Chapter 34 The First Day of Autism

When Ze walked in, I pretended to close my eyes. He sat beside me and covered me with a quilt.

Since I want to sleep, just have a good sleep. Although it is in a dream, I still have to rest. If he says, I have the desire to open it.

Then listen to me... He gently stroked my hair, almost making me feel no weight. Xiao Ai, baby... no more... His low voice, my tears passed through my temples, my nose was so sore that I could hardly breathe.

I've seen you, today's situation is very bad... You can only rely on an oxygen pump to live because when it comes, the blood loss is too serious

My hands were holding onto the sheets. I didn't expect that I would lose severe blood. I could imagine when I was sent to the hospital and how long it took them to discover it later.

I didn't hit them, I hope you won't blame me... They looked like corpses, and I no longer need to hit them

Corpse?

What does that mean?

I opened my eyes and looked at the top of my head

They ignored one of them and said nothing, just sat beside you, you got an IV, and he also got an IV, and the person lost a lot of weight and worked hard, spending all day at work, not eating, drinking or sleeping, and tormenting yourself, saying, "If you live like this, why do I have to beat them?"

Some water vapor has emerged from his eyes

I know, one is Ryan, the other is Bry... are they guilty of me? Or are they sorry for the baby in my belly?

Sorry, it was because of me... that I involved you and your child. He simply lay down beside me and hugged me in his arms.

The first time I saw you was when your father took me to your house. You sat on the swing and waited patiently for your father to come home. At that time, your parents were still so loving and happy. I felt like you were like an angel. I fell in love with you and I kept waiting for you to grow up... It was not until your first madness that I entered your dream openly. Isn’t it bad to seduce you?

He kissed my eyelids, and the originally sour feeling disappeared halfway

In your dream, we spent 4 years together. I know your daily routine and sleep on time every day. I just need to come in and play with you while you are sleeping. Buley knew about me and you. Once, when I was rolling in my dream, he put an instrument beside me, which interfered with the brain waves. Of course, I couldn't go back to my body, so I had to live in your mind. I hope you won't mind.

I shook my head. Actually, the boring life in those years was because I was silly again, so I wouldn't be so bored.

Every day, I make me happy with different ways and give me inspiration for creation...

I've really been happy...

You said you were going to the United States, and I wanted to leave. I wanted to hug you, kiss you, and love you in reality... But, I didn't expect that Bry would be close to you at that time.

His throat became a little dry

Buley has been very lonely since childhood... because his mother married me and my father, but that was the matter of the previous generation, so I don't want to say much. I have loved him since I was a child and accommodated him in everything. Because I am his brother, even if he is not related by blood, he is my younger brother as an elder brother, and he has loved him since he was a child... I just didn't expect that he had a different view of me.

I pulled my sleeves and told him not to mind

He just like me, devoted everything, but what he got was what he least wanted to get

Feelings, giving, but getting hatred and disgust...

I'm fine, I just implicated you and caused you so much grievance, and I can't be by your side. You... Knowing my identity, the organization, I won't let me come out the time in France. I escaped privately, but I was warned that I wanted to leave the organization, but... I can't escape... I looked at his eyes that flashed a little, how disappointed I was

Will I...become a burden to you? Your organization is so strict, you are with me in your dream like this...will you be in danger?

No, why are you a burden? You are the baby I feel most distressed about, how can you be a burden? You have never been a burden in the future and will never be

When I was a child, my father and mom didn't talk, and I also knew that I became a burden to them.

They each have their own families, I am the extra one

When I grew up, they never asked about all the things that happened in the United States...

Even if I fell into the beautiful trap woven by Bry and Ryan, they didn't come to save me...

I should have been desperate

That's good... I don't know, I'm still a burden now...

I don't believe that his organization will let him act like this...

But I was greedy for the warmth he hugged me, so I let me pretend for a few more days...

Don't you go and see those two... children? They childishly use two different methods to tell you that they were wrong and they really like you... I don't want to hear anything, put my head in the quilt and pretend that I didn't hear anything

They won't like me, they have never liked me...