Chapter 1

My name is Huihui. In 2004, I was still a junior student at Huizhou Normal University.

Many people say that I am a Chinese department, and there are many boys chasing me, but I have never had a boyfriend. Before my junior year, it was because I was more motivated and my energy was on my studies.

The first year of junior year is because I only like Su Su

Su Su is my classmate and sleeping together. Since my freshman year, we have been our best friends.

When we were in our sophomore year, we often chatted until very late, and Su Su went to my bed to squeeze into me to sleep.

I am much smaller than hers, so she always holds me from behind. She often falls asleep while chatting. When she wakes up, she hugs me tightly.

During the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I had a part-time job as a tutor, so I didn’t go home. Su Su was with me. There was no one else in the dormitory, only the two of us.

That day, Su Su hugged me from behind on the bed, constantly touching me. At first, she touched me through my T-shirt, and then she reached into the T-shirt and touched my chest

My breasts are not as big as Susu. I usually wear B+ or C-, Susu's D. Later, when we kissed each other face to face, I always like to press her breasts flattened and feel the plumpness and elasticity.

That day, that time, Su Su touched her very casually

Su Su has touched me before, but she just touched me lightly. There were other classmates in the dormitory, so we didn't dare to make a sound.

Since she touched my breasts for the first time, I never wore a bra when I slept. This time, she grabbed my breasts directly after reaching in from her T-shirt, rubbed them hard, and pinched my nipples. I couldn't stand it anymore and moaned loudly.

Later, Susu took off my top and my underwear. She and I hugged each other nakedly

She asked me if I had masturbated, and I said yes, and she asked how to masturbate. I told her to touch her labia and clitoris in embarrassment.

So, that night, Su Su gently stroked my bottom and brought me to orgasm

After orgasm, I couldn't help but hug her and kiss her for a long time

The next day, Susu put her middle finger into my pussy for the first time, constantly tugging, and I had an orgasm very quickly, and it was much stronger than the orgasm that only touched the clitoris.

Later, Susu also taught me that soon I was able to use my fingers to orgasm every time

Since then, my heart has been all over Su Su

But in that era, society was not as tolerant to the same-sex feelings as it is now. When we are greedy for joy, we always feel guilty. When we are having sex, the scale is relatively small, and we never dared to use any equipment or anything else.

So during the summer vacation of my sophomore year, Su Su and I had sex every day, but at the end of the summer vacation, we were both physically virgins.

After the junior year started, we no longer dared to do this in the dormitory. We only went out for a trip together on National Day and were intimate in the small hotel for a few days.

Back to school, we could only kiss and touch when there was no one, but there was no sex again

Both of us have poor family conditions and we don’t have enough money to go out to check-in.

Later, everyone went home for the New Year during the winter vacation. I came back a few days later and found that Susu had bought a few beautiful clothes. She was very envious. Susu said happily, "It was her uncle from Shenzhen who bought it for her."

Later, I realized that her uncle was not a relative, but an uncle recognized on QQ.

Later, she often disappeared on Saturdays and Sundays, and she still didn't go home at night. Sometimes I wanted to kiss her, but she didn't want to, or she was perfunctory, and she never had that intense tongue kiss again

I know, Susu has changed her mind, Susu likes that uncle in his 30s

Later, Su Su told me that she was with the uncle. She also told me that she had always thought she liked women, but now she knew that she still liked men. When men were having sex, the feeling brought by women was completely incomparable to women.

I smiled and blessed her, but in my heart I hated the man who snatched me from Su Su to death

Later, Su Su said she wanted to move out, and her uncle from Shenzhen rented a house for her in Fenghu Village.

I reminded her that those uncles are liars and will dump her when they get tired of playing. Su Su said she would not, saying that the uncle was not married and was still single. When she graduated, she would go to Shenzhen to find him.

Then it was the end of the junior year. In this exam, Su Su was very poor and failed two subjects. If she had one more subject, she might have to be reincarnated or be dismissed.

That day, she returned to the dormitory and hugged me and cried loudly.

I asked her what was going on, she said she was pregnant, but she could never find the uncle from Shenzhen again

The old man disappeared, his mobile phone number was cancelled, and all the contact information was not responded. All the information about that man was fake, and even the rented house was suppressed with Susu's ID card. Susu cried and told me that men were all liars.

While comforting Susu, I called my home and said that I would work part-time during the summer vacation and would not go back.

Then we discussed the abortion with Su Su, and then we found a more embarrassing fact that Su Su and I have no money

Su Su was very strong when she was with that old man, and she was afraid that the old man would treat her as a keeping lady. So as long as the old man’s gift, she never asked for the old man’s money. Unexpectedly, even if this happened, after getting pregnant, the old man disappeared immediately. The clothes, shoes, cosmetics bought by the old man could not exchange for money.

The house I rented has a deposit of 1,000 yuan. The old man paid the rent until the end of the year, but he could not cancel the rent in advance. The landlord was not in China and could not contact him.

My laptop was bought for me after my parents saved up a long time, and I didn't dare to sell it.

Those who study Chinese cannot find any jobs that can make money immediately, and they dare not let their families know about this kind of thing. Su Su is very sad and desperate.

When I returned to Susu's house after the tutor that day, I opened the door and saw Susu holding a blade and was about to cut it into her hand. I was so scared that I quickly snatched it and threw it away. Susu hugged me and cried so hard that she broke down.

So, this summer vacation in 2004, I moved to the house that Su Su rented. Looking at Su Su, I was afraid that she would find a shortcoming.

I stabilized her first and told her that when school starts, I will go to borrow some fellow classmates. Adding the money from my summer tutoring is enough, so she can keep her body quietly first.

This night, Su Su was watching TV in the living room and I was surfing the Internet in the bedroom.

I thought of a solution, but I didn't tell Su Su

In the same city chat room of 163, I indifferently typed out a line of words:

Huizhou Normal University, junior girl, sale office, 1,500 yuan

Yes, I want to sell the store. Su Su can't delay her business. She doesn't know anything about this. The later the surgery, the more harm it will be to the girl.

Anyway, my real first time was to give Su Su, and it doesn't matter who it is to give that film.

What I didn't expect was that this was a sarcastic voice. No one believed that I was a virgin. Looking at the lines of unsatisfactory text, I was so disgusting that I wanted to vomit, so I turned off the browser directly.

Then I thought about it and opened the QQ chat room. This time I didn’t write about the sales office, only the girls from Huizhou Normal University, with 1,500 yuan in the night, and urgently needed money.

Someone asked me what I was urgently using money, and I typed two words coldly:

The chat room suddenly exploded, and there were all things to say, but the quality seemed to be higher than 163, and it was more curious, saying that I had never seen a pregnant family come out to do something

I looked at the people in the chat room indifferently and smiled coldly, man, these shameless men

Someone asked me to send out the picture of my belly, proving that I was pregnant, I couldn't control my anger, and quickly typed a line of words: Go home and ask your mother, and ask her if she could see it when she was pregnant for more than a month.

At this time, someone asked: What about your boyfriend, is he not enough money?

Finally someone asked the key point. I felt sad that Su Su felt worthless, and that I thought it was worth it.

I typed in the input box: I'm dying of AIDS. When I was about to send it, I suddenly realized that no matter how reluctant I was, I had to do this. If I say this anger, everyone will disperse.

I had no choice but to say: "The old man who cheated on sex, he disappeared as soon as I got pregnant. Who knows where he died?

The man was silent and the chat room was quiet, but a few people chatted with me privately, cursing the old man, or advising me to watch it out, or saying that I would treat me to have a midnight snack to comfort me. I smiled contemptuously and thought, I couldn't bear to pay 1,500 yuan, I want to get close to eating a free meal, these disgusting men

At this time, the small speaker diagram in the lower right corner flashed. I clicked it and saw that it was the man who was asking about it just now. He had already added me as a friend.

For Su Su's affairs, I have cancelled my friend's authentication and anyone can add me, but just a while ago, I have pulled four or five people on the blacklist. I wonder how many words I will say to him.

He is very polite: Sorry, can I send me a photo first if I disturb you?

My heart smiled, it was straightforward enough

I didn't know what I thought, and sent Susu's photo

After receiving it there, I was silent for a while and said: Sorry, I have some special circumstances here, and I need a more mature girl. I'm embarrassed to be inconsistent with your style.

I suddenly had a slight affection for him. I knew Susu was not pretty, but this man spoke very well. When using the word mature, the other party would not be hurt. It is quite meticulous. But if you come out for a job, what if you are meticulous? I replied lightly. It doesn't matter.

There was a moment of silence and sent a sentence: Sorry, I can't help, give me your bank account, I'll send you 100 yuan, buy some nutritional supplements

Oh, it's really a sympathetic man. At this time, I looked at his online name, Yunshu, a very comfortable name

I asked him curiously: Why is this online name?

Yunshu said: It's nothing. When netizens gather, others call me uncle.

I laughed at the screen here, then passed on his photo to him, and then smiled and asked him, is this OK?

I'm still very confident in my appearance

Yun Shu sent a puzzled expression, but he was not polite at all when he spoke this time: Are you a chicken head or a mommy? These are all your ladies?

I saw it but was not angry at all. His completely different attitude towards girls and pimps made me feel comfortable. I replied to a group: The first time was a photo of my classmate, and this time it was mine. Do you think it is okay?

Yunshu replied: This is OK, but how do you confirm it is you?

I clicked on the video call and saw him in a few seconds. He was not very handsome, but very comfortable. His hair was neatly tidy, his business shirt was ironed very well, and his whole body looked very clean.

I think, for the first time, I will give it to him, at least it doesn't feel annoying to see

He confirmed it was me and smiled at me, it was not very natural

I turned around and saw the big bed behind me. I blushed a little and said: This is the house my classmate rents. I can't do it here, I can only go to your place.

Yunshu turned off the video and typed it: Can you accompany me to have a meal with someone else?

A strange request, but I don't think so, so I agreed

Yunshu typing again: Give me your bank account

I sent him the ICBC account. After two minutes, I logged in to the online banking system and looked at it. I saw Yunshu saved me 1,000 yuan, and the postscript was that there was 1,000 left, and I would pay for it when I met.

I said, I only need 1500, Yunshu wrote a sentence to take care of his body.

Although it was the advance payment, I still felt a little warm and asked him a little strangely: There is still an advance payment? Why don’t you give it to me after going to bed? Are you not afraid that I will let you go?

He smiled: You ask for a high price, but you just don't want to be wronged. You must be a proud girl. I can trust you if you have no choice.

He continued: And your IP shows that your location is near Huizhou College, you are not saying lies

I said: I understand, where are you? I'll go find you now

I was very surprised. When I typed this line, I didn't feel very uncomfortable. I don't know if I have a little fantasy about the man who is about to take my first time away.

Yunshu said that it would not work today, he is still in Guangzhou and will not be in Huizhou tomorrow

I replied to one word, but I don't know what it feels like in my heart

But Yunshu suddenly started a video call again, and I accepted it curiously

He asked me a little embarrassedly if there were any relatively mature clothes

I asked curiously why, he looked a little worried, which means there was a party tomorrow and I needed to go with him. I had to wear more mature clothes, so he could add some rewards.

I said no, you've already given me 500 yuan more

I put the camera on, then picked a skirt and changed it. When I came back, I asked him if it was OK. He said he was still too student-in-law. I said I didn't have it anymore. This is my most mature clothes.

Yunshu turned off the camera and sent a sentence: I'll come here early tomorrow, and I'll take you to buy two clothes.

I guessed what was going on, and agreed to give Susu's mobile phone number, and then Yunshu hurriedly went offline at 88.

When I saw Yunshu's strange appearance, I remembered the news I read online. I guessed that Yunshu was a local. He was forced to marry at home when he was old, so he rented a home to act?

Maybe this is a coincidence of a marriage, and he looks quite reliable?

I felt my face hot, and suddenly I was looking forward to tomorrow's meeting

At this time, I could not imagine that what I faced later was something even more dirty than prostitution.

The next morning, I told Su Su to me, took Su Su's cell phone, and told her not to come back if you have something to do in the evening and don't wait for me.

At noon, Yunshu's phone rang, the sound was very nice and magnetic, and it was better than the sound in QQ last night. He said he went to Huizhou Normal University and asked me where I was. I said I had just finished tutoring and was on Shaxia Road. Yunshu said I would drive to pick you up.

Ten minutes later, I met Yunshu, who was much more handsome than the camera. One reason was the camera problem, and the other reason was that Yunshu was very tall, 1.85 meters tall. He naturally looked handsome.

I feel a little guilty: I am only 1.58 meters tall. Will going out with you have an impact on you?

Yunshu smiled and said there was no problem, his smile was very warm, I felt very at ease

After getting on the car, Yunshu gave me a small red envelope. I opened it and looked at it. It was estimated that it would cost 1,000 yuan, so I sealed it and put it in my backpack.

Yunshu first took me to have lunch next to him, and then took me to buy clothes. I saw that he spent more than 600 yuan and was a little disgusted, but he said: It doesn't matter, this is just for dinner, you won't like this type.

I shook my head and thought to myself, I like this dress very much, but it's too expensive I can't afford it usually

In the afternoon, I had a tutoring class. Yunshu sent me to the student's house and drove to his own business again. He said he would pick me up and have dinner together. I said yes, I will end at four o'clock.

In the evening, he and Yunshu had dinner in the hotel where he stayed. He was a little bored and said that the other party had not come and had to wait until the night.

I felt nervous and thought, Yunshu didn't want to buy me for sexual bribery, that would be too disgusting

I forced myself to smile and said it doesn't matter. I have collected your money anyway. I can do whatever you want today, but I won't go to sleep with others for you.

Yunshu hurriedly said: Sorry, you misunderstood. The other party is a customer and the boss of a company. They will bring their lovers out to have dinner together. I also need to find someone to go with me.

Then he began to explain to me that in that industry circle, those company bosses would have lovers or mistresses, and friends with good relationships would bring them together during meals, so the atmosphere would be more harmonious and it would be easier to talk about business.

He is looking for me to pretend to be his lover.

I frowned and felt that the food was gone at all. It was so dirty. This is much dirty than looking for a lady.

The lady is just a flesh-and-hearted deal, but bringing a bunch of mistresses and mistresses together for dinner is a greater spiritual insult to the girl. This society has become so rotten.

I looked at Yunshu's face and felt that he had such an upright face and so pure eyes. How could he do such a job?

I asked him why he came to me, I asked for it so expensive, and he was still a pregnant woman. He could find a normal girl, which was much cheaper.

Yunshu shook his head and said: It was because you said "abortion" in the chat room. At that time, I thought you were pitiful and then looked at your personal homepage in QQ information. I thought you were a very naive and dreamy child, so I looked for you.

Yunshu sighed and said: I have done too many things in my daily life. When I can do good things, I should try to do some good things.

A person who is less than 30 years old speaks in such a vicissitudes of tone. I don’t want to laugh at all after hearing it. I know that society is a big dye vat, but when I really encounter someone who struggles in the dye vat while filling the dye vat, I can’t laugh or feel pitiful, but I feel a little sad

Halfway through the meal, a phone call came over. Yunshu answered and said to me with a puzzled look: Something happened, I want to leave first. Can you wait for me in the room after dinner and accompany me to have a midnight snack with them at around 12 o'clock?

I said yes, Yunshu left me the room card and room number, and hurriedly checked out and left.

After dinner, I went upstairs and waited boredly

The room environment is very good, I don't know how many stars it is, there is a TV, central air conditioning, and a separate large bathtub. It's much better than the small hotel where Susu and I stayed last year

I sat on this big bed in the middle of the room, touching the satin-like white quilt cover, thinking that it would be good to have happened in this environment for the first time.

I filled the bathtub with water and soaked it comfortably. What will happen will happen, so I don’t think so much.

Yunshu is not a bad guy at least, he is very handsome, so it's worth it for him

After taking a shower, I got into the quilt naked. The bed sheets and quilt in the hotel were so comfortable, fine and smooth

I put my phone next to me, turned on the bedside lamp, took out the textbook for my second year of high school from my bag, and previewed in advance what I would like to tutor the students later.

It's 10 o'clock, it's my usual time to sleep, I'm still not sleepy at all

I thought about it, but I closed the book, turned off the light and forced myself to sleep. I thought I would have to accompany Yunshu to socialize at around 12 o'clock. If I always yawn if I am not in good spirits, it would be too rude to yawn.

When I woke up, it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night. I opened my eyes and saw Yun Shu gently taking a quilt and blanket from the cabinet to hit the floor.

I rubbed my eyes and asked: Why, why don’t you go out for dinner?

Seeing that I woke up, Yunshu turned on the lights a little, and while cleaning up, he said: There are some changes, and it will be arranged tomorrow night. Can you please stay for another day? I'll get some compensation?

I said no, I won't make up for the lesson tomorrow, and then I smiled and said, just care about my meal.

Yunshu actually said thank you to me, saying that he was not here during the day, so I just signed the room number after eating in the hotel restaurant.

I said thank you to me, which made me feel quite comfortable

Yunshu turned off the lights and said to me, go to bed and then lay on the floor.

Only then did I realize that Yunshu's 2,000 yuan was just asking me to pretend to be his lover, not to sleep with me. My heart suddenly became very warm and said to Yunshu: Come and sleep

Yunshu smiled: Just sleep like this, I'm not that perverted

I understood that he was referring to pregnancy, and then laughed out loud and said: I am not pregnant, my classmate is my name Su Su, who is the first photo I showed you. The girl who is the first photo I showed you.

Yunshu was surprised: Then are you for her...?

I heard Yunshu swallow the last few words, and I felt a little grateful. What a meticulous man, I followed it: Yes, I sold it for her

Yunshu sighed: Huihui, you are such a good girl

I shook my head: It's not as good as you thought. I am Lily, Su Su is my lover. She was deceived by a man later, so I helped her. I can't do it even if I am an ordinary friend.

I can't see Yunshu's expression, but I can guess that he must be very weird. I don't know why I want to laugh.

As a result, after half a minute of silence, Yunshu said: Huihui, you are indeed a very good girl. Su Su is really lucky to have you.

My nose suddenly felt sour, why didn't Susu think so?

I moved my body to the other side of the bed, lifted the quilt, and said to Yunshu: If you don’t dislike it, come and sleep.

Yun Shu hesitated for a moment, but still got up and got in. He might think that lesbians would be no longer interested in men.

I said go to bed, Yunshu nodded, we were both silent

After a while, I quietly opened my eyes and saw Yun Shu lying flat, with her eyes open and I don't know what she was thinking.

I mustered up the courage, reached out under the quilt, grabbed his hand, he paused, but did not refuse

I asked him gently, were you thinking about Su Su and me?

Yunshu shook his head and said he was thinking about what to do at work tomorrow

I said: Don't think too much. If it doesn't work tomorrow, I'll come over the day after tomorrow. If it doesn't work the day after tomorrow, it will be fine any day after tomorrow.

Yunshu shook his head: Huihui, you don't understand

For some reason, I felt a little distressed and said to him: I don’t understand your job, but I have also read many posts like this. I know that you have a lot of work pressure, but no matter how stressed you are, you still have to rest. Moreover, your pressure is too high, can you be more powerful than a female student who wants to sell for abortion?

Yun Shu was obviously stunned, then suddenly understood, turned his head and said to me: Huihui, thank you

I smiled at him and said: You have said thank you twice tonight. Yunshu also smiled, and we seemed to have no gap at all

I continued to smile and said: Since we have all gone to bed, let’s get to know each other? After listening to it, Yunshu laughed loudly, looking very relaxed and happy.

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