I never thought that Yu Qingci would give me an answer in such a paranoid way, just like a green carp resolutely jumping into the lake.
If a person has never seen the light, then he can tolerate darkness. However, when the dawn is near and shattered, it will definitely destroy a person's heart.
Yu Qingci was already extremely guilty of me. I finally had a chance to make up for it, but God's will made people, but the mirror broke. This became the last straw that overwhelmed Yu Qingci. Fifteen years of guilt and regret reached its peak at that moment.
So when she saw the dusk reflected on the lake, she asked me if I had agreed to do the counting?
Dead knot, dead resolution!
The splashing water hit my heart like a huge hammer. In the face of life and death, my originally closed heart was like that mirror, smashed into pieces.
There are only three words left in my chaotic mind: Yu Qing Ci.
Yu Qing’s poem, are you stupid?Do you think I will forgive you in this way?If you die, I will always hate you!
Seeing Yu Qingci's body slowly disappearing from the water, I felt emotional and jumped down.
The lake water is very clear, and I can clearly see Yu Qingci's beautiful face. Her eyes struggled a lot, and she looked at me with a smile, wanting to engrave my appearance into her mind again.
Baby...Mom loves you.
As Yu Qingci opened her mouth, several bubbles appeared around her, and the air in her body was immediately empty, sinking faster and faster. Her eyes slowly closed and fell into a brief suffocation coma.
Time is a killing knife that killed me who had been abandoned for fifteen years, and was about to kill Yu Qingci who was close to me. Even in the water, I could feel my eyes were flooded with tears.
Yu Qing Ci, you can’t die, I haven’t forgiven you yet!
I hugged Yu Qingci like crazy, mouth to mouth, and passed the only air left in my body into Yu Qingci's mouth, and slowly my head began to lack oxygen and my consciousness began to blur.
When I climbed onto the shore, I subconsciously hugged Yu Qingci tightly, and then completely lost consciousness.
……
When I woke up, I asked a white, white wall, white sheets, white quilts, and a slurry of disinfectant that smelled very uncomfortable.
Standing by the bed was a person I absolutely didn't want to see, Chen Xin!He had a cigar in his mouth and a gold chain as thick as a finger hanging around his neck, looking like a full nouveau riche.
When I saw me awake, my expression did not fluctuate much, but just nodded lightly and said: Ah, I woke up.
I looked at him with a frown, and after a while, I asked: Where is Yu Qingci?
In the special care unit, I haven't woken up yet.Chen Xin seemed not surprised by the name I called Yu Qingci directly. The ancient well was not in a hurry to tell what he was thinking.
I ignored him and got up and walked towards the special care unit. Through the transparent window, I saw a doctor inside using a stethoscope to help Yu Qingci check his body.
I pushed the door open and went in after she finished her work.
Doctor, is she okay?How long will it take to wake up?
It’s hard to say that the heart rate is stable, but the patient’s body contains a lot of trazodone, which may be due to the residues of long-term antidepressant drugs, and the patient is also drunk. This time the water falls into the water is just a cause. Even if she doesn’t fall into the water this time, her body will not last long and she will fall ill.
The doctor's words instantly reminded me of the first time I went to Yu Qingci's classroom apartment, the wine bottles all over the ground...
I asked blankly: Are you saying she may suffer from depression?
Well, it should be quite serious, so the subconscious refusal to wake up is the self-protection of the brain.The doctor looked at me and said, "Are you a patient's family?"
Well, I am.
This situation requires you to spend more time with her and talk with her. When her brain feels relaxed, she may wake up in a while.
Well, thanks to the doctor.
When the doctor pushed the door open and went out, Chen Xin came in, but he just stood at the door and didn't lean inside.
He glanced at Yu Qingci's situation and said to me: Don't blame your mother. I forced her to leave when she went abroad. A woman without a background followed me and had a dead end.
I sat at Yu Qingci's bedside, looking at her slightly pale face, my heart was filled with mixed feelings.
You didn't deliberately abandon me, so why didn't you give me an explanation for so many years?I kept it in my heart and even caused myself to feel depression.
Yu Qingci, why are you so stupid? Compared to blaming you, what I want more is your company.
However, it doesn’t matter whether it is explained or not. When Yu Qingci jumped into the lake and the darkness cut through the sky, she was already reborn in my heart, and I was willing to be her only one.
Take good care of your mom.
Chen Xin stood at the door for a while and then left. In the past decade, Chen Xin and I have been getting along like this. Every time we meet, it is when I am at a critical moment, and then he will leave after a few words.
But this time he turned around and said: Boy, it’s a good thing, it’s not a pity that my old Chen family is from.
……
After Chen Xin left, no one came to disturb us, and it seemed that the only ones left in the world, Yu Qingci and I were me and Yu Qingci.
I stroked Yu Qingci's cheek and said softly: Yu Qingci, what you said, you have to compensate me for yourself, how can you compensate me if you fall asleep? Can you break your eyes quickly?
Yu Qing's lyrics, I want to hear you sing the only one. I didn't finish listening to the opening ceremony on the day of the school year. Can you sing it for me? You sing it really well.
Yu Qing Ci, have you forgotten the Ci? I'll give you a good idea...
You really understand the only definition
Not as simple as breathing
You really hope you can clarify
How to explain if you don't have a heart-to-heart talk
I really love you
Every sentence is not easy
……
When I sang every sentence I didn't easily, Yu Qingci's eyelids suddenly trembled, and two lines of tears slid down from the corners of her eyes silently.
How difficult is Yu Qing’s poems have been and how unforgettable the love is in recent years, so that he can experience this conditioned reflex when he is in a coma.
I wiped away the tears from the corners of Yu Qingci's eyes with heartache, and put her cold right hand against my face and whispered: Yu Qingci, wake up quickly, I forgive you, life is still long, we must all be fine.
If a person has never seen the light, then he can tolerate darkness. However, when the dawn is near and shattered, it will definitely destroy a person's heart.
Yu Qingci was already extremely guilty of me. I finally had a chance to make up for it, but God's will made people, but the mirror broke. This became the last straw that overwhelmed Yu Qingci. Fifteen years of guilt and regret reached its peak at that moment.
So when she saw the dusk reflected on the lake, she asked me if I had agreed to do the counting?
Dead knot, dead resolution!
The splashing water hit my heart like a huge hammer. In the face of life and death, my originally closed heart was like that mirror, smashed into pieces.
There are only three words left in my chaotic mind: Yu Qing Ci.
Yu Qing’s poem, are you stupid?Do you think I will forgive you in this way?If you die, I will always hate you!
Seeing Yu Qingci's body slowly disappearing from the water, I felt emotional and jumped down.
The lake water is very clear, and I can clearly see Yu Qingci's beautiful face. Her eyes struggled a lot, and she looked at me with a smile, wanting to engrave my appearance into her mind again.
Baby...Mom loves you.
As Yu Qingci opened her mouth, several bubbles appeared around her, and the air in her body was immediately empty, sinking faster and faster. Her eyes slowly closed and fell into a brief suffocation coma.
Time is a killing knife that killed me who had been abandoned for fifteen years, and was about to kill Yu Qingci who was close to me. Even in the water, I could feel my eyes were flooded with tears.
Yu Qing Ci, you can’t die, I haven’t forgiven you yet!
I hugged Yu Qingci like crazy, mouth to mouth, and passed the only air left in my body into Yu Qingci's mouth, and slowly my head began to lack oxygen and my consciousness began to blur.
When I climbed onto the shore, I subconsciously hugged Yu Qingci tightly, and then completely lost consciousness.
……
When I woke up, I asked a white, white wall, white sheets, white quilts, and a slurry of disinfectant that smelled very uncomfortable.
Standing by the bed was a person I absolutely didn't want to see, Chen Xin!He had a cigar in his mouth and a gold chain as thick as a finger hanging around his neck, looking like a full nouveau riche.
When I saw me awake, my expression did not fluctuate much, but just nodded lightly and said: Ah, I woke up.
I looked at him with a frown, and after a while, I asked: Where is Yu Qingci?
In the special care unit, I haven't woken up yet.Chen Xin seemed not surprised by the name I called Yu Qingci directly. The ancient well was not in a hurry to tell what he was thinking.
I ignored him and got up and walked towards the special care unit. Through the transparent window, I saw a doctor inside using a stethoscope to help Yu Qingci check his body.
I pushed the door open and went in after she finished her work.
Doctor, is she okay?How long will it take to wake up?
It’s hard to say that the heart rate is stable, but the patient’s body contains a lot of trazodone, which may be due to the residues of long-term antidepressant drugs, and the patient is also drunk. This time the water falls into the water is just a cause. Even if she doesn’t fall into the water this time, her body will not last long and she will fall ill.
The doctor's words instantly reminded me of the first time I went to Yu Qingci's classroom apartment, the wine bottles all over the ground...
I asked blankly: Are you saying she may suffer from depression?
Well, it should be quite serious, so the subconscious refusal to wake up is the self-protection of the brain.The doctor looked at me and said, "Are you a patient's family?"
Well, I am.
This situation requires you to spend more time with her and talk with her. When her brain feels relaxed, she may wake up in a while.
Well, thanks to the doctor.
When the doctor pushed the door open and went out, Chen Xin came in, but he just stood at the door and didn't lean inside.
He glanced at Yu Qingci's situation and said to me: Don't blame your mother. I forced her to leave when she went abroad. A woman without a background followed me and had a dead end.
I sat at Yu Qingci's bedside, looking at her slightly pale face, my heart was filled with mixed feelings.
You didn't deliberately abandon me, so why didn't you give me an explanation for so many years?I kept it in my heart and even caused myself to feel depression.
Yu Qingci, why are you so stupid? Compared to blaming you, what I want more is your company.
However, it doesn’t matter whether it is explained or not. When Yu Qingci jumped into the lake and the darkness cut through the sky, she was already reborn in my heart, and I was willing to be her only one.
Take good care of your mom.
Chen Xin stood at the door for a while and then left. In the past decade, Chen Xin and I have been getting along like this. Every time we meet, it is when I am at a critical moment, and then he will leave after a few words.
But this time he turned around and said: Boy, it’s a good thing, it’s not a pity that my old Chen family is from.
……
After Chen Xin left, no one came to disturb us, and it seemed that the only ones left in the world, Yu Qingci and I were me and Yu Qingci.
I stroked Yu Qingci's cheek and said softly: Yu Qingci, what you said, you have to compensate me for yourself, how can you compensate me if you fall asleep? Can you break your eyes quickly?
Yu Qing's lyrics, I want to hear you sing the only one. I didn't finish listening to the opening ceremony on the day of the school year. Can you sing it for me? You sing it really well.
Yu Qing Ci, have you forgotten the Ci? I'll give you a good idea...
You really understand the only definition
Not as simple as breathing
You really hope you can clarify
How to explain if you don't have a heart-to-heart talk
I really love you
Every sentence is not easy
……
When I sang every sentence I didn't easily, Yu Qingci's eyelids suddenly trembled, and two lines of tears slid down from the corners of her eyes silently.
How difficult is Yu Qing’s poems have been and how unforgettable the love is in recent years, so that he can experience this conditioned reflex when he is in a coma.
I wiped away the tears from the corners of Yu Qingci's eyes with heartache, and put her cold right hand against my face and whispered: Yu Qingci, wake up quickly, I forgive you, life is still long, we must all be fine.
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