Chapter 381

Originally, our sex life became very rare during that period, and it ended in a hurry, so I was not satisfied. Many nights, I would wake up in the middle of the night, my lower body was itchy and wet, and even in my sleep, my legs would sometimes be clamped together for friction. In fact, what you don’t know is that my sexual desire is really strong and needed, but I have been patient and didn’t show it. When I saw your father’s penis, I seemed to see a peerless demon. At that moment, I was confused by it, as if I had been hit by a magic trick. I was actually confused, my body walked towards it uncontrollably. I seemed to be controlled at that time, and it was in my eyes and mind. The closer I was to it, the more I was controlled by it, the more I was controlled by it, when my hands touched it, I was completely lost...

I stroked my father's penis. Its thick male smell was far away, but it kept drilling into my nostrils. I touched my nostrils slowly approached it. I smelled the smell, and the smell made my whole body numb, as if it was floating. I seemed to be controlled by lust, and my body and behavior were involuntarily, but I tried to maintain the last trace of tranquility. Under my remaining rationality, I didn't give my father a blowjob that time, but I took off my underwear and rode on my father by chance. I almost inserted my father's penis in. Fortunately, at the last moment, my reason remained, and your figure flashed through my mind, and the moral concept I established since childhood, let me stop at the last moment. I took advantage of the more quiet and clearness of my life and quickly put on my clothes and escaped back to the bedroom.

After that, I fell into deep self-blame, but I was very glad that fortunately, fortunately, the situation did not happen. You and my father didn't know, but what I didn't know was that all this was originally planned by you, and my father had already woken up by me at that time. Later, my father told me, it turned out that I was really stupid for the first time at that time, and only the first time I saw it... When I saw my father's under me, I was deeply impressed by it. I don't know why, I can't figure it out now. I seem to have a kind of genital worship. What is the source and reason of this psychology? I don't know. Maybe it's something that has been hidden in my heart. It was just that I was accidentally developed by my father's penis at that time.

You almost knew what happened next. You were alone with my father, touching my father's inadvertent body, and you deliberately did not go home to create opportunities for us, etc. Things began to develop step by step. Since I saw my father's lower body, the shadow and outline of that thing kept echoing in my mind. I almost always thought about it. It was like a spell, eroding my reason and thoughts little by little. After a few days, I finally had my first fantasy of the appearance of my father's penis and masturbating in the bathroom. Although that masturbation did not bring me much orgasm, it made me feel the stimulation that I had not experienced for many years. Masturbation is rare stimulation Since then, every time my father's penis appears in my mind, it seems like a fire is burning in my heart. I feel that my sexual desire is rising little by little. But for some reason, the sex life between you and me is getting less and less. At that time, I didn't think too much. I just thought that your work is getting busier and busier and your body is getting tired, so I have always understood you. I have wanted to take the initiative for countless nights and ride on you to satisfy myself a little. But I am afraid, afraid that you will feel something, afraid that you will think I am lewd, afraid that you will affect your impression of me, so I have been patient and accumulated sexual desire little by little

Speaking of this, I would like to ask: It was a coincidence that your and I had sex with each other suddenly decreased. Did you... intentionally?

After saying a lot of words, Xiaoying suddenly paused for a moment, and then asked me with a more subtle voice.

Yes, I did it on purpose to abstinence, so...

I did not have any hidden feelings and boldly admitted it. Since I have to be honest with each other tonight, I must be honest. Xiaoying's words just now shocked me. When I saw Xiaoying enter her father's room and see her naked penis, I still remember Xiaoying's reaction at that time. After all, it was the first time that I really experienced that perverted psychological stimulation. But I didn't expect that the stimulation and shock caused by Xiaoying when she saw her father's penis was far beyond my imagination.

Genital worship. Although I have heard this word before, I have never put it on Xiaoying. Now I think about it.

Since this is true, Xiaoying's obsession with her father may be much deeper than I expected

So did your father and I have more and more opportunities to get along alone afterwards, and did you deliberately create it?

After pausing for a while, Xiaoying continued to ask

Yes……

I still told the truth. The two questions asked by Xiaoying were not mentioned in my description just now. It was not that I did not say them on purpose, but that I did not think of this question. No wonder Xiaoying asked them. After all, Xiaoying couldn't find the answer to these two questions in surveillance, so I could only ask me

Under your special arrangement, I spent more and more time alone with your father, and the atmosphere became more and more awkward. I often didn't dare to look at my father, shy. Maybe it was because I did something wrong that night. Since I saw my father's penis, I finally completely changed my view and feeling about my father, and I completely had the idea and desire to have sex with my father. But I swear, I just had fantasies at that time, but if it really happened, I would never agree with me.I was foolishly thinking that my father drank too much that night and didn't know what I did, but I didn't expect that later I realized that my father was woken up by my penis that night. It was just that he pretended to be asleep to avoid embarrassment. Through your surveillance video, I also saw my father's behavior in private. Through my later observation of my father, I knew that on that night, the turning point of the radical change in my father's views and feelings about each other was also from that time on, my father and I had a desire for each other.

From then on, I found that my father's eyes changed, and a little bit of vagueness rose between us. I felt it, but at that time I didn't know if my father felt it. At that time, I thought it was me who had an illusion, maybe my eyes dodging and other behaviors that made my father discover something and misunderstand. At that time, I didn't know why, but I didn't try to recover anything. Instead, I let things develop like this. Although I tried my best to restrain myself, I was also looking forward to what happened.

Xiaoying said this and paused again. I touched my pocket, took out a cigarette, sat on the sofa, lit it, and started smoking. I couldn't calm my heart for a long time. Listening to Xiaoying's words, it was really better than seeing videos or blogs.

The shock brought is even stronger. What happened next may be the highlight of Xiaoying's heart. Smoke a cigarette in advance and prepare yourself a little mentally...