The phone just rang, as usual, I ignored it
I was still lying lazily on the bed. I just woke up from my long sleep. My body and mind were in a place that looked like a dream but not a dream. This is my favorite state, just like drinking until I was slightly drunk, and I was half awake. Everything seemed so beautiful!
But the phone sound was so annoying. It rang unyieldingly. Every few minutes, I had to get out of bed. I was a little annoyed and wanted to turn off my phone. I glanced at the call, a completely unfamiliar local number. I don’t know which parent is right?
Just as I was about to turn it off, I was a little surprised. No parent has ever been so unyielding to dial. Could it be that a student in the class had any major accident?
The conscience of the teacher for many years made me press the answer button
Hello, who one?
A faint sob came from the phone, obviously the girl's voice, it seemed a little familiar, and I thought of a girl in the class for no reason, and my heart sank.
Asked softly, Who are you? Tell the teacher, the teacher will help you
It's me...
My heart was filled with a grief and beautiful female voice. Although it was only two words, I felt that it was indeed her, Chen Yuyan
The most beautiful female student in my class and one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen in my teaching career for more than 20 years.
For more than two years, every time I see her, my heart ached and my heart couldn't suppress my tenderness.
That was my eternal dream, but now it is an eternal dream for me.
I dare not look at her too much. I know that my eyes reveal the true feelings in my heart. She is a sensitive girl, but her eyes are so beautiful...
Now she is crying on the other end of the phone!
It's you, Chen Yuyan, right?...
For more than two years, we have rarely had a conversation. She is an extremely introverted and well-behaved girl and doesn't have to worry about the teacher at all, although I really want to worry about her.
But at this moment, I knew that something must have happened to her. I couldn't help but feel a little happy, accompanied by a hint of guilt.
It's me...
The short two words seemed to be full of sadness, which made my inner secret joy disappear immediately, my heart suddenly sink and a severe pain. My intuition told me that someone must have bullied her.
Chen Yuyan, tell the teacher, if something happens, you know, the teacher will definitely help you...
Teacher, can you come?
Where?Home?
I have been to her house several times, and every time I have to go to her house to complete the home visit task, I must go to her house.
Her family looks very luxurious, and her parents' words also reveal their love for her, especially her father. The love makes me feel full of jealousy and pain in my heart.
I often dream of being her father. As I think about it, I will shudder because I can't help but think of her extremely beautiful body. At this time, I will be glad that I am not her father, otherwise I will definitely be a beast father who is scolded by thousands of people.
No...I'm in a hotel...
Sure enough, something happened! I was so anxious. Which hotel? The teacher came over immediately and must wait for the teacher!
New Donghua…1018…
It was a luxurious hotel not far from the school, I know there
The teacher comes here immediately--wait for me!
While I was hurrying to put on my clothes, I was still comforting her on the phone. I was filled with fear, afraid that she would change her mind and do something stupid before I arrived. I knew that she looked extremely gentle on the outside but was strong and determined on the inside.
I heard from the teacher, Yu Yan, for some reason, I actually saved my surname. My name is always called full name. You have always been a good child. You know, the teacher likes you very much... No matter what happens to you, the teacher will definitely help you... Are you listening?
Listening...
Well, don’t die. The teacher will come here now. You may not find a place. I will ask you, okay?
OK……
Is this one on Zihua Road?
Yes……
The teacher will arrive at the hotel soon. Don't worry, no matter what, the teacher will help you solve it. I have been taking you for more than two years. You have always helped the teacher to do things, and the teacher has never had the chance to thank you.
I want to keep the topic as far as possible, relax and distract her from
But what I'm telling the truth is that I work in a private school, and the boss is stingy and gives you nothing except salary. The class publishing newspaper always wants you to be beautiful, but don't give you materials.
I had to ask my students to take the things I made from the color, and Chen Yuyan always took them back silently. In the past two years, I'm afraid she has spent a lot of boxes of color ink.
teacher……
The teacher is kidding, even if you did nothing, the teacher will help you... I went to the street and was blocking a taxi... You know, every teacher likes you, everyone likes you, so no matter what trouble you have, it will pass... The teacher took the taxi...
OK, goodbye, I wanted to continue chatting with her until I arrived, but she suddenly turned off her phone
I was sitting in the taxi and suddenly felt an ominous premonition
Not to Yuyan, but to himself
After being a teacher for more than 20 years, I have always had sexual fantasies about beautiful female students. From the initial hiding sexual fantasy with guilt, to the later naked and unscrupulous sexual fantasy. During this period, I had many moral thinking and inner struggles until I convinced myself that all this was just sexual fantasy. Just as every man had sexual fantasy, it was just that other people's sexual fantasy often targeted female stars.
My sexual fantasy object is my student, which is indeed contrary to social morality. However, if this is just a sexual fantasy, it doesn't mean it is contrary to morality.
I once saw a couplet, and I like it very much. Filial piety is the first priority for all virtues, seeking the heart but not for traces, seeking the poor family without filial sons; lust is the first priority for all evil, seeking the heart but not for traces, seeking the heart but no good people in the world
Yes, I believe that at least 99% of male teachers have had sexual fantasies about female students, but speaking, at least 99% of male teachers will deny it and scold me in a state of despicable condition until I commit suicide and apologize.
I don't think they are hypocritical. On the contrary, I believe that it is not hypocrisy. It is just that some moral concepts in society are deeply rooted in people's hearts, so that we dare not violate them in our hearts (strangely, we have no moral scruples about making money, and can do anything, and no one will really blame you, as long as you succeed), and people will unconsciously hide unmoral thoughts in their hearts. If this idea is too strong and suppressed too hard, it will become a hidden danger of mental disorder. I have always been interested in Freud's psychology in psychology.
I have the habit of self-analysis, so I cannot hide my sexual fantasy about female students. After analyzing too much, I will gradually feel relieved. I believe that as long as I don’t put this fantasy into action, it doesn’t matter whether it’s moral or immoral. I never think I am a gentleman, and I never feel frustrated by this.
But I have never been a hypocrite, not even a trace of it, but I am often proud of it
But today, I became anxious. I vaguely felt that my psychological balance over the past 20 years would be broken by today's accident. I now feel that no matter what I can get, this psychological balance is not worth the loss, but I can definitely control myself?
I'm not sure
The most dangerous thing about sexual fantasy about female students is that as a fantasy, sometimes there is only a layer of paper between reality. It is not like our sexual fantasy about female celebrities, it is across the Himalayas.
I warned myself that no matter what I face, the psychological balance established over the past few decades is my most precious wealth, so I felt a little at ease in my heart.
The taxi arrived at the entrance of the hotel. I walked in, walked over on the soft red carpet, stood at the elevator entrance, waiting for the elevator to come down, my heart jumped up wildly
The elevator carried me to the tenth floor. Following the dim corridor and silently walking, I came to room 1018.
Standing at the door, my heart almost jumped out of my chest. I felt ashamed. I was like a young man in my first love, unable to control my violent heartbeat!
I did not raise my hand to knock on the door, but stood quietly and took a deep breath. I had practiced for a while when Qigong was popular all over the world, but I never joined in the fun with others, but practiced alone alone. At this moment, I stood quietly at the door. Looking back on the situation when I practiced Qigong, my mood seemed to be a little calmer.
I secretly made up my mind to myself, no matter what happened to her, no matter what she asked me to help her, I would help her like a real good teacher, never do anything to take advantage of others' danger, and never do anything wrong!
I finally knocked on the door lightly, and there was no reply inside. I felt a little nervous. Did something happen?
I increased my strength to knock on the door, and at the same time I focused on listening to the movement inside, feeling that my own ears were extremely sensitive at this moment
I heard a slight movement inside, but I didn't come to open the door
I'm nervous again
Finally, I heard the footsteps and she came over, but she did not open the door, but stood at the door, as if he was hesitating. Her hesitation made my heart that had just calmed down jump again, jumping even harder than before, making me breathless
I originally wanted to speak, and told her that it was the teacher at the door, and I really wanted to emphasize the word "teacher", but her hesitation made me have a strange association, my heartbeat so hard that I couldn't speak.
I finally heard a soft sound again. It was the sound of the buckle on the door opening, but the door did not open. I heard the footsteps and walked back again
I gently turned the handle, opened the door, and saw a back, wearing a white nightgown, flashed and disappeared into the house
What a beautiful back!
Her long, soft and black hair spread out behind her white nightgown, her graceful waist, and her bare feet...
Even though it was only a moment, my heart couldn't help but jump up wildly again. I had almost no courage to step in, stood at the door, took a few deep breaths, and then went in gently and uneasyly
I was still lying lazily on the bed. I just woke up from my long sleep. My body and mind were in a place that looked like a dream but not a dream. This is my favorite state, just like drinking until I was slightly drunk, and I was half awake. Everything seemed so beautiful!
But the phone sound was so annoying. It rang unyieldingly. Every few minutes, I had to get out of bed. I was a little annoyed and wanted to turn off my phone. I glanced at the call, a completely unfamiliar local number. I don’t know which parent is right?
Just as I was about to turn it off, I was a little surprised. No parent has ever been so unyielding to dial. Could it be that a student in the class had any major accident?
The conscience of the teacher for many years made me press the answer button
Hello, who one?
A faint sob came from the phone, obviously the girl's voice, it seemed a little familiar, and I thought of a girl in the class for no reason, and my heart sank.
Asked softly, Who are you? Tell the teacher, the teacher will help you
It's me...
My heart was filled with a grief and beautiful female voice. Although it was only two words, I felt that it was indeed her, Chen Yuyan
The most beautiful female student in my class and one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen in my teaching career for more than 20 years.
For more than two years, every time I see her, my heart ached and my heart couldn't suppress my tenderness.
That was my eternal dream, but now it is an eternal dream for me.
I dare not look at her too much. I know that my eyes reveal the true feelings in my heart. She is a sensitive girl, but her eyes are so beautiful...
Now she is crying on the other end of the phone!
It's you, Chen Yuyan, right?...
For more than two years, we have rarely had a conversation. She is an extremely introverted and well-behaved girl and doesn't have to worry about the teacher at all, although I really want to worry about her.
But at this moment, I knew that something must have happened to her. I couldn't help but feel a little happy, accompanied by a hint of guilt.
It's me...
The short two words seemed to be full of sadness, which made my inner secret joy disappear immediately, my heart suddenly sink and a severe pain. My intuition told me that someone must have bullied her.
Chen Yuyan, tell the teacher, if something happens, you know, the teacher will definitely help you...
Teacher, can you come?
Where?Home?
I have been to her house several times, and every time I have to go to her house to complete the home visit task, I must go to her house.
Her family looks very luxurious, and her parents' words also reveal their love for her, especially her father. The love makes me feel full of jealousy and pain in my heart.
I often dream of being her father. As I think about it, I will shudder because I can't help but think of her extremely beautiful body. At this time, I will be glad that I am not her father, otherwise I will definitely be a beast father who is scolded by thousands of people.
No...I'm in a hotel...
Sure enough, something happened! I was so anxious. Which hotel? The teacher came over immediately and must wait for the teacher!
New Donghua…1018…
It was a luxurious hotel not far from the school, I know there
The teacher comes here immediately--wait for me!
While I was hurrying to put on my clothes, I was still comforting her on the phone. I was filled with fear, afraid that she would change her mind and do something stupid before I arrived. I knew that she looked extremely gentle on the outside but was strong and determined on the inside.
I heard from the teacher, Yu Yan, for some reason, I actually saved my surname. My name is always called full name. You have always been a good child. You know, the teacher likes you very much... No matter what happens to you, the teacher will definitely help you... Are you listening?
Listening...
Well, don’t die. The teacher will come here now. You may not find a place. I will ask you, okay?
OK……
Is this one on Zihua Road?
Yes……
The teacher will arrive at the hotel soon. Don't worry, no matter what, the teacher will help you solve it. I have been taking you for more than two years. You have always helped the teacher to do things, and the teacher has never had the chance to thank you.
I want to keep the topic as far as possible, relax and distract her from
But what I'm telling the truth is that I work in a private school, and the boss is stingy and gives you nothing except salary. The class publishing newspaper always wants you to be beautiful, but don't give you materials.
I had to ask my students to take the things I made from the color, and Chen Yuyan always took them back silently. In the past two years, I'm afraid she has spent a lot of boxes of color ink.
teacher……
The teacher is kidding, even if you did nothing, the teacher will help you... I went to the street and was blocking a taxi... You know, every teacher likes you, everyone likes you, so no matter what trouble you have, it will pass... The teacher took the taxi...
OK, goodbye, I wanted to continue chatting with her until I arrived, but she suddenly turned off her phone
I was sitting in the taxi and suddenly felt an ominous premonition
Not to Yuyan, but to himself
After being a teacher for more than 20 years, I have always had sexual fantasies about beautiful female students. From the initial hiding sexual fantasy with guilt, to the later naked and unscrupulous sexual fantasy. During this period, I had many moral thinking and inner struggles until I convinced myself that all this was just sexual fantasy. Just as every man had sexual fantasy, it was just that other people's sexual fantasy often targeted female stars.
My sexual fantasy object is my student, which is indeed contrary to social morality. However, if this is just a sexual fantasy, it doesn't mean it is contrary to morality.
I once saw a couplet, and I like it very much. Filial piety is the first priority for all virtues, seeking the heart but not for traces, seeking the poor family without filial sons; lust is the first priority for all evil, seeking the heart but not for traces, seeking the heart but no good people in the world
Yes, I believe that at least 99% of male teachers have had sexual fantasies about female students, but speaking, at least 99% of male teachers will deny it and scold me in a state of despicable condition until I commit suicide and apologize.
I don't think they are hypocritical. On the contrary, I believe that it is not hypocrisy. It is just that some moral concepts in society are deeply rooted in people's hearts, so that we dare not violate them in our hearts (strangely, we have no moral scruples about making money, and can do anything, and no one will really blame you, as long as you succeed), and people will unconsciously hide unmoral thoughts in their hearts. If this idea is too strong and suppressed too hard, it will become a hidden danger of mental disorder. I have always been interested in Freud's psychology in psychology.
I have the habit of self-analysis, so I cannot hide my sexual fantasy about female students. After analyzing too much, I will gradually feel relieved. I believe that as long as I don’t put this fantasy into action, it doesn’t matter whether it’s moral or immoral. I never think I am a gentleman, and I never feel frustrated by this.
But I have never been a hypocrite, not even a trace of it, but I am often proud of it
But today, I became anxious. I vaguely felt that my psychological balance over the past 20 years would be broken by today's accident. I now feel that no matter what I can get, this psychological balance is not worth the loss, but I can definitely control myself?
I'm not sure
The most dangerous thing about sexual fantasy about female students is that as a fantasy, sometimes there is only a layer of paper between reality. It is not like our sexual fantasy about female celebrities, it is across the Himalayas.
I warned myself that no matter what I face, the psychological balance established over the past few decades is my most precious wealth, so I felt a little at ease in my heart.
The taxi arrived at the entrance of the hotel. I walked in, walked over on the soft red carpet, stood at the elevator entrance, waiting for the elevator to come down, my heart jumped up wildly
The elevator carried me to the tenth floor. Following the dim corridor and silently walking, I came to room 1018.
Standing at the door, my heart almost jumped out of my chest. I felt ashamed. I was like a young man in my first love, unable to control my violent heartbeat!
I did not raise my hand to knock on the door, but stood quietly and took a deep breath. I had practiced for a while when Qigong was popular all over the world, but I never joined in the fun with others, but practiced alone alone. At this moment, I stood quietly at the door. Looking back on the situation when I practiced Qigong, my mood seemed to be a little calmer.
I secretly made up my mind to myself, no matter what happened to her, no matter what she asked me to help her, I would help her like a real good teacher, never do anything to take advantage of others' danger, and never do anything wrong!
I finally knocked on the door lightly, and there was no reply inside. I felt a little nervous. Did something happen?
I increased my strength to knock on the door, and at the same time I focused on listening to the movement inside, feeling that my own ears were extremely sensitive at this moment
I heard a slight movement inside, but I didn't come to open the door
I'm nervous again
Finally, I heard the footsteps and she came over, but she did not open the door, but stood at the door, as if he was hesitating. Her hesitation made my heart that had just calmed down jump again, jumping even harder than before, making me breathless
I originally wanted to speak, and told her that it was the teacher at the door, and I really wanted to emphasize the word "teacher", but her hesitation made me have a strange association, my heartbeat so hard that I couldn't speak.
I finally heard a soft sound again. It was the sound of the buckle on the door opening, but the door did not open. I heard the footsteps and walked back again
I gently turned the handle, opened the door, and saw a back, wearing a white nightgown, flashed and disappeared into the house
What a beautiful back!
Her long, soft and black hair spread out behind her white nightgown, her graceful waist, and her bare feet...
Even though it was only a moment, my heart couldn't help but jump up wildly again. I had almost no courage to step in, stood at the door, took a few deep breaths, and then went in gently and uneasyly
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