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The sound of Xiaoying picking her nails came from the room. There was no other sound in the whole room. I have to say that Xiaoying's nails were really strong. She had been picking her together in the office and home for about two hours, which shows that Xiaoying was very nervous inside.
Maybe she was nervous and dared not speak, maybe she was thinking about what to say at this time, all I could do was wait
I looked at the quiet living room without the angry Haohao and his father at home, and looked deserted. Looking back at the family photo on the wall, I felt so warm, but now I am afraid of seeing this family photo
I thought for a long time, and I don’t know where to start, but you are right. I am a lewd woman. Even now I think so that since I was a child, I have been a neighbor, relative, classmates, and a good girl in the eyes of teachers. I am gentle, virtuous, polite, and good at learning. Even after I become an adult, I am still clean and have almost no scandals. This is thanks to the education and family environment set by my parents. My parents are very decent people since I was a child. My parents are my teachers and idols. I have been learning from them.
After a long time, Xiaoying's voice finally rang out of the quiet room. Although the sound was very light, it seemed so clear in this quiet house. Xiaoying said it a little slowly at first, but finally it seemed to speak up. The rhythm of his speech slowly began to normal.
After adolescence, my physical development made me yearn for love and sex. Of course, these are the normal reactions of every normal person. At that time, I was curious about sex and curious about the opposite sex. However, because of my own reserve and the control of my parents, I could always control my sisters around me in college. My classmates and best friends had boyfriends and had sexual experience. They often discussed sex in the dormitory. At that time, I was very curious. When the dormitory turned off the lights and quieted down, I often fantasized about the paintings they mentioned.On the other hand, my body also reacted. A few days later, I finally had the first masturbation in my life. At that time, I didn’t have a boyfriend yet, but I just stroking it. In normal times, my best friends and sisters would tease me and teach me how to masturbate, etc. After a while, what they didn’t expect was that I really masturbated according to the method they said. It was also the first time I experienced the taste of sex. Although it was not true sex, after the climax, I regretted and annoyed that I had become lewd…
But then I thought about it carefully. Anyway, I knew it myself, and others could not see it, so it would not affect others' impression of me. So in the future, I kept masturbating secretly, but as the number of masturbation increased, it was more and more difficult for me to reach orgasm, and my physical needs were getting more and more. But I masturbated so many times, I never went deeper. I kept my hymen because I promised myself in my heart that my hymen must be broken for my future husband, and it must be on the wedding night. I did this promise. Many people chased me before you, but in the end I was with you, and I walked into the palace of marriage, until now
Xiaoying paused for a while, and then continued, as if she was brewing to calm down something, and I was just listening quietly
Although these things have little relationship with their father, they are something Xiaoying has never told me before
After I was with Xiaoying, Xiaoying gave me the feeling that she was very pure and very conservative about her body. When I saw the fallen red on the wedding night, I was extremely moved. I never thought of Xiaoying masturbating when she was young.
After I got married and started to enjoy sex with you, I realized that my body was actually very sensitive, but compared to physical touch, I care more about mental stimulation, just like when masturbating. After I started to try fresh, my interest in masturbation became less and less, because masturbation is fake after all, it is to comfort myself and use my body to comfort my body. Although the feeling of physical comfort is still there, my psychological feeling is false and unreal, which makes me lose all my interest in masturbation, and gradually it is broken.
After we got married, we started a couple life. To be honest, at the beginning, I felt very exciting. After all, the pleasure of sex with a man was masturbation and could not be given to me. At that time, I also tried my best to control myself. I didn’t want my body to be too sensitive. I didn’t want to affect any of your views on me. I have been working hard to maintain my pure image in your heart, just...
When she said this, Xiaoying paused. Maybe some of her words were hard to speak. After all, she was a woman, and some words were not as free and easy as I said.
You say... Now that things have come to this point, what else can't be said? I hope you will say everything, like me, without any reservations... Whatever you hide now may be a time bomb in the future...
I expressed my opinion at this time. I wanted to know Xiaoying's heart. To be honest, I was really curious about Xiaoying's heart and the other side.
But as time goes by, my feelings about sex become more and more dull. Maybe we are too familiar with it many times, and the feeling of body is still there, but there is no freshness in my heart. I also heard my colleagues and best friends say that couples have seven years of itch, which is very normal. As time goes by and adjust, these will gradually get better, so I don’t care about anything. If you have any requirements, I try to cooperate with you as much as possible. To be honest, I still have a lot of feelings about some positions of sex, such as... the back-entry style, and I really like this position, but I feel that this position is too lewd., And I want to keep the impression in your heart hypocritically, so I have never wanted to use this posture with you. It’s not that I pretended to be something, but that when we were in love, you told me countless times that you did not love my figure, not that I looked, but that I loved my purity. So I have always maintained my image countless times. I want to tear off this disguise, be unscrupulous when you were in bed, without any restraint or disguise, let myself have sex with you wholeheartedly and experience different feelings. Perhaps only in this way can we break our seven-year itch, but I have never had the courage until that time...
When Xiaoying said this sentence at the end, her tone slowed down, as if memories and confusion appeared in her eyes as she was talking.
After hearing this sentence, I knew that Xiaoying's next words were the main topic, and this turning point might be about her father...
The sound of Xiaoying picking her nails came from the room. There was no other sound in the whole room. I have to say that Xiaoying's nails were really strong. She had been picking her together in the office and home for about two hours, which shows that Xiaoying was very nervous inside.
Maybe she was nervous and dared not speak, maybe she was thinking about what to say at this time, all I could do was wait
I looked at the quiet living room without the angry Haohao and his father at home, and looked deserted. Looking back at the family photo on the wall, I felt so warm, but now I am afraid of seeing this family photo
I thought for a long time, and I don’t know where to start, but you are right. I am a lewd woman. Even now I think so that since I was a child, I have been a neighbor, relative, classmates, and a good girl in the eyes of teachers. I am gentle, virtuous, polite, and good at learning. Even after I become an adult, I am still clean and have almost no scandals. This is thanks to the education and family environment set by my parents. My parents are very decent people since I was a child. My parents are my teachers and idols. I have been learning from them.
After a long time, Xiaoying's voice finally rang out of the quiet room. Although the sound was very light, it seemed so clear in this quiet house. Xiaoying said it a little slowly at first, but finally it seemed to speak up. The rhythm of his speech slowly began to normal.
After adolescence, my physical development made me yearn for love and sex. Of course, these are the normal reactions of every normal person. At that time, I was curious about sex and curious about the opposite sex. However, because of my own reserve and the control of my parents, I could always control my sisters around me in college. My classmates and best friends had boyfriends and had sexual experience. They often discussed sex in the dormitory. At that time, I was very curious. When the dormitory turned off the lights and quieted down, I often fantasized about the paintings they mentioned.On the other hand, my body also reacted. A few days later, I finally had the first masturbation in my life. At that time, I didn’t have a boyfriend yet, but I just stroking it. In normal times, my best friends and sisters would tease me and teach me how to masturbate, etc. After a while, what they didn’t expect was that I really masturbated according to the method they said. It was also the first time I experienced the taste of sex. Although it was not true sex, after the climax, I regretted and annoyed that I had become lewd…
But then I thought about it carefully. Anyway, I knew it myself, and others could not see it, so it would not affect others' impression of me. So in the future, I kept masturbating secretly, but as the number of masturbation increased, it was more and more difficult for me to reach orgasm, and my physical needs were getting more and more. But I masturbated so many times, I never went deeper. I kept my hymen because I promised myself in my heart that my hymen must be broken for my future husband, and it must be on the wedding night. I did this promise. Many people chased me before you, but in the end I was with you, and I walked into the palace of marriage, until now
Xiaoying paused for a while, and then continued, as if she was brewing to calm down something, and I was just listening quietly
Although these things have little relationship with their father, they are something Xiaoying has never told me before
After I was with Xiaoying, Xiaoying gave me the feeling that she was very pure and very conservative about her body. When I saw the fallen red on the wedding night, I was extremely moved. I never thought of Xiaoying masturbating when she was young.
After I got married and started to enjoy sex with you, I realized that my body was actually very sensitive, but compared to physical touch, I care more about mental stimulation, just like when masturbating. After I started to try fresh, my interest in masturbation became less and less, because masturbation is fake after all, it is to comfort myself and use my body to comfort my body. Although the feeling of physical comfort is still there, my psychological feeling is false and unreal, which makes me lose all my interest in masturbation, and gradually it is broken.
After we got married, we started a couple life. To be honest, at the beginning, I felt very exciting. After all, the pleasure of sex with a man was masturbation and could not be given to me. At that time, I also tried my best to control myself. I didn’t want my body to be too sensitive. I didn’t want to affect any of your views on me. I have been working hard to maintain my pure image in your heart, just...
When she said this, Xiaoying paused. Maybe some of her words were hard to speak. After all, she was a woman, and some words were not as free and easy as I said.
You say... Now that things have come to this point, what else can't be said? I hope you will say everything, like me, without any reservations... Whatever you hide now may be a time bomb in the future...
I expressed my opinion at this time. I wanted to know Xiaoying's heart. To be honest, I was really curious about Xiaoying's heart and the other side.
But as time goes by, my feelings about sex become more and more dull. Maybe we are too familiar with it many times, and the feeling of body is still there, but there is no freshness in my heart. I also heard my colleagues and best friends say that couples have seven years of itch, which is very normal. As time goes by and adjust, these will gradually get better, so I don’t care about anything. If you have any requirements, I try to cooperate with you as much as possible. To be honest, I still have a lot of feelings about some positions of sex, such as... the back-entry style, and I really like this position, but I feel that this position is too lewd., And I want to keep the impression in your heart hypocritically, so I have never wanted to use this posture with you. It’s not that I pretended to be something, but that when we were in love, you told me countless times that you did not love my figure, not that I looked, but that I loved my purity. So I have always maintained my image countless times. I want to tear off this disguise, be unscrupulous when you were in bed, without any restraint or disguise, let myself have sex with you wholeheartedly and experience different feelings. Perhaps only in this way can we break our seven-year itch, but I have never had the courage until that time...
When Xiaoying said this sentence at the end, her tone slowed down, as if memories and confusion appeared in her eyes as she was talking.
After hearing this sentence, I knew that Xiaoying's next words were the main topic, and this turning point might be about her father...