Maybe I felt that I had no hope, maybe I knew that things could not be saved, but my mood became much more relaxed... Anyway, things have already happened, and God told you to die, you won't be able to survive... I have nothing to be scary anymore, death is also a kind of relief, it's better than suffering like this now. As long as I can see Qin Yan and my family for the last time, I will be satisfied... Big Cat and I were drinking wine desperately, Xiao Xin looked at us with a careful look on her face, and she brought us wine from time to time... In the end, Big Cat and I were both drunk, and we fell on the quilt and fell asleep...
I cried in my dream, I knew I was crying very sad... Because I lost everything I have now in my dream, I saw my mother with tears on her face and Qin Yan with resentment... I said something to them loudly, but my voice could not be heard by them. I was escorted to the execution ground by the police... My dream was very chaotic, sometimes my mother was Qin Yan and sometimes the police were police. I was tortured by the dream, I was already sweating all over, I was scared to death by the dream...
In the dark room, a ray of moonlight shines in the room, Xiaoxin is lying beside me and sleeping... I stood up and walked to the window, looking at the night outside the room... What a beautiful night?
But I was about to lose all this. I thought about everything in my dreams and looked at the night outside the window. I cried again... Now I finally realized what a fragile man I am. I used to think of myself as a man, but now, when I face all this, I know that I am not a strong man... I am afraid of losing everything myself, I am afraid of the threat of death...
I have completely seen myself. I am a selfish and greedy man who is timid but wants to pretend to be a hero... I am a hypocritical guy like other men... When nothing happened, I am a man who shows myself in front of others and seeks vanity, but once something happens, I can't face it anymore. I am afraid of everything that hurts me... Cowardly, selfish, hypocritical, timid, greedy... This is me, a self-righteous man...
I looked at Ye Se and not only smiled bitterly... Actually, I am worse than any man... Although Big Cat is not a good person, he has the backbone and dares to take on everything he has done... Old Zhu is incompetent, but how can that man be ugly?
I seem to be more lustful than him
He said he was incompetent, but at least Lao Zhu would not do something illegal like me. He could make his wife and children live a good life... Li Zhi is a big gangster, but who dares to underestimate others now? Li Zhi is a person with status and status now... Only me, a man who accomplished nothing, has caused such a big disaster...
Alas... God is not bad to me anymore... He gave me all the things men want, that is women... But I didn't grasp it well, I was not satisfied... It's all my fault, I blame myself for ruining my life... I stood in front of the window, thinking about all this, and I felt sad for myself...
‘God...If you ask me to live this time...you guarantee me that I'm fine...I will give up everything and concentrate on life...I will seize everything now. I will kneel in front of Qin Yan and beg for her forgiveness...God...I will give me another chance'...I swear to the sky in my heart, I hope I can escape this disaster...
Maybe my begging was favored by God. On the 20th day after smashing the rich man, Li Zhi finally brought good news... Big cat, nail... Just now my friend in the branch called and they told me that the kitten and Lao Ba had woken up and they were out of danger...
As soon as Li Zhi entered the room, he excitedly told me and the big cat... Old Zhu was here too, and his face also showed a rare smile these days...
Really?
When I heard this news, I jumped up... I was so excited that my depressed mood these days was wiped out
The big cat was very happy, he was happy for his brother... The room was filled with excited screams... This is the news that I have heard the most happy about these days...
Come... Cheers to the kitten...
Since everyone was in a good mood today, we sat on the ground and started drinking... This time things will be easy... As long as no one dies, I can find a way to save you two...
Li Zhi was very happy today. He said to us with a confident look... It depends on you... I have it with money.
Old Zhu said excitedly
Withdraw money far away... Brothers, don't mention money
Li Zhi said to Lao Zhu with a stern face... To be honest, I was very excited. After all, I saved my life and I saw hope again... The big cat had no expression. Except for the smile he had woken up at the beginning, he was silent...
Don't worry, I will start looking for my friends tomorrow. I will protect you from any amount of money...
Li Zhi was drunk a little, and he shouted loudly, thank you...
I said to him gratefully, and I am indeed very grateful for his help... As long as the person is not dead, I have a way... Now everything can be settled with money...
Li Zhi continued to say... We weren't interrupting, we were all listening to him alone...
Dasha won't be done like this... Besides, Dasha's boss "Qiu Shi" is also a very handsome person
Suddenly, the big cat said something, and his words made us stunned... Yes, the rich man will not finish it
After all, this matter is a very shameless thing for the rich... How could they swallow this?
...The police can ignore it, but now the matter is that Dasha and "Qiu Shi" won't just forget it...
This is indeed a problem... but it doesn't matter. Don't Qiu Shi give others face?...I'll ask a few people with great reputation to ask him to talk to him...I can tell him not to cause trouble...
Li Zhi also knew that things were not simple, but he was not discouraged... With the strength of "Qiu Shi", it is not easy for ordinary people to use...
Old Zhu said helplessly
That's...but I'm not in vain... When I mention the boss of the "Gold Coast" in this city, I don't think anyone doesn't know, right?
Li Zhi said with a sneer, a cold light popped out in his eyes... When I looked at his expression, I knew that Li Zhi must not be as simple as it seemed...
Nails... Look at how Wu Xiaoxia is...
When the wine was almost the same, Lao Zhu took the opportunity to pull me to the bathroom and told me
Wu Xiaoxia?...Is she... OK?
I was stunned by Lao Zhu's words. I never thought of looking for her
She already knew about you... It was at the party No. 3 that she asked me, "Why didn't you come?"... I told her about this...
Lao Zhu explained and said to me Oh...
I agreed vaguely...
She cares about you very much... I have been calling you these days, but I told her that you turned off...
Lao Zhu said with a wry smile, his smile was helpless... Can you help us with her?
I know that Lao Zhu has always been unaware of the relationship between me and Wu Xiaoxia, but I am lazy to explain... You forgot that her husband and father-in-law both work in the city and must know people in the city... She once said to me, "If you have something to do, she can help."... You should look for her, maybe she can help...
Lao Zhu looked at me and said...
Lao Zhu's words have been echoing in my mind, and Wu Xiaoxia's beautiful and seductive look appeared in front of me again... Lao Zhu is right, maybe Wu Xiaoxia can help
At least I can do it... There is no one else's life lawsuit now, with Wu Xiaoxia's ability, we can definitely help...
Think about my suggestions...
When Li Zhi and Lao Zhu left, Lao Zhu whispered to me, Hum...
I nodded and agreed. I was indeed considering whether to call Wu Xiaoxia... I didn't want to make this call in my heart. I didn't want her to look down on me. I hope that in her heart, I will always be a man she looks at...
The big cat has gone back to the house to rest, Xiaoxin has also fallen asleep, I fell on the quilt alone, I can't fall asleep... I was thinking about what Lao Zhu said, I was considering whether to call... I tossed and turned all night and couldn't sleep. Finally, I decided to make this call. I want to thank her for her concern for me. After all, I heard Lao Zhu say that she cares about my affairs very much... But I won't beg her to stand up now, and I don't want to implicate her... I don't know when I was confused and fell asleep...
When I woke up in the morning, I looked at my watch and it was almost nine o'clock. I immediately turned on the phone and dialed Wu Xiaoxia's number... Hello... It's me, Ding Yan...
I suppressed my excitement and said, it was Ding Yan...How are you?
Wu Xiaoxia asked me in a hurry, and I'm fine...How are you?
I don't know how to tell her
I'm very good...How come such a big thing happened to you... I'm so anxious that I can't find you...
Wu Xiaoxia said with caring tone, and she could hear that she was really worried about me...
Thank you for your concern... Alas... it's hard to describe...
I answered her with a wry smile
What's going on... If you need my help, you must tell me. At least I can help you find some city leaders to talk about it.
Wu Xiaoxia's words made me very moved. I knew she really wanted to help me.
I will...If there is something, I will definitely ask you for help... Now things have eased, not as serious as the beginning...
I really don't want her to help me, it's hard for me to speak...
Ding Yan...I don't know how to say about you... Why are you still having sex with Big Cats and the others... You are different from them...
Wu Xiaoxia said helplessly
Alas... I'll tell you everything when I go out...
I said helplessly
Wu Xiaoxia's words are for my own good, but she will not understand the friendship between men... If someone else said to me, I would definitely be unhappy that he said that, but I know that Wu Xiaoxia cares about me, and I can't say anything... In fact, there are many things between men that cannot be explained clearly in a few words. This may be the so-called "loyalty and face"?
……
After quitting the phone with Wu Xiaoxia, I kept thinking about what kind of friendship is between me and Big Cat?
Are you a friend who is sincerely caring or a friend who is hiding together?
...In the end, I defined my relationship with Big Cat as a real friendship... Why?
Because I know that the two of us will give everything for each other...
I know big cats very well. I know that if big cats know that I have something to do, they will definitely help me at all costs, even if they are in danger of life... We have played since we were young, and big cats have taken good care of me since we were young. We have fought many battles together. Every time the big cats protect me and try not to hurt me... When I was a kid, I was just a bastard, and big cats were the real good fighters.
Without the help of Big Cat, I wouldn’t have been so arrogant when I was a child… Because those ‘little hooligans’ knew that I was Big Cat’s brother… I have a deep relationship with Big Cat, and I can’t explain this kind of relationship clearly, but Big Cat and I know each other in our hearts…
But then, would I be desperate if the big cat has something to do?
I thought about this question for a long time, but I had no answer... From the matter of smashing the rich man, I know my cowardice. Do I dare to sacrifice everything for the big cat?
...Thinking about this, I smiled bitterly... I know I dare not, I don't have the courage... If there was really one day, I might be desperate because of a moment of impulse, but in the end I would regret it, I would feel very regretful... I would not dare to say "push everything on me" like a big cat... Isn't it very sad for a person like me...
Good news comes one by one, and Li Zhi's network of relationships played a huge role... First, Li Zhi stopped arresting us through relationships
We were given a chance to breathe, so that we could negotiate with the ‘victims’, use money to block the ‘victims’ mouths, and ask them to revoke the accusation against us... On the premise that the police had no life, the ‘victims’ did not accuse us, and with Li Zhi put pressure on the leadership of the Public Security Bureau, the police had to go through... Of course, this was also the result of Li Zhi spending a lot of money...
You can go home tomorrow, things have subsided...
Tonight Li Zhi brought news that I and Big Cat were excited
Can you really go home? It's okay?
I can't believe it
It's okay... I've settled the police... They won't look for you anymore...
Li Zhi said with a wry smile that he seemed to have nothing to say... Lao Zhu didn't have the look of being happy for us when he saw us escape from the sea of suffering...
What's wrong? What else is there?
I asked them in confusion, and Big Cat also looked questioning... Alas... This is the thing...
Li Zhi shook his head and said helplessly...
It turned out that under the influence of Li Zhi, the police finally agreed to let me go and Damao, but this fact has had a great impact and is too bad. It has been put into the newspaper, and the whole city knows about it.
If the Public Security Bureau let go like this, I am afraid that the impact will be bad... In the end, the police's opinion was that there must be a "scapegoat"... and this person is the one who was arrested by Kitten and the others...
I cried in my dream, I knew I was crying very sad... Because I lost everything I have now in my dream, I saw my mother with tears on her face and Qin Yan with resentment... I said something to them loudly, but my voice could not be heard by them. I was escorted to the execution ground by the police... My dream was very chaotic, sometimes my mother was Qin Yan and sometimes the police were police. I was tortured by the dream, I was already sweating all over, I was scared to death by the dream...
In the dark room, a ray of moonlight shines in the room, Xiaoxin is lying beside me and sleeping... I stood up and walked to the window, looking at the night outside the room... What a beautiful night?
But I was about to lose all this. I thought about everything in my dreams and looked at the night outside the window. I cried again... Now I finally realized what a fragile man I am. I used to think of myself as a man, but now, when I face all this, I know that I am not a strong man... I am afraid of losing everything myself, I am afraid of the threat of death...
I have completely seen myself. I am a selfish and greedy man who is timid but wants to pretend to be a hero... I am a hypocritical guy like other men... When nothing happened, I am a man who shows myself in front of others and seeks vanity, but once something happens, I can't face it anymore. I am afraid of everything that hurts me... Cowardly, selfish, hypocritical, timid, greedy... This is me, a self-righteous man...
I looked at Ye Se and not only smiled bitterly... Actually, I am worse than any man... Although Big Cat is not a good person, he has the backbone and dares to take on everything he has done... Old Zhu is incompetent, but how can that man be ugly?
I seem to be more lustful than him
He said he was incompetent, but at least Lao Zhu would not do something illegal like me. He could make his wife and children live a good life... Li Zhi is a big gangster, but who dares to underestimate others now? Li Zhi is a person with status and status now... Only me, a man who accomplished nothing, has caused such a big disaster...
Alas... God is not bad to me anymore... He gave me all the things men want, that is women... But I didn't grasp it well, I was not satisfied... It's all my fault, I blame myself for ruining my life... I stood in front of the window, thinking about all this, and I felt sad for myself...
‘God...If you ask me to live this time...you guarantee me that I'm fine...I will give up everything and concentrate on life...I will seize everything now. I will kneel in front of Qin Yan and beg for her forgiveness...God...I will give me another chance'...I swear to the sky in my heart, I hope I can escape this disaster...
Maybe my begging was favored by God. On the 20th day after smashing the rich man, Li Zhi finally brought good news... Big cat, nail... Just now my friend in the branch called and they told me that the kitten and Lao Ba had woken up and they were out of danger...
As soon as Li Zhi entered the room, he excitedly told me and the big cat... Old Zhu was here too, and his face also showed a rare smile these days...
Really?
When I heard this news, I jumped up... I was so excited that my depressed mood these days was wiped out
The big cat was very happy, he was happy for his brother... The room was filled with excited screams... This is the news that I have heard the most happy about these days...
Come... Cheers to the kitten...
Since everyone was in a good mood today, we sat on the ground and started drinking... This time things will be easy... As long as no one dies, I can find a way to save you two...
Li Zhi was very happy today. He said to us with a confident look... It depends on you... I have it with money.
Old Zhu said excitedly
Withdraw money far away... Brothers, don't mention money
Li Zhi said to Lao Zhu with a stern face... To be honest, I was very excited. After all, I saved my life and I saw hope again... The big cat had no expression. Except for the smile he had woken up at the beginning, he was silent...
Don't worry, I will start looking for my friends tomorrow. I will protect you from any amount of money...
Li Zhi was drunk a little, and he shouted loudly, thank you...
I said to him gratefully, and I am indeed very grateful for his help... As long as the person is not dead, I have a way... Now everything can be settled with money...
Li Zhi continued to say... We weren't interrupting, we were all listening to him alone...
Dasha won't be done like this... Besides, Dasha's boss "Qiu Shi" is also a very handsome person
Suddenly, the big cat said something, and his words made us stunned... Yes, the rich man will not finish it
After all, this matter is a very shameless thing for the rich... How could they swallow this?
...The police can ignore it, but now the matter is that Dasha and "Qiu Shi" won't just forget it...
This is indeed a problem... but it doesn't matter. Don't Qiu Shi give others face?...I'll ask a few people with great reputation to ask him to talk to him...I can tell him not to cause trouble...
Li Zhi also knew that things were not simple, but he was not discouraged... With the strength of "Qiu Shi", it is not easy for ordinary people to use...
Old Zhu said helplessly
That's...but I'm not in vain... When I mention the boss of the "Gold Coast" in this city, I don't think anyone doesn't know, right?
Li Zhi said with a sneer, a cold light popped out in his eyes... When I looked at his expression, I knew that Li Zhi must not be as simple as it seemed...
Nails... Look at how Wu Xiaoxia is...
When the wine was almost the same, Lao Zhu took the opportunity to pull me to the bathroom and told me
Wu Xiaoxia?...Is she... OK?
I was stunned by Lao Zhu's words. I never thought of looking for her
She already knew about you... It was at the party No. 3 that she asked me, "Why didn't you come?"... I told her about this...
Lao Zhu explained and said to me Oh...
I agreed vaguely...
She cares about you very much... I have been calling you these days, but I told her that you turned off...
Lao Zhu said with a wry smile, his smile was helpless... Can you help us with her?
I know that Lao Zhu has always been unaware of the relationship between me and Wu Xiaoxia, but I am lazy to explain... You forgot that her husband and father-in-law both work in the city and must know people in the city... She once said to me, "If you have something to do, she can help."... You should look for her, maybe she can help...
Lao Zhu looked at me and said...
Lao Zhu's words have been echoing in my mind, and Wu Xiaoxia's beautiful and seductive look appeared in front of me again... Lao Zhu is right, maybe Wu Xiaoxia can help
At least I can do it... There is no one else's life lawsuit now, with Wu Xiaoxia's ability, we can definitely help...
Think about my suggestions...
When Li Zhi and Lao Zhu left, Lao Zhu whispered to me, Hum...
I nodded and agreed. I was indeed considering whether to call Wu Xiaoxia... I didn't want to make this call in my heart. I didn't want her to look down on me. I hope that in her heart, I will always be a man she looks at...
The big cat has gone back to the house to rest, Xiaoxin has also fallen asleep, I fell on the quilt alone, I can't fall asleep... I was thinking about what Lao Zhu said, I was considering whether to call... I tossed and turned all night and couldn't sleep. Finally, I decided to make this call. I want to thank her for her concern for me. After all, I heard Lao Zhu say that she cares about my affairs very much... But I won't beg her to stand up now, and I don't want to implicate her... I don't know when I was confused and fell asleep...
When I woke up in the morning, I looked at my watch and it was almost nine o'clock. I immediately turned on the phone and dialed Wu Xiaoxia's number... Hello... It's me, Ding Yan...
I suppressed my excitement and said, it was Ding Yan...How are you?
Wu Xiaoxia asked me in a hurry, and I'm fine...How are you?
I don't know how to tell her
I'm very good...How come such a big thing happened to you... I'm so anxious that I can't find you...
Wu Xiaoxia said with caring tone, and she could hear that she was really worried about me...
Thank you for your concern... Alas... it's hard to describe...
I answered her with a wry smile
What's going on... If you need my help, you must tell me. At least I can help you find some city leaders to talk about it.
Wu Xiaoxia's words made me very moved. I knew she really wanted to help me.
I will...If there is something, I will definitely ask you for help... Now things have eased, not as serious as the beginning...
I really don't want her to help me, it's hard for me to speak...
Ding Yan...I don't know how to say about you... Why are you still having sex with Big Cats and the others... You are different from them...
Wu Xiaoxia said helplessly
Alas... I'll tell you everything when I go out...
I said helplessly
Wu Xiaoxia's words are for my own good, but she will not understand the friendship between men... If someone else said to me, I would definitely be unhappy that he said that, but I know that Wu Xiaoxia cares about me, and I can't say anything... In fact, there are many things between men that cannot be explained clearly in a few words. This may be the so-called "loyalty and face"?
……
After quitting the phone with Wu Xiaoxia, I kept thinking about what kind of friendship is between me and Big Cat?
Are you a friend who is sincerely caring or a friend who is hiding together?
...In the end, I defined my relationship with Big Cat as a real friendship... Why?
Because I know that the two of us will give everything for each other...
I know big cats very well. I know that if big cats know that I have something to do, they will definitely help me at all costs, even if they are in danger of life... We have played since we were young, and big cats have taken good care of me since we were young. We have fought many battles together. Every time the big cats protect me and try not to hurt me... When I was a kid, I was just a bastard, and big cats were the real good fighters.
Without the help of Big Cat, I wouldn’t have been so arrogant when I was a child… Because those ‘little hooligans’ knew that I was Big Cat’s brother… I have a deep relationship with Big Cat, and I can’t explain this kind of relationship clearly, but Big Cat and I know each other in our hearts…
But then, would I be desperate if the big cat has something to do?
I thought about this question for a long time, but I had no answer... From the matter of smashing the rich man, I know my cowardice. Do I dare to sacrifice everything for the big cat?
...Thinking about this, I smiled bitterly... I know I dare not, I don't have the courage... If there was really one day, I might be desperate because of a moment of impulse, but in the end I would regret it, I would feel very regretful... I would not dare to say "push everything on me" like a big cat... Isn't it very sad for a person like me...
Good news comes one by one, and Li Zhi's network of relationships played a huge role... First, Li Zhi stopped arresting us through relationships
We were given a chance to breathe, so that we could negotiate with the ‘victims’, use money to block the ‘victims’ mouths, and ask them to revoke the accusation against us... On the premise that the police had no life, the ‘victims’ did not accuse us, and with Li Zhi put pressure on the leadership of the Public Security Bureau, the police had to go through... Of course, this was also the result of Li Zhi spending a lot of money...
You can go home tomorrow, things have subsided...
Tonight Li Zhi brought news that I and Big Cat were excited
Can you really go home? It's okay?
I can't believe it
It's okay... I've settled the police... They won't look for you anymore...
Li Zhi said with a wry smile that he seemed to have nothing to say... Lao Zhu didn't have the look of being happy for us when he saw us escape from the sea of suffering...
What's wrong? What else is there?
I asked them in confusion, and Big Cat also looked questioning... Alas... This is the thing...
Li Zhi shook his head and said helplessly...
It turned out that under the influence of Li Zhi, the police finally agreed to let me go and Damao, but this fact has had a great impact and is too bad. It has been put into the newspaper, and the whole city knows about it.
If the Public Security Bureau let go like this, I am afraid that the impact will be bad... In the end, the police's opinion was that there must be a "scapegoat"... and this person is the one who was arrested by Kitten and the others...
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