Chapter 376

When I woke up, it was already three o'clock in the middle of the night. I was awakened by a urge to urinate. When I opened my eyes, it was still dark outside the window, without any sign of dawn.

I got up in a daze and headed towards the toilet. After untiing my hands, I woke up a lot.

At this moment, I remembered the fact that Xiaoying accompanied me last night. I don’t know if Xiaoying is still there. Maybe she has gone back. Although the door is not locked, Xiaoying has not come in to harass me. Maybe her patience has been almost wiped out by me. I must have gone back angrily.

It just happened to be angry, so as not to harass me. I suddenly found that my penis was injured, and my psychology changed. Could it be that I became a father-in-law's psychology? Is it a psychopath? I haven't suffered any sexual stimulation recently, and I don't know if I still have the needs of a man.

During this period, I didn’t have the stimulation of my father and Xiaoying. I rarely recuperated in the hospital for more than a month and found that my energy had recovered a lot. I couldn’t sleep when I lay in bed. I suddenly thought of looking at the starry sky outside the window in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window in the office, and then went to the office drawer to get cigarettes. I haven’t smoked for a long time.

I put on my clothes and opened the office door. What I saw was another scene, which made me stand there on the spot

The first thing I saw was the sofa in the center of the office. On the sofa, there was a woman curled up and lying on it. She lay on the sofa with her legs bent and her arms were holding her body. She felt very cold and there was nothing covered on her body. Of course, this woman was Xiaoying.

She didn't leave, which surprised me a little

Seeing her curled up on the sofa, I felt a little touched in my heart, and I had the urge to cover her with my clothes.

I took off my clothes from my shoulders and walked slowly towards her. This was completely my instinctive reaction. When I was with Xiaoying, I would gently put on my clothes on Xiaoying regardless of whether it was cold or not. But this time when I walked to her, I suddenly stopped.

If I cover her with clothes, wouldn't I give her hope and make her think I'm willing to forgive her

After thinking about it, I made up my mind to walk in front of the drawer and take out the cigarette and return to the lounge.

I felt a little reluctant when I sat on the bed, so I took out the photo from my phone and changed my mindset.

Wasn’t the night when I self-injured was even more helpless or even more miserable?

Who has ever felt sorry for me?

Compared to me, Xiaoying's suffering is already a slim

Sitting on the bed and watching me smoke a cigarette outside the window, but I can no longer sleep

I just sat on the bed and looked out the window until dawn

At five o'clock in the morning, I heard the slight footsteps in the office. It seemed that Xiaoying had woken up. Then I heard the sound of the office door opening. It seemed that Xiaoying was about to leave.

I couldn't help but feel relieved when I heard Xiaoying leaving.

After sitting for a while, I walked to the bathroom to wash. It was still early. After washing, I went to have some breakfast. Then I had some morning exercises to nourish my spirit.

When I finished washing and walked to the office, I didn't see Xiaoying. I just put the steaming soy milk and fried dough sticks on my desk. I immediately walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and saw Xiaoying walking towards the company gate. It seemed that when I was washing, she bought breakfast and left again after putting it down.

Xiaoying walked very slowly, and seemed to feel uncomfortable

Back at the desk and looking at the breakfast, I was really hungry

But I was a little reluctant to eat it, and I felt that eating what she bought seemed to admit my mistake to her. After a while of confusion, it didn't matter that these soy milk fried dough sticks were not made by Xiaoying, but others made them.

After a full meal, I ran outside for a while to practice for a while, and then started working for the whole day

When I got off work at night, I couldn't help but feel relieved when I didn't receive Xiaoying's inquiry call. As long as she didn't disturb me, I would be fine.

But after a while, Xiaoying came again, and her lips were a little pale, but fortunately, all her colleagues left

After Xiaoying came, she took a meal and put it on my desk, and then sat on the sofa without saying a word.

Just occasionally looking at me

Fortunately, Xiaoying didn't stay here during the day, maybe she knew that it would be bad if her colleagues saw something.

I haven't eaten anything. Seeing these foods, it was obviously made by Xiaoying. I didn't eat a bite. Xiaoying didn't dare to persuade me. We didn't even say a word.

But within an hour, Xiaoying would take the meals to the employee lounge and heat them up in the microwave.

After the heat was finished, I took it back and put it on the table. I didn't know how long it took, but I didn't eat it.

It's ten o'clock in the evening

I didn't say anything, and went back to the lounge and closed the door. At this time, my stomach was so hungry that I was rumbled, but I didn't eat what Xiaoying made when I was hungry. I didn't want to give her any hope. I hope she could give up.

After turning off the room lights, I lay on the bed, and I couldn't calm down for a long time. Xiaoying's actions caught me off guard.

That's it now. If she comes every day, I ignore her every day. I see how long she can last.

She gave up after only a few days last time

Finally, I went to have anal sex with my father to take revenge on me. This time I saw how many days she could fight and how she could take revenge on me.

When I woke up the next morning, it was a little later than the day before. When I walked out of the lounge, the hot breakfast was placed on my desk again. The food I didn't eat last night had disappeared. I touched the temperature of the breakfast. It seemed that it was not long ago. There was a human-shaped concave mark on the sofa, and I stroked it with my hands and had a slight body temperature.

Needless to say, Xiaoying slept here for another night, I sighed, and after breakfast, I started working for another day

In the following days, it seemed like she was in a repetitive situation. Every night, Xiaoying would prepare the food for me. We didn't say a word, but I didn't eat it every time. Xiaoying was hot every hour. When she went to bed at night, she never entered the lounge to disturb me. Every morning when I woke up, she would prepare breakfast, and the styles were not repeated. She would accompany me like this every day.

As time goes by, my cold heart seems to be melting little by little. Every time I recall my painful experience and look at that photo to cheer myself up and strengthen my heart.

Don't come over again, is it meaningless to do this?

When Xiaoying was still bringing food on the seventh night, I finally couldn't help but say to her

I won't disturb you...

Xiaoying put the food on the desk and said softly, this is the first thing we said in seven days

In just one week, Xiaoying has lost weight significantly, and her face is getting worse and worse. She has recently caught a cold. It is normal to think about it. She sleeps on the sofa of the company every day without a quilt cover. It would be strange if she doesn't catch a cold.

Why do you have to do this? I don’t care about you now, isn’t it just right? Do whatever you want. You can do whatever you want, and I won’t care about anything you want. Isn’t this the life you want?

Half of my words were angry, and my other half was the truth. She could continue to be kind to her father. She would do whatever she liked. I wouldn't care about being out of sight and not being upset. I just thought it was my filial son. In my later years, I found him a young and beautiful old companion.

After hearing my words, Xiaoying's body trembled for a moment, without answering or expressing her opinion, just sat there blankly

If I had known today, why would I have been...

Finally, I said this to Xiaoying and myself.

Lying on the bed in the lounge, looking at the moonlight outside the window, my heart was full of thoughts. If Xiaoying could hold on for a month, I would give her a chance. Although a month could not redeem any sins, it would not be a solution to continue like this.

For the sake of my child and my parents-in-law, I have no plans to divorce. Even if she persists for a month, she will just let me go home. Let's talk about other things later.

But I didn't expect that an accident happened before half a month...