I'm only 19 years old and don't want to be a dad
I can't imagine being a father because I think I can always be a father's son
Even if Zeng Zaimiao gave birth to the child, I don't know that the little man is my son
How could I have a son?
It feels ridiculous when I think about it. A child was born by a woman. This woman had sex with me. Then this child is mine. Whether a boy or a girl, she will open her mouth and call me dad. I can't hide it even if I want to. At that time, my dad became my child's grandfather.
Zeng Zaimiao's mobile phone simply went out. Did she have no money?
Did she not even have the money to pay for her mobile phone?
I miss her very much. Even if she insists on giving birth to the baby, I want to see her immediately
I even thought she might not have rented a house, she was hiding in the dormitory, and I was squatting on the road outside her dormitory building waiting for her. I saw many strange girls walking past me, and some people even looked at me a few times.
I haven't waited for the seedlings again
I went back to the dormitory at No. 40 Pipa Street and sat for a while. Qi Gang and Cai Ya were
Cai Ya told me that Ma Dongmei had gone to find me once, but she heard that I moved and left.
I'm wondering what Ma Dongmei is looking for me for
I left there and walked on the street, with the densely packed houses in the city. Where can I find Zeng Zaimiao?
I can't remember who to ask about her whereabouts. The girls in her dormitory said they didn't know. Maybe they were covering Zeng Zaimiao.
I bought a gray cell phone, like a gray sparrow, but my paging was not thrown away. I was afraid that Zeng Zaimiao would contact me.
Sometimes when my phone rings, I will have an illusion, is it that I have called me again? I took my phone to touch the pager in my pocket, but I found that it was my phone ringing
Zhai Ji said, have you been worried these days? You are not at home all day, and you are wandering around outside?
I said, the autumn is clear and the air is cool, I can't come out and feel it.
Zhai Ji said, I won’t go to find you for dinner tonight, you can have something for yourself
I said, OK, you study hard, all my hopes are with you
One afternoon, Zhang Duo told me on his phone, I'm heartbroken
I said, with whom?
He said,
I asked, what's going on?
He said, you will know when you come here, I'll explain it in detail to you
I said, please wait for me
That night I met Qiao Min at the entrance of the alley, but she didn't see me. She walked with a boy, who was still hugging her. I almost fainted when I was so angry that I almost fainted.
I followed them a long way, and I heard Qiao Min say to the boy who was much taller than me, "Dear, don't be anxious, I slowly told him that we have been so long after all,
The boy said, I want you to have a break with him immediately
Zhang Duo took out a cigarette and lit it and said, "It was at that moment that I decided to beat her."
Zhang Duo sat on the upper bunk of the 240 dormitory on the 21st floor, crossed his legs, his eyes full of angry light
His story continues
I waited for her at the rented house in the evening. As soon as she entered the door, she saw that my expression was wrong. I smoked and looked at her and asked, "Aren't you having no class tonight?"
Why did you come back so late?
She said, who said no, there is
I was silent for a long time before I said that it was a class for love. Tell me, which department is the boy from? Is he richer than me?
Qiao Min opened her eyes wide at that time. She didn't know how I knew. She said, "What's the matter, who did you hear?"
I walked up to her, reached out to her face and shaved two ears on her face, stretched out my legs and kicked her belly, and she immediately lay on the ground. I pointed at her and said, "Look, I hate the most in my life is a woman like you."
Qiao Min stood up and went to pack her clothes
I stretched out my legs and kicked her again. She sat on the ground without saying a word and didn't stand up for a long time.
She told me that he is from the sports department, he loves me very much, and I fall in love with him, and he is better to me than you
I sat aside without saying anything
She looked up at me and said, Zhang Duo, let's explain it clearly tonight, I want to break up with you
I said, OK
Then she stood up and packed things. I wanted to kick it, but after thinking about it, forget it, it would be a bad time to keep her.
I asked her, how long have you been?
She said, it was earlier than knowing you, but he just started chasing me half a month ago
I began to calm down, and I waved my hand and said, "Don't part, let's go, I'll fuck you, I'll fuck you mom!"
After packing her clothes, she said to me, Zhang Duo, if possible, we will be ordinary friends in the future.
I waved my hand and said, get out of here quickly, get out of here!
Zhang Duo threw the cigarette butt hard outside the open window, holding his head, I could only see his mouth
His upper lip was facing south and his lower lip was facing north. I don't know where his nose was facing. He had been moving for half a minute, and I heard his shrill crying like a wolf roar.
I don't know how to comfort him
I was thinking, he would stop by himself after he cried enough
So I waited for him to cry enough. After five minutes, he cried enough. He wiped his face with his hands and looked at me and said, "Why don't you persuade me a few words."
I said, I feel so happy when I cry
I said, you love her
Zhang Duo said, yes, I found that I can't live without her
I said, this girl always likes to look at the boys in the sports department
Zhang Duo said, because they are strong
I said, what does this have to do with being strong
Zhang Duo said that Qiao Min would be more enjoyable
I said, aren’t you very energetic?
Zhang Duo said, I'm not energetic, I can write some love poems. Sometimes girls also need love poems, but most of the time they need to be energetic.
He Qingshuang pushed the door and went in. His face was the fullest part of autumn. He greeted me happily. Xiao Chui, you are here, I miss you so much.
I said, I missed me, you should think about Kuang Lixia. How about it? Is it done?
He Qingshuang sighed and said, "I said I would not let you do it until after graduation, and I will get married at that time."
I said, damn, there is such a person, you might as well rape her.
He Qingshuang said, I finally got a girl and raped her. They sued me. I was in jail and became a rapist. I will be finished in this life and I will never get into a girl again.
I said, what you said was right
In the evening, Zhang Duo and He Qingshuang went together to drink and eat roast duck
Zhang Duo drank a few glasses. Jiuxian asked me, how long have you and Rourou been together?
I said, forgot
Zhang Duo smiled, Rourou really fell in love with you
He Qingshuang looked at us and looked at us for a long time and said, Fang Xiaochui, who is Rourou?
I said, forgot
Seeing that I was unhappy, Zhang Duo said, forget it, I won’t mention her anymore, I just remembered it before saying it.
I said, it doesn't matter
Zhang Duo said, Rourou wanted to take you away. When she went to say goodbye to me that day, she told me in person that she loved you
I said, I felt it too
Zhang Duo said, it’s a pity that she is just a prostitute, you look down on her
I drank three glasses of white wine and said, I hope you don't say Rourou like this
Zhang Duo said that she has taken many customers, I know
I shouted, OK, OK!
***!
Zhang Duo said, are you scolding me?
I said loudly, I will scold anyone I want to scold you, what's wrong with scolding you? Your mother is trying to pussy Zhang Duo!
He Qingshuang stood up and said, OK, stop talking, drink
Zhang Duo looked at me and said for a long time, it was me wrong, I shouldn't mention Rourou
Zhai Ji's paintings were hung on the cottage at No. 71 Orange Street. I lay on the bed and looked at the eagle. It was getting dark outside.
Zhai Ji walked into the house with supper and talked about class during the day. I thought, I seemed to have attended classes before, and I began to doubt my experience. Have I ever taken classes before?
Zhai Ji put the fried noodles on the table, opened the lunch box and said, "I bought chicken for you to eat."
We had dinner in the darkened house
Zhai Ji was going to pull the lights, I said, don’t need to pull the lights, we just eat like this, how good
When we finished eating, the room was completely dark. I went to hug Zhai Ji. She seemed to be bigger than before. I kissed her and felt that the smell of chicken in our mouths was full of chicken.
Zhai Ji said, I want to go back early to rest tonight, do you still write it?
I said, I don't want to write
She said, then you should also take a break early, don’t want it tonight, okay?
I said, not good
She smiled and said, "I'm afraid I'll get tired of you, you can't ask for Ah every day."
I said, what you said is right, then I won't let it be tonight
Every time I pedaled my bicycle to send Zhai Ji to the 14th floor. Since Zeng Zaimiao had something wrong, I have never allowed Zhai Ji to come to see me after it was dark. When she came, it was still light, and it was already night when she left, so I sent her and then I walked back.
I like walking
Sometimes she called me at night and said she wanted to come over, and I said, come over tomorrow, it's not safe at night
She didn't insist, Zhai Ji listened to me very much
A bird fell on the water pipe and wanted to drink water. Chen Chunlan pointed at the bird and smiled. Look how beautiful it is, it is better than a sparrow.
Chen Chunlan and I were chatting in the yard. Her husband Liu Ernian went to work, and her son went to school. She was left at home.
She didn't have to do anything, just picked up the child to school, and Liu Ernian had to cook after he returned home.
It was the brightest moment at noon, my pager rang
Zeng Zaimiao finally contacted me, she left a message: Crawling, so many days have passed, I heard that you have been looking for me, and I want to see you too, please call my phone
I ran into the room and dialed her cell phone. Where are you?
Zeng Zaimiao waited for me at the south gate of the school. I was across the road. She was so happy that she smiled, and she was not pretending to be cool. The expression on her face was very vivid.
I walked up to her and noticed her belly. It was probably getting bigger.
I took a look and felt that there was no change. It seemed that she was a little thinner than before.
Zeng Zaimiao opened his arms exaggeratedly and said, "Don't you want to hug me?"
Don't you want to celebrate the birth of our children?
I said, I really don't want to
Zeng Zaimiao hugged me and said, "But I've already given birth. He's a big fat boy, as big as you, and more than 100 pounds!"
hehe!
In the tavern, Zeng Zaimiao took a sip of beer and told me that the doctor said that it was just a minor problem that caused amenorrhea, and I don’t want children anymore.
The mountain in my heart has finally fallen into the water. How great is that I can continue to be my father's son, not my son's father
Zeng Zaimiao said that she had already given up and she really rented a house outside the South Gate, but she still couldn't help but go to the hospital for a check-up. She wanted to confirm that she had a mania before, and she was just suspicious that she had it. She was also creating an atmosphere when she was like that.
Zeng Zaimiao hummed a song and looked at me and said, if you want me again, you must wear a condom
I said, again, when will we be the head?
Zeng Zaimiao said, when is the beginning? I decided to compete with that Zhai Ji.
I followed Zeng Zaimiao to the yard where she rented a house. She also lived on the second floor. We climbed up and she took out the key and opened the door.
Girls are indeed cleaner than boys. The floor in the house is dazzlingly wiped. Although the books and fragments on the table are messy, they look very clean. The sheets are washed so that they can smell the fragrance of soap.
I was standing there, Zeng Zaimiao said, "You are sitting on the bed, what are you looking at when you stand?"
I said, it's too clean, I dare not sit
She said, I want you to dirty it every day, then I can wash it for you every day
Zeng Zaimiao hugged me, we answered a long kiss, this time I really missed her
I became more and more excited, kissing her and grabbing her randomly. She couldn't help laughing out loud. She said, have you not had sex with Zhai Ji for a long time?
I asked, what do you mean?
She said, why are you so hungry to me today?
I said, are you hungry?
I don't think so
Zeng Zaimiao unbuttoned my shirt and said, let me see your scars
I took off her shirt and went to untie her bra. Her mouth had already started kissing the scars and she started crying again. I hated her crying a little. When she cried, I would think I was miserable and had no hope.
I said, don't cry
She still made me crazy and overwhelmed. She is always bigger than Zhai Ji, and it makes me not know how to control it.
She didn't lose weight at all, and only then did she take off her clothes and find that she was as plump as before
As before, I bit her while catching her head and looking up at her body. She was moaning with her eyes closed and suddenly couldn't feel me anymore. She opened her eyes curiously and looked at me. She touched my head and said, "What's wrong with you?"
I said, Miaomiao, I miss you
She looked at me and started crying again
I said, don't cry
She hugged my neck tightly and pressed her mouth against my ears and said wetly, I miss you too, do you know?
This is the second time you call me Miaomiao
I said, I think I've called it many times
She said, No, the first time you called me Miaomiao was in the alley. When those people were about to hijack me, the second time you were just now
I said, what's wrong? Are you unhappy about me?
She said, no, I am happy. You used to call me Zeng Zaimiao, at most, Zaimiao. This time I really feel that you miss me very much.
I said, why don't you go back to the dormitory to live in the dormitory, the dormitory is safe
She said, I don't, I'm going to live here, come to find me, you want to find me every day
Then we started having sex. I really put on condoms. Miaomiao bought a lot of them, all of them were bought for me.
From then on, I had two fixed women, Zhai Ji and Zeng Zaimiao
Zeng Zaimiao was willing to be my undisclosed girlfriend. Sometimes she still thought about Zhai Ji, which made me love her even more. Yes, Miaomiao, Xiaochui fell in love with you
Zaimiao and I walked on the street and saw the leaves of the sycamore tree starting to fly. Autumn is coming and winter is coming.
We all wore long-sleeved shirts and jackets at dusk
Zaimiao held me and I called Zhai Ji. On the phone, I arranged for her to rest more as usual and didn't go to see me at night. I was writing a longer article and wanted to post it online, for fear of being disturbed.
Zhai Ji listened to me very much and immediately said to me gently, "Climb, don't be tired, pay attention to your health."
Zhai Ji's words made me feel ashamed, but Zai Miao said, she really loves you, I don't care about her, either
I said, you all love me very much
He Qingshuang happened in early winter that year
I rode a bicycle to take Zhai Ji out for fun. We were going to see the Yellow River. I heard that there was not much water in the Yellow River. I also heard that even if there was not much water in the Yellow River, it could drown many people. We wanted to see the Yellow River.
I got a call from Zhang Duo halfway through the road. Hurry up and go to the 21st floor 240 dormitory to find me
I asked, why is it so urgent?
She said He Qingshuang had a car accident
So I took Zhai Ji back to school quickly and walked to the intersection of the 21st floor. I handed the bicycle to Zhai Ji and said, "You go back to the dormitory first, I will call you later."
Zhai Ji looked at me and looked reluctant. I said, "My good friend was in a car accident, but I don't know if it's dead or alive. We have more time in the future. Be good."
Zhai Ji said, come back quickly and find me
I said, I will
I ran into the 21st floor and into the 240th dormitory. Zhang Duo was in the house and was extremely anxious.
As soon as he saw me, he said, "Where are you going, so slow!"
He pulled me out and ran out. I told me what was going on. Why did he suddenly get into a car accident?
Zhang Duo and I ran out of the building together and said, "The people who had a car accident were fine before they had a car accident. You are nonsense!"
I asked him where the matter happened, and he said, I don’t know, I just received a call from Su Mancang.
I asked, where is the person now?
He said, First People's Hospital
Zhang Duo and I took a taxi to the First People's Hospital. Zheng Shouhou was already waiting at the door. When he saw me and Zhang Duo, he said, He Qingshuang would not die, but he might become disabled.
Su Mancang came out to pick us up. He said that the operation was very successful. The doctor said that he had no sexual ability, that is, he could not have sex.
I said, go in and have a look
He Qingshuang's head was completely entangled with gauze, and his nose and eyes were exposed, and the gauze was stained with blood. He was lying there, with fluid infusion. His girlfriend Kuang Lixia grabbed his hand and kept sobbing.
He Qingshuang is hospitalized
That day, He Qingshuang took Kuang Lixia to find a house, but the houses in the South Gate were very tense. Every house rented a house was so good that the rent was high. He Qingshuang couldn't rent a house even if he had double the price.
He Qingshuang feels a little cowardly. He is in his twenties and has never tried what women are like.
He Qingshuang, who couldn't find the house, looked very depressed. He looked at Kuang Lixia and didn't like her anymore. He even disgusted her. He Qingshuang took Kuang Lixia, who was increasingly annoying, to travel around.
He Qingshuang hates Kuang Lixia mainly because he can't get this woman. I believe that once he gets Kuang Lixia, he will no longer hate Kuang Lixia.
He doesn't know the beauty of women yet
Or he already knows the beauty of a woman, but has not experienced it personally
It was at this time that something happened to him. The doctor said that he had no ability to have sex and the doctor would not lie.
When I wrote these past events today, I suddenly believed in the theory of fate
I don't know how to express He Qingshuang. He was first my friend, and then he entered my novel. I could not have written about him, or I could have not written about the fact that he had a car accident, but I still wrote it.
His expression of hunger for women in the past, he paid a huge effort and price to get women, that is, to get his girlfriend Kuang Lixia. He looked for houses everywhere and asked about the knowledge before sex. He even smiled and laughed wildly when he was dreaming, but now, he is finished
That's why I want to write him
He showed me a very perfect past and present, which made a sharp contrast
He will be a virgin for the rest of his life
That day, He Qingshuang took Kuang Lixia to a tavern on the street. He asked Kuang Lixia to drink with him. He had to drink too much as long as he drank. He felt unhappy if he couldn't drink much. In He Qingshuang's words, it would be better to drink water than to drink without getting drunk.
After He Qingshuang got drunk, she burst into tears in the tavern, which made Kuang Lixia so embarrassed that she didn't know how to solve it, and scared the owner of the tavern.
He Qingshuang grabbed the wine bottle and threw it around, grabbed the cup and smashed it on the plaque given by relatives and friends when the tavern opened. The plaque was rotten.
Kuang Lixia hurried over and hugged He Qingshuang and said, "I beg you, don't throw it away."
Kuang Lixia went to checkout, and she told the boss, I can pay compensation
The boss only collected the money for the food and drinks. He said to Kuang Lixia, please get your boyfriend away as soon as possible, otherwise I will call the police immediately.
Kuang Lixia helped He Qingshuang out of the tavern
He Qingshuang said loudly, what's the point of living? It's better to get into the wheel and be killed by a car. You won't let me fuck you
Kuang Lixia said, who said he wouldn't let him go, you can't find a house.
In this way, they came to a street intersection, which was a Ding intersection with no traffic lights and few pedestrians. Therefore, there were no need to worry about the police after the car arrived here, and never slowed down.
How could the driver who drove the big truck know that He Qingshuang would jump in front of his car? The big truck driver shook his head and stepped on the accelerator as he listened to Tian Zhen's sister's "Wild Flowers". He saw a pair of intimate couples appearing in front from afar. How could he think of one of them not wanting to live?
At that time, He Qingshuang suddenly became quiet and stopped arguing with Kuang Lixia. He walked much more smoothly than before.
Kuang Lixia thought it was okay, so she let go of her hand. At this time, the truck was closer to them.
When Sister Tian Zhen sang the stingy lyrics he wrote because the fire burned in my heart so hard that I was so unbearable...
When this loud shout floated out from the window of the cab, He Qingshuang flew towards the middle of the road like a naughty rooster flapping its wings.
The driver's eyes instantly opened rounder than the ball, and he stepped on the brakes with all his strength.
When He Qingshuang fell into the road, when Kuang Lixia's finger was inserted into her mouth and forgot to cry, when the driver was still stunned, Tian Zhen's sister's "Wild Flowers" had already been completed, and her next song "Cheers to Friends" was started. This was what He Qingshuang said to us in a vivid way after she was discharged from the hospital.
It was already winter, but it was not snowing outside the window
As we listened, Zhang Duo took the lead and laughed, and we also laughed.
He Qingshuang laughed so hard that she looked even worse than crying
He has more scars than mine, and there is almost no good place on his face. Not only can he not have sex or become a father, but he is also uglier than before. He walks on the asphalt road on campus at night. If the street lights shine on his face, he is a ghost. Girls will be shocked if they are not scared to death when they see it.
After dating He Qingshuang for a while, he resolutely left him, let He Qingshuang live alone in the darkness, and picked up the guitar and sang randomly.
Kuang Lixia soon had a new boyfriend. Her new boyfriend was lucky than He Qingshuang. She found two big houses in one go, one big house for Kuang Lixia to cook, and one big house hugged Kuang Lixia to have sex
This is a distressing world
After knowing all this, He Qingshuang cried silently all night. He disappeared at dawn.
He didn't even say hello to anyone in the dormitory. His guitar was hung on the upper wall, his books were piled up on the bed, his quilts were neatly folded, and he didn't take anything away
We all thought he was dead, but we didn't know where he died. We all thought he was still alive, but we didn't know where he was alive.
In this way, until his friend in his dormitory graduated from college, he didn't go back to school to take a look.
His guitar is covered in dust
He Qingshuang, I am Fang Xiaochui. Please contact me quickly after seeing these words. I am now in Beijing.
If you write a letter, you can write directly. Fang Xiaochuishou, the Chinese Writers Association
After arriving in Beijing, I have become popular quickly. My articles are flying all over the sky, and even the flyers for treating STDs have my famous quotes printed on them. I will be hard for life and never soft. This is what I wrote in a group of poems called "Crack Garden" not long ago, and it was also what I said to my girlfriend Zhai Ji when I was in Z University.
After coming to Beijing, I also started writing poetry. The poems are written very unrestrainedly here, and readers kept sighing that poetry can be written like this. Actually, I don’t want to enlighten them. Li Bai’s poems were also circulated because of their unrestrainedness. I was the same as Li Bai back then, but Li Bai’s situation was a little better than me. His readers could not become his enemies, because there was no Internet in that era, and the information was published slowly, and there was not as many people as they are now, and the food was not as good as they are now. Everyone had no conditions and no strength to be angry with Li Bai.
Poetry is just a beast-like language to express human thoughts and feelings. What is there to be mysterious? I will write it as I like.
In other words, how to write it comfortably, just like watching pornographic movies and having sex, the faster the frequency, the more powerful the ejaculation, the more exciting it is.
By the way, let me explain that I am not a member of the Chinese Writers Association, but I can receive it if you send a letter to you according to the address I have given you.
Because I told you just now, my articles are flying all over the sky, and most of them have become classics, so I have made friends with many famous writers and leaders from the Writers Association, and they all know the character Fang Xiaochui.
They once invited me to join the Writers Association, but I politely rejected it. You also know my temper. What I hate most in my life is being bound by a system or group. I pursue complete freedom, but I will abide by traffic rules and pay attention to the speed of big trucks.
I don't mean to blame you for using life and health as a joke. I just said, I won't do it like you. I just treat you as a friend and say this to you. If it's someone else, I'm too lazy to use ink more.
He Qingshuang, I know you are still alive. After you see these words, you will write to me no matter what. China Telecom and China Post, I personally trust the latter more because my mobile phone often has no signal when I use it. This is more painful than eating it while I am hungry.
When the first snow fell that winter, Aomiya suffered a serious illness. Her illness was that she was weak and she would be unable to breathe after walking a few steps.
I can't get into the alley. Every time I carry her out of the alley, I call a taxi to take us to the hospital for medicine.
After taking a lot of medicine, I didn’t get better. I ordered her not to go to class or walk around casually. The doctor also said she should rest more!
I told her, lying in bed, reading books and music, I will go out to buy you what I want to eat
She looked at me and said, I want to eat watermelon
I said, it may be difficult to buy at this time, but I will look for it. Is something else OK?
She said, no, I'm going to eat watermelon
I put down the book in my hand and said, "Wait, I'll buy it for you."
When I walked to the door and opened the door, Miao called me sweetly, "I don't want to eat watermelon anymore."
I turned around and asked her, what do you want to eat?
She waved her little hand and said, "Close the door, I'm cold."
I closed the door and continued to ask her, what do you want to eat?
She said, come here and I'll tell you
I walked to her, she asked me to sit down, I sat down, she stretched out her arm and put her around my neck and said, I just want to eat you
I kissed her, and after a while I said, No, this is not good for your health
Abandoned Miao said, I don’t, I want it!
I was entangled by her and gradually couldn't control myself. I took off my shoes and went to bed, got into the hot quilt, I took off my clothes, and we had sex gently in the quilt.
I didn't dare to move for a long time. I looked at her, afraid that she would not be able to bear it. Even at my last moment, I just hugged her tightly, not daring to have any violent collisions. She trembled and shouted, and she said to me, it was your liquid that rushed in and I would orgasm. Let's climax together!
I touched her face and said, "It's so sick, what other jokes are you talking about?
Zhai Ji asked me on his phone, "Climbing, why are you going out every day?" Chen Chunlan said that you didn't sleep in the small house at night.
I said, my friend is sick, I have to take care of her, we won’t meet again, okay?
She said, no, I miss you
I said, she is sick and cannot live without people, you have to obey
Zhai Ji asked after a while, she was a man and a woman, why didn’t I hear you say before
I said, girl
Zhai Ji said, Ah!
What?
Then where do you stay at night?
I said, I set up a bed next to her
Zhai Ji said, then I will believe you first. If you let me know something is wrong, I will never end up with you.
I smiled and said, yes, sir
When I put down the phone, I saw Zaimiao Zheng looking at me in a daze, and I said, "Don't look at it, there is no such thing as this. I'm just a female hooligan."
Zaimiao laughed, she said, be careful that your superior will let you go home and kneel for three days
I said, she dared to call her superiors to praise her, but in fact I am her superiors
I said, OK, you have a sleep, I'll buy you food, today I'll buy you a big red fish back
Then I put on my coat and went downstairs, walked out of the alley, sat down in the hotel, and after the dishes were ready, I put them in a rice bowl, wrapped them tightly in a plastic bag, and carried them back to Zaimiao's residence.
For her convenience, I bought a small table in the store where I could close my legs and put it on the bed. I also sat on the bed. We looked at each other's eyes and had a meal.
I found that I could not help myself if I loved her, and I even forgot Zhai Ji
I ate garlic in big mouthfuls and ate vegetables. After eating, she hugged me and kissed me.
I looked at her and asked, does the garlic taste good?
She said, I like the garlic smell in your mouth
Sometimes we really have nothing to say, so I buy a pack of cigarettes. After smoking, we kissed again. She said to me, I like the smell of tobacco in your mouth.
I said, did I get some shit and eat it? After you kiss me, you will say you like the smell of shit in my mouth!
She said, why are you so smart? You can understand something like this. Go and find some shit to eat and then kiss me. I will definitely say it, haha... I pressed her on the bed and said, are you better?
You don't know how scared I am every time you defecate and go to the bathroom. I carry you down the stairs. You are not honest and exercise on my back
She said, why, you are tired of serving, right?
I said, what are you talking nonsense? If you are tired of serving, I will not care about you for a long time.
Zhai Ji will only see me for several days, and it will be a short-lived
That morning, Zaimiao and I ate something, and I told her, I'll go back and take a look
Let me tell you, go
Zhai Ji was waiting for me in a hut at No. 71 Orange Street. She saw that I was back, so she stood up and looked at me up and down.
I saw that there was nothing wrong with me, so I asked her, what are you looking at?
Zhai Ji asked me gently, she asked me carefully as if she was catching a fly, what does your patient friend have to do with you?
I said, friends
Zhai Ji said, are you lying to me all the time
I said, don't ask
She said, why don’t you let me ask?
Why!
Her voice suddenly increased, and she shouted like she was catching a fly but couldn't catch it. She chased and wanted to kill it. She walked up to me, punched me with a small fist on my waist, raised her foot and kicked my legs, shouting, "You must be a common friend, you betray me, you betray me!"
I grabbed her fist and said, OK!
She frowned and cried and said, "What, you want to hit me, right?" I'm here to let you hit me today. After you hit me, you will explain it clearly to me. What is your relationship? You can't let me be beaten for nothing.
I said, I said, friends, don't mess around anymore
I never dared to tell Zhai Ji about me and Zaimiao. She is not as rational as Zaimiao. She will fight me desperately. She never tolerate any girl I have ever come into contact with.
I was worried that Zaimiao would go downstairs to the bathroom that morning, and I was worried that she would go downstairs alone to the bathroom.
I tried to pretend that it was okay and coaxed Zhai Ji, but she was a few years older than me and never believed me very much.
I was still sitting in a chair and being her model, letting her practice sketching
At noon, I told her, I have to buy her food, you can go back to school to eat
Zhai Ji asked me angrily, when will she be so good?
I said, how could I know? The doctor didn't tell me when she will be better
Zhai Ji asked, the doctor said what disease she was?
I said, the doctor didn't say anything about the disease, just said that the disease would not be cured in a short while
Zhai Ji said, then you will have the chance to be with her every day, she is happy enough. Anyway, you are a second-rate man, and you don’t go to class or take exams.
I said, you can shut up
Zhai Ji left after falling and beating
I also left the cottage and went to Zaimiao's residence
In the small restaurant on the street, I bought some special snacks when I went back, and I always bought food for her in different ways.
When I went back, I saw her getting out of bed, sitting on a chair, combing her hair, and standing up to look out of the window
When I pushed open the door, she wanted to jump, but she squatted down without jumping up. I quickly put the food on the table and hugged her. I picked her up and put her on the bed and said, "Why are you down again? How cold is it? Come into the quilt and start eating!"
She looked at me while eating, and then she asked, "Crawl, have Zhai Ji scolded you?"
I said, no, eat yours
She pretended to be angry and put down the chopsticks and said, "I won't eat it anymore."
I also put down my chopsticks and said, I won't eat it anymore
She smiled again and took the chopsticks and handed them to me and said, "I'm still eating, you can eat too, come, change the chopsticks, you use mine, I use yours, yours
When I picked up the chopsticks and ate again, she smiled and said, "Climb, you are more fierce than before."
I said, no, haven’t I told you repeatedly that I don’t like to talk when I eat and hate others’ words?
Aside from Miao, Chuchui, you said, what should I do if my illness cannot be cured?
I said, why can't it be cured? The main reason is that it's too cold and there is no heating in the house. I will go find another house in the afternoon and find a heated house to move in
She said, I don't think it has much to do with the weather
I said, OK, I'm full
When I went downstairs to clean the rice basin and chopsticks, I was thinking about finding a house in the afternoon.
No matter how old the legs are, I must not be frozen. I am worried that she will really become a paralyzed
In the afternoon, I arrived at the west gate of the school and entered many yards, but they all said there was no house with heating.
When I lost my confidence, an old man asked me, student, are you looking for a house?
I said, yes, do you have one?
He said, do you live in a heated room?
But the price is relatively expensive, so no other students rent it
I followed the old man to see the house, which was also on the second floor. It was a very clean house. As soon as I entered the house, I could feel the heat wave coming. The radiator and steel pipe were as beautiful as the twists and flowers were connected together.
I asked the price and it was almost twice as expensive as an ordinary room. I paid the rent for a month and said, "I'm called Fang Xiaochui, you shouldn't be stolen. I'll move in with my girlfriend tomorrow."
When the old man heard that I wanted to bring my girlfriend to live with me, he said, "You didn't say just now that you live two people, you have to pay extra for two people."
I said, Damn, you rented this house to me, and I brought eight girlfriends to live there, and you can still limit the number of people, I will pay back the money, I won’t rent your house anymore
The old man smiled and said, "Okay, I didn't say that, you can move in at any time."
I walked out of the old man's yard and thought that the price of this house was too expensive. The old man squatted at the door of his house every day to watch someone who was like a rented student. This was finally sold out. He was not willing to let it go easily. His performance just now was just trying to extort me more money, this immortal thing!
Back at Zaimiao's residence, I told her that the house was found and that it would be easier to move in the winter.
Zaimiao was very happy, she said, "It's great, I can exercise in the room in my pajamas."
That night I held Zaimiao and she couldn't sleep. She asked me, "Crawl, what kind of disease is this? Why are I not strong all over my body and my legs are weak. I feel that even my bones are starting to become soft. I'm very scared.
I said, it's okay, now that medicine is so advanced, all diseases are easy to treat, don't be afraid, no one will get sick, if the disease is cured, you will have resistance
Apart from Miao Miao, what should I do if I leave you in my life?
I said, why do you always say stupid things? Anyone who leaves can survive, as long as you don’t get sick or commit suicide
Zaimiao asked me, then do you say, do you love me?
I said, I love you
She hugged me with satisfaction and said, is it true?
I said, do you want me to say it a few more times, right?
She laughed so hard that her shoulders were moving. She said, "Chua is so smart, say, say, say!"
I kissed her and put my mouth in her ear and said repeatedly, "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, OK, it's just nine times, forever, Miaomiao, are you satisfied?"
Satisfied?
Oh, are you asleep?
Miaomiao fell asleep, she did fall asleep. The expression on her face was invisible at night. If she could see it, I think she should be smiling.
After dawn, I got up gently and began to pack up Miaomiao's things
In addition to books and cosmetics, she was the mattress on the bed. Her box was placed under the bed. When I pulled the box, it made a sound. She woke up. She quickly climbed to the edge of the bed and looked at me squatting on the ground pulling the box. She smiled foolishly and said, are we going to move?
I said, we're moving
Miaomiao needs to wear clothes, I said, "You sleep for a while, I will go down to get you water after packing my things. After washing your face and brushing your teeth, we still have to have breakfast. After eating breakfast, we will move it.
Miaomiao said, I won't sleep anymore, I slept so well last night, and I had a dream. I dreamed that I was catching up in the room and repeatedly told me that he loved me. I was so happy.
I first moved the box out of the alley, put it into the taxi, let Miaomiao sit on the chair, then moved the bedding into the taxi, and then came back to carry Miaomiao
Miaomiao was so happy that she held her own medicine in her hand and said, "We are going to live in a warm house!"
The taxi pulled us and our things to the rental office outside the west gate. I helped Miaomiao out first and asked her to stand against the tree at the entrance of the yard. I took the things down and paid the master. The car drove away.
I pointed to the yard and said, this will become our new temporary home
I carried Miaomiao on my back and asked her to stand in the room and wait. I went to move the box
She smiled and said to me, "Climb, you are stronger than before."
I said, it was all done by memorizing you
Indeed, I also felt that I had the strength. When I first started carrying Miaomiao, I was so tired that I was dying every time, but now I want to carry her when I see her. She seemed to be born to me.
Moving the box is easier. The box is not as heavy as mine. She is more than 110 kilograms. Think about it, her size is 169 meters tall, and she is 12 cm taller than Zhai Ji.
It took me a long time to make the bed. Making the bed was a very troublesome thing. When I was a child, I was so sleepy that I stood by and waited for my mother to make the bed. It was troublesome to see, let alone do it myself.
But the bed was still laid, Miaomiao was already tired and sweating, which scared me. I quickly carried her to the bed and let her lie down. I told her that after lunch, we will go to the hospital for a thorough examination.
She smiled and said, "I think I've been persisting for the longest time this time. Maybe I'll be fine, you don't have to worry too much."
I took out Miaomiao's curtains and hung them on the window. The light in the room immediately softened.
This house is very new, maybe it is a newly built building, and more than 20 rooms upstairs and downstairs are rented to students. This old man is probably a rich man
At noon, Miaomiao wanted to eat shredded pork noodles, so I ran to a restaurant on the street to buy shredded pork noodles and brought them back in a lunch box. She looked very cute when eating noodles. She picked some with chopsticks and sent them to her mouth. After blowing for a long time, she dared to suck it into her mouth.
I asked her if it was delicious, and she said that the food she bought was delicious as long as it was crawling.
I said that I didn’t make it myself, what if the chef did not make it to your taste?
She said, that was delicious, I bought it for me!
In the afternoon, I asked her to go to the hospital for physical examination but she was unwilling to go. She took the medicine and said, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep."
I had to let her sleep and thought it would be fine to go tomorrow
After she fell asleep, I sat in the bed for a while. I stuffed my headphones into my ears, turned on the CD and listened to pop songs for a while.
Then the sky gradually darkened. Miaomiao woke up at some point. She hugged my waist from behind and didn't speak for a long time.
At night she said she didn't want to eat anymore and wanted me to hold her and talk in the dark
I didn't eat either, so I went to bed and hugged her. She rested her head on my chest, and it was quieting out the window little by little.
She said, you said Ah
I said, what are you talking about?
She said, I'll listen to whatever you say
I said, I don't know what to say, why don't you ask, what I say, what you ask
She thought for a while and said, can you walk east from your house to the beach?
I said, I haven't walked, I don't know
She asked, have you ever seen the sea?
I said, no
She said, I don't, either
After a while, she said, "When I get ready, can you take me to see the sea?"
I said, OK
She said we can have sex on the beach
I said, yes
I heard the wind whistling outside the window, and I heard the sound of dust hitting the roof, and it seemed that it was going to snow in this city again
Miaomiao and I were talking to the sea in the dark. We have grown so big that we have never seen the sea before.
We've seen everything but we haven't seen the sea
Dahai Ah, you must wait for Miaomiao and me. We will go see you soon. We will bring you a gift. Do you want to know what gift it is?
Then wait with you honestly. Anyway, the gift is yours. You can open it with your watery hands and put it in your wave pocket to keep it in.
I can't imagine being a father because I think I can always be a father's son
Even if Zeng Zaimiao gave birth to the child, I don't know that the little man is my son
How could I have a son?
It feels ridiculous when I think about it. A child was born by a woman. This woman had sex with me. Then this child is mine. Whether a boy or a girl, she will open her mouth and call me dad. I can't hide it even if I want to. At that time, my dad became my child's grandfather.
Zeng Zaimiao's mobile phone simply went out. Did she have no money?
Did she not even have the money to pay for her mobile phone?
I miss her very much. Even if she insists on giving birth to the baby, I want to see her immediately
I even thought she might not have rented a house, she was hiding in the dormitory, and I was squatting on the road outside her dormitory building waiting for her. I saw many strange girls walking past me, and some people even looked at me a few times.
I haven't waited for the seedlings again
I went back to the dormitory at No. 40 Pipa Street and sat for a while. Qi Gang and Cai Ya were
Cai Ya told me that Ma Dongmei had gone to find me once, but she heard that I moved and left.
I'm wondering what Ma Dongmei is looking for me for
I left there and walked on the street, with the densely packed houses in the city. Where can I find Zeng Zaimiao?
I can't remember who to ask about her whereabouts. The girls in her dormitory said they didn't know. Maybe they were covering Zeng Zaimiao.
I bought a gray cell phone, like a gray sparrow, but my paging was not thrown away. I was afraid that Zeng Zaimiao would contact me.
Sometimes when my phone rings, I will have an illusion, is it that I have called me again? I took my phone to touch the pager in my pocket, but I found that it was my phone ringing
Zhai Ji said, have you been worried these days? You are not at home all day, and you are wandering around outside?
I said, the autumn is clear and the air is cool, I can't come out and feel it.
Zhai Ji said, I won’t go to find you for dinner tonight, you can have something for yourself
I said, OK, you study hard, all my hopes are with you
One afternoon, Zhang Duo told me on his phone, I'm heartbroken
I said, with whom?
He said,
I asked, what's going on?
He said, you will know when you come here, I'll explain it in detail to you
I said, please wait for me
That night I met Qiao Min at the entrance of the alley, but she didn't see me. She walked with a boy, who was still hugging her. I almost fainted when I was so angry that I almost fainted.
I followed them a long way, and I heard Qiao Min say to the boy who was much taller than me, "Dear, don't be anxious, I slowly told him that we have been so long after all,
The boy said, I want you to have a break with him immediately
Zhang Duo took out a cigarette and lit it and said, "It was at that moment that I decided to beat her."
Zhang Duo sat on the upper bunk of the 240 dormitory on the 21st floor, crossed his legs, his eyes full of angry light
His story continues
I waited for her at the rented house in the evening. As soon as she entered the door, she saw that my expression was wrong. I smoked and looked at her and asked, "Aren't you having no class tonight?"
Why did you come back so late?
She said, who said no, there is
I was silent for a long time before I said that it was a class for love. Tell me, which department is the boy from? Is he richer than me?
Qiao Min opened her eyes wide at that time. She didn't know how I knew. She said, "What's the matter, who did you hear?"
I walked up to her, reached out to her face and shaved two ears on her face, stretched out my legs and kicked her belly, and she immediately lay on the ground. I pointed at her and said, "Look, I hate the most in my life is a woman like you."
Qiao Min stood up and went to pack her clothes
I stretched out my legs and kicked her again. She sat on the ground without saying a word and didn't stand up for a long time.
She told me that he is from the sports department, he loves me very much, and I fall in love with him, and he is better to me than you
I sat aside without saying anything
She looked up at me and said, Zhang Duo, let's explain it clearly tonight, I want to break up with you
I said, OK
Then she stood up and packed things. I wanted to kick it, but after thinking about it, forget it, it would be a bad time to keep her.
I asked her, how long have you been?
She said, it was earlier than knowing you, but he just started chasing me half a month ago
I began to calm down, and I waved my hand and said, "Don't part, let's go, I'll fuck you, I'll fuck you mom!"
After packing her clothes, she said to me, Zhang Duo, if possible, we will be ordinary friends in the future.
I waved my hand and said, get out of here quickly, get out of here!
Zhang Duo threw the cigarette butt hard outside the open window, holding his head, I could only see his mouth
His upper lip was facing south and his lower lip was facing north. I don't know where his nose was facing. He had been moving for half a minute, and I heard his shrill crying like a wolf roar.
I don't know how to comfort him
I was thinking, he would stop by himself after he cried enough
So I waited for him to cry enough. After five minutes, he cried enough. He wiped his face with his hands and looked at me and said, "Why don't you persuade me a few words."
I said, I feel so happy when I cry
I said, you love her
Zhang Duo said, yes, I found that I can't live without her
I said, this girl always likes to look at the boys in the sports department
Zhang Duo said, because they are strong
I said, what does this have to do with being strong
Zhang Duo said that Qiao Min would be more enjoyable
I said, aren’t you very energetic?
Zhang Duo said, I'm not energetic, I can write some love poems. Sometimes girls also need love poems, but most of the time they need to be energetic.
He Qingshuang pushed the door and went in. His face was the fullest part of autumn. He greeted me happily. Xiao Chui, you are here, I miss you so much.
I said, I missed me, you should think about Kuang Lixia. How about it? Is it done?
He Qingshuang sighed and said, "I said I would not let you do it until after graduation, and I will get married at that time."
I said, damn, there is such a person, you might as well rape her.
He Qingshuang said, I finally got a girl and raped her. They sued me. I was in jail and became a rapist. I will be finished in this life and I will never get into a girl again.
I said, what you said was right
In the evening, Zhang Duo and He Qingshuang went together to drink and eat roast duck
Zhang Duo drank a few glasses. Jiuxian asked me, how long have you and Rourou been together?
I said, forgot
Zhang Duo smiled, Rourou really fell in love with you
He Qingshuang looked at us and looked at us for a long time and said, Fang Xiaochui, who is Rourou?
I said, forgot
Seeing that I was unhappy, Zhang Duo said, forget it, I won’t mention her anymore, I just remembered it before saying it.
I said, it doesn't matter
Zhang Duo said, Rourou wanted to take you away. When she went to say goodbye to me that day, she told me in person that she loved you
I said, I felt it too
Zhang Duo said, it’s a pity that she is just a prostitute, you look down on her
I drank three glasses of white wine and said, I hope you don't say Rourou like this
Zhang Duo said that she has taken many customers, I know
I shouted, OK, OK!
***!
Zhang Duo said, are you scolding me?
I said loudly, I will scold anyone I want to scold you, what's wrong with scolding you? Your mother is trying to pussy Zhang Duo!
He Qingshuang stood up and said, OK, stop talking, drink
Zhang Duo looked at me and said for a long time, it was me wrong, I shouldn't mention Rourou
Zhai Ji's paintings were hung on the cottage at No. 71 Orange Street. I lay on the bed and looked at the eagle. It was getting dark outside.
Zhai Ji walked into the house with supper and talked about class during the day. I thought, I seemed to have attended classes before, and I began to doubt my experience. Have I ever taken classes before?
Zhai Ji put the fried noodles on the table, opened the lunch box and said, "I bought chicken for you to eat."
We had dinner in the darkened house
Zhai Ji was going to pull the lights, I said, don’t need to pull the lights, we just eat like this, how good
When we finished eating, the room was completely dark. I went to hug Zhai Ji. She seemed to be bigger than before. I kissed her and felt that the smell of chicken in our mouths was full of chicken.
Zhai Ji said, I want to go back early to rest tonight, do you still write it?
I said, I don't want to write
She said, then you should also take a break early, don’t want it tonight, okay?
I said, not good
She smiled and said, "I'm afraid I'll get tired of you, you can't ask for Ah every day."
I said, what you said is right, then I won't let it be tonight
Every time I pedaled my bicycle to send Zhai Ji to the 14th floor. Since Zeng Zaimiao had something wrong, I have never allowed Zhai Ji to come to see me after it was dark. When she came, it was still light, and it was already night when she left, so I sent her and then I walked back.
I like walking
Sometimes she called me at night and said she wanted to come over, and I said, come over tomorrow, it's not safe at night
She didn't insist, Zhai Ji listened to me very much
A bird fell on the water pipe and wanted to drink water. Chen Chunlan pointed at the bird and smiled. Look how beautiful it is, it is better than a sparrow.
Chen Chunlan and I were chatting in the yard. Her husband Liu Ernian went to work, and her son went to school. She was left at home.
She didn't have to do anything, just picked up the child to school, and Liu Ernian had to cook after he returned home.
It was the brightest moment at noon, my pager rang
Zeng Zaimiao finally contacted me, she left a message: Crawling, so many days have passed, I heard that you have been looking for me, and I want to see you too, please call my phone
I ran into the room and dialed her cell phone. Where are you?
Zeng Zaimiao waited for me at the south gate of the school. I was across the road. She was so happy that she smiled, and she was not pretending to be cool. The expression on her face was very vivid.
I walked up to her and noticed her belly. It was probably getting bigger.
I took a look and felt that there was no change. It seemed that she was a little thinner than before.
Zeng Zaimiao opened his arms exaggeratedly and said, "Don't you want to hug me?"
Don't you want to celebrate the birth of our children?
I said, I really don't want to
Zeng Zaimiao hugged me and said, "But I've already given birth. He's a big fat boy, as big as you, and more than 100 pounds!"
hehe!
In the tavern, Zeng Zaimiao took a sip of beer and told me that the doctor said that it was just a minor problem that caused amenorrhea, and I don’t want children anymore.
The mountain in my heart has finally fallen into the water. How great is that I can continue to be my father's son, not my son's father
Zeng Zaimiao said that she had already given up and she really rented a house outside the South Gate, but she still couldn't help but go to the hospital for a check-up. She wanted to confirm that she had a mania before, and she was just suspicious that she had it. She was also creating an atmosphere when she was like that.
Zeng Zaimiao hummed a song and looked at me and said, if you want me again, you must wear a condom
I said, again, when will we be the head?
Zeng Zaimiao said, when is the beginning? I decided to compete with that Zhai Ji.
I followed Zeng Zaimiao to the yard where she rented a house. She also lived on the second floor. We climbed up and she took out the key and opened the door.
Girls are indeed cleaner than boys. The floor in the house is dazzlingly wiped. Although the books and fragments on the table are messy, they look very clean. The sheets are washed so that they can smell the fragrance of soap.
I was standing there, Zeng Zaimiao said, "You are sitting on the bed, what are you looking at when you stand?"
I said, it's too clean, I dare not sit
She said, I want you to dirty it every day, then I can wash it for you every day
Zeng Zaimiao hugged me, we answered a long kiss, this time I really missed her
I became more and more excited, kissing her and grabbing her randomly. She couldn't help laughing out loud. She said, have you not had sex with Zhai Ji for a long time?
I asked, what do you mean?
She said, why are you so hungry to me today?
I said, are you hungry?
I don't think so
Zeng Zaimiao unbuttoned my shirt and said, let me see your scars
I took off her shirt and went to untie her bra. Her mouth had already started kissing the scars and she started crying again. I hated her crying a little. When she cried, I would think I was miserable and had no hope.
I said, don't cry
She still made me crazy and overwhelmed. She is always bigger than Zhai Ji, and it makes me not know how to control it.
She didn't lose weight at all, and only then did she take off her clothes and find that she was as plump as before
As before, I bit her while catching her head and looking up at her body. She was moaning with her eyes closed and suddenly couldn't feel me anymore. She opened her eyes curiously and looked at me. She touched my head and said, "What's wrong with you?"
I said, Miaomiao, I miss you
She looked at me and started crying again
I said, don't cry
She hugged my neck tightly and pressed her mouth against my ears and said wetly, I miss you too, do you know?
This is the second time you call me Miaomiao
I said, I think I've called it many times
She said, No, the first time you called me Miaomiao was in the alley. When those people were about to hijack me, the second time you were just now
I said, what's wrong? Are you unhappy about me?
She said, no, I am happy. You used to call me Zeng Zaimiao, at most, Zaimiao. This time I really feel that you miss me very much.
I said, why don't you go back to the dormitory to live in the dormitory, the dormitory is safe
She said, I don't, I'm going to live here, come to find me, you want to find me every day
Then we started having sex. I really put on condoms. Miaomiao bought a lot of them, all of them were bought for me.
From then on, I had two fixed women, Zhai Ji and Zeng Zaimiao
Zeng Zaimiao was willing to be my undisclosed girlfriend. Sometimes she still thought about Zhai Ji, which made me love her even more. Yes, Miaomiao, Xiaochui fell in love with you
Zaimiao and I walked on the street and saw the leaves of the sycamore tree starting to fly. Autumn is coming and winter is coming.
We all wore long-sleeved shirts and jackets at dusk
Zaimiao held me and I called Zhai Ji. On the phone, I arranged for her to rest more as usual and didn't go to see me at night. I was writing a longer article and wanted to post it online, for fear of being disturbed.
Zhai Ji listened to me very much and immediately said to me gently, "Climb, don't be tired, pay attention to your health."
Zhai Ji's words made me feel ashamed, but Zai Miao said, she really loves you, I don't care about her, either
I said, you all love me very much
He Qingshuang happened in early winter that year
I rode a bicycle to take Zhai Ji out for fun. We were going to see the Yellow River. I heard that there was not much water in the Yellow River. I also heard that even if there was not much water in the Yellow River, it could drown many people. We wanted to see the Yellow River.
I got a call from Zhang Duo halfway through the road. Hurry up and go to the 21st floor 240 dormitory to find me
I asked, why is it so urgent?
She said He Qingshuang had a car accident
So I took Zhai Ji back to school quickly and walked to the intersection of the 21st floor. I handed the bicycle to Zhai Ji and said, "You go back to the dormitory first, I will call you later."
Zhai Ji looked at me and looked reluctant. I said, "My good friend was in a car accident, but I don't know if it's dead or alive. We have more time in the future. Be good."
Zhai Ji said, come back quickly and find me
I said, I will
I ran into the 21st floor and into the 240th dormitory. Zhang Duo was in the house and was extremely anxious.
As soon as he saw me, he said, "Where are you going, so slow!"
He pulled me out and ran out. I told me what was going on. Why did he suddenly get into a car accident?
Zhang Duo and I ran out of the building together and said, "The people who had a car accident were fine before they had a car accident. You are nonsense!"
I asked him where the matter happened, and he said, I don’t know, I just received a call from Su Mancang.
I asked, where is the person now?
He said, First People's Hospital
Zhang Duo and I took a taxi to the First People's Hospital. Zheng Shouhou was already waiting at the door. When he saw me and Zhang Duo, he said, He Qingshuang would not die, but he might become disabled.
Su Mancang came out to pick us up. He said that the operation was very successful. The doctor said that he had no sexual ability, that is, he could not have sex.
I said, go in and have a look
He Qingshuang's head was completely entangled with gauze, and his nose and eyes were exposed, and the gauze was stained with blood. He was lying there, with fluid infusion. His girlfriend Kuang Lixia grabbed his hand and kept sobbing.
He Qingshuang is hospitalized
That day, He Qingshuang took Kuang Lixia to find a house, but the houses in the South Gate were very tense. Every house rented a house was so good that the rent was high. He Qingshuang couldn't rent a house even if he had double the price.
He Qingshuang feels a little cowardly. He is in his twenties and has never tried what women are like.
He Qingshuang, who couldn't find the house, looked very depressed. He looked at Kuang Lixia and didn't like her anymore. He even disgusted her. He Qingshuang took Kuang Lixia, who was increasingly annoying, to travel around.
He Qingshuang hates Kuang Lixia mainly because he can't get this woman. I believe that once he gets Kuang Lixia, he will no longer hate Kuang Lixia.
He doesn't know the beauty of women yet
Or he already knows the beauty of a woman, but has not experienced it personally
It was at this time that something happened to him. The doctor said that he had no ability to have sex and the doctor would not lie.
When I wrote these past events today, I suddenly believed in the theory of fate
I don't know how to express He Qingshuang. He was first my friend, and then he entered my novel. I could not have written about him, or I could have not written about the fact that he had a car accident, but I still wrote it.
His expression of hunger for women in the past, he paid a huge effort and price to get women, that is, to get his girlfriend Kuang Lixia. He looked for houses everywhere and asked about the knowledge before sex. He even smiled and laughed wildly when he was dreaming, but now, he is finished
That's why I want to write him
He showed me a very perfect past and present, which made a sharp contrast
He will be a virgin for the rest of his life
That day, He Qingshuang took Kuang Lixia to a tavern on the street. He asked Kuang Lixia to drink with him. He had to drink too much as long as he drank. He felt unhappy if he couldn't drink much. In He Qingshuang's words, it would be better to drink water than to drink without getting drunk.
After He Qingshuang got drunk, she burst into tears in the tavern, which made Kuang Lixia so embarrassed that she didn't know how to solve it, and scared the owner of the tavern.
He Qingshuang grabbed the wine bottle and threw it around, grabbed the cup and smashed it on the plaque given by relatives and friends when the tavern opened. The plaque was rotten.
Kuang Lixia hurried over and hugged He Qingshuang and said, "I beg you, don't throw it away."
Kuang Lixia went to checkout, and she told the boss, I can pay compensation
The boss only collected the money for the food and drinks. He said to Kuang Lixia, please get your boyfriend away as soon as possible, otherwise I will call the police immediately.
Kuang Lixia helped He Qingshuang out of the tavern
He Qingshuang said loudly, what's the point of living? It's better to get into the wheel and be killed by a car. You won't let me fuck you
Kuang Lixia said, who said he wouldn't let him go, you can't find a house.
In this way, they came to a street intersection, which was a Ding intersection with no traffic lights and few pedestrians. Therefore, there were no need to worry about the police after the car arrived here, and never slowed down.
How could the driver who drove the big truck know that He Qingshuang would jump in front of his car? The big truck driver shook his head and stepped on the accelerator as he listened to Tian Zhen's sister's "Wild Flowers". He saw a pair of intimate couples appearing in front from afar. How could he think of one of them not wanting to live?
At that time, He Qingshuang suddenly became quiet and stopped arguing with Kuang Lixia. He walked much more smoothly than before.
Kuang Lixia thought it was okay, so she let go of her hand. At this time, the truck was closer to them.
When Sister Tian Zhen sang the stingy lyrics he wrote because the fire burned in my heart so hard that I was so unbearable...
When this loud shout floated out from the window of the cab, He Qingshuang flew towards the middle of the road like a naughty rooster flapping its wings.
The driver's eyes instantly opened rounder than the ball, and he stepped on the brakes with all his strength.
When He Qingshuang fell into the road, when Kuang Lixia's finger was inserted into her mouth and forgot to cry, when the driver was still stunned, Tian Zhen's sister's "Wild Flowers" had already been completed, and her next song "Cheers to Friends" was started. This was what He Qingshuang said to us in a vivid way after she was discharged from the hospital.
It was already winter, but it was not snowing outside the window
As we listened, Zhang Duo took the lead and laughed, and we also laughed.
He Qingshuang laughed so hard that she looked even worse than crying
He has more scars than mine, and there is almost no good place on his face. Not only can he not have sex or become a father, but he is also uglier than before. He walks on the asphalt road on campus at night. If the street lights shine on his face, he is a ghost. Girls will be shocked if they are not scared to death when they see it.
After dating He Qingshuang for a while, he resolutely left him, let He Qingshuang live alone in the darkness, and picked up the guitar and sang randomly.
Kuang Lixia soon had a new boyfriend. Her new boyfriend was lucky than He Qingshuang. She found two big houses in one go, one big house for Kuang Lixia to cook, and one big house hugged Kuang Lixia to have sex
This is a distressing world
After knowing all this, He Qingshuang cried silently all night. He disappeared at dawn.
He didn't even say hello to anyone in the dormitory. His guitar was hung on the upper wall, his books were piled up on the bed, his quilts were neatly folded, and he didn't take anything away
We all thought he was dead, but we didn't know where he died. We all thought he was still alive, but we didn't know where he was alive.
In this way, until his friend in his dormitory graduated from college, he didn't go back to school to take a look.
His guitar is covered in dust
He Qingshuang, I am Fang Xiaochui. Please contact me quickly after seeing these words. I am now in Beijing.
If you write a letter, you can write directly. Fang Xiaochuishou, the Chinese Writers Association
After arriving in Beijing, I have become popular quickly. My articles are flying all over the sky, and even the flyers for treating STDs have my famous quotes printed on them. I will be hard for life and never soft. This is what I wrote in a group of poems called "Crack Garden" not long ago, and it was also what I said to my girlfriend Zhai Ji when I was in Z University.
After coming to Beijing, I also started writing poetry. The poems are written very unrestrainedly here, and readers kept sighing that poetry can be written like this. Actually, I don’t want to enlighten them. Li Bai’s poems were also circulated because of their unrestrainedness. I was the same as Li Bai back then, but Li Bai’s situation was a little better than me. His readers could not become his enemies, because there was no Internet in that era, and the information was published slowly, and there was not as many people as they are now, and the food was not as good as they are now. Everyone had no conditions and no strength to be angry with Li Bai.
Poetry is just a beast-like language to express human thoughts and feelings. What is there to be mysterious? I will write it as I like.
In other words, how to write it comfortably, just like watching pornographic movies and having sex, the faster the frequency, the more powerful the ejaculation, the more exciting it is.
By the way, let me explain that I am not a member of the Chinese Writers Association, but I can receive it if you send a letter to you according to the address I have given you.
Because I told you just now, my articles are flying all over the sky, and most of them have become classics, so I have made friends with many famous writers and leaders from the Writers Association, and they all know the character Fang Xiaochui.
They once invited me to join the Writers Association, but I politely rejected it. You also know my temper. What I hate most in my life is being bound by a system or group. I pursue complete freedom, but I will abide by traffic rules and pay attention to the speed of big trucks.
I don't mean to blame you for using life and health as a joke. I just said, I won't do it like you. I just treat you as a friend and say this to you. If it's someone else, I'm too lazy to use ink more.
He Qingshuang, I know you are still alive. After you see these words, you will write to me no matter what. China Telecom and China Post, I personally trust the latter more because my mobile phone often has no signal when I use it. This is more painful than eating it while I am hungry.
When the first snow fell that winter, Aomiya suffered a serious illness. Her illness was that she was weak and she would be unable to breathe after walking a few steps.
I can't get into the alley. Every time I carry her out of the alley, I call a taxi to take us to the hospital for medicine.
After taking a lot of medicine, I didn’t get better. I ordered her not to go to class or walk around casually. The doctor also said she should rest more!
I told her, lying in bed, reading books and music, I will go out to buy you what I want to eat
She looked at me and said, I want to eat watermelon
I said, it may be difficult to buy at this time, but I will look for it. Is something else OK?
She said, no, I'm going to eat watermelon
I put down the book in my hand and said, "Wait, I'll buy it for you."
When I walked to the door and opened the door, Miao called me sweetly, "I don't want to eat watermelon anymore."
I turned around and asked her, what do you want to eat?
She waved her little hand and said, "Close the door, I'm cold."
I closed the door and continued to ask her, what do you want to eat?
She said, come here and I'll tell you
I walked to her, she asked me to sit down, I sat down, she stretched out her arm and put her around my neck and said, I just want to eat you
I kissed her, and after a while I said, No, this is not good for your health
Abandoned Miao said, I don’t, I want it!
I was entangled by her and gradually couldn't control myself. I took off my shoes and went to bed, got into the hot quilt, I took off my clothes, and we had sex gently in the quilt.
I didn't dare to move for a long time. I looked at her, afraid that she would not be able to bear it. Even at my last moment, I just hugged her tightly, not daring to have any violent collisions. She trembled and shouted, and she said to me, it was your liquid that rushed in and I would orgasm. Let's climax together!
I touched her face and said, "It's so sick, what other jokes are you talking about?
Zhai Ji asked me on his phone, "Climbing, why are you going out every day?" Chen Chunlan said that you didn't sleep in the small house at night.
I said, my friend is sick, I have to take care of her, we won’t meet again, okay?
She said, no, I miss you
I said, she is sick and cannot live without people, you have to obey
Zhai Ji asked after a while, she was a man and a woman, why didn’t I hear you say before
I said, girl
Zhai Ji said, Ah!
What?
Then where do you stay at night?
I said, I set up a bed next to her
Zhai Ji said, then I will believe you first. If you let me know something is wrong, I will never end up with you.
I smiled and said, yes, sir
When I put down the phone, I saw Zaimiao Zheng looking at me in a daze, and I said, "Don't look at it, there is no such thing as this. I'm just a female hooligan."
Zaimiao laughed, she said, be careful that your superior will let you go home and kneel for three days
I said, she dared to call her superiors to praise her, but in fact I am her superiors
I said, OK, you have a sleep, I'll buy you food, today I'll buy you a big red fish back
Then I put on my coat and went downstairs, walked out of the alley, sat down in the hotel, and after the dishes were ready, I put them in a rice bowl, wrapped them tightly in a plastic bag, and carried them back to Zaimiao's residence.
For her convenience, I bought a small table in the store where I could close my legs and put it on the bed. I also sat on the bed. We looked at each other's eyes and had a meal.
I found that I could not help myself if I loved her, and I even forgot Zhai Ji
I ate garlic in big mouthfuls and ate vegetables. After eating, she hugged me and kissed me.
I looked at her and asked, does the garlic taste good?
She said, I like the garlic smell in your mouth
Sometimes we really have nothing to say, so I buy a pack of cigarettes. After smoking, we kissed again. She said to me, I like the smell of tobacco in your mouth.
I said, did I get some shit and eat it? After you kiss me, you will say you like the smell of shit in my mouth!
She said, why are you so smart? You can understand something like this. Go and find some shit to eat and then kiss me. I will definitely say it, haha... I pressed her on the bed and said, are you better?
You don't know how scared I am every time you defecate and go to the bathroom. I carry you down the stairs. You are not honest and exercise on my back
She said, why, you are tired of serving, right?
I said, what are you talking nonsense? If you are tired of serving, I will not care about you for a long time.
Zhai Ji will only see me for several days, and it will be a short-lived
That morning, Zaimiao and I ate something, and I told her, I'll go back and take a look
Let me tell you, go
Zhai Ji was waiting for me in a hut at No. 71 Orange Street. She saw that I was back, so she stood up and looked at me up and down.
I saw that there was nothing wrong with me, so I asked her, what are you looking at?
Zhai Ji asked me gently, she asked me carefully as if she was catching a fly, what does your patient friend have to do with you?
I said, friends
Zhai Ji said, are you lying to me all the time
I said, don't ask
She said, why don’t you let me ask?
Why!
Her voice suddenly increased, and she shouted like she was catching a fly but couldn't catch it. She chased and wanted to kill it. She walked up to me, punched me with a small fist on my waist, raised her foot and kicked my legs, shouting, "You must be a common friend, you betray me, you betray me!"
I grabbed her fist and said, OK!
She frowned and cried and said, "What, you want to hit me, right?" I'm here to let you hit me today. After you hit me, you will explain it clearly to me. What is your relationship? You can't let me be beaten for nothing.
I said, I said, friends, don't mess around anymore
I never dared to tell Zhai Ji about me and Zaimiao. She is not as rational as Zaimiao. She will fight me desperately. She never tolerate any girl I have ever come into contact with.
I was worried that Zaimiao would go downstairs to the bathroom that morning, and I was worried that she would go downstairs alone to the bathroom.
I tried to pretend that it was okay and coaxed Zhai Ji, but she was a few years older than me and never believed me very much.
I was still sitting in a chair and being her model, letting her practice sketching
At noon, I told her, I have to buy her food, you can go back to school to eat
Zhai Ji asked me angrily, when will she be so good?
I said, how could I know? The doctor didn't tell me when she will be better
Zhai Ji asked, the doctor said what disease she was?
I said, the doctor didn't say anything about the disease, just said that the disease would not be cured in a short while
Zhai Ji said, then you will have the chance to be with her every day, she is happy enough. Anyway, you are a second-rate man, and you don’t go to class or take exams.
I said, you can shut up
Zhai Ji left after falling and beating
I also left the cottage and went to Zaimiao's residence
In the small restaurant on the street, I bought some special snacks when I went back, and I always bought food for her in different ways.
When I went back, I saw her getting out of bed, sitting on a chair, combing her hair, and standing up to look out of the window
When I pushed open the door, she wanted to jump, but she squatted down without jumping up. I quickly put the food on the table and hugged her. I picked her up and put her on the bed and said, "Why are you down again? How cold is it? Come into the quilt and start eating!"
She looked at me while eating, and then she asked, "Crawl, have Zhai Ji scolded you?"
I said, no, eat yours
She pretended to be angry and put down the chopsticks and said, "I won't eat it anymore."
I also put down my chopsticks and said, I won't eat it anymore
She smiled again and took the chopsticks and handed them to me and said, "I'm still eating, you can eat too, come, change the chopsticks, you use mine, I use yours, yours
When I picked up the chopsticks and ate again, she smiled and said, "Climb, you are more fierce than before."
I said, no, haven’t I told you repeatedly that I don’t like to talk when I eat and hate others’ words?
Aside from Miao, Chuchui, you said, what should I do if my illness cannot be cured?
I said, why can't it be cured? The main reason is that it's too cold and there is no heating in the house. I will go find another house in the afternoon and find a heated house to move in
She said, I don't think it has much to do with the weather
I said, OK, I'm full
When I went downstairs to clean the rice basin and chopsticks, I was thinking about finding a house in the afternoon.
No matter how old the legs are, I must not be frozen. I am worried that she will really become a paralyzed
In the afternoon, I arrived at the west gate of the school and entered many yards, but they all said there was no house with heating.
When I lost my confidence, an old man asked me, student, are you looking for a house?
I said, yes, do you have one?
He said, do you live in a heated room?
But the price is relatively expensive, so no other students rent it
I followed the old man to see the house, which was also on the second floor. It was a very clean house. As soon as I entered the house, I could feel the heat wave coming. The radiator and steel pipe were as beautiful as the twists and flowers were connected together.
I asked the price and it was almost twice as expensive as an ordinary room. I paid the rent for a month and said, "I'm called Fang Xiaochui, you shouldn't be stolen. I'll move in with my girlfriend tomorrow."
When the old man heard that I wanted to bring my girlfriend to live with me, he said, "You didn't say just now that you live two people, you have to pay extra for two people."
I said, Damn, you rented this house to me, and I brought eight girlfriends to live there, and you can still limit the number of people, I will pay back the money, I won’t rent your house anymore
The old man smiled and said, "Okay, I didn't say that, you can move in at any time."
I walked out of the old man's yard and thought that the price of this house was too expensive. The old man squatted at the door of his house every day to watch someone who was like a rented student. This was finally sold out. He was not willing to let it go easily. His performance just now was just trying to extort me more money, this immortal thing!
Back at Zaimiao's residence, I told her that the house was found and that it would be easier to move in the winter.
Zaimiao was very happy, she said, "It's great, I can exercise in the room in my pajamas."
That night I held Zaimiao and she couldn't sleep. She asked me, "Crawl, what kind of disease is this? Why are I not strong all over my body and my legs are weak. I feel that even my bones are starting to become soft. I'm very scared.
I said, it's okay, now that medicine is so advanced, all diseases are easy to treat, don't be afraid, no one will get sick, if the disease is cured, you will have resistance
Apart from Miao Miao, what should I do if I leave you in my life?
I said, why do you always say stupid things? Anyone who leaves can survive, as long as you don’t get sick or commit suicide
Zaimiao asked me, then do you say, do you love me?
I said, I love you
She hugged me with satisfaction and said, is it true?
I said, do you want me to say it a few more times, right?
She laughed so hard that her shoulders were moving. She said, "Chua is so smart, say, say, say!"
I kissed her and put my mouth in her ear and said repeatedly, "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, OK, it's just nine times, forever, Miaomiao, are you satisfied?"
Satisfied?
Oh, are you asleep?
Miaomiao fell asleep, she did fall asleep. The expression on her face was invisible at night. If she could see it, I think she should be smiling.
After dawn, I got up gently and began to pack up Miaomiao's things
In addition to books and cosmetics, she was the mattress on the bed. Her box was placed under the bed. When I pulled the box, it made a sound. She woke up. She quickly climbed to the edge of the bed and looked at me squatting on the ground pulling the box. She smiled foolishly and said, are we going to move?
I said, we're moving
Miaomiao needs to wear clothes, I said, "You sleep for a while, I will go down to get you water after packing my things. After washing your face and brushing your teeth, we still have to have breakfast. After eating breakfast, we will move it.
Miaomiao said, I won't sleep anymore, I slept so well last night, and I had a dream. I dreamed that I was catching up in the room and repeatedly told me that he loved me. I was so happy.
I first moved the box out of the alley, put it into the taxi, let Miaomiao sit on the chair, then moved the bedding into the taxi, and then came back to carry Miaomiao
Miaomiao was so happy that she held her own medicine in her hand and said, "We are going to live in a warm house!"
The taxi pulled us and our things to the rental office outside the west gate. I helped Miaomiao out first and asked her to stand against the tree at the entrance of the yard. I took the things down and paid the master. The car drove away.
I pointed to the yard and said, this will become our new temporary home
I carried Miaomiao on my back and asked her to stand in the room and wait. I went to move the box
She smiled and said to me, "Climb, you are stronger than before."
I said, it was all done by memorizing you
Indeed, I also felt that I had the strength. When I first started carrying Miaomiao, I was so tired that I was dying every time, but now I want to carry her when I see her. She seemed to be born to me.
Moving the box is easier. The box is not as heavy as mine. She is more than 110 kilograms. Think about it, her size is 169 meters tall, and she is 12 cm taller than Zhai Ji.
It took me a long time to make the bed. Making the bed was a very troublesome thing. When I was a child, I was so sleepy that I stood by and waited for my mother to make the bed. It was troublesome to see, let alone do it myself.
But the bed was still laid, Miaomiao was already tired and sweating, which scared me. I quickly carried her to the bed and let her lie down. I told her that after lunch, we will go to the hospital for a thorough examination.
She smiled and said, "I think I've been persisting for the longest time this time. Maybe I'll be fine, you don't have to worry too much."
I took out Miaomiao's curtains and hung them on the window. The light in the room immediately softened.
This house is very new, maybe it is a newly built building, and more than 20 rooms upstairs and downstairs are rented to students. This old man is probably a rich man
At noon, Miaomiao wanted to eat shredded pork noodles, so I ran to a restaurant on the street to buy shredded pork noodles and brought them back in a lunch box. She looked very cute when eating noodles. She picked some with chopsticks and sent them to her mouth. After blowing for a long time, she dared to suck it into her mouth.
I asked her if it was delicious, and she said that the food she bought was delicious as long as it was crawling.
I said that I didn’t make it myself, what if the chef did not make it to your taste?
She said, that was delicious, I bought it for me!
In the afternoon, I asked her to go to the hospital for physical examination but she was unwilling to go. She took the medicine and said, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep."
I had to let her sleep and thought it would be fine to go tomorrow
After she fell asleep, I sat in the bed for a while. I stuffed my headphones into my ears, turned on the CD and listened to pop songs for a while.
Then the sky gradually darkened. Miaomiao woke up at some point. She hugged my waist from behind and didn't speak for a long time.
At night she said she didn't want to eat anymore and wanted me to hold her and talk in the dark
I didn't eat either, so I went to bed and hugged her. She rested her head on my chest, and it was quieting out the window little by little.
She said, you said Ah
I said, what are you talking about?
She said, I'll listen to whatever you say
I said, I don't know what to say, why don't you ask, what I say, what you ask
She thought for a while and said, can you walk east from your house to the beach?
I said, I haven't walked, I don't know
She asked, have you ever seen the sea?
I said, no
She said, I don't, either
After a while, she said, "When I get ready, can you take me to see the sea?"
I said, OK
She said we can have sex on the beach
I said, yes
I heard the wind whistling outside the window, and I heard the sound of dust hitting the roof, and it seemed that it was going to snow in this city again
Miaomiao and I were talking to the sea in the dark. We have grown so big that we have never seen the sea before.
We've seen everything but we haven't seen the sea
Dahai Ah, you must wait for Miaomiao and me. We will go see you soon. We will bring you a gift. Do you want to know what gift it is?
Then wait with you honestly. Anyway, the gift is yours. You can open it with your watery hands and put it in your wave pocket to keep it in.
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