as you enter the house. It seems that no one will like this poor family, and no one will like me, a poor old woman.
I said, Mom, don't say that, I have to write some articles when I go to school
My mother said, can you make money by writing and writing articles?
Get me a diploma and go to the factory
I said, Mom, don’t get angry. I will listen to you and go to the factory in the future. Don’t you hope that I can be a worker like my neighbor Lao Wang, and have a pension when I get old?
This is a vivid material you often use to mock your father's incompetence
My mother said, I don't care, my mother spent so much money to support you, you have to return it to me
I said, when did I say I won't pay it back
My mother said, it's time to go back as early as possible. I may not get up one day, and I can't buy pie if I have money under the ground.
I felt very sad after hearing what my mother said. I said to her, Mom, I'll leave tomorrow
My mother raised her voice and said, "Let's go, let's go, I'll see you clearly when you come back.
I went to turn on the TV and watched it. My mother walked out and said, "You can't learn well, but what can you learn well when watching TV all day?"
I said to my mother, Mom, what you mean is that you have to read books to learn, right?
My mother said,
I said, Mom, you're wrong
My mother picked up the remote control and pressed the TV for a long time but didn't turn it off. I said to her, Mom, the key you pressed was also wrong. You pressed it silently, so the TV will only have no sound and will not turn it off
My mother rolled her eyes and looked at me and asked angrily, who do you think it is?
I said, it's the red one
My mother pressed the red button and the TV turned off
I told my mother again that you can learn anywhere, and sometimes you don’t need to learn it. You can get it by sitting in the house and thinking about it. As you get older, you will also get it, but you can’t learn it. You can only learn a little bit in your life.
My mother said, you taught me a lesson in the opposite direction, right?
I said, you were wrong again, you said that I taught you the other way around. This problem does not exist. I am just clarifying a fact
My mother became impatient for a while and wanted to give me two ears, but she couldn't find a reason for it, so she simply went to the inner room to sleep
I chased her and said, Mom, although you have many words and actions that are wrong, one is always correct, that is, you are my mother and I am your son
My mother stretched out her leg and kicked me without kicking it. She said angrily, I've raised you with money and made you quibble. I have no education and can only write a few names. I can't tell you, your mother is so stupid.
My mother still didn't let me go the next day. She told me that there were still a few fish in the basin and two chickens tied to the tree. If you want to leave, eat them before leaving.
I insisted on leaving, and my mother asked someone to prepare to beat me. She said, "If you don't leave the seventh day and don't return, you will leave again on the tenth day of the day, the whole number will be auspicious."
My mother started making fish and chicken for me
My second sister called and heard that I was leaving, so she came alone on a bicycle, and she didn't leave at night.
The little brother also likes his second sister the most, he is the same as me
Our family watched TV for dinner. My mother picked out the fish bones for his father and gave them to him. My father smiled and pointed at me. I don’t understand what he meant. My mother understood. My mother told my father that he had good eyes and could pick on thorns. You can eat it.
Only then did I realize that my father wanted to give me the fish without thorns to eat
This is not very harmonious with his style in his youth. When he was young, he was a food hegemony. His mother always made it for him. He ate something that we were young and couldn't eat. He was often so anxious that I was circling around him like a mouse. Sometimes he would pick up a chopstick for me to eat, but most of the time he would wave his chopsticks and shout at me like chasing a chicken, "Get out!"
I didn't feel wronged at that time, but now that I'm growing up, when I recall these things, I feel that my father is a bit too much
After my father got sick, I think humans are the saddest animals
I haven't believed that he was sick for a long time. Think about it, a tall man jumping up and down, a farmer who went to work in the fields, a mason who rode a broken bicycle in the old Feige brand to run dozens of kilometers back and forth to the city to build a building for others, and a strong father who supported seven children. How could he say that it wouldn't work?
The year my father was sick seemed to be in the summer of 1997. When he was harvesting wheat, he covered his eyes and said to his mother, "My eyes can't be seen."
My mother went over to see what was going on, but he said, I could see it again
The father of Maizi, who had several acres of land, used a cart and his mother to pull it back to the open space west of the yard. The open space was considered a wheat yard.
Just after the wheat flowed out of the thieves, my father couldn't see anything again. This time I haven't come here for a long time, but it still got better.
Because the family really had no money, my mother did not insist on letting my father go to the hospital for treatment.
Although I am the only student at home, it is enough for them to worry about
The third brother also worked outside to earn money, and vowed to provide his younger brother, go to college, and change the poverty situation at home.
My father suffered more and more illnesses on his eyes, so his mother was scared and wanted to ask his father to go to the regional ophthalmology hospital for a look.
My mother can't live without her home, and she has to wait for her to do anything at home, so she wants to find her eldest son
She also thought that even if she looked for her, her eldest son would not go, so she wanted to go to find a neighbor, but then she thought that the neighbors might not be willing to help because the neighbors knew that she had an older son at home.
My mother went to find her eldest son, and in my mother's words, I tear her face apart. Think about it, a mother went to see her son for her son's father and wanted to tear her face apart. This shows that her mother's status in front of her is humble and has no weight.
My mother went back and said, "Your brother will come here later, but your sister-in-law asked me to find someone else, they didn't have time to waste it."
I was still worried. At that time, it was time for me to walk out of my home and go back to school for class. I didn't move
My mother rushed me to school and I said I would go after my elder brother took my father away.
After a while, my elder brother came indeed. He said to his father expressionlessly, how can he go?
He spoke like interrogating a prisoner
My father was very angry, but he endured it, and my father didn't say anything
My mother told my elder brother in a completely flattering tone, "Go by train, it's cheap, it's just 1.50 cents."
My elder brother told my mother that I don't have 1 cent.
My mother continued to smile and said, as long as there is someone, your dad has money
It took a train a few kilometers northward. My father pushed the bicycle and my elder brother followed my father out of the house.
My mother and I stood outside the yard and watched them walk away
I saw the father and son crossing the field and walking onto the road. After walking two steps, I saw my elder brother squatting down, and my father waved to me and my mother and I.
My mother took me to trot
My father told my mother that he had a stomachache. Please let Xiao Chua go with me, please help him back
I glanced at my elder brother and took the bicycle from my father's hand. Although I am only 15 years old, I am already over 1.7 meters tall, riding a bicycle to carry my father is no problem.
My elder brother stood up and said, I'm back
My mother went over to help him, and he threw her away, as if her mother was a beggar and wanted to ask him for money.
I saw my mother following my elder brother home. My mother was thrown far away by my elder brother in a while. My elder brother looked not as painful as his stomach, but his calves. The pain made him jump faster and faster. In a blink of an eye, he disappeared from the other end of the farmland and ran home to report his good fortune to his sister-in-law.
My father and I bought tickets on the platform of that town and waited for the train
We took the train and didn't bother to enjoy the pastoral scenery outside the window. We arrived at the regional ophthalmology hospital
The doctor's surname is Wang, and he is a middle-aged man who doesn't talk much. Finally, he put his father in line. He opened his father's eyelid with his hand, took a flashlight to see his father's eyes, and then asked his father to cover his good eyes and test his father's sick eyes. The female nurse stood in front of the vision chart and tapped the words in the middle with a stick. She asked his father, "Did you see it?"
My father shook his head, she kept typing the biggest word, but my father still shook his head, and my father said to the doctor, I only saw a ball of white paper
The doctor said to my father at this time, I'm going to get off work, come back until the afternoon, I'll prescribe some medicine for you
My father asked him anxiously, "Doctor Wang, can you treat my eyes?"
Dr. Wang said, come again in the afternoon and take your grandson to have some food first.
I said loudly to Dr. Wang, I am his son
My father also told Dr. Wang that he is my youngest son
Dr. Wang smiled at his father and said, "Sorry, you are sixty, right?"
My father said, I'm exactly sixty
There is a braised noodles sold at the entrance of the hospital, which costs 50 cents a bowl. My father told me, let’s eat noodles.
I swallowed and said, Dad, I'm hungry
Because the bowl was too small and I was not full, my father bought me another bowl. He only ate one bowl himself, but I ate two bowls.
I said to him, Dad, can you have another bowl?
My father took a sip of boiled water from the noodles sold for free and said, "I'm full, you're growing, eat more."
After dinner, we sat down on the cement steps. The autumn sun was scorching hot, and my father was stunned.
I went to cover his right eye, and I covered his right eye with one hand and shook his left eye with the other hand. I asked him, Dad, can you see it?
How many fingers do I stretch out?
My father said, five
I asked him two times and how many times this time?
He said, three
I let go of my hand and said, Dad, let's go home, your eyes are fine
My father smiled and said, what you covered is just bad eyes, what you kept is good eyes
My father's eyes that cannot see are the right eye and the left eye is good
Finally, when Dr. Wang went to work in the afternoon, my father was the first to go in to take a look.
Dr. Wang prescribed a note to tear it to his father and asked him to test it
My father found the laboratory under my leadership, and he went in for a long time before he came out.
We waited for a long time to get the test results. After seeing the eyeball film taken by my father, Dr. Wang said to his father, "Your right eye is out of salvation, I'll prescribe some medicine for you. Go back and take it slowly, don't do heavy work anymore, be careful of hemiplegia.
My father tried hard to calm himself down, and he asked, Dr. Wang, what disease do you think I am?
Dr. Wang said that invisible eyes is not a disease on the eyes, you have cerebrovascular disease
Dr. Wang said, go home
My father trembled and squeezed the prescription tightly, and walked out of the room where Dr. Wang was treated with me.
I said, Dad, let's go to another hospital to have a look, he is not good at his ability
My father didn't say anything. I heard his nose sucking loudly. He looked up and saw that he was already in tears.
I suddenly started crying, I don’t know why, at that moment, I found that I loved my father so deeply and painfully. I cried and said loudly to my father, his ability is not good, let’s go to the provincial hospital to find an expert
My father took out a large roll of money from his pants, that is, his small pocket close to his waist, all of which were one hundred. I had never seen so much money before, and I said to my father more confidently, don’t we have money?
Let's go to the provincial capital!
My father took a few pictures and told me, "You go and get the medicine."
I went to the pharmacy to grab the medicine and came back and told my father that I had not used up any of them.
While taking me out of the hospital, my father said, "Dr. Wang is the best ophthalmologist in the region and is famous in the province. It is the first time I have seen him. He said that my eyes are helpless, and that must be helpless. He doesn't even want to prescribe medicine for me. He prescribed some cheap medicines to make me feel at ease."
My father and I took the train back to the small town very close to home. The old man we were looking at was picking up his bicycle at home, so I took my father home
My father told me, you can just rely on yourself in the future. I can’t do it anymore. ***, this person says he is old!
The sky was cloudy and it rained heavily. My father and I pushed our bicycles into a small shop selling pesticides to take shelter from the rain. The owner was a thin middle-aged man. After he knew that his father's eyes were sick, he told his father that he would eat more pig blood.
I looked at him and I think this person may like to eat pig blood, and he also wants us to eat it.
When the rain stopped, my father thanked the owner who sold pesticides. We set off again. I took my father back home.
It's getting dark soon, and the day just passed
My mother prepared the meal and asked her father to eat it. My father said while smoking, "I can't eat it."
As Dr. Wang said, my father went to the toilet one day shortly after, and fell into the toilet.
My father suffered from hemiplegia and his mouth was tilted. He was carried onto a car by his neighbor. Several prestigious old men were discussing how to go to see a doctor.
Under the pressure from my neighbor, my elder brother had to take my father to the county hospital for treatment, and I was still following behind
My three sisters then went to the hospital to serve my father. All my brother did was to take my father to the hospital. He quickly slipped back home. I heard that as soon as he entered the house, his sister-in-law scratched his face and his back, and there was no good place in his body.
A man is so tamely treated by a tricky woman, but I never sympathize with him
I always think that he is unfilial. An unfilial person has a bad mind, so it is reasonable to be governed by a woman.
My father spent all the savings in our house the first time he got sick
The first time healed quickly, his father quickly went to the field to work again, and he even rode his bicycle to follow others into the city to build a building.
But my mother only let him work as a mason for three days and never let him go again
My mother is worried that he will fall off the scaffolding and die
My mother told me seriously that your dad will be a good thing as long as he doesn't get sick again
Not long after, my father had a second illness. I heard that a doctor specialized in treating hemiplegia and was very famous. His hospital was opened in his home. His home was in a village dozens of kilometers south.
My mother said that it costs less money, go and see it there
My three sisters handed over the money for raising their lives to my father
My father followed me to the small village under the escort of three sisters. The villagers knew about the doctor's home and found the place as soon as they asked.
There are many hemiplegia patients there, and there are also very young patients, but most of them are middle-aged and elderly people.
Those patients walked around the doctor's doorstep and were supported by their relatives.
My father lived there, and I only lived there for one day, and my father rushed me home to school. He told me, my ideal in this life is to raise you children, and you kid will remember it, don’t be as unpromising as me, you must do big things, and be a mason, and you must become a contractor!
Second sister told me, please listen humbly to my dad's words
I said, Dad, I'll see you again on Sunday, you can take good care of your illness
My father said, you don’t need it anymore, you can go to the city to read books on Sundays. We can’t afford those books now, so go and read them, they don’t charge any money.
It was at that time that my little brother returned home from another place
My second brother drove a motorcycle to the village to visit my father and gave him a sum of money for treatment.
Later, my father recovered from that hospital and returned home. He then became ill again and borrowed money again. He borrowed everything he could, and there was no place to borrow. My father simply refused treatment. He just threw some glucose water and other things in the small clinic at the entrance of the village. He also always owed the doctor money. The doctor naturally was not good to his father and was reluctant to receive a sick person like his father several times.
My little brother gritted his teeth and said to me, you must study, I will earn you tuition even if I am so tired.
Sometimes the whole family cries and is almost desperate
When I wrote this novel, these things were not included in my outline, but as soon as I wrote the word "father", I couldn't help but burst into tears and unknowingly said it.
Stop
I got up early in the 11th day of the New Year. The little brother was sleeping soundly, but he still wanted to get up to take me to the long-distance bus station in the county.
Taxis can only take people to our village, and taxis can't be seen when entering the city from our village.
My mother has prepared breakfast and I have no appetite at all
My mother also wanted to try to keep me. She said, "I just ate one chicken and the fish have not been finished. Can you leave after you finish eating?"
I said, Mom, don’t tie me up, I have to leave, don’t you want me to read more books, do you?
My mother smiled and said, ***, I feel annoyed when this kid is at home for a long time. Why do I feel so uncomfortable when he leaves?
I said, Mom, stop lying to me anymore, it's true that you hate me, and it's false that the discomfort is false, hahahaha
The little brother has already gotten up and went to wash. He knows my temper. He will do whatever he says he will do immediately. If he delays for a while, he will go crazy.
Seeing that I didn't eat, my mother served my father to eat.
My mother said, how much does it cost to leave this time?
Is four thousand enough?
When I heard my mother say this, I remembered the money that Rourou gave me. I still had 6,000 yuan in cash in my schoolbag and planned to leave it for my family. My father's illness would be absent at any time.
I told my mother, I don't want the money this semester, and a friend of mine lent me some money, which is enough, and I can leave a few thousand for my family.
I went to my schoolbag and took out the money and handed it to my mother and said, "This is the money for my father to treat my doctor."
My mother was stunned for a moment and said, "If you have one, I won't give it to you." I don't have much money at home, so just take it."
My little brother squatted at the door and asked me, where did the money come from?
I said, didn't I say it?
Borrowed for a friend
My mother said sternly, we must not do illegal things, even if we die of poverty, we should not do them.
I said, no
I put the money under my mother's pillow, packed my schoolbag, opened the bookcase and looked at the things inside, and locked them again.
I told my brother that I'm leaving
I said to my father who had just had breakfast, Dad, be bye!
My father laughed first, then started crying
My mother shouted at him loudly, why did she cry?
Why do you cry when your child goes to school?
If he doesn't let him go, who will earn money to see a doctor in the future?
After my mother said this to my father, she said to me, "You go, he is stupid, he is stupid, he is stupid."
My mother cried after saying this. She took off her hand towel from her shoulder to wipe her tears
I know that my family is not stupid, my family is too poor
My little brother was a little angry. He said to my father and mother, "You are crying!"
I walked out of the house and followed the little brother who was pushing the bicycle to the road. My mother was standing there watching us. When I turned the corner, she was still standing there. I put my hand on my mouth and then threw it out. I gave my mother a flying kiss.
My mother doesn't understand the meaning of this gesture. I believe that if it were Miaomiao, she would quickly repay me.
My mother asked me loudly, "Do you have anything else?"
I said, no more
I walked forward and could no longer see my mother, and the little brother had already stopped in the distance and waited for me.
The little brother didn't say much, he almost didn't speak
I sat on the back of the bicycle and didn't know what to say
When he arrived at the bus station, he was busy buying tickets for me. I got on the bus and he was still standing outside the bus and not leaving.
He knocked on the car window and said to me, "You must study hard and don't get along with people who are not bad."
I said, I got it
He said again, go to the place to call home.
I said, I got it
My little brother rode his bicycle away
He seems to have lost his vitality from the previous two years, he is almost thirty years old
The car got on the highway and roared towards the city where I was studying
I dialed Miaomiao's cell phone and she turned it off
In addition to feeling a little sad because I left home, I felt more excited and joyful about going to that city, because I could see Miaomiao
I still miss Zhai Ji a little
I don't know why I miss Miaomiao so much, but ignore Zhai Ji
When she was at home, Zhai Ji called me almost every day, sent me text messages every day, asking me when I would leave home and return to school, and she would go there at any time, but I said I didn't know yet
Miaomiao never called me again, and she didn't reply after sending her a few text messages.
I called her phone, either no one answered it or turned off the phone
This time, she turned off again
I was thinking, if she just kept shutting down like this, I wouldn't be able to hear her talking
I didn't even remember the name of her county town, nor did I ever ask her phone number at home
What is she doing now?
Miaomiao, do you know?
Crawl already misses you so much
The car drove into the city at 3 o'clock in the afternoon and suddenly slowed down
I saw the streets I had walked, the familiar bridges and tall billboards.
Tonight I will go to Miaomiao and I to live in the house outside the West Gate. I will first smell Miaomiao's breath and hug the quilt that is rippling with her body fragrance.
As I thought about this, I turned off Miaomiao's phone again, and I even began to hate the sound of the electronic woman in the phone that prompted the shutdown.
I got off at the station in that city, and a taxi drove towards me. I opened the door and sat in and said to the driver, "Z University West Gate".
The taxi started to get traffic jam as soon as they got on the road. I looked at the tide of people outside the car window. They were so prosperous that they rushed to the places they were going to.
There are dense cities, dense houses, dense people, cars and garbage in the world
I suddenly felt that I was so small, almost close to nothingness
I remembered that I still have Miaomiao. The two of us looked big together. Just like the days she was on my back, I walked around carrying her and in the snow. At that time, I felt very big and I was seen on the street all at once.
My big is because of the seedlings on my back
Now that Miaomiao is not by my side, I feel like I am about to disappear
The taxi finally drove forward. After turning a corner, there was no need to be traffic jam again, because the main road was almost clean, and there were not many cars on the road leading to Z University in the Northern Suburbs, and there would be no traffic jam in the whole life.
I kept dialing Miaomiao's cell phone, shutting down, shutting down, shutting down, shutting down!
My heart was extremely lonely. I regret not writing down her phone number. Why did she turn off the phone for so long?
The driver was very happy. He reached out and turned on the tape recorder. Tai Zhengxiao's "Lovesickness is like a mahjong" was just at its peak: the concern of love cannot be put down, and the thousands of lovesickness is like a mahjong are endless. Every minute and a second, densely entangled, I think I will not be able to bear it...
I jumped out of the taxi with my schoolbag on my back and stood in the lively market at the village entrance. Few people knew me
I've been studying outside all year round. They may still remember me, but they have forgotten what I am like
When I greeted the Xu family’s aunt, she asked, Who are you?
I said, I'm Xiao Climb
Aunt Xu's tears immediately covered her face. She came up and held my hand and said, "My son, you are back, I didn't see you even when you came back last year."
The aunt of the Xu family immediately told the people around him that this was a small crawler, which was the only small crawler that didn't runny nose among the children when he was a child. He was back
Everyone around me came towards me, almost all of them knew me, but I didn't know the younger children
I took out a cigarette and threw it at them like an entrepreneur returning home. I also took out a lighter to light the fire for the elderly.
I heard them sigh for a while and then walked into the village. I found that many old houses had been demolished and built into two-story buildings.
That was the last time I saw Aunt Xu. When I returned home for another year, she was already dead
I only saw her grave, in our remote countryside, soil burials have always been popular
The entrance of our house is still the same, with bricks piled on the left and haystacks piled on the right.
I pushed open the unpainted door, which screamed loudly, awakening my father who was dozing at the door of the main hall.
My father raised his head in a worn cotton jacket that was washed clean by his mother, and his saliva fell halfway and he quickly sucked into his mouth halfway
One of his eyes was blind, and he could tell with his other eyes that it was his youngest son who had been home, so he tilted his mouth and cried sadly.
I walked up to him, held his rough hand that had been working all his life and said, Dad
My father stood up, he shook out, he had lost his ability to speak in the pain, I knew he was going to find my mother
My mom likes to visit her, I don't know where she is now
My father suffered from hemiplegia and had already suffered four illnesses. Once, he was worse than once. Now he can walk out of this yard alone. Although he is not as stable as the children, it is already very good
I called him back, asked him to sit down, wiped his face with a towel and said, I'll go find her
My mother was standing in the poplar forest to the west and talking to a group of elderly women
She was wearing old clothes that my sister had thrown away and didn't look very fit. She was wearing a dark red turban on her head and nodded to an old woman talking
This is the action my mother has been accustomed to throughout her life: nodding to others
I saw my father could control his tears, but I could never see my mother again. My tears covered the beach on my face like waves. When I was still far away from my mother, I called her loudly. Mom - my mother and a few old women turned around. They didn't know who I was calling, and even my mother didn't know.
I called out again, an old woman pointed at my mother and said something. My mother took off the turban and asked me loudly, "Would you like to crawl?"
I said, mom
I got closer to them and walked in front of them
An old woman told my mother that it was your young master who was back
My mother laughed first, then she saw the tears on my face, and she started crying, grabbed my arm and touched it here and looked there
I cried and said to my mom, Mom, don't cry
My mother cried and said to me, don't cry
The old women all said, go home, my son is back, you guys go home
My mother and I returned home, and my father was so anxious that he walked around the yard.
My mother sat on the wooden bed without a quilt, asked me hundreds of questions and began to calm down.
I was throwing shoes and torn clothes on the wooden bed. I looked up and saw spiders weaving thick nets in the corners of the wall. There were no mosquitoes in winter. What did they eat?
After a while, my third brother came home. He shaved his head and put on a green light. He said, I knew you would be back today, what are you doing when you come back?
I said, Damn, I'm back for the New Year, what are you doing when you come back?
The third brother said, what am I doing when I come back?
This is my home, not yours
I said, this is the home of our parents, we are their sons, and we are all qualified to come back
Third brother said, you don’t work, you just spend money, you are not qualified to come back
I said, **, after learning knowledge, I earn more money than you, and I can support you. Since you speak like this, I will not consider you in the future
My father laughed. Although he couldn't speak, his brain and ears were fine.
My mother changed the cigarette to her left hand, twisted my ear with her right hand and said, "Your mom, I'll listen to you and say something dirty."
I said, Mom, I learned it from you, Oh, please let go quickly, your ears are about to fall off, and you have to spend a high price to buy my wife for me
My mother let go of her hand and she said, what you said is right, then don't twist it
This is our family of four, mom and dad, my little brother and I
Big sister, second sister, young sister, they all got married and had children
In my impression, the eldest brother is just an ordinary middle-aged man. I never realized that he is my eldest brother. For such a person, his eldest daughter is only one year younger than me. His eldest daughter is about the same size as me. I am not very interested in this person.
I have mentioned earlier that he is dead and is no longer in this world. When he is alive, I like him very much. I am proud and proud of having such an older brother.
I dare not say anything more in front of my second brother. Although he is very humorous in front of others, he rarely humorous in front of me. Occasionally, humor is also teaching me a lesson.
I like him to teach me a lesson
I once made up my mind to surpass him as quickly as possible so that he would no longer teach me a lesson
I don't mean to teach him a lesson in the opposite direction. I just want to sit down with him and talk without psychological pressure and exchange my thoughts.
But this is never possible
My second brother I admire will become an impossible thing for me in my life
Every time I mention him, I can't help but say more
He is one of the handsomest, talented and most powerful sons of my parents and the most important one among the four sons.
When he talked, my mother would bow her head in front of him. After the separation, he rarely went to his parents. When he went there occasionally, my mother would treat him like a VIP, preparing to make delicious food for him, but he never ate there. After he went back, he would usually be scolded by my second sister-in-law, as if he had suffered a great loss. She suspected that my second brother would give the money he earned to his parents secretly.
His parents have exhausted everything to raise him and have a family. He married a wife but managed him and did not allow him to go back to his parents.
This is the tragedy between most people in rural areas.
At this point, the big brother did the most perfect
The reason why my elder brother did the best is that he married my sister-in-law, a vicious woman who made me doubt that she was not a human being.
My sister-in-law had a pair of tiger eyes, tiger teeth full of mouth, and she also protruded outwards, biting her lower lip tightly. Her purpose in treating her brother was to completely destroy my brother's path to her parents. In her words, if we want us to spend money to support us, we just wait to die and bury people. Facing such a woman, I don't want to spend too much ink. Too many fragmented and inhuman performances made me realize that they will never have anything to do with me in this life anymore.
I also have a purpose, that is, when my parents die, they are not allowed to pretend to cry, and they do not need to spend a small amount of money to buy two inferior coffins for their parents.
My current situation is that in addition to my parents, I have three sisters and two brothers, one who died, and the other who still lives in the world who quit smoking and drinking for me to study.
This is the general content of our family
I waved my cell phone to call my three sisters in the yard. My mother stood aside and asked me, "How can I hear the sound over there without a wire in this thing?"
I said to her, Mom, this is called a radio, just like a radio can receive sound without a wire.
My mother said, this is such a good thing, so I can buy one for me, so I can find you
I told my mother, Mom, it's okay to buy a hundred.
My mother is 64 years old. She got the amazing fact from me that using a computer can chat. When she taught me a lesson, she also had a high-tech word in her mouth. She criticized me sternly and said, "Don't chat with the little girl on the grid all day long, study hard, let me know, I will break your legs after failing the exam.
I said, don't worry, mom, I will never let you down
My mother repeatedly told me not to contact girls. You are still too young. I see that you didn’t get fat last time when you came back. I began to doubt you
I said, what's the matter? Mom, what delicious food do you want to make for me?
My mother said, do shit
I said, Mom, you really love me
My mother smiled sly and said, "The meat has been cut back and makes dumplings."
My second sister's house is in a nearby village. She arrives after two villages, so she comes the most timely. There is also my nephew, who is already six or seven years old, and as soon as he enters the door, he calls me, fourth uncle!
I picked him up and raised him, feeling that he was as light as a grass. This was all done by carrying Miaomiao in school
All three sisters love me very much, and the second sister acted the most. She burst into tears when she saw me laughing.
After a while, the eldest sister led her two children to come, and the third sister also led her two children to come.
The older sister's two children are boys, five years younger than me, and the younger one is a girl
The two children of my third sister are both boys, the older one is only five years old, and the younger one is three years old. I really don’t know how old I have. I don’t have the concept of age for people.
Our house began to become lively, and that was the happiest and happiest moment for my father and mother.
My mother used her unparalleled power to direct her three daughters to make fire, water and make dumplings, and the children all played in the yard.
My mother will never treat her daughter like she does to her son. I heard her blame the one and then criticize the one. The kitchen was filled with the mother's vibrant and cursing voice. After a while, they started to discuss me again. The mother said to them loudly, "My youngest son has grown up, he looks more filial, and I will have hope in the future."
My eldest sister first denied this. She refuted her mother and said, "That's not necessarily. I think he has a similar temper to his second child, and he will be a guy at his wife's mercy in the future.
The second sister retorted the eldest sister, "Crawl, I dare to make a guarantee."
The third sister's attitude is ambiguous, so she counts as he is knowledgeable. When a knowledgeable person is unfilial, he has more means.
My mother announced loudly again that the meal will start!
It was soon on New Year's Eve, and I first received a text message from Zhang Duo: Fang Xiaochui, I wish our family a happy New Year and a fortune every day!
I originally wanted to call him to greet him, but my phone rang again. Zhai Ji said, I just finished my meal, have you eaten?
Are your family all okay?
I said, it's all good
Zhai Ji asked, when will you go back to school?
I said, don't know yet
She said, I will go back to school whenever you go back to school
I said, I got it
Then I hung up the phone and dialed Miaomiao's cell phone. A man answered the phone, hello, hello
I said, Hello, I'll look for Zeng Zaimiao
The man laughed and said, are you her classmate?
I said, I'm calling Fang Xiaochui
The man said, I'm her dad
I said, Hello Uncle
He said, OK, Miaomiao has gone to her aunt's house and will come back soon. I'll call her now. You can wait a while before you can get a fight, right?
I said, OK
I hung up the phone and sat in the room with my little brother watching TV. CCTV's Spring Festival Gala has been staged, and so many familiar faces have been exposed to the screen
An hour later, Miaomiao called me, and she opened her mouth and asked, "Have you fired a firecracker?"
I said, I will not let it go until midnight
She said our family has been let go
I said, does it sound good?
She said, it sounds bad, I almost deafened my ears. Do you miss me?
I called you outside
I said, I started thinking as soon as you left me
She smiled and said, "Is that serious?"
I just started to miss you two days after I got home
I said, when will you go back to school?
She said, I will go back to school whenever you go back to school
I said, I will notify you in advance then
She said, I'm waiting
My little brother has been visiting relatives since the second grade of junior high school. I don’t want to go anywhere, and I don’t even want to go to my aunt’s house.
Before leaving, the little brother set off three cannons. He pinched the cannon and lit it with a cigarette. When the twist was about to burn, he threw the cannon into the air. The cannon exploded in the air, and the cannon shattered it from the air to the ground. When the wind blew, they were so dissipated that they were invisible.
I was thinking, if the little brother didn't throw it in time, his fingers would fall a few times, so I said to him, Third brother, put it on the wall and click
He said, it's okay
I really haven't lost my hand. My third brother doesn't fail, but it doesn't mean that others don't fail. I often see those who don't throw away the cannon in their hands and go to the ground to look for their fingers with their hands.
During my two weeks at home, I almost didn't take a step forward. I squatted in front of my bookcase and drove the mice and bugs inside. I moved the books I had studied to the yard to dry them. I unfolded the love letters I wrote to my first love girl in the first grade of junior high school that I had not given out. The words made me sad and couldn't extricate myself.
The former classmates said that the girl was married and had a child
My memories are bursting, and the past that appears in the gaps are hard to tell whether it is true or false. Have I lived there, have I dealt with those people, have I eaten that bowl of noodles, have I ridden a ragged bicycle and ran from the broken bridge east of the school
I'm even wondering, have I ever loved the girl who is not beautiful but has made me miss it all night
I continued to look at the moldy books that I once owned and still owned. I looked at the words from the past, as if they were written by another person, watching my shadow spread on it, watching them in the sunshine
On the night of the sixth day of the lunar month, I said to my mother, Mom, I will leave tomorrow
My mother said dissatisfiedly, why did you do so early?
You just want to leave as soon as you enter the house. It seems that no one will like this poor family, and no one will like me, a poor old woman.
I said, Mom, don't say that, I have to write some articles when I go to school
My mother said, can you make money by writing and writing articles?
Get me a diploma and go to the factory
I said, Mom, don’t get angry. I will listen to you and go to the factory in the future. Don’t you hope that I can be a worker like my neighbor Lao Wang, and have a pension when I get old?
This is a vivid material you often use to mock your father's incompetence
My mother said, I don't care, my mother spent so much money to support you, you have to return it to me
I said, when did I say I won't pay it back
My mother said, it's time to go back as early as possible. I may not get up one day, and I can't buy pie if I have money under the ground.
I felt very sad after hearing what my mother said. I said to her, Mom, I'll leave tomorrow
My mother raised her voice and said, "Let's go, let's go, I'll see you clearly when you come back.
I went to turn on the TV and watched it. My mother walked out and said, "You can't learn well, but what can you learn well when watching TV all day?"
I said to my mother, Mom, what you mean is that you have to read books to learn, right?
My mother said,
I said, Mom, you're wrong
My mother picked up the remote control and pressed the TV for a long time but didn't turn it off. I said to her, Mom, the key you pressed was also wrong. You pressed it silently, so the TV will only have no sound and will not turn it off
My mother rolled her eyes and looked at me and asked angrily, who do you think it is?
I said, it's the red one
My mother pressed the red button and the TV turned off
I told my mother again that you can learn anywhere, and sometimes you don’t need to learn it. You can get it by sitting in the house and thinking about it. As you get older, you will also get it, but you can’t learn it. You can only learn a little bit in your life.
My mother said, you taught me a lesson in the opposite direction, right?
I said, you were wrong again, you said that I taught you the other way around. This problem does not exist. I am just clarifying a fact
My mother became impatient for a while and wanted to give me two ears, but she couldn't find a reason for it, so she simply went to the inner room to sleep
I chased her and said, Mom, although you have many words and actions that are wrong, one is always correct, that is, you are my mother and I am your son
My mother stretched out her leg and kicked me without kicking it. She said angrily, I've raised you with money and made you quibble. I have no education and can only write a few names. I can't tell you, your mother is so stupid.
My mother still didn't let me go the next day. She told me that there were still a few fish in the basin and two chickens tied to the tree. If you want to leave, eat them before leaving.
I insisted on leaving, and my mother asked someone to prepare to beat me. She said, "If you don't leave the seventh day and don't return, you will leave again on the tenth day of the day, the whole number will be auspicious."
My mother started making fish and chicken for me
My second sister called and heard that I was leaving, so she came alone on a bicycle, and she didn't leave at night.
The little brother also likes his second sister the most, he is the same as me
Our family watched TV for dinner. My mother picked out the fish bones for his father and gave them to him. My father smiled and pointed at me. I don’t understand what he meant. My mother understood. My mother told my father that he had good eyes and could pick on thorns. You can eat it.
Only then did I realize that my father wanted to give me the fish without thorns to eat
This is not very harmonious with his style in his youth. When he was young, he was a food hegemony. His mother always made it for him. He ate something that we were young and couldn't eat. He was often so anxious that I was circling around him like a mouse. Sometimes he would pick up a chopstick for me to eat, but most of the time he would wave his chopsticks and shout at me like chasing a chicken, "Get out!"
I didn't feel wronged at that time, but now that I'm growing up, when I recall these things, I feel that my father is a bit too much
After my father got sick, I think humans are the saddest animals
I haven't believed that he was sick for a long time. Think about it, a tall man jumping up and down, a farmer who went to work in the fields, a mason who rode a broken bicycle in the old Feige brand to run dozens of kilometers back and forth to the city to build a building for others, and a strong father who supported seven children. How could he say that it wouldn't work?
The year my father was sick seemed to be in the summer of 1997. When he was harvesting wheat, he covered his eyes and said to his mother, "My eyes can't be seen."
My mother went over to see what was going on, but he said, I could see it again
The father of Maizi, who had several acres of land, used a cart and his mother to pull it back to the open space west of the yard. The open space was considered a wheat yard.
Just after the wheat flowed out of the thieves, my father couldn't see anything again. This time I haven't come here for a long time, but it still got better.
Because the family really had no money, my mother did not insist on letting my father go to the hospital for treatment.
Although I am the only student at home, it is enough for them to worry about
The third brother also worked outside to earn money, and vowed to provide his younger brother, go to college, and change the poverty situation at home.
My father suffered more and more illnesses on his eyes, so his mother was scared and wanted to ask his father to go to the regional ophthalmology hospital for a look.
My mother can't live without her home, and she has to wait for her to do anything at home, so she wants to find her eldest son
She also thought that even if she looked for her, her eldest son would not go, so she wanted to go to find a neighbor, but then she thought that the neighbors might not be willing to help because the neighbors knew that she had an older son at home.
My mother went to find her eldest son, and in my mother's words, I tear her face apart. Think about it, a mother went to see her son for her son's father and wanted to tear her face apart. This shows that her mother's status in front of her is humble and has no weight.
My mother went back and said, "Your brother will come here later, but your sister-in-law asked me to find someone else, they didn't have time to waste it."
I was still worried. At that time, it was time for me to walk out of my home and go back to school for class. I didn't move
My mother rushed me to school and I said I would go after my elder brother took my father away.
After a while, my elder brother came indeed. He said to his father expressionlessly, how can he go?
He spoke like interrogating a prisoner
My father was very angry, but he endured it, and my father didn't say anything
My mother told my elder brother in a completely flattering tone, "Go by train, it's cheap, it's just 1.50 cents."
My elder brother told my mother that I don't have 1 cent.
My mother continued to smile and said, as long as there is someone, your dad has money
It took a train a few kilometers northward. My father pushed the bicycle and my elder brother followed my father out of the house.
My mother and I stood outside the yard and watched them walk away
I saw the father and son crossing the field and walking onto the road. After walking two steps, I saw my elder brother squatting down, and my father waved to me and my mother and I.
My mother took me to trot
My father told my mother that he had a stomachache. Please let Xiao Chua go with me, please help him back
I glanced at my elder brother and took the bicycle from my father's hand. Although I am only 15 years old, I am already over 1.7 meters tall, riding a bicycle to carry my father is no problem.
My elder brother stood up and said, I'm back
My mother went over to help him, and he threw her away, as if her mother was a beggar and wanted to ask him for money.
I saw my mother following my elder brother home. My mother was thrown far away by my elder brother in a while. My elder brother looked not as painful as his stomach, but his calves. The pain made him jump faster and faster. In a blink of an eye, he disappeared from the other end of the farmland and ran home to report his good fortune to his sister-in-law.
My father and I bought tickets on the platform of that town and waited for the train
We took the train and didn't bother to enjoy the pastoral scenery outside the window. We arrived at the regional ophthalmology hospital
The doctor's surname is Wang, and he is a middle-aged man who doesn't talk much. Finally, he put his father in line. He opened his father's eyelid with his hand, took a flashlight to see his father's eyes, and then asked his father to cover his good eyes and test his father's sick eyes. The female nurse stood in front of the vision chart and tapped the words in the middle with a stick. She asked his father, "Did you see it?"
My father shook his head, she kept typing the biggest word, but my father still shook his head, and my father said to the doctor, I only saw a ball of white paper
The doctor said to my father at this time, I'm going to get off work, come back until the afternoon, I'll prescribe some medicine for you
My father asked him anxiously, "Doctor Wang, can you treat my eyes?"
Dr. Wang said, come again in the afternoon and take your grandson to have some food first.
I said loudly to Dr. Wang, I am his son
My father also told Dr. Wang that he is my youngest son
Dr. Wang smiled at his father and said, "Sorry, you are sixty, right?"
My father said, I'm exactly sixty
There is a braised noodles sold at the entrance of the hospital, which costs 50 cents a bowl. My father told me, let’s eat noodles.
I swallowed and said, Dad, I'm hungry
Because the bowl was too small and I was not full, my father bought me another bowl. He only ate one bowl himself, but I ate two bowls.
I said to him, Dad, can you have another bowl?
My father took a sip of boiled water from the noodles sold for free and said, "I'm full, you're growing, eat more."
After dinner, we sat down on the cement steps. The autumn sun was scorching hot, and my father was stunned.
I went to cover his right eye, and I covered his right eye with one hand and shook his left eye with the other hand. I asked him, Dad, can you see it?
How many fingers do I stretch out?
My father said, five
I asked him two times and how many times this time?
He said, three
I let go of my hand and said, Dad, let's go home, your eyes are fine
My father smiled and said, what you covered is just bad eyes, what you kept is good eyes
My father's eyes that cannot see are the right eye and the left eye is good
Finally, when Dr. Wang went to work in the afternoon, my father was the first to go in to take a look.
Dr. Wang prescribed a note to tear it to his father and asked him to test it
My father found the laboratory under my leadership, and he went in for a long time before he came out.
We waited for a long time to get the test results. After seeing the eyeball film taken by my father, Dr. Wang said to his father, "Your right eye is out of salvation, I'll prescribe some medicine for you. Go back and take it slowly, don't do heavy work anymore, be careful of hemiplegia.
My father tried hard to calm himself down, and he asked, Dr. Wang, what disease do you think I am?
Dr. Wang said that invisible eyes is not a disease on the eyes, you have cerebrovascular disease
Dr. Wang said, go home
My father trembled and squeezed the prescription tightly, and walked out of the room where Dr. Wang was treated with me.
I said, Dad, let's go to another hospital to have a look, he is not good at his ability
My father didn't say anything. I heard his nose sucking loudly. He looked up and saw that he was already in tears.
I suddenly started crying, I don’t know why, at that moment, I found that I loved my father so deeply and painfully. I cried and said loudly to my father, his ability is not good, let’s go to the provincial hospital to find an expert
My father took out a large roll of money from his pants, that is, his small pocket close to his waist, all of which were one hundred. I had never seen so much money before, and I said to my father more confidently, don’t we have money?
Let's go to the provincial capital!
My father took a few pictures and told me, "You go and get the medicine."
I went to the pharmacy to grab the medicine and came back and told my father that I had not used up any of them.
While taking me out of the hospital, my father said, "Dr. Wang is the best ophthalmologist in the region and is famous in the province. It is the first time I have seen him. He said that my eyes are helpless, and that must be helpless. He doesn't even want to prescribe medicine for me. He prescribed some cheap medicines to make me feel at ease."
My father and I took the train back to the small town very close to home. The old man we were looking at was picking up his bicycle at home, so I took my father home
My father told me, you can just rely on yourself in the future. I can’t do it anymore. ***, this person says he is old!
The sky was cloudy and it rained heavily. My father and I pushed our bicycles into a small shop selling pesticides to take shelter from the rain. The owner was a thin middle-aged man. After he knew that his father's eyes were sick, he told his father that he would eat more pig blood.
I looked at him and I think this person may like to eat pig blood, and he also wants us to eat it.
When the rain stopped, my father thanked the owner who sold pesticides. We set off again. I took my father back home.
It's getting dark soon, and the day just passed
My mother prepared the meal and asked her father to eat it. My father said while smoking, "I can't eat it."
As Dr. Wang said, my father went to the toilet one day shortly after, and fell into the toilet.
My father suffered from hemiplegia and his mouth was tilted. He was carried onto a car by his neighbor. Several prestigious old men were discussing how to go to see a doctor.
Under the pressure from my neighbor, my elder brother had to take my father to the county hospital for treatment, and I was still following behind
My three sisters then went to the hospital to serve my father. All my brother did was to take my father to the hospital. He quickly slipped back home. I heard that as soon as he entered the house, his sister-in-law scratched his face and his back, and there was no good place in his body.
A man is so tamely treated by a tricky woman, but I never sympathize with him
I always think that he is unfilial. An unfilial person has a bad mind, so it is reasonable to be governed by a woman.
My father spent all the savings in our house the first time he got sick
The first time healed quickly, his father quickly went to the field to work again, and he even rode his bicycle to follow others into the city to build a building.
But my mother only let him work as a mason for three days and never let him go again
My mother is worried that he will fall off the scaffolding and die
My mother told me seriously that your dad will be a good thing as long as he doesn't get sick again
Not long after, my father had a second illness. I heard that a doctor specialized in treating hemiplegia and was very famous. His hospital was opened in his home. His home was in a village dozens of kilometers south.
My mother said that it costs less money, go and see it there
My three sisters handed over the money for raising their lives to my father
My father followed me to the small village under the escort of three sisters. The villagers knew about the doctor's home and found the place as soon as they asked.
There are many hemiplegia patients there, and there are also very young patients, but most of them are middle-aged and elderly people.
Those patients walked around the doctor's doorstep and were supported by their relatives.
My father lived there, and I only lived there for one day, and my father rushed me home to school. He told me, my ideal in this life is to raise you children, and you kid will remember it, don’t be as unpromising as me, you must do big things, and be a mason, and you must become a contractor!
Second sister told me, please listen humbly to my dad's words
I said, Dad, I'll see you again on Sunday, you can take good care of your illness
My father said, you don’t need it anymore, you can go to the city to read books on Sundays. We can’t afford those books now, so go and read them, they don’t charge any money.
It was at that time that my little brother returned home from another place
My second brother drove a motorcycle to the village to visit my father and gave him a sum of money for treatment.
Later, my father recovered from that hospital and returned home. He then became ill again and borrowed money again. He borrowed everything he could, and there was no place to borrow. My father simply refused treatment. He just threw some glucose water and other things in the small clinic at the entrance of the village. He also always owed the doctor money. The doctor naturally was not good to his father and was reluctant to receive a sick person like his father several times.
My little brother gritted his teeth and said to me, you must study, I will earn you tuition even if I am so tired.
Sometimes the whole family cries and is almost desperate
When I wrote this novel, these things were not included in my outline, but as soon as I wrote the word "father", I couldn't help but burst into tears and unknowingly said it.
Stop
I got up early in the 11th day of the New Year. The little brother was sleeping soundly, but he still wanted to get up to take me to the long-distance bus station in the county.
Taxis can only take people to our village, and taxis can't be seen when entering the city from our village.
My mother has prepared breakfast and I have no appetite at all
My mother also wanted to try to keep me. She said, "I just ate one chicken and the fish have not been finished. Can you leave after you finish eating?"
I said, Mom, don’t tie me up, I have to leave, don’t you want me to read more books, do you?
My mother smiled and said, ***, I feel annoyed when this kid is at home for a long time. Why do I feel so uncomfortable when he leaves?
I said, Mom, stop lying to me anymore, it's true that you hate me, and it's false that the discomfort is false, hahahaha
The little brother has already gotten up and went to wash. He knows my temper. He will do whatever he says he will do immediately. If he delays for a while, he will go crazy.
Seeing that I didn't eat, my mother served my father to eat.
My mother said, how much does it cost to leave this time?
Is four thousand enough?
When I heard my mother say this, I remembered the money that Rourou gave me. I still had 6,000 yuan in cash in my schoolbag and planned to leave it for my family. My father's illness would be absent at any time.
I told my mother, I don't want the money this semester, and a friend of mine lent me some money, which is enough, and I can leave a few thousand for my family.
I went to my schoolbag and took out the money and handed it to my mother and said, "This is the money for my father to treat my doctor."
My mother was stunned for a moment and said, "If you have one, I won't give it to you." I don't have much money at home, so just take it."
My little brother squatted at the door and asked me, where did the money come from?
I said, didn't I say it?
Borrowed for a friend
My mother said sternly, we must not do illegal things, even if we die of poverty, we should not do them.
I said, no
I put the money under my mother's pillow, packed my schoolbag, opened the bookcase and looked at the things inside, and locked them again.
I told my brother that I'm leaving
I said to my father who had just had breakfast, Dad, be bye!
My father laughed first, then started crying
My mother shouted at him loudly, why did she cry?
Why do you cry when your child goes to school?
If he doesn't let him go, who will earn money to see a doctor in the future?
After my mother said this to my father, she said to me, "You go, he is stupid, he is stupid, he is stupid."
My mother cried after saying this. She took off her hand towel from her shoulder to wipe her tears
I know that my family is not stupid, my family is too poor
My little brother was a little angry. He said to my father and mother, "You are crying!"
I walked out of the house and followed the little brother who was pushing the bicycle to the road. My mother was standing there watching us. When I turned the corner, she was still standing there. I put my hand on my mouth and then threw it out. I gave my mother a flying kiss.
My mother doesn't understand the meaning of this gesture. I believe that if it were Miaomiao, she would quickly repay me.
My mother asked me loudly, "Do you have anything else?"
I said, no more
I walked forward and could no longer see my mother, and the little brother had already stopped in the distance and waited for me.
The little brother didn't say much, he almost didn't speak
I sat on the back of the bicycle and didn't know what to say
When he arrived at the bus station, he was busy buying tickets for me. I got on the bus and he was still standing outside the bus and not leaving.
He knocked on the car window and said to me, "You must study hard and don't get along with people who are not bad."
I said, I got it
He said again, go to the place to call home.
I said, I got it
My little brother rode his bicycle away
He seems to have lost his vitality from the previous two years, he is almost thirty years old
The car got on the highway and roared towards the city where I was studying
I dialed Miaomiao's cell phone and she turned it off
In addition to feeling a little sad because I left home, I felt more excited and joyful about going to that city, because I could see Miaomiao
I still miss Zhai Ji a little
I don't know why I miss Miaomiao so much, but ignore Zhai Ji
When she was at home, Zhai Ji called me almost every day, sent me text messages every day, asking me when I would leave home and return to school, and she would go there at any time, but I said I didn't know yet
Miaomiao never called me again, and she didn't reply after sending her a few text messages.
I called her phone, either no one answered it or turned off the phone
This time, she turned off again
I was thinking, if she just kept shutting down like this, I wouldn't be able to hear her talking
I didn't even remember the name of her county town, nor did I ever ask her phone number at home
What is she doing now?
Miaomiao, do you know?
Crawl already misses you so much
The car drove into the city at 3 o'clock in the afternoon and suddenly slowed down
I saw the streets I had walked, the familiar bridges and tall billboards.
Tonight I will go to Miaomiao and I to live in the house outside the West Gate. I will first smell Miaomiao's breath and hug the quilt that is rippling with her body fragrance.
As I thought about this, I turned off Miaomiao's phone again, and I even began to hate the sound of the electronic woman in the phone that prompted the shutdown.
I got off at the station in that city, and a taxi drove towards me. I opened the door and sat in and said to the driver, "Z University West Gate".
The taxi started to get traffic jam as soon as they got on the road. I looked at the tide of people outside the car window. They were so prosperous that they rushed to the places they were going to.
There are dense cities, dense houses, dense people, cars and garbage in the world
I suddenly felt that I was so small, almost close to nothingness
I remembered that I still have Miaomiao. The two of us looked big together. Just like the days she was on my back, I walked around carrying her and in the snow. At that time, I felt very big and I was seen on the street all at once.
My big is because of the seedlings on my back
Now that Miaomiao is not by my side, I feel like I am about to disappear
The taxi finally drove forward. After turning a corner, there was no need to be traffic jam again, because the main road was almost clean, and there were not many cars on the road leading to Z University in the Northern Suburbs, and there would be no traffic jam in the whole life.
I kept dialing Miaomiao's cell phone, shutting down, shutting down, shutting down, shutting down!
My heart was extremely lonely. I regret not writing down her phone number. Why did she turn off the phone for so long?
The driver was very happy. He reached out and turned on the tape recorder. Tai Zhengxiao's "Lovesickness is like a mahjong" was just at its peak: the concern of love cannot be put down, and the thousands of lovesickness is like a mahjong are endless. Every minute and a second, densely entangled, I think I will not be able to bear it...
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