In my opinion, treating dusk as a letter paper is also an unsolvable problem. Using no solution to no solution may be the optimal solution between me and Yu Qingci.
I thought Yu Qingci would be even more disappointed after hearing this answer, but I didn't expect that Yu Qingci would be excited instantly, stop her tears, her eyes glowed, and she looked at me and said: Xiaomo, if I could do it, would you really give me a chance?
I...I won't break my promise...but the time is set before going back tomorrow.
Xiaomo...mom will definitely do it.
Um.
I responded and looked down the mountain. The large army was approaching the top of the mountain. I was silent for a while and said to Yu Qingci: Let's gather with the large army in the future. We will set up a tent to camp later.
……
The camping tools were rented in the store in the scenic area. Except for the two teachers Shangdi and Yu Qingci, they were both two people and one tent.
I don’t know whether Shang Di was intentional or not. When it was my turn to get the tent, there was still an extra tent left. In the end, I and another classmate were upgraded to a single room.
After setting up the tent, I lay heavily on the sleeping bag. Before I closed my eyes, my mind was already full of Yu Qing's poems and the words I had just said to her.
A childhood without parents' care is actually extremely difficult, which has also created my calmness and I will not express my emotions easily.
The purpose of my study abroad is to see what Yu Qingci has been doing in the years since she left me, and whether she has found the life she wants after abandoning me.
I never thought she would regret leaving me, because if she had a trace of regret, I would wait for her in that evening alley.
But as I came into contact with Yu Qingci again and again, I gradually realized that things were not what I thought. She seemed to be silently accompanying me in another way.
But I still can't figure out why she cared about me so much for fifteen years, but she has always been willing to meet me. Even after coming to Shanghai, every time we meet is a coincidence, and she has never looked for me on her own initiative.
Because I can't figure it out, this has become an unsolvable problem in my heart. When facing her, I will immediately become a stinky and hard stone. All I can express is cold silence.
……
Alas, Chen Mo, why are you so bored? Other classmates are singing and doing activities outside, you are the only one who is stuck in the tent, so get up for me quickly.
Just as I was thinking, Shang Di sneaked in and pulled me out of her sleeping bag.
That's what she was like. No matter what emotions I had, she would guarantee that she would immediately beat my emotions when she appeared. I followed her out of the tent helplessly.
Yu Qingci did not participate in the students' activities either. She sat on a stone and looked into the distance. The coat I wore was tightly held in her arms.
Shang Di found a position some distance from Yu Qingci to sit down, and then asked me to sit next to her, because there were still students looking here from time to time. Shang Di didn't dare to do too much, but just found an angle that was difficult to see by everyone and leaned her head on my shoulder.
She glanced at Yu Qingci and said to me: Are you and Professor Yu remiss?
No, it just gave Yu Qingci a chance to let go of the past, and it was also a chance for himself.
I knew you couldn't last long with Yu Qingci. If a perfect woman like her was replaced by you, I might forgive her when I saw her for the first time.
Yu Qing’s poems are perfect, this is a fact, there is nothing to refute, so I chose to remain silent.
Do you know why I always bring Yu Qingci to you?
Because you are sick, you want to find medicine for me.
No, I feel heartbroken by Yu Qingci. Every time she takes leave to see you, she will lock herself in the house, and she is completely haggard during class the next day.The kind of feeling that you want to see but dare not meet is actually more uncomfortable than scolding and blaming her in front of her, and it is even more unforgettable.
I looked at Shang Di and opened my mouth to say something, but I felt that there was nothing to say. If the knot in my heart could be solved in just a few words, how could there be so many joys and regrets in the world?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Shang Di was silent for a while like me, and suddenly asked: Chen Mo, after re-reaching Yu Qingci, do you still feel lonely?
I thought for a while, shook my head and said: I'm not lonely, I'm talking about romantic things. Compared to before, I've become free. I don't have to look forward to it anymore, nor will I feel disappointed after the expectations are disappointed.
Shang Di smiled and said: Actually, I am looking forward to seeing you relieve your past grudges. Professor Gao Leng, who has not been in contact with a man for more than ten years, would he look like when he meets you, the only man in your life.
I looked at Shang Di with a strange expression: What are you thinking about writing Ah?
Shang Di raised her head and looked at me with a teasing face and said: One is your sister and the other is your mother. I don’t know how you will choose.
... I gently patted Shang Di's head and said: You should think about yourself first. If I did not investigate correctly, the person who went on a blind date with you was a serious third-generation popular in the Beijing circle, but it was not so easy to fool him.
Shang Di's face suddenly became bitter. She shrugged her shoulders and left, and she was not interested in meddling in my other people's business.
Sure enough, the joys and sorrows between people are not in harmony, but by fighting poison with poison, unpleasant emotions must be conveyed.
Shangdi and I parted in disagreement. I was finally able to return to my tent quietly. Yu Qingci also returned to the tent shortly after we left.
There was nothing exciting scene of Shang Di attacking Chen Mo at night. With so many eyes, Shang Di did not dare to play too much.
After watching the sunrise together in the morning, we went down the mountain one after another, and then we had free activities, gathering at the entrance of the scenic area before 6 o'clock in the evening.
******
Because I had an agreement with Yu Qingci, after lunch, I stayed at the foot of Piaomiao Peak. I sat on a rusty bench, waiting for dusk to come and Yu Qingci's answer.
I actually don’t think Yu Qingci can do it. It’s too dreamy to treat dusk as a letter paper, no less than waiting for a train at the airport. This is also a disguised rejection.
But Yu Qing's affirmation made me feel that there is a way to do this seemingly unsolvable problem.
Just like Shanghai Hongqiao Airport connecting this train station, couples who have been separated for 18 years have finally waited for their train.
When my thinking changed to Yu Qingci's ability to do it, I actually began to imagine the situation where I would get along with Yu Qingci... and I also felt relaxed.
I changed my comfortable position and lay on the bench, looking at the sky... Dusk had arrived in a trance, and there was less than an hour left to return to school.
I subconsciously looked at the stairs down the mountain, and always felt that Yu Qingci would suddenly appear within my sight.
Sure enough, in less than 10 minutes, Yu Qingci appeared. She was following several men in work clothes, carrying a square and four-sided block object wrapped in foam.
After Yu Qingci asked the workers to put the blocky object at my feet, he looked at me with a satisfied smile: Xiao Mo, my mother brought the letter paper from the dusk.
I was a little puzzled when I saw Yu Qingci.
Yu Qingci took out an eyebrow-squeezing knife from my makeup bag and gently cut the wrapped foam. It turned out to be a mirror inside.
Then the dusk of Taihu Mountain was reflected into this huge mirror, and Yu Qing's poems and I were also written into this letter paper.
Yu Qingci looked at us in the mirror, her face full of tranquility, and slowly I saw that her eyes were filled with tears...
After a moment, she looked up at me.
Xiaomo, treating dusk as a letter paper, my mother did it.
Yu Qing's voice was very hoarse, as if he had been walking in the dark for more than ten years, and finally waited for the day when the clouds were cleared and the sun was seen.
At this moment, my heart couldn't stop throbbing, and the desire for maternal love that had been suppressed by myself instantly surged out. My throat was dry and I couldn't speak, so I could only spit out a word "hmm" from my throat.
Only half of the agreement between us was completed, and half of it needed to be written by Yu Qingci himself. I was waiting, and I wonder what method Yu Qingci would use to complete our remaining agreement.
Yu Qingci slowly squatted down and took out a lipstick from his pocket. As soon as the tip of the lipstick touched the mirror, I saw a black shadow reflecting in the mirror. I don’t know who kicked a stone from the mountain, so I quickly pulled Yu Qingci away.
Then I heard a snap and the mirror shattered!
Yu Qingci suddenly turned around.
The moment the mirror shattered, the whole person fell to the ground as if he was weightless, his face as if he was dead.
I thought Yu Qingci would be even more disappointed after hearing this answer, but I didn't expect that Yu Qingci would be excited instantly, stop her tears, her eyes glowed, and she looked at me and said: Xiaomo, if I could do it, would you really give me a chance?
I...I won't break my promise...but the time is set before going back tomorrow.
Xiaomo...mom will definitely do it.
Um.
I responded and looked down the mountain. The large army was approaching the top of the mountain. I was silent for a while and said to Yu Qingci: Let's gather with the large army in the future. We will set up a tent to camp later.
……
The camping tools were rented in the store in the scenic area. Except for the two teachers Shangdi and Yu Qingci, they were both two people and one tent.
I don’t know whether Shang Di was intentional or not. When it was my turn to get the tent, there was still an extra tent left. In the end, I and another classmate were upgraded to a single room.
After setting up the tent, I lay heavily on the sleeping bag. Before I closed my eyes, my mind was already full of Yu Qing's poems and the words I had just said to her.
A childhood without parents' care is actually extremely difficult, which has also created my calmness and I will not express my emotions easily.
The purpose of my study abroad is to see what Yu Qingci has been doing in the years since she left me, and whether she has found the life she wants after abandoning me.
I never thought she would regret leaving me, because if she had a trace of regret, I would wait for her in that evening alley.
But as I came into contact with Yu Qingci again and again, I gradually realized that things were not what I thought. She seemed to be silently accompanying me in another way.
But I still can't figure out why she cared about me so much for fifteen years, but she has always been willing to meet me. Even after coming to Shanghai, every time we meet is a coincidence, and she has never looked for me on her own initiative.
Because I can't figure it out, this has become an unsolvable problem in my heart. When facing her, I will immediately become a stinky and hard stone. All I can express is cold silence.
……
Alas, Chen Mo, why are you so bored? Other classmates are singing and doing activities outside, you are the only one who is stuck in the tent, so get up for me quickly.
Just as I was thinking, Shang Di sneaked in and pulled me out of her sleeping bag.
That's what she was like. No matter what emotions I had, she would guarantee that she would immediately beat my emotions when she appeared. I followed her out of the tent helplessly.
Yu Qingci did not participate in the students' activities either. She sat on a stone and looked into the distance. The coat I wore was tightly held in her arms.
Shang Di found a position some distance from Yu Qingci to sit down, and then asked me to sit next to her, because there were still students looking here from time to time. Shang Di didn't dare to do too much, but just found an angle that was difficult to see by everyone and leaned her head on my shoulder.
She glanced at Yu Qingci and said to me: Are you and Professor Yu remiss?
No, it just gave Yu Qingci a chance to let go of the past, and it was also a chance for himself.
I knew you couldn't last long with Yu Qingci. If a perfect woman like her was replaced by you, I might forgive her when I saw her for the first time.
Yu Qing’s poems are perfect, this is a fact, there is nothing to refute, so I chose to remain silent.
Do you know why I always bring Yu Qingci to you?
Because you are sick, you want to find medicine for me.
No, I feel heartbroken by Yu Qingci. Every time she takes leave to see you, she will lock herself in the house, and she is completely haggard during class the next day.The kind of feeling that you want to see but dare not meet is actually more uncomfortable than scolding and blaming her in front of her, and it is even more unforgettable.
I looked at Shang Di and opened my mouth to say something, but I felt that there was nothing to say. If the knot in my heart could be solved in just a few words, how could there be so many joys and regrets in the world?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Shang Di was silent for a while like me, and suddenly asked: Chen Mo, after re-reaching Yu Qingci, do you still feel lonely?
I thought for a while, shook my head and said: I'm not lonely, I'm talking about romantic things. Compared to before, I've become free. I don't have to look forward to it anymore, nor will I feel disappointed after the expectations are disappointed.
Shang Di smiled and said: Actually, I am looking forward to seeing you relieve your past grudges. Professor Gao Leng, who has not been in contact with a man for more than ten years, would he look like when he meets you, the only man in your life.
I looked at Shang Di with a strange expression: What are you thinking about writing Ah?
Shang Di raised her head and looked at me with a teasing face and said: One is your sister and the other is your mother. I don’t know how you will choose.
... I gently patted Shang Di's head and said: You should think about yourself first. If I did not investigate correctly, the person who went on a blind date with you was a serious third-generation popular in the Beijing circle, but it was not so easy to fool him.
Shang Di's face suddenly became bitter. She shrugged her shoulders and left, and she was not interested in meddling in my other people's business.
Sure enough, the joys and sorrows between people are not in harmony, but by fighting poison with poison, unpleasant emotions must be conveyed.
Shangdi and I parted in disagreement. I was finally able to return to my tent quietly. Yu Qingci also returned to the tent shortly after we left.
There was nothing exciting scene of Shang Di attacking Chen Mo at night. With so many eyes, Shang Di did not dare to play too much.
After watching the sunrise together in the morning, we went down the mountain one after another, and then we had free activities, gathering at the entrance of the scenic area before 6 o'clock in the evening.
******
Because I had an agreement with Yu Qingci, after lunch, I stayed at the foot of Piaomiao Peak. I sat on a rusty bench, waiting for dusk to come and Yu Qingci's answer.
I actually don’t think Yu Qingci can do it. It’s too dreamy to treat dusk as a letter paper, no less than waiting for a train at the airport. This is also a disguised rejection.
But Yu Qing's affirmation made me feel that there is a way to do this seemingly unsolvable problem.
Just like Shanghai Hongqiao Airport connecting this train station, couples who have been separated for 18 years have finally waited for their train.
When my thinking changed to Yu Qingci's ability to do it, I actually began to imagine the situation where I would get along with Yu Qingci... and I also felt relaxed.
I changed my comfortable position and lay on the bench, looking at the sky... Dusk had arrived in a trance, and there was less than an hour left to return to school.
I subconsciously looked at the stairs down the mountain, and always felt that Yu Qingci would suddenly appear within my sight.
Sure enough, in less than 10 minutes, Yu Qingci appeared. She was following several men in work clothes, carrying a square and four-sided block object wrapped in foam.
After Yu Qingci asked the workers to put the blocky object at my feet, he looked at me with a satisfied smile: Xiao Mo, my mother brought the letter paper from the dusk.
I was a little puzzled when I saw Yu Qingci.
Yu Qingci took out an eyebrow-squeezing knife from my makeup bag and gently cut the wrapped foam. It turned out to be a mirror inside.
Then the dusk of Taihu Mountain was reflected into this huge mirror, and Yu Qing's poems and I were also written into this letter paper.
Yu Qingci looked at us in the mirror, her face full of tranquility, and slowly I saw that her eyes were filled with tears...
After a moment, she looked up at me.
Xiaomo, treating dusk as a letter paper, my mother did it.
Yu Qing's voice was very hoarse, as if he had been walking in the dark for more than ten years, and finally waited for the day when the clouds were cleared and the sun was seen.
At this moment, my heart couldn't stop throbbing, and the desire for maternal love that had been suppressed by myself instantly surged out. My throat was dry and I couldn't speak, so I could only spit out a word "hmm" from my throat.
Only half of the agreement between us was completed, and half of it needed to be written by Yu Qingci himself. I was waiting, and I wonder what method Yu Qingci would use to complete our remaining agreement.
Yu Qingci slowly squatted down and took out a lipstick from his pocket. As soon as the tip of the lipstick touched the mirror, I saw a black shadow reflecting in the mirror. I don’t know who kicked a stone from the mountain, so I quickly pulled Yu Qingci away.
Then I heard a snap and the mirror shattered!
Yu Qingci suddenly turned around.
The moment the mirror shattered, the whole person fell to the ground as if he was weightless, his face as if he was dead.
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