Chapter 10 Transformation

When the last page of paper was turned over, my mother's diary was finished. I looked at it without any focus, and felt like a cloud of mist was shrouded in my heart, and I could no longer tell what it felt like.

This is how my mother changed?

Was moved your heart by countless rapes and orgasms, and then thrown into the arms of the adulterer?

Is there anything more ridiculous in the world than this?

Ridiculous, so ridiculous!I've never seen such a funny joke in my life!

I smiled bitterly and shook my head until I burst into tears.

I couldn't accept it. I was still crying and heartbroken a few minutes ago, but I was addicted to it after a few minutes!

This transformation is too huge, just like a newborn baby growing up in an instant, it seems particularly ridiculous and extremely unreal.

Although this is my mother’s mental journey for more than two months!

But I won't forgive you!

I put the diary aside powerlessly, and I slowly closed my eyes, recalling all the things that happened over the past few days, thinking that my mother might be kissing me and me at this time, I felt extremely tired.

My consciousness became a little blurred, and I fell asleep again without realizing it.

bite!bite!bite!

I don’t know how long it took, but a loud ringing sound woke me up.

I rubbed my sleepy eyes and picked up the phone on one side.

Split sacrifice!

When I saw the name on the screen, I immediately opened my eyes wide, and I was completely sleepy. A surging anger rushed up uncontrollably, gritting my teeth and cursing fiercely: You bastard, you still have the face to call me!Where is my mother!

Yueqing River, I'll wait for you!In just one short sentence of the sacrificial tribute, the phone hung up, and the voice was still so calm, as if nothing had happened.

This bastard!

Why does he still have this attitude?

Why are you so arrogant?

Could it be that raping my mom is like eating for him?

He was not ashamed at all, nor was he guilty at all!

I clenched my fists, and was so angry that I threw my phone on the bed. I quickly rushed downstairs and rushed towards the Leqing River.

Son of a bitch!

When I arrived by the river, I saw the familiar figure from afar. My uneasy anger was like encountering gasoline, and it burned in an instant.

I swung my fist tightly and ran over, punching him in a shocked and suspicious face.

Hmm!Li Ji groaned, staggered back a few steps, and a trace of blood spilled out of the corner of his mouth.

You bastard!Scum!A beast!You are not a human!I'm so mad!I screamed and cursed like I saw the enemy who killed my father. My face was twisted, my eyes were blood red, and I kept waving my fists. Every punch hit his face, and every punch used all my strength.

I want to vent, I want to vent all my anger!

Fight back Ah, you bastard!Now I know I feel guilty!Beasts, scumbags!I will beat you to death!Beat you to death!I cursed without hesitation, my fists kept falling on him like dense raindrops.

I don’t know if it’s guilt or guilt, Lie Ji just watched me quietly without dodging, letting my fists hit my face without moving.

Son of a bitch!Scum!A beast!I waved my fists and shouted loudly, like a wounded wild wolf roaring desperately.

I don’t know how long it took, maybe I was tired or I had vented enough.

I gradually stopped, and felt a soreness in my arms and no longer had the strength.

Lie Ji was still looking at me calmly, his eyes were not at all turbulent, half of his face was red and swollen, and the blood at the corners of his mouth dyed a large piece of his shirt red.

Ah, are you feeling better?Lie Ji wiped the blood from his mouth and walked slowly over.

Get out, don't get so close to me!Seeing him coming, I immediately pointed at him and scolded him coldly.

Although he did not fight back and did not show any anger, I would not be pity for it.

Well, we'll talk about it when you calm down.Lie Ji was stunned for a moment, smiled bitterly, walked to the grass by the river and squatted down, picked up the water and washed his face.

I looked coldly at him who was as close as a brother yesterday but today is a life-and-death enemy. He gritted his teeth and felt mixed feelings in his heart.

As time passed, he sat there and ignored me again.

After venting, I gradually calmed down. The purpose of my coming was not to fight with him, but to figure out the whole story.

You have to know why he did this, why he raped my mother and became friends with me, what does he mean!

Looking at his familiar back, I walked over reluctantly and sat aside in anger.

Ah, I'm sorry.Lie Ji looked at me with a look of guilt.

I waved my hand impatiently and interrupted him, saying coldly: Don’t talk about these useless things, I feel disgusted when I hear this!

Lie Ji's eyes were dim, he was silent for a while, and said lightly: You are so angry, not only because I raped Teacher Li, but also because I am friends with you, right?

Let your shit!I stared at my eyes, and my nerves were picked up by the word "Friends". I have never treated you as a friend. Don't be self-indulgent anymore!Let me explain things clearly quickly, I don’t have so much time to spend with you!

Lie Ji smiled bitterly and shook his head, Ah, we have known each other for two months, and I still can’t tell the truth or lies?You hate me for raping Teacher Li, but you hate being friends with me even more. We all know this very well.I stared at him tightly, my chest undulating.

Looking at his familiar and unfamiliar face, the scenes of getting along these days appeared before my eyes one by one, laughing, communicating, fighting side by side, everything was like yesterday.

What is available?rape!betray!Treat me as a fool!

The needle-like heartache surged again, making me almost breathless. I shouted: Yes!I have no eyes, but I am blind and recognize you as a beast as a friend. What else do you want to do!Do you still want to humiliate me?Say I'm a fool?It's a fool!Being fooled by you!

Li Ji looked at me quietly with a furious look, with a firm and guilty look on his face. Ah, I don’t want to do this. I really treat you as a friend.Teacher Li and I... I didn't know you at that time. If I knew each other, even if I were a beast, I would never do such a thing!

You are simply worse than beasts!I cursed angrily: Even if you don’t know me, can you rape my mother?Do you know how much it hurts her?Have you ever thought about her feelings?

Lie Ji shook his head and said firmly: No matter whether you believe it or not, as long as I like someone I like, I will get it without any means!

Bad logic!I sneered and said indifferently: I will not believe you anymore. I was deceived by your harmless expression before, and I will not be fooled for the second time!

Lie Ji twitched the corner of his mouth, his expression quickly dimmed, then closed his eyes lonely and took a deep breath, I know that nothing is useful now, don’t you want to know the whole story, then I will tell you exactly.I snorted coldly, unmoved.

Lie Ji was silent for a while, as if he was sorting out his thoughts, and seemed to be recalling them. Then he slowly said: You know, I transferred to school last year, and only after I was with Teacher Li, I realized your identity.

We didn't plan to tell you at first, but when we found out that you were following Teacher Li and came to me, I realized that you might have noticed Teacher Li's abnormality, but I just didn't know who it was.Teacher Li was very scared at the time and thought about breaking off his relationship with me, but she had already fallen in love with me deeply!

If you discovered it a few months earlier, maybe she had broken up with me, maybe this is God's will... At the end, Li Ji sighed deeply, not knowing whether he was sighing about fate or regretting it.

God willing?God willing!Oh!

I smiled coldly, feeling extremely absurd by this bullshit, but I had no way to refute it.

This is the truth, my mother has fallen in love with this beast in dress!

But if you keep going, you will know sooner or later, but if you are honest with you, don’t talk about you, even I feel crazy!Finally, I discussed with Teacher Li that the best result is to slowly accept and acknowledge our relationship.I laughed and said sarcastically without any mercy: What a wishful plan!What a shameless couple of couples of couples!You are really crazy and whimsical!

Lie Ji's expression remained the same, and he turned a deaf ear to my sarcasm. After that, you and Wang Qiang fought in the corridor, and I took this opportunity to appear by your side and gradually became friends with you.Because of Teacher Li’s affairs, we communicated a lot and established friendships very quickly.

I feel like brothers in a trench, fighting side by side!

But I... was in pain again!Speaking of this, Lie Ji's eyes quickly dimmed, and a faint sadness and pain curled up on his face, looking particularly lonely. You are my friend and trust me so much, but I have been deceived by you again. Do you know what this feeling feels like?Bitter, chest tightness, depression, like a sinner, living in self-blame and guilt every day, enduring endless torture!

My first decision to go to the experimental building was to go against my heart!

What!Wang Qiang is...you called him over!

When I heard this news, I felt like I was bitten by a mad dog and looked at him viciously. The good feelings I had suffered when I saw him feeling painful and guilty before disappeared. You bastard!He also said he liked his mother, but it was all bullshit!You let the others see you two...you...you are so shameless!

Lie Ji shook his head and explained: It's not what you imagined, I just want you to think that person is Wang Qiang.That night I found you following Teacher Li at the window, and then I thought about it for a while before I decided to send a text message to Wang Qiang.

I know it is difficult for you to accept this person. Teacher Li is so beautiful and sexy, but Wang Qiang looks... You also told me later that if nothing can be changed, you would rather that person be me!

You...you... I stared at him blankly, unable to speak for a moment.

After fighting with Wang Qiang, I did say such things to him.

At that time, I was heartbroken and could not accept the fact that Wang Qiang was his mother adulterer. It turned out... it turned out that all of this was planned by him!

He wanted to change my mind and force me to accept Wang Qiang, so that after discovering that it was not Wang Qiang, he felt a little bit of gratitude!

Yes, I did think so at that time. Since my mother’s cheating is a fact, as long as it is not Wang Qiang, anyone can do it!

Li Ji looked at me and said calmly: This is the effect I hope to achieve. When you cannot choose, a person you have a good impression of can be accepted by you more easily.

So you became friends with me, so you kept lying to me!?Split sacrifice!You are so sinister!

Only then did I fully understand why Wang Qiang appeared there, why after fighting with him, Lie Ji immediately appeared beside me. All of this was planned by him!

And mother acts as an accomplice!

No wonder I can't find the clue!No wonder my mother’s cell phone is as clean as nothing has happened!I said indignantly, then shook my head and smiled bitterly, Yes, I am so stupid. After observing for so long, my mother has nothing abnormal at all. How is this possible?And since I discovered the damaged stockings, there has never been any abnormality. I should have thought of it long ago... I should have thought of it long ago... Then... Then... I was shocked and said sternly: Did you do the photos and videos of my mother on the forum?

Lie Ji was silent for a while and nodded.

I immediately became furious and said angrily: Why?Why put such a thing online?If someone discovers, you are not going to force your mother to death!

Lie Ji smiled bitterly and said: I had been released before, it was considered a kind of training, to eliminate Teacher Li’s sense of shame, let her get alternative pleasure, and at the same time make you get used to the fact that Teacher Li cheated...

You...you... I pointed at him angrily and could no longer scold him.

What else can I scold?So what if you scold me?Nothing can be changed.

Originally, I didn’t want to tell you so soon, because you haven’t fully accepted Teacher Li’s cheating.But as you become more and more haggard, I really can't bear to see you continue to torture like this, so yesterday I told you a clue that I thought you should have discovered long ago, but I didn't expect you to have not been there for so long... Speaking of this, a trace of sadness and pain appeared on Lie Ji's face, and his dark eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of water.

Fog, I hope you can discover it earlier during these days, but I am afraid that you will find it really. The diary has been in your drawer for a month. Maybe from the beginning, we were not very determined...

Haha...one month!

I really don’t know what it feels like when I hear this, I’m angry?

resentment?

Or self-deprecating?

The clue is in my drawer, but I never noticed it like a fool.

Yes, I am a fool, a fool!I disappoint you, thank you for being ruthless and not tormenting me anymore!

Lie Ji turned his head and looked at me sincerely. Ah, this is all, I told you, maybe being friends with you was originally my fantasy, and it will only make you hate me even more.But I never regretted it!

Lie Ji looked at me deeply, with a hint of nostalgia in his eyes, and seemed to have a hint of reluctance. At the moment when he passed by, a word came gently. I know you like Teacher Li, but she is your mother!After saying that, Rishen strode forward and never looked back.

What...what!

I was stunned by lightning.

I quickly turned around and looked at the distant back and couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.

What does he mean?

Why do you say so?

Does he know that I am to my mother...

Wouldn't my mother know too!

A cold sweat suddenly surged out, quickly wetting my back. I felt cold all over and my heart was pounding.

This is the deepest secret in my heart and the most taboo secret in the world!

Love your biological mother!Now it's known!what to do?what do I do!

But the next second, something seemed to be released in my heart. It was like rain passing by, the sky cleared, the clouds disappeared, and the fog disappeared, and it soon calmed down. No longer panic, no longer fear, only a trace of sourness and pain.

I don't know why this is happening. This is obviously the most scary thing, but it seems to have become insignificant at this moment.

I don't love my mom anymore?

Are you no longer obsessed with that woman?

For a moment, I couldn't find the answer.

A few days passed without realizing it. Maybe it was because of shame or the inability to face my son. My mother hasn't come back these days, but she just said sorry to me at school. I was also discovered by my mother because of the deepest secret in my heart, and I never called her once.

I closed my eyes tiredly while wading on the bed, thinking about the problem that troubled me, but I was sure of it but couldn't be sure for a long time!

Do I still love my mom?

This answer was almost unquestionable in the past, but now I feel confused and restless.

I carefully reviewed the past two months and tried to find the answer.

The first time I found out that my mother was in the bathroom when she had an affair, I didn’t know it was her, I just felt very excited.

Later in the laboratory building, when I watched my mother kiss a strange man in a sexy and exposed outfit, and her upper body was naked against the glass window and was fucked by the man from behind, my heart was desperate, as if she was cut into pieces by thousands of knifes and thousands of arrows pierced her heart, and she was in pain.

My faith, my goddess, the most holy sculpture in my heart, collapsed in an instant.

Afterwards, after knowing that it was not Wang Qiang, I felt a little more glee of happiness and joy as I wished for, but more of it was still anger.

Immediately followed by my mother's nude photos and sex videos. The first time I saw my mother completely when she was with a man.

Lustful, charming, enchanting, coquettish, mother shows her beautiful body as a mature woman and shows the infinite charm that a wife should have.

But my heart still hurts very much, and her lewdness, her cheating, and her betrayal all deeply tormented me.

But it is undeniable that I was excited again at that time.

Watching my mother being fucked under Lie Ji's crotch, she was so frivolous that she was fucked and was unrestrained. Listening to her sweet and slutty moans, an evil pleasure actually breeds in the gaps of her heart's twists and despair, which makes me feel excited in my anger.

Then came the phone call from my mother in the bedroom!

The two of them were lewd and shamelessly made love on the phone. I also became angry at the beginning to indulging in it in the end. What’s even more terrifying is that the dark desire and twisted heart actually prompted me to fantasize about letting Lieji fuck my mother hard to death, like a vicious curse, evil and perverted!

How could it be!How could I become like this!

Thinking of this, I felt cold in my body, and my spine became wet in an instant!

Do I really stop loving my mom?

Why do I feel pleasure when I see him being with others? What's going on!

bite!Just as I recalled my feelings over and over again, a text message suddenly came.

It's a split sacrifice!

Holding my phone, I was stunned for a while, then quickly opened it, with only a few words inside: Check the email address.I opened the computer and logged in to my email in confusion, and saw a new email: Ahe, I met you several times in a few days, but I was like a passerby.Looking at your hatred gaze, my heart hurts.But I have never regretted being friends with you.

This is Teacher Li’s training video. Please rest assured, I have no malice. Whether you accept or disgust, I don’t want to hide anything anymore.In it, you will see me whom you have never seen before. It is lustful and evil. I guess the devil is like that.

After hesitating for a few days, I mustered up the courage and just wanted to be honest with you without reservation!

Seeing this, the past scenes appeared in my mind again, laughter and joy, never leaving.

I admit that I was shaken for a moment, but I was replaced by hatred in the blink of an eye because my eyes were filled with those two words:

Training!

It's a training video of my mother!

A burst of anger burned violently!

What exactly does he want!

If I raped my mother, I still want me to appreciate it?

Why are you saying that you have heartache without reservation?

Bullshit!

I will never be fooled by his sweet words again!

The anger boiled in my body, and the mouse moved to the X without hesitation, but the determination of the previous second was shaken in the next second. My fingers were like lead, and I could not press them. There was a voice in my heart that bewitched me and manipulated my thoughts and body!

My eyes involuntarily moved to the attachment again, a BT file with only 2 words:

But these two words seem to be filled with endless magic power that bewitched me, swallowing my eyes, making me unable to extricate myself: the scene of my mother's humiliation!

He was played with by my best friend!

Get a climax in the pleasure of shame!

Finally, he threw himself into his arms!

No!I can't!I can't see these things!

You no longer love her. When you see her being lewd with other men, she is no longer your goddess!

No, I love mom, there is no doubt about it!

Don’t you want to see it? You are disappointed that you haven’t seen her lewd performance these days. In fact, you have always wanted to discover the truth just to see your mother having sex with others!

fart!Don't talk nonsense!

Teachers and students, mothers and teenagers, are still your best friends, how evil and lewd!

It’s exciting to think about it, are you starting to fantasize too!

No!No!

Don’t deceive yourself anymore, face your perverted desires!

She was twisting, panting, crying and reaching orgasm under your best friend's cock, dying of ecstasy!

don't want!Stop talking about it!

Open it!

bite!

When the brittle sound of thunder and peerlessness sounded, I felt like I was hit by lightning and woke up from my dream!

I don’t know when, I actually downloaded that video!

how!how so!When is it!When?

My hands couldn't help but tremble, my mind was twisted in depression, and my breathing became extremely difficult.

The mouse stayed on that icon for a long time and did not move.

I feel that it is no longer a document, but a door, a dark door!

There is a dark black hole inside, full of dark and lewd desires. It is bewitching my soul with silent words, making me feel extremely excited and deeply afraid in the conflict of conflicts in the conflicts of my heart!

In the desolate kingdom leading to nothingness and in the dark vortex, I will never be able to break free from the shackles of the demons!

what to do!What should I do!

One second!Two seconds!Three seconds!The video was opened, and the door was opened!