You are my first boyfriend, and my first love, and the brother I am proud of. You can play games, you can support me unconditionally when I am sad, you can love me for no reason when I am helpless and sad, but why... you can't tolerate me in your heart? You have never given me a real sense of security, and you have never taken the initiative to look for me, and you will not exercise the responsibilities and obligations of a boyfriend like Zou Kai. Every time I look for you, and every time I contact you, even if I come out to play, your eyes and your heart are always on Xiao Jing's side. You only love her, and you only like her! But what about me... I am a living person, standing in front of you, standing in front of you, have you loved me? Have you ever seen me in your eyes? Have you ever had me in your heart?
Liu Yuqi looked at me and vented her dissatisfaction with all his heart
Perhaps, as I guessed, she had already discovered the fact that I like Xiao Jing, but she had been reluctant to admit it, but she had always wanted to replace it. But... the accumulation of disappointment and despair made her finally choose to give up and finally chose to retreat. Just like at this moment, she looked at me, tears flowing in her eyes, slowly speaking to me: From here, to the intersection behind me, I walked forward, I waited for you, if you say you love me, I immediately turned around, and I immediately threw myself into your arms, as long as you love me, as long as you say you love me... I waited for you, and waited for you to tell me, if you didn't say it, I would leave!
Tears on Liu Yuqi's cheeks rolled down one by one. He looked at me in front of him and began to retreat step by step, heading towards the intersection behind him.
Every step she took, her eyes became more firmer
That look broke my heart, made me afraid to look directly, and even more did not know how to face it
I lowered my head and looked at the ground beneath me. I didn't know what to say or how to open my mouth.
I love you, these three words are so simple, and these three words are so easy to say, but now I can't say these three words no matter what.
These three words are like a huge rock weighing thousands of pounds pressing on my chest. No matter how hard I struggle, no matter how I want to speak, I can never say it.
She is not Xiao Jing!
Why... why is she not Xiao Jing!
I lowered my head and didn't dare to face Liu Yuqi's heartbreaking gaze. I knew very well in my heart that even though what she said was so indifferent, her heart was already painful and squeezing. I didn't look at her, but I could feel that her retreating speed was getting slower and slower, and every step back seemed to have exhausted all her strength. But I kept my head down from beginning to end, and didn't say a word.
I don't dare to look at her, I really don't dare to look at her
I dare not say I love you against my conscience. What a heavy word love is. People like me, how dare I say this word? I am not Zhao Da, nor Zou Kai. I am just me, an ordinary person who is so humble that he is in the dust.
Like those ordinary students, they only cost 1,000 yuan a month, and they can’t even compare to a pair of shoes on Zou Kai’s feet for one consumption. I don’t even have the courage to say love. The one-sided secret love makes me suffer, but what can I do?
Xiao Jing is like a ray of light, a sun rising in my heart, she will always be the only one, and she will always be the only one who can illuminate my heart.
I lowered my head, and the snow was getting heavier and heavier. The pedestrians on the street, including cars on the road, had already disappeared. The world was still. I stood there like a sculpture, without saying a word throughout the journey.
When I looked up again, the traffic lights flashed at the distant intersection, but there was no longer such familiar sounds.
Have you ever loved me?
Five words circling in my mind like magic sounds. I took out my phone, opened WeChat, and a line of words popped up in the avatar frame containing the three words Liu Yuqi. I left, take good care of myself!
A short sentence, like a sledgehammer hitting my heart hard. At that moment, I seemed to see the sad and desperate girl through this sentence.
At that moment, my heart finally hurts!
I turned around and ran quickly towards the intersection. The scenery beside me quickly retreated, like a rushing lightning. All the images appeared in my mind were Liu Yuqi, the goddess with a shy face under me, the girl who was tightly holding the corner of my clothes crossing the road, the girl who was so cold that her face was red and smiling at me, the girl who was sent to me at the train station and waving to the driving train
Brother, I am your woman. You must love me, take care of me, and be good to me for the rest of your life!
That night, the girl handed me her most precious thing, she hugged in my arms, like a kitten trying to seek a sense of security. The words hovered in my mind. I used the fastest speed and the last strength to make everything hysterical and ignore everything. I ran to the intersection and turned around and looked at everything.
But there was no longer the girl there. I called, and countless blind voices reminded her that she had gone away, and the bright exclamation mark meant that we were completely finished
In this second, I felt like I had lost something important, and I sat on the ground with my body softened, empty, regretful, countless strong feelings surrounded me, I suddenly understood that the lyrics of breaking up should be decent, no one should say sorry, how can I owe it? I dare to be heartbroken if I dare to give it to it. In front of the camera, we were cheering and crying.
Leaving is also decent...
Our decent starts and ends with decent ends. The decent ones that Liu Yuqi came and disappeared are decent…
From this moment on, I am... lonely again!
Liu Yuqi looked at me and vented her dissatisfaction with all his heart
Perhaps, as I guessed, she had already discovered the fact that I like Xiao Jing, but she had been reluctant to admit it, but she had always wanted to replace it. But... the accumulation of disappointment and despair made her finally choose to give up and finally chose to retreat. Just like at this moment, she looked at me, tears flowing in her eyes, slowly speaking to me: From here, to the intersection behind me, I walked forward, I waited for you, if you say you love me, I immediately turned around, and I immediately threw myself into your arms, as long as you love me, as long as you say you love me... I waited for you, and waited for you to tell me, if you didn't say it, I would leave!
Tears on Liu Yuqi's cheeks rolled down one by one. He looked at me in front of him and began to retreat step by step, heading towards the intersection behind him.
Every step she took, her eyes became more firmer
That look broke my heart, made me afraid to look directly, and even more did not know how to face it
I lowered my head and looked at the ground beneath me. I didn't know what to say or how to open my mouth.
I love you, these three words are so simple, and these three words are so easy to say, but now I can't say these three words no matter what.
These three words are like a huge rock weighing thousands of pounds pressing on my chest. No matter how hard I struggle, no matter how I want to speak, I can never say it.
She is not Xiao Jing!
Why... why is she not Xiao Jing!
I lowered my head and didn't dare to face Liu Yuqi's heartbreaking gaze. I knew very well in my heart that even though what she said was so indifferent, her heart was already painful and squeezing. I didn't look at her, but I could feel that her retreating speed was getting slower and slower, and every step back seemed to have exhausted all her strength. But I kept my head down from beginning to end, and didn't say a word.
I don't dare to look at her, I really don't dare to look at her
I dare not say I love you against my conscience. What a heavy word love is. People like me, how dare I say this word? I am not Zhao Da, nor Zou Kai. I am just me, an ordinary person who is so humble that he is in the dust.
Like those ordinary students, they only cost 1,000 yuan a month, and they can’t even compare to a pair of shoes on Zou Kai’s feet for one consumption. I don’t even have the courage to say love. The one-sided secret love makes me suffer, but what can I do?
Xiao Jing is like a ray of light, a sun rising in my heart, she will always be the only one, and she will always be the only one who can illuminate my heart.
I lowered my head, and the snow was getting heavier and heavier. The pedestrians on the street, including cars on the road, had already disappeared. The world was still. I stood there like a sculpture, without saying a word throughout the journey.
When I looked up again, the traffic lights flashed at the distant intersection, but there was no longer such familiar sounds.
Have you ever loved me?
Five words circling in my mind like magic sounds. I took out my phone, opened WeChat, and a line of words popped up in the avatar frame containing the three words Liu Yuqi. I left, take good care of myself!
A short sentence, like a sledgehammer hitting my heart hard. At that moment, I seemed to see the sad and desperate girl through this sentence.
At that moment, my heart finally hurts!
I turned around and ran quickly towards the intersection. The scenery beside me quickly retreated, like a rushing lightning. All the images appeared in my mind were Liu Yuqi, the goddess with a shy face under me, the girl who was tightly holding the corner of my clothes crossing the road, the girl who was so cold that her face was red and smiling at me, the girl who was sent to me at the train station and waving to the driving train
Brother, I am your woman. You must love me, take care of me, and be good to me for the rest of your life!
That night, the girl handed me her most precious thing, she hugged in my arms, like a kitten trying to seek a sense of security. The words hovered in my mind. I used the fastest speed and the last strength to make everything hysterical and ignore everything. I ran to the intersection and turned around and looked at everything.
But there was no longer the girl there. I called, and countless blind voices reminded her that she had gone away, and the bright exclamation mark meant that we were completely finished
In this second, I felt like I had lost something important, and I sat on the ground with my body softened, empty, regretful, countless strong feelings surrounded me, I suddenly understood that the lyrics of breaking up should be decent, no one should say sorry, how can I owe it? I dare to be heartbroken if I dare to give it to it. In front of the camera, we were cheering and crying.
Leaving is also decent...
Our decent starts and ends with decent ends. The decent ones that Liu Yuqi came and disappeared are decent…
From this moment on, I am... lonely again!
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