Chapter 29 You want to be fine

As soon as I walked out of the office building, I ran into Shang Di, who was panicked.

Seeing her expression, my heart suddenly tensed up for some reason, and a feeling of storm suddenly surged into my heart.

What's wrong?I watched her throat dry.

You have to promise me that you can be in a hurry, and I will tell you, otherwise you will not want to leave the office building one step today.

You said, even if the sky falls, I can withstand it.I tried my best not to think randomly, and said calmly.

Shang Di stared at me for a long time and was sure that I was in a stable mood before she slowly spoke: Professor Yu, she fainted during class... Now she is in the hospital...

Boom Wave

My brain suddenly exploded, and my body was already at an extremely weak time node. After receiving this news, my tense nerve immediately broke off, and I felt dizzy and my whole body began to shake.

Shang Di hurriedly supported me, "Are you okay? Chen Mo, don't scare me."The doctor examined Yu Qingci. She had nothing to do with it, but she would wake up soon after some anemia.

I'm fine, take me to see Yu Qingci.I stood up with my forehead with one hand and my body with the other.

Shang Di knew that it would be useless to keep me by force, so she sighed and said: Come with me.

When I saw Yu Qingci in the ward, my liver and gallbladder were broken again. I didn’t see each other for a few days. She lost a lot of weight in the hospital gown and was completely haggard.

He kept muttering: Don't... Don't scold Xiaomo, it's all my fault. I seduced her... If you want to scold me, just scold me... Don't scold Xiaomo... Please... Please... Please...

Xiao Mo...I'm sorry...It's because my mother is not good...Mom can't control herself...I'm sorry...

Sorry, Xiao Mo... I'm sorry... it's all my fault...

Shang Di's eyes were slightly red when she looked at Yu Qing's poems like this. This is how much she loves someone and has such a deep obsession.

I trembled my legs and slowly approached her. As soon as I put my hand on her face, gently stroked her cheeks, tears couldn't stop sliding down.

Yu Qing's poem, fool, how can you be sorry for me? You are the best mother in the world!I now understand your feelings when you left.Given Chen Xin's situation at that time, your departure was the best choice for me. I didn't understand before, but now I understand that sometimes love is letting go.

Yu Qing's poems, just like when you had to leave me for my safety, I also couldn't bear to let you, who was full of me, bear the negative emotions alone, and then force yourself to let go of me again and again, saying goodbye to the world with regrets and disappointments.

So Ah, this time, let me leave you, so you don’t have to feel too guilty, we will completely clear up.

I still remember that the first time we met was summer, and I hope that the next time we met again, it will be summer.Then I hope you can wear a white dress... because you are so beautiful...

……

Shang Di kept standing behind and listening quietly without interrupting me. She didn't look at me and asked softly until the doctor came over to change the dressing.

Are you working so hard these days just to prepare for leaving?

Um.I nodded.

Why?Since you know that Yu Qingci has severe depression, why do you still choose to leave?

She stayed with me only to be more serious.

…

Shang Di was silent for a moment and said with a smile: I know that since you have decided, I will definitely not be able to keep you, so I just want to know if you still remember what you said that night when you slept?

Remember, I said that if you dare to look for another man, I would break his three legs.

Shang Di gently pulled her hair, stared at my eyes and said: Will you keep your promise?

…sorry.

Shang Di's eyes suddenly turned red, she slowly turned her head out the window. It took a long time to turn her head back and asked slowly as she looked at me.

Where are you going and how long do you go?

The school has a quota for teaching in Wenchuan. I am already applying for it. I will go there as soon as the quota comes.

Before Professor Yu can wake up?

Um.

OK, then I won’t send it to you.

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December 28, sunny.

I left school with my bag on my back and left Yu Qingci.

I didn't tell anyone to see me off.

But I met her next to the bus stop where I had close contact with Zhou Xiaoxin at the school gate.

She was still as shy as ever, but she mustered up the courage and opened her arms to me.

Can you hug me?I thought I could look at you more silently, but I didn’t expect that you would say goodbye to me first.

I gently hugged Zhou Xiaoxin and asked with a smile: How do you know, I'm leaving?

Because I also applied to go to Wenchuan to teach, I didn’t expect you to take it away, but I will continue to apply next year.

Well, come on.

The same to you.

The bus arrived at the station and I got on the bus. Zhou Xiaoxin stood there and waved at me through the window.

Take care, Chen Mo.

Take care of yourself.

My eyes passed Zhou Xiaoxin, the school gate, the boys' dormitory, and the teacher's apartment.

Yu Qing’s poem, you have to be fine now.