Chapter 121

When I left, it was already dawn and Lina was still asleep. It seemed that she had really drunk a lot last night

Shufen and I didn't really have any relationship. After all, Lina is at home... I was walking on the way home, thinking about the spring feelings in Shufen's eyes when I left, my heart trembled... I knew that if Lina was not at home, Shufen was already my woman

But I also know that Shufen has opened her arms to me from now on...I have got another woman's body...

Although I am still immersed in the enthusiasm with Shufen, I also have a kind of distress and self-blame...What am I?

I betrayed Qin Yan again and had sex with a woman again... I smiled bitterly and blamed myself. I really don't know why I am so impulsive and have no immunity to women... Shameless people are so valued by God, and arrange such wonderful things happening to me again and again. My luck is so good and I have nothing to say...

Today is the first day of the Chinese New Year. According to my family’s past practice, my elder brother and I were going to my relatives’ house to pay New Year’s greetings today... We walked for a whole morning before we finished walking, and I was exhausted... Every time I went to a relative’s house, I had to receive an education. I was so annoyed, but I had no choice but to listen there, and I didn’t dare to feel disgusted at all... After all, everyone cares about me for my good care...

Let’s go to your Uncle Yao’s house in the afternoon... By the way, see how your Uncle Yao’s Aunt Yao is in good health...

I hadn't recovered from my fatigue just as soon as I got home, my mother gave instructions

I smiled bitterly, I knew that my mother had always been upset about me and Shanshan... OK, I haven't been to Uncle Yao's house for several years to pay New Year's greetings...

The eldest brother agreed, and I just smiled bitterly in my heart... Shanshan, it seems that I will see this little sister again, I wonder how she is?

I have never seen her since I broke up with her, nor have I found out about her. I am a little afraid of seeing her... I don't want to go, but I can't help but go...

Happy New Year to Aunt Yao...

When I came to Shanshan's house, it was Aunt Yao who opened the door... Aunt Yao was very happy to see us and let us into the house with a smile on his face... Old man... Let's see who is coming... Shanshan, your two brothers from Ding's family are here...

Aunt Yao asked us into the living room and shouted to the room... I made a hat on the sofa, my heartbeat, I was very nervous...

Haha... these two guys... OK

Uncle Yao came out of the room and saw us smiling and saying to us, "I stood up quickly, I responded to Uncle Yao in a random way, but my eyes looked at Shanshan's room. I was worried and had a feeling of expectation... I knew Shanshan was about to come out... People who are older are getting worse every year. Uncle Yao's body has obviously aged a lot than last year. Although I don't know something is wrong with them, I can feel it...

Hello, brother... good...

Shanshan finally came out. When she saw me, she had something in her eyes that made my heart beat... I couldn't say it, but I knew she still remembered me in her heart. I could feel... Shanshan is getting more and more beautiful... Do you have a boyfriend?

The eldest brother smiled and teased Shanshan... I heard my eldest brother's words, and I was so angry. If you have nothing to do, why do you ask me about this?

I saw Shanshan glance at me with resentment in her eyes

Shanshan blushed when asked by her elder brother... I was very embarrassed, I was simply suffering...

At this moment, a man suddenly walked out of Shanshan's room... I don't know what the expression I looked like when I saw that man. I think my expression must be embarrassing, I must be as stupid as an idiot... I looked at the man, my eyes were straight, my heart was in chaos, my brain was blank, I was stunned... I knew in my heart that this man must have some relationship with Shanshan...

This is Zhou Kai...my friend...

Shanshan blushed and introduced to us. Oh...Hello...Haha...

The eldest brother quickly greeted Zhou Kai... I was still looking at Zhou Kai foolishly, I hadn't reacted yet... This is the young man... the young man...

Shanshan may have noticed my stupid look and called me embarrassedly with a red face... Oh... Hello... Hello... Hello...

I stood up mumly and shook hands with Zhou Kai... Zhou Kai looked at me with a strange look on his face. He must be wondering why this person looks like an idiot, not only wearing a hat in the house, but also looking stupid...

I'm so fucking bad... Everyone in the room saw my stupid look, this time my face was so embarrassing... Everyone in the room looked at me, I felt my face hot, I sat on the sofa awkwardly, I felt so depressed that I couldn't breathe, my body was sweating... Shanshan and Zhou Kai also sat down, and Zhou Kai looked at me with an exploratory expression...

I finally calmed down my mood. Although I felt bitter in my heart, it looked natural after all, but I think everyone in the room could feel my embarrassment... The eldest brother and Zhou Kai had already chatted. Shanshan sat next to Zhou Kai with a beautiful expression on her face, but I knew she was also very nervous. She smiled reluctantly, and she was forcing her to smile... I sat on the sofa and lowered her head, but in fact I was looking at Zhou Kai carefully. I wanted to see clearly what he looked like. Being Shanshan's boyfriend, I felt a feeling of jealousy in my heart...

Zhou Kai is actually a good person, much better than me... He is thin, has a quiet face, white and clean, and has a pair of glasses. He looks like a cultural person, a college student... Zhou Kai is very talkative and talks with his elder brother soon. Uncle Yao and Aunt Yao interject from time to time to participate in their topics... It can be seen that Uncle Yao and Aunt Yao are still very satisfied with Zhou Kai. I am not interested in what they say, I just sit there and listen... It turns out that Zhou Kai is Shanshan's colleague, and they work in the customs office together. Zhou Kai works for several years than Shanshan in the morning, and his home is from another place, and he goes to the customs office after graduating from college...

Three... What hat should I use in the house... I took it off, and I saw that your hot face was sweating...

Aunt Yao found that I was wearing a hat and sweating on my face, so she told me with concern.

Oh...I...is not hot...no need...

I was stunned by Aunt Yao's words. I was thinking about the problems in my heart at that time and didn't pay attention to the things around me... When I knew Aunt Yao asked me to take off my hat, I quickly refused... I didn't want to take off my hat, I didn't want them to see my miserable appearance, and I didn't want them to know about me... But I was really sweating, maybe it was really hot, right?

Yes, the room is already very hot, and I still cover it so tightly, how can I not sweat?

……

He... had a scar on his head...sorry to take off his hat...

My elder brother may be happy to see Uncle Yao and Aunt Yao today?

He is so talkative, I want to strangle him a little... Ah... How about fighting? Isn't it okay?

Aunt Yao asked me nervously, and there were also caring expressions on Shanshan and Uncle Yao's faces. Shanshan's expression became even more nervous, and her eyes were full of care... Seeing Shanshan's caring eyes, I felt warm and I felt relieved...

fine……

I quickly explained that I really don't want them to know about this, I don't want them to worry... It's okay... I almost died... He was almost arrested and shot...

My brother is really going to kill me today, and he doesn’t know what’s wrong?

He opened his mouth and said, with a helpless and blameless expression... I was so angry, but there was no way, I could only lower my head and smile bitterly...

Ah…What’s going on… Let me see…

Aunt Yao urged me with a panic expression on her face... Everyone in the room looked at me nervously, everyone's bodies were tense and straightened, I could feel their concern... I took off my hat helplessly, and the scar on my head was obviously exposed to their panicked eyes...

My mind was blank and I sat on the sofa. My elder brother became my spokesperson. He told Shanshan's family about everything, including some things that would be filled with oil and vinegar.

I'm lazy to correct him. I'm very confused now... What's going on?... You said you're really worried... It's going to be a fatal blow, how can your mother live?

After hearing this, Aunt Yao taught me a lesson with a complaint... Everyone started to educate me one by one, and I could only listen. Although I didn't want to listen, there was nothing I could do... Shanshan didn't speak after listening. Her eyes were very complicated, and she was blamed for caring and caring...

Finally it was time to leave, and my mood relaxed a lot... Although Shanshan's boyfriend made me feel awkward and I wanted to talk to Shanshan, I still wanted to leave here early... Aunt Yao and Uncle Yao kept us there for dinner. Fortunately, my elder brother didn't agree this time, so I promised that I would really beat him... I was in the mood to eat here, but I couldn't stand it anymore... I ran away and walked towards the door. The feeling here made me depressed. I greeted him randomly and walked out the door...

After I came out, under the cold wind, I felt relaxed all over... I didn't blame my brother for telling them about me. After all, my brother also cared about me, and he was also disappointed. Besides, I don't care about this matter anymore... I was in a mess, and I kept thinking about Shanshan and her boyfriend in my head. I felt like I was just like a broken heart, and I felt extremely depressed... It seems that Shanshan is still indelible in my heart. Seeing that she has a boyfriend, I was very jealous. I was jealous of the man named Zhou Kai... men seemed to think of me, and they didn't want others to get what they couldn't get... men are all selfish...

I was thinking about Shanshan for two consecutive days. I always felt like I couldn't let go. I always wanted to see her again... Qin Yan didn't call me, and I felt even more irritable, and even felt weak... Luo Fei didn't call me, and Shufen didn't look for me since I left, and I didn't go. I was very conflicted with Shufen, and I was deliberately avoiding her... What made me strange was that Fangfang didn't call me either. I was really strange. Why didn't she look for me?

I felt uncomfortable if she didn't call...

Finally, Luo Fei called at noon on the fourth day of the Chinese New Year... Baby, I miss you so much... When will I come back

I said to Luo Fei in a stingy way, I really hope someone can accompany me, otherwise I will feel like I am abandoned... I miss you too... Are you good... Didn't Sister Qin call?

Luo Fei said in a sweet voice, and he could hear that she was very satisfied with my longing... Sister Qin didn't call me, I was so anxious... When will you come back

I said helplessly

I can only go back to work, my mom is watching it tight... There is no way... I miss you very much, too

Luo Fei said to me sadly...

I told Luo Fei on the phone, and I didn't know how much resentment I was coming, like an angry child... After quitting Luo Fei's phone, I remembered Qin Yan, and I didn't know if she was thinking about me now, what decision she had... He didn't call to inform him, maybe he didn't know where he went crazy, so he would still think of me...

Brother, it's me...

Just as I was lying on the bed bored and thinking, Shanshan suddenly called... Shanshan... Are you in trouble?

My heart beat, and my voice trembled. I asked her... I don't know why Shanshan called. Thinking of Shanshan's beautiful face, I felt very excited...

Brother, I'm going to Zhou Kai's house... I'll leave today. I didn't want to see you again, but why did you appear in front of me again... What do you want me to do?... Do you want to torture me to death?

Shanshan was very excited, and her voice was hoarse... I... I...

I don't know what to say, and I didn't mean to show up...

Does your head still hurt? Why are you fighting with someone? Don’t you know how uncomfortable I feel when I see you?

Shanshan's tone is sad but caring... Sorry, Shanshan, it makes you worried... I'm not a man who can afford to take responsibility, I don't want to hurt you...

I explained distressedly that I was very moved by Shanshan's care, but I felt very uncomfortable...

This time I went to Zhou Kai's house to meet his parents. We are going to get engaged... Don't you want to say anything?

Shanshan said that I had an impulse. I knew she wanted to hear what I tried to keep her, and I also wanted to say something to tell her not to go, but I didn't say it. I knew that I would be responsible for it if I said it, but I couldn't take responsibility... Shanshan forgot me... I wish you happiness...

I said with difficulty, my heart was broken...

You wish me... I'm cruel to you...

Shanshan shouted and dropped the phone. I heard the crying sound... I held the phone in confusion, and I felt like I was about to cry... I knew that I hurt Shanshan, the girl I have cared for since I was a child... She must be very cruel to me, she must be cruel to my ruthlessness... But what kind of friendship can I have there? I know that rejection is my wisest choice now...