Chapter 5

I washed my face with cold water, and felt much more awake, and the heat in my lower body was gradually fading away.

But I still felt dizzy. I went to the living room to eat a few bites of breakfast my mother brought. I sat on the sofa and called Sister Yang. But she didn't answer, so I had to send her a WeChat message

Then I took the cold medicine on the table and sat in the living room and stared blankly.

I originally planned to go to work normally today, but now I have taken another day off and I don’t know what to do.

After my mother turned on the washing machine, she returned to the living room

After taking the medicine, if I am still sleepy, I will go to bed. I will go there at one or two o'clock in the afternoon. My mother packed the lunch box on the table and I rubbed my head. I always felt stuffy in the room. I opened the window of the living room. The sky was clear outside, and occasionally there was a little breeze.

I'll go with you at noon. The fresh air outside the window made me feel better

While playing with your phone, my mother replied without hesitation: No, don’t run around if you have a cold

I was helpless and pointed to the sky outside the window and said: It's sunny outside. It's better to go out and bask in the sun than to stay at home.

My mother glanced out the window: If you really want to go, then find a set of black clothes and go with me later. I grinned and sat next to my mother.

My mother was shopping on Taobao with her mobile phone. I leaned over to see what my mother wanted to buy. I found that my mother was looking at yoga pants, sports shorts, etc.

I asked without hesitation: Mom, don’t you have this pair of pants?

My mother gave me a blank look: Everyone said that one is too tight and a little small

I blurted out: Isn’t it enough to wear my shorts?

My mother didn't look at me, and her eyes flashed and replied: Yes, your shorts are too wide, I'm wearing them too big

I feel even more puzzled: Then, wouldn’t it be better to practice yoga a little loose?

The mother said impatiently: Why are you mother-in-law and mother-in-law? Is it normal for women to buy clothes?

Seeing this, I didn't dare to ask again

Turn on your phone and watch the news bored

I wanted to lie down, but found that the position seemed to be insufficient. I simply put my legs on the armrest of the sofa, and directly rested my head on my mother's thighs. I lay down

Seeing this, my mother didn't say anything, but just muttered: I really can't grow up, I smiled with shamelessness

My mother ignored me and continued to buy Taobao

I lay on the sofa with my head resting on my mother's thighs

There is a familiar scent on my mother, which makes me feel very friendly

I suddenly thought of the dream last night. The woman in yellow in the dream was clearly the image of her mother, but her face looked like her mother and Sister Yang.

I remember reading it in a magazine before, saying that dreams are actually a projection of the true thoughts of people in their hearts

So, did I regard Sister Yang as my mother, or did I regard my mother as Sister Yang?

I hold my cell phone in my hand, but I'm thinking in my heart

This weekend, let's go to your grandma for a meal. She said she made dumplings. My mother reached out and touched my hair, put her phone on the coffee table.

I was a little surprised, why did I suddenly say I wanted to go to my grandma's house for dinner?

The mother continued: Your grandma's legs and feet are quite straight, but it's the old problem in the heart. Now that your grandma is getting worse, your grandpa is gone again. Let's go back to see her more when we have time.

I grabbed my mother's hand and couldn't help but sigh: Alas, why do people get older

My mother smiled and pinched my cheek: If people would not grow old, the world would be in chaos with birth, old age, sickness and death. This is the natural law

I looked up at my mother's familiar face, trying to express my feelings directly, but I was a little embarrassed, so I buried my head in my mother's abdomen and said in a muffled voice: Mom, I don't want you to grow old

Mother smiled gently and murmured: Mom also wants to be with you forever, gently caressing my hair

I wanted to reach out to scratch the itchy flesh on my mother's waist. My mother angrily patted my hand: Stop messing around, it's getting up, I'm about to leave. I glanced at my phone. It's already past eleven o'clock and it's time to leave.

So I got up and went into the room to change my clothes. The suit jacket was full of white wine, so I definitely couldn't wear it anymore

I changed into a black jacket and a pair of black work pants

My mother was not very satisfied with my outfit, but she didn't say anything

On the way to the funeral home, my mother and I talked a lot.

My mother said she asked her third uncle before to see if she could go back in advance

As a result, Uncle San said that the bureau would not allow it, and it would take at least one month to talk about it.

I feel quite puzzled. My mother is very thoughtful in the bureau. How could anyone report her?

The mother said she actually knew who was the one who reported her, but she was unwilling to care about it.

My mother told me the name of that person, and I was surprised that the person was a female colleague in the same office of my mother.

I haven't heard of any holiday with her mother, so I asked her why that person did this

We were blocked by a crowded traffic at a three-way intersection

My mother simply let go of the steering wheel, stretched her waist, raised her eyebrows and said carelessly: When your third uncle told me, I was also surprised, but sometimes people are like this, knowing people but not their hearts. Who knows what kind of person she is? If you are outside in the future, don’t trust others casually, do you know?

I didn't say much, just nodded to my mother

Mom, then what kind of person am I in your heart? I asked my mother with a sudden idea

My mother gave me a blank look, and then replied slowly: You, you are just a stubborn donkey and say that it will not change for ten thousand years.

I stuck out my tongue and smiled at my mother: I am a stubborn donkey, aren’t you a female donkey?

My mother pretended to be angry and reached out to grab my cheek: I'm against you, I dare to keep my mouth back

I grabbed my mother's wrist and said with a tilted mouth: OK Mom, I'm wrong, I'm driving, stop making trouble

Mother burst into laughter, let go of her hand and pretended to be fierce and said: Go back and deal with you again

At this time, the stagnant traffic began to move slowly. I did not argue with my mother anymore, signaling her to continue moving forward.

When I arrived at the parking lot in front of the funeral home, it was already past 1:00 noon. After my mother turned off the car, she sorted out her clothes and then made up her makeup in front of the rearview mirror.

I sat in the passenger seat and watched my mother put on makeup without saying a word

I remember that since my father and mother divorced, my mother rarely put on makeup.

I looked at my mother with light makeup in front of me, and my shoulder-length black hair was tied high behind my head. My round oval face was covered with a light foundation, and my lips were also covered with a light lip color.

My mother took the cosmetics into her bag and saw that I was motionless: Why? Don’t you know your mother anymore?

I pretended to be serious and replied: Makeup is worthy of being the same as Korean plastic surgery technique

My mother glanced at me and didn't say anything

I put my hands in front of me. I thought my mother was going to fix me and was about to struggle.

I saw my mother zipper up the jacket, tidy up the collar for me, and then gently said: Put on the clothes, don't laugh when you go in later

I looked at my mother tidying up my clothes for me, and suddenly I felt like I had become a child again. I had to tidy up my clothes before going out with my mother.

Mom, you actually look good if you don’t wear makeup or not. I said to my mother softly

My mother looked at me shyly, reached out and pinched my cheek: I am not big or small, and I am smooth all day long

I couldn't help but smile foolishly, and my mother continued: Stop stuttering, go quickly

Then he opened the car door and got out of the car

A black and white photo of the bald man's son is placed in the center of the hall of the funeral home

And not far from that photo, is a coffin surrounded by flowers.

Looking at the young smile in the black and white photo, I deeply felt what the world is impermanent.

It is obviously the best age in life, but I left the world early

There were not many guests at this funeral. Apart from a few relatives and friends who looked like bald men, the rest were colleagues who had a good relationship with them.

My mother took me to comfort the bald man. The bald man was originally a kind and cheerful uncle, but now he seemed extremely silent.

His wife just sat quietly by the side, looking at the coffin with a dull look

At the farewell ceremony, when the emcee began to tell the life of the bald man's son, the bald man and his wife couldn't help but start crying.

I noticed that my mother seemed a little sad when she saw this scene in front of her.

I walked around my mother's back, put my hand on my shoulder, and patted her gently twice.

My mother turned her head and looked at me, then smiled at me, signaling me not to worry

After the farewell ceremony, the body was cremated and the family members paid tribute.

My mother and I sat in the lounge in the side hall, but I didn't expect to meet Aunt Li, who also came to attend the funeral.

My mother and Aunt Li are good sisters, and they start talking as soon as they meet. You keep saying one by one and one by one.

On the contrary, I was left aside, so I naturally couldn't interfere with their sisters' conversations.

Sitting beside, playing with my phone boredly, Sister Yang sent me two messages

One is to ask me why I don’t come to work and answer the phone?

Another one that was a little later asked me if my fever has subsided?

I suddenly thought that there were two contracts that she had to sign a few days ago, but I forgot

I sent her two messages to tell her about the contract

But no response was received

I looked at it and it was almost four o'clock, she should still be at work

But there was no response, I think it was a bit strange

But I didn't say anything else. I put away my phone and planned to go to the bathroom.

After going to the toilet, I washed my hands at the sink

But suddenly I heard a familiar voice from the bathroom next door

Xiaohui Ah, I told you before, how were you thinking about that matter? Aunt Li didn’t know what was asking her mother.

This... I haven't thought about it yet, I think I'd better ask Jia Jia's opinion first. My mother's response seemed a little hesitant.

Oh, as I said, you should get to know each other more first. Dr. Gao is kind and kind, has a house and a car, and is tall and handsome, about the same age as you. He has never been married and has met last time, and he has always wanted me to ask you when I can have a meal together.

Aunt Li seems to appreciate this Dr. Gao quite well

But Sister Li, I'm a little worried that Jia Jia is unhappy...

Oh, you can't live with your son all your life? While you are still young, you can find another partner to have a doctor, and the conditions are not bad. Don't go to have a meal with them on Friday night?

Before my mother could finish her words, Aunt Li interrupted

My mother wanted to say something else, but when she heard Aunt Li say firmly: Then let’s settle down first, and go for a meal with her next Friday.

The mother hesitated for a moment and said suddenly: Well, that's OK. Then there was a slight sound of footsteps, and the two left the bathroom together.

I'm the only one left in the bathroom

The faucet on the washbasin is on, and the water is scattered and it keeps flowing

My mind was full of my mother's conversation with Aunt Li: After the last time I met..., she was kind, had a house and a car, and was tall and handsome..., and her final silent promise.

I stood in front of the sink, and my heart was in a mess for a moment

After separation from my father, my mother has been alone

I grew up alone, and I face all kinds of messy life trivial matters alone

When I was young, someone introduced my mother to her partner, but my mother refused one by one on the grounds that I was too young to hurt me.

Now that I'm growing up, it's no longer a burden to my mother

It's clear that she wants to pursue her happiness again, there's nothing wrong with that.

But I felt a sense of unreasonable sadness gushing out from my heart

I lowered my head, took the cold water flowing out of the faucet with both hands, and washed my face over and over again

The coldness on my face made me feel much calmer

But the irritability and confusion in my heart still cannot be dissipated

I tried hard to calm down my emotions and wiped the water on my face with a tissue in front of the mirror.

Then he pretended that nothing happened and walked back to the lounge

My mother was still talking and laughing with Aunt Li. I don’t know what to talk about. When Aunt Li had already sat in my original position, I had to sit in another chair.

The slim black suit dress my mother wore today

Outline the good figure that my mother has trained on a daily basis very thoroughly

The waist-hugging design of the black shirt makes my mother's slightly plump waist become slender on weekdays

The slim tailoring makes my mother's breasts look fuller and taller

A black suit skirt on the lower body was opened with a small hole on the lower edge of the skirt

But my mother's round and plump buttocks and her fleshy and fleshy questions still supported the entire skirt.

The pair of black nylon stockings on her legs exuded a strange luster under the light

My mother put her left leg on her right knee, her slender calf and the brown oxford shoes trembled from time to time as her mother talked and Aunt Li and joked.

Only then did I feel that my mother's every move was full of the charm of a mature woman.

But when I think of such a mature and beautiful mother, who loves me and me, may once again enter the palace of marriage and become his bride with another man and become his bride

I feel inexplicably sad and depressed

I don't want my mother to leave me, nor can I accept my mother's in life, join a strange man

But, what should I do?

After the family memorial service, my mother and I bid farewell to the bald man and Aunt Li.

The mother and son went to the parking lot to pick up the car, but I didn't say anything along the way

After getting in the car, my mother saw that I had been silent, she reached out and touched my forehead again, and asked with concern: Why don’t you say a word? Are you feeling uncomfortable again?

I reluctantly squeezed a smile at my mother: It's okay, I'm just a little tired

My mother was still a little worried and said skeptical: Is it really okay? Otherwise, let's go to the hospital to take a look

A sudden burst of nameless fire broke out in my heart and said loudly: It's okay to say it! Stop asking

My mother was not angry about my sudden attack. She started the engine and said softly: It's good that you feel okay. If you feel uncomfortable, remember to call my mother and don't carry it yourself.

I felt a little guilty, but I just agreed to my mother's journey in a slight way. I didn't talk to her anymore.

When I returned to the door of the repair shop, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening. I didn't know when I fell asleep against the car window. My mother woke me up gently. I rubbed my eyes.

It's past seven o'clock, why don't you go home to have a meal tonight and come here tomorrow? My mother asked with concern

I hesitated for a moment, and when I thought of the two contracts I had placed on the table before, I still gave up the idea of ​​going home: No need, there is something to do tomorrow, come home again, I'm afraid I'll be delayed

Mother seemed a little disappointed: Then go back and get something to eat yourself, remember to take medicine, and rest early in the evening

I nodded: Well, I know, don't worry

I loosened my seat belt, but didn't get out of the car right away

What? Do you have to tell your mother about anything? My mother asked in confusion

I turned my head to look at my mother, pursed my lips and whispered: Mom, it was wrong for me to get angry just now

My mother smiled helplessly at me: Oh, I don’t understand your bad temper? Don’t do this in the future. Go back quickly. I got out of the car with peace of mind.

Back downstairs of the dormitory, I glanced at Sister Yang and found that the light was dark, Sister Yang should not be there

I ate something casually and took a shower

I wanted to see if Sister Yang had sent me a message, but I found that my phone was out of power

I charged my phone, and I was too lazy to turn it on again

Just put on your clothes, took the keys to the consultation room, and planned to go on a trip by yourself and send the contract to Sister Yang's office.

I came to the reception hall. It was already past eight o'clock now. Everyone should have gotten off work long ago. The hall was dark and there was no one.

I didn't turn on the lights anymore, so I went straight to the consultation room in the dark, turned on the lights, and then took the two contracts and prepared to send them to Sister Yang's office on the second floor.

With the lights of the consultation room, I went up to the second floor

Suddenly I remembered that Sister Yang's office should have locked the door.

A waste of time, a little annoyed

At this moment, I suddenly heard a sound of music mixed with vague breathing. I couldn't help but slow down and follow the sound.

The source of the sound is at the end of the aisle, the redundant office

There are only three rooms on this small second floor, one is Sister Yang's office and the other is Lu Gaonan's office. Although he rarely comes, the other is the room without a sign on the door.

I once asked Lao Liu what the use of that room is

But Lao Liu said he didn't know either, because he didn't seem to have entered that room either

I slowly walked towards the room. Since the ground on the second floor was covered with a layer of plastic anti-slip carpet, my footsteps were almost unaudible.

The closer to that room, the more obvious the gasps are

I stood outside the door of this room, with a few dim lights coming out of the crack in the door

I took a step forward and got closer

A woman's deep panting sound and a man's heavy breathing came from the room.

The wood squeezed each other and made a squeaking sound, and the collision of flesh between men and women seemed clearer on the quiet and dark second floor.

Who is the man and woman inside?

I skimmed an answer in my mind that I didn't want to accept

I looked around and saw nothing else in the room except the door in front of me.

Do you want to open the door?

I held my hand on the handle, and the cold touch of the metal handle came from my palm

After hesitating for a while, I squatted down and slowly pressed the door handle.

To my surprise, the door handle and the hinge of the door crack are very well lubricated

I opened the door and made no sound

Behind the door is a short aisle, and to the right is a bathroom

I looked into the room, and there was a solid wood desk in the corner of the wall at the end of the aisle.

A black office chair is placed next to the table

On the chair, a black suit and a gray dress were hanging in a mess

Black trousers, white shirts, white half-cup carved underwear, and white lace underwear

I squatted in the aisle and saw a black leather shoe scattered under the big bed opposite the desk, just a few minutes away from me

I saw it, what I least want to see

A black low-heeled fish-mouthed shoes

I've confirmed that the woman in the bed is her

I saw a fat and bloated body that was constantly moving back and forth

A pair of slender and symmetrical white legs firmly entrenched on the waist of the greasy body, constantly bumping with the man's wriggling

A pair of thick legs covered with leg hair, a pair of flawless, slender and symmetrical legs, intertwined and lingering together

In the aisle, I can only see the end of the bed

But it seems that the situation in bed is no longer important

Be gentle Lao Lu, you hurt me. The woman's anger and the man's smirk completely shattered my last trace of luck.

The man accelerated the frequency of reciprocating movements, and the woman's moans began to become high, and then she let out a burst of slutty laughter.

The room was filled with the aura of men and women's lust, but I was instantly like falling into an ice cave, my mind was blank

I quietly closed the door again and exited the room

I don't remember how I returned to the dormitory. I threw the two contracts on the table and then sat on the floor.

Why? Didn’t Lu Gaonan already have a family? Wasn’t she forced? Why did she act so depressed and entangled that night? Why was this so?

I sat blankly on the floor, angry, disappointed, confused, jealous...

All kinds of negative emotions are intertwined in my heart, and Sister Yang's voice, appearance, smile and appearance are constantly circling in my mind.

My thoughts were already in chaos. I could no longer hold back my emotions. I stood up, clenched my fists, and pounded heavily on the table.

Then he waved his arms suddenly, pushed all the things on the table to the ground, and then shouted for no reason

Why?

Why is it Lu Gaonan?

Why is the man I hate the most

However, my loss of rational venting did not make me feel better

I was like a punch hitting a piece of cotton, and the feeling of powerlessness was temporarily soaking my whole body

I sat down against the wall again, pushed these things and kicked this broken coffee table. What could I change?

My eyes were dull and I looked at the black night sky outside the window, and my hands accidentally touched the bag of Marlboro that Lao Liu gave me scattered on the ground.

I haven't smoked any more since I graduated from high school

In the past, I always thought that adults were cool in smoking, but later I realized that smoking was just a way for many people to relieve their emotions.

I grabbed the bag of Marlboro, pulled out one and sent it to my mouth, and then lit the lighter

The familiar smell of tobacco slowly spreads into my body through my nose and mouth

I looked at the slowly burning cigarette between me, the wisp of smoke slowly rising

I couldn't help but smile bitterly, laughing at my self-indulgentness, laughing at my innocence and stupidity

Who is Yang Jie sleeping with?

Nothing to do with you, Zheng Jia

Is it because you like others, do they want to accept you?

You are a young man without a house, car, and no deposit, why should he be with you?

I suddenly felt sad and ridiculous. What was sad is that I fell in love with a successful and mature and beautiful woman; what was ridiculous is that I foolishly thought that others also had feelings for me. She was lingering with the man she liked, but I was alone here and complaining.

It's ridiculous and tragic

I suddenly remembered what my mother said to me in the car today: But sometimes people are like this. People know people but not their hearts. Who knows what kind of person she is?

, It's Ah, do I know Yang Jie very well?

What kind of woman is she?

I like her, and what do I like about her?

A series of questions suddenly popped up in my mind

I like her, is I greedy for her tenderness and considerateness, or just want to occupy her mature and beautiful body?

Or is it that I just treat her as my mother's shadow?

I looked at the wisp of smoke in front of me and fell into stagnation for a moment.

A burning heat came from my fingertips and stinged my nerves. I came to my senses. The cigarette on my fingertips had burned to the filter.

I suddenly felt very tired, so I got up and walked to the toilet, throwing the cigarette butt in my hand into the toilet

Then I went back to the bedroom and lay heavily on the bed

Looking at the ceiling above my head, the sad scene in the room suddenly appeared in front of me, the voice, appearance and smile of Sister Yang, and the plump and mature figure of her mother...

I closed my eyes weakly and shook my head, trying to drive these messy things out of my mind, but found that everything was futile, and I still couldn't let go of everything that happened today

I tossed and turned in the bed, tossed and turned

I felt confused and didn't know how long I didn't know how long I opened my eyes unconsciously

A ray of white fish belly appeared in the sky. I lit up my phone and looked at it. Before I knew it, it was already seven o'clock in the morning.

I got up and sat on the bed. Everything that happened yesterday was still like a nightmare, tangled in my heart.

But I got up and got out of bed and changed into clothes

Standing in front of the bathroom mirror, I looked at the sighing stubble on my face and the messy hair, and couldn't help but smile bitterly

Fortunately, my cold has been relieved a lot. After washing up, I shaved my beard and combed my messy hair neatly, trying to make myself look more energetic after I washed up.

I thought this would be better, but not, when I think of the scene in the room last night, I still feel a deep sense of powerlessness

On the floor of the living room, things on the coffee table are scattered all over the floor

But I was unwilling to clean up. I pushed open the door and the fresh air outside made me feel much more relaxed.

I subconsciously glanced at Sister Yang's dormitory, but she still didn't seem to be back

But when I thought about it, I couldn't help but laugh.

What does it have to do with me if she comes back?

I came to the consultation room and everything was going on as usual

I was still repeating the repair plans with my customers; the door of Sister Yang’s office was closed, and I didn’t know where she went, just as I didn’t want to see her now.

For some reason, today's customers are relatively more than before

I've been working and temporarily forgotten what happened yesterday

By the time I finished solving the matter at hand, it was already past 11:00 noon and it was time to get off work

I sent off the last customer and found that the others, except for a few technicians who were repairing, seemed to have left.

I've sorted out the relevant materials today

Then I was going to go to the cafeteria to eat, but I found that it was dark clouds outside and it was already drizzling. Then my cell phone rang

Light up the screen, the caller ID is Sister Yang

Do you want to answer this call?

I hesitated for a moment

Finally, the phone was answered

Xiaojia, do you have time now? Sister Yang’s voice came from the other end of the phone. I wanted to refuse, but I couldn’t help asking: I just got off work, what’s wrong?

Go to my office, get Mr. Lu’s car keys and the contract on the desktop, and come to the insurance company. Sister Yang’s tone seemed a little anxious.

I'll ask Lao Liu to send it to you. I have something else to do at noon. I want to push the matter to Lao Liu so that I don't have to see her again.

Lao Liu can't do it, but he still wants you to come over. He doesn't understand the contract. Sister Yang still insists on asking me to go over. I sighed in my heart and agreed to Sister Yang's request.

On the way to the insurance company, I decided secretly that this was the last time I agreed to her request for picking up and dropping off. In the future, I would like to try my best to avoid contacting her alone again.

I've also thought about quitting and leaving

But I thought that if I just left like this, my mother would be very unhappy

I don't want my mother to get angry about this kind of thing anymore. I should also consider my livelihood.

My literary dream is just a dream in my youth after all

And Sister Yang is also a dream in my post-puberty period.

I parked the car in the insurance company's underground garage and went upstairs with the contract. Sister Yang was waiting for me at the reception desk on the first floor at the front desk.

Sister Yang wore a blue chiffon shirt today, paired with black slim-fitting trousers, and the shoes on her feet were also replaced with white high heels.

The black hair was tied in a circle and tied behind the head. The button on the neckline of the shirt was loosened, revealing a touch of fair skin

Sister Yang looks mature and capable today, but I have no intention of appreciating it

When I think of the scene I saw in the room last night, I feel the woman in front of me full of infinite disgust

I handed the bag to Sister Yang. Sister Yang looked at me, and there was a little weird between her eyebrows, as if she wanted to say something

But I swallowed it again when I was on my lips, just patted my shoulder

He smiled and said to me: Thank you for your hard work, you are waiting for me here, I will go back with you later, and then he took the gear bag and got on the elevator

I watched her leave without saying anything

I sat on the sofa in the lobby on the first floor. After more than ten minutes, the sound of the elevator arriving from the aisle came from the corridor.

Sister Yang waved at me and signaled that it was time for me to leave.

I nodded at her, then followed her into the elevator and came to the underground parking lot

After getting on the bus, Sister Yang was reviewing the information in her hand and found out all the information?

I turned my head and looked at Sister Yang. It was all done and had agreed before, but I came here this morning and forgot to get the contract. Sister Yang put the contract in the folder.

Then put it in the back seat

Let's go back if we figure it out

I started the engine and was about to put down the handbrake

I heard Sister Yang say: Wait, look so hard outside.

I turned my head and walked through a small window in the underground parking lot and saw that it was indeed pouring rain outside.

I simply turned off the car again and stopped it in place

I took out my cell phone and looked at the weather forecast. It said that the rain stopped in an hour.

I put all my cell phones and looked around, the huge underground parking lot

Apart from the faint sound of rain falling to the ground, there was silence

I was still silent, Sister Yang was also looking at her cell phone with her head down, and the carriage was silent.

It was you who was the person last night? Sister Yang put down her cell phone and looked into the distance

I was shocked, but still pretended to be confused: What last night?

Sister Yang sighed: Don’t pretend to be stupid. You have seen everything about last night?

Then he took out a document from his bag and stared at me intently

That was a document I had in those two contracts, with my signature on it

I turned my head and met Sister Yang's gaze. The gaze behind the golden glasses was complex and profound.

There was a little helplessness in the sadness, and a faint sense of fear.

For the first time, I felt that the woman in front of me was so strange

Now that things have come to this point, I can't pretend to be stupid anymore. I looked at Sister Yang and nodded slowly: That's right, it's me

Sister Yang's eyes suddenly became chaotic, but I became inexplicably calm

You don't have to worry about anything. It's your freedom to be with whom you are. I don't have the right to care about it, nor will I care about it. I looked into Sister Yang's eyes and said slowly that Sister Yang didn't reply, just lowered her head and frowned slightly.

I continued: It's getting lighter, it's time for us to leave, and then we're ready to start the car

Xiaojia, do you think I'm very...

No, I interrupted Sister Yang directly

Then he continued: You are my boss, I am your subordinate, isn’t that the only thing between us?

Sister Yang looked up at me, her eyes were wet, and her red lips were slightly opened, as if she was going to say something

Sister Yang, we should... I was about to ask again that it was time to leave, but suddenly I felt a gust of fragrance and my lips felt wet...