Chapter 42 Every word is sad and crying

I suddenly remembered the hazy and vague scene last night. Could it be that the woman who seemed to be in a dream last night was Amei?

Thinking of this, I hurriedly read the content of the letter

Da Cong:

Just a few days later, such a big change happened, which I didn't even expect, and I didn't dare to face such a reality.

This afternoon, Sister Xing told me everything about you and Nizi, and I felt that I had collapsed...

I really shouldn't have seen you when I came back from Hong Kong this time. I'm going to regret it now... Woo...

When we parted in the city of Never Sleeping, I said that we would never contact each other again, but I did not do it.

First, because of Kang Xiaoming's sacrifice, I can't rest assured that I'll see you once

This time it was because of your work, I saw you again

But this time I saw you, I have caused such a big tragedy. I feel that I am a sinner, an unforgivable sinner.

I want to see you and Nizi, but Sister Xing firmly disagrees

I cried and begged her, I must come, I want to say a few words to Nizi, so that she can feel relieved and wake up quickly

Finally, Sister Xing brought me

When I came here, the scene I saw made me even more unacceptable. My girl was in a coma, you were in a sleepy state.

I can't even recognize you as haggard... Woooo... The hardest thing now is you, you must hold on!!!!!!!!!

I went to see Nizi, I have been with her for a long time. If she can't wake up, you and I are sinners. You and I will be condemned by our conscience for the rest of our lives... Woo...

I lay in Nizi's ear and said a lot of thoughts to her. I promised her that I will never contact you and I will never meet again in the future. Please wake her up soon!!!!!!!!!

God is pitiful! When God sees this kind of scene, he will also bless Nizi to wake up!

I will also pray for Nizi! I wish Nizi will wake up soon!

Bye now!

We're really goodbye this time!

Please take good care of it!

I wish you and Nizi happiness forever!

Looking at the letter left by Amei, every word is filled with sadness, every sentence is filled with sadness, like thousands of swords piercing the heart

Amei loves to cry, and the whole letter paper is wrinkled by her tears. Many of the words on the letter are blurred by her tears.

Looking at Amei's letter, it was like her voice lingering in my ears, and the sobbing and whispering echoed endlessly. I closed my eyes in pain

After a while, I asked hoarsely: Liu Chen, when did she leave?

She came here at around 8 o'clock last night. She stayed with you for a long time. You have been asleep. I really regret not giving you such a large dose of sedation and calming drugs... I blame me

My eyes were dull and my heart was ashamed. I stared at the roof blankly, wanting to speak again, but I can't speak anymore

Liu Chen said softly again: After she left you, she went to your girlfriend's ward next door, where she stayed until the early morning before leaving.

When I heard this, I immediately sat up and asked hurriedly: So she just left?

Liu Chen's eyes suddenly became redder and he whispered: When I entered your house just now, I just sent her away

Hearing this, I raised my hands in pain and hugged my head

I wailed sadly in my heart: When I woke up, it was also when Amei left...

I hate myself for sleeping so hard?

I even complained about why Liu Chen gave me so many sedative and calming drugs?

Let me sleep like a dead pig, damn

Just as I was about to blame her, I suddenly remembered her own self-blame and complaints just now, so I had to sigh and keep silent

Everything has cause and effect. If I hadn't been so anxious and uneasy, Liu Chen wouldn't have given me so many calming and calming medicines. She had good intentions to let me have a good rest

If you want to blame yourself, you can only blame yourself. You have to pay it back sooner or later. This list is really a time to pull it off.

Liu Chen said softly again: She, I have seen her. Last time Sister Kang was hospitalized with you, she visited you several times, I remember her

When she came with Sister Xing last night, I recognized her at a glance

I lowered my head and said nothing. It seemed that everything in my dream last night was real, not dreaming, nor was it an illusion in my trance, but I was irritated by excessive sedation and calming drugs.

I thought about the scene in my dream last night and couldn't help but feel sad and painful

I carefully folded Amei's letter and put it away. I will treasure it forever. This is the last voice of Amei left to me.

From then on, Amei and I really couldn’t contact each other anymore, let alone meet again. The more we thought about it, the more we felt the sadness of death!

Amei is right, I must hold on, not for anything else, just for the unconscious girl!

I struggled to get out of the bed and said to Liu Chen hoarsely: Liu Chen, help me wash my face, I want to cheer up and accompany my girlfriend!

When Liu Chen was washing my face, I looked in the mirror and found that my cheeks were already concave, my lips were very dry and chapped, and blood was flowing out in some places.