Chapter 19

I have lived here on Xinglu for two months. Just when I was hesitating whether to really leave, the head teacher of the actual school called me and asked me to register in advance, listen to other teachers' lectures and observe and study. In the last week, I will take the first class of high school one week.

It seems that God will do so, it's time to say goodbye to Xing Lu

At noon, I called Xing Lu and asked him if he could come back to have dinner with me in the evening. Xing Lu said yes

I spent a lot of effort to make some side dishes that Xing Lu liked to eat, stewed a pot of Yaozhu ginkgo porridge, and waited for Xing Lu to come back

Xing Lu may have thought of it for a long time. He was not surprised at all when he saw the rich dishes on the dining table. He just smiled at me slightly, which was not very natural.

I said softly: Let's have a meal first

After dinner, Xing Lu took the initiative to take the dishes to the kitchen to brush. I sat on the sofa in the living room and waited for him to come back quietly.

Xing Lu is back, sat next to me, and gently hugged me in his arms: Huihui, I have something I want to discuss with you first

I asked: What's the matter? Xing Lu actually wants to discuss with me?

Xing Lu said: Company H wants me to go over to do sales, but it is not a manager, it is an ordinary salesman

Ah, the information in this sentence is so large. I quickly understood what it means to come to Xinglu. He wanted to stay for me because I didn't want to go to Beijing anymore.

He was actually willing to give up his development in China headquarters and his current position as a department manager for me. I was suddenly moved.

However, touching did not affect my careful consideration. I shook my head gently: Xing Lu, useless, the biggest obstacle for both of us is not the region, but your sales job

Xing Lu, if you can stop doing sales, I will accompany you to Beijing and accompany you back to your hometown in Sichuan. What's the point?

I handed Xing Lu the first year of high school Chinese textbook on my desk: Just draw a text and read a few sentences

Xing Lu looked suspicious, but did not refuse. He turned on a page casually and recited a few sentences. I immediately followed and fluently recited the entire paragraph.

Xing Lu praised: You have memorized the whole book, so amazing, and then immediately realized: Huihui, I'm sorry, I owe you these naive things

I shook my head: There is no debt, you have taken good care of me, I just can't stand your life drinking and vomiting, I'm not willing to find a lady, but I love you, so I can still accept what I really can't accept is that I can't see you all day and all day, but I don't do serious things. Then when you are anxious, I will be more anxious than you. I know you are ruining your body, but I can't do anything. In the last two weeks, I've lived so much and I can't recite the text now and prepare lesson plans. If I really become a full-time housewife, my life of idleness and fear will really drive me crazy

I continued to say sadly: I want to come to Guangzhou to work, but my ability and personality are not good enough. I can't gain a foothold in big cities at all. Then, there is no place for you in small cities.

Xing Lu looked at me quietly, and after a while, he said: Huihui, you can teach at the actual school. I stay in Guangzhou and go to find you every weekend.

I shook my head: Xing Lu, I have thought about this, I know there are many couples on weekends, but couples need to love each other like their sister and brother-in-law to maintain Xing Lu. You don’t love me, you just like the life with me. We can’t live on weekends, and we can’t stick to it.

Xing Lu is silent

My tears flowed quietly: Sorry, Xing Lu, the past two months of life made me realize that I don’t love you as much as I imagined. I can’t accept you and your life in full. I want to try my work and life without you. What does it look like just like I must try what it is to be your girlfriend. I want to give it a try

Xing Lu reached out and hugged me into his arms, gently stroked my head, and said: OK

However, I still have a lot of gains in living with you for two months. I remembered something and suddenly burst into tears and looked up at him.

Xing Lu looked at me with a puzzled look

I smiled and said: In two months, we have unlocked more than 20 postures, basically we can do it to the maximum extent. Even if we are separated now, there is no regret.

Xing Lu looked dark

I held his hand: I found another one today, it looks a bit difficult, but you are very strong and I am so light, I think you can do it all

Xing Lu smiled bitterly: I can only try one, and then do it well

I nodded and said, I thought, I have done this position, and I should have done everything I can do. At least I will leave no regrets in terms of sex.

Xing Lu is very lazy and never likes to try fresh tricks. He only picks up the most effortless ones. Almost every time he is either a missionary, a back-end style, or a back-end style, or a woman is on the top, just want these four.

So I have only tried the other 20 poses I unlocked, and it is called to satisfy my philatelic hobby

Just like today, it was obviously very exciting. I first knelt on the edge of the bed, Xing Lu stood under the bed and inserted it from behind, and then I crossed his legs back to his thighs. He pulled my arms and pulled me up from the bed, and I hung it all on him.

Then he used his waist and abdomen to keep going in and out. I felt very comfortable, but Xing Lu felt very tired.

After just 20 or 30 times, Xing Lu put me back on the bed and continued to carry the in-carrying thrust

OK, this is indeed much faster than just now, but it was also very interesting

It soon reached its peak. Xing Lu patiently waited until I had an orgasm before ejaculation. This time he didn't wear a condom, and it seemed that he had ejaculated a lot. I cleaned it for a long time and was still bleeding, and my whole body was covered in sweat. I simply went to take a shower and then came back to lie down next to Xing Lu.

Xing Lu was probably waiting to teach me a lesson. Sure enough, as soon as I lay down, he said: Huihui, the new position you have discovered seems to be getting more and more difficult, and you will take strength and endurance.

OK, I admit my mistake, I just think it's new and want to try everything. These are really just looking very dazzling and not practical at all. I promise you, this is the last new posture

Xing Lu breathed a sigh of relief, and I continued: When you want it again, just choose from the positions we tried. I giggled and looked at Xing Lu's troubles, and I was very satisfied.

But maybe there is no chance to try it in the future, I sighed secretly

Then he smiled at Xing Lu: I will go back to Huizhou tomorrow. You can use whatever position you want in a while

After a while? You still want it

Of course, I said with confidence: I will go back tomorrow, you won’t let me eat enough today

Then, the second time, this bad guy only took the woman from beginning to end!

When I was tired and panting, and I didn't have the strength on my waist, Xing Lu didn't even let me get down. He just held my butt and told me not to move. Then he fucked quickly below, and soon pushed me to the second orgasm again.

This time, Xing Lu was very long and had not ejaculated yet. I couldn't stand it anymore. So I got up and left, took off Xing Lu's condom and threw it away, and then gave it to him. When he ejaculated, I put it in my mouth and stayed for a long time before swallowing it. This may be the last time between Xing Lu and me. I want to remember his taste.

Then, this was not the last time between Xing Lu and me, and we happened many times later...

The next day, Xing Lu insisted on sending me to Huizhou, and then stayed in my room with a smile and pretended to be stupid, and then asked me twice at night

He hadn't left on the third day, this time I asked him twice, which made me wonder if I was too indulgent.

On the fourth morning, he drove back to Guangzhou, and asked me again before leaving. Well, I saw that, it turned out that he really couldn't bear to leave.

When Xing Lu was leaving, I held his hand and said quietly: If you insist on not paying the money spent on real school responsibilities, then I won’t pay it back.

Xing Lu smiled and touched my head: How could he ask for your money

I pushed his hand down and continued to say seriously: I won't pay you back, but I will give you a promise Xing Lu. Before you leave Guangzhou, no matter when you are tired, tired, sick or failed, as long as you are willing to come to Huizhou, I, Zhan Huihui, swear to God that I am willing to support you for the rest of my life

Xing Lu laughed out loud, then immediately realized that I was not joking, and then hugged me heavily, reluctantly

I leaned my head into Xing Lu's arms and nostalgic for the last warmth

Xing Lu may have wanted to resolve the solemn atmosphere and said with a smile: Huihui, if I don’t go to Beijing and stay in Guangzhou, then you will lose a lot?

I said softly: Then what? I just can't accept your sales job. I didn't say I can't accept someone waiting for you.

Xing Lu kissed my lips heavily, sucked my tongue, and couldn't express his love

Xing Lu left, and I was exhausted and started preparing for the content of next week. Although I was just listening at the beginning, I still wanted to prepare well.

But I really can't learn it. I'm really too indulgent. My whole body hurts. My bones seem to be falling apart. My breasts are scratched and bitten.

I looked in front of the mirror and found it was a bit shocking. So I took off all my clothes and looked carefully in front of the mirror. Oh my God, I've been too indulgent these days.

There are so many blue marks on my body, on my shoulders, on my back, butt, thighs, and there are tooth marks on my breasts that have just been made, red and blue, and the light yellow that was about to fade away before. My whole body looks so mottled

I looked blankly for a few minutes, and then called Yinyin: Yinyin, is Brother Shi's SLR still there with you?

Here, what's wrong

Wait for me, I'll take a few pictures

Then, I rushed to Yinyin and asked Yinyin to take a few more naked pictures of me, to be on the brilliance and close-range

When I smelled the look of taking off all my clothes, I was shocked: Xing Lu bullied you?

Before I could answer, Yinyin immediately rejected the words just now: No, this was not beaten, this was bitten, this was kissed, these were pinched by hand, Huihui, are you two too crazy?

I was a little depressed: Xing Lu was not very hard, but my skin may be more sensitive and it will turn red as soon as I rub it.

Then, Yin Yin suddenly pinched my chest with force. I screamed and knocked off her hand. Yin Yin pointed to the place where he pinched and said: Look, I didn’t pinch that kind of seal even if I tried so hard, and you still said Xing Lu didn’t use force?

Okay, it was exposed, I was embarrassed to tell Yinyin: Sometimes, we did it more intensely, and then I wanted Xing Lu to hurt me, and I felt that it seemed that the pleasure was stronger

Yin Wen shook his head: I won’t tell you these things anymore. I used to be afraid that I would take you badly, but now I’m afraid that you will take you badly. We have tried it for half a year. I still haven’t had a squirt yet. Now you’re doing this again, and I will never learn from you anymore.

I smiled and said to Yinwen: I have had it more than ten times...

Yin Yin slapped me on the butt in anger. I yelled and Yin Yin trembled. I knew I was really in pain and was a little surprised: Are you even playing with that?

Isn't it just a few slaps? I've hit him too. I thought to myself, but unfortunately he is so thick-skinned and he doesn't respond after hitting him.

I smiled and said to Yinyin: Let me tell you a secret, after making your butt red, then use the back-entry style. Every time I hit my butt, it hurts very much, but it feels much more exciting, and the climax comes very quickly.

Smell and cover your ears: I won't listen, I won't listen, don't hurt me

I smiled and pulled the smelling hand: I'm not kidding anymore, take a picture for me

Yinyin has equipped the SLR with an external flash. I took a lot of photos this time, and the effect is indeed much better than last time.

Smell and watch me take all the photos to the U disk, and then use the pulverizer to completely delete the photos on the computer and the memory card.

A little puzzled: Huihui, why are you here to take this

I smiled: This is what I looked like when I was closest to him. I will stay here to commemorate him and show him to myself.

Smelling and looking shocked: What's wrong with you and Xing Lu?

I said lightly: It's nothing, don't worry if you break up for the time being, I want to break up

Ah, why? He has another woman? Alas, smell it, can't you think of other reasons?

I shook my head: It's hard to live with Xing Lu, I'm temporarily quitting, their sales really are just glamorous on the outside

I quietly told Wen Wen about what happened to Xing Lu in the past two months of living together. After that, I suddenly realized that Wen Wen was crying. I don’t know when tears were all gone. I suddenly understood, why am I so stupid?

Yes, there are things in Xinglu, Shi Chu. He is in the system, so he probably has more social engagements.

Moreover, I was talking about this from the perspective of my cohabiting girlfriend on Xinglu, but Yinyin was standing in a very disgraceful position.

I went over and hugged Yin Yin, comforted her softly, Yin Yin cried and said: I saved a lot of money, I can leave and live my own life, but I can't live without him at all

Poor smell, I hugged her and didn't say anything, and then, after a while, I quietly said: We are just breaking up temporarily, Xing Lu doesn't want to break up, but I want to try to live a good life without him. If I can't do it, I will still go back to find him.

In the end, I stopped crying and said to me very seriously: If it were you, I might want to try it too, but I don’t have the ability of you, I can only be affiliated with a man’s life, but I support you to do this

I nodded, smelling is really a good friend

However, my relationship with Xing Lu was not as easy as I thought it would be interrupted at this time.

Half a month later, the school assigned me a teaching staff dormitory. Xing Lu came over with a sign to help me move things. He slept here for two days and asked me for 5 times.

But what's annoying is that when he was actually moving things, he said that he exercised too vigorously last night and twisted his waist. Then he called Huang Wei, who was running a customer in Huizhou. Huang Wei helped me move a lot of things down the fourth floor, and then helped me move things onto the third floor of the dormitory building.

When we moved to have dinner together, Huang Wei lamented: Brother, I really have a hard life. My waist hurts now. My waist hurts so much. My waist hurts so much. Your waist hurts so much. But look, what kind of work I do, what kind of work you do?

I looked at Xing Lu with a little blushing and didn't dare to speak. I thought to myself, who made you exert so hard last night, like a pile driver, my waist hurts too.

Xing Lu shook his head and said to me: Do you know why he is called Huang Wei?

I'm very confused: Isn't it real name?

Xing Lu smiled and said: His English name is William, he always said he called me Serena William, and then he talked pornographic jokes every day, so everyone in the company called him Huang Wei.

Haha, Xing Lu laughed too, Huang Wei laughed too, since then, I have always called him Huang Wei

After that, Xing Lu never came

I graduated and the actual school was on summer vacation. I endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't help it anymore. I ran to Xinglu and stayed there for another two weeks and asked Xinglu many times.

Moreover, I did not keep my promise and discovered two new positions.

However, we will always be separated, Xing Lu sent me back to school, and I said to Xing Lu: After school starts, don’t come to me. I want to truly experience the life without you.

Xing Lu nodded and said yes

I remembered the promise: Of course, if you quit, you can do it any time, and that promise will always count.

Xing Lu stroked my head and said with a smile: I know, the female hero Zhan who is in the same word

This is the first time we met and parted. Xing Lu said something. Now that the scene is reappearing, we can't help laughing out loud.

What I didn't expect was that I quickly adapted to my new life

At the beginning, I was under a lot of pressure, and I prepared lessons until late every day, and I was exhausted and I didn't have the energy to think of him.

But after all, it's a first-year high school student, which is relatively easier. In addition, I have been tutoring before, and after more than a month, I got used to it.

My class is very popular with students, and as a new teacher, it is no longer easy

I started to have my own time. I read, teach, draw, and my life was really quiet.

The girl who was sleeping in the same room lived with her boyfriend. I lived alone in the room. I even bought an oven for a month's salary to do baking in the dormitory.

Huang Wei came to treat me twice to eat, and they are my favorite places, especially when the big crab roe was the fattest. Huang Wei ordered a large pot for me.

I understand that Xing Lu knew that my salary was low and he couldn't bear to eat it, so he asked Huang Wei to treat me to eat.

I have never masturbated, never once, in those places, I will think of him when I touch them, and then I will feel uncomfortable

I started running long distances every night so that when I was exhausted, I wouldn't have any desires

I smelled my body condition getting better and better, and I was very envious and started to ask me to run, but after running twice, I stopped running. Her breasts were too big, and she was very bumpy when she ran. It hurt a lot after running for half a lap. Only then did I know why Susu was so afraid of long-distance running.

Later, after smelling the baby, I didn't come to run with me even more

My life is getting quieter and healthier. I am envious of smelling it and saying that I look more energetic than when I was in college

Yes, my life is very quiet now. I have already cooked very well. My painting skills are getting more and more sophisticated. My baking level is sniffing. Well, in the end, this is still too far behind. However, I really enjoy my life now.

There is no banquet here, no KTSV, no need to wait for someone until late at night, no need to take care of someone drunk, no need to worry about someone

During the two months I lived with Xing Lu, I was often depressed and anxious, but my heart was always quiet when I lived alone.

But sometimes, when I think of him at night, I still cry

Then, at the end of 2005, Xing Lu told me that South China bargained with the headquarters and kept him for another year. He continued to stay in Guangzhou in 2006.

I said yes, then I'll wait for you for another year

Well, he didn't leave. I was mentally prepared to leave immediately, but he didn't leave. There was still one year left. What should I do? I was a little confused and wanted to stay in his place for a few days during the winter vacation?

I didn't go in the end, but I didn't go home immediately. I thought if he came to Huizhou, I would go to his hotel to accompany him for a few nights.

But he didn't come, and I didn't go there either

Maybe I have survived the most difficult period of psychological period. I am becoming more and more free in my life without Xinglu. Xinglu sent me a new ipod, which I like very much.

I made some new flavors of biscuits and sent them to him, Xing Lu said it was delicious

We still often chat on QQ. If I encounter any problems, I am always the first to ask him what to do. If he encounters some interesting people or things, he will also tell me.

I've serialized the novels on Jinjiang. I will send them to him before every update. Xing Lu sometimes gives his opinions and sometimes he also thinks about the next plot with me.

However, I never said I miss him, nor did he say I miss me

Then, in December 2006, Xing Lu told me that with the help of Brother Wei, he won a large order of nearly 30 million, and finally completely defeated Xie Yu before leaving.

Then Xing Lu was transferred back to Beijing. He said goodbye to me on QQ. I didn't go to see him off, and didn't cry. I just told him lightly, since you are leaving, I'm going to find a boyfriend, but before I find a boyfriend, my promise is still valid

Xing Lu reminded me that after he left, he would look for Huang Wei for small matters and Brother Wei for big matters, and said that the Guangzhou University Town special project was built by him, and Brother Wei could earn at least several million.

I said yes, but I said in my heart that there will be so many things in my life like this simple one.

After Xinglu left, my brother-in-law called me: Huihui, when Xinglu left, I still miss you. Do you want to go to Beijing to find him? If you want to go, my brother-in-law will buy a BMW tomorrow to drive you there. When you arrive in Beijing, I will leave it for you to do your wedding.

When I was at a loss, I heard my sister scolding me there and answered the phone: Huihui, your brother-in-law is drunk too much, don’t listen to him talking nonsense, but Xing Lu does have you in his heart. After you returned to Huizhou, we looked for two people for him, but none of them worked. We asked him to come to find you, but he was unwilling to say that he was not worthy of you yesterday. Xing Lu drank a little too much yesterday, and finally he kept talking about you, afraid that he would be too far away and that you would not live a good life by yourself

I was a little sad, and tears finally flowed down and began to sob. My sister continued: Huihui, I know about you and Xing Lu. Xing Lu is like your brother-in-law. From the bottom of my heart, it is macho. It is impossible for you to raise him and you two are not suitable. My sister will not advise you. I just want to tell you that Xing Lu has entrusted you to us. So if you encounter any difficulties, you must call me. Don’t be embarrassed to find us because you and Xing Lu are not successful. Remember?

I nodded, tears falling like rain