Chapter 122

Depressed, I came to Li Zhi's sauna alone... Brother Ding... Mr. Li is not here... You...

The waiter at the sauna is already very familiar with me. I greeted me warmly as soon as I entered... It's okay, I just take a shower...

I greeted them with a wry smile... I was in the mood to chat with them, and I didn't want to find anything Li Zhi... I was soaked in the bathtub, feeling the taste of water temperature soaking, and felt much more comfortable...

Maybe it was the waiter called. When I came out of the bath, Li Zhi and Big Cat were standing in front of me... Big Cat seemed to be in a bad mood, with a dull expression on his face... Also, the kitten was caught in, and the Big Cat was under a lot of pressure to go home, probably even greater than me... We looked at each other with helplessness and bitter smiles on our faces...

We drank a lot of wine together, and we were very depressed and needed to vent... Only when we were drunk can we feel happy and comfortable, and we all needed to relieve our worries... Since there were basically no customers in the sauna during the New Year, the three of us were drinking wine in the private room... I don't know when Li Zhi left. There were only two big cats and I in the private room. We said a lot, but I can't remember it anymore. Who knows what we were talking about in a daze?

...In the end, we fell on the sofa in the private room together and fell asleep...

When I woke up the next day, I smiled bitterly with the big cat... Big cat... When can I see the kitten?

I leaned lazy on the sofa and asked the sleepy big cat with a look of ease.

Don't know, it's soon...

The big cat answered vaguely, and he smiled bitterly... I sat for a while and left. The depression in my heart had eased a lot. Although it was still empty, I no longer thought that I was so uncomfortable yesterday...

I was walking on the road, I didn't know where I should go, I wanted to go home, but my home felt depressed, and I started wandering on the road alone... I used to be the most disgusted shopping, but today I actually wandered on the road for a long time... I had no place to go, originally I wanted to go to Shufen's house, but because of the incident that night, I felt embarrassed about seeing Shufen. I felt a little regretful in my heart... I walked in a daze, and when I was tired, I found a store to sit and rest, and then walked...

I don't know when, maybe it was noon, a phone ringing sound woke me up from my chaotic thoughts... Hello... that person

I answered the phone lazyly. It was me... Yingying... Happy New Year...

Yingying's cheerful voice came into my ears, and my spirit immediately became excited...

It's Yingying...How are you? How are your mother?

I asked in a hurry, and I was extremely excited

Haha... You're so anxious... I don't think I'm... We're all good...

Yingying smiled happily

I thought about it...Why didn't Yingying call me? When will you come back?

I asked anxiously...

My mother doesn't let her fight...I'm still hitting her secretly...

Yingying explained in a delicate voice, her voice was helpless

Ah…Why don’t you let me hit…Your mom…

I felt a stuttering in my heart, I was afraid to hear the news that Qin Yan refused

Haha... It's okay... We'll go back tomorrow... I'll notify you, it depends on yourself.

Yingying said with a smile...

I understand... Thank you Yingying... I'll pick you up

I am so grateful to Yingying, but I have said a lot of good things for you...

Yingying asked for help and said, I know...but what is your mother's attitude?

I really want to know what Qin Yan's attitude is like

I can't tell...but I feel much better than when I first came, and I saw her sometimes dazed alone... My mother didn't tell me what she did to you, and I didn't dare to ask... I think it doesn't matter, right?... Every time I ask you in front of her, she doesn't say anything to refuse... Always smiling...

Yingying answered me, it seemed that Qin Yan did not reveal any opinions about me to her...

Is your mom next to her? I want to talk to her...

I thought about it and said to Yingying, I really want to have a good talk with Qin Yan.

My mother is not here, how dare I call her...

Yingying shouted

Oh...your mother won't let you call? It seems she didn't forgive me...

I said distressedly, no, right? My mom may be...I don't know either?

Yingying answered helplessly... Okay... I'll leave it, don't forget to pick us up... I support you, you will definitely have a chance.

Yingying encouraged me, and then quit the phone... Do I have a chance?

I held the phone and was confused...

I don’t want to make any mistakes before Qin Yan comes back. There is no safety at home there, so I’d better stay at home honestly, right?

I tried hard to make myself forget all the troubles, and I only thought about Qin Yan, and thought about her like her... On the day Qin Yan and Yingying came back, I arrived at the station early, and I was waiting for their appearance...

I finally waited for Qin Yan. I saw her and Yingying walking outward. I waved my hands and greeted them excitedly... Qin Yan also saw me, her face was confused, she didn't expect me to come to pick them up... But she finally guessed what was going on. She looked at Yingying beside her with a helpless smile, Yingying sticking out her tongue and making a face, and smiled embarrassedly...

Sister Qin, I'm back...

I took the package from Qin Yan and said excitedly

Well... Thank you for picking us up. I didn't expect there was a little spy next to me...

Qin Yan smiled and patted Yingying's head. It seemed that she had no unhappy expression.

Haha... Yingying is very obedient...

My mood also relaxed, and I looked at Yingying gratefully... Yingying ran out of the station with a smile, turning back to make naughty faces at us...

We didn't have much conversation along the way, we just got to know each other's situation... Qin Yan is still so elegant and generous, I can't see anything wrong, she is still so gentle, with a smile on her face... My heart has really let go a lot, I feel like I have hope again, things are not as bad as I thought...

After returning home, Qin Yan and Yingying were busy packing up the things they brought back. I wanted to show it, but Qin Yan smiled and told me not to help... I had to sit on the sofa and watch the mother and daughter busy... I was relieved that I had returned to this room. I had never been here since Qin Yan left, and I felt so good to sit here...

Yingying, can you go back to the house to play? My uncle and I have something to say...

Seeing that the things were packed, Qin Yan said to Yingying, Oh... I understand...

Yingying agreed to walk into the room and turned around and grimaced at me... Qin Yan's words made me feel relaxed and nervous again. I knew Qin Yan was going to tell me something important... I sat on the sofa with a nervous mood, and I watched Qin Yan slowly sitting opposite me...

Xiao Ding... I thought about it for a long time, and we can't continue like this...

Qin Yan said to me with a serious face, Sister Qin...I...

I heard that Qin Yan was going to break up with me, and I said anxiously

Xiao Ding... Can you listen to me?

Qin Yan stopped me... I had to nod and agree. Although I was very anxious, I still sat there quietly and listened to her...

I know you like me... I like you too... Although we have different ways of thinking, we have the other person in our hearts... I admit that during the days I have left you, I have always been thinking about you... There is always your shadow in my mind... I know that I can't live without you...

Qin Yan said softly...

But we can't do this, right?... You said you were going to marry me, and I have considered it these days. To be honest, I am very happy that you said that, which means you care about me very much... But we can't... I have said a long time ago that our relationship cannot be made public, and I don't want to make it public... I would rather be your lover than others know about us...

Qin Yan said tears flowed down his face...

No, Sister Qin... I love you, I don't want to leave you... I'm telling the truth... I don't care what others say, I just need you to promise me and not leave me...

I looked at Qin Yan's tears, and listened to Qin Yan's sincere words, and I was very moved. Qin Yan was all imagining everything for me...

I know...but I can't...don't force me, okay?

Qin Yan cried in pain, and said to me in a pleading tone... No... I want to be with you

I rushed up impulsively and hugged her body, holding her tightly in my arms... Qin Yan fell weakly in my arms, crying softly...

I will not leave you, and you will not lose me... As long as you want, I will always be by your side... This is still your home, but we cannot live together like before... You can make your own girlfriend, I won't blame you... I will only bless you... I can't delay you... We can be the best friends...

After a while, Qin Yan finally calmed down and she said to me calmly...

Don't you still want to break up with me?...You want to kick me out of here, right?

I was extremely sad and angry. Qin Yan had already said it very clearly. In the future, we are just friends and no longer lovers... She wants to break up with me, she wants to break up with me... I feel very uncomfortable, I feel that it is the end of the world... I am very excited, I roar and grab Qin Yan's arm tightly...

Xiao Ding...Can you wake up?...You hurt me...

Qin Yan was scratched and hurt by me, and she shouted loudly... Sorry... Sister Qin, shouldn't do this?... I will definitely change my bad habits in the future and give me another chance...

My mind was awakened by Qin Yan's shouting, and I begged Qin Yan... Tears shed on my face...

Listen to me... Xiao Ding... My decision does not mean that I don't like you... I still like you in my heart, but I don't have confidence in myself... We are too old... I dare not imagine what outsiders will think of us... Just promise me?... We are still good friends...

Qin Yan still insists on his own point of view... I don't agree... I care what others think... As long as you are willing... Do you have another man...

I was very excited, my brain was in chaos...

Why do you say that... Am I that kind of person?

Qin Yan was angry at my words, and she said to me with a gloomy face... Then why? I don't want this...

I hugged my head in pain... I was very confused. Although I had some mental preparations for breaking up with Qin Yanhui and me, I still couldn't really face all this...

If you really love me, listen to me... OK? This is still your home, you can still come... Yingying likes you very much... She doesn't want you to leave here either...

Qin Yan looked at my dazed expression and said to me softly, her hands rubbing the scar on my head... Her movements were so gentle and considerate, full of love...

Sister Qin... Since Yingying doesn't want me to leave... Why do you want to break up with me?

I looked at her in pain, and I begged her... I said, I don't want us to continue like this... I feel burdened...

Qin Yan had a helpless expression on her face. She looked at me resentfully, her eyes full of pity...

Is there really no room for anything?... Can't I give me another chance?

I'm making the final effort

I've decided...If you don't agree, then we'll have to break it up in one fell swoop

Qin Yan's firm tone had no room for ease... We sat there silently, my heart was thinking fiercely...

OK...I agree...but you said this is still my home, right? I can still pick you up and drop you off? ...I smiled bitterly, I don't want to be in a hurry anymore, I really force Qin Yan to get angry, then I really have no chance... Anyway, I can still see her, and I will still have a chance in the future...

Yes...just agree... Then let's talk about the second thing...

Qin Yan heard my agreement and a smile appeared on his face. She said to me with a smile on her face, holding my hand and gently pinching it... What's the second thing...what else?

I asked her strangely...I really don't know what else she wants to say?

Since you agreed to my request, you have to find a girlfriend yourself... Don't delay your own affairs...

Qin Yan said with a sarcastic smile

What?...you...no, I said, I will not marry any other woman except you in this life...

I shook my head in distress, I had to let her know that her status in my heart was unsubstituted...

Alas... well... I won't force you anymore...

Qin Yan saw my firm expression on his face and gave up his opinion helplessly... It was already like this, and I had no choice but to think about it. I knew that Qin Yan really made up his mind to break up with me... But as she said, our relationship does not mean breaking up just by breaking up. After all, we have lived for more than a year...