Reality is always cruel. No matter how unwilling the big cat is, abandoning the car to protect the handsome guy is the only way now
Big Cat understands Cao Gang understands it too, but after all, this is a very difficult method to accept. All of us are in a bad mood.
While busy things are going on in an orderly manner under such a depressing situation
Cao Gang walked into the Public Security Bureau as a surrender, and the matter ended.
A few days later, the big cat was finally able to leave the room that had been there for nearly two months.
Where to go first?
I drove to pick him up the day I left. Looking at the big cat with a gloomy face, I was not in a good mood either.
Go to Li Zhi's place... take a shower first and get out of bad luck...
Big cat answered expressionlessly
OK...Don't do this, things are over... Take your time in the future!
I comforted the big cat while driving
Alas... Gangzi can hold on if he can hold on inside, but he heard from Li Zhi... He has suffered a lot of crimes in the past two days...
Big cat said helplessly
Suffering is inevitable... I'm afraid that he can't stand it and give you... Then our efforts will be done...
I said with concern... Cao Gang is a drug addict, what should he do if he gets addicted to drugs?
For a drug addict, you don’t have any control ability when you are addicted
Let it go! But Gangzi has been holding on for the past few days... The Public Security Bureau didn't seem to want to dig deeper, and didn't force him too much. It should be intentional to let us go! Wu Xiaoxia is really not simple!... Li Zhi has already found someone to take care of Gangzi, so he might send him to the drug rehabilitation center first!
Big cat said calmly
I hope Gangzi can hold on...
I said with a wry smile... All efforts have been used up, and it depends on Cao Gang's perseverance now.
We took a simple shower in the sauna and then came to Li Zhi's office together... The sauna business has basically returned to its previous situation. Although we are still operating it carefully, it seems that no major things will happen for the time being.
Don't look gloomy. Things are over. Haven't we come back to life? As long as we are still alive, everything will be fine... Our burden will be heavier in the future. Many good brothers need us to take care of.
In the office, Li Zhi said with a confident expression as he looked at the big cat with a gloomy face
Nothing happened... I just felt a little uncomfortable, it would be fine after a while
Big cat smiled bitterly and said
I feel uncomfortable, but do you know if I have to hold on?...I rented a house next to the discotheque, so you can live there in the future! Don't show your head in the discotheque for the time being, wait a while before talking about it!
Li Zhi told Big Cat about his future arrangements
OK...I know...
The big cat nodded and replied
There is a Daqing manager in the discotheque for the time being, you are manipulating behind the scenes... You must be more stable this time and don't make any mistakes...
Li Zhi said to the big cat cautiously
I know, I will be careful... I spent a lot of money this time!
The big cat asked expressionlessly
There are already more than 400... But it doesn't matter, as long as we don't die, the money will still be ours sooner or later
Li Zhi said indifferently
So...
Not only was I shocked, I didn't expect it to cost so much
Not many brothers, aren’t our lives saved? The opportunity is still with us, right?... I have given her Wu Xiaoxia that share, thanks to her this time!
Li Zhi smiled and said...Yes! Life is saved and the money is gone, but how long can it be saved?
I went home first, and then I moved to the disco... I haven't been home for a long time, and I don't know how my parents are doing?
After staying for a while, the big cat stood up and said
Then you go back! Big cat, remember what I said, we are still alive... Nails, can you give the big cat?
Li Zhi agreed and said to me later
Of course... I will always be with him...
I stood up as I said
By the way, this is a little bit of the meaning... You have also put a lot of effort into this period, so thank you!
Suddenly Li Zhi said and came out of the draw box and handed it to me
What a joke... I don't treat me as a brother for this?
Of course I know what that is, but how could I have
I know... then forget it, haha... I'm wrong, everyone will share the blessing in the future...
Li Zhi smiled embarrassedly
After leaving the sauna, I drove the big cat home. It was really difficult to think about the big cat's elderly and sick parents...
If you give the money, you will take the quilt... who is not...
The big cat suddenly said to me while driving
Not that good! How could I take it...
The big cat's words made me stunned, and I replied with a wry smile
I didn't want you to get involved in my affairs, but this time I still put you on...
Big cat said with a helpless expression
What is our relationship? Can I ignore it? Isn’t this not to treat me as a brother?
I know the big cat is for my own good, and I am afraid that it will involve me in the future
But things have been like this, and I can't ignore it and watch the big cat get caught
Forget it, I won’t say anything anymore... But you must remember what I said. If you really have something to do in the future, you must find a way to protect yourself and push everything on me. Don’t put yourself in it too
Big cat looked at me and said with a serious look on his face.
Not that serious! Haha...just look at what you said
I said calmly, but I was really nervous... To be honest, even now I haven't figured out what Big Cats and the others have done?
Although I know that drug abuse is a death sentence that can be killed, I feel that it is not just a simple matter of drug abuse.
You don't know, actually... forget it, it's better to know less, but it's not good to know more... In short, remember what I said
Big Cat wanted to say it, but in the end it didn't tell me everything
OK I know, don't scare yourself... Everything will pass
My heart was furious. Looking at the big cat's expression, I knew that things were really not that simple
I didn't ask him, as he said, I'd better know less
Big Cat's home is still so simple. The parents who have not had big cats for such a long time have not shown any doubts. Maybe they are used to it!
It's a nail! You haven't been here for a long time...Sit down
Big Cat's mother showed a kind smile on her face when she saw me, but Big Cat's father was still unable to get up due to cerebral congestion.
Hello Auntie, I’m in good health!
I asked while sitting on the stool... The big cat went back to his room after entering the room.
It's okay! It's the same... Our family is getting better now, we have a job and earn a lot of money. I'm relieved with his father now... When the waiter comes back, we'll be a member of the group
The big cat's mother said to me with joy, with a happy expression
It can be seen that she is very satisfied with the situation of Big Cat now, but she knows what Big Cat is really doing!
...The Lichun is the name of the big cat
Yes! He doesn’t have to worry about him now, you can take good care of your illness!
Looking at the smiling face of the big cat mother, I felt bitter in my heart. It’s so pitiful to my parents all over the world!
For her, a little change from her son can make her extremely happy and proud
Big Cat stayed at home for a while, left some money for his parents, and asked about his father's condition. His words were full of care, which was definitely a manifestation of a filial son... Big Cat's care for his parents moved me very much. Although Big Cat is not a real good person, his filial piety to his parents is sincere.
Sometimes it is really strange. The more people outside are not doing their jobs, the more they know how to be filial to their parents.
After leaving Big Cat's house, we drove through Shuntian Street... This is what Big Cat means, in his words, I just want to see it.
The rich seem to have fewer people, and they are not as prosperous as before...
When the car passed by the rich man, the big cat looked inside and said
Now all gambling consoles are under severe crackdowns, and the rich people dare not resist the wind...
I glanced at it and replied
I will come back... Dasha, wait for me...
The big cat said to himself
Things are often so strange. Our car had already left Shuntian Street, but as soon as we walked out of the street, we saw a big fool.
And it was so coincidental that Dasha stood in front of my car, forcing me to stop... It's such a narrow road for enemies!
Big Cat and I didn't expect to meet him. We looked at each other, and we all had surprised eyes in each other's eyes.
Can you drive?
Dasha was also startled by the car that suddenly appeared in front of him. He pressed the front of the car with one hand and scolded loudly... It looked very fierce, so arrogant.
Yeah...hehe...Isn't this Brother Mao?
Suddenly, Dasha saw the person sitting in the car clearly. He was stunned for a moment and walked over with a wicked smile on his face.
You fucking...
Big Cat saw Dasha being so arrogant, he was about to get off the car when he opened the door
Don't be impulsive, big cat...
I quickly pulled the big cat and got out of the car... The two of them are natural enemies, and I am really afraid that the big cat will not be able to control myself.
Haha... the big cat is still alive! I heard that something happened to you... you are not a fugitive, are you? You can pretend that you didn't see it and let you go... Haha...
Dasha stood in front of the big cat and laughed loudly.
Damn... your grandpa is fine, no one dares to touch me yet... Even if there is something wrong, I will put you on the back...
Big Cat looked at Dasha with a vicious look, and he wouldn't be ruthless and would kill him now.
I'm so scared!...Damn it, you're lucky this time, I'll let you die next time...
Dasha also showed a fierce look, and the two looked at each other
The atmosphere suddenly became tense. I could see that the big cat was already trembling all over. He was trying hard to restrain himself.
Forget it... Let's go! Let's go!
I quickly walked over and pushed the big cat into the car. I was really afraid that the big cat would not be able to control myself.
The big cat got into the car under my pull, but his eyes were staring at Dasha...
Don't look at me, I have the ability to come to me... I rarely stay here now. This is my new address... I'll wait for you
Dasha looked back at the big cat with a sneer, and suddenly took out a business card from her pocket and handed it to the big cat
I will go find you... It won't be too long, waiting for me...
The big cat took the business card and held it hard in his hand... The car rushed out quickly at this moment, and I felt sweaty on my back
The big cat had a gloomy face along the way, and it looked very scary, so I didn't bother him... The car drove to the discotheque shortly after, and the big cat called Daqing, and soon Daqing and Xiaoxin walked out of the discotheque with him... The two of them took us to the house Li Zhi rented for the big cat
Brother Mao, I miss you so much! You are back...
Xiaoxin was very excited when she saw the big cat, and she was full of smiles on her face.
Is that right? The little girl is getting more and more good at speaking... Am I back now?
Big cat laughed, Xiaoxin's words made him very helpful
Brother Mao, this is the rented house. It is very close to us, only five minutes away... I’m still satisfied!
After entering the room, Daqing said with a smile
good……
Big Cat answered simply... The house is a double-bedroom apartment, and the equipment in the house is fully prepared, so you can live in it as soon as you enter.
You will be more troublesome in the disco from Daqing to the future... If something big happens, you know... Do it well...
When everyone sat down, the big cat looked at Daqing and said
Don't worry! Brother Mao... I understand... Besides, you didn't really care about it? I will ask you if you have any questions...
Daqing seemed to be very concerned about Big Cat. Facing Big Cat, he looked very nervous and spoke carefully.
Is that true? Brother Mao, you don’t care, but you just hide for two days? How can you not have a disco?
Xiaoxin admires the big cat very much. She said and gave Daqing a blank look.
Haha... Just Xiaoxin can speak... Daqing, let me tell you, this period is an extraordinary period, so you must not be confused... Whoever is confused, don't say I won't let him go, don't blame me for being merciless then...
Big Cat said to Daqing with a gloomy face, "If the big cat's face is gloomy, there are not many people who will not be afraid."
It won't be messy...it won't be messy...
Daqing agreed, but he didn't even dare to look at the big cat
It would be fine if it doesn’t work... Xiaoxin will help Daqing more in the future, and you two need to manage the disco... Do you know?
Big cat is not so gloomy to Xiaoxin, his words are obviously improving Xiaoxin's status
I know Brother Cat...
Xiaoxin agreed happily, looking very happy
Daqing, does Fangfang often come to the disco during this period?
I didn't say anything, I didn't want to say it, but I still couldn't help but ask Daqing
Ah…yes, sometimes...
Daqing was stunned by my sudden questioning, and he was even more embarrassed.
Take care of her more...Don't let her have anything to do? The little girl is fun, I don't have time to accompany her for a while... I'll find you if something happens
I said to him with something in my words
I know... don't worry! Don't worry!
Daqing replied that his forehead was sweating. It was nothing, Brother Mao, I'll go back first...
Daqing may be unable to sit still, he stood up and said to the big cat with a embarrassed look on his face.
Oh...it's okay, go!
Big Cat was stunned for a moment and said... Big Cat was surprised by the conversation between me and Daqing. He looked at us with confusion, looking puzzled.
What's going on? What you said just now is wrong!
When Daqing left, Big Cat asked me in confusion
Nothing, let's talk about it if you have the chance! Maybe I'm too careful...
Xiaoxin hasn't left yet, I don't want to say more
And I feel that there is nothing to say about this. I was originally going to cut off my relationship with Fangfang, but I didn’t want others to pursue her. Am I ridiculous?
Sister Fangfang hasn't come these two days... It's okay if I come, but I don't dare to do anything! Daqing dares to do anything? He just hates the slutty look... Sister Fangfang is like a fly when she comes.
Xiaoxin looked at her and said quickly
What you mean is Daqing and Fangfang... It's impossible! Fangfang is not that kind of girl! Isn't it very good to you? Besides, Daqing doesn't dare to do it!... Daqing is just like that, and it doesn't matter if you see a beautiful girl. Don't you still like this?
The big cat said to me with a puzzled face
Stop guessing... I'm so annoying...
I don't want to discuss this, the more I talk, the more I feel annoyed I feel.
Big Cat understands Cao Gang understands it too, but after all, this is a very difficult method to accept. All of us are in a bad mood.
While busy things are going on in an orderly manner under such a depressing situation
Cao Gang walked into the Public Security Bureau as a surrender, and the matter ended.
A few days later, the big cat was finally able to leave the room that had been there for nearly two months.
Where to go first?
I drove to pick him up the day I left. Looking at the big cat with a gloomy face, I was not in a good mood either.
Go to Li Zhi's place... take a shower first and get out of bad luck...
Big cat answered expressionlessly
OK...Don't do this, things are over... Take your time in the future!
I comforted the big cat while driving
Alas... Gangzi can hold on if he can hold on inside, but he heard from Li Zhi... He has suffered a lot of crimes in the past two days...
Big cat said helplessly
Suffering is inevitable... I'm afraid that he can't stand it and give you... Then our efforts will be done...
I said with concern... Cao Gang is a drug addict, what should he do if he gets addicted to drugs?
For a drug addict, you don’t have any control ability when you are addicted
Let it go! But Gangzi has been holding on for the past few days... The Public Security Bureau didn't seem to want to dig deeper, and didn't force him too much. It should be intentional to let us go! Wu Xiaoxia is really not simple!... Li Zhi has already found someone to take care of Gangzi, so he might send him to the drug rehabilitation center first!
Big cat said calmly
I hope Gangzi can hold on...
I said with a wry smile... All efforts have been used up, and it depends on Cao Gang's perseverance now.
We took a simple shower in the sauna and then came to Li Zhi's office together... The sauna business has basically returned to its previous situation. Although we are still operating it carefully, it seems that no major things will happen for the time being.
Don't look gloomy. Things are over. Haven't we come back to life? As long as we are still alive, everything will be fine... Our burden will be heavier in the future. Many good brothers need us to take care of.
In the office, Li Zhi said with a confident expression as he looked at the big cat with a gloomy face
Nothing happened... I just felt a little uncomfortable, it would be fine after a while
Big cat smiled bitterly and said
I feel uncomfortable, but do you know if I have to hold on?...I rented a house next to the discotheque, so you can live there in the future! Don't show your head in the discotheque for the time being, wait a while before talking about it!
Li Zhi told Big Cat about his future arrangements
OK...I know...
The big cat nodded and replied
There is a Daqing manager in the discotheque for the time being, you are manipulating behind the scenes... You must be more stable this time and don't make any mistakes...
Li Zhi said to the big cat cautiously
I know, I will be careful... I spent a lot of money this time!
The big cat asked expressionlessly
There are already more than 400... But it doesn't matter, as long as we don't die, the money will still be ours sooner or later
Li Zhi said indifferently
So...
Not only was I shocked, I didn't expect it to cost so much
Not many brothers, aren’t our lives saved? The opportunity is still with us, right?... I have given her Wu Xiaoxia that share, thanks to her this time!
Li Zhi smiled and said...Yes! Life is saved and the money is gone, but how long can it be saved?
I went home first, and then I moved to the disco... I haven't been home for a long time, and I don't know how my parents are doing?
After staying for a while, the big cat stood up and said
Then you go back! Big cat, remember what I said, we are still alive... Nails, can you give the big cat?
Li Zhi agreed and said to me later
Of course... I will always be with him...
I stood up as I said
By the way, this is a little bit of the meaning... You have also put a lot of effort into this period, so thank you!
Suddenly Li Zhi said and came out of the draw box and handed it to me
What a joke... I don't treat me as a brother for this?
Of course I know what that is, but how could I have
I know... then forget it, haha... I'm wrong, everyone will share the blessing in the future...
Li Zhi smiled embarrassedly
After leaving the sauna, I drove the big cat home. It was really difficult to think about the big cat's elderly and sick parents...
If you give the money, you will take the quilt... who is not...
The big cat suddenly said to me while driving
Not that good! How could I take it...
The big cat's words made me stunned, and I replied with a wry smile
I didn't want you to get involved in my affairs, but this time I still put you on...
Big cat said with a helpless expression
What is our relationship? Can I ignore it? Isn’t this not to treat me as a brother?
I know the big cat is for my own good, and I am afraid that it will involve me in the future
But things have been like this, and I can't ignore it and watch the big cat get caught
Forget it, I won’t say anything anymore... But you must remember what I said. If you really have something to do in the future, you must find a way to protect yourself and push everything on me. Don’t put yourself in it too
Big cat looked at me and said with a serious look on his face.
Not that serious! Haha...just look at what you said
I said calmly, but I was really nervous... To be honest, even now I haven't figured out what Big Cats and the others have done?
Although I know that drug abuse is a death sentence that can be killed, I feel that it is not just a simple matter of drug abuse.
You don't know, actually... forget it, it's better to know less, but it's not good to know more... In short, remember what I said
Big Cat wanted to say it, but in the end it didn't tell me everything
OK I know, don't scare yourself... Everything will pass
My heart was furious. Looking at the big cat's expression, I knew that things were really not that simple
I didn't ask him, as he said, I'd better know less
Big Cat's home is still so simple. The parents who have not had big cats for such a long time have not shown any doubts. Maybe they are used to it!
It's a nail! You haven't been here for a long time...Sit down
Big Cat's mother showed a kind smile on her face when she saw me, but Big Cat's father was still unable to get up due to cerebral congestion.
Hello Auntie, I’m in good health!
I asked while sitting on the stool... The big cat went back to his room after entering the room.
It's okay! It's the same... Our family is getting better now, we have a job and earn a lot of money. I'm relieved with his father now... When the waiter comes back, we'll be a member of the group
The big cat's mother said to me with joy, with a happy expression
It can be seen that she is very satisfied with the situation of Big Cat now, but she knows what Big Cat is really doing!
...The Lichun is the name of the big cat
Yes! He doesn’t have to worry about him now, you can take good care of your illness!
Looking at the smiling face of the big cat mother, I felt bitter in my heart. It’s so pitiful to my parents all over the world!
For her, a little change from her son can make her extremely happy and proud
Big Cat stayed at home for a while, left some money for his parents, and asked about his father's condition. His words were full of care, which was definitely a manifestation of a filial son... Big Cat's care for his parents moved me very much. Although Big Cat is not a real good person, his filial piety to his parents is sincere.
Sometimes it is really strange. The more people outside are not doing their jobs, the more they know how to be filial to their parents.
After leaving Big Cat's house, we drove through Shuntian Street... This is what Big Cat means, in his words, I just want to see it.
The rich seem to have fewer people, and they are not as prosperous as before...
When the car passed by the rich man, the big cat looked inside and said
Now all gambling consoles are under severe crackdowns, and the rich people dare not resist the wind...
I glanced at it and replied
I will come back... Dasha, wait for me...
The big cat said to himself
Things are often so strange. Our car had already left Shuntian Street, but as soon as we walked out of the street, we saw a big fool.
And it was so coincidental that Dasha stood in front of my car, forcing me to stop... It's such a narrow road for enemies!
Big Cat and I didn't expect to meet him. We looked at each other, and we all had surprised eyes in each other's eyes.
Can you drive?
Dasha was also startled by the car that suddenly appeared in front of him. He pressed the front of the car with one hand and scolded loudly... It looked very fierce, so arrogant.
Yeah...hehe...Isn't this Brother Mao?
Suddenly, Dasha saw the person sitting in the car clearly. He was stunned for a moment and walked over with a wicked smile on his face.
You fucking...
Big Cat saw Dasha being so arrogant, he was about to get off the car when he opened the door
Don't be impulsive, big cat...
I quickly pulled the big cat and got out of the car... The two of them are natural enemies, and I am really afraid that the big cat will not be able to control myself.
Haha... the big cat is still alive! I heard that something happened to you... you are not a fugitive, are you? You can pretend that you didn't see it and let you go... Haha...
Dasha stood in front of the big cat and laughed loudly.
Damn... your grandpa is fine, no one dares to touch me yet... Even if there is something wrong, I will put you on the back...
Big Cat looked at Dasha with a vicious look, and he wouldn't be ruthless and would kill him now.
I'm so scared!...Damn it, you're lucky this time, I'll let you die next time...
Dasha also showed a fierce look, and the two looked at each other
The atmosphere suddenly became tense. I could see that the big cat was already trembling all over. He was trying hard to restrain himself.
Forget it... Let's go! Let's go!
I quickly walked over and pushed the big cat into the car. I was really afraid that the big cat would not be able to control myself.
The big cat got into the car under my pull, but his eyes were staring at Dasha...
Don't look at me, I have the ability to come to me... I rarely stay here now. This is my new address... I'll wait for you
Dasha looked back at the big cat with a sneer, and suddenly took out a business card from her pocket and handed it to the big cat
I will go find you... It won't be too long, waiting for me...
The big cat took the business card and held it hard in his hand... The car rushed out quickly at this moment, and I felt sweaty on my back
The big cat had a gloomy face along the way, and it looked very scary, so I didn't bother him... The car drove to the discotheque shortly after, and the big cat called Daqing, and soon Daqing and Xiaoxin walked out of the discotheque with him... The two of them took us to the house Li Zhi rented for the big cat
Brother Mao, I miss you so much! You are back...
Xiaoxin was very excited when she saw the big cat, and she was full of smiles on her face.
Is that right? The little girl is getting more and more good at speaking... Am I back now?
Big cat laughed, Xiaoxin's words made him very helpful
Brother Mao, this is the rented house. It is very close to us, only five minutes away... I’m still satisfied!
After entering the room, Daqing said with a smile
good……
Big Cat answered simply... The house is a double-bedroom apartment, and the equipment in the house is fully prepared, so you can live in it as soon as you enter.
You will be more troublesome in the disco from Daqing to the future... If something big happens, you know... Do it well...
When everyone sat down, the big cat looked at Daqing and said
Don't worry! Brother Mao... I understand... Besides, you didn't really care about it? I will ask you if you have any questions...
Daqing seemed to be very concerned about Big Cat. Facing Big Cat, he looked very nervous and spoke carefully.
Is that true? Brother Mao, you don’t care, but you just hide for two days? How can you not have a disco?
Xiaoxin admires the big cat very much. She said and gave Daqing a blank look.
Haha... Just Xiaoxin can speak... Daqing, let me tell you, this period is an extraordinary period, so you must not be confused... Whoever is confused, don't say I won't let him go, don't blame me for being merciless then...
Big Cat said to Daqing with a gloomy face, "If the big cat's face is gloomy, there are not many people who will not be afraid."
It won't be messy...it won't be messy...
Daqing agreed, but he didn't even dare to look at the big cat
It would be fine if it doesn’t work... Xiaoxin will help Daqing more in the future, and you two need to manage the disco... Do you know?
Big cat is not so gloomy to Xiaoxin, his words are obviously improving Xiaoxin's status
I know Brother Cat...
Xiaoxin agreed happily, looking very happy
Daqing, does Fangfang often come to the disco during this period?
I didn't say anything, I didn't want to say it, but I still couldn't help but ask Daqing
Ah…yes, sometimes...
Daqing was stunned by my sudden questioning, and he was even more embarrassed.
Take care of her more...Don't let her have anything to do? The little girl is fun, I don't have time to accompany her for a while... I'll find you if something happens
I said to him with something in my words
I know... don't worry! Don't worry!
Daqing replied that his forehead was sweating. It was nothing, Brother Mao, I'll go back first...
Daqing may be unable to sit still, he stood up and said to the big cat with a embarrassed look on his face.
Oh...it's okay, go!
Big Cat was stunned for a moment and said... Big Cat was surprised by the conversation between me and Daqing. He looked at us with confusion, looking puzzled.
What's going on? What you said just now is wrong!
When Daqing left, Big Cat asked me in confusion
Nothing, let's talk about it if you have the chance! Maybe I'm too careful...
Xiaoxin hasn't left yet, I don't want to say more
And I feel that there is nothing to say about this. I was originally going to cut off my relationship with Fangfang, but I didn’t want others to pursue her. Am I ridiculous?
Sister Fangfang hasn't come these two days... It's okay if I come, but I don't dare to do anything! Daqing dares to do anything? He just hates the slutty look... Sister Fangfang is like a fly when she comes.
Xiaoxin looked at her and said quickly
What you mean is Daqing and Fangfang... It's impossible! Fangfang is not that kind of girl! Isn't it very good to you? Besides, Daqing doesn't dare to do it!... Daqing is just like that, and it doesn't matter if you see a beautiful girl. Don't you still like this?
The big cat said to me with a puzzled face
Stop guessing... I'm so annoying...
I don't want to discuss this, the more I talk, the more I feel annoyed I feel.