Chapter 19 I just want to feel the beauty of a blank space

When you have insomnia, you can only wait silently for dawn

My hands were scrambling in the darkness, and I caught the tapes on the bed, more tapes, I will remember those tapes that I touched in the middle of the night, those tapes that recorded the singing voices

I could only lie there alone. Wu Jingya might be sleeping soundly. In another house less than three streets apart, Wu Jingya, are you asleep?

The wind brought the news that you miss me, is the wind lying?

I think it's almost dawn. I've been lying on this bed for too long and the landlord has started to cough.

It's almost dawn

Just then my cell phone rang, I caught it, and I heard Wu Jingya say to me softly, Xiao Chui, I want to hear your story

I was waiting at the entrance of the alley. The sky to the east was already red, and the sun was about to come out.

I heard the barking of a puppy in the yard not far away. The door was opened by Wu Jingya. She changed into her travel shoes and dressed in tight floral clothes.

I have seen her clothes thrown on the bed. None of them are monochrome, all of them are flowers. The flowery clothes that are unclearly described in words are worn on Wu Jingya. The beautiful appearance is also indescribable in words.

She looked up and saw me. She stood there for a moment and walked towards me with a smile.

She had just finished washing up, and there was still water on her sideburns, and the hair was stuck to her white face

Her beautiful face that made me tremble for life

She didn't say anything, she kept smiling at me

I took her hand and left. I could take her to any place. I must realize that she is mine.

She fell in love with me and fell in love with me

Her little hand is in my hand, warm and moist little hand

Therefore, I understand the meaning of happiness in life and love

Didn't she ask me if I was far away?

Didn't ask where I live

She can follow me all the time, follow the road of this street, walk out of the city, walk out of the desolate fields, and walk into the sky

She leaned against me, her hand pressed against my legs, and I simply pulled my hand off and hugged her soft waist

I hugged her waist for the first time

What you look up and see is something you have never seen before. Your life is experiencing the first time every minute and every second. You must not ignore it, and you cannot forget it easily.

The restaurant selling breakfast has started to open, and there are more and more tourists. We walked by, and no one asked to eat anything. We were not hungry. We were going to turn into the intersection of Tieniu Street and walk to the only house on the second floor of the yard No. 22.

The house that can turn the recorder to the maximum volume and no one knocks on the door to stop it.

The leaves of trees will grow a little longer when they blink. Spring will never end, and they will grow to the largest. Just like a child grows to the highest point, starting to develop and aging locally, starting to experience summer and autumn, irresistible, you all have to walk into the winter when the snow is flying and no one is wandering around.

When I opened the door, Wu Jingya stood behind me

I know she is standing behind me, she doesn't make any noise, so I'm quiet

Just in the position where lead often sits, Wu Jingya sat down

I sat on the chair in front of the table and looked at her

She told me, I haven't slept all night

Her voice was so low that it could be heard

I didn't ask why, I know

She said, you are so clean, what about your book

I said, the book is in the box under the bed and is about to leave

She said, I have seen you countless times in school, but you haven't seen me

She said, if you rarely walk around in school, then every time you walk around in school, I will be watching you

I heard the birds on the tree outside the window screaming desperately, as if all the birds in a city gathered on the tree

That small but lush tree hides all the birds in this city, calling for my love with Wu Jingya

I asked her why?

She said, I suddenly decided to stop you, I am afraid that one day I will never see you again

Silence, we look at each other

She said, I long forever

I said, I will tell you the story of my second childhood disaster.

She put her hands on both sides of her body, held the bed and said with a smile, OK

That year, I was in the third grade of elementary school and took the first composition class.

My Chinese teacher is Shao Guolun. He is very cruel and beats students like a bandit.

He asked the disobedient male students to walk onto the podium where he was standing. That time, two male students were about the same size as him. On one side, he stood in the middle and stretched out his left and right hands to lift their ears, lifting the two male students up, and he also raised his heels.

My deskmate and I smiled happily, listening to the other classmates laughing happily,

Then Teacher Shao rushed them out of the classroom and started teaching us composition classes.

Teacher Shao looked around us seriously and said, "Who is laughing?"

All 36 students in a class were quiet and looked at Teacher Shao’s upright and cold face seriously.

Teacher Shao picked up chalk and wrote the title of the first composition class on the blackboard: "I admire..."

Teacher Shao turned around and put his hand on the table in the middle of the podium and said, fill in the ellipsis at your own expense, you can write anyone, but you can only write one person, and you have to write out why you admire them. Okay, the number of words is between 300 and 500 words, and hand in your homework before get out of class.

My first essay title is "I worship the butcher". Most of my classmates' essay titles: "I worship grandpa", "I worship grandma", "I worship dad", "I worship mom" Some students flattered and simply wrote the title as "I worship teacher Shao". In my essay, there was a butcher who was very thin and lived in front of our house. He kicked a fat and big pig down and tied the pig's hooves with a rope. He solved the life of the pig with one knife.

He also gave pig blood to the poor for free, and he would give it a discount if he bought meat.

In the composition, I sighed and said, I admire him too much. He is a thin butcher who has killed countless fat pigs. He looks so casual and skillful when holding the knife. His posture of killing pigs is so awesome. He also taught me a pig-killing class, which is something I can't learn from books.

He hopes that when I grow up, I will be like him, be a butcher, and specialize in killing pigs

The end of my composition probably wrote that I admire him very much and learned his bravery, but I don’t want to be a butcher. I want to use his bravery to kill pigs to do something big for the country. It’s boring to kill pigs every day.

I handed over this composition. A ragged classmate knew that I wrote a butcher and laughed so hard that he leaned back and forth. He said to me, just wait for Teacher Shao to mention your ears, you write a butcher!

After school at noon, Xiong Gongbing and I walked together. He was already in the fifth grade at that time. He was quite sensitive to composition. When he listened to my composition topic and composition content, he told me that the teacher would not mention your ears, but would only praise you. This is an excellent composition.

It was summer and it was so hot. Xiong Yingbing said, go to Dongkeng to take a shower

I said, I don't know how to water

Xiong Gongbing said, it's okay, I'll catch you if you drown

I told him, you must count your words

He said,

So I went to Dongkeng with Yingbing to take a shower

The pit was dug out when a wealthy villager opened a kiln factory to burn bricks. Many kiln factory workers dug out the soil day and night, so the pit became bigger and bigger, with water. In summer, you can jump in and take a shower.

When Xiong Yingbing and I walked there, we saw that most of the friends in the village were taking a bath there. Those who could do water would swim in deep water. Those who could not do water could only slap in shallow water next to the side

Engineer Xiong and I jumped into the water, and he said to me, I will protect you, can we play the game of chasing ducks in the water?

The game of chasing ducks is like this. There can only be one duck. Others chase you in the water. Whoever catches you will replace you as a duck. In other words, the duck is the protagonist. Everyone wants to be, so they chase you desperately. In order to be a duck that is being watched for a while, you run desperately, but you can only run in the water and cannot run to the shore.

I was very lucky that the first duck chose me. This was because of the majesty of Xiong Engineer. He originally wanted to choose himself, but he was embarrassed in front of me. He told his friends around him that the first duck would be the one, Fang Xiaochui.

Everyone agreed. I ran happily in the water. The water blocked me and made me unable to run. There were too many people in the shallow water, so I ran to the deep water. I felt that there were heads behind me, shouting and chasing me, the duck

The first time I fell into the deep water area and drank three sips of water, I was pulled up by the Bear Engineer

He told me, this is spring water, cool, sweet, quenching thirst, it's delicious

I said it tastes good

I continued to be like a duck being chased by someone. When I fell in again, the bear engineer swam over and pulled me, but my legs seemed to be whirlpooled and he couldn't pull it. Seeing that he was pulled down by me, he opened his mouth to bite my hand. I let go of it when I hurt. I drank more and more water, and my eyes turned yellow, and then I knew nothing.

When I woke up, I was lying head down on a man. Many people hit me wildly with their broken shoes. My back felt as painful as the fire broke out. I felt wronged and wanted to cry, but I didn't cry. It seemed that there was a sip of water in my throat.

One person said loudly, carry it home, it's hard

I was so scared that I cried when I heard him say this, and sprayed it out with a sip of water.

Many people shouted happily, "He is alive, Fang Xiaochui is alive!"

The man put me down, I ran to find my shorts, and I covered my hands below. I was already a third-grade student, and I knew I was shy.

Many people laughed. My mother laughed the most ugly. She not only laughed but also cried. You can imagine how ugly that crying and laughing expression would be.

I was afraid that she beat me. She opposed me taking a shower. My pants were in her hand. She said to me, I won’t hit you this time, come and put them on

I put on my shorts and saw my little brother squatting on the side and crying so hard that his eyes turned red. His expression was as ugly as that of his mother, and he was also crying and laughing.

In this way, I saved my life and I never dared to go into the water to take a shower again

I was talked about by people for a long time, and they all said that I am lucky.

The Bear Engineer won’t call me a duck anymore, I call me a duck, I just don’t dare to go into the water.

I have a fever and haven't gone to class for several days. I have to take medicine and get injections, and I have to wear clothes every day.

My essay caused 500 elementary school students in the school. Teacher Shao recommended it to each class and chose a representative to read it aloud.

Since then, every essay of mine has received enthusiastic attention and will be posted on the podium by Teacher Shao.

I heard that a class came out later, and I admired it...

This composition title was written by the students. Almost half of the students in a class used my composition title "I worship the butcher" to make their teachers feel embarrassed.

Teacher Shao became even more proud

OK, the story is over

Wu Jingya blinked twice, and she said with some dissatisfaction that your story is not as detailed as the previous story.

I didn't say anything

She said, No, you have to add, you haven't said who saved you yet?

I said, it is our enemy who is looking for his son everywhere in our village.

She asked, why did he save you?

I said, he thought it was his son who fell into the water. When he rescued me and saw that it was not his son but me, he really wanted to throw me down again, but my little brother had already rushed over and picked me up.

She asked again, did you really not go into the water again?

I said, three years later, I couldn't help it anymore, so I jumped down. I swam to the other side like a real duck, and then swam back from the other side. I could swim all of a sudden, and later became an expert

Wu Jingya thought for a while and said with a smile, were you still afraid of being flooded at that time?

I said, I don't want to talk anymore

She asked, why?

I said, I just want to see you

Wu Jingya's face turned red, she said, if you like it, look good

At that time, the sun's light poured into the small house at No. 22 Tieniu Street. Wu Jingya no longer looked around, and she began to look at me seriously.

I'll remember those wonderful moments

I stood up, stretched out my arms and said to her, come on

She also stood up and said with a wicked smile, come on, come on

I jumped to her side in one step. Before I hugged her, my lips covered her lips. She hugged me tightly and responded to me. My lips moved away and fell into her neck. I heard her moan open her mouth and scream softly.

I looked up at her and said, I love you

The corners of her mouth were squirming and it took her a long time to say, how long?

I said, for a lifetime

She threw herself into my arms again, and after we kissed excitedly for a while, I stopped and asked her, where are you?

She said, what Ah

I said, do you love me?

She said, love

I said, you'll say it all in full

She looked at me like a dream and said, I love you

I said, how long?

She said,