Chapter 44 Sorrow

Sister Xing has never been so angry with me. This is the first time she has had such a thunderous anger with me, and she is right next to the unconscious Nizi's bed.

She was extremely sad and extremely angry. She ignored my crying and begging. She said while crying: Lu Dacong, you are so stupid. During the college period, she didn't agree to so many good boys pursued her. It was not that they were not outstanding, nor that they were not worthy of Nizi, but because Nizi believed in her life...

If Nizi doesn’t believe in life, will it be your turn?

If Nizi doesn't believe in life, it's not your turn... You bastard...

I was wrong, Sister Xing...

Can you make a mistake if you are wrong?

Now Nizi just can't wake up. Do you just know that she is wrong and is useless?

...Now I have also implicated Amei. Amei came last night. She sat next to Nizi for the middle of the night. She lay in Nizi's ear and cried and said, "She regards herself as a sinner who keeps repenting. She said the three words "I'm sorry" dozens of times... Amei cried and fainted in the end... Lu Dacong, this is all your own sin...

Hearing this, I could no longer bear it. It seemed as if a mountain was pressing over my head. I squatted on the ground with a loud bang, and said weakly and hoarsely: This matter has nothing to do with Amei, and this matter has nothing to do with Amei...

You said it has nothing to do with Amei, but can Amei think so?

If Nizi really can't wake up, Amei will be uneasy for the rest of her life. You ruined Nizi and Amei... Woo...

Sister Xing's words were like a sharp sword piercing through my chest and passing through my chest. I suddenly felt a black look in front of me, a suffocation from my chest, and a fishy smell came from my throat. I took a quick breath and tried to suppress the bloody smell that was coming up.

At this moment, the door was pushed open, and Brother Manjiang and the expert from Peking Union Medical College Hospital walked in.

After Brother Manjiang entered the door, he saw the scene in front of him and walked over quickly. He seemed to have heard Sister Xing scolding me, and hurriedly said in a low voice: Li Xing...

Before Brother Manjiang said anything, Sister Xing suddenly opened her mouth and lowered her head, vomiting and retching. The more she vomited, the more she became, the more she became. She hurriedly got up and covered her mouth tightly and walked out quickly

The expert walked to Nizi's bed and observed carefully

Brother Manjiang whispered to me: Dacong, get up quickly...

I tried hard to get myself up as soon as possible, but after working hard several times, I didn't stand up. Brother Manjiang had to reach out and help me up

After the expert carefully checked Nizi, he looked at me and asked: Is it your turn to accompany her today?

I quickly raised my arms, wiped the tears from my face with my cuffs, and then hurriedly nodded heavily to the expert.

The expert sighed and ordered: As I told her, I will call her constantly. Don't take it lightly. Her condition has not changed at all.

Hearing this, my eyes became dark again, and I felt annoyed in my chest, and it seemed that I would spray blood at any time.

The expert said to me again: You can do it quickly

I hurriedly sat down beside Nizi's bed and put my mouth close to Nizi's ears

The expert whispered to Brother Manjiang: Let's go out.

After Brother Manjiang and the expert went out, I hurriedly bit the gauze wrapped around my hand with my teeth, and then removed the gauze on my right hand with bite and pull, and quickly removed the gauze on my left hand. Just like the first time, I held Nizi's right hand tightly with her right hand and clasped it with her left hand.

I lay in Nizi's ear and said sadly and sobbing: Nizi, wake up quickly.........If you don't wake up, not only will I fall into the abyss in my life, but even Amei will fall into the sea of ​​suffering in her life. What's the point of living?

Speaking of this, I suddenly stopped abruptly, closed my mouth, stared at Nizi's peaceful expression, and thought deeply: If Nizi really can't wake up, she will be like her sister-in-law, and she will be bedridden for many years.

But although Mrs. Manjiang is bedridden, she is clear-headed and has the same consciousness as ordinary people. She can communicate with people. As long as there are people around her, she can't feel lonely.

But what about Nizi?

Nizi is not as good as her sister-in-law. Although she is lying on the bed like her sister-in-law, she is no different from the dead. She is not conscious, not awake, and only knows how to breathe. In this way, she is really not as good as her sister-in-law... Is this fate?

If this is true, then God will be too unfair...

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a smell coming from my throat, getting stronger and stronger, and I couldn't help it anymore. My mouth opened slightly, and a sticky thing rushed from my chest to my throat, and finally flowed into my mouth and slowly slid out of my lips.

I raised my left hand and touched it, looked down and saw that it was blood again

Although the vomiting of blood did not spew out like the previous few times, the blood volume was very large, but it slowly flowed out of the cavity and the amount of blood was small, but it seemed to be more uncomfortable than the previous few times.

Suddenly, a sad thought came to my mind: If Nizi really can't wake up, what's the point of being alive?

Since that's the case, it's all. I'll satisfy Nizi's last wish during her lifetime and be a mandarin duck in the water with her forever