Author: linmilj We slowly woke up from the excitement... There were countless people around us looking at us in surprise, which made me very upset
Uncle! I saw you again, I miss you so much... Why did you appear here? I thought I was not sure what I saw right away?
Lina, who was tearful, looked at me and asked, her hands still clutching me tightly
It's a long story... Let me tell you slowly? Stop crying, it will make you cry...
I pulled her forward... My mood was very complicated, and I didn't know how I could explain it to her.
Walking forward slowly, I briefly told her about the experience over the past year, and she was also full of surprise when she heard it...
So that's it. I thought you were sneaking out? Haha... Just come out, so I can see you... You don't know, I miss you so much... I have cried for you for many days... You're so cruel to you
Lina smiled innocently, not disliked me at all because I was a criminal
It's all bad for uncles... I've disappointed you...
I held her delicate little hand guiltily, which made me feel a little warm
Uncle...I originally wanted to go and see it, but my mother said it was too far away... You won't blame me!
Lina looked at me with apologetic look
Why, I won’t blame you... Lina, are you doing well this year?
I comforted her with a smile and asked her casually
Uncle... Do you believe it? I was admitted to the Art Academy... I am also a college student and I am the same as Yingying
Lina said to me with joy and confidence
Ah...really? So awesome!
I was really surprised that Lina was able to get into college, and it was her favorite art school.
Of course it is true... Since your accident, I have been studying hard, I must be admitted to a good school... I don't want to disappoint you
Lina grabbed my hand and said
What a great look... Uncle is proud of you
Looking at the confidence light flashing in her eyes, I saw the vaguely familiar attachment
Uncle! Go to my house! My mother is also thinking about you... By the way, Yingying and Aunt Qin will be in their hometown... They are not here
Lina said happily after receiving my praise
Oh... By the way, Lina, don't tell anyone about my return news, okay? Including Yingying... and you Aunt Qin
I felt ache when I heard the news about Qin Yan and Yingying. I tried my best to be calm and told Lina.
Oh! I know...
Lina stared at me in surprise, as if she understood something
At Lina's strong request, I was dragged toward her house by her... I didn't want to go, and I felt very embarrassed to meet those who I was familiar with...
But I couldn't twist Lina, so I had to promise her to go together.
It's still that cottage, the layout of the house is the same as a year ago...
Ah!…you…
When I appeared in front of Shufen and said, Shufen, who was surprised, opened her mouth wide and looked at me.
Hello Sister Shufen! It’s me... Ding Yan...
I said embarrassedly, I felt my face hotly seen by her
Mom, why are you standing stupidly? Uncle quickly enter the house...
Lina pushed me into the house
Xiao Ding... It's you really? Why are you back?
Shufen, who couldn't believe it, asked in confusion while following me into the house.
Uncle, please explain to my mother slowly, I'll get some water for you so that you can wash... I'm so stinky
Lina said to me happily with a smile on her face
Sister Shufen is hard to describe!…
I lowered my head and told Shufen about me
After listening to my introduction, Shufen's tense face finally calmed down... I felt relieved, and I thought you... Xiao Ding! You broke Sister Qin's heart, you shouldn't! Sister Qin is such a good person!
Shufen complained to me helplessly
I know it's my fault, I'm a bastard...
I admit my mistakes sadly
Mom! Don’t always mention this matter. Why do you still mention it when the matter is over?...Uncle! The water is ready, you wash it!
Lina walked in at this time... Her words were obviously favoring me. Maybe in her heart there were only good or bad, no mistake or right!
I won’t say it anymore, I won’t say it anymore... Xiao Ding, go and wash it! After that, I’ll have dinner at home...
Shufen no longer blames me for her painful expression when she saw me
I don't know why I don't feel embarrassed in this family, as if everything is so natural
Even now I feel ashamed of many people, but I still feel relaxed when facing this mother and daughter.
I might have felt a little restrained when I first came in, but now that restraint is gone... Everything seems natural
I simply rinsed myself, and when I came out I felt refreshed for a long time
Simple meals have been set up in the room. Although it is simple, it makes me feel the warm family atmosphere... It is something I have lost, but now it has a sense of loss and regaining
The atmosphere is very cheerful, both mother and daughter caring for me, which makes me extremely kind... For them, my fault is forgiven, and they only remember the good things I brought to them in their hearts.
Xiao Ding! Just come back, don’t think about it in the past. Can you start over again?...What are you doing now!
Asking me while picking up food for me
There is nothing to do... I originally found a job to repair a car, but it turned bad again the first two days...
I answered with a wry smile
I've found it slowly, it's not a matter of rush... Uncle! Don't you have no place to live? Just live in my house... I live in school, and I'm not at ease with my mother alone, so you can take care of my mother...
Lina said to me with a smile
Haha! Little girl...
I smiled bitterly. Such an embarrassing thing made her say so simple
Shufen also blushed, but her words moved me: If you have no place to live... Then stay here! Staying in a hotel costs money... Lina is not here, we can separate the house as before... Besides, I go to work during the day and come back at night
Sister Shufen, Lina...you are so nice to me!
I was so moved that I never thought that they would accept me without any worries
Don't say that, did Lina and I rely on you to be today? Lina will become a talent now...
Shufen said with a smile
You can live here! The partition is unnecessary... the room is too dark...
Lina grabbed my arm and said to me coquettishly
No, no...I have a place to live...No, no...
How could I live here? That's really bad.
Even if they don’t treat me as an outsider, I can’t agree!
I'm angry if you don't agree! Bad guy! I was very happy to see you today, but you even messed with me.
Lina looked at me with a grievance, and tears rolled in her eyes
Don't do this...How can I drag you down...
Although I know Lina is acting, I am still moved by her affection
Okay, okay... Let's talk about it after this matter is over... The Chinese New Year will be celebrated soon. While Lina is on vacation, you will stay here in the past few days. Don't say anything you don't agree!
Shufen smiled at me as she was so wryly made by Lina.
OK! Little girl... stop pretending, okay?
I held Lina's shoulder and shook her helplessly
In this way, I lived in Lina's house in a vague way. Even after the New Year, I lived here and did not leave... I originally wanted to leave, but the true feelings of the mother and daughter and the feeling of home here attracted me, making me unwilling to leave
Of course I wouldn't live in the same room with them anymore. I made a small bed in the kitchen and I live there every day...
Lina has grown up, but she still has the cheerful personality. Every day after Shufen goes to work, she will pester me and play with me, and even her classmates ignore her.
My mood gradually improved with Lina's appearance. Who would be depressed if there is such a cheerful girl around me?
But what makes me feel awkward is that Lina is really different from a year ago
Now she has developed into a big girl, and her whole body exudes the unique youthful atmosphere of a girl
But she still didn't know each other with me like before, which made me helpless and helpless
I try to avoid any physical contact with her, but she is always willing to bother me, which makes me feel embarrassed
As long as I have a little bit of hiding from her, she will pout and look unhappy, as if she is really bullied by me... she is so big!
I really can’t do anything about Lina. I used to feel that she wasn’t very good at young people, but now she is older!
...I can only bear it. Facing a mother and daughter like Shufen and Lina, I even have a trace of evil thoughts in my heart, and I am also a beast!
Not to mention actually doing something?
Time passed quickly and New Year's Eve in a blink of an eye... The first two days of the year my elder brother called me and said that my mother's health had not been very good. I originally wanted to tell her the news that I came back before the Spring Festival so that I could go home for the New Year, but now it is not possible. I am afraid that my mother will be excited and her condition will worsen.
Of course I understand what my elder brother means, but when I knew my mother's condition worsened, I not only worried about her.
To be honest, my mother has a few things, and that’s all caused by me... I’m so sinful!
The Spring Festival has passed like this, and in a blink of an eye it is March... Lina is going to school and has no time to go home. She is the only one who is left at home.
Fortunately, Shufen went to work during the day, which also made me feel embarrassed about being alone with her.
Lao Zhu is really a friend, so he helped me find a driving job or a taxi... My ID was gone, so Lao Zhu got me a very realistic fake certificate from there.
In his words, "As long as you drive a good car, no one will read the ID, even if you read it, it is difficult to tell whether it is true or false."
I'm afraid of being frightened. If I don't work, I don't have money to spend. I don't care what he is true or false. I make money. First... I'll catch it and I'll catch it.
Lao Zhu found me a night shift job, which is just my wish... I had no one at home during the day, and Shufen came back tonight. I went to work, it was very good
In this way, I started a new life... Although it was not as colorful as before, I was already very content
Sometimes when I think of Qin Yan and Yingying, I feel a tingling pain
I still don't have the courage to see them, and they still don't know the news of my return.
My mother's condition has stabilized, but in our family, my mother is still forbidding anyone to mention my name... My mother is still cruel to me!
I have been on the phone with Wu Xiaoxia several times and have met several times. I feel that every time I see her, her mental state is worse than the last time I see her
I was full of haggard face and thoughts. I was very worried about her, but every time I asked her, she didn't want to answer me... I also felt that her deadline was coming.
It has been half a year since I was out of prison and I have been driving for a month. It seems that everything is going well
Except for Wu Xiaoxia's incident that made me worry, it seems that I have no worries anymore
When I was sleeping at home that morning, the phone suddenly rang, waking me out of my sleep...
The strange number, I looked at this number in confusion... No one knows my phone number except my family, Wu Xiaoxia, Lao Zhu and Lina!
Who will it be?
Hello……
I answered the phone anyway
Is it Ding Yan?
A female voice came from the phone in a hurry
Yes...I am Ding Yan... Are you?
I feel that the sound is familiar, but I can't remember who it is
Is it really you? I am Xin Qing! When did you come out, why didn’t you tell us... You know how anxious we are!
It turned out to be Xin Qing... When she confirmed it was me, her voice had already started to whimper
Xiaoqing...I...
I'm speechless, I don't know how to answer
Are you there! Are you okay?...Tingting and I went to visit you the first year, but the prison said you were sick and out...we were all anxious...How are you? What kind of disease? Is it serious?
Xin Qing cried and told me on the phone
Xiaoqing, don’t worry...I’m fine, I’m not sick...I…
I was incoherent, and I was moved by her true care
You are there! Can we meet?...You know we are all very anxious, but we can't find your news... I finally got the phone number from your brother after finally knowing your address...
Xin Qing said crying
OK, Xiaoqing! Stop crying, it’s my fault... Can we meet at XXX? I’ll tell you the matter...
I have to meet them, and I can't hide from their true feelings
When I saw two girls, although there were many strangers around me, Xin Qing and Zhang Ting threw themselves into my arms regardless of everything, hugged me tightly and cried bitterly... I was stunned, I was moved by their true feelings, and my tears also flowed down
I don't know why they treat me like this, but I know that their affection is real and that my concern comes from the heart
I told them how I got through without missing a word. Even if I had such a sensitive relationship with Wu Xiaoxia, I told them.
I can't have anything to keep, my heart doesn't allow me to deceive them
So that's the case, it's good to be able to come out... But why don't you tell us where! Don't you know we're thinking about you very much?
After Xin Qing knew everything, she still questioned me with resentment.
I don't want to implicate you, I'll make you worry about me...
I can only find such an excuse. I can't say that I never thought of notifying you!
The two girls asked me carefully about everything about my current situation and were very happy that I could support myself... I still didn't tell them about my living in Lina's house, and I didn't know why I didn't tell them. In short, I felt that I shouldn't tell them at that time.
From the mouths of the two girls, I also learned some of their situations and the situations of Qin Yan and Yingying...
Both girls have now joined the company opened by Manager Zhang to help, and they are doing very well.
Xin Qing even became the city representative of the head office. Who told her dad to be the company's investor?
Qin Yan has slowly returned to normal, and now he has started working, and his mood has become much more stable.
But everyone could still see the old and haggard expression of her expression. Everyone knew that she was still not free from the matter, so no one dared to mention any news about me.
Yingying is still studying in another place, and her studies are still very good
Yingying would call back to greet Qin Yan from time to time, and of course she would also ask about my news while talking to Xin Qing... I could still feel Yingying's concern for me while Xin Qing's words.
After the two girls' instructions to keep informed, we broke up after noon... I can't understand why they took care of me so much. I dare not be too affectionate, but I feel that other reasons are too far-fetched.
Could it be that they are really... Looking at the two girls leaving, I not only smiled bitterly!
After returning to Lina's house, I could no longer fall asleep. I was in a complicated mood and had a messy mind. Everything flashed through my mind...
Uncle! I saw you again, I miss you so much... Why did you appear here? I thought I was not sure what I saw right away?
Lina, who was tearful, looked at me and asked, her hands still clutching me tightly
It's a long story... Let me tell you slowly? Stop crying, it will make you cry...
I pulled her forward... My mood was very complicated, and I didn't know how I could explain it to her.
Walking forward slowly, I briefly told her about the experience over the past year, and she was also full of surprise when she heard it...
So that's it. I thought you were sneaking out? Haha... Just come out, so I can see you... You don't know, I miss you so much... I have cried for you for many days... You're so cruel to you
Lina smiled innocently, not disliked me at all because I was a criminal
It's all bad for uncles... I've disappointed you...
I held her delicate little hand guiltily, which made me feel a little warm
Uncle...I originally wanted to go and see it, but my mother said it was too far away... You won't blame me!
Lina looked at me with apologetic look
Why, I won’t blame you... Lina, are you doing well this year?
I comforted her with a smile and asked her casually
Uncle... Do you believe it? I was admitted to the Art Academy... I am also a college student and I am the same as Yingying
Lina said to me with joy and confidence
Ah...really? So awesome!
I was really surprised that Lina was able to get into college, and it was her favorite art school.
Of course it is true... Since your accident, I have been studying hard, I must be admitted to a good school... I don't want to disappoint you
Lina grabbed my hand and said
What a great look... Uncle is proud of you
Looking at the confidence light flashing in her eyes, I saw the vaguely familiar attachment
Uncle! Go to my house! My mother is also thinking about you... By the way, Yingying and Aunt Qin will be in their hometown... They are not here
Lina said happily after receiving my praise
Oh... By the way, Lina, don't tell anyone about my return news, okay? Including Yingying... and you Aunt Qin
I felt ache when I heard the news about Qin Yan and Yingying. I tried my best to be calm and told Lina.
Oh! I know...
Lina stared at me in surprise, as if she understood something
At Lina's strong request, I was dragged toward her house by her... I didn't want to go, and I felt very embarrassed to meet those who I was familiar with...
But I couldn't twist Lina, so I had to promise her to go together.
It's still that cottage, the layout of the house is the same as a year ago...
Ah!…you…
When I appeared in front of Shufen and said, Shufen, who was surprised, opened her mouth wide and looked at me.
Hello Sister Shufen! It’s me... Ding Yan...
I said embarrassedly, I felt my face hotly seen by her
Mom, why are you standing stupidly? Uncle quickly enter the house...
Lina pushed me into the house
Xiao Ding... It's you really? Why are you back?
Shufen, who couldn't believe it, asked in confusion while following me into the house.
Uncle, please explain to my mother slowly, I'll get some water for you so that you can wash... I'm so stinky
Lina said to me happily with a smile on her face
Sister Shufen is hard to describe!…
I lowered my head and told Shufen about me
After listening to my introduction, Shufen's tense face finally calmed down... I felt relieved, and I thought you... Xiao Ding! You broke Sister Qin's heart, you shouldn't! Sister Qin is such a good person!
Shufen complained to me helplessly
I know it's my fault, I'm a bastard...
I admit my mistakes sadly
Mom! Don’t always mention this matter. Why do you still mention it when the matter is over?...Uncle! The water is ready, you wash it!
Lina walked in at this time... Her words were obviously favoring me. Maybe in her heart there were only good or bad, no mistake or right!
I won’t say it anymore, I won’t say it anymore... Xiao Ding, go and wash it! After that, I’ll have dinner at home...
Shufen no longer blames me for her painful expression when she saw me
I don't know why I don't feel embarrassed in this family, as if everything is so natural
Even now I feel ashamed of many people, but I still feel relaxed when facing this mother and daughter.
I might have felt a little restrained when I first came in, but now that restraint is gone... Everything seems natural
I simply rinsed myself, and when I came out I felt refreshed for a long time
Simple meals have been set up in the room. Although it is simple, it makes me feel the warm family atmosphere... It is something I have lost, but now it has a sense of loss and regaining
The atmosphere is very cheerful, both mother and daughter caring for me, which makes me extremely kind... For them, my fault is forgiven, and they only remember the good things I brought to them in their hearts.
Xiao Ding! Just come back, don’t think about it in the past. Can you start over again?...What are you doing now!
Asking me while picking up food for me
There is nothing to do... I originally found a job to repair a car, but it turned bad again the first two days...
I answered with a wry smile
I've found it slowly, it's not a matter of rush... Uncle! Don't you have no place to live? Just live in my house... I live in school, and I'm not at ease with my mother alone, so you can take care of my mother...
Lina said to me with a smile
Haha! Little girl...
I smiled bitterly. Such an embarrassing thing made her say so simple
Shufen also blushed, but her words moved me: If you have no place to live... Then stay here! Staying in a hotel costs money... Lina is not here, we can separate the house as before... Besides, I go to work during the day and come back at night
Sister Shufen, Lina...you are so nice to me!
I was so moved that I never thought that they would accept me without any worries
Don't say that, did Lina and I rely on you to be today? Lina will become a talent now...
Shufen said with a smile
You can live here! The partition is unnecessary... the room is too dark...
Lina grabbed my arm and said to me coquettishly
No, no...I have a place to live...No, no...
How could I live here? That's really bad.
Even if they don’t treat me as an outsider, I can’t agree!
I'm angry if you don't agree! Bad guy! I was very happy to see you today, but you even messed with me.
Lina looked at me with a grievance, and tears rolled in her eyes
Don't do this...How can I drag you down...
Although I know Lina is acting, I am still moved by her affection
Okay, okay... Let's talk about it after this matter is over... The Chinese New Year will be celebrated soon. While Lina is on vacation, you will stay here in the past few days. Don't say anything you don't agree!
Shufen smiled at me as she was so wryly made by Lina.
OK! Little girl... stop pretending, okay?
I held Lina's shoulder and shook her helplessly
In this way, I lived in Lina's house in a vague way. Even after the New Year, I lived here and did not leave... I originally wanted to leave, but the true feelings of the mother and daughter and the feeling of home here attracted me, making me unwilling to leave
Of course I wouldn't live in the same room with them anymore. I made a small bed in the kitchen and I live there every day...
Lina has grown up, but she still has the cheerful personality. Every day after Shufen goes to work, she will pester me and play with me, and even her classmates ignore her.
My mood gradually improved with Lina's appearance. Who would be depressed if there is such a cheerful girl around me?
But what makes me feel awkward is that Lina is really different from a year ago
Now she has developed into a big girl, and her whole body exudes the unique youthful atmosphere of a girl
But she still didn't know each other with me like before, which made me helpless and helpless
I try to avoid any physical contact with her, but she is always willing to bother me, which makes me feel embarrassed
As long as I have a little bit of hiding from her, she will pout and look unhappy, as if she is really bullied by me... she is so big!
I really can’t do anything about Lina. I used to feel that she wasn’t very good at young people, but now she is older!
...I can only bear it. Facing a mother and daughter like Shufen and Lina, I even have a trace of evil thoughts in my heart, and I am also a beast!
Not to mention actually doing something?
Time passed quickly and New Year's Eve in a blink of an eye... The first two days of the year my elder brother called me and said that my mother's health had not been very good. I originally wanted to tell her the news that I came back before the Spring Festival so that I could go home for the New Year, but now it is not possible. I am afraid that my mother will be excited and her condition will worsen.
Of course I understand what my elder brother means, but when I knew my mother's condition worsened, I not only worried about her.
To be honest, my mother has a few things, and that’s all caused by me... I’m so sinful!
The Spring Festival has passed like this, and in a blink of an eye it is March... Lina is going to school and has no time to go home. She is the only one who is left at home.
Fortunately, Shufen went to work during the day, which also made me feel embarrassed about being alone with her.
Lao Zhu is really a friend, so he helped me find a driving job or a taxi... My ID was gone, so Lao Zhu got me a very realistic fake certificate from there.
In his words, "As long as you drive a good car, no one will read the ID, even if you read it, it is difficult to tell whether it is true or false."
I'm afraid of being frightened. If I don't work, I don't have money to spend. I don't care what he is true or false. I make money. First... I'll catch it and I'll catch it.
Lao Zhu found me a night shift job, which is just my wish... I had no one at home during the day, and Shufen came back tonight. I went to work, it was very good
In this way, I started a new life... Although it was not as colorful as before, I was already very content
Sometimes when I think of Qin Yan and Yingying, I feel a tingling pain
I still don't have the courage to see them, and they still don't know the news of my return.
My mother's condition has stabilized, but in our family, my mother is still forbidding anyone to mention my name... My mother is still cruel to me!
I have been on the phone with Wu Xiaoxia several times and have met several times. I feel that every time I see her, her mental state is worse than the last time I see her
I was full of haggard face and thoughts. I was very worried about her, but every time I asked her, she didn't want to answer me... I also felt that her deadline was coming.
It has been half a year since I was out of prison and I have been driving for a month. It seems that everything is going well
Except for Wu Xiaoxia's incident that made me worry, it seems that I have no worries anymore
When I was sleeping at home that morning, the phone suddenly rang, waking me out of my sleep...
The strange number, I looked at this number in confusion... No one knows my phone number except my family, Wu Xiaoxia, Lao Zhu and Lina!
Who will it be?
Hello……
I answered the phone anyway
Is it Ding Yan?
A female voice came from the phone in a hurry
Yes...I am Ding Yan... Are you?
I feel that the sound is familiar, but I can't remember who it is
Is it really you? I am Xin Qing! When did you come out, why didn’t you tell us... You know how anxious we are!
It turned out to be Xin Qing... When she confirmed it was me, her voice had already started to whimper
Xiaoqing...I...
I'm speechless, I don't know how to answer
Are you there! Are you okay?...Tingting and I went to visit you the first year, but the prison said you were sick and out...we were all anxious...How are you? What kind of disease? Is it serious?
Xin Qing cried and told me on the phone
Xiaoqing, don’t worry...I’m fine, I’m not sick...I…
I was incoherent, and I was moved by her true care
You are there! Can we meet?...You know we are all very anxious, but we can't find your news... I finally got the phone number from your brother after finally knowing your address...
Xin Qing said crying
OK, Xiaoqing! Stop crying, it’s my fault... Can we meet at XXX? I’ll tell you the matter...
I have to meet them, and I can't hide from their true feelings
When I saw two girls, although there were many strangers around me, Xin Qing and Zhang Ting threw themselves into my arms regardless of everything, hugged me tightly and cried bitterly... I was stunned, I was moved by their true feelings, and my tears also flowed down
I don't know why they treat me like this, but I know that their affection is real and that my concern comes from the heart
I told them how I got through without missing a word. Even if I had such a sensitive relationship with Wu Xiaoxia, I told them.
I can't have anything to keep, my heart doesn't allow me to deceive them
So that's the case, it's good to be able to come out... But why don't you tell us where! Don't you know we're thinking about you very much?
After Xin Qing knew everything, she still questioned me with resentment.
I don't want to implicate you, I'll make you worry about me...
I can only find such an excuse. I can't say that I never thought of notifying you!
The two girls asked me carefully about everything about my current situation and were very happy that I could support myself... I still didn't tell them about my living in Lina's house, and I didn't know why I didn't tell them. In short, I felt that I shouldn't tell them at that time.
From the mouths of the two girls, I also learned some of their situations and the situations of Qin Yan and Yingying...
Both girls have now joined the company opened by Manager Zhang to help, and they are doing very well.
Xin Qing even became the city representative of the head office. Who told her dad to be the company's investor?
Qin Yan has slowly returned to normal, and now he has started working, and his mood has become much more stable.
But everyone could still see the old and haggard expression of her expression. Everyone knew that she was still not free from the matter, so no one dared to mention any news about me.
Yingying is still studying in another place, and her studies are still very good
Yingying would call back to greet Qin Yan from time to time, and of course she would also ask about my news while talking to Xin Qing... I could still feel Yingying's concern for me while Xin Qing's words.
After the two girls' instructions to keep informed, we broke up after noon... I can't understand why they took care of me so much. I dare not be too affectionate, but I feel that other reasons are too far-fetched.
Could it be that they are really... Looking at the two girls leaving, I not only smiled bitterly!
After returning to Lina's house, I could no longer fall asleep. I was in a complicated mood and had a messy mind. Everything flashed through my mind...