Chapter 82

We went to a bar together

There are very few people in the bar, and it is not time to get the master yet

The lights were dim, so we found a table inside and sat down

Through the light, I saw that her face was very scary. Her face was pale without a trace of smile.

Come and drink...

She picked up the wine and raised it to me and said, "I wish you good luck in the future..."

I feel something is wrong with the atmosphere

We drank silently, she didn't say anything, I didn't say anything, nor did I make a fuss

I want to say something, but I really don't know what to say

She seemed to be thinking about something?

There is no expression on your face

Others come to the bar for fun, but we don't have a hint of joy.

Don't think about those things... relax

I said to her helplessly

Yes...drinking...you feel bad even if you follow me...sorry

She smiled bitterly and said, "Just forget it... Don't think about it anymore."

I persuaded her

She drank a lot of wine and she also talked more

Later she could no longer control herself, she sat there crying and laughing

I can only drink with her. I know she is venting herself. I can't and how to comfort her.

Her consciousness was already in chaos. She cried loudly, laughing at everyone in the bar, and people looked at us in surprise.

Stop drinking...Let's go

I walked over and helped her up

We can't stay here anymore

Don't pull me...I want to drink...I want to drink...I feel so painful...

She can't even speak clearly, and her consciousness is blurred

I forced her out of the bar. She was simply a drunk "wine girl" and was shouting randomly on the road.

We are surrounded by people, I really don't know what to do

She sat and lie down on the road like a lunatic

Her actions angered me, and I grabbed her, and there were two big mouths on her face.

She was stunned by me, and then fell into my arms and cried loudly.

I feel very uncomfortable, beating her is not what I want to do

I picked her up, squeezed out of the crowd, and took a taxi to walk home.

Under my forced , I finally got her into the house

She vomited as soon as she entered the room, and the smell made me feel disgusted.

I finally put her on the bed. I sat weakly beside the bed, but she fell on the bed like a dead pig.

She hasn't vomited on me, I'm laughing and crying when I look at the clothes

You lied to me...why...

While I was washing my clothes, I heard her screaming in the bed

After I cleaned my body and the house, I went into the house and looked at her

She slept very heavily, with tears in her eyes

Her clothes were still on her body, and she was soaked with sweat.

Alas...I not only sighed

She would feel uncomfortable sleeping in a skirt. I helped her up and wanted to take off her skirt.

She leaned against me weakly and slept hard

I hugged her and helped her take off her skirt... How tired?

I finally took off my skirt, and my white skin appeared in front of me

Although I have no desire, my body still becomes impulsive

I pressed my impulse to put her down on the bed, and I sat by the bed and looked at her

I looked at her haggard face and sad look, I was really sad

Why? What am I doing wrong?

She murmured, tears flowing down her face

I reached out and wiped off her tears gently, and my hands unconsciously stroked down her body.

I was infected by her sad expression. I really wanted to comfort her and hugged her and told her that it was not her fault.

Although I felt very sad for her, when I looked at her naked body, my hands reached out to her chest as if I was not obeying my control. My hands grabbed her soft breasts and my lower body became hard

Everything began like this. Before I entered her body, my heart was very conflicted

I knew I shouldn't do this, but a stimulating feeling made me unable to extricate myself

I still inserted it into her body, and I took possession of her again

This time, she was in a coma, and she was even more 'taking advantage of the danger' than last time'

She didn't wake up, but just twisted her body in a conditioned reflex under my movements, moaning a few times from time to time under my movements.

And I thrust my waist without any passion. Is this considered a "rape"?

When I left, she wasn't awake yet, she slept very heavily

I left home with a confused look on my face. I don’t know what I have done?

What is the difference between me and bad guys?

I can say that I raped a woman who was unconscious

Come back...what have you done

As soon as Yingying entered the house, she ran over and asked me in confusion

Doing business... Why don't you play with the computer?

I was hiding my guilt, it was boring... What's the smell of you?

Yingying pinched her nose and looked nervous

Oh... it's... that... a drunk person just vomited in the car...

I said in a hurry and in awkward way, what did I say?... Are there too many cars left?

Yingying actually believed it. It doesn't matter... I've sent it to the repair shop for rinsing.

My heart finally let go, and I've been filled with it for a while.

Then you wash it quickly... It smells bad.

Yingying pinched her nose and looked at me and said, Oh... OK...you go into the house

I quickly walked into the bathroom

I was washed by cold water, and I stood there thinking about what happened just now

I feel shameful, hey... Now I have become a 'shameless person'

The next day at noon, I came to pick up Tao Yàn with a nervous mood.

Tao Yàn didn't have a trace of expression, and she didn't say anything to me again

But I know she must have known what happened last night, after all, she understands her physical changes

I was very embarrassed. She didn't say it, and I didn't dare to mention it. I silently helped her organize things.

I don't even have the courage to see her

I'm leaving...it doesn't matter...I'll thank you

She looked at me at the train station, without a trace of expression on her face

I hope you can forget all unpleasant things... I wish you happiness

I'm very embarrassed, but I sincerely wish her. Thank you...I'm leaving

I watched her walk into the station, and I didn't even have the courage to send her in.

She is the first woman I have to take care of, and the first woman I have spent the night in my bed

But we have no result, she is just a passerby in my life

I smiled bitterly, what is this?

I slept in bed with a woman without feelings and no results

Although I was very depressed, as time went by, I was freed from this matter

Lao Zhu has already brought me the ticket back. Today I have started to take the car to run.

My mood is not as depressed as the previous few days. After all, things have passed and there will be no sequelae.

After leaving the car for one day, I will take Yingying to eat Kentucky tonight

I remember Yingying's expression these days and smiled bitterly.

Since I was in a bad mood these days, I didn't care much about Yingying. Today I can change the situation in these days.

I know Yingying is angry with me, and she doesn't pay much attention to me now when she sees me.

The little mouth is always pouting, and his face is unhappy

Don't go

Yingying heard me eat outside and refused me in one bite

Haha... there are too many things happening these days...Don't be angry... OK

I said to her with a smile, I just won't go...

Yingying pouted and walked into the house

I was so angry that I followed her in awkwardly

Yingying was sitting by the bed and was angry?

Seeing her like that, I really want to laugh. Children are children, and even getting angry has a ridiculous feeling.

OK OK OK... It's not good for me... I apologize to you... Give me a chance... I won't dare to do it next time

I sat beside her and held her shoulder and said with a smile on my face, "I'm simply begging her."

Humph...Whoever cares about it...you bully me...I won't tell my mother

Yingying turned her head and said, "Little ancestor...you let me go...I beg you...

I pretended to be scared and begged her with my hands clasped my fists.

The child has to coax. With my coaxing and begging, Yingying finally smiled

You're counting... I'll never let you go next time... Haha...

Yingying smiled at my begging look and didn't dare to do it next time...

I smiled and said, "It's a smile." Let's go... I haven't eaten for several days."

Yingying said with a complaining look that she will definitely let you eat these days back today

I'm sorry, I don't know what Yingying has eaten these days

There was already a smile on Yingying's face, and she also forgot everything that was unhappy.

She chattered all the way and returned to her cute appearance

Seeing that she is happy, I am very happy too

After eating, we went out for a tour together. Yingying held my arm and held me tightly. It felt so good.

There are many people going out for a walk at night, they all come out for a walk.

I was afraid that she would lose it, so my hand was still on her shoulder from time to time, and I just wanted to hug her

Her body was tightly pressed against me, and I felt her soft and delicate skin rubbing back and forth against my body

My heart is itchy, and that feeling stimulates me

In the days to come, my relationship with Yingying is getting better and better. I always try my best to satisfy her requests.

Yingying is also very dependent on me. As long as we are together, she always sways in front of me, with a constant smile on her face.

Outside, she always holds my hand, leans against me tightly, never leaving my sight

It's even more amazing at home. It's either leaning on me or lying on my thighs on the sofa. Even Qin Yan is the same at home.

I obviously felt her dependence on me, and I was very happy that she was treating me like this, but there was always something in my heart that was tormenting me.

Every time Yingying pesters me in front of me, I feel an impulse

I know I shouldn't be so close to her, but I can't refuse Yingying's attitude towards me. Over time, I became accustomed to this relationship between the two of us.

I even stick to her with her shoulders and back, and we won't feel embarrassed anymore. It seems that this is already a normal thing

In the eyes of Qin Yan and outsiders, I and Yingying are a relationship between elders and younger generations, but I know that I have greater desire for Yingying in my heart, but I have been suppressing this desire.