Chapter 13

The next day, I returned to school with a sore body, and I was about to register for the school.

I also continued to submit my resume online, but the pressure was very small at this time. I was ready to go to Sister Azhu to do chores. She is the company's financial director, so she should be able to learn a lot of things with her.

But Xing Lu was very rude to teach me a lesson on QQ: Being a secretary can easily become a vassal in his thoughts, and he will also form a habit. Try not to be a Chinese that you have learned for so long, either as a reporter or as a teacher, don’t you like to be a teacher very much, why don’t you find a job in the school?

I knocked on a crying expression: I'm looking for it, I really can't find it. It's so embarrassing to graduate from Huizhou Normal University. Now the Matthew effect is very strong. Ordinary schools shrink and cannot recruit people. The threshold for expansion of good schools is too high. It's difficult for undergraduates from famous universities to get in.

Xing Lu had nothing to say, but just asked for a copy of my resume

After a while, Xing Lu called me: Huihui, your academic performance is so good, and your comprehensive score is fifth in the department?

I said no wonder, I usually study hard, and I am not stupid, okay, I am a little stupid than you

Xing Lu didn’t have the intention to chat at all: That’s not the comprehensive score, what’s your entire exam score?

I said: Third

Xing Lu’s regretful voice: Huihui, why didn’t you say it earlier?

I'm very surprised: You've never asked, is there any difference between good grades?

Xing Lu's voice was very bad: If you know that if you study well, you will feel very different when doing it.

I shouted angrily: Xing Lu, it turns out you always thought that you were having sex with a bad girl!

Xing Lu was very depressed: Huihui, listen to it yourself. You are not like what a good student with both good character and academic performance said...

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Then, a few days later, I received a call from Huizhou Real School asking me to go for an interview. I politely agreed and then checked the phone online. It was actually a call from the Real School, not a liar.

No, I'm going to have an interview in the best high school in Huizhou?

Is there anything wrong?

I was a little happy. When I submitted my resume, I didn't hold any hope. I won't really fall from the sky. I was so excited that I was a little overwhelmed.

Then, Xing Lu called and asked me if I had received an interview notice from the actual school. I felt depressed. It turned out that Xing Lu had found it for me. It turned out that fairy tales were all fake, so where would the pie be lost in the sky?

I was so angry that in the past, the Normal School had to go to one or two for recruitment in the actual school. I had to have a very strong background to enter. I don’t have that kind of relationship, so there is no need to meet me.

Xing Lu said lightly: I have you, go

I said OK

After hanging up the phone, I was not excited at all. Going to the actual school to be a Chinese teacher is indeed the best job I can think of, and it is also the most suitable job for me.

But I understand that being a real school teacher is equivalent to saying goodbye to Xing Lu

He went to Beijing to continue his life, and I stayed in Huizhou to live my ordinary life

However, even if you don’t become a real school teacher, if you go to Sister Azhu, will Xing Lu also have to leave?

Be rational, I told myself, be kind to myself and seize this opportunity well. My life cannot be just Xinglu, first of all, it should be my own.

When I was really committed to preparing for the interview, the more I was prepared, the more I became, but I became nervous. Xing Lu smiled and comforted me: You have met Brother Wei and Shi Chu. You performed well in front of them, and the interviewer's level will not be higher than theirs.

Xing Lu told me that if you remember eight words for this kind of interview: neither humble nor arrogant, just a proper person, he will do the rest.

Two days later, I went to the actual school for an interview. The interviewer was a very strict female teacher and the school’s teaching director. At this time, I never thought that she would play a very, very important role in my future life.

But the interview seems to be just a formality. It mainly verified the authenticity of my resume, asked me about my previous experience as a tutor, etc., and I answered politely.

The director looked quite satisfied, but he also told me very directly that I had not passed the qualification screening form I filled out online before. A leader said hello and asked me for a chance, so she specially arranged this interview. She thought my overall quality was OK, but a week later it was a written test for the high school Chinese course. Others have been preparing for a month. I asked me to put some effort in the past few days. That score is difficult to cheat.

I called Xing Lu to talk about this, and Xing Lu smiled: Idiot, she said it is difficult to cheat, she is reminding you

I immediately woke up, alas, you people, China's profound Chinese culture has been used by you on evil paths. Qi is always like this, Xing Lu is like this, and now even the leaders of the real school are like this.

Then the next day Xing Lu asked me to contact a teacher. The teacher selected more than a dozen key texts for me. I looked at the keys drawn and cried without tears. I thought to myself, this world is really unfair to grassroots children like me. If it weren't for this, I wouldn't know how miserable I would die.

Then what made me angry was that the written test a week later was a normal college entrance examination mock test paper. The key points played by the teacher played a very small role, and the total score was less than 20 points. You know, I almost memorized those texts.

However, my more than three years of tutoring experience played a decisive role. The analysis and teaching of college entrance examination Chinese that I have not stopped for so long has made me feel comfortable when doing this test paper

Three days later, when I learned that my written test scores ranked first among eight people, I even began to be glad that I was poor.

When I was getting the transcript, the director told me to ask me to find a text in the high school textbook to prepare for it, and arrange a trial lecture in a week, write on the blackboard or projection for your own choice.

I thought about it and asked the director: I want to teach a text from the third grade of junior high school, but I don’t know if it’s okay?

The director looked at me with great interest: Which article?

I said: Letter of the army

The director of the teaching actually laughed: Why?

I seriously said: I think there are some very good articles in middle school textbooks that can affect students' lives, such as junior high school teacher testimony and Yueyang Building Inscriptions, and high school unswervingly. I think my current ability to talk about unswervingly, so I want to talk about the unswervingly.

I saw that the director of the teaching director was silent and hesitated for a moment and said: If not allowed, I will choose Chen Qingbiao. I was very upset at this time. Chen Qingbiao's text is not much more difficult than being a teacher, but the background of the times and the background of the author are too complicated. Especially the purpose of Li Mi's writing this article is still controversial. I am afraid that I can't explain these contradictions clearly.

The director laughed again: OK, just tell me the teacher's example, I've approved it

I also smiled and said thank you, Teacher Hu

I came out of the actual school, called Xing Lu, told him about the interview situation, and then said that I would prepare for the trial lecture in a week.

Xing Lu thought for a while and said: The principal of the trial lecture will attend in person. It’s very important. I drive over after get off work in the afternoon and arrive at your place in the evening.

I said: My menstrual period is not over yet, you can come back in two days

Xing Lu was very angry: Huihui, I am not a beast, I am not going to find you for sex!

I said innocently: Then what are you doing...

Xing Lu said depressedly: I'll go and prepare for the trial lecture for you!

I said oh, and then said: I must prepare carefully this week, and I must not indulge in desires

Xing Lu was finally angry: Huihui! I really went to help you prepare lessons!

Oh, I muttered: But when you come, I will want to do it with you...

Xing Lu was completely speechless and said fiercely: Huihui, wait for me, I will arrive in the evening, see how I will deal with you

I whispered: My menstrual period is over, you can't spank me, you can only grab my breasts...

Xing Lu sighed: Huihui, you don’t look like the fifth best student in the grade...

Finally hung up the phone, I laughed out loud. I felt so uncomfortable just now, hahahaha, Xing Lu must be very cute

He is coming tonight, so he needs to clean up the house and change the sheets

No, what am I thinking? I should check the information quickly and start preparing lessons

At 9 o'clock in the evening, Xing Lu really appeared in front of me. I suppressed the joy in my heart and pretended to be blamed: Xing Lu, you are so idle now, you run out at work time

Xing Lu smiled: I'll take a week off, come and help you

I said a word, Xing Lu continued: Now this matter is the highest priority, and everything else can be arranged backwards

Suddenly I was so happy. I went over and hugged him hard, and then said: Xing Lu, you are so nice. I will use your mouth tonight...

Xing Lu looks like he can't do anything to me. He's so cute

Then, Xing Lu actually came to help me prepare for the trial lecture. He didn't come to have sex with me, but he even brought a projector over!

I'm a little worried: Xing Lu, this is not good, you use the company's assets to help me do this...

Xing Lu smiled and touched my head: Good, don’t forget this after entering the workplace. Try not to use public property privately. I used this projection myself. Some customers had no environment before. I was always used to bringing my own projection when I went on business trips. This projection was borrowed from the general agent and I have been using it myself for a long time.

Oh, so I feel at ease

Xing Lu asked me what topic to try, and I said Zhuge Liang's "Memorial of the Emperor"

Xing Lu was surprised: How could he choose this text? This article is very difficult to explain.

I nodded: That's why I want to say, this text is very exciting. I think it is almost the best articles in middle school textbooks, but it is rare for teachers to explain it well. I think my knowledge cannot be explained by other things, but I want to try "The Memorial of the Teacher"

Xing Lu nodded: If you want to explain this article well, the teacher’s personal vision and pattern should not be low.

I said seriously: Xing Lu, before I met you, I didn’t dare to talk about it now. Now, you have been next to you for more than half a year. I want to give it a try and test my growth.

Xing Lu said: OK, I'll help you

I showed Xing Lu some of the information I had sorted out. Xing Lu was very impressed and said that his understanding of this article has reached a new level. Now it depends on how I will tell him.

I asked Xing Lu whether to use blackboard writing or PPT. I tend to write blackboard because the handwriting I wrote is very beautiful and should be extra points.

Xing Lu firmly disagrees and must use PPT, saying that the amount of information taught by PPT within a unit time is several times that of writing on the blackboard. And if you use PPT, you can also write some blackboards at the key position.

I don't understand very much, but Xing Lu said so seriously that he must be wrong, but I haven't done PPT yet, so I have a headache.

Xing Lu said that I would give him PPT, I just need to sort out the information and then tell him the ideas.

I like this scene very much. Xing Lu and I sat side by side at the desk, looking at things, and doing things seriously. I feel very down-to-earth

Before I knew it, it was 11 o'clock. I looked at the PPT sample chosen by Xing Lu. It was very good. It was just a few simple black lines, and then accompanied by a black regular script mini notes. It was a bit ancient and not fancy, so it would not be overwhelming.

I said it was time to go to bed, Xing Lu Xiaoxiao asked me to sleep first, he wanted to look at the information I looked for later

I pouted and pulled his hand: Xing Lu, don't you be so realistic, okay

Xing Lu was confused: Why am I realistic

I said: Just because my body cannot be used today, you won’t sleep with me anymore

Xing Lu stood up depressedly: Huihui, you are so pure, why do you speak so vulgarly?

I laughed in my heart because you are very fond of this

Xing Lu may have slept late, so he turned off the light and couldn't stay in bed. He tossed and turned around, and after a while, he asked me: Huihui, are you really not finished your menstruation?

I couldn't help laughing, turned around and hugged him, kissed his lips, then kissed him all the way down, then took off his shorts and held his already erect cock

It seems that I haven't done this for a long time. I feel a little missed and I quickly understand why I missed it, because only in this way can Xing Lu moan. He doesn't make a sound when he has sex.

Xing Lu may have been holding it in for a long time, and soon ejaculated in my mouth. I ejaculated a lot again. I didn't even hesitate to swallow it. After getting used to this smell, I was too lazy to go to the bathroom to vomit it out again.

Xing Lu finally became quiet, I snuggled in his arms and fell asleep sweetly

The next afternoon, I processed the overall lecture context and included the content in the detailed outline.

After reading it, Xing Lu shook his head: You are telling this to the students, not to the teachers.

I'm a little surprised, what's going on?

Is there any difference?

Xing Lu shook his head: In a speech, adult audiences only need the first 15 minutes to invest most, so you must show the influence of the audience and the place that shows themselves within the first 15 minutes. The rest is to use further content to strengthen this impression. You need to adjust the outline and strengthen the previous proportion.

I nodded and modified according to Xing Lu's requirements. Xing Lu began to write PPT by hand

In the evening, I showed Xing Lu the new detailed description. Xing Lu thought it was almost done, but he asked me to find some relevant historical materials, such as Dong Yun and Fei Yi's life.

I asked why, Xing Lu explained: The trial lectures of the actual school are very flexible and do not specify the specific time. The principal and the director of the teaching master have their own end time. The longer the lectures, the higher the recognition of you, so you need to intersperse some points that the audience will be interested in from time to time to enhance their desire to continue listening. The best way is to find things that are not in the Romance of the Three Kingdoms from historical materials.

What do I ask, for example?

Xing Lu said, for example, Dong Yun died early, Fei Yi was assassinated, and then no one cared about Liu Chan.

For example, Guan Yu killed Pang De, but Pang De's son destroyed Guan Yu's whole family.

I probably understood, and then organized the materials, Xing Lu continued to do PPT.

On the third night, PPT was finally completed. Xing Lu opened the projection and began to give me a demonstration speech. Only then did I realize Xing Lu's true strength

The speech was so sunny and friendly, and the tone was so ups and downs. It was undeniable when it was serious. When it was funny, the spring breeze and snow were blowing, and I could hear the stars all over my eyes.

Perhaps, this is the so-called first-class pre-sales charm in China?

Xing Lu said that he had been a speaker at a national technical summit, and he was really amazing.

After listening blankly, I sighed deeply and said: Xing Lu, it is really unfair to others with you standing behind me.

Xing Lu was a little dissatisfied and said: I still didn't control the time. I talked about it for 45 minutes and recorded what I just said. You can sort it out. Then write down what you want to say in the notes on each page of PPT. Don't be bad at all, write down all the words you want to say. Then we practice.

I nodded, it’s so amazing, so high-level and so rigorous, no wonder he can become the best pre-sales engineer, but such a good pre-sales, why should he transfer sales?

I looked at the time and it was past 10 o'clock and said to Xing Lu: Let's sort it out tomorrow, I want to sleep

Xing Lu frowned: Go to bed so early? Don't be too casual at this time

I pursed my lips and said: My menstrual period is over

Xing Lu immediately stood up: OK, let's take a break soon

I couldn't help laughing. We did this night for a long time. Xing Lu was very long for the second time. Later, I didn't know how many times I had orgasm. I only remember to murmuring to Xing Lu: Xing Lu when did you cum? I was almost ruined by you.

When I finally finished, I looked at the watch and it was already 2 o'clock. I said to Xing Lu depressedly: Look, I knew that this would be the result when you came.

Xing Lu smiled and kissed me. I turned around and lay in Xing Lu's arms. I was so happy. I felt that the shoulder behind me was so solid.

Then, when I really started my speech according to Xing Lu's recording, I felt that this was so difficult and I couldn't just copy it. Why is the same content that I said is so different?

Xing Lu smiled and comforted me. Everyone's style is different. The content and language they speak need to be adjusted accordingly. I can only master this myself.

I started to modify the content in depressed mood, and adjusted it all day before I could make the speech to suit my style

I'm very happy, there are three days left, there's nothing left, I can have sex

Xing Lu smiled and said, "It's still a long way to go."

Then, he asked me to talk about the first page, and he said it again

I said: I know, your voice is thick, nice and attractive, but I can't do this

Xing Lu smiled and said: But you can do it much better than now. You are still speaking with your real voice. This is very harmful to your throat and the effect is not good.

Xing Lu taught me how to use falsetto, how to make sounds with breath in my chest, and then taught me demeanor and body language in speech.

Before the trial lecture, I had already explained the courseware, rhythm, emotion and complaints that I had been familiar with more than ten times. Before I left, Xing Lu smiled and said to me: If the talk was broken, go and do odd jobs for my brother's company.

I suddenly felt so warm in my heart. Alas, Xing Lu, who was as careful as a hair, even thought of the last hidden danger. I will naturally not be nervous if I lose my burden.

Eight people divided into two batches of trial lectures in the afternoon. My last trial lecture should be the worst order. It happened to be the time when the teachers were most tired. It doesn’t matter. At worst, I would go to my brother-in-law’s company to do odd jobs and then marry Xing Lu to be a housewife.

I smiled and said hello to all the teachers, and then started to show my PPT

The background analysis of the first part, when I released the map of the power distribution during the Three Kingdoms period, the two young male teachers laughed out loud. Xing Lu said that it was a screenshot of a Three Kingdoms game, but it was used very rigorously. The male teacher should have recognized the picture.

But they soon stopped laughing because the numbers of population, industry, economy, and military of various forces are constantly showing on the map. I was very calm about those simple numbers. Xing Lu was right. Numbers are always the most direct and effective things that affect people.

From the economic and population perspective, the Shu Han Dynasty will eventually perish. Then, it will simply point out the situation at that time, Cao Pi died of illness, civil strife in the Wei Dynasty, Sun Quan attacked Wei, etc., and led the story of Zhuge's Northern Expedition from the right time and place, and then led the role model to the army.

Xinglu's PPT is very scientific. Usually, there are only two or three outlines when screening on each page, or one or two questions, which is the blank space of the blockbuster.

Xing Lu said that this PPT is just my auxiliary teaching aid and cannot attract the audience's attention to PPT, not my lecture.

Therefore, the answers to each question and the summary of each outline will appear in the blank space on the page after I finish talking about it

On the PPT with a page of literary analysis, there is only one question: What did you leave behind later literature?

I picked up the chalk and wrote words on the blackboard in my voice:

I read: Today is the next three points, Yizhou is exhausted, this is really a critical survival and death. Then I wrote: critical survival and death

I think: The palace and the palace are all integrated; the rewards and punishments are not suitable for similarities and differences. Then write down: The rewards and punishments are not suitable for similarities and differences.

I'm thinking: Be close to the virtuous ministers and stay away from the villain. This is why the Han Dynasty prospers and then write: Be close to the virtuous ministers and stay away from the Japanese

I thought: The late emperor did not regard his minister as being despicable, and he was in vain. He visited his ministers three times in the thatched cottage and then wrote: Visiting his thatched cottage three times in the thatched cottage

Enough, the sixteen words on the blackboard are very imposing, and they should have a deep enough impression on the teachers.

I turned around and pressed the speech pen. More than 20 related idioms appeared in PPT. I said lightly: The full text of the Memorial of Departure has 624 words, which has become the idioms of later generations. I have summarized 21. This is an article that is definitely worth memorizing every word. I saw the surprise in the eyes of all the teachers.

From the overall evaluation to the specific content, I talk about the context of the article, the knowledge points, and the last part, and put it into practice. Some teachers saw the sentence in PPT: How to learn to write a good argumentative essay, and start to have a heart-to-heart smile

I seriously say: full of emotion is the greatest writing wealth we have learned from the example of the teacher. This is the most direct and effective way to write a truly excellent argumentative essay

I pressed the speech pen and a memorial that I deleted and rewritten appeared, and removed all the words and sentences containing emotions. I saw several teachers nodding with emotion. I smiled: Do you look like a serious father, who is a very rigid and rebellious son? Several teachers start to laugh.

After my brief analysis, it was exactly 45 minutes later, I clicked to finish the trial lecture and expressed my gratitude to the teacher present.

A middle-aged man nodded: You are the only one who has spoken for 45 minutes, very good

I was secretly happy that this way of saying it should be the principal.

He turned around and asked: Do you think there are any bad things you said?

I said seriously: I am a little anxious and want to show more things within 45 minutes. If I teach it to students this time, they will not be able to accept it. If I could teach this text in 3 to 4 lessons, I would have taught much better.

The middle-aged man nodded: It's rare that you can see it clearly by yourself and then look back: Everyone will express their opinions.

Then, I heard a lot of pertinent opinions. I took my notepad and remembered it. Xing Lu was right. This experience must be my wealth in life.

Finally, the middle-aged man told me that the trial lecture was passed and asked me to go back to prepare for tomorrow's comprehensive interview.

I sent a text message to Xing Lu. When I returned to the rental house happily, I saw Xing Lu being in the comprehensive listings one by one, the questions I might ask.

I smiled and said to Xing Lu: No need to list, I have memorized all of them when I was preparing for other interviews before.

Xing Lu frowned, annoying, this expression again, as soon as I saw his expression, I felt guilty

Xing Lu didn't say anything, just asked me a few questions casually, and I answered them one by one.

Xing Lu asked again: Are your answers standard answers online?

I nodded and admitted, Xing Lu shook his head: Those answers are not good, they are too empty, they can only pass the exam, but they cannot impress people and get high scores.

Then he wrote me two answers casually and asked me to read them once. After I finished reading them, I probably understood what it means

Xing Lu said: For every question, answer with a sincere attitude and relatively colloquial vocabulary. You must not shout slogans or have any official language.

Xing Lu continued: We must prepare some stories and use lowered attitude on certain issues to make the interviewer empathize with them.

I nodded, suppressed the joy of passing the trial lecture, and began to prepare the answers to every possible question with Xing Lu.

The next morning, Xing Lu sent me to the actual school and went back to Guangzhou directly. This time, he was too lazy to say the last words of comfort. Is he so confident in me?

The comprehensive chapter has begun, and almost all the questions are in preparation for Xing Lu and I. My down-to-earth answer should be to satisfy them. Several teachers nodded frequently later.

However, none of the three stories that Xing Lu prepared for me were useful. When I was a little anxious, a teacher asked: You have third in the exam, but you are ranked fifth in the overall ranking. Can you tell me why you fell two places?

I can use the first story, and I felt relieved and answered seriously: I do not hold any position in the class or student union, and I rarely participate in school club activities, so I have fewer points in other items. I lowered my voice a little: My family is not in good condition. Since I entered school, I have been working as a tutor to earn living expenses in my spare time, so I have no energy to do other things. Then I am very quiet and plain but a little arrogant. But I have said a little arrogantly: But since I was sophomore, I have never asked my family for school accommodation and living expenses.

The teacher nodded and stopped asking

Later, another teacher asked another question: Why do you want to be a teacher?

I looked straight into the eyes of the teacher asking the question: My Chinese teacher in my first year of high school is Gong XX, who is a gray-haired elder. It was in his class that I felt the charm of words, which influenced me to finally choose the Chinese direction. When I applied to Huizhou Normal University, my first choice was the Chinese Department. I hope to be a person like Teacher Gong.

The teacher smiled and nodded. He probably heard of Teacher Gong's name, too.

I didn't ask them a gap in the next question, and then said: I was a tutor for a rich girl last semester. She was in her first year of high school and was rebellious and playful. Under my influence, she broke up with her boyfriend and began to study hard. She also fell in love with painting. Now the level of painting has improved rapidly. I enjoyed the process of straightening seedlings, which made me full of accomplishment.

I said calmly: I like Chinese, I like being a teacher, I really want to be a Chinese teacher

I'm not guilty at all, I'm telling the truth, but I didn't know what to say before, I should say that

Another male teacher next to him smiled and said: I am also a student of Teacher Gong

The director turned around and joked: Then you will have to take care of your junior sister in the future. The teachers around you laughed kindly

I smiled and nodded slightly to him: Hello, senior brother

The director smiled and said: OK, you'll end the interview here, go back and wait for news.

After thanking all the teachers, I walked out and was very happy. The joke from the director and the laughter of other teachers should have been a tacit understanding to admit me. I was so happy that I could become a teacher in the actual school.

When I walked to the school gate, I remembered that it was time to call Xing Lu to talk about this. I took out my cell phone and after turning on it, I found that Xing Lu's text message was already lying there: First in the written test, first in the trial lecture, first in the comprehensive interview, Huihui, you are really great

Ah, Xing Lu praised me. Although he just said that I was great, it was also rare.

I smiled and replied: I am good to be a woman, you are good to be a man

If as I expected, Xing Lu came back quickly. After a heavy sigh, Xing Lu said helplessly: Huihui, be careful. If you become a teacher in the future, you can't just talk bad jokes casually.

I'm laughing

Two weeks later, the director of the teaching department asked me to receive the admission letter and then signed a tripartite agreement with the university.

Hahahaha, I am a real school teacher, I am going to be a high school teacher

When receiving the notice, the director of the teaching director changed his face and said to me: Among all the relatives, your ranking is the only one that reflects the real situation, and it is also the one I am most willing to hire. Let’s work hard in the future.

I sincerely say thank you to her

After leaving school, I happily called Wenwen and said that I would treat her to a meal and have a buffet meal

Smell it very depressed: I treat you to a meal, and you can eat anything, but you don't eat a buffet

I really didn't dare to go to the buffet with me. Last time she was brought to me, and I unknowingly ate twice the amount she usually had. I regretted it for a long time when I went home.

Finally, I made an appointment to have a simple meal in a cafe. During the meal, I happily told Yinyin that I signed the actual school and will be the Chinese teacher of the actual school next semester.

I was very happy to smell it. It seemed that I became a teacher at a prestigious school and she felt very proud.

However, she soon realized something was wrong: Huihui, you are a teacher in the actual school, so what should Xing Lu do?

I thought to myself, you really don’t open the pot, I said indifferently: There must be a road before the car arrives at the mountain, and there will always be a way to Xing Road.

Can't help laughing

At night, my excitement had calmed down and I finally started to face up to the matter between Xing Lu and me

I called Xing Lu and told him that I had signed the agreement and could go to the actual school to register after graduation

Xing Lu said congratulations

I asked softly: What should we do in the future?

Xing Lu stopped talking, and I asked quietly: Do you want to break up with me?

Xing Lu said: Don't want to

I said softly: I want to be a teacher in the actual school, I don’t want to go to Beijing...

Xing Lu stopped talking

I sighed in my heart and said to Xing Lu: I'm going to the actual school, how much did you spend? 150,000 or 200,000, I'll give you back slowly in the future. I've learned from others about the bargaining chips for entering the actual school. The price should be similar.

Xing Lu pondered for a while and said: Huihui, don’t ask me about money anymore. I’m actually very selfish in doing this. To a large extent, it’s for me to feel better when I return to Beijing and I don’t feel that much guilt.

Xing Lu, do you need to say so badly

I said angrily: That's too much. Even if you pay 500 yuan in the night, it's only 10,000 yuan. Don't you owe you a lot? Humph, let's see who can say more unbearable

Xing Lu is nervous: Huihui, don't talk nonsense again. I just said that this might happen. I don't want to leave you.

I said: You mean, if you leave and I go back, I don’t have to pay back the money. What if you don’t leave

Xing Lu was speechless: If I didn’t leave, I would have to take care of all my money in the end, so why would I pay back the money?

I said right, why didn't I even react to this?

Xing Lu said seriously: Huihui, whether we continue to get along well or not, separation is just our worst result. The actual school is the way to leave for that result. Maybe we can't use it at all. Maybe you will eventually go with me, maybe I will stay with you in the end?

I nodded with tears in my eyes and agreed, Xing Lu, you have done so much for me, how can I repay you except to give me lightly and devote myself to you?