Chapter 35

I secretly returned to my room, my cheeks were burning all the way, I don't know if it was because of the pain and shame.

I looked in the mirror and found that Sister Jing was thrusting so hard. Not only did she leave fingerprints, but her cheeks were slightly swollen.

I was really angry. Although my behavior was abominable and I should slap her, wouldn't it be too cruel?

I still remember her sympathetic tone, who? So cruel

Unexpectedly, she was even more ruthless when she pulled someone. How could I meet someone?

The old traces have not yet left, and new injuries have been added. How to explain them to others?

I know I can't go out today, otherwise it will definitely attract many curious inquiries

I asked the nanny to bring the meal in. After dinner, I fell asleep in a nap. I woke up and recalled what happened today. I couldn't help but feel angry and funny. I first molested the nanny and then teased Sister Jing. I'm so pretty much a pervert

Woman, I have been thinking about women in the past two days, just like Ah Q back then. Today's things may be the result of women thinking too much.

Thinking of this, I think of Sister Jing, and her blushing look, it was so tempting. Besides, the feeling of the breasts I held in my hand was still there. I was alone in the room. When I thought of these, I stood up hard below.

Suddenly, my heart moved. I understood why Sister Jing was so cruel to slap me. This little girl must have had a love affair. I didn't expect that she would have such a strong reaction under my kiss and touch. She always thought that I was just a handsome silly boy, and only knew to eat women's breasts like a silly child, so she indulged me, but she didn't expect that I would kiss her like a man and touch her, and actually ignited her suppressed lust. In order to restrain her lust, she slapped me hard in the face. At this moment, I knew that this slap was not only for me, but also for herself.

Thinking about this, my dissatisfaction with her naturally disappeared, and I was secretly happy. Since this little girl is so easy to get teased, the relationship between us may happen sooner or later

However, as the saying goes, far water cannot quench near thirst. At this moment, I feel that the problem is already very serious. My desire is indeed very strong. I can't wait. If I solve it earlier, I don't know when it will be a mess.

Think about it, too

Jia Baoyu was the first to try Yunyu at the age of twelve or thirteen. I was already fifteen or sixteen. I still had a lustful soul in my fifties. There were so many beauties who wanted to push them and just make fun of me. If I didn't be anxious, that would be strange.

But who should I go to? The nanny is the most convenient. It is close to you and it is hidden. They are actually happy in their hearts, so it is okay to use it to vent.

But doing this means surrendering to the idiot. This is the most important battle between me and the idiot. I am not willing to lose this battle anyway. Therefore, unless I am desperate, I will never do so. Now, or in other words, I think I will never be desperate.

Where is Sister Jing?

It is not impossible if I have the opportunity to get along alone, but Sister Jing is obviously a virgin. To be honest, I don’t want to find a virgin to avoid trouble, such as pregnancy, and I can’t show that I understand, that’s too outrageous.

But if you pretend not to understand, pregnancy and miscarriage will follow one after another. It will be a big deal for this little thing.

In addition, there is another problem for a virgin, that is, she may stick to you from now on. A woman’s first effort often has the idea of ​​entrusting her for life. If you let her down, you are a kind person. I am not a kind person and I don’t want to hurt women, so I prefer to get along with mature women.

I really miss Yinggu very much. I really want to call her, but when I think of Yuegu Lingu, I gave up the idea again. After all, she is an idiot's dear aunt, and that is incest. If she seduces me that day, I will follow the flow and do things. Yuegu Lingu knows the truth and will never blame me. After all, I am an ignorant idiot. Ah

Ha ha

But now I take the initiative to look for her. Yue Gu Lin Gu knew that she would not forgive me. They might think that I could rape her (they would definitely use this word) Ying Gu would rape them.

I really don't want them to think of me so

Sister Cute is very good. From the words of Yuegu Lingu, we can know that Sister Cute is definitely not a virgin, and is even a veteran. Maybe she doesn't care about accompanying her cute and handsome younger brother who is about to hold power. Let's go on a romance.

I think she should, at least she won't slap me in the face and reject me. As long as I'm thick-skinned and stick to her, I should be able to achieve my goal.

But she doesn't come to Ah, I can't help but sigh

These days, I imagined having sex with a woman, and the beauty at home took turns to appear in my mind. Yinggu Cute sister and sister Jing are the main object, and sometimes even fantasize about having sex with Yinggu and her daughter at the same time. But when I think of Yuegulin, Guwan and Sister Ai Mei, I couldn't imagine the scene of having sex with them.

Yuegu Lingu, especially Lingu, are all women that middle-aged men dream of. They have the charm of mature women and are not lacking in the charm of young women. They are the most seductive years of women, but I dare not blaspheme them in my imagination. If I were the original me, it would be impossible.

I thought of Sister Wan again, this beautiful sister I love and fear. Since the last massage incident, Sister Wan intentionally alienated me, making me not know what to do

A week ago, she said she wanted to live with her parents and brother for a while and moved back

Since that day, I called her every day and heard that her family was going to travel abroad. I also begged her to take me with me, but she vaguely refused. Three days ago, no one answered the phone at her house and her cell phone was not on. I think she was going out to play.

She has a younger brother, of course she doesn't care about my cousin, I can only sigh

At this moment, I remembered Sister Wan again, the beautiful and beautiful Sister Wan. If Sister Wan could give me it-I know I was thinking about it, but it was too tempting. I relaxed myself and immersed myself in my random thoughts and enjoyed the moment of joy that Qi Sini wanted. Although I dare not think as explicit as I was when I molested the nanny in the morning, it still gave me great satisfaction and happiness.

As for Ai Mei and the Xin Mei whom I just met, they are all extremely beautiful and charming girls, but they are still far from being sexy. For me who is full of desire, it is not attractive at the moment. Although I know in my heart that if you want to talk about true love, these two girls are the ones.

Sometimes I wonder, is the reason why my respect for beauty or the awe of idiots in my heart?

Looking back on my fifty years of life, I have left such a little favor to art, I have already scoffed at everything else, and have never had any taboos to appreciate beauties and enjoy them in my imagination; but now I am facing the living people, I dare not blaspheme them in my imagination

Even if the idiots have awe of them, they will not have any impact on me. However, judging from the current situation, the impact my body has on me may be far beyond my estimate. I still don’t know if it was me who occupied the idiot’s body or the idiot who occupied my soul.

I came to the idiot and thought I was just borrowing the idiot's body. If it weren't for me, or not just me, I would have to think about my lifestyle again, not only from my perspective, but also from the idiot's perspective.

For example, I have long known that there are too many women, which can only make people happy, but not make people happy. There is only one woman who makes people happy.

But I felt that the only woman who made me happy was Wan Yao. When she left, she took away my happiness. All I could get from a woman was happiness, and happiness always makes me more and more good

But if you think from the perspective of an idiot, idiots have never had a woman. They don’t know the beauty of a woman’s body, and they don’t know how intoxicating women’s feelings are. If I don’t believe in love, but only treat women as the source of happiness and drink this glass of wine for the sake of women, will it deprive the idiot of possible love?

In fact, it also deprived me of myself of the possibility of regaining happiness?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh deeply, because I knew that although I might be happy again, I didn't have the patience to wait.

Happiness needs to be waited, but only a sincere heart can wait. Waiting for the happiness of the illusory mirage may come or it may be just the happiness of the illusory mirage. A middle-aged man, a middle-aged man who has experienced most of the world and has become mediocre, even if he is not overwhelmed by the weather, has seen too much about the world and knowing that time is just like a flash of time. How can you give up the happiness of reality and pursue the happiness that is unattainable?

And what kind of happiness is that? My mind is like a mature woman in Yinggu, Cute sister's young and energetic body, and Sister Jing's astringent and eager mood. I couldn't help but stand up with my head held high.

In order to calm down the desire in my heart, I thought about Lin Gu and Sister Wan again. I thought, if I want one of them, would I be satisfied?

Although I really want to give the exact answer, I can't, because I know, I'm just obsessed with them, fearing them, and not really loving them, at least not the kind of desire for the only love

And they just love me. Even if this kind of love evolves into love between men and women in a specific environment, it will only be an inappropriate love and will not have a good result, especially for them

As for Ai Mei, or Xin Xin, they always appear at the same time now. I vaguely feel that I may have the only love for them, and more perhaps Xin Xin, because in China, there is no marriage between cousins, which limits the development of the relationship between Ai Mei at the starting point.

Where is Xinxin?

What a cute girl, I couldn't help but shudder. Thinking of the hurt she had suffered, I think she might have difficulty believing in men. If you want to love her, you must give her special care. A little carelessness, for example, an impulse kiss may ruin everything. It will be very tiring to date such a girl.

Maybe when she grows up, she grows big enough?

But at that time, what kind of man will I become? Maybe I have seen countless people, and I will never be loved or loved.

But maybe by then I will be tired of physical happiness and long for innocent emotions, and Xinxin has grown up. Will she like me, a man who has had many women?

Maybe, women don't seem to care about this, but whether you really love her

But Xinxin has had a man, would I still love her like I loved Wan Yao back then?

I dare not answer

After all, I am also a Chinese man. I always hope to fall in love with myself and be in love with my virginity.

Most Chinese men think so, and they always wish to do so. When they meet their virgins, they are always willing to untie their clothes for themselves.

A ridiculous Chinese man