As soon as I put down my phone, I smelled a fragrance coming from behind, and then a pain coming from my ears
Bad boy, peek at your mother changing clothes, you are not afraid of needle-eye Ah, I see you are itchy. My mother was standing behind me at some point, wearing a white T-shirt and black jeans, her wet hair was wrapped in a towel, and her hands grabbed my ears with a strong look, looking angry
I felt pain and hurriedly reached out and grabbed my mother's wrist, and then explained repeatedly: It hurts, mom, I'm wrong, don't pull it. I just came back. I thought you were not at home and saw your door open, so I took a look. Who knew you were changing clothes? Ah
After listening to my explanation, my mother tried harder: What do you mean is, are you peeking at your mother changing clothes, or are you wrong?
I tried hard to break free from my mother's hands, then covered my ears and replied: I don't mean that, who knows that you are changing clothes, and finally went home, but I didn't eat it, my ears swelled first.
My mother gave me a reluctance and then pinched my cheek and said: No next time, I quickly agreed
My mother didn't continue to get entangled, and turned around and went back to the room to blow her hair.
After blowing her hair, my mother tied her hair a ponytail, but there was still a long strand of hair scattered on her eyebrows, making her look lazy and slightly charming.
While opening the refrigerator, my mother said to me: You guy, you don’t tell me in advance when you come back, I haven’t bought much vegetables these days, otherwise you can go to the community door to buy some cooked food?
I was too lazy to go for another trip, and replied without hesitation: Mom, don't be so troublesome, let's just go out for a meal
My mother probably doesn't want to open the pot and cook anymore, so she shuts the refrigerator: I know you, a lazy person, will definitely not go downstairs if you don't want to. Forget it, I haven't gone out for a long time to eat with you. I'll change my clothes and let's go.
I looked back at my mother in confusion, and was about to ask her why she wanted to change her clothes again?
But I found that my mother didn't seem to be wearing underwear
Under the thin T-shirt, two plump and soft flesh trembled slightly as my mother walked
I didn't dare to look again, turned my head and said calmly: Then go, I'll go to the bathroom and leave, and then I went into the bathroom by myself
After going to the bathroom, my mother had already changed into a white turtleneck sweater and washed jeans.
I casually glanced at my mother's breasts, but fortunately my mother had put on her underwear.
After going downstairs, I went to the underground parking lot to drive
My mother is standing at the exit of the underground parking lot waiting for me
I opened the car door and got into the driver's seat
But suddenly I found something cold and hard that hurt my butt
I reached into the seat and fumbled for a while.
In the gap between the backrest and the seat cushion, I found a silver-white Zipp lighter
As far as I know, my mother has no habit of smoking
Even after my father ran away, during those hard and bitter days, my mother was under tremendous pressure from all sides.
I've never noticed that there was a slight smell of tobacco on her body, either
A cold touch came from my fingertips, but I felt that what I was holding was a red soldering iron
There are only two regular customers on this BYD F3, mother and son, but I seem to have guessed who the owner of this lighter is.
My anxiety is getting worse and stronger at this time
I thought about it and threw the lighter into the storage cabinet in the car, giving up the idea of directly questioning my mother.
I don't know very well when Gao Zhongxiong and his mother met each other
But what makes me feel most uncomfortable is not when they start
But, my mother never mentioned this to me from beginning to end
If it weren't for the restroom of the funeral home that day, I overheard the conversation between my mother and Aunt Li
I don't know when I will be kept in the dark
Before I could think about it, my phone rang
It was my mother's phone call, probably to urge me
Why is it so slow? It takes so long to get out of the car. My mother sat in the passenger seat and didn't forget to complain to me.
There are a lot of cars, I am afraid of scratching and bumping, so I fell a little slower. I just let it go
My mother didn't say anything else, just looked at her phone and typing and said to me: Go to Aunt Zhang's place to eat, I haven't eaten her pickled fish for a long time
Aunt Zhang is a friend of her mother. She opened a restaurant in an alley near Wanda Plaza. Although the area is not large, the business is still booming. Pickled fish is Aunt Zhang's signature dish. Almost every diner who goes there will order one.
When I was in high school, I would go there to have dinner with my mother or a few of my good sisters, but after I went to college, I didn’t seem to have been there a few times.
First, I study in another place and don’t spend much time at home every year; second, I think this Aunt Zhang is a matchmaker between my father and mother. Although my mother has not said it clearly, from the words I heard about my mother chatting with Aunt Zhang, my father and mother seemed to be introduced by Aunt Zhang.
After they divorced, my mother would occasionally go to Aunt Zhang’s shop to eat, but the number of times was getting less and less
After my mother got in the car, she didn't say much
Just lowered my head and looked at my phone, I glanced at it
It seems that they are talking on WeChat with Aunt Li, but they don't seem to have a very pleasant chat.
Although my mother had no expression on her face, she faintly revealed a hint of irritability between her eyebrows.
A few minutes later, my mother even locked the screen of her phone in a very impatient way and stuffed it into her pocket.
Mom, what's the matter? I don't think you are very happy? I'm a little worried about my mother
It's nothing, you can drive attentively, wait until after dinner, go shopping with your mother, and buy you two clothes
My mother smiled at me and told me not to worry
I don't know if I'm too sensitive or some intuition
I guess it was Aunt Li's words about Gao Zhongxiong that made her mother feel disgusted
But I don't know what to say. I actually want to ask my mother about her and Gao Zhongxiong, but I don't know how to speak, so I just nodded silently.
Don’t be impatient, mom knows you don’t like shopping, but mom will be back to work in the bureau tomorrow. I guess there will be no free time in the future. Can you go shopping with your mom today?
My mother mistakenly regarded my silence as if I was unwilling to accompany her to go shopping
I smiled and said to my mother: Mom, I really don’t like shopping, but it depends on who I went shopping with and accompanied my mother. I am happy to go shopping for how long I have to go shopping.
Mother gently pinched my thigh: Stinky brat, smooth-mouthed
I just hope there will be no other man to go shopping with you in the future. I whispered to myself.
Hum? What did you say? My mother didn't hear me clearly. It's okay, I praised my mother for being beautiful and beautiful. I replied casually
My mother gave me a blank look and wanted to reach out to do something, but realized that I had pulled my hand back after driving.
I secretly thanked that I had escaped, otherwise I would have been ravaged by my mother again.
Aunt Zhang’s restaurant is in a small alley. Although it is an alley, there are people coming and going, and the restaurant business is quite prosperous.
But there is also a disadvantage, that is, if you want to drive in, parking and reversing will be very troublesome.
In order to avoid bumps and bumps, I simply parked my car at the entrance of the alley and got off and walked with my mother.
As soon as I arrived at the restaurant, I heard a warm call from the counter: Xiaohui! Oh, this is Jiajia. I haven't seen her for a long time. A middle-aged woman with a rich figure, round face and big eyes in her 50s walked from the counter toward us mother and son.
Although I haven't seen each other for a long time, Aunt Zhang is still as cheerful and generous as before, and is approachable.
She always likes to dye her hair red and then perm it very curly
Although she is fat, her movements are quite flexible and her voice is loud. She can always hear her hearty laughter from time to time
When talking to her, I was always very casual, and I was completely free from the restraint when talking to my elders.
Aunt Zhang's enthusiasm and generousness also made her mother cheerful
After I made some polite words with Aunt Zhang, my mother started talking to Aunt Zhang one by one, one by one, one by one, and one by one.
Through the restaurant lobby, we led our mother and son to a small private room next to the kitchen. It was said that it was a small private room, but it was actually the place where Aunt Zhang entertained her relatives and friends.
My mother and I just sat down when we saw Aunt Zhang standing at the kitchen door and shouting: Yaoyao, your Aunt Liu Hui and Xiao Jia are here, hurry up and get a pickled fish, then get a few lion heads, and a spicy chicken or something.
A promise came from the kitchen: I understand, mom, don’t just chat, come and help me with time.
Aunt Zhang frowned and muttered: This girl, I need help with anything, while preparing to put on an apron.
At this moment, my mother suddenly kicked me quietly and then turned her eyes at me.
I know, but I don't want to go, trying to pretend to be stupid
However, when I saw my mother reaching out to my waist, I immediately gave up the idea of pretending to be stupid
I got up and took Aunt Zhang's apron and tied it around my waist: Oh, Aunt Zhang, you and my mother have not seen each other for a long time. I'll go to the kitchen to help Sister Yaoyao.
Before Aunt Zhang could speak, I walked into the kitchen by myself
A thin woman in the kitchen is about 1.7 meters tall, and she is busy packing the ingredients she cut from the chopping board.
The short black hair is tied together casually, and a few strands of black hair are scattered by the ears
The black T-shirt makes the woman's snow-white skin more obvious. I don't know if it's the steam emitted from the pot or the sweat on the woman's body.
Under the warm yellow light in the kitchen, different sizes condense on the exposed skin of women
The tight-fitting washing jeans made her hips look tight and plump, and her legs look straight and slender
The woman focused on handling the ingredients on hand, and did not look back at me
I slowly approached, and before I could open my mouth, I heard a cold sound: You treat the garlic in the green basin, then turn on the exhaust fan, and the switch is on the left side of the door.
I picked up the green basin placed on the stove and started peeling off the garlic one by one: Sister Yaoyao, long time no see
Xu Xingyao didn't answer the conversation, but was still dealing with the pile of ingredients on her noodles in an orderly manner.
I knew Xu Xingyao when I was very young. She is eight years older than me.
She didn't look like this when she was a child. We had a good relationship. She was cheerful and lively and took good care of me.
But for some reason, since she went to high school, our relationship has inexplicably worsened.
She began to deliberately alienate me, but when she arrived, she simply turned a blind eye to me
When I was a child, my father and mother often came to Aunt Zhang, and I basically followed her.
But since she began to alienate me, I was reluctant to come back
I always feel that she has a feeling of disgust between hatred and hatred towards me.
She is now working as a nurse in a hospital's pediatrics. She seemed to be married last year, but I have never seen her husband and have never heard Aunt Zhang mention it to me.
Think about it carefully, she and I haven't seen each other for several years
Her silence made me feel a little embarrassed. For a moment, I didn't know what to say, so I could only turn on the exhaust fan, then sit down and lower my head and silently peel the garlic in my hand.
Where are you working now? Xu Xingyao suddenly asked me
Working as a repair consultant in an auto repair shop on the outskirts of the city. My answer is not very confident, because I always feel that the repair consultant is indeed not a particularly good job.
Xu Xingyao turned her head and glanced at me. Her eyes were very special. Her eyelashes were very long, her eye sockets were deep, her eyes were narrow and slender, and her eyes were slightly upturned.
When she half-closed her eyes, you can't see her emotions
Don't you like writing things? Why did you run to the auto repair shop? She turned her head and asked me without any emotion while cutting the sauerkraut on the table.
Due to life, my mother always thought that I could not make money by writing things. It just so happened that one of my father's comrades had an auto repair shop, so she introduced me. Anyway, I rarely meet, so I was too lazy to talk to her about any other way.
Are you busy with work? I heard from my mother that you seem to have moved out and live by yourself. Xu Xingyao is still holding her back to me and mixing the eggs in the bowl
Fortunately, it's not busy. The main reason is that the auto repair shop is a bit far away and it's not very convenient to go home, so I just moved out. I don't understand very well, why did she suddenly ask me about moving out and living there.
That... Oh, I advise you to move back. Xu Xingyao slowly stopped the work in her hand and said thoughtfully.
I couldn't help but laugh: Sister Yaoyao, why did you suddenly care about me?
Xu Xingyao did not turn her back to me anymore, turned around and put down the bowl in her hand. Her slender and narrow eyes stared at me: I don't care about you, I just worry about your mother
My mother? What's wrong with my mother? Could it be that something happened to my mother? I couldn't help but feel a little worried.
Xu Xingyao poured the eggs into the boiling soup in the pot, then covered the lid, took a rag on the table and wiped his hands, and then said carelessly: Actually, this matter should have been your mother’s personal matter. I am an outsider and a junior, so I shouldn’t have spoken randomly, but I really feel something is wrong...
Oh, Sister Yaoyao, just say it straight, don't go around, there is no one else there, I'm a little anxious, I can't help but interrupt Xu Xingyao
Your mother brought a man to our place for dinner some time ago. Well... I see that man, it seems that it is not just your mother's friend. Xu Xingyao was a little displeased with me when I interrupted her.
My heart skipped a beat, and Gao Zhongxiong's face suddenly appeared in my mind again
Actually, it wasn't it because your mother brought it. The man came with a fat woman, but the fat woman sat for a while and left. I knew that she wanted to introduce the man to your mother. Xu Xingyao pulled a chair and continued to say after sitting down.
Is that man quite tall, wearing glasses, and his facial features look three-dimensional? I put down the vegetable basket in my hand and looked at Xu Xingyao and said
What? Do you know him? Xu Xingyao was a little surprised
It's not considered a recognition, it's just that I know this person. I hesitated to tell Xu Xingyao about Gao Zhongxiu completely
To be honest, for the forty-year-old, the man was pretty good at maintaining his body, tall enough, not gaining weight, and not having a bald face, and he looked gentle and kind.
Listening to Xu Xingyao's praise of Gao Zhong, I felt a little disgusted, although what she said was indeed correct.
But, I always feel that his purpose of approaching your mother is not so simple. I don't know if your mother has noticed it, but I noticed it. When he looks at your mother, sometimes he will reveal a very vulgar desire. Although it may be because I think too much, his eyes are very annoying, just like the look you looked at my legs from behind when you just came in. As he said that, Xu Xingyao gave me a cold look.
I was a little embarrassed. I did look at her legs secretly when I first entered the door. I thought she didn't notice it, but I didn't expect that she already knew it.
But what makes you different from him is that you are a real villain and a hypocrite. After saying that, Xu Xingyao sneered for no reason.
I don't know why you have such a big opinion on me, but it's nothing wrong for men to look at a beautiful woman when they see it, right? Xu Xingyao's words are thorny, and I'm quite unhappy.
Oh? Then it's right for him to lie to your mother that he hasn't been married? Xu Xingyao said slowly
Is it fake that Gao Zhongxiu has never been married?
Xu Xingyao's words made me nervous
That day was my son's full month. I came back with my son. It happened that business was quite busy that day. At first, my mother was helping with the child. Suddenly someone came to her and I was busy at the counter. My mother asked Aunt Hui to help take care of the child. Later, when I went to find your mother, I found that your mother seemed to go to the bathroom. It was the man who told your mother that he had never been married before he held the child. But I found that he was very skilled in taking care of the baby. Men who had never been married and had no children were often very clumsy when taking care of the baby. It was hard for people to imagine that this was an unmarried person when Xu Xingyao said this, her tone was very firm.
You mean, he lied to my mom?
I dare not make a promise. He may not have been married, but he has had children, but isn’t it worse? Xu Xingyao uncovered the lid of the pot and brought the dishes out of the pot to the table.
Then why did he lie to my mother? I felt a little more disgusted with Gao Zhongxiong.
Xu Xingyao put her hands on her hips and looked at me helplessly: Zheng Jia, I didn’t want to say something at first, but now I still plan to say it. Maybe because you are her son, Aunt Hui is just an ordinary woman in your eyes. But in the eyes of others, this is not necessarily the case. Now you go to the street to see those forty-year-old women. Apart from those rich women who spend a lot of money to take care of, how many of them can be like Aunt Hui, with white skin and good figure. They should be upright, and the ones who should be upright are also in their forties. My mother is only five years older than Aunt Hui, but you see my mother is like an aunt.
Xu Xingyao paused for a moment, hesitated for a moment, and then continued: Don't blame me for being too straightforward, I just said directly that I felt that the man named Gao might not have really thought about marrying your mother. He might just want to have fun.
Xu Xingyao's words are not unreasonable. I thought about it carefully. Gao Zhongxiong has a car and a house, he is also a doctor, and his image is also excellent among middle-aged men. His personal conditions can be considered quite superior.
Although my mother is indeed a woman with a charm, she is now suspended from work and is now taking me with me as a dissatisfied person. It will take several years for our house loan to be paid.
I really can't find any reason Gao Zhongxiong wants to marry my mother
The more I think about it, the more I feel it is wrong. Xu Xingyao's words kept circling back and forth in my mind.
Alas, the more you help, the more you help, why don’t you come in? Xu Xingyao took away the basin from my hand, then slapped the peeled garlic one by one, and threw it into the pot
I came to my senses and for a moment I was at a loss. Xingyao turned her back to me and said without looking back: You'd better go out and wait, the food will be fine after a while.
Seeing that she had issued an order to expel her, I had to turn around and leave
Back in the private room, my mother and Aunt Zhang were having a lot of chatting, and you were so happy without saying a word
I can't interrupt the topic between them.
I had to sit quietly beside my mother and be an audience member
I can't remember how many times I've been to Aunt Zhang's restaurant. Every time we eat in this small private room, we always eat in this small private room.
When I was young, I would play with Xu Xingyao on the patio outside the private room, Aunt Zhang arranged food in the kitchen, and my mother would occasionally go to help.
Now that so many years have passed, the decorations in the patio are still as chaotic as before, and the decoration in this small private room does not seem to have changed much, but Xu Xingyao has become a mother of a child, and I have grown up quietly.
I sat next to my mother, and for a moment, I felt like I was back when I was a child.
However, when I thought of what Xu Xingyao said to me in the kitchen just now, I suddenly felt that my familiar mother in front of me suddenly became a little strange.
It is very likely that Gao Zhongxiang pursued his mother just out of men's desire. Although his mother did not accept it clearly, she did not refuse.
However, my mother didn't tell me all this
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel irritated again
Compared to my coldness and ice, Xu Xingyao is a world of difference to her mother.
No matter how she ignores me, every time she sees her mother, she becomes cheerful, enthusiastic, active and lively
My mother also liked her very much. When she was a child, she once joked with Aunt Zhang and kissed me and Xu Xingyao.
However, since Xu Xingyao's indifference to me for no reason
My mother didn't make such jokes anymore
As the saying goes: Three women play together, these three women have a lot of fun chatting at the dinner table, sometimes talking about Xu Xingyao's son, sometimes talking about the restaurant business
Instead, I became the extra person, silently pecking at the food in the bowl
Xu Xingyao inherited Aunt Zhang's craftsmanship, and the food was the same delicious
But I ate it very badly. On the one hand, it was because Xu Xingyao turned a blind eye to me, which made me feel a little embarrassed.
On the other hand, the words she said to me when she was in the kitchen made me feel a little absent-minded at this time.
After dinner, Aunt Zhang insisted on going upstairs to get some health supplements for her mother
In fact, my mother has never been interested in these health products. On weekdays, my mother rarely uses cosmetics, let alone these women's health products.
But I couldn't resist Aunt Zhang, and my mother accepted it.
While Aunt Zhang was going upstairs, my mother told me to go and roll the car down
Just as I was about to walk out of the restaurant, I heard Aunt Zhang's voice coming from upstairs: Xiaoyao Ah, Zheng Jia reverse the car and go and help me see. The alley is narrow, don't shave and touch it. I wanted to refuse Aunt Zhang because I knew Xu Xingyao would definitely not want to stay alone with me.
However, Xu Xingyao agreed immediately, which surprised me quite
When we arrived at the entrance of the alley, Xu Xingyao directed me to overturn the car
I was about to get off the car, but she suddenly opened the door of the passenger seat and sat directly beside me
You sit down, I have something to tell you. I'll sit back in the driver's seat, I don't know what she's going to say
Zheng Jia, how many years have you and I not seen each other? Xu Xingyao pressed the button on the door handle and the window slowly dropped a small part
Well, if you start to count from high school, it will be almost ten years. Time passes so fast. Ah I was playing with the car keys in my hand, but I couldn't help but feel a little bit of emotion in my heart.
It's Ah, I didn't expect that the dirty kid who followed my butt and whispered to my sister was now growing like an adult. Xu Xingyao turned her head and smiled at me.
OK, don't squeeze me. I feel so embarrassed when I was a child. I stuck out my tongue and responded with a smile.
Zheng Jia, do you know why I deliberately alienated you later?
The breeze blowing outside the car window blew her hair, and her eyes, which were habitually half-closed, opened at this moment, looking a little enchanting and a little scattered.
I didn't know Ah, maybe you grew up at that time, and I felt that there was always a sloppy silly boy following you behind and calling you sister. It was a bit embarrassing, or maybe it was just that you simply hated me. I responded with a slight joking moment.
You guessed half of it, but rather than saying that I hate you, I hate your dad, and my mom and my dad? What does Xu Xingyao have to do with me?
Do you know how our restaurant is built? Xu Xingyao continued
I don't know, wait, tell me first, what does it have to do with my dad if you hate me? I know very little about Aunt Zhang's restaurant, but I often come here to eat since I was a child.
After listening to me, you will know. Xu Xingyao did not answer my question, but continued to say to herself.
You should know that my dad had lung cancer. Because of his illness, my mom emptied almost all the money and borrowed a lot of foreign debts. My mom was not very educated. After my dad left, he started to set up a breakfast stall and sell some breakfast for me to study, but that little money was right. Both of us and my dad lived a difficult life, not to mention paying off the debt. My mom and your dad seemed to have met a long time ago. Your parents also met through my mom. So when your parents knew about our family, they planned to borrow some money and help us pay back the debt. But my mom was stubborn and thin-skinned. They refused to let your parents pay the money directly. After discussing for a long time, Aunt Hui gave an idea, just use the money as an investment and opened a restaurant together to say it was an investment. But for so many years, I have never seen your parents ask my mom to ask for a penny to pay the dividend.
Speaking of this, Xu Xingyao smiled bitterly for no reason
Although my mother never told me, I guess the couple might not have planned to ask for the money from the beginning. I explained casually
I know, so I have always respected it and I am very grateful to your mom. If it weren't for that, I should be very grateful to your dad.
What's up?
I couldn't help but interrupt Xu Xingyao's words
Xu Xingyao turned her head, bit her lower lip, was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: My mother and your dad got together. Although Xu Xingyao's words were shocked, they did not surprise me.
Those years were the most smooth days for my father. When a man had money, he had a few people who could control himself. What shocked me was that I didn’t expect my father to get along with Aunt Zhang.
I was a Neisu in high school at that time, and I could only go home on holidays. Once I went home, I didn’t ask my mother to pick me up and saw things I didn’t want to see or shouldn’t see. I thought my mother was dirty at that time, and I felt shameless and disgusting. I was a hypocrite. But I held it back. I didn’t scold my mother or your father. I just didn’t want to pay attention to them anymore. I actually don’t hate you. But since that incident, every time I saw you, I would involuntarily think of your father because the older you grow up, the more he looks like him. So gradually, I don’t want to see you again. I deliberately alienated you for so long. I suddenly felt guilty when I saw you again. You obviously did nothing wrong but I was neglected for so long.
So you came out with me and then apologized to me? Sister Yaoyao, these are all things in the past. You and I are both adults now, who will always be petty about the past?
I reached out and patted Xu Xingyao on the shoulder, comforting her not to care about the past things
It's an apology, but also a warning. I always heard people say that people's ideas will change as people get older. In the past, I always felt that my mother was disgusting. She got married with a married man for money. But now I gradually understood a little. Why was my mother with your father and my mother a woman. She worked hard to take care of my father for so long? After my father passed away, she had to make money to support the family and pay back the money. At this time, a man came out to help her share the pressure and became so familiar with her. They secretly got together. In fact, it's not impossible. I'll tell you today that Aunt Hui and Gao's surname are out of the right way.On the other hand, your guilt is that you don’t want you to experience my pain. From the perspective of an adult, everyone has the right to pursue their own happiness. But if it is from the perspective of children, I believe that few children from single-parent families will like to see their father or mother and start a family with another stranger. What’s more, you are still a boy and boy always have a special emotion towards your mother. When I just told you about the things that surnamed Gao, I guess you definitely don’t want another man on your family, right? What’s more, that man’s purpose seems to be not pure.
Xu Xingyao's words came to my heart, and I nodded silently
Although I do not want my mother to be with other men, I also hope that my mother can be happy
I'm very conflicted, very entangled, and at a loss
I was about to tell Xu Xingyao about the details between my mother and Gao Zhongxiong
But I saw my mother and Aunt Zhang walking out of the alley with their things, and Xu Xingyao had already gotten out of the car
I put the things in the trunk. After a few greetings from my mother and Aunt Zhang and her daughter, we got in the car and prepared to leave.
Sister Zhang is so polite. Every time she comes, she gives me a bunch of things. My mother waved to Aunt Zhang and her daughter, and said to me.
Where to go now? Go to Wanda Plaza or where? I started the car and didn't know where my mother wanted to go
Go to Wanda, I'll buy two clothes and buy you a formal outfit
Formal outfit? Don’t I have a suit?
I don't like wearing suits, especially after wearing a tie. Wearing a suit always makes me feel like I'm tight and tight.
Some people say that the tie in a suit is actually similar to the dog's neck to a certain extent.
It's just that people control dogs, but people control people can have many things
Don't mention your suit, how long have you been in the cabinet? I helped you organize your wardrobe a few days ago. The suit jacket was already out of line everywhere. At that time, I asked you to buy a better one, but you didn't listen.
Mother continued impatiently
I smiled helplessly. I wanted to buy a good Ah, but when I was in college, my family was in a state of affairs. You didn’t know how much money you spent to buy a suit. I felt a little reluctant. My suit was bought when I was in college. It was a kind of code suit that cost a few hundred yuan a day.
Poor style and poor material
But I seem to have been wearing it for a long time, and after graduation, I still wear it when I go to the school recruitment unit for interviews.
Jiajia Ah, do you hate your mother very much? My mother suddenly turned her head and looked at me with a serious expression and said carefully that there was a red light in the intersection ahead, so I stopped the car
What do you hate?
But my mother was unable to provide you with a better condition. To put it bluntly, my mother didn’t have much money and bought you what you wanted. Would you feel wronged to live such a hard life with my mother?
I couldn't help laughing, and then half-joking: Mom, what are you thinking about? Ah, you are my mom, how could I hate you because of money unless you are the rich woman who keeps me
Go to yours, mom is telling you serious, you are talking about these things again. Mother smiled slightly and reached out to pinch my ears gently
I reached out and held my mother's hand, but her hand was still as warm and soft as ever: I always like my mother. I want to be with my mother forever. I looked at my mother in a hurry and said seriously.
Silly boy, if you don’t grow up, drive quickly. My mother smiled sweetly, rubbed my hair with her hands, and I smiled foolishly, and didn’t say anything else
I stood in front of the mirror, and I have to admit that suits do have a special magic
No matter what kind of man you are, wearing a decent suit will add a lot of points to yourself
Although the suit I wear is not customized for me, the size is a little small, and it is a bit tight when worn on me.
But when I saw me in the mirror, I couldn't help but be surprised
The slim waist-tight design made me unable to help but straighten my chest. The trousers were just right. I didn't choose that style of small feet because my calves were a bit thick, but this didn't seem very obvious.
White shirt, blue striped tie, black suit and trousers, my whole proportion seems to be much longer
But the tie seems to be incorrect
I adjusted my tie in front of the mirror, but suddenly a pair of hands passed through my armpits and reached to my chest to adjust my tie: The brat looks pretty good when he wears a suit, but your tie is a little tilted. My mother walked behind me at some point, put her head on my shoulder, and adjusted my tie from behind.
Although I was separated by a sweater, I could still clearly feel the warm and soft touch from the two soft meat on my back
My mother is like holding me from behind, and I feel quite uncomfortable
Although there are not many customers in this suit store now, there is no shopping guide by our side for the time being.
But I still felt the inexplicable nervousness. I wanted to move forward a little so that I could keep a certain distance from my mother behind me.
But my mother stopped me: Don't move, I'll help you get this tie. My mother's whispers came to my ears. The familiar fragrance on my mother's body slowly drifted into my nose as my mother breathed
I feel my heartbeat is significantly faster
I know my mother didn't mean it, but she didn't know that all kinds of messy thoughts have filled her son's mind at this moment
OK, does this look much more comfortable
My mother finally let go of me, walked to my side, put one hand on my shoulder, and said to me with a smile
In the mirror, except for the canvas shoes on my feet being a bit unsightly, this suit is quite suitable for me overall
How about it, do you like it? My mother asked me with a smile
I like it, it seems a bit expensive. I looked at the 3,500 yuan on the cuff label.
It's more expensive. People rely on clothes and horses rely on saddles. Now that you are working outside, you still have to dress more properly. Since my mother has said that, I can't say anything else.
I walked into the fitting room, took off my suit, and changed back to my sweatshirt and sweatpants suit
After coming out of the fitting room, I saw that my mother had another suit on her hand.
Mom, I need the one I just did, I don't want to try anything else
This set is your mother, are you wearing a skirt? My mother gave me a blank look, then gently waved the suit skirt on her hand, I stuck out my tongue, and smiled at my mother.
How about it, is it good-looking?
My mother changed into the black suit she had just now and asked me with her waist on her back
The flat collar design is simple and elegant, and the slim and waist-hugging style makes my mother's waist look slimmer
The slit design of the black skirt makes my mother's slightly thick thighs look slender and even
Instead of choosing a classic white shirt as the lining, my mother chose a lighter blue color
The square collar of the shirt is capable and simple, and the cat-eye button on the neckline is the finishing touch
The reverse concealed buckle design under the black webbing avoids the leakage of the buckles
The design of the whole suit is simple and capable, there is nothing wrong with the overall details.
Good-looking, after you put it on, you feel like a white-collar worker in the office. I stood beside my mother, clapping and responded with a smile
Is the office white-collar worker? Isn't it like that kind of capable female detective? My mother gestured with her hand as she spoke.
Ha? It seems like our national police don’t wear suits, right? My mother looks like when I was a child, just like when I was holding a water gun and said I was a Black Cat Sheriff
I know Ah, I mean the kind of female detective in Japanese dramas
I suddenly remembered that my mother seemed to have been watching a Japanese drama for a while, it seemed to be talking about a female detective’s revenge.
I didn't know how to respond to my mother, so I had to flatter: Actually, I'm quite similar. If you get a gun holster under your armpit, your expression is more cold-hearted, you are the number one female criminal policeman in Yicheng, the leader of the Yicheng serious crime team. Is the cold-blooded lone wolf possible?
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt the flesh on my cheeks being pulled up by a pair of thin hands again
Boy, is it so difficult to ask you to say a few good things? My mother pinched my face a little harder, pretending to be gritting her teeth
I said something wrong again, isn't this the female detective in your mind? I rubbed my face and said with a grievance.
But I didn't let you be so exaggerated. My mother didn't care about me anymore. She turned around and looked at herself in the floor-to-ceiling mirror.
Jiajia, what would you feel if you were really a detective? My mother was still facing the mirror and buttoning the cat's eye button on the collar of her shirt
What else can you feel?
Feeling uncomfortable? What's uncomfortable? Mother turned her head and looked at me
If you are a criminal policeman, you will definitely be inseparable from investigating the case. If you arrest the criminal, you may get injured whenever you catch the prisoner, or something else happens. I think it will be uncomfortable to be a female criminal policeman's son. I responded angrily. I don't want my mother to be a criminal policeman at all, although I also know that my mother does not meet the conditions of a criminal policeman.
Yes, yes, I will do my civil service honestly, and then after get off work, I will cook and wash clothes for you, a brat, right?
Mom, have you never heard that? Just plain is the truth
You're so bad, you can wash your clothes yourself in the future
Mom, don't bring this, I usually do housework for you
I didn't see it, I didn't see it anyway
...The Witch
What did you say? Say it again?
No, I didn't say anything, it's getting late, let's check out and go back
Boy, I think you are itchy, so I will deal with you when I go back!
Bad boy, peek at your mother changing clothes, you are not afraid of needle-eye Ah, I see you are itchy. My mother was standing behind me at some point, wearing a white T-shirt and black jeans, her wet hair was wrapped in a towel, and her hands grabbed my ears with a strong look, looking angry
I felt pain and hurriedly reached out and grabbed my mother's wrist, and then explained repeatedly: It hurts, mom, I'm wrong, don't pull it. I just came back. I thought you were not at home and saw your door open, so I took a look. Who knew you were changing clothes? Ah
After listening to my explanation, my mother tried harder: What do you mean is, are you peeking at your mother changing clothes, or are you wrong?
I tried hard to break free from my mother's hands, then covered my ears and replied: I don't mean that, who knows that you are changing clothes, and finally went home, but I didn't eat it, my ears swelled first.
My mother gave me a reluctance and then pinched my cheek and said: No next time, I quickly agreed
My mother didn't continue to get entangled, and turned around and went back to the room to blow her hair.
After blowing her hair, my mother tied her hair a ponytail, but there was still a long strand of hair scattered on her eyebrows, making her look lazy and slightly charming.
While opening the refrigerator, my mother said to me: You guy, you don’t tell me in advance when you come back, I haven’t bought much vegetables these days, otherwise you can go to the community door to buy some cooked food?
I was too lazy to go for another trip, and replied without hesitation: Mom, don't be so troublesome, let's just go out for a meal
My mother probably doesn't want to open the pot and cook anymore, so she shuts the refrigerator: I know you, a lazy person, will definitely not go downstairs if you don't want to. Forget it, I haven't gone out for a long time to eat with you. I'll change my clothes and let's go.
I looked back at my mother in confusion, and was about to ask her why she wanted to change her clothes again?
But I found that my mother didn't seem to be wearing underwear
Under the thin T-shirt, two plump and soft flesh trembled slightly as my mother walked
I didn't dare to look again, turned my head and said calmly: Then go, I'll go to the bathroom and leave, and then I went into the bathroom by myself
After going to the bathroom, my mother had already changed into a white turtleneck sweater and washed jeans.
I casually glanced at my mother's breasts, but fortunately my mother had put on her underwear.
After going downstairs, I went to the underground parking lot to drive
My mother is standing at the exit of the underground parking lot waiting for me
I opened the car door and got into the driver's seat
But suddenly I found something cold and hard that hurt my butt
I reached into the seat and fumbled for a while.
In the gap between the backrest and the seat cushion, I found a silver-white Zipp lighter
As far as I know, my mother has no habit of smoking
Even after my father ran away, during those hard and bitter days, my mother was under tremendous pressure from all sides.
I've never noticed that there was a slight smell of tobacco on her body, either
A cold touch came from my fingertips, but I felt that what I was holding was a red soldering iron
There are only two regular customers on this BYD F3, mother and son, but I seem to have guessed who the owner of this lighter is.
My anxiety is getting worse and stronger at this time
I thought about it and threw the lighter into the storage cabinet in the car, giving up the idea of directly questioning my mother.
I don't know very well when Gao Zhongxiong and his mother met each other
But what makes me feel most uncomfortable is not when they start
But, my mother never mentioned this to me from beginning to end
If it weren't for the restroom of the funeral home that day, I overheard the conversation between my mother and Aunt Li
I don't know when I will be kept in the dark
Before I could think about it, my phone rang
It was my mother's phone call, probably to urge me
Why is it so slow? It takes so long to get out of the car. My mother sat in the passenger seat and didn't forget to complain to me.
There are a lot of cars, I am afraid of scratching and bumping, so I fell a little slower. I just let it go
My mother didn't say anything else, just looked at her phone and typing and said to me: Go to Aunt Zhang's place to eat, I haven't eaten her pickled fish for a long time
Aunt Zhang is a friend of her mother. She opened a restaurant in an alley near Wanda Plaza. Although the area is not large, the business is still booming. Pickled fish is Aunt Zhang's signature dish. Almost every diner who goes there will order one.
When I was in high school, I would go there to have dinner with my mother or a few of my good sisters, but after I went to college, I didn’t seem to have been there a few times.
First, I study in another place and don’t spend much time at home every year; second, I think this Aunt Zhang is a matchmaker between my father and mother. Although my mother has not said it clearly, from the words I heard about my mother chatting with Aunt Zhang, my father and mother seemed to be introduced by Aunt Zhang.
After they divorced, my mother would occasionally go to Aunt Zhang’s shop to eat, but the number of times was getting less and less
After my mother got in the car, she didn't say much
Just lowered my head and looked at my phone, I glanced at it
It seems that they are talking on WeChat with Aunt Li, but they don't seem to have a very pleasant chat.
Although my mother had no expression on her face, she faintly revealed a hint of irritability between her eyebrows.
A few minutes later, my mother even locked the screen of her phone in a very impatient way and stuffed it into her pocket.
Mom, what's the matter? I don't think you are very happy? I'm a little worried about my mother
It's nothing, you can drive attentively, wait until after dinner, go shopping with your mother, and buy you two clothes
My mother smiled at me and told me not to worry
I don't know if I'm too sensitive or some intuition
I guess it was Aunt Li's words about Gao Zhongxiong that made her mother feel disgusted
But I don't know what to say. I actually want to ask my mother about her and Gao Zhongxiong, but I don't know how to speak, so I just nodded silently.
Don’t be impatient, mom knows you don’t like shopping, but mom will be back to work in the bureau tomorrow. I guess there will be no free time in the future. Can you go shopping with your mom today?
My mother mistakenly regarded my silence as if I was unwilling to accompany her to go shopping
I smiled and said to my mother: Mom, I really don’t like shopping, but it depends on who I went shopping with and accompanied my mother. I am happy to go shopping for how long I have to go shopping.
Mother gently pinched my thigh: Stinky brat, smooth-mouthed
I just hope there will be no other man to go shopping with you in the future. I whispered to myself.
Hum? What did you say? My mother didn't hear me clearly. It's okay, I praised my mother for being beautiful and beautiful. I replied casually
My mother gave me a blank look and wanted to reach out to do something, but realized that I had pulled my hand back after driving.
I secretly thanked that I had escaped, otherwise I would have been ravaged by my mother again.
Aunt Zhang’s restaurant is in a small alley. Although it is an alley, there are people coming and going, and the restaurant business is quite prosperous.
But there is also a disadvantage, that is, if you want to drive in, parking and reversing will be very troublesome.
In order to avoid bumps and bumps, I simply parked my car at the entrance of the alley and got off and walked with my mother.
As soon as I arrived at the restaurant, I heard a warm call from the counter: Xiaohui! Oh, this is Jiajia. I haven't seen her for a long time. A middle-aged woman with a rich figure, round face and big eyes in her 50s walked from the counter toward us mother and son.
Although I haven't seen each other for a long time, Aunt Zhang is still as cheerful and generous as before, and is approachable.
She always likes to dye her hair red and then perm it very curly
Although she is fat, her movements are quite flexible and her voice is loud. She can always hear her hearty laughter from time to time
When talking to her, I was always very casual, and I was completely free from the restraint when talking to my elders.
Aunt Zhang's enthusiasm and generousness also made her mother cheerful
After I made some polite words with Aunt Zhang, my mother started talking to Aunt Zhang one by one, one by one, one by one, and one by one.
Through the restaurant lobby, we led our mother and son to a small private room next to the kitchen. It was said that it was a small private room, but it was actually the place where Aunt Zhang entertained her relatives and friends.
My mother and I just sat down when we saw Aunt Zhang standing at the kitchen door and shouting: Yaoyao, your Aunt Liu Hui and Xiao Jia are here, hurry up and get a pickled fish, then get a few lion heads, and a spicy chicken or something.
A promise came from the kitchen: I understand, mom, don’t just chat, come and help me with time.
Aunt Zhang frowned and muttered: This girl, I need help with anything, while preparing to put on an apron.
At this moment, my mother suddenly kicked me quietly and then turned her eyes at me.
I know, but I don't want to go, trying to pretend to be stupid
However, when I saw my mother reaching out to my waist, I immediately gave up the idea of pretending to be stupid
I got up and took Aunt Zhang's apron and tied it around my waist: Oh, Aunt Zhang, you and my mother have not seen each other for a long time. I'll go to the kitchen to help Sister Yaoyao.
Before Aunt Zhang could speak, I walked into the kitchen by myself
A thin woman in the kitchen is about 1.7 meters tall, and she is busy packing the ingredients she cut from the chopping board.
The short black hair is tied together casually, and a few strands of black hair are scattered by the ears
The black T-shirt makes the woman's snow-white skin more obvious. I don't know if it's the steam emitted from the pot or the sweat on the woman's body.
Under the warm yellow light in the kitchen, different sizes condense on the exposed skin of women
The tight-fitting washing jeans made her hips look tight and plump, and her legs look straight and slender
The woman focused on handling the ingredients on hand, and did not look back at me
I slowly approached, and before I could open my mouth, I heard a cold sound: You treat the garlic in the green basin, then turn on the exhaust fan, and the switch is on the left side of the door.
I picked up the green basin placed on the stove and started peeling off the garlic one by one: Sister Yaoyao, long time no see
Xu Xingyao didn't answer the conversation, but was still dealing with the pile of ingredients on her noodles in an orderly manner.
I knew Xu Xingyao when I was very young. She is eight years older than me.
She didn't look like this when she was a child. We had a good relationship. She was cheerful and lively and took good care of me.
But for some reason, since she went to high school, our relationship has inexplicably worsened.
She began to deliberately alienate me, but when she arrived, she simply turned a blind eye to me
When I was a child, my father and mother often came to Aunt Zhang, and I basically followed her.
But since she began to alienate me, I was reluctant to come back
I always feel that she has a feeling of disgust between hatred and hatred towards me.
She is now working as a nurse in a hospital's pediatrics. She seemed to be married last year, but I have never seen her husband and have never heard Aunt Zhang mention it to me.
Think about it carefully, she and I haven't seen each other for several years
Her silence made me feel a little embarrassed. For a moment, I didn't know what to say, so I could only turn on the exhaust fan, then sit down and lower my head and silently peel the garlic in my hand.
Where are you working now? Xu Xingyao suddenly asked me
Working as a repair consultant in an auto repair shop on the outskirts of the city. My answer is not very confident, because I always feel that the repair consultant is indeed not a particularly good job.
Xu Xingyao turned her head and glanced at me. Her eyes were very special. Her eyelashes were very long, her eye sockets were deep, her eyes were narrow and slender, and her eyes were slightly upturned.
When she half-closed her eyes, you can't see her emotions
Don't you like writing things? Why did you run to the auto repair shop? She turned her head and asked me without any emotion while cutting the sauerkraut on the table.
Due to life, my mother always thought that I could not make money by writing things. It just so happened that one of my father's comrades had an auto repair shop, so she introduced me. Anyway, I rarely meet, so I was too lazy to talk to her about any other way.
Are you busy with work? I heard from my mother that you seem to have moved out and live by yourself. Xu Xingyao is still holding her back to me and mixing the eggs in the bowl
Fortunately, it's not busy. The main reason is that the auto repair shop is a bit far away and it's not very convenient to go home, so I just moved out. I don't understand very well, why did she suddenly ask me about moving out and living there.
That... Oh, I advise you to move back. Xu Xingyao slowly stopped the work in her hand and said thoughtfully.
I couldn't help but laugh: Sister Yaoyao, why did you suddenly care about me?
Xu Xingyao did not turn her back to me anymore, turned around and put down the bowl in her hand. Her slender and narrow eyes stared at me: I don't care about you, I just worry about your mother
My mother? What's wrong with my mother? Could it be that something happened to my mother? I couldn't help but feel a little worried.
Xu Xingyao poured the eggs into the boiling soup in the pot, then covered the lid, took a rag on the table and wiped his hands, and then said carelessly: Actually, this matter should have been your mother’s personal matter. I am an outsider and a junior, so I shouldn’t have spoken randomly, but I really feel something is wrong...
Oh, Sister Yaoyao, just say it straight, don't go around, there is no one else there, I'm a little anxious, I can't help but interrupt Xu Xingyao
Your mother brought a man to our place for dinner some time ago. Well... I see that man, it seems that it is not just your mother's friend. Xu Xingyao was a little displeased with me when I interrupted her.
My heart skipped a beat, and Gao Zhongxiong's face suddenly appeared in my mind again
Actually, it wasn't it because your mother brought it. The man came with a fat woman, but the fat woman sat for a while and left. I knew that she wanted to introduce the man to your mother. Xu Xingyao pulled a chair and continued to say after sitting down.
Is that man quite tall, wearing glasses, and his facial features look three-dimensional? I put down the vegetable basket in my hand and looked at Xu Xingyao and said
What? Do you know him? Xu Xingyao was a little surprised
It's not considered a recognition, it's just that I know this person. I hesitated to tell Xu Xingyao about Gao Zhongxiu completely
To be honest, for the forty-year-old, the man was pretty good at maintaining his body, tall enough, not gaining weight, and not having a bald face, and he looked gentle and kind.
Listening to Xu Xingyao's praise of Gao Zhong, I felt a little disgusted, although what she said was indeed correct.
But, I always feel that his purpose of approaching your mother is not so simple. I don't know if your mother has noticed it, but I noticed it. When he looks at your mother, sometimes he will reveal a very vulgar desire. Although it may be because I think too much, his eyes are very annoying, just like the look you looked at my legs from behind when you just came in. As he said that, Xu Xingyao gave me a cold look.
I was a little embarrassed. I did look at her legs secretly when I first entered the door. I thought she didn't notice it, but I didn't expect that she already knew it.
But what makes you different from him is that you are a real villain and a hypocrite. After saying that, Xu Xingyao sneered for no reason.
I don't know why you have such a big opinion on me, but it's nothing wrong for men to look at a beautiful woman when they see it, right? Xu Xingyao's words are thorny, and I'm quite unhappy.
Oh? Then it's right for him to lie to your mother that he hasn't been married? Xu Xingyao said slowly
Is it fake that Gao Zhongxiu has never been married?
Xu Xingyao's words made me nervous
That day was my son's full month. I came back with my son. It happened that business was quite busy that day. At first, my mother was helping with the child. Suddenly someone came to her and I was busy at the counter. My mother asked Aunt Hui to help take care of the child. Later, when I went to find your mother, I found that your mother seemed to go to the bathroom. It was the man who told your mother that he had never been married before he held the child. But I found that he was very skilled in taking care of the baby. Men who had never been married and had no children were often very clumsy when taking care of the baby. It was hard for people to imagine that this was an unmarried person when Xu Xingyao said this, her tone was very firm.
You mean, he lied to my mom?
I dare not make a promise. He may not have been married, but he has had children, but isn’t it worse? Xu Xingyao uncovered the lid of the pot and brought the dishes out of the pot to the table.
Then why did he lie to my mother? I felt a little more disgusted with Gao Zhongxiong.
Xu Xingyao put her hands on her hips and looked at me helplessly: Zheng Jia, I didn’t want to say something at first, but now I still plan to say it. Maybe because you are her son, Aunt Hui is just an ordinary woman in your eyes. But in the eyes of others, this is not necessarily the case. Now you go to the street to see those forty-year-old women. Apart from those rich women who spend a lot of money to take care of, how many of them can be like Aunt Hui, with white skin and good figure. They should be upright, and the ones who should be upright are also in their forties. My mother is only five years older than Aunt Hui, but you see my mother is like an aunt.
Xu Xingyao paused for a moment, hesitated for a moment, and then continued: Don't blame me for being too straightforward, I just said directly that I felt that the man named Gao might not have really thought about marrying your mother. He might just want to have fun.
Xu Xingyao's words are not unreasonable. I thought about it carefully. Gao Zhongxiong has a car and a house, he is also a doctor, and his image is also excellent among middle-aged men. His personal conditions can be considered quite superior.
Although my mother is indeed a woman with a charm, she is now suspended from work and is now taking me with me as a dissatisfied person. It will take several years for our house loan to be paid.
I really can't find any reason Gao Zhongxiong wants to marry my mother
The more I think about it, the more I feel it is wrong. Xu Xingyao's words kept circling back and forth in my mind.
Alas, the more you help, the more you help, why don’t you come in? Xu Xingyao took away the basin from my hand, then slapped the peeled garlic one by one, and threw it into the pot
I came to my senses and for a moment I was at a loss. Xingyao turned her back to me and said without looking back: You'd better go out and wait, the food will be fine after a while.
Seeing that she had issued an order to expel her, I had to turn around and leave
Back in the private room, my mother and Aunt Zhang were having a lot of chatting, and you were so happy without saying a word
I can't interrupt the topic between them.
I had to sit quietly beside my mother and be an audience member
I can't remember how many times I've been to Aunt Zhang's restaurant. Every time we eat in this small private room, we always eat in this small private room.
When I was young, I would play with Xu Xingyao on the patio outside the private room, Aunt Zhang arranged food in the kitchen, and my mother would occasionally go to help.
Now that so many years have passed, the decorations in the patio are still as chaotic as before, and the decoration in this small private room does not seem to have changed much, but Xu Xingyao has become a mother of a child, and I have grown up quietly.
I sat next to my mother, and for a moment, I felt like I was back when I was a child.
However, when I thought of what Xu Xingyao said to me in the kitchen just now, I suddenly felt that my familiar mother in front of me suddenly became a little strange.
It is very likely that Gao Zhongxiang pursued his mother just out of men's desire. Although his mother did not accept it clearly, she did not refuse.
However, my mother didn't tell me all this
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel irritated again
Compared to my coldness and ice, Xu Xingyao is a world of difference to her mother.
No matter how she ignores me, every time she sees her mother, she becomes cheerful, enthusiastic, active and lively
My mother also liked her very much. When she was a child, she once joked with Aunt Zhang and kissed me and Xu Xingyao.
However, since Xu Xingyao's indifference to me for no reason
My mother didn't make such jokes anymore
As the saying goes: Three women play together, these three women have a lot of fun chatting at the dinner table, sometimes talking about Xu Xingyao's son, sometimes talking about the restaurant business
Instead, I became the extra person, silently pecking at the food in the bowl
Xu Xingyao inherited Aunt Zhang's craftsmanship, and the food was the same delicious
But I ate it very badly. On the one hand, it was because Xu Xingyao turned a blind eye to me, which made me feel a little embarrassed.
On the other hand, the words she said to me when she was in the kitchen made me feel a little absent-minded at this time.
After dinner, Aunt Zhang insisted on going upstairs to get some health supplements for her mother
In fact, my mother has never been interested in these health products. On weekdays, my mother rarely uses cosmetics, let alone these women's health products.
But I couldn't resist Aunt Zhang, and my mother accepted it.
While Aunt Zhang was going upstairs, my mother told me to go and roll the car down
Just as I was about to walk out of the restaurant, I heard Aunt Zhang's voice coming from upstairs: Xiaoyao Ah, Zheng Jia reverse the car and go and help me see. The alley is narrow, don't shave and touch it. I wanted to refuse Aunt Zhang because I knew Xu Xingyao would definitely not want to stay alone with me.
However, Xu Xingyao agreed immediately, which surprised me quite
When we arrived at the entrance of the alley, Xu Xingyao directed me to overturn the car
I was about to get off the car, but she suddenly opened the door of the passenger seat and sat directly beside me
You sit down, I have something to tell you. I'll sit back in the driver's seat, I don't know what she's going to say
Zheng Jia, how many years have you and I not seen each other? Xu Xingyao pressed the button on the door handle and the window slowly dropped a small part
Well, if you start to count from high school, it will be almost ten years. Time passes so fast. Ah I was playing with the car keys in my hand, but I couldn't help but feel a little bit of emotion in my heart.
It's Ah, I didn't expect that the dirty kid who followed my butt and whispered to my sister was now growing like an adult. Xu Xingyao turned her head and smiled at me.
OK, don't squeeze me. I feel so embarrassed when I was a child. I stuck out my tongue and responded with a smile.
Zheng Jia, do you know why I deliberately alienated you later?
The breeze blowing outside the car window blew her hair, and her eyes, which were habitually half-closed, opened at this moment, looking a little enchanting and a little scattered.
I didn't know Ah, maybe you grew up at that time, and I felt that there was always a sloppy silly boy following you behind and calling you sister. It was a bit embarrassing, or maybe it was just that you simply hated me. I responded with a slight joking moment.
You guessed half of it, but rather than saying that I hate you, I hate your dad, and my mom and my dad? What does Xu Xingyao have to do with me?
Do you know how our restaurant is built? Xu Xingyao continued
I don't know, wait, tell me first, what does it have to do with my dad if you hate me? I know very little about Aunt Zhang's restaurant, but I often come here to eat since I was a child.
After listening to me, you will know. Xu Xingyao did not answer my question, but continued to say to herself.
You should know that my dad had lung cancer. Because of his illness, my mom emptied almost all the money and borrowed a lot of foreign debts. My mom was not very educated. After my dad left, he started to set up a breakfast stall and sell some breakfast for me to study, but that little money was right. Both of us and my dad lived a difficult life, not to mention paying off the debt. My mom and your dad seemed to have met a long time ago. Your parents also met through my mom. So when your parents knew about our family, they planned to borrow some money and help us pay back the debt. But my mom was stubborn and thin-skinned. They refused to let your parents pay the money directly. After discussing for a long time, Aunt Hui gave an idea, just use the money as an investment and opened a restaurant together to say it was an investment. But for so many years, I have never seen your parents ask my mom to ask for a penny to pay the dividend.
Speaking of this, Xu Xingyao smiled bitterly for no reason
Although my mother never told me, I guess the couple might not have planned to ask for the money from the beginning. I explained casually
I know, so I have always respected it and I am very grateful to your mom. If it weren't for that, I should be very grateful to your dad.
What's up?
I couldn't help but interrupt Xu Xingyao's words
Xu Xingyao turned her head, bit her lower lip, was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: My mother and your dad got together. Although Xu Xingyao's words were shocked, they did not surprise me.
Those years were the most smooth days for my father. When a man had money, he had a few people who could control himself. What shocked me was that I didn’t expect my father to get along with Aunt Zhang.
I was a Neisu in high school at that time, and I could only go home on holidays. Once I went home, I didn’t ask my mother to pick me up and saw things I didn’t want to see or shouldn’t see. I thought my mother was dirty at that time, and I felt shameless and disgusting. I was a hypocrite. But I held it back. I didn’t scold my mother or your father. I just didn’t want to pay attention to them anymore. I actually don’t hate you. But since that incident, every time I saw you, I would involuntarily think of your father because the older you grow up, the more he looks like him. So gradually, I don’t want to see you again. I deliberately alienated you for so long. I suddenly felt guilty when I saw you again. You obviously did nothing wrong but I was neglected for so long.
So you came out with me and then apologized to me? Sister Yaoyao, these are all things in the past. You and I are both adults now, who will always be petty about the past?
I reached out and patted Xu Xingyao on the shoulder, comforting her not to care about the past things
It's an apology, but also a warning. I always heard people say that people's ideas will change as people get older. In the past, I always felt that my mother was disgusting. She got married with a married man for money. But now I gradually understood a little. Why was my mother with your father and my mother a woman. She worked hard to take care of my father for so long? After my father passed away, she had to make money to support the family and pay back the money. At this time, a man came out to help her share the pressure and became so familiar with her. They secretly got together. In fact, it's not impossible. I'll tell you today that Aunt Hui and Gao's surname are out of the right way.On the other hand, your guilt is that you don’t want you to experience my pain. From the perspective of an adult, everyone has the right to pursue their own happiness. But if it is from the perspective of children, I believe that few children from single-parent families will like to see their father or mother and start a family with another stranger. What’s more, you are still a boy and boy always have a special emotion towards your mother. When I just told you about the things that surnamed Gao, I guess you definitely don’t want another man on your family, right? What’s more, that man’s purpose seems to be not pure.
Xu Xingyao's words came to my heart, and I nodded silently
Although I do not want my mother to be with other men, I also hope that my mother can be happy
I'm very conflicted, very entangled, and at a loss
I was about to tell Xu Xingyao about the details between my mother and Gao Zhongxiong
But I saw my mother and Aunt Zhang walking out of the alley with their things, and Xu Xingyao had already gotten out of the car
I put the things in the trunk. After a few greetings from my mother and Aunt Zhang and her daughter, we got in the car and prepared to leave.
Sister Zhang is so polite. Every time she comes, she gives me a bunch of things. My mother waved to Aunt Zhang and her daughter, and said to me.
Where to go now? Go to Wanda Plaza or where? I started the car and didn't know where my mother wanted to go
Go to Wanda, I'll buy two clothes and buy you a formal outfit
Formal outfit? Don’t I have a suit?
I don't like wearing suits, especially after wearing a tie. Wearing a suit always makes me feel like I'm tight and tight.
Some people say that the tie in a suit is actually similar to the dog's neck to a certain extent.
It's just that people control dogs, but people control people can have many things
Don't mention your suit, how long have you been in the cabinet? I helped you organize your wardrobe a few days ago. The suit jacket was already out of line everywhere. At that time, I asked you to buy a better one, but you didn't listen.
Mother continued impatiently
I smiled helplessly. I wanted to buy a good Ah, but when I was in college, my family was in a state of affairs. You didn’t know how much money you spent to buy a suit. I felt a little reluctant. My suit was bought when I was in college. It was a kind of code suit that cost a few hundred yuan a day.
Poor style and poor material
But I seem to have been wearing it for a long time, and after graduation, I still wear it when I go to the school recruitment unit for interviews.
Jiajia Ah, do you hate your mother very much? My mother suddenly turned her head and looked at me with a serious expression and said carefully that there was a red light in the intersection ahead, so I stopped the car
What do you hate?
But my mother was unable to provide you with a better condition. To put it bluntly, my mother didn’t have much money and bought you what you wanted. Would you feel wronged to live such a hard life with my mother?
I couldn't help laughing, and then half-joking: Mom, what are you thinking about? Ah, you are my mom, how could I hate you because of money unless you are the rich woman who keeps me
Go to yours, mom is telling you serious, you are talking about these things again. Mother smiled slightly and reached out to pinch my ears gently
I reached out and held my mother's hand, but her hand was still as warm and soft as ever: I always like my mother. I want to be with my mother forever. I looked at my mother in a hurry and said seriously.
Silly boy, if you don’t grow up, drive quickly. My mother smiled sweetly, rubbed my hair with her hands, and I smiled foolishly, and didn’t say anything else
I stood in front of the mirror, and I have to admit that suits do have a special magic
No matter what kind of man you are, wearing a decent suit will add a lot of points to yourself
Although the suit I wear is not customized for me, the size is a little small, and it is a bit tight when worn on me.
But when I saw me in the mirror, I couldn't help but be surprised
The slim waist-tight design made me unable to help but straighten my chest. The trousers were just right. I didn't choose that style of small feet because my calves were a bit thick, but this didn't seem very obvious.
White shirt, blue striped tie, black suit and trousers, my whole proportion seems to be much longer
But the tie seems to be incorrect
I adjusted my tie in front of the mirror, but suddenly a pair of hands passed through my armpits and reached to my chest to adjust my tie: The brat looks pretty good when he wears a suit, but your tie is a little tilted. My mother walked behind me at some point, put her head on my shoulder, and adjusted my tie from behind.
Although I was separated by a sweater, I could still clearly feel the warm and soft touch from the two soft meat on my back
My mother is like holding me from behind, and I feel quite uncomfortable
Although there are not many customers in this suit store now, there is no shopping guide by our side for the time being.
But I still felt the inexplicable nervousness. I wanted to move forward a little so that I could keep a certain distance from my mother behind me.
But my mother stopped me: Don't move, I'll help you get this tie. My mother's whispers came to my ears. The familiar fragrance on my mother's body slowly drifted into my nose as my mother breathed
I feel my heartbeat is significantly faster
I know my mother didn't mean it, but she didn't know that all kinds of messy thoughts have filled her son's mind at this moment
OK, does this look much more comfortable
My mother finally let go of me, walked to my side, put one hand on my shoulder, and said to me with a smile
In the mirror, except for the canvas shoes on my feet being a bit unsightly, this suit is quite suitable for me overall
How about it, do you like it? My mother asked me with a smile
I like it, it seems a bit expensive. I looked at the 3,500 yuan on the cuff label.
It's more expensive. People rely on clothes and horses rely on saddles. Now that you are working outside, you still have to dress more properly. Since my mother has said that, I can't say anything else.
I walked into the fitting room, took off my suit, and changed back to my sweatshirt and sweatpants suit
After coming out of the fitting room, I saw that my mother had another suit on her hand.
Mom, I need the one I just did, I don't want to try anything else
This set is your mother, are you wearing a skirt? My mother gave me a blank look, then gently waved the suit skirt on her hand, I stuck out my tongue, and smiled at my mother.
How about it, is it good-looking?
My mother changed into the black suit she had just now and asked me with her waist on her back
The flat collar design is simple and elegant, and the slim and waist-hugging style makes my mother's waist look slimmer
The slit design of the black skirt makes my mother's slightly thick thighs look slender and even
Instead of choosing a classic white shirt as the lining, my mother chose a lighter blue color
The square collar of the shirt is capable and simple, and the cat-eye button on the neckline is the finishing touch
The reverse concealed buckle design under the black webbing avoids the leakage of the buckles
The design of the whole suit is simple and capable, there is nothing wrong with the overall details.
Good-looking, after you put it on, you feel like a white-collar worker in the office. I stood beside my mother, clapping and responded with a smile
Is the office white-collar worker? Isn't it like that kind of capable female detective? My mother gestured with her hand as she spoke.
Ha? It seems like our national police don’t wear suits, right? My mother looks like when I was a child, just like when I was holding a water gun and said I was a Black Cat Sheriff
I know Ah, I mean the kind of female detective in Japanese dramas
I suddenly remembered that my mother seemed to have been watching a Japanese drama for a while, it seemed to be talking about a female detective’s revenge.
I didn't know how to respond to my mother, so I had to flatter: Actually, I'm quite similar. If you get a gun holster under your armpit, your expression is more cold-hearted, you are the number one female criminal policeman in Yicheng, the leader of the Yicheng serious crime team. Is the cold-blooded lone wolf possible?
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt the flesh on my cheeks being pulled up by a pair of thin hands again
Boy, is it so difficult to ask you to say a few good things? My mother pinched my face a little harder, pretending to be gritting her teeth
I said something wrong again, isn't this the female detective in your mind? I rubbed my face and said with a grievance.
But I didn't let you be so exaggerated. My mother didn't care about me anymore. She turned around and looked at herself in the floor-to-ceiling mirror.
Jiajia, what would you feel if you were really a detective? My mother was still facing the mirror and buttoning the cat's eye button on the collar of her shirt
What else can you feel?
Feeling uncomfortable? What's uncomfortable? Mother turned her head and looked at me
If you are a criminal policeman, you will definitely be inseparable from investigating the case. If you arrest the criminal, you may get injured whenever you catch the prisoner, or something else happens. I think it will be uncomfortable to be a female criminal policeman's son. I responded angrily. I don't want my mother to be a criminal policeman at all, although I also know that my mother does not meet the conditions of a criminal policeman.
Yes, yes, I will do my civil service honestly, and then after get off work, I will cook and wash clothes for you, a brat, right?
Mom, have you never heard that? Just plain is the truth
You're so bad, you can wash your clothes yourself in the future
Mom, don't bring this, I usually do housework for you
I didn't see it, I didn't see it anyway
...The Witch
What did you say? Say it again?
No, I didn't say anything, it's getting late, let's check out and go back
Boy, I think you are itchy, so I will deal with you when I go back!
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