The first woman I've been obsessed with in my life was my mom
My mother is a woman who has received more formal traditional knowledge education. She has a classic temperament. She looks gentle on the outside but has a strong heart.
She got married early, gave birth to my sister at the age of 20, and gave birth to me at the age of 23
I have been very smart since I was a child. After I went to school, my grades were always among the best in school. In addition, I was sensible and obedient, so everyone in my family, including my sister, loved me very much.
I have a cheerful personality. I get along well with my classmates and relatives. I like outdoor activities and rarely feel depressed. But when I was fourteen years old, something particularly distressed happened to me.
That morning I woke up from a strange dream. The scene in the dream made my heart feel like it was overturning and I couldn't calm down for a long time
My mother was in my dream. She was lying on a big bed without moving, curling her flexible and plump body, and sleeping very leisurely, just like a baby's cuteness
And I'm sitting next to her
In my dream, I was in a state of extreme excitement and couldn't help but lift my mother's loose nightgown. At that time, I could not resist the attraction of my mother's mature body to me.
Even after waking up from the dream, I still feel extremely wonderful when I recall the scene at that time.
In my dream, I wanted to invade my mother like a devil, stripped off all her clothes, and then ravaged her body wantonly, but when I was about to see my mother's naked breasts, I woke up from the dream with sweat all over.
The excitement after waking up, a strong sense of guilt had already hit my heart
I felt my whole soul as if I had been pulled out. I suddenly found that one of my hands was grabbing my hard genitals on my lower body, and it was also covered with sticky semen. It immediately made me feel as if the sky was falling. After a while, I calmed down a little and tore up a tissue to clean up the semen.
At this time, the genius was slightly shiny, and I lay on the bed with weakness, as if I had just experienced a life-and-death battle.
In fact, the psychological battle of life and death has begun fiercely in my heart
Physical pleasure and moral guilt are like devils and angels. They enter my heart at the same time, and use my heart as the battlefield to fight to the earth.
I don't know how long it took, but I heard a knock on the door
Ajie, what's wrong? You can't get up even if you're so late?
It was my mother's voice, and I was shocked. I quickly covered my head and pretended to be still asleep.
Seeing that I didn't respond, my mother opened the door and came in by herself. She sat down beside my bed and said with concern, Ah Jie, are you awake?
Um……
I simply lifted the quilt myself and pretended to be sleepy. I stretched and yawned. Mom, I haven't woken up yet, I've been woken up by you.
I'm a little unconfident
My mother obviously didn't believe it. She reached out to touch my forehead, and I took the opportunity to glance at my mother's plump breasts. I saw the two breasts rising and falling with my mother's breathing. My heart was about to jump out, feeling both scared and happy.
Very conflicted inside
I used to pay seldom attention to my mother's sexy part. Now I know how attractive my mother's beautiful breasts are, but at the same time, a strong sense of guilt hits me, making me feel like a mountain of taiwan.
Oh my god!
What's wrong with me?
She is my biological mother Ah, how can I have any inappropriate thoughts about her?
My heart rammed like a beast that had just been locked in a cage
The scene of my mother lying in front of me like a cute baby in the dream, and the plump breasts that were close to me at this time seemed to have formed a huge black hole, devouring my soul
It makes me rolled in a vortex and it's hard to extricate myself
I withdrew my gaze like a thief. My mother did not notice any abnormality in me. At the same time, she did not detect any problems with my body from my forehead. She frowned in confusion and said reproachfully: It's already 7:30, why are you still sleeping lazy?
My mother has been very strict with me since she was a child. She must get up on time at 6:30 every day, regardless of whether she wants to go to school or not.
It happened to be a weekend today, so I don't have to go to school, but my mother still asked me to get up at half past six
Mom, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep a little longer
Maybe it was the change this morning that made me think of disobeying my mother for the first time
Mom is obviously very unhappy, so you can continue to sleep, don't eat breakfast
After saying that, she left without looking back. I secretly watched her beautiful figure disappear at the door with the eyes of admiring a woman.
From then on, I secretly fell in love with my mother
I got up not long after my mother left, and after washing up, I came to the restaurant. I thought my mother was just talking angry, but now I found that there was really no breakfast for me.
My dad had already gone out after eating, and there was only my mother and sister on the table, and my position was empty
Mom, where is the breakfast for my brother?
My sister said strangely
Why do you eat yours?
Mom said, "I didn't look at me."
Today's mother is obviously a little different. She rarely talks to her children in such a tone before.
She will maintain a dignified and virtuous image, and speaks gentlely.
When I heard my mother's words, I felt aggrieved. So I left the restaurant without a humming voice and went back to my room to surf the Internet.
Before my sister finished her breakfast, she came to my room to ask the reason, brother, why are you angry with your mother?
Who got angry with her?
I feel wronged
He also said no, why didn’t mom let you have breakfast?
If she doesn't love, she won't give it. She is my mother, I'm raised by her.
The last sentence sounds like anger. In fact, I am clearly reminding myself, but what's the use?
At this time, my heart had long been overwhelmed by the strange dream in the morning. Coupled with my displeasure with my mother just now, my attitude towards my mother was detached from the previous trajectory.
Finally, the evil thoughts in my heart took the upper hand slightly
How can you speak like this?
My sister said unhappyly
Isn't that right?
I'm tit-for-tat
Of course not right! She is a mother, you have to respect her, what's wrong with you? You weren't like this before, what happened?
Nothing happened
I'm a little guilty
At this moment, my mother pushed the door and came in. She changed into a white dress and put on flesh-colored stockings. She was very sexy. It made me feel a little excited and my breathing became a little rapid.
My mother used to be dressed sexy, but I never had the reaction like this now.
Rongrong, don't worry about him, go change your clothes, let's go out for a walk
After my mother finished speaking, she didn't look at me and turned around and left.
My sister turned around and gave me a blank look. She said unhappy, Mom is in a bad mood today, but you still want to get angry with her
I was a little strange and said, why would you feel bad?
My sister leaned close to my ear and said quietly: Because Dad is on a business trip again today
Dad often travels on business trips?
I don't think so
My sister frowned and gently tapped me on the head, saying, "There is something hidden here, but this is the adult's business after all, we don't care, but my sister wants you to express your opinion first today."
My sister suddenly looked very serious, which made me feel something was wrong
What is the expression?
My sister stared at me and said: If my father and mother divorced, who would you go with?
I was shocked, what? This is impossible, aren't they very good?
Very good? Humph! You are still respectful to each other. Do you think it is good for couples to respect each other? Alas! You are still young, and I tell you that you won’t understand the relationship. In short, I ask you, if that day really comes, will you be willing to go with your mother or father?
Her words undoubtedly made me feel even more confused. I really don't know how to answer for a while.
Rongrong!
At this time, my mother was calling her sister again
My sister hurriedly said: OK, mom, I'll come soon
Then she turned her head and stared at me with a cold look. Say
I really don't know what to say, I'm a little impatient, you go and change your clothes first, I'm very annoyed, please let me calm down
Humph! I'm talking about it first. If there really is that day when you want to go with your father, then you won't have my sister from now on!
My sister's tone was very cold, and she revealed her inner determination. This was the first time she spoke to me like this, which made me feel a little at a loss.
After my sister and mother went out, I was the only one left at home
I was so hungry, so I came to the kitchen and wanted to find something to eat
But at the same time, I didn't want my mother to find out. After searching for a long time, I couldn't even find her appetite. Suddenly I didn't want to eat it. When I returned, I passed by my mother's room and suddenly my heart paused and my steps stopped immediately.
I couldn't help but turn my eyes to my mother's wardrobe, which contained my mother's sexy clothes. I think I could use these sexy clothes to easily fantasize about my mother's mature naked body.
Evil thoughts began to flood my heart, and my breathing became rapid
Since I am the only one at home, my courage has become countless times stronger than usual. I just feel that I am free and careless, and I can do anything.
Finally I pushed the door and entered my mom's room
Because I had evil thoughts in my heart, my heart was so nervous that I was about to jump out
I couldn't wait to open my mother's wardrobe and saw that there were indeed my mother's sexy underwear and stockings. These clothes that were closest to my mother's mature body quickly made my mind look naked.
My breathing was suffocated and I almost moaned.
My next actions were completely lost, and I stripped myself up in a few seconds.
My genitals have already reached the extreme, just like an iron rod. At this time, I have not seen other people's genitals, so I can't determine what level of my genitals are.
My hands trembled and pulled my mother's sexy clothes over and hugged her tightly in my arms. At the same time, I fantasized about embracing my mother's seductive naked body in my arms and ravaging her wantonly. My body suddenly trembled and I took a few steps back and turned to my mother's soft bed
At this time, I didn't know how to masturbate, I only knew that one hand was holding my penis tightly. Suddenly I wanted to stuff my mother's sexy clothes, my fantasy mother's naked body, towards my lower body, but at this time I suddenly regained a trace of rationality. After all, because I was afraid of dirtying these clothes, my mother discovered them, so I didn't do this.
But at the same time, I suddenly felt a stream of liquid in my penis was about to ejaculate. Although I didn't know that this was semen, I could guess that it must be dirty. I was afraid of dirtying my mother's quilt, so I pressed my lower body with my own clothes and pressed hard
I felt that the harder I pressed, the more comfortable and wonderful it felt. Finally, I simply fell on my mother's bed, and the lower body was still cushioned with my own clothes to avoid getting my mother's things dirty
Gradually, I began to rub my lower body. After a while, a thick stream of mucus surged out.
The thick liquid was accompanied by my mother's naked body that I imagined through my underwear. I fantasized about pressing my mother's naked body under my body and felt like I was floating in the air
After about ten seconds, this feeling of floating in ecstasy began to fade, replaced by a strong sense of guilt and self-blame.
What's wrong with me? What did I do? She is my mom Ah...
emptiness!
My heart suddenly became extremely empty. Although I had just experienced the first orgasm outside of my dream, I felt that everything was meaningless at this moment, and instead brought me a deep sense of shame.
After a while of breathing, I carefully cleaned up all the traces left by this ridiculous behavior, and put my mother's sexy clothes back to her original position.
I did it very carefully because I was really afraid that my mother would find out about it.
Then I went back to my room and felt very tired. I fell on the bed and fell asleep quickly.
Brother, brother, brother...
It was my sister's gentle voice. It should be noon at this time. I remember my alarm clock had already rang.
My sister and mother have been back long ago, but I was still lying on the bed, wearing only a pair of underwear and not covering the quilt.
My sister doesn't mind looking at my outfit. In fact, she has seen me naked. Even two years ago, it was not strange that she was calmly naked in front of me. Even now, she is seventeen years old and I am fourteen years old, and she is almost adult. She will not deliberately avoid my sight when changing her coat. She will calmly let me see her only wearing a bra and underwear.
And now, although I have evil thoughts about my mother, I can still maintain the same plainness towards my sister as before.
I think maybe it's because my sister's body has not yet fully developed. It will take another year or two to grow her breasts as plump and round as my mother's.
After she came in, she covered me with a quilt and tried to call me up, but I was really tired and felt dizzy. I didn't want to get up when I heard her call
Brother, are you feeling uncomfortable?
My sister's voice is full of care
I turned over and leaned against the bed with my back facing upwards. Sister, I feel so depressed. Can you please let me calm down?
What I told the truth is that I was really depressed, full of shame in my heart, but I was fantasizing about ravaging my mother's body like a demon.
At this time, my mother also came in. She was still wearing a dress and sexy stockings. I could no longer resist the temptation to rape her beautiful body wrapped in her skirt.
Get up and put on your clothes
My mother's imperative tone suddenly broke my fantasy and made me realize again: She is my mother, a mother who loves me and disciplines me strictly.
I...I don't want to get up!
Actually, it’s not that I don’t want to get up, but that my penis has long been hardened because of my mother’s sexy body. How dare I turn over now and let the mother and daughter see it?
younger brother!
My sister scolded her, she was angry because of my behavior against my mother.
In my sister's heart, my mother is undoubtedly sacred. I felt this way before, but I had evil thoughts now, and wanted to break my mother's sacred shell and play with her holy body
Mom was in a bad mood today. Seeing that her son disobeyed her twice, she had no intention of repentance at all. It was hard not to be angry. She said with a straight face: OK, then don't think about having lunch today.
After my mother and sister left, my penis gradually softened
Have to have another hunger
I touched my belly and sighed helplessly
My mother has always been like this to me and my sister. The most severe punishment is that she is not allowed to eat. In the past, when my father was at home, he would object to this, saying that this is harmful to the health of the child, but my mother has always insisted on her own approach. When it comes to discipline her children, her father always cannot make her surrender.
Even the mother seemed very disgusted with her father's involvement in this matter. In her opinion, it seems that it is her own business to discipline the child. Dad does not have this right.
I do have the idea of being angry with my mother now, but this is simply unreasonable and has a little unreasonable meaning. However, I rarely act on my own, but I am really unreasonable.
Maybe I want to use this to make my mother discover the evil thoughts that just arise in my heart and ask for some kind of satisfaction beyond morality.
But this is simply impossible, it is just a pitiful self-comfort, but what's the problem?
What I need now is self-comfort. It is impossible for someone else to comfort me, because I dare not let people know that I have such evil thoughts in my heart.
I'll just lock the door
My sister wanted to bring me some bread and drinks secretly, but after knocking on it for a long time, I didn't open the door for her.
At night, I still locked myself in the room. Although I didn't eat for a day, my stomach didn't feel hungry.
Brother, it's time to have supper
My sister knocked on the door and shouted
I didn't answer anyway, no matter how she knocked on the door, I didn't answer. I felt very disappointed, helpless, and scared... In short, it was filled with all kinds of emotions, and I didn't even have the desire to speak.
Brother! What's wrong with you?
My sister is obviously anxious
I thought: Mom should be anxious, too
Sure enough, my mother also called me, and her tone became much softer. Ajie, aren't you hungry? Get up and have a meal
I suddenly felt a sense of pleasure. I obviously won. My mother cared about me very much. She couldn't let me not eat for a day. If I starved, it was her who felt most distressed.
But I still didn't open the door, and I was not satisfied with it. But what made me extremely distressed was that I had no choice but to let my mother know my true intention was to get her body and have sex with her.
Do I dare tell her?
Mother
I suddenly screamed in great pain
This scared my mother and sister.
Ajie!
younger brother!
The two of them exclaimed at the same time and knocked hard on the door. They obviously thought something had happened to me inside.
Ajie, please open the door and let your mother in first?
Can't open!
I said firmly that the reason why I couldn't open the door was exactly the same as the reason why I couldn't get up before, it was because my penis had turned into an iron rod. I was really helpless.
Now I really want to throw myself into my mother's arms and cry.
Ajie is obedient, open the door quickly
Mom almost said in a pleading tone, it's all my mother wrong in the morning, and I will never force you to get up so early again.
Mom was surrendering to me, and it made me feel a sense of pleasure, as if my mother had surrendered to my body and let me give it to me.
I couldn't help but hold my penis tightly, it had reached its extreme erection
Guided by physical pleasure, I started to stroke it without any instruction.
Mother!
While I was boldly calling my mother, who was only separated by a door wall, I quickly stroked my penis, and fantasizing that my mother was right in front of me, and we were naked and facing each other naked.
Ajie, mom is here, can you open the door first?
My mother's gentle and begging voice is undoubtedly the best aphrodisiac, which makes me extremely excited
She could not have known that her son was raped by her body in her mind
Mother!
I screamed at the end and could no longer help it. A thick stream of semen ejaculated out of my penis, wave after wave of pleasure, violently hitting my brain
I gasped heavily. I had just experienced an unprecedented orgasm, but that damn guilt and shame instantly hit my heart.
I listlessly cleaned up my semen and wanted to open the door, but eventually I lay back weakly
Ajie is about to open the door, do you want to be anxious to death?
Mom's voice became choked
In the end, I opened the door. My mother and sister were both confused and heartbroken when they saw my haggard and tired look on my face.
Obviously, this cannot be caused by anger with my mother. There must be another reason, but they can't think of it if they want to break their heads. The real reason is that I am already deeply trapped in my lust for my mother.
Ajie, do you have any worries? Can you tell your mom?
My mother looked anxious and she was completely devoid of the severity and indifference she was towards me during the day. This is her nature!
She gently stroked my hair and naturally wanted to hug me into her arms. This was a normal thing for us mother and son in the past, but now it was very different. I suddenly pushed my mother away like an electric shock and retreated continuously until I thought she could not hug me.
What a joke, Ah, with the temptation of my mother's body on me now, let alone contact with her body, even if I see her wearing sexy clothes, if I can't control it, my penis will immediately become erect. What if my penis becomes hard and pushes her when I hug her?
But my abnormal behavior was obviously not understood by my mother and sister, and they were stunned at the same time
Mom came to her senses and said sadly, "Ajie, do you hate mom?"
I shook my head and said nothing
My dear mother, how do you want me to explain to you? I really want to hug you openly, touch your hair, or enjoy your warm embrace and gentle caress comfortably, but now I can no longer enjoy being close to you as innocently as before! Unless you can accept my unfair thoughts about you
I thought helplessly
Alas! It’s because your mother disciplines you too harshly. You hold a hatred for your mother, right?
My mother still maintained her misunderstanding, and she said a little disheartenedly, OK, my mother will no longer be as strict as before in the future...
Mom, you really misunderstood
I said something, but without explaining, I grabbed the door and rushed into the bathroom, because I found that after my mother touched my hair, my penis inevitably became erect again.
I ate some food at the dining table and left the dining room listlessly
My mother is a woman who has received more formal traditional knowledge education. She has a classic temperament. She looks gentle on the outside but has a strong heart.
She got married early, gave birth to my sister at the age of 20, and gave birth to me at the age of 23
I have been very smart since I was a child. After I went to school, my grades were always among the best in school. In addition, I was sensible and obedient, so everyone in my family, including my sister, loved me very much.
I have a cheerful personality. I get along well with my classmates and relatives. I like outdoor activities and rarely feel depressed. But when I was fourteen years old, something particularly distressed happened to me.
That morning I woke up from a strange dream. The scene in the dream made my heart feel like it was overturning and I couldn't calm down for a long time
My mother was in my dream. She was lying on a big bed without moving, curling her flexible and plump body, and sleeping very leisurely, just like a baby's cuteness
And I'm sitting next to her
In my dream, I was in a state of extreme excitement and couldn't help but lift my mother's loose nightgown. At that time, I could not resist the attraction of my mother's mature body to me.
Even after waking up from the dream, I still feel extremely wonderful when I recall the scene at that time.
In my dream, I wanted to invade my mother like a devil, stripped off all her clothes, and then ravaged her body wantonly, but when I was about to see my mother's naked breasts, I woke up from the dream with sweat all over.
The excitement after waking up, a strong sense of guilt had already hit my heart
I felt my whole soul as if I had been pulled out. I suddenly found that one of my hands was grabbing my hard genitals on my lower body, and it was also covered with sticky semen. It immediately made me feel as if the sky was falling. After a while, I calmed down a little and tore up a tissue to clean up the semen.
At this time, the genius was slightly shiny, and I lay on the bed with weakness, as if I had just experienced a life-and-death battle.
In fact, the psychological battle of life and death has begun fiercely in my heart
Physical pleasure and moral guilt are like devils and angels. They enter my heart at the same time, and use my heart as the battlefield to fight to the earth.
I don't know how long it took, but I heard a knock on the door
Ajie, what's wrong? You can't get up even if you're so late?
It was my mother's voice, and I was shocked. I quickly covered my head and pretended to be still asleep.
Seeing that I didn't respond, my mother opened the door and came in by herself. She sat down beside my bed and said with concern, Ah Jie, are you awake?
Um……
I simply lifted the quilt myself and pretended to be sleepy. I stretched and yawned. Mom, I haven't woken up yet, I've been woken up by you.
I'm a little unconfident
My mother obviously didn't believe it. She reached out to touch my forehead, and I took the opportunity to glance at my mother's plump breasts. I saw the two breasts rising and falling with my mother's breathing. My heart was about to jump out, feeling both scared and happy.
Very conflicted inside
I used to pay seldom attention to my mother's sexy part. Now I know how attractive my mother's beautiful breasts are, but at the same time, a strong sense of guilt hits me, making me feel like a mountain of taiwan.
Oh my god!
What's wrong with me?
She is my biological mother Ah, how can I have any inappropriate thoughts about her?
My heart rammed like a beast that had just been locked in a cage
The scene of my mother lying in front of me like a cute baby in the dream, and the plump breasts that were close to me at this time seemed to have formed a huge black hole, devouring my soul
It makes me rolled in a vortex and it's hard to extricate myself
I withdrew my gaze like a thief. My mother did not notice any abnormality in me. At the same time, she did not detect any problems with my body from my forehead. She frowned in confusion and said reproachfully: It's already 7:30, why are you still sleeping lazy?
My mother has been very strict with me since she was a child. She must get up on time at 6:30 every day, regardless of whether she wants to go to school or not.
It happened to be a weekend today, so I don't have to go to school, but my mother still asked me to get up at half past six
Mom, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep a little longer
Maybe it was the change this morning that made me think of disobeying my mother for the first time
Mom is obviously very unhappy, so you can continue to sleep, don't eat breakfast
After saying that, she left without looking back. I secretly watched her beautiful figure disappear at the door with the eyes of admiring a woman.
From then on, I secretly fell in love with my mother
I got up not long after my mother left, and after washing up, I came to the restaurant. I thought my mother was just talking angry, but now I found that there was really no breakfast for me.
My dad had already gone out after eating, and there was only my mother and sister on the table, and my position was empty
Mom, where is the breakfast for my brother?
My sister said strangely
Why do you eat yours?
Mom said, "I didn't look at me."
Today's mother is obviously a little different. She rarely talks to her children in such a tone before.
She will maintain a dignified and virtuous image, and speaks gentlely.
When I heard my mother's words, I felt aggrieved. So I left the restaurant without a humming voice and went back to my room to surf the Internet.
Before my sister finished her breakfast, she came to my room to ask the reason, brother, why are you angry with your mother?
Who got angry with her?
I feel wronged
He also said no, why didn’t mom let you have breakfast?
If she doesn't love, she won't give it. She is my mother, I'm raised by her.
The last sentence sounds like anger. In fact, I am clearly reminding myself, but what's the use?
At this time, my heart had long been overwhelmed by the strange dream in the morning. Coupled with my displeasure with my mother just now, my attitude towards my mother was detached from the previous trajectory.
Finally, the evil thoughts in my heart took the upper hand slightly
How can you speak like this?
My sister said unhappyly
Isn't that right?
I'm tit-for-tat
Of course not right! She is a mother, you have to respect her, what's wrong with you? You weren't like this before, what happened?
Nothing happened
I'm a little guilty
At this moment, my mother pushed the door and came in. She changed into a white dress and put on flesh-colored stockings. She was very sexy. It made me feel a little excited and my breathing became a little rapid.
My mother used to be dressed sexy, but I never had the reaction like this now.
Rongrong, don't worry about him, go change your clothes, let's go out for a walk
After my mother finished speaking, she didn't look at me and turned around and left.
My sister turned around and gave me a blank look. She said unhappy, Mom is in a bad mood today, but you still want to get angry with her
I was a little strange and said, why would you feel bad?
My sister leaned close to my ear and said quietly: Because Dad is on a business trip again today
Dad often travels on business trips?
I don't think so
My sister frowned and gently tapped me on the head, saying, "There is something hidden here, but this is the adult's business after all, we don't care, but my sister wants you to express your opinion first today."
My sister suddenly looked very serious, which made me feel something was wrong
What is the expression?
My sister stared at me and said: If my father and mother divorced, who would you go with?
I was shocked, what? This is impossible, aren't they very good?
Very good? Humph! You are still respectful to each other. Do you think it is good for couples to respect each other? Alas! You are still young, and I tell you that you won’t understand the relationship. In short, I ask you, if that day really comes, will you be willing to go with your mother or father?
Her words undoubtedly made me feel even more confused. I really don't know how to answer for a while.
Rongrong!
At this time, my mother was calling her sister again
My sister hurriedly said: OK, mom, I'll come soon
Then she turned her head and stared at me with a cold look. Say
I really don't know what to say, I'm a little impatient, you go and change your clothes first, I'm very annoyed, please let me calm down
Humph! I'm talking about it first. If there really is that day when you want to go with your father, then you won't have my sister from now on!
My sister's tone was very cold, and she revealed her inner determination. This was the first time she spoke to me like this, which made me feel a little at a loss.
After my sister and mother went out, I was the only one left at home
I was so hungry, so I came to the kitchen and wanted to find something to eat
But at the same time, I didn't want my mother to find out. After searching for a long time, I couldn't even find her appetite. Suddenly I didn't want to eat it. When I returned, I passed by my mother's room and suddenly my heart paused and my steps stopped immediately.
I couldn't help but turn my eyes to my mother's wardrobe, which contained my mother's sexy clothes. I think I could use these sexy clothes to easily fantasize about my mother's mature naked body.
Evil thoughts began to flood my heart, and my breathing became rapid
Since I am the only one at home, my courage has become countless times stronger than usual. I just feel that I am free and careless, and I can do anything.
Finally I pushed the door and entered my mom's room
Because I had evil thoughts in my heart, my heart was so nervous that I was about to jump out
I couldn't wait to open my mother's wardrobe and saw that there were indeed my mother's sexy underwear and stockings. These clothes that were closest to my mother's mature body quickly made my mind look naked.
My breathing was suffocated and I almost moaned.
My next actions were completely lost, and I stripped myself up in a few seconds.
My genitals have already reached the extreme, just like an iron rod. At this time, I have not seen other people's genitals, so I can't determine what level of my genitals are.
My hands trembled and pulled my mother's sexy clothes over and hugged her tightly in my arms. At the same time, I fantasized about embracing my mother's seductive naked body in my arms and ravaging her wantonly. My body suddenly trembled and I took a few steps back and turned to my mother's soft bed
At this time, I didn't know how to masturbate, I only knew that one hand was holding my penis tightly. Suddenly I wanted to stuff my mother's sexy clothes, my fantasy mother's naked body, towards my lower body, but at this time I suddenly regained a trace of rationality. After all, because I was afraid of dirtying these clothes, my mother discovered them, so I didn't do this.
But at the same time, I suddenly felt a stream of liquid in my penis was about to ejaculate. Although I didn't know that this was semen, I could guess that it must be dirty. I was afraid of dirtying my mother's quilt, so I pressed my lower body with my own clothes and pressed hard
I felt that the harder I pressed, the more comfortable and wonderful it felt. Finally, I simply fell on my mother's bed, and the lower body was still cushioned with my own clothes to avoid getting my mother's things dirty
Gradually, I began to rub my lower body. After a while, a thick stream of mucus surged out.
The thick liquid was accompanied by my mother's naked body that I imagined through my underwear. I fantasized about pressing my mother's naked body under my body and felt like I was floating in the air
After about ten seconds, this feeling of floating in ecstasy began to fade, replaced by a strong sense of guilt and self-blame.
What's wrong with me? What did I do? She is my mom Ah...
emptiness!
My heart suddenly became extremely empty. Although I had just experienced the first orgasm outside of my dream, I felt that everything was meaningless at this moment, and instead brought me a deep sense of shame.
After a while of breathing, I carefully cleaned up all the traces left by this ridiculous behavior, and put my mother's sexy clothes back to her original position.
I did it very carefully because I was really afraid that my mother would find out about it.
Then I went back to my room and felt very tired. I fell on the bed and fell asleep quickly.
Brother, brother, brother...
It was my sister's gentle voice. It should be noon at this time. I remember my alarm clock had already rang.
My sister and mother have been back long ago, but I was still lying on the bed, wearing only a pair of underwear and not covering the quilt.
My sister doesn't mind looking at my outfit. In fact, she has seen me naked. Even two years ago, it was not strange that she was calmly naked in front of me. Even now, she is seventeen years old and I am fourteen years old, and she is almost adult. She will not deliberately avoid my sight when changing her coat. She will calmly let me see her only wearing a bra and underwear.
And now, although I have evil thoughts about my mother, I can still maintain the same plainness towards my sister as before.
I think maybe it's because my sister's body has not yet fully developed. It will take another year or two to grow her breasts as plump and round as my mother's.
After she came in, she covered me with a quilt and tried to call me up, but I was really tired and felt dizzy. I didn't want to get up when I heard her call
Brother, are you feeling uncomfortable?
My sister's voice is full of care
I turned over and leaned against the bed with my back facing upwards. Sister, I feel so depressed. Can you please let me calm down?
What I told the truth is that I was really depressed, full of shame in my heart, but I was fantasizing about ravaging my mother's body like a demon.
At this time, my mother also came in. She was still wearing a dress and sexy stockings. I could no longer resist the temptation to rape her beautiful body wrapped in her skirt.
Get up and put on your clothes
My mother's imperative tone suddenly broke my fantasy and made me realize again: She is my mother, a mother who loves me and disciplines me strictly.
I...I don't want to get up!
Actually, it’s not that I don’t want to get up, but that my penis has long been hardened because of my mother’s sexy body. How dare I turn over now and let the mother and daughter see it?
younger brother!
My sister scolded her, she was angry because of my behavior against my mother.
In my sister's heart, my mother is undoubtedly sacred. I felt this way before, but I had evil thoughts now, and wanted to break my mother's sacred shell and play with her holy body
Mom was in a bad mood today. Seeing that her son disobeyed her twice, she had no intention of repentance at all. It was hard not to be angry. She said with a straight face: OK, then don't think about having lunch today.
After my mother and sister left, my penis gradually softened
Have to have another hunger
I touched my belly and sighed helplessly
My mother has always been like this to me and my sister. The most severe punishment is that she is not allowed to eat. In the past, when my father was at home, he would object to this, saying that this is harmful to the health of the child, but my mother has always insisted on her own approach. When it comes to discipline her children, her father always cannot make her surrender.
Even the mother seemed very disgusted with her father's involvement in this matter. In her opinion, it seems that it is her own business to discipline the child. Dad does not have this right.
I do have the idea of being angry with my mother now, but this is simply unreasonable and has a little unreasonable meaning. However, I rarely act on my own, but I am really unreasonable.
Maybe I want to use this to make my mother discover the evil thoughts that just arise in my heart and ask for some kind of satisfaction beyond morality.
But this is simply impossible, it is just a pitiful self-comfort, but what's the problem?
What I need now is self-comfort. It is impossible for someone else to comfort me, because I dare not let people know that I have such evil thoughts in my heart.
I'll just lock the door
My sister wanted to bring me some bread and drinks secretly, but after knocking on it for a long time, I didn't open the door for her.
At night, I still locked myself in the room. Although I didn't eat for a day, my stomach didn't feel hungry.
Brother, it's time to have supper
My sister knocked on the door and shouted
I didn't answer anyway, no matter how she knocked on the door, I didn't answer. I felt very disappointed, helpless, and scared... In short, it was filled with all kinds of emotions, and I didn't even have the desire to speak.
Brother! What's wrong with you?
My sister is obviously anxious
I thought: Mom should be anxious, too
Sure enough, my mother also called me, and her tone became much softer. Ajie, aren't you hungry? Get up and have a meal
I suddenly felt a sense of pleasure. I obviously won. My mother cared about me very much. She couldn't let me not eat for a day. If I starved, it was her who felt most distressed.
But I still didn't open the door, and I was not satisfied with it. But what made me extremely distressed was that I had no choice but to let my mother know my true intention was to get her body and have sex with her.
Do I dare tell her?
Mother
I suddenly screamed in great pain
This scared my mother and sister.
Ajie!
younger brother!
The two of them exclaimed at the same time and knocked hard on the door. They obviously thought something had happened to me inside.
Ajie, please open the door and let your mother in first?
Can't open!
I said firmly that the reason why I couldn't open the door was exactly the same as the reason why I couldn't get up before, it was because my penis had turned into an iron rod. I was really helpless.
Now I really want to throw myself into my mother's arms and cry.
Ajie is obedient, open the door quickly
Mom almost said in a pleading tone, it's all my mother wrong in the morning, and I will never force you to get up so early again.
Mom was surrendering to me, and it made me feel a sense of pleasure, as if my mother had surrendered to my body and let me give it to me.
I couldn't help but hold my penis tightly, it had reached its extreme erection
Guided by physical pleasure, I started to stroke it without any instruction.
Mother!
While I was boldly calling my mother, who was only separated by a door wall, I quickly stroked my penis, and fantasizing that my mother was right in front of me, and we were naked and facing each other naked.
Ajie, mom is here, can you open the door first?
My mother's gentle and begging voice is undoubtedly the best aphrodisiac, which makes me extremely excited
She could not have known that her son was raped by her body in her mind
Mother!
I screamed at the end and could no longer help it. A thick stream of semen ejaculated out of my penis, wave after wave of pleasure, violently hitting my brain
I gasped heavily. I had just experienced an unprecedented orgasm, but that damn guilt and shame instantly hit my heart.
I listlessly cleaned up my semen and wanted to open the door, but eventually I lay back weakly
Ajie is about to open the door, do you want to be anxious to death?
Mom's voice became choked
In the end, I opened the door. My mother and sister were both confused and heartbroken when they saw my haggard and tired look on my face.
Obviously, this cannot be caused by anger with my mother. There must be another reason, but they can't think of it if they want to break their heads. The real reason is that I am already deeply trapped in my lust for my mother.
Ajie, do you have any worries? Can you tell your mom?
My mother looked anxious and she was completely devoid of the severity and indifference she was towards me during the day. This is her nature!
She gently stroked my hair and naturally wanted to hug me into her arms. This was a normal thing for us mother and son in the past, but now it was very different. I suddenly pushed my mother away like an electric shock and retreated continuously until I thought she could not hug me.
What a joke, Ah, with the temptation of my mother's body on me now, let alone contact with her body, even if I see her wearing sexy clothes, if I can't control it, my penis will immediately become erect. What if my penis becomes hard and pushes her when I hug her?
But my abnormal behavior was obviously not understood by my mother and sister, and they were stunned at the same time
Mom came to her senses and said sadly, "Ajie, do you hate mom?"
I shook my head and said nothing
My dear mother, how do you want me to explain to you? I really want to hug you openly, touch your hair, or enjoy your warm embrace and gentle caress comfortably, but now I can no longer enjoy being close to you as innocently as before! Unless you can accept my unfair thoughts about you
I thought helplessly
Alas! It’s because your mother disciplines you too harshly. You hold a hatred for your mother, right?
My mother still maintained her misunderstanding, and she said a little disheartenedly, OK, my mother will no longer be as strict as before in the future...
Mom, you really misunderstood
I said something, but without explaining, I grabbed the door and rushed into the bathroom, because I found that after my mother touched my hair, my penis inevitably became erect again.
I ate some food at the dining table and left the dining room listlessly