Chapter 48: Breakup should be decent (Part 1)

You like Xiao Jing, right?

Facing Liu Yuqi's eyes, I felt like my cheating husband was caught on the spot. I didn't know what to say, nor how to face it. Liu Yuqi's eyes were like two steel needles piercing my face, and it hurts so much.

At this moment, what can I say? What else can I justify?

Girls have a very keen sense of sixth sense. Perhaps Liu Yuqi had already felt something before this bag grabbing?

Facing her eyes, I couldn't give birth to the slightest lying words. Even if I knew it in my heart, even if I told her now that she felt wrong, I don't like Xiao Jing. I like you. I believe that Liu Yuqi will definitely believe in himself if he said this sentence.

I don’t know why I was so confident at that time, but I just knew that after I said that, Liu Yuqi would definitely believe me and skip this matter

But... Is it really good to deceive yourself and deceive others?

Facing Liu Yuqi's questioning, I did not answer, it was the default

At that moment, I clearly felt the collapsed emotions on Liu Yuqi, including the heartbreaking eyes, the dimming fireworks in that moment.

You've always liked her, right?

Two lines of silent tears burst out from Liu Yuqi's eyes, and then flowed down his fair cheeks, making people feel distressed

I raised my hand and wanted to wipe away the tears from her cheeks, but the water lifted in the air froze suddenly

The quarrel that I thought was a big fuss, and hysteria did not come. Liu Yuqi was as quiet as a deaf and mute person. The whole world was quiet without any sound except for the drifting snowflakes.

Liu Yuqi looked up at me. There was no change in expression on her face, but those eyes seemed to contain thousands of words, which made me unable to refute.

Do you love her? What you loved at the beginning was her? Since you loved her, why did you want to be with me? Since you like her, why did you choose me?

Liu Yuqi's voice was very low, and I couldn't hear any fluctuations in the voice, but it was sad that I didn't know how to answer.

Yes, I clearly like Xiao Jing, why don’t I admit it?

I clearly love Xiao Jing, why did I choose Liu Yuqi?

They are obviously best friends, so I could not hurt anyone, so why do I have to hurt a woman who really likes me?

To be honest, at that moment, I was like someone lit the acupoint. Any rebuttal and any argument seemed so pale and powerless

I lowered my head and didn't dare to look directly at Liu Yuqi's gaze. I didn't know what to say, so I could only open my mouth helplessly, and three words popped out of my mouth. Sorry!

Yes, what else can I say besides these three words?

Besides these three words that express my guilt, what else can be done?

I don’t know how to face this relationship, nor how to face Liu Yuqi and Xiao Jing. Facing the three words I blurted out, Liu Yuqi looked up at me, and she began to retreat step by step, and while retreating, she said more like talking to herself:

Actually... I discovered a long time ago that you like Xiao Jing, not me, but I am wishful thinking, but I don't want to admit that the most common words appear in your chat history is Xiao Jing. When I first added your friends, the one you mentioned most in the chat with me was Xiao Jing. Asked her daily life and her past, she never cared about me, and never took the initiative to look for me, but I was just looking for you, blindly giving my own feelings. Do you know? How happy it is to love someone who once made my eyes shine? When I played the game you made, I felt like it was my own game. Every level and every character in it is the dream I had ever had,Playing your game coincides with my thoughts, I seemed to see you, and felt you were right next to me, and I came to my eyes. Do you know? When Xiao Jing told me that you didn’t have a girlfriend, I was so excited and excited. When Xiao Jing told me that she had a boyfriend, I was so relieved and happy, because I felt that no one would steal from me from now on, and from now on you were me alone, but you... When you confessed like me, are you thinking about me or Xiao Jing? When you came to me, lie with me, and take away my most precious things, are you thinking about Xiao Jing or me? Have you ever felt that a little guilty and a little love for me? No... you haven’t, you have never!

When Liu Yuqi said this, her step back suddenly stopped. She looked up at me, tears wet her eyes and cheeks.

I could think of what she would say next, and I knew what she wanted to express, but strangely, there was no pain in my heart, and more of a messy feeling of blockage.