Chapter 33 The collapsed world

When I woke up, I was already in the room. The familiar decoration was the ridiculous new room between me and Brit

If it weren't for the pain of my pussy and my anus, I would have thought I was dreaming

if……

How great it is to be a dream...

I was lying on the bed, and I didn't want to move too much, and it hurts violently every time I moved.

Tears inexplicably invaded me again. When did I become so crying...

I didn’t cry the day my father and mom divorced, and I didn’t cry the day my father and mom got married separately...

Why did I cry today...

It's the kind of tears in despair...

I'm already desperate about the world...If everything that happened just now is true...

In my head, I can’t think of any support to survive, dad and mom?

I'm afraid that if I'm kept in the dark, I can't beat Buley

It's better to let them care about their family, and not to do everything possible to accommodate me

Dad's son...

Already 7 years old...

Mom's daughter should be 5 years old too...

In this way, I will not be too sad if I leave...

The housekeeper is what I worry about the most now. She is so simple. If she learns that I have passed away, she will definitely cry very hard.

Fortunately, the butler's news was not high, so I would never return to China if I was in the United States.

Will this be better...

Yes, I'm the one I'll think about next

I blamed him for appearing in my dreams and disrupting my life

Why is everything caused by him

Why, I didn't take me away that day...

Bry...

The tenderness of the honeymoon and the sweet words on Loch Venice were like glass, broken...

I was once happy, with a husband who loves me and a child I love...

But, all this is false...

Ryan... What I remembered was the heat he looked at me through the photography lens when he first saw him... It was an appreciation... I once thought so, but the answer was a conspiracy...

Finally, can I keep my...child? I can't bear to leave him in this dirty world, baby, go with my mother...

I held up and endured the severe pain in my lower body. It was extremely painful when I got out of bed and stood. Those two men asked me for it many times...

Touch into the bathroom...

The smooth tiles, I didn't notice, my feet were unstable, I fell to the ground, my butt seemed to be cracked...

I thought for a moment that I just wanted to die of pain

Unfortunately, this idea is not practical

From the drawer, I took out the blade that Bourie usually used to shave her beard and aimed at her wrist

I looked at me in front of the mirror. When did I become so embarrassed...

When did I become so haggard when I lived in the ivory tower since I was a child?

After just one night, I became less like myself...

Who are you? Why are you standing in front of me? The person in front of me is definitely not me... Who are you?

I slapped the person in the mirror... Looking at her crazy expression, her godless eyes, her pale face, her disheveled hair, like a female ghost...

It's not me, that's not me. The blade in my hand is aimed at my wrist. When I was about to cut it down, my stomach started to hurt. It's because my legs couldn't support my weight, so I fell to the ground...

Is it the child? Is it the baby going to abandon me?

Baby... Who can save my baby... Baby, mother is still in the world, don't leave, mother is afraid that you will leave early, mother can't find you... Baby... Who can save him...

Bry... Ryan... My voice echoed in the bathroom, but the sound was too light. I couldn't let go of my throat and didn't dare to move. I was afraid that once I moved, the chance of the baby living would be even smaller...

Bry... I cried, Ryan... I will forgive you only save my baby... I will forgive you... I will forgive you...

Bry...Bry...Ryan... Come in...

Come in and save my baby...

I don't want my baby to die, I don't want to...

Why do I get out of bed, why am I preparing to commit suicide, why...

Why……

I don't even have the courage to survive...

Why am I still alive...

I gave up calling for help and lay on the ground. I tried hard to hold up my body, picked up the blade that fell on the ground, aimed it at my wrist, and stroked it hard...

Why do I have to be so responsible for such a simple thing? I will die together, wouldn’t it be fine? In this way, my baby and I are freed...

Ai, what's wrong with you? Why are all blood...Brie!Brie! I was confused. I saw a person, and his body seemed to float in the air, but I was not comforted, and my body was shaking...

You can hold on! Eve, hold on! Otherwise, I won’t let you go if you are a ghost!

Ai...Life, don't you hear...

Baby, what's wrong with you? Why did you appear here? Is Buli not good to you? I saw Ze appearing in front of me, and a full of sorrow suddenly burst out...

Why, you didn't take me away? Why...you handed me over to that bastard? I beat my chest, why, I will see you again...

It was your heart who guided you to me and said that if he treats you badly, you know how to find me, I will take you away! Embrace me, my heart gradually calmed down...

I'll sleep well... When I wake up, it'll be clear after rain... The gentle voice made me drowsy. I closed my eyes with peace of mind... I hope I can see it at first sight...