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Chapter 1 My first affair

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My name is Yang Xiaoqing, I am forty-two years old and I currently live in Silicon Valley, South San Francisco, California.

After graduating from university in Taiwan, I married my current husband and I went to study in the United States the following year; then settled down and gave birth to two children

My daughter is now in college in New York, while my son is in high school in California and lives at home

My husband's surname is Zhang, and he is three years older than me. In the early days of their family's economic takeoff, they opened factories and did business.

Cultivated and assisted by the government, it contributed to Taiwan's early industrial development and laid the foundation for the company's growth. The business became bigger and bigger, and the money was earned more and more.

After my husband graduated in the United States, he returned to Taiwan to learn to be a leader in my in-laws' family's ever-expanding family business.

Because they diversified their investments and internationalized them very early, speculated on land in Taiwan and carried out real estate development; they also established companies overseas to do import and export trade, and gradually formed a very successful and profitable enterprise kingdom.

In today's Taiwan and even the world, my husband is particularly proud of being able to squeeze into the richest people.

I know nothing about business and have no interest

I only know that in the past few years, since my husband returned to Taiwan after he graduated from school, I have been separated from him in my marriage; most of the time I am alone, taking my children with me, watching them grow up slowly

This kind of life is almost like a single person

But because he is a wife and has to raise his children alone and fulfills his obligation to be a mother, he does not enjoy the pleasure of being a single person at all.

Therefore, in my heart, I have always been dissatisfied with my destiny; I feel that my husband has ignored me and my spiritual and emotional needs for the sake of his career!

At the beginning, I didn't marry him because I fell in love with him.

It was mainly because my friends at home introduced us to us. My parents thought that marriage with his family was an excellent choice. After they had agreed, they kept encouraging me to agree and put a lot of pressure on me.

I protested that I didn't love him, but my family insisted: Love can still be cultivated slowly after getting married.

Then, I was about to graduate from college, but I didn’t have a good boyfriend; although I admired a male classmate very much, I never dated him before.

So, in a wandering mood, I reluctantly married my husband

Therefore, I was not surprised that I did not cultivate any love as expected after marriage; even though I often complained that I had no emotions and had no sustenance in my heart, I would find my destination in my life and comfort me; I even thought: At least, if I marry into a rich family, I will never have to worry about the lack of material life in my life, but I am the luck of my whole family!

However, the undeniable fact is that over the years, my husband has often been away from home for a long time. In the single lonely life I have spent, there is no nourishment of love for a long time, and no male comfort.

Whether it is the soul or the body, it is suffering; the pain is completely untouchable to those who have not passed it through.

Especially, whenever I see others in pairs, and each other's emotions, and my feelings, or even my bodies are stuck together, enjoying the warmth and lingering of the gathering together, I can't help but compare myself with my own solitary and sadness; I feel that I am so beautiful and really unhappy!

I slowly learned to tell myself not to see those couples, so as not to feel sad

However, no matter how strongly I suppress it, I can't help but fantasize about the intimate behavior between couples, and at the same time I sincerely hope that I can have an equally passionate lover...

Over time, I gradually realized that every time I fantasize for a longer time or look forward to it a little stronger, my body will feel particularly empty and have an urgent sexual need. The heat is so unreasonable that I wish that a male body would fill me up immediately and give me sexual relief.

However, when there is no real man around me, my only way to get rid of it is masturbation!

well!…………………………

Even though I have been masturbating frequently since I was a few years old when I was married, I felt deeply trapped in a strong sexual hunger. It was something I really realized when I entered the age of 30 and became the so-called wolf and tiger.

That person is the first person I have ever had in my life, my ex-boyfriend

Although Zhu Guanqi mentioned him a little in Xiaoqing's story, he did not explain the story of my dating with him clearly; he only used all his writing and ink to describe the scene of my current boyfriend having a tryst and going to bed; he also wrote me as a slut who cares about shamelessness and loses morality, almost as good as the man.

This is also what I cannot forgive Zhu Wanfeng the most

In fact, my ex-boyfriend is also a famous Chinese man. His name is Li Tong. He is a male employee who specializes in computer and information in an American company.

The reason I got along with him was because (before I moved to California) I was in a low mood alone (before I moved to California).

Coincidentally, he was in a marriage crisis with his wife; the two of them talked to each other and comforted each other as if they were sick; they talked a lot, and they were very involved.

When I found out that we had relied too much on each other and could not survive without talking for a day, on a heavy rainy night, when we met in the car, we immediately hugged and kissed each other excitedly, allowing the catharsis of emotions to ignite the fire of desire; then, in the small car, the first physical relationship happened like a dry fire.

For example, once the long-suppressed wine is opened, people can no longer prevent their desire to drink it more greedily; after I had sex with Li Tong, I felt like I was addicted to drinking it, and I had to meet more often. When I met, I had to go to bed and have sex!

For me, the reason why I first interacted with Li Tong was because of my psychological need. I felt that I was lonely for a long time and found a friend that I could talk to deeply about was what I should do!

However, when I gradually realized that I seemed to fall in love with him, I quickly found a more sufficient reason to explain it.

Fortunately, this is not difficult: my husband neglects my spiritual and emotional needs, and I have never loved him in my heart, which is enough to explain why I, like many other wives, have an affair, and it is an affair that is emotionally betrayed by the family!

Putting aside moral matters, my further intimate relationship with Li Tong awakened the romantic feelings I had never used in my life; in loneliness, my spirit has a sustenance; and my depressed mood has also a object to pour out; the greatest gain is

Of course, I can't deny that after Li Tong and I finally had sex, my long-dried physical needs were also met. Naturally, I was more eager to meet him frequently, and every time I met, I would have to go to bed and have sex!

But good things always hurt. The conflict between Li Tong and his wife did not make him fall in love with me more. Instead, he thought it was because of the affair between us that he was unfaithful. I'm sorry for my wife.

So, except for the afternoon of his working hours, we made an appointment to visit my husband's company, avoiding acquaintances that might run into and having lunch together, if we want to arrange a tryst that can last a little longer, he will be extremely scared. He must first make up a reason to go home late, report to his wife, and promise to go home before what time

Moreover, Li Tong called his wife and spoke to her tone, as if she was facing the Supreme Queen, so that she could connect with her and obey her...

For me, this makes me very unbearable

Especially, because my husband is often not at home, I am like a single woman, and I don’t have to ask anyone for advice or report on my whereabouts; so I feel that Li Tong is so afraid of his wife, which is a manifestation of a lack of a manly spirit.

But I also understand that I have only one lover. In order to maintain my only chance of having an affair, it is not okay not to accept this situation!

Being with Li Tong, I can't meet for too long, and I'm in a hurry every time I meet. Moreover, he always feels depressed and goes to my appointment with all my worries, which makes me always try my best to make him happy.

After getting on the bed in a hurry, he had to immediately use all his strength to please and please him as much as possible.

Fortunately, after Li Tong and I had sex, I slowly learned to enjoy the real sexual pleasure between men and women as if I had a trick. From him, I practiced some skills of making love.

Before him, even though I had been married for many years and had two children, I almost knew nothing about sex except knowing that I had to open my legs and let my husband's penis enter the hole.

In addition, because I don't love my husband at all, I have no feelings for him; I have been in bed for many years, and when I fulfilled my wife's obligations, I never hug him or kiss him; even if he wants to kiss me, I will keep my head away and never let him kiss my mouth

Some people say that prostitutes usually don't kiss their clients

On the bed, no matter how much her body is played by a man, she will not want to be forced to kiss her mouth

If this is true, the relationship between me and my husband is probably the same as the relationship between prostitutes and clients, so there is no difference!

In addition to having no feelings for him, my husband's appearance is really unattractive. In addition, after he entered middle age, his head gradually became bald, his body gradually became fat, and his stomach was full of fat. It was disgusting at first glance, so it was even more impossible for me to have any desire for him!

What I couldn't stand the most was that my husband's time in bed and his tiny male symbol were so disappointed!

Every time I fulfilled my wife's obligations, he couldn't even find a place to find it. He ran around in sweat, causing me to pull his small penis with my hands and lead it into the hole I was very reluctant to...

Finally, as soon as he entered, he thrust four or five times like a little rabbit. When I had no feeling at all, he sighed and dripped away the thing. Then, regardless of my condition and the feelings in his heart, the soft little meat strips slipped away, and at the same time they turned over and fell asleep!

Think about it, my husband and I have been married for a long time, and we can count the days we spent together, but when we were sleeping in the same bed, we lived such a sex life!

How could I have fun?

How can I hope to cultivate love after marriage?!...

well!…………………………

Let’s not talk about my husband, just turn around and talk about my relationship with Li Tong!

As mentioned earlier, Li Tong often goes to my date with depression

According to him, it was because his marriage was unhappy, so he urgently needed an affair to escape.

This reason was heard in my ears. Although I felt very uncomfortable, I could still understand and understand it, so I reluctantly accepted it.

Besides, I also look for another way out for love because my marriage is too unhappy. Isn’t this similar to him?!…

After overcoming this psychological barrier, I think that my relationship with Li Tong is based on the fact that there is love between the two.

Every time we meet or break up reluctantly, we will sincerely tell each other that I love you!

These three words

Although it seems that it is not easy to speak in Chinese and cannot be explained well. It is necessary to change it to English to express your feelings more easily; but no matter what, hearing or saying these three words are very touching to me.

That, because based on love, my sexual relationship with Li Tong has so much fun

He also often mentioned that every time I go to bed with me, I am so moved, which makes him feel that I am both sexy and charming, so I can't help but be very excited, and I am also very selfless when I make love with me.

To be honest, this is also something I especially like Li Tong

Who in the world doesn’t like being considered sexy and tempting by men?

How many people are happy and happy if they are not praised?

In contrast, after my marriage, my husband never praised my body!

Is he stingy?

Or am I so bad looking and so unworthy?

I just said that I wouldn’t mention my husband, but now I’ll commit it immediately. I’d better shut up and not talk about him. Let’s talk about Li Tong back!

When it comes to Li Tong's excitement, we must mention his cock called "Dimus" and "Dimus" and my feelings about it, anyway, this is my confession alone, so I'll just say it!

Every time Li Tong is excited, his cock will be straight and straight, proud and proud, looking so majestic, making me unable to help but stare at it, touch it with love, kiss it

That……

Its size is almost twice as big as my husband's, thick, long, and very shocking; when the glans part swells, it is even larger in diameter, bare and round, like a big mushroom

I have only seen my husband's little thing in my life, and I never want to look at it in front of me. In contrast, I am particularly interested in Li Tong's male symbol that makes me feel extremely happy and I love it very much!

Then, whenever he sees my greedy appearance, he will smile and ask me if I like his big cock? If I love to fuck men?

And I don’t know why, even though I was so erratic and hungry in bed, I couldn’t speak such obscene burial words; even though I had already called so shamelessly in my heart, I still felt like I was locked in my mouth and couldn’t shout it out.

So, every time I was asked by Li Tong, I could only bite my lip, smiled and nodded to him, expressing my answer

Then, as if he was very ashamed, he was burying into his arms, and even had no choice but to attach his cheek to his hard big cock, rubbing it around, preventing him from seeing the conflict in my heart...

Fortunately, at this time, Li Tong usually doesn't force me to speak out.

Instead, he would seem particularly anxious, immediately hugged me in his arms, kissed me crazy and enthusiastically, until I was almost suffocated, and he took the initiative to spread his legs to welcome him into

Like that time, the first time he talked about me about being sexually hungry

The moment his hard and hot cock was inserted into me, I couldn't help but feel excited, and the feeling that my body was finally filled with it. When he shouted, he poked me in great excitement, and he was like praise, but also like a comment saying that I was such a sexually hungry woman!

At that time, I was extremely surprised, but I couldn't care about so much. I raised my butt to greet him like crazy, shook my head and nodded, and kept calling out: Ah~! Yes, yes!... I've been sexually hungry for a long time, and I'm so hungry!

Li Tong immediately shouted loudly, saying that he just loved me as coquettish as he was, which made him unable to help but squirt out.

That…

When I heard him shouting, my whole body became more excited and more urgent. I quickly climbed my arms against his shoulders and back, and my legs were raised tightly wrapped around his waist and hips. At the same time, I twisted my butt violently and shouted loudly: Spray! Baby, just spray it out for me!...Ejaculate them all, go inside!

Ah! …… Ah! …… Ah ~~ !! ……

By this time, I was no longer surprised that Li Tong would ejaculate so quickly, because every time I went to bed with him, he would usually spit out quickly in the first round; we must wait until we have sex again before we can last longer.

According to him, the reason is that every time he meets me, he will meet after waiting for a long time. In addition, I am so sexy that he can't resist, so once I get in touch, it's hard to control it.

This really touched my heart!

Although I was a little disappointed with Li Tong's premature ejaculation, the long-awaited mood he talked about was exactly the same feeling in my heart; and he couldn't help but ejaculate quickly because he could not resist my sexyness. In my ears, I was actually very proud!

No matter what, I was just excited at that time and needed my penis to continue to thrust, but Li Tong's things had already softened, and he could only withstand the high desire, hurriedly hugged more gentle and considerately in his arms, half angry at him, and half coquettishly said that as long as his penis became harder, I would do anything.

Then... Li Tong kissed me lazily and said to me with a smile: Then... just show me the skills you said to me again!

Before I was with Li Tong, I only read about oral sex in books and magazines. Although I was curious, I always thought it was very strange to touch men's sexual organs with my mouth.

Fortunately, Li Tong was still patient and slowly induced me and taught me how to please men in this way.

On the one hand, I learned very carefully to please him, and on the other hand, to make his penis harder sooner.

After a few times, the effect was good and he won his praise, saying that I was born to use my mouth to make men feel comfortable!

It's really weird to say that since I took Li Tong's cock in his mouth, I sucked it from a soft state until it was big and hard, and held up straight and raised it upright. I really felt that it was a magical and fulfilling thing to have a blowjob for a man.

In addition, every time I sucked him hard, I felt his big thing full and stuffed into my mouth, and I would become even more excited. I sucked it desperately like eating popsicles or big lollipops, and even chewed it hard until my chin and cheeks were sore and numb, and I couldn't stop!

Li Tong's penis that erected again was usually bigger and harder than the original one, making me admired and fascinated

According to him, that's because I acted very coquettish and lewd when I was having a blowjob for him.

He wants to enjoy the ecstasy and bone-aberding fun in me even more

And as soon as I saw the guy who was bigger, I became more and more urgent, and I wished I could be inserted into my body immediately, and in the second round of Li Tong's love, I rushed to the Pure Land!

Ah!……

It is really a delicacy in the world, the sweetest and most fascinating thing in the world

Not only did I teach me to forget everything, but I even lost myself, like swimming in the sky, the sky, the light and the slightest

It is like floating, swaying, and oscillating in the waves...

In the end, if Li Tong sprints with great courage and time is calculated accurately, we can reach orgasm at the same time, and sink into the paradise of ecstasy and dying together

Of course, this kind of almost perfect sex experience is not something you can get every time

Generally speaking, as long as one of me and Li Tong feels happy, the other is psychologically satisfied.

However, it is usually Li Tong who was having sex for the second time. Because he was relatively long, I began to worry that the time for the confrontation was not enough. I wanted to reach orgasm quickly, but I couldn't get it, so I was so unbearable and frustrated. I had to give up my enjoyment and focus on causing him to ejaculate, showing the slutty ability. Until Li Tong was satisfied, he shouted excitedly: Good woman, I really love you! You are really a good woman who is both sexy and slutty!...

At the same time, I sprinkled streams of hot semen into the depths of my body, and moistened my dry heart............

However, Li Tong and I, a method of confrontation that I had to accept, could never satisfy me, even though I was not ideal, but had to accept.

Finally, I finally made up my mind and took the risk to invite Li Tong to my home. The two of them spent a weekend where they could enjoy each other without being disturbed.

Li Tong's immediate reaction was to hesitate how he should explain to his wife and use what excuses to spend the night outside.

I got angry when I heard this, and felt that he was too incompetent and could not even make up a reason.

But in the end, I helped him compile the company to send him on a business trip to Luocheng for a meeting, which was a three-day and two-night mission; and I also suggested that he use the company's paper to print his documents and record his hotel booking in Luocheng, so as to prevent any accidents.

Li Tong thought calmly and thoughtfully, and expressed his surprise.

In fact, I have planned a tryst like this at home, which is something I have planned for a long time; but I chose the best time and when both of my children attend the summer camp, I also gave the parents a weekend leave and put the plan into reality!

I made an appointment with Li Tong. During the week when they had a secret meeting, I carefully considered how to spend this rare weekend with him every day.

I booked a seat at a French restaurant in Harbor on Friday evening as soon as I met him. After thinking about the sunset and the path to the moon, I imagined that I was in the car with him and I fell in love with each other...

I want to tell him that we have been together for three days and two nights, so there is no need to hurry. We can slowly spend the good time and chat freely; like other couples, we can lean on each other in a romantic atmosphere.

I want to hear him say in my ears that he loves me so much; and I ask him why?

I can only believe if he has one reason and one reason.

When Li Tong finally couldn't help but kiss me, I would dodge, which made him want to kiss me even more; I would pull away his attempt to touch my hand and ask him why he touched my body?

Why are you always so eager to make love with me?

I imagined his answers, those praises that made me flutter; the descriptions that made me blush when I heard them, but were happy in my heart

I imagine that the more he spoke, the more obscene he was, the more he said, the hotter he was, the lower he was gradually wet...

Just like the night we first came into contact with our body in the car, my heart would pound and my throat would dry. Finally, I couldn't help but feel the urgency in my heart. The two hugged each other, kissed each other over and over again; desire burned violently like dry firewood encountering fire...

Until both of us could no longer bear it, we left the seaside that had turned dark blue and rushed back to my home

However, when Li Tong and I entered the jungle around us, we could see the hills with lights on the port, and the unique courtyard and the huge and uninhabited mansion, my heart jumped up again.

I have always thought that I was a virtuous wife, good mother, noble young grandmother, and the reputation and reputation of my husband Zhang's family were about to be thrown away by me. When I was doing this kind of behavior of attracting guests, raped others, and having sex with a fan, I was trampled on me and swept out of the house!

It's ridiculous to say that!

Li Tong and I are not having sex now, but have sex

I had sex with him in the car and had sex with him several times in the hotel room.

But, I have not felt a strong sense of guilt for having sex with another man in my bed with my husband like now.

What is even more incredible is that when I feel a strong crime, immorality, and uneasy in my heart and do something unwilling to do, I have no way of feeling more excited sexual desire from my body; a desire to be filled with men and be pounded, stirred, and thrust in his body with his huge cock; until I am fascinated and forget everything in a confused way, lost, and sink into the endless, carnal pursuit...

Oh my God! I... need it too much, too much!... Baby, please don't wait any longer, don't tease me anymore!... Give me a gift!... Let me be relieved!... ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

I kept rubbing my red and swollen flesh petals like crazy. At the same time, I felt like Li Tong's hard and straight cock was pierced strongly in my wet hole.

When the climax surged, I finally shouted: Baby, Ah~!... Baby!... I... are here!... I'm here Ah! Woo~! Baby, I... I... love you! I love you so much~!...

When I opened my eyes again with fatigue and saw myself naked on the toilet, I realized that I had masturbated again just now; and the mood of looking forward to spending the weekend with him became even more earnest!