My name is Ding Yan, this year I am 30 years old, I am a taxi driver
I usually look like the kind that no one can find in a crowd.
My dad passed away when I was very young. It was my mom who raised our three children with great difficulty.
I have a brother and a sister, and now I have already started a family, and my children are all teenagers.
They are both over ten years older than me, so I haven't suffered much at home either
When I was in school, I was a bad student. Although I was not making trouble in school, I was also a bad boy.
I don't like talking to girls, let alone talking
That kind of introverted child
After graduating from high school, I joined a textile wholesale company with the help of my mother and brothers and sisters.
But as the textile market was in a slump and the business was not good, many people went home
What was the name of suspension of salary and job retention at that time
I'm very envious to see other peers who are in good condition.
After two years of work, I stopped working
At that time, I felt that I could be as good as them or even better
But when I really came to society, I realized that reality was different from what I imagined, and it was difficult to make money.
But I was not discouraged at that time. I worked everywhere and hoped that one day good luck would come
After a few years, I was still the same, and at this time, others either started a family or had their own career.
I'm really jealous when they spend a lot of money
I'm also disheartened
I know I might be like this in my life
It's almost 30, but I have no career or family
Girls are very realistic nowadays. If a man like me, a woman would be willing to marry me if he had a woman.
I have to face the reality, I can't rob the bank, right?
We don't do anything illegal, this is the only rule in my life
For people like me who have no skills and no education, it seems that driving is my way out.
Under the persuasion of my friend, I borrowed money from my mother to learn to drive
When I got the money, I firmly said to my mother, 'I will definitely change you', but after I learned, I caused an accident when I drove the first day after I learned it.
I hit someone else's imported car
In addition to the more than 10,000 yuan spent on the repair of the car, I also compensated them for more than 10,000 yuan in medical expenses and losses.
My mother gave me her life savings with tears in her eyes
I will never forget my mother's expression at that time
Can't drive the car anymore, who dares to use it
At that time, I really wanted to die
I feel very depressed that I can't do anything myself. I either eat or sleep when I stay at home all day
That time was the darkest period of my life
I have a good friend named Zhu Hongyu, who is my brother who I have been playing with since childhood
He is the kind of successful man who has a career and family
I am really grateful to him for not having him. I don’t know what I am doing now?
Maybe still at home?
He helped me in the most difficult time
He asked me to drink and chat with me
He also found another car for me by relying on his connections.
Let me stand up again
As I drove for a long time, my skills became better and better.
I also let go of my uneasy heart
It's really good to drive and I really earn a lot of money. I can earn nearly 2,000 yuan a month, which is very content for me.
It’s better to have friends. When you need them, they will be friends who care about you.
I have never had a girlfriend since I grew up, and I don’t know why. It seems that I will become mute when talking to a woman. Yes, it’s okay with a woman I don’t know, I’ll just say a few words to it.
Tell me to sit there and chat with a woman I don't think I can say anything
I don't even dare to look at her
I have never had women, I have been to the sauna with my friends and have also found a lady
But that's a transaction, I feel at ease
Of course I've been going very little, it's not that I don't want to go, it's because I don't have that much money
I am a normal man, no man doesn't want to sleep with women
I live in the north. The winter in the north is very cold and the wind is strong.
It took a day of snow today, and the road was covered in vain
I drive a taxi night shift. I think I like the night. I watch the street lights flash. The noisy atmosphere of the hotel beside the road brings a couple of men and women who are talking about love. I feel really good.
The wind was very strong and cold outside, and there were no people on the road
When I picked up the car today, the owner didn't ask me to leave, but I felt it was OK, so I decided to leave the car.
It seems that I was wrong and it was almost 9 o'clock and I haven't pulled a few people yet
Yes, who would come out in this kind of weather
I drove slowly and wandered around
I didn't dare to drive too fast since the car accident, I don't want something to happen
There wasn't a single person on the road, I was bored and listened to the songs coming from the radio
Watching the street lights flash behind me quietly
Let's go home? It seems that today is over and it's better to go home and sleep
I thought about it and drove towards home
It's dark and windy
I drove to the house
Suddenly I was in the sense of professionalism. I found that someone seemed to be waving to a car at an intersection.
I turned the car back, someone really called it
I drove the car inside
It was two people, as if one of them was holding the other, it seemed to be a patient
I quickly drove the car to them and got out of the car to help bring people into the car
It turned out that there were two women, one big and one small, one small, one mother and daughter
What's wrong, sister, I'm sick
The older woman is over forty years old and she looks really good
Yes, it was fine when I went to school in the morning. After school, I said my stomach hurt. I was so hurt that I quickly went to the hospital for her but this day happened. I was so anxious.
It can be seen that the woman is very anxious. Maybe it is appendicitis?
Who knows, Master, please be better
OK
The girl lay quietly on her mother, moaning a few times from time to time
Why are you the only one? Where is his father?
I asked casually Oh...Not here
The woman whispered, "Are you so busy?"
I not only complain
The car arrived at the hospital soon, and I helped her take the girl to the emergency room. I wanted to leave, but I stayed when I saw the woman helpless and anxious look.
After the examination, the doctor said it was appendicitis and the woman cried anxiously.
Go and go through the procedures quickly?
The doctor handed me the order
Maybe he treated me as a family with a woman?
Seeing the woman just crying, I had to go through the procedures by myself. Fortunately, the money I earned these days is in my pocket.
After everything was done, I returned to the emergency room. The girl had been sent to the operating room. The woman sat blankly on the chair at the door of the operating room.
I feel sore in my heart
I sat next to her silently. It was really a matter of going home but I encountered this
Just be a good person?
Didn’t you say that good people will be rewarded?
I sat there thinking about my thoughts
The hospital was quiet, the corridor was very cold, and the wind was still so strong outside.
The woman sat holding her head and cried silently
The operation took almost three hours
It was already late at night when the girl was pushed out
How about my daughter, Doctor?
Seeing that his daughter came out, the woman asked quickly
It's okay, the operation is very successful and it's okay to stay for a few days.
Oh, thank you
The girl was arranged in a single room on the fifth floor of the hospitalization office
I helped the woman get everything done
The woman no longer cares about anything else. In her eyes, she only has the daughter on the bed.
Since I was considered to be with her family, I had to do it.
Running up and down, I'm so tired
I wonder if I owe her what I have in my previous life?
When everything was arranged, it was already past four o'clock in the middle of the night. It was so fast
Today I didn't make any money but spent it
Not only do I smile bitterly, but I am not easy to be a good person
The woman sat by the bed, and I walked behind her
Maybe it's because my daughter is stable?
The woman finally discovered my existence
I was so worried, really, I'm so sorry to ask you to be busy
The woman apologized and said, "I'm not tired, I'm not tired." Your daughter is fine,
What can I say now I just want her to exchange the money for me, I'll leave
Look... I don't have that much money on my behalf, I have to wait to get it home, so I'll write you an IOU, right?
No money, no need...
I said
Sit for a while if we hadn't met you today, how could we not know what to do? Thank you
The woman's eyes were full of gratitude
I'm really tired, I sat on the edge of the bed
The girl is already asleep and has a drip on her body, her face is pale
Even so, she looks very pretty girl
I usually look like the kind that no one can find in a crowd.
My dad passed away when I was very young. It was my mom who raised our three children with great difficulty.
I have a brother and a sister, and now I have already started a family, and my children are all teenagers.
They are both over ten years older than me, so I haven't suffered much at home either
When I was in school, I was a bad student. Although I was not making trouble in school, I was also a bad boy.
I don't like talking to girls, let alone talking
That kind of introverted child
After graduating from high school, I joined a textile wholesale company with the help of my mother and brothers and sisters.
But as the textile market was in a slump and the business was not good, many people went home
What was the name of suspension of salary and job retention at that time
I'm very envious to see other peers who are in good condition.
After two years of work, I stopped working
At that time, I felt that I could be as good as them or even better
But when I really came to society, I realized that reality was different from what I imagined, and it was difficult to make money.
But I was not discouraged at that time. I worked everywhere and hoped that one day good luck would come
After a few years, I was still the same, and at this time, others either started a family or had their own career.
I'm really jealous when they spend a lot of money
I'm also disheartened
I know I might be like this in my life
It's almost 30, but I have no career or family
Girls are very realistic nowadays. If a man like me, a woman would be willing to marry me if he had a woman.
I have to face the reality, I can't rob the bank, right?
We don't do anything illegal, this is the only rule in my life
For people like me who have no skills and no education, it seems that driving is my way out.
Under the persuasion of my friend, I borrowed money from my mother to learn to drive
When I got the money, I firmly said to my mother, 'I will definitely change you', but after I learned, I caused an accident when I drove the first day after I learned it.
I hit someone else's imported car
In addition to the more than 10,000 yuan spent on the repair of the car, I also compensated them for more than 10,000 yuan in medical expenses and losses.
My mother gave me her life savings with tears in her eyes
I will never forget my mother's expression at that time
Can't drive the car anymore, who dares to use it
At that time, I really wanted to die
I feel very depressed that I can't do anything myself. I either eat or sleep when I stay at home all day
That time was the darkest period of my life
I have a good friend named Zhu Hongyu, who is my brother who I have been playing with since childhood
He is the kind of successful man who has a career and family
I am really grateful to him for not having him. I don’t know what I am doing now?
Maybe still at home?
He helped me in the most difficult time
He asked me to drink and chat with me
He also found another car for me by relying on his connections.
Let me stand up again
As I drove for a long time, my skills became better and better.
I also let go of my uneasy heart
It's really good to drive and I really earn a lot of money. I can earn nearly 2,000 yuan a month, which is very content for me.
It’s better to have friends. When you need them, they will be friends who care about you.
I have never had a girlfriend since I grew up, and I don’t know why. It seems that I will become mute when talking to a woman. Yes, it’s okay with a woman I don’t know, I’ll just say a few words to it.
Tell me to sit there and chat with a woman I don't think I can say anything
I don't even dare to look at her
I have never had women, I have been to the sauna with my friends and have also found a lady
But that's a transaction, I feel at ease
Of course I've been going very little, it's not that I don't want to go, it's because I don't have that much money
I am a normal man, no man doesn't want to sleep with women
I live in the north. The winter in the north is very cold and the wind is strong.
It took a day of snow today, and the road was covered in vain
I drive a taxi night shift. I think I like the night. I watch the street lights flash. The noisy atmosphere of the hotel beside the road brings a couple of men and women who are talking about love. I feel really good.
The wind was very strong and cold outside, and there were no people on the road
When I picked up the car today, the owner didn't ask me to leave, but I felt it was OK, so I decided to leave the car.
It seems that I was wrong and it was almost 9 o'clock and I haven't pulled a few people yet
Yes, who would come out in this kind of weather
I drove slowly and wandered around
I didn't dare to drive too fast since the car accident, I don't want something to happen
There wasn't a single person on the road, I was bored and listened to the songs coming from the radio
Watching the street lights flash behind me quietly
Let's go home? It seems that today is over and it's better to go home and sleep
I thought about it and drove towards home
It's dark and windy
I drove to the house
Suddenly I was in the sense of professionalism. I found that someone seemed to be waving to a car at an intersection.
I turned the car back, someone really called it
I drove the car inside
It was two people, as if one of them was holding the other, it seemed to be a patient
I quickly drove the car to them and got out of the car to help bring people into the car
It turned out that there were two women, one big and one small, one small, one mother and daughter
What's wrong, sister, I'm sick
The older woman is over forty years old and she looks really good
Yes, it was fine when I went to school in the morning. After school, I said my stomach hurt. I was so hurt that I quickly went to the hospital for her but this day happened. I was so anxious.
It can be seen that the woman is very anxious. Maybe it is appendicitis?
Who knows, Master, please be better
OK
The girl lay quietly on her mother, moaning a few times from time to time
Why are you the only one? Where is his father?
I asked casually Oh...Not here
The woman whispered, "Are you so busy?"
I not only complain
The car arrived at the hospital soon, and I helped her take the girl to the emergency room. I wanted to leave, but I stayed when I saw the woman helpless and anxious look.
After the examination, the doctor said it was appendicitis and the woman cried anxiously.
Go and go through the procedures quickly?
The doctor handed me the order
Maybe he treated me as a family with a woman?
Seeing the woman just crying, I had to go through the procedures by myself. Fortunately, the money I earned these days is in my pocket.
After everything was done, I returned to the emergency room. The girl had been sent to the operating room. The woman sat blankly on the chair at the door of the operating room.
I feel sore in my heart
I sat next to her silently. It was really a matter of going home but I encountered this
Just be a good person?
Didn’t you say that good people will be rewarded?
I sat there thinking about my thoughts
The hospital was quiet, the corridor was very cold, and the wind was still so strong outside.
The woman sat holding her head and cried silently
The operation took almost three hours
It was already late at night when the girl was pushed out
How about my daughter, Doctor?
Seeing that his daughter came out, the woman asked quickly
It's okay, the operation is very successful and it's okay to stay for a few days.
Oh, thank you
The girl was arranged in a single room on the fifth floor of the hospitalization office
I helped the woman get everything done
The woman no longer cares about anything else. In her eyes, she only has the daughter on the bed.
Since I was considered to be with her family, I had to do it.
Running up and down, I'm so tired
I wonder if I owe her what I have in my previous life?
When everything was arranged, it was already past four o'clock in the middle of the night. It was so fast
Today I didn't make any money but spent it
Not only do I smile bitterly, but I am not easy to be a good person
The woman sat by the bed, and I walked behind her
Maybe it's because my daughter is stable?
The woman finally discovered my existence
I was so worried, really, I'm so sorry to ask you to be busy
The woman apologized and said, "I'm not tired, I'm not tired." Your daughter is fine,
What can I say now I just want her to exchange the money for me, I'll leave
Look... I don't have that much money on my behalf, I have to wait to get it home, so I'll write you an IOU, right?
No money, no need...
I said
Sit for a while if we hadn't met you today, how could we not know what to do? Thank you
The woman's eyes were full of gratitude
I'm really tired, I sat on the edge of the bed
The girl is already asleep and has a drip on her body, her face is pale
Even so, she looks very pretty girl