Chapter 16 A period of youth that cannot be returned

Click on those similar avatars with the mouse and quickly pull them into the blacklist in QQ. I just teased them and felt boring.

I chatted with an invisible girl, always afraid of being fooled, and thought that the person over there was also a man.

But I am very sensitive. I am not easily deceived. I will know if I am a girl. I will talk to me for a few words, although I only see words

While chatting, I browse beautiful pictures of beautiful women. Sometimes I clicked out a hot sex picture, and I quickly closed it. The boss of the Internet cafe walked back and forth like a supervisor, just because I was afraid that the children who were surfing the Internet would peek at the pictures.

I don't think it's interesting, so I went offline

I was walking to school, I wanted to see Zhang Duo

There is a watermelon seller on the roadside, so I want to buy one for Zhang Duo

I called him my cell phone, and he happened to be in the dormitory, and he told me, I'm writing love poems

I asked, do you eat watermelon?

He said, eat

I said, I'll buy one for you

He said, I heard that the watermelons on the market are small now, so you can buy two, each of us will be one.

So I bought two watermelons and went to 240 on the 21st floor to find Zhang Duo. He jumped out of the upper bunk, looked for glasses to put on, and went to plug in the door.

I asked him, what are you doing for inserting the door?

Zhang Duo said that those bears from other dormitories jumped in later, and then we two brothers will have no watermelons.

Zhang Duo said, this watermelon is quite big, one is enough for us to eat. I hide this one and keep it for them to eat again when they are all out.

Zhang Duo held another watermelon and looked left and right, then looked down. He hid the watermelon under the bed and found another newspaper to cover it.

We cut the watermelon and ate it loudly. Zhang Duo's faces were full of watermelon pulp. The watermelon seed at the corner of his mouth looked like his tumor. He fell off as soon as he spoke. He said, I'm writing a love poem

I asked him, who are you writing love poems to

Zhang Duo said, Qiao Min

I said, **, you still think of her, isn’t lead good?

Zhang Duo said, but I can't let myself fall in love with lead. I heard that Qiao Min was dumped by the boy from the sports department, and now he's living alone.

I said, that kind of woman is still thinking about what she does, if it is me, I will be with lead and forget her

Zhang Duo said, I can't do it, I want to chase her again to see if she will come back

I said, damn

After leaving Zhang Duo's dormitory, I received a call from Cai Ya. He said to me, "Brother, there is a girl named Xie Yu looking for you." She called the phone to our dormitory and she asked you to call her."

I said to Cai Ya, I understand, how are you doing recently?

Cai Ya said, it's not bad, I've been to Orange Street to find you twice, you are not here, your girlfriend is here

I said, when?

Cai Ya said last winter

I said, damn, what a distant thing, Ah, you still fucking mentioned it

Cai Ya and I hang up the phone after making a few more jokes

I returned to No. 71 Orange Street, lay on the bed and thought for a while, then dialed Xie Yu's mobile phone number. Xie Yu answered it and asked, who?

I said, pretending to be like the president of the United States, do you have many friends?

Xie Yu still couldn't hear who I was. She smiled dryly and said, "I really don't know who you are."

I said, Fang Xiaochui

Xie Yu immediately smiled and said, Where have you moved, why don’t you call me?

I said, didn’t you call me either?

Xie Yu said, I'm still waiting for you to write my paper

I said, it's Ah, I'm asking me to write my paper and I won't call me.

Xie Yu smiled and said, "Are you busy studying during this period? Don't you study?"

I said, because the knowledge is too vast and I can't finish it, so I'd just learn nothing.

Xie Yu finally told me that my sister got married next month

I said, OK Ah, I wish her a happy wedding in advance

Xie Yu said, my sister wants you to attend her wedding

I said, forget it, I don't like the lively scenes

Xie Yu said, then I told her that you won't participate

I said, tell her, by the way, who will Teacher Xie Tong marry?

Xie Yu said that one of her classmates is also from our school. They have been in love for seven years.

I said, it's pretty good

Xie Yu said, when will you get married?

I said, me?

Hahaha, you tease me Ah, I will never get married in my life

She asked, why?

I said, no, don't like getting married

That was the case that day. Xie Yu and I chatted with each other for a while and hung up the phone.

In the days to come, I held the radio and listened to Agui's voice and listened to her reading my articles.

I've become the oldest writer in that column

During the day, while Zhai Ji was away, I chatted with Agui on the phone. She was only twenty-five or twenty-six years old. I never asked her age. Is the age of a girl a secret?

Agui said, I really want to see you

I said, I want to

She said, then you can come

I said, this city is too big, I can't walk in front of you for a while

I said, it's actually good not to meet, I feel a kind of gentleness when I listen to your voice.

A Gui said, are you afraid of being disappointed when you see me?

Tell you, I am the most beautiful host on the radio station

I said, it doesn’t matter if you are beautiful or not, I have a master of my name

Agui smiled and after a while she said, "I'm also famous and have a master."

I said, beautiful girls usually have a fame and flowers under the age of eighteen, and there are so many men that make me upset.

Agui said, no, I have to go to bed for a while, I have to work at night

I said, you will dream of me

She asked, what do you do if you dreamed of?

I said, I dreamed that I was sleeping with you

A Gui said, Ah?

I have never done this kind of spring dream before. I'll try it. Haha, goodbye

One night, Zhai Ji returned to the cottage from school. She bought stir-fry and cakes on the street. She put the supper on the table, pulled me out of bed, and then put her breasts close to my mouth and said, "Does it smell like me?"

I said, did you use two bottles of perfume

Zhai Ji said, I just took a shower and used a very expensive shower gel

I said, oh

I'll get out of bed and put on shoes to prepare for dinner

Zhai Ji blocked me and said, don’t you want to eat it?

I said, I want to have a meal

Zhai Ji said, I'm not

I lifted up her clothes. She didn't wear a bra. I opened my mouth and sucked her nipples. She grabbed my hair and moaned excitedly.

I put her on the bed, quickly took off all my clothes, and then took off her clothes. I began to kiss her carefully. My tongue licked her snow-white and tender body hard, from her forehead to her lips, from her breasts to her navel, and between her legs. I stopped there and went down one leg, then went up from the other leg, and reached between her legs again. I touched her lips gently in her black hair, stretched out her tongue, stretched out her tongue, spread her legs with her hands, and tried to separate them as much as possible. I began to swallow a lot. I swallowed the liquid that was rushing out. Zhai Ji shouted desperately, calling my name

I put my tongue into Zhai Ji's vagina and stirred violently inside.

A stream of liquid rushed out, I caught it with my mouth, swallowed it, I started to go crazy, I kissed her legs down, her small feet, toes, and my tongue sucked the soles of her feet

I couldn't help it anymore, and I could no longer bear it. I turned over her body and entered her from behind. My hands grabbed her breasts and rammed her affectionately. We were so comfortable that we flew away from the bed again and hung in the air of the hut.

I asked her to kneel down, and I held her fat buttocks and kept hitting her. Her hair was like ink splashed in the dark

We hugged each other tightly and calmed down in the climax

Zhai Ji said to me, "Climb, I will go to the provincial capital for an internship in three days. You can study hard at home and write well, and wait for me to come back to pick you up."

I asked her, when will you be back?

She said, I don't know either

I said, go ahead

She said, college time is over, I'm about to graduate, it's so fast

The day Zhai Ji left, I went to the station to see her off. I told her to go there for a good internship and make good friends with old employees.

Zhai Ji said, I understand

Zhai Ji went to a newspaper in the provincial capital to be an editor. He spoke to me every day and wrote a lot of letters to me, but I never replied to her.

From the letter, I knew that she had mostly stayed in the provincial capital after graduation. In order for her to work in that newspaper for a long time, her parents have been inviting many people and given many gifts.

Zhai Ji discussed with me on the phone, Climb, don’t mess around at Z University, if you want to write, come to the provincial capital to write, write next to me, my parents are not against our love

I said, I don't want to go there

Xie Yu called my phone and said, Fang Xiaochui, I want to see you

I asked her, where are you?

She said, I'm right in front of the Nanmen Newsstand

I said, OK, wait, I will ride my bike to pick you up

I locked the door, went downstairs to push out the bicycle left by Zhai Ji for me, and rode it to the south gate to pick up Xie Yu

There are fruit stalls everywhere on the road, fresh fruits, shriveled vendors, I rode slowly from them, and they always peddled my products loudly.

But I no longer want to eat fruits. Since Zhai Ji left, what I need most is women

This woman can be as long as it's not too ugly

What I want is not a specific woman, but any ordinary woman in the world, a woman without STDs

I will not pour any feelings into her, I will only make love with her, I can give her money

There were a few times when I wanted to go to the provincial capital to find Zhai Ji, and I cursed, Zhai Ji, why can't you come back to find me?

I became angry when I thought about this

What I hate most in my life is a woman who pretends to be garlic. Do you don’t need me?

The bicycle starts to go downhill and you can see Xie Yu when you go down to a flat area.

Xie Yu's hair was flying in the wind and her chest was too tall. She stood proudly on the edge of the newsstand, like a beautiful armed police soldier.

Many men's eyes are staring at her, many men who only reach her shoulders

I jumped out of the car next to her and said, "What do you think you are so big?"

Xie Yu bent his mouth and said, "You are just a small crawler in the room."

I said, I'm his brother

Xie Yu walked up to me and said, you have changed

I asked her, what did she become?

She said, like a spy

I said, do you have anything to do when you see me?

Xie Yu said, nothing is wrong, I just want you to treat me to a meal

I said, that's great, I'll do it for you by myself when I go home

Xie Yu followed me and said, "You are cooking too?"

I said, it's Ah, cooking not only saves money, but also allows you to eat well

After I got up the slope, I rode on the bicycle. Xie Yu sat back and sat on the back. My hand holding the handlebar shook a few times, and I pedaled a few times before the bike was stable.

Xie Yu smiled and said, am I too heavy?

I said it's twice as heavy as Zhai Ji

Xie Yu said, who is Zhai Ji?

I said, a girl

I took Xie Yu into my hut at No. 71 Orange Street

As soon as Xie Yu entered the door, she took off her shoes and sat on my bed.

I glanced at her

She said, am I too presumptuous? I'll put on my shoes.

I said, just sit there, it doesn't matter

She still put on her shoes and poured water to drink. I said, I can't remember to pour water for the guests, so you can do it yourself

Xie Yu said, don't treat me as a guest

Zhang Duo knocked on the door and came in. When he saw Xie Yu, he was stunned for a moment. He said to me, is this your friend?

I said, it's not my friend, but your friend

Zhang Duo smiled and said, I look familiar

Xie Yu said, I know you, you are Fang Xiaochui's good friend

Zhang Duo took out a cigarette and was about to light it. I said, "You'd better put it down, the lady will get sick."

Xie Yu said, it doesn't matter

Zhang Duo put the cigarette in his pocket and said, "You treat her better than me."

Zhang Duo asked Xie Yu, how did you know me

Xie Yu said, you and Fang Xiaochui went to Sanbai. After dinner, I will serve you with my own hands.

Zhang Duo suddenly realized and said, "I'm like, now I remember, you have worked as a waiter there, right?"

Xie Yu took a sip of water and said, yes

Zhang Duo asked strangely, how did you know Xiaochui?

I continued his words, are you done? Ask so clearly what to do

Zhang Duo smiled happily and said to Xie Yu, is he chasing you?

Xie Yu said, there is nothing, we are just ordinary friends

Zhang Duo joked, be careful, Fang Xiaochui is the famous pervert among our brothers

Xie Yu said, I'm not afraid of perverts

After Zhang Duo's infatuated pursuit, Qiao Min returned to him again. He was here to find a house. I said, there may be a room left, I will go down to ask for you.

Chen Chunlan went upstairs to take Zhang Duo to see the house. Zhang Duo was very satisfied and paid the rent for three months on the spot, making Chen Chunlan so happy that her nose was almost out.

Chen Chunlan told Zhang Duo that you can bring your girlfriend to check in at any time

Zhang Duo did not stay in my hut for a long time. He stood up and said to me, "I have to go back to the dormitory to notify Qiao Min that the house was found and asked her to move. I have few things, but she has a lot of things."

I went downstairs to see Zhang Duo off, and Zhang Duo asked me, this girl is pretty good, she is half taller than me, I can't get into it, I guess you can, but it's enough

I said, where did you go? She is my teacher Xie's sister.

Zhang Duo smiled and said, "Don't pretend to be serious?"

Teacher Xie's granddaughter can do it too

I said, OK, why are you here to find a house?

I'll hate you

Zhang Duo said, I moved here to be your neighbor because of the fact that you hate me. I want you to hate you even more

Zhang Duo riding his broken bicycle and sang rock songs again and disappeared at the street corner

I took Xie Yu to the market to buy vegetables and bought a fish. Xie Yu said she learned from Xie Tong and she wanted to do it for me with her own hands.

I helped her wash vegetables. Chen Chunlan walked up to me with a smirk and said in a low voice, "You kid is so lucky, why did you change another one?"

I said, Aunt Xiaolan, do you have any control?

Chen Chunlan twisted my butt, I turned off the water pipe and turned around and said, be careful, I will sue you for sexual harassment

Chen Chunlan walked away and said loudly, "Go and sue, no one will believe it."

After the dishes were all fried, we brought them to the desk in the cottage. Xie Yu looked at the dishes and said, it would be a pity for so many dishes not to drink.

I said, I really want to drink this reminder. I haven't drunk it for a long time.

Xie Yu wiped his hands with a towel and said, "I'll buy it, and said, what wine do you want to drink."

I said, I'd better go, can you drink liquor?

Xie Yu said, I can drink any wine

I went to the supermarket at the intersection and bought two bottles of liquor and went back to the cabin. I said, I was afraid that one bottle would not be enough to drink.

Xie Yu said, you want to scare me to death

There is no wine glass, we drink it in a bowl

Xie Yu and I met and drank half a bowl of white wine

Xie Yu stared at me with his eyes and said, "Why are you drinking mineral water?"

I said, this wine is only 45 degrees, it's not very powerful, if you don't believe me, please try it

Xie Yu took a sip, frowned and hurried to pick up the food

I poured half a bowl, touched her bowl, and drank it all again

Xie Yu put down his chopsticks and asked me, Fang Xiaochui, are you unhappy?

I said, no, drink and drink

Xie Yu said, even if there is anything sad, you can't drink like this. Come on, don't drink it anymore.

Xie Yu said that, she wanted to get my wine bowl. I went to stop it. My hand just grabbed her hand. She was stunned for a moment and gently pulled back.

Xie Yu started drinking with me, but she no longer frowned and drank in big mouthfuls. The room was already full of alcohol. I think the ward where Miaomiao was lying on must have this smell. The wards where I lying on didn't seem to have this smell.

As Xie Yu's bowl fell to the ground, all the wine inside was spilled, and she got drunk in advance

She kept crying, she went to pour wine, I grabbed her hand again, I said to her, you can't drink anymore

I looked at the bottle of wine, one was empty, and the other had half a bottle.

Xie Yu told me, I don't love my boyfriend

I asked, why?

Xie Yu said, I don't love him anyway

I asked, then why are you with him

Xie Yu said, my sister said that his family is rich and treats me well, so I won’t worry about life in the future

I didn't say anything more

Xie Yu took off his shoes and sat on the bed, leaned against the wall and looked at me and said, "I've wanted to have a drink for you for a long time. I don't know you are not happy either. Tell me, what are you doing for?"

I said, I love my girlfriend so much, so I feel sad

Xie Yu said, there is still this matter, haha

I said, but she is dead

Xie Yu put his hair back with his hands and said, "I forgot."

I said, I have a girlfriend, she is about to graduate and went to work in the provincial capital. I need a woman now

My eyes began to shake, alcohol was working

I saw Xie Yu laughing, but she laughed for a long time without any sound

She told me that men need women, how do you think of me?

I said, what does it mean?

Xie Yu said, what does it mean?

Don't you want a woman?

I said, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you

Xie Yu said, then love it, what's so great about it

I said, I have no money

Xie Yu said, I don’t care about money, I will break up with him sooner or later

Xie Yu stretched out his hands and said to me softly, Come on

I didn't move

Xie Yu sucked his nose and started crying again. She said, "It's really boring to live."

She thought for a long time before she told me that I once said to Xie Tong, I fell in love with Fang Xiaochui, and then she also said that you have no money, what will be the future of a little boy who writes essays? She doesn't let me call you.

I can't hear what Xie Yu said clearly. I saw her reaching out to me several times, and several times she called me softly.

I stood up and walked to the bed, took Xie Yu's hand, she rushed towards me, I quickly kissed her on the lips, and then pushed her onto the bed. She was too big, and I was a little uncomfortable all of a sudden.

We kissed passionately, and didn't even insert the door.

I don’t know when I started crying. At that moment, I was very sad. I miss Miaomiao. If she was still alive, I would break up with Zhai Ji. I could be by her side for the rest of my life.

Xie Yu's tears kept pouring out. We looked at each other and I said to her, I still think you are strangers.

Xie Yu said, this is our third meeting

I kissed again

Xie Yu touched my legs and grabbed it, "Don't you want me?"

I said, I want to

She said, you didn't react at all

I roughly stripped away Xie Yu's clothes. When I took off her pants, I pulled the legs of her jeans and rolled up the mattress. Her legs looked boundless white, and her two huge and wonderful breasts.

I only looked at it and it swelled up. She reached out and grabbed it and said in a daze, "It's so big, oh, it's so big."

For a long time, Zhai Ji and I have sex in this hut. Sometimes in the dark, I will be impotence. As soon as I turn on the light and see Zhai Ji's body, I will be as hard as iron and cannot extricate myself.

I swallowed Xie Yu intoxicatedly, rubbed her breasts skillfully, and my breasts that needed two hands to hold.

This reminds me of the trees in the village when I was a child. Some thin trees can be grasped with hands, some thick ones must be measured with arms, and three thicker children can hold them with hug them.

If Zhai Ji's breasts are those trees measured with arms, then Xie Yu's breasts are those thicker trees. They need the arms of three children to hug them.

Anything in this world is divided into size, height, and I must realize this

My hands stroked her thighs and stroked various parts of her body. My lips spread across her neck and pushed back and forth to her ears. She moaned softly, like a bird flying in the clouds, screaming softly.

I asked her, I'm going to insert it, okay?

She hugged my back tightly and kept stroking her and said, "Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up."

I entered Xie Yu's body

Someone downstairs started playing mahjong again. The sound of mahjong colliding randomly is like the sound of Xie Yu colliding randomly, like the sound of the sound of the world colliding randomly

No one will remember me at the end, no one will protect the motherland for a thousand years

Let's collide, let Xie Yu's shouting louder. I turned over her body and inserted her from behind. I grabbed her long hair and rode her wildly. Her breasts were swaying, her butt was tightly tied to her, and mechanically cooperated with me... We went down to the ground, she held the wall and turned her back to me. I asked her to look back at us in the mirror on the ground. That was bought for clothes when Zhai Ji was there. Later we also had sex in front of the mirror, which was very exciting.

I reminded Xie Yu. She looked at the mirror greedily and screamed even more violently. She shouted, "I'm dying, I can't do it anymore!"

I put her on the desk and climbed up by myself. The table was loud enough, so we went down to the ground again. I put the quilt on the concrete floor. Xie Yu lay down naked. I entered her again. She smiled, she closed her eyes, and she panted and asked me, how long can you do it, it's been an hour.

I said, I'll do it until night

I violently penetrated deep into her body. The liquid of her orgasm made my glans cramp. I could no longer control it and shot a drop of semen that had been brewing for a long time into Xie Yu's body without falling into it.

I lay down aside in sweat. Xie Yu came over to kiss me. I said to her, I seemed to be lying in the river.

Xie Yu said considerately, I didn't expect you to be so powerful

I said, how about the richer boyfriend you are?

She said he can't do it at all

I said, but you gave him the first time

Xie Yu said, NO, I was not a virgin when I was in high school

I said, do you feel good about having sex with me?

Xie Yu said, I was so happy

I said, I don't know what is different from a woman's pleasure and a man's pleasure.

Xie Yu hugged me and kissed me and said, "I seemed to be picked up by you just now. You grabbed me and circled me. I was dizzy and felt that everything was gone."

We went back to the bed and lay down, Xie Yu said to me, I want to be with you

I said, but I'm leaving here

Xie Yu asked, are you not taking the exam anymore?

I said, I've given up long ago

Xie Yu asked, where do you want to go?

I said, Beijing

Xie Yu said, what's good about Beijing?

I said, I don't know, I just want to go to Beijing

I fell asleep holding Xie Yu

When Xie Yu and I woke up, it was already dark

The whole room is full of wine

Xie Yu came over to kiss me, I hugged her, and she started the moan that made people easily die

I kissed her body, kissed her back, her butt looked high towards me, I walked into her sideways from behind, just moving gently, I heard her shouting softly, I touched her shoulders, her messy hair

After I finished, I told her, go back and take medicine.

She said, it's okay, I just finished my period yesterday

I said, oh

She said, Xiaochui, will you fall in love with me?

I said, so what will happen, so what will happen if it won't happen?

Xie Yu was completely like a child at this time. She asked me stubbornly, "What do you think?"

I said, I don't know

Xie Yu will not ask anymore

After a while, her cell phone rang, it was her boyfriend. Xie Yu said to the cell phone, "You don't have to wait for me, I've eaten it. I want to stay at my sister's place tonight. Worship

I said, you'd better go back

Xie Yu said, I won’t leave, I will stay and spend the night with you, you can wait for me, I will heat up the dishes

Xie Yu put on her clothes to clean up the dishes that had not been chopped up, and cleaned up the messy books and tapes on the table.

I heard the sound of her carrying vegetables downstairs. She could not be Zhai Ji, right? I blinked my eyes and said to myself, "She is Xie Yu, Xie Tong, her sister, Xie Tong is already married."

Xie Yu heated the dishes, and the soup and rice were also hot. She brought all the rice. She asked where the light rope was. I said, I don’t like turning on the lights for dinner.

So I got out of bed, there was water in the basin, I washed my hands and started eating

Xie Yu sat with me, she said, I can't see it

I said, just grab it, you can always hold it

Xie Yu put a chopstick in the dish and put it in his mouth for chewing it for a few times. Then he pulled my head with his hands. I thought she was going to kiss me, so I went to kiss her. She spit the chewed dish into my mouth and said, "You have to swallow it."

I swallowed it, and I still felt uncomfortable. Zhai Ji had done such a thing before. After I taught her a lesson, she never did it again

I said to Xie Yu, you have to discuss it with me.

Xie Yu smiled and said, come on

As soon as I turned around, her mouth blocked my mouth again, and spitted the soup she had just drunk into my mouth. She said, swallow it, if I discuss it with you, you should disagree

I said, then if I do this, would you like it?

Xie Yu said, come on, come on, I like it

I said, forget it

After dinner, she went to wash the dishes, and I said, "I'd better go." Chen Chunlan should bully you.

Xie Yu asked, who is Chen Chunlan?

I said, the landlady always likes to pay attention to other people's private lives

Xie Yu said disdainfully, "I want to bully her, we don't want to rent her."

Xie Yu finished speaking and went down to clean the dishes

That night Xie Yu stayed in the cabin at No. 71 Orange Street

She insists on staying

The next morning, Xie Yu got up and left. I didn't know that, she left a note on the table: Xiao Crawl, I kissed you before leaving, you didn't wake up, I love you when I come back

Xie Yu may have gone to class

In the morning, Zhang Duo and Qiao Min moved into the house at No. 71 Orange Street, and there was a taxi pulling things parked at the door.

I helped to move things, Qiao Min said to me, thank you

Zhang Duo said to Qiao Min, why are you thanking him for?

He should move

Qiao Min does have a lot of things, just two boxes of toys, and clothes hangers.

Qiao Min stood in the house and looked up and down and said to Zhang Duo, "Duo, I think this house is not big enough."

Zhang Duo joked with a yellow joking, "It's enough to show off, how old are you?"

Zhang Duo and I laughed

They started to decorate their own house. Qiao Min was very picky. Zhang Duo was serving him and persuaded him kindly.

In the evening, Zhang Duo walked into my room and said, "I buy wine and meat, how about we have a meal together?"

I said, you want to take advantage of my fire

Zhang Duo said happily, my brother is thinking this way

I said, OK

Qiao Min was very clever and cooked a good dish. Zhang Duo and I ate the dishes that Qiao Min stir-fried and drank strong white wine. After a while, we became a little drunk.

After dinner, Qiao Min packed up the dishes and said to me, Xiao Chui, I'm really troubled you

I said, what's the matter

Zhang Duo touched Qiao Min's butt and said, don't talk to him like this, he should

My room has calmed down

I lay in the dark, wondering if I was about to leave

Zhai Ji hadn't called for several days, so I couldn't help but call her. She answered the phone and didn't speak for a long time. It seemed that there was a boy next to her.

I asked her, why don't you speak

She said,

I said, why haven't you called me for a few days, and you haven't received your letter

Zhai Ji said, Xiaochui, I want to talk to you

I said, what do you want to talk about?

She said, I'll go back and go through some graduation procedures immediately, and I'll talk to you in person

I said, Zhai Ji, tell me

Zhai Ji said, you won’t come to the provincial capital with me, you said you will insist on going to Beijing, I can’t go to Beijing anymore, my father found a job here, and the job is pretty good, I think we can’t be together in the end

I said, you want to break up with me

Zhai Ji said, no, forget it, I will talk to you later when I go back

I said, I want to talk clearly tonight, you know my temper

Zhai Ji no longer said anything

I realized that she was looking for a man. For some reason, my heart did not hurt too much, but it just calmed down after a little pain.

She said, can I call you tomorrow night?

I said, no, if you call tomorrow, I won't answer

Zhai Ji didn't say anything again

I raised my voice and said

She said,

I said, like I did just now, call me Xiaochui, or full name

She said, Crawl... I interrupted her and said, "Do you have no memory?"

She cried and started to choke. She said, I love you

I said, but I don't love you anymore

Zhai Ji suddenly became unfamiliar in my life, making me feel that love is bullshit. After the dog is released, the dog runs away, the dog is eaten by the dog, and in the end, I can't even smell the stinky smell of bullshit.

When Zhai Ji was crying, a boy spoke, and said to Zhai Ji gently and extremely gentlely, don't cry, say it well

At that moment, I wanted to lift the boy I was talking up and lift it up high. When I heard his voice, it was about the same age as mine. Then I would show mercy and throw him into the fire pit, and the poisonous snake pit would be spared.

For Zhai Ji, I just want to look at her, just one glance, I will let her remember that one for the rest of her life

After a long time, Zhai Ji said, "Climbing, after I came to the provincial capital, I met my high school classmate Zhou Quan. He was studying in a university in the provincial capital and had just graduated."

I met him on the street. We were all very excited. He hadn't met for four years and he could still recognize me

Zhou Quan pursued me in his third year of high school, and I liked him too, because of the restrictions on the college entrance examination, I didn’t tell him anything.

Zhou Quan invited me to dinner, and he expressed his love to me again. I told him that I had a boyfriend, and his name was Chuichui, and I loved him very much.

Zhou Quan did not give up. When he learned that we could not be together, he chased me even more tightly. I went out to play with him. I found that I loved him too. I was very afraid of that feeling. I tried my best to write to you, call you, and advise you to come to the provincial capital to live with me. I have a house here. Even if you don’t want to work, I can support you. I hope you come and save me, otherwise I will fall into another love vortex.

But you are determined to go to Beijing. I also thought about following you, but my parents disagree. I am also worried that if I can't find a job after I arrive in Beijing, there will be problems with my livelihood.

Zhou Quan got involved in my life. He got along with me. I'm sorry for you

We are very good now. His company is not far from our newspaper. He picks me up every day.

Crawl, it's useless to say anything. I'll pay it back in the next life.

I know you can't be independent now, and I will continue to send you money. Even if you can't settle down in Beijing for a while, I will send you money. You can write it well. I think you can definitely write it. Although I can't write it, I have read a lot of books and I know what good articles are.

Crawl, you'd better wait for me to go back, I'm going to see you again

I said, are you finished?

Zhai Ji said, no, I still have a lot to say to you

I said, are you finished talking about it?

She said, it's over

I said, OK, listen to me below

I said, I just said, I will never see you again in this life

Zhai Ji shouted, "Crawl, don't hang up the phone!"

I said, please speak quickly, I'm sleepy

Zhai Ji was so crying that he couldn't speak, I waited for her to speak

After a while, she choked and said, "Crawl, I want to be a good friend with you."

When you go to Beijing, you tell me in advance, I'll give it to you

In my closet, in the big pocket of the red jacket, we had our passbook. It was the money I saved to buy clothes for us to eat. There may be more than 10,000 yuan. The password is your birthday. You can use it first. I paid my salary and saved it. I sent it to you again.

Maybe you have loved me too, but I can't tolerate you interacting with so many girls. You don't want to play with anyone. I know you really love them. When you love them, I wonder if you love me. I haven't felt your love for me too deeply.

I hope you pay attention to your body. You speak so nicely and are good at making girls happy. I know that you will not lack girls wherever you go, but being with girls often will damage your health. Without health, you can't do anything you want to do

Crawl, no matter where you go, be sure to tell me your address and your detailed address, I can be your best friend

I can do a lot of things for you, crawl, I know your temper, although you are passionate, you act decisively, maybe you will forget me immediately, but I can never forget you again, you are the first man in my life and the first man I have loved deeply

I believe that Zhou Quan's love for me, you can rest assured me, he doesn't care that we have been together for so long... Then Zhai Ji stopped talking about it

I said, OK, you've finished speaking, I'll add some more things

First, I will not spend a penny for you; second, I will not pay back what I have spent before, I have no money; third, I will tell you in person now that I have loved you, but I didn’t love you just now, and I will never love you until death; fourth, from now on, I will not be assured or worried about you, you and I have nothing to do with you; fifth, I will immediately send your things to the 14th floor and let the aunt in the duty room help you take care of you. The passbook is not ours, it is yours, it will always be in your pocket; finally, Fang Xiaocai sincerely thanks Zhai Ji for his long-term care, thank you

Zhai Ji suppressed the crying on the other end of the phone, and held his breath and listened to me. After hearing that I didn't speak, she started crying, crawling, don't hang up the phone, I still... I closed my phone, buried my head in the pillow, pulled the quilt, letting the tears flow unscrupulously again. After a while, I began to cry bitterly

It's really cold in summer

I ran downstairs to open the water pipe, picked up the water and covered it on my face, and then covered it on my face. I stretched out my head and let the cold water pour into my neck and hair, allowing tears to open my eyes and flow down the water together.

Chen Chunlan stood behind me at some point, but she asked me tentatively, Fang Xiaochui, are you shampooing your hair?

Is it cool or not?

I turned off the water pipe, grabbed the water from my hair with my hands, and turned around and said, it was not cold.

Chen Chunlan asked me, are you crying?

I said, no

She said, you must have cried, your voice was hoarse

I said, really no

Chen Chunlan said, what happened? Has there been a quarrel with her girlfriend?

That little girl hasn't been here for a long time

I said, she's graduated

Chen Chunlan said, you haven't eaten yet, why don't I make some food for you

I said, I've eaten it

I walked upstairs, Chen Chunlan followed me upstairs, I opened the door and walked in, turned around and saw her standing at the door, I asked her, do you have anything to do?

She said, are you okay?

I said, no, thank you

Chen Chunlan said, don’t take it to heart if you have anything to do, it will be fine after dawn.

Chen Chunlan walked away

After dawn, it's dark again

Zhai Ji kept calling the phone in the house and my phone

I pulled out the phone line and turned off my phone. I just lay in bed for a day

I folded Zhai Ji's clothes, her wardrobe, and her books and recorders. I originally wanted to leave some photos of her, but after thinking about it, I threw them into her box

I tore the photos we took on the Z University campus to pieces and lit a match. I watched with my own eyes the photos recording our lives turned into ashes. I put the ashes into the garbage bag and threw them together, throwing them far away, so far that I could never see them again

I called a taxi, which pulled me and Zhai Ji's things to the east gate, and it was still a distance from the 14th floor.

I can't get so many things. I held Zhai Ji's clothes and clothes hanger and said to a boy passing by, "Brother, please help me, pull the box up, right on the 14th floor

The boy helped me pull the box. When I arrived at the 14th floor, I said to him, "Do you smoke?"

I'll buy you a pack of cigarettes to smoke

The boy smiled and said, "No need, I have to go to class."

I shouted to his departure back, thank you, buddy,

I handed the things to an elderly aunt in the duty room. I wrote the door number of Zhai Ji dormitory on paper and the name of Zhai Ji clearly.

The old aunt promised to hand it over to her

I thanked my aunt. When I left the 14th floor alone, I suddenly saw so many Zhai Ji waiting for me here. Zhai Ji with various postures and expressions ran from different directions and hugged me from different angles.

I was breathless for a moment

Everything is over

A few days later, I decided to move, but I was afraid that Zhai Ji would come to find me

I want to sit in Zhang Duo's house for a while, and then invite him to a tavern on the street to have some drinks.

I walked to Zhang Duo's door. The lights were on in the room. Just as I was about to knock on the door, I heard Qiao Min's sudden moans. They were having sex in the room.

Since Zhang Duo and Qiao Min moved to No. 71 Orange Street, the two of them have never attended classes again. When it’s time to eat, they go out to eat. After they come back, they get into the house, play and make fun of each other, and they’ll calm down for a while. As long as they listen carefully, they can hear the sound of the bed and the sound of Qiao Min. Sometimes, Qiao Min screams too loudly, and I can’t help but get hard.

They hide in the house for sex all day

Zhang Duo occasionally sat in my room, read my articles, and talked about contemporary poetry with me. He left in less than ten minutes. He walked to the door and turned back to me and smiled lewdly, saying, "I'm all soft these days, just one place is hard. If that place is not hard, my wife should have followed others again, and I have to go and watch her."

I walked away from Zhang Duo’s door and walked down the stairs step by step. Qiao Min might have had an orgasm, Ah!Ah!Ah!

I heard her scream loudly and rhythmically three times. I walked downstairs and walked out of the gate and could no longer hear it.

I drank a whole bottle of white wine alone

No food on the table is used to remove chopsticks

I staggered towards my residence and sat on the road for a while

The night is quiet, there is no one

I can hardly think. I think Zhai Ji is still waiting for me at home, so I have to go home quickly

I stood up and walked forward excitedly. After walking a few steps, I felt something was wrong. Didn’t Zhai Ji break up with me?

Then go to Ximen. A taxi happened to turn over from the entrance of the alley. The headlights illuminated me. I opened the car door and sat in and said to the driver, I'll go to the west gate of the school.

The driver pulled me to the west gate. On the way, I felt happy. Zhai Ji and I broke up. Miaomiao must be waiting for me at home. She must be impatient. She was packing her luggage and preparing to go to see the sea alone overnight. She didn't take me there. She packed her luggage and said, Fang Xiaochui doesn't love me, you see, he won't come back so late.

The driver stopped the car outside the west gate of the school and said to me, "It's here."

I went to touch my wallet, took out something, and I said to the driver, "Brother, I'm so sorry, I lost my wallet."

The driver said, aren't you holding a wallet?

I put it in front of me and saw that it was Ah, and my wallet was still there. Why was it not in my pocket but in my hands?

I took out one and handed it to the driver. The driver didn't say whether it was enough, so he drove away in the car.

I stood under the street light in front of the telephone pole and thought for a long time, then suddenly sat on the ground and opened my mouth and cried, throwing my wallet forward with all my strength. The wallet fell down like a high jump athlete, as if I had fallen to death

I told the wallet that I fell to death, is Miaomiao dead?

I answered myself, yes

After I answered, I cried fiercely, shouting, Miaomiao, Miaomiao, Miaomiao, Zhai Ji, Rourou, Cai Ya, Zhang Duo!

I stopped crying, stood up, walked to the place where my wallet was lying, picked it up again, and it could buy me a lot of wine to drink.

But looking around, all the taverns are dark and you can't buy wine

I waited for a long time but didn't wait for the taxi. I walked back step by step. The taxi came out and honked at me at this time, but I didn't want to sit anymore, I just wanted to walk back

As I walked, I felt very tired. I said, Miaomiao, let's sit down and rest for a while, I'm tired

Miaomiao said, I knew you were tired

I looked back for Miaomiao, but found nothing

I sat on the guardrail by the roadside, my hair covered one of my eyes, and I said to the street light across the road, I am still very young

As soon as I finished saying this, I fell down and fell down

My head was touched by the hard asphalt road and was bleeding. I covered it with my hands and wanted to find a hospital, but I don't know where it is

I got up from the ground, and the blood warmed my cold palm

I continued to walk back, and I don’t know when my hand was taken away from my head. I no longer felt the pain. I just wanted to go home and go back to No. 71 Orange Street. I was so sleepy and sleepy

I touched the wrong alley and got lost. In order to get lost, I walked back along the alley and walked to the place where I just turned the corner.

I touched it for a long time before I touched it back to No. 71 Orange Street. The iron door was locked from the inside. I forgot to bring the key. I found a whole brick and bravely patted the iron door, shouting, "Open the door, open the door!"

A woman shouted, come!

The woman opened the door and was startled when she saw the brick in my hand. I threw away the brick and hugged her, crying, Miaomiao!

The woman said, what's wrong with you?

How much wine did you drink?

I said, Miaomiao, I didn’t drink, I went to find you, but I didn’t find you, I thought you were dead?

The woman said, Fang Xiaochui, I will help you upstairs

I pushed the woman away and said, I want you to help Ah, I hold you up and down the stairs all day, I want you to help Ah!

The woman said, I knew you were unhappy these days and had something to do

I said, Miaomiao, let's go to bed

I picked up the woman in one go. I felt like Miaomiao was fatter and heavier than before.

I hugged the woman upstairs, walking one staircase at the other. The woman's hands were wrapped around my neck, and she never spoke again

I walked to the door of my house, kicked open the door, and closed the door again

I put the woman in the dark and on my bed. The woman took off her shoes by herself, and she didn't say a word.

I threw all the clothes I took off in the invisible corner, I pounced on the woman, pressed on her body, I kissed her desperately, she began to moan happily, I took off her simple clothes, I let her hug me naked, I let her hug me naked

I said to her, Miaomiao, you miss me so much

The woman said, I miss you too, I like you

I said, Miaomiao, your voice has changed

As I said this, I held my hard penis and spread the woman's legs apart. After pushing her a few times, I entered her. She shouted a few times. She said, "Crawl, hurry up, fuck me Ah, why don't you move?"

I told her, Miaomiao, you are in poor health, so I won’t do it anymore

The woman said, no, Xiaochui, I'm in good health, hurry up, I want you!

Don’t sleep Ah, don’t sleep!

The woman shook me hard, and I woke up again. I told her, this time, I will not allow it in the future.

The woman said hurriedly, OK... As I said this, I began to thrust her quickly. I hugged the woman's butt tightly and pressed her face against the woman's plump breasts. Her nipples were pressing against my face in a cold manner. I heard the sound of quarrels below, and heard the woman's more unrestrained screams. After a while, she opened her mouth and ate it on my shoulder. Her nails were clenched into my flesh. She screamed with orgasm like crying. I ejaculated at that time.

I said to the woman, Miaomiao, you are so tired that I am going to sleep

After I finished speaking, I got off her and leaned to the side. I fell asleep without two seconds.

The sun shines through the window into the room, shining on my eyes, my head is very heavy, I opened my eyes with great effort, remembering that I drank last night and drank too much

I have to take a shower and wash the smell of alcohol on my body. I saw that my skin was red, as if the blood vessels were filled with alcohol.

I saw my hands full of dry blood. What's going on?

I sat up and the pillow stuck to my hair. I wanted to take it away, but I suddenly felt that the avatar hurts like a knife cut. I tore the pillow apart bit by bit, knowing that my head was bleeding. I don’t know when the blood stopped. My pillow and bedding were covered with blood.

How did I get back to the cabin last night?

After thinking for a long time, I still dreamed of Miaomiao.

When I was wearing shoes, I saw a black rubber band with hair tied on the ground

I picked up the rubber band, it might be Xie Yu's

Xie Yu came with her hair loose that day. How could she have rubber bands?

I thought about it and it might be Qiao Min's. She had eaten here and I haven't swept the floor some days

I still took a soap towel to the bathhouse on the street and took a shower, and my head didn't hurt at all.

After taking a shower, I returned to the yard and saw Chen Chunlan. I told her that I want to move out today

Chen Chunlan didn't even look at me and went to the water pipe to wash her hands. She asked me softly, "Why do you suddenly want to move away?"

I said, I might move in the afternoon, and I will go find a house later. I have lived here for too long and want to change the environment.

Chen Chunlan looked at me and said, isn’t this place very good?

Stop moving

I said, I've decided to move

I heard the sound of a motorcycle. Liu Ernian drove straight into the yard. He took off his hard hat and smiled at me and said, "I see you brought back a big sister a few days ago. How many Ah are you going to change?"

Chen Chunlan said to Liu Ernian angrily, how much does it matter to you? Didn’t you not work overtime last night?

Where have you been?

Liu Ernian laughed and said, "Wife Ah, who told you not to work overtime anymore? Why are you so fierce to me? I'll make lunch for you."

Liu Ernian said that, and went into the kitchen to work hard.

Chen Chunlan smiled and said to me, if you decide to move, just move, I hope you will come back to play frequently after moving away.

I said, my friend Zhang Duo is on the second floor, I will definitely come back, don't worry

Chen Chunlan said, I am your friend too

I said, you are the landlord, you know that you ask me for rent every month, and we have no feelings for you

Chen Chunlan said, I still want me to give you free, haha

I walked upstairs, stood in front of the railing and said to Chen Chunlan, I have that meaning

Her little fist stretched out at me and said, "Don't leave, I won't charge you any more money."

Zhang Duo rubbed his eyes from the room. It seemed that the kid had just woken up. When Zhang Duo saw me, he smiled ambiguously. I said, "Why are you laughing at?"

Zhang Duo said, I heard you are moving, just move, what are you shouting? Qiao Min and I can't sleep

Zhang Duo walked into my hut and was still smiling ambiguously

I said, you always make me feel bored and afraid

Zhang Duo said, you are really annoyed me. I originally wanted to be your neighbor. Now that you leave, I am lonely again.

I said, you have Qiao Min

Zhang Duo said, when will I move, I will help you, I will go to sleep for a while, I was having too much trouble last night

After Zhang Duo said that, he pulled his slippers back to his house to go to bed

I rode my bike to Tieniu Street outside the west gate, and found the house after just entering a yard. I was very lucky.

The old landlord took me to the second floor and opened the door for me to see. The room was full of discarded newspapers and magazines, as well as paints and so on.

The old landlord said, if you live, I will clean it up for you immediately. This is a couple who are learning to draw. They have just moved out, so you live by yourself, or should you bring your girlfriend to live together?

I said, I don't have a girlfriend

The old lady said that there are college students nowadays. You can tell that you have a girlfriend at first sight.

I asked, why?

She followed me downstairs with a smile and said, "It looks clean and gentle, how can a girl not be moved by you?"

I said, then are you sure I must be attracted to girls?

The old lady said, there are so many beautiful girls, you can't look down on any of them. Today's girls are indeed better than our generation. They all wear beautiful clothes. What kind of cosmetics? I heard that one expensive bottle can buy a washing machine... I took out my wallet and handed the money for the first month to the old lady and said, "Ah, you don't believe that a bottle of perfume can buy a big house with four bedrooms and two living rooms, right?"

The old lady's mouth was open with a shrivel, and she didn't say anything for a long time

While I told her, I just knew this, maybe there might be something more expensive than this, and I left the yard of No. 22 Tieniu Street.

I threw away my phone card and changed a new number, so Zhai Ji couldn't find me

I called a taxi, Zhang Duo helped me move everything into the car, and even loaded the bicycles and pulled them away.

Zhang Duo and Qiao Min stood at the gate to say goodbye, Chen Chunlan also came out to wave to me, and she was saying something, but I didn't hear it

The taxi fell out of the alley, glared on the asphalt road, and ran quickly towards Tieniu Street

From then on, I had no relationship with No. 71 Orange Street, and everything about Zhai Ji and I ended here.

It was a sad history of mine, a youthful period that I couldn't go back to