Chapter 28

After she returned to school that day, I began to pay more and more attention to her. When she was about to start to get bad again, I quickly tried my best to change her and not let her hurt myself like this.

I could feel that she still couldn't forgive what I did to her.

I don't know what she was thinking at that time, and I have never asked her.

But I know she doesn't hate me.

Because she has never hurt me because of what I did to her.

Wenwen has been such a girl since she was a child. She is gentle and obedient and well-behaved. She has never seen her hurt other people or small animals.

And I also know that Wenwen is such a good girl, so I always blame myself so much.

Many people say that I am complaining, but I have never experienced many things myself, and you will never know how I feel.

At that time, at the beginning, I felt a strong regret.

I regret all this to Wenwen.

Then, there is fear.

I was afraid that she would get pregnant or talk about me rape her.

Then, there is peace of mind.

Anxin she was fine and didn't tell her parents, teachers or police.

Finally, it is desire...

At home at night, as long as I was in the living room, she would walk into the room without looking back and lock herself up.

But I know that she can't hide in the room and avoid me forever.

Finally, she came to the living room, sat at the other end of the sofa farthest away from me, turned the TV to the show she wanted to watch, but still didn't talk to me.

It was really embarrassing at that time. Although I knew she had no choice, at least I knew that she would gradually not refuse to sit with me in the future.

At the beginning, I really thanked that as long as I could have the warm time to spend with my sister again.

But with the experience that night, I really understand that my sister is a flesh-and-blood woman after all, no different from other women.

Gradually... I irresistible desire to have her again, and feel the feeling of being surrounded by her warm and humid space... So I long for that feeling again.

At that time, I knew that it was only a matter of time before I fell into the fire of Hell again and turned into a demon...

During that time, I kept paying attention to Wenwen. She was originally a very simple and quiet girl who didn't wear makeup, but when she learned that I had raped her, her clothes began to become a little gorgeous, and occasionally she would put on some small makeup, and it was more full of mature feminine charm.

I don't know how to explain this phenomenon?

Maybe there is nothing to explain at all.

Perhaps what they are right is that it depends on whether a woman has sexual experience, and her makeup and temperament performance.

I kept stopping my desires, but I was still helpless and moved my eyes to her curves again.

From the fragrant neck to the chest line, from the chest line to the lower body, and recall all her feelings that night...

I know, I still have half a bottle of coma.

But I know even more that it is a taboo that I will never touch again.

Wenwen had the opportunity to tell everyone what I did and destroy my life, but she didn't...

So I can never hurt her anymore.

This is also the only thing that I can control my desires in the end.

That day, early in the morning, I heard a cough from Wenwen's room.

I thought it was just a small cold at the time, so I didn't care much.

When she came home in the evening, she heard her cough even more intensely.

I felt something was wrong at that time and ran to her room to peek at her. I saw her lying on the bed and her face turned slightly pale, and she felt a little painful and powerless.

I was immediately scared by her, really scared because Wenwen has been in good health since she was a child and has never seen her have had any serious illness.

She immediately noticed that I was standing in front of her room, and struggled to get up, walking towards me with a slight anger.

At that time, I knew she wanted to close the door and not let me see it, so I walked into her room and asked her first with concern.

Unexpectedly, when she spoke to me, her voice was so hoarse and broken that I couldn't even hear it clearly.

At that moment, I was really heartbroken, my sister and my beloved woman became like this...

Did Wenwen catch a cold in her milk?Is it serious?Is it important?

I still remember that she had a hard time responding to me at the beginning, but her voice was really hoarse, so I couldn't understand at all.

After she took a few breaths, she repeated again.

Finally, I finally understood what she wanted to say.

┅┅┅┅┅Leave my room┅┅┅

At that time, I was really mixed with all kinds of feelings, and sadness was even better than all other feelings.

She has the right to ask me to go out, and I should indeed go out to her room.

But seeing her like this, I couldn't just leave like this.

Asking me to leave is like asking me to cruelly abandon my beloved woman. How can I do this?

Does Wenwen's breasts have fever?

I ignored her at that time and hurriedly reached out to touch her forehead, but she slapped her with her palm.

I saw from her anxious expression that she seemed to think I was going to take the opportunity to mess with her body.

I ignored her and stretched out my right hand again, but she still blocked me with her hands anxiously and angry.

She opened her mouth and said something again, but I still couldn't understand, so I could only say to her: Wenwen, my brother just wants to touch your forehead to see if your breasts have a fever...

Then, she hesitated for a while, and finally stopped slapping me away with her hand, but let my palm rest on her forehead.

But her eyes were still staring at me, still guarding against me.

When I touched her forehead and didn't even need a thermometer, I knew she was having a fever.

My breasts are feverish!Have you seen a doctor?!

She responded to me several more words, but I still couldn't understand it. I worked hard for a while before I understood that she wanted to tell me: When I just came home from get out of class, I went to the pharmacy to find a doctor to buy cold medicine.Then Wenwen started to cough violently again. I must have been asking her all the time, and she kept responding to my relationship.

I originally wanted to ask her why she didn't ask for leave and go home?

But I thought again that she must not want to come back so early because she didn't want to see me...

She began to stagger back, and then sat back on the edge of the bed in pain.

I have also caught such a severe cold, so I can understand the feeling of such pain.

Although I had a fever, I felt cold all over my body and my head was sore.

I have never stopped coughing, accompanied by nasal congestion and weakness all over my body. I really feel that life is worse than death...

Then I quickly ran to the refrigerator to take out the ice pillow, and ran back to ask her to lie back on the bed.

But she just kept repeating asking me to leave her room.

I knew she must be afraid that I would take the opportunity to do something to her again, so I told her immediately that I would not do something to her anymore, and that I really just care about words like her.

Actually, to be honest, when I saw her sick like this, I really had no sexual desire to do anything to her.

I don’t know why, but all desires were like flying out of the distant sky in an instant, but they didn’t appear in my heart.

All I really want to think about is to take good care of her.

After all, she is my sister and the woman I love the most.

It was really hard to do it. I said and persuaded her again and again. In addition, she must have been very weak and powerless, so I finally convinced her and lay back under the quilt.

Then that night, I stayed by her bed, sat on the floor, helped her change the cold towel on her forehead, trying to lower her temperature a little.

And she seemed to be on guard against me, so she was reluctant to really close her eyes and rest.

I don’t know when it will start, because I want her to feel better, so I started talking to her on my own.

Sometimes I tell jokes, sometimes I say whatever I think, sometimes I hear what the radio host says on the radio and follow it, and sometimes I say other happy things.

Those words were really self-honestly telling her what I did to her that day, the conversation between us was no longer as much as that short few hours in that night────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────�

Although I have always been talking about it, I am really happy about it.

Because I think this is a day when the gap between us seems to have disappeared again since that time.

And I found that this was a good opportunity for me to get closer to her again, so I immediately seized this opportunity.

I kept telling her something funny and happy.

At first, Wenwen ignored me coldly, but after seeing her several times, she seemed to be unable to help but smile, but she quickly hid her smile.

In the end, she seemed to be really unable to help laughing, but she quickly suppressed her smile and shouted hard to confront me.

I know she must be scolding: You are very noisy!Or you're leaving!.

But I deliberately pretended not to understand what she meant, and smiled and said to her: What?Do you want to hear more funny things?Just keep telling jokes on her own, which definitely makes her angry and funny.

I know her too well, maybe even more than she herself.

Wenwen is a happy girl who loves to laugh. Before this, I could say that I never saw her who had been depressed and unhappy.

Although she kept pretending to be angry, she was still funny by me and smiled and laughed as if she wanted to burst out all the smiles she had just held back.

That was really the warmest moment in my life, and I felt even more like I had found forgiveness in her laughter.

Really, really... Smiling has infinite power to convince people's hearts, and from then on, I no longer doubt this.

After laughing together for a while, we returned to quiet again.

At that time, I didn’t know what to say, but felt very embarrassed.

Her eyes should be looking at the wallpaper patterns on the ceiling, and she kept looking at it, not knowing what she was thinking.

I could only help her pick up the wet towel on her forehead, then put it in the basin beside her, and then wet it again and then put it on her forehead.

At this moment, beyond my expectations, she actually broke the silence and asked me.

At the beginning, I told her that I really didn't understand, so she turned to look at me and kept talking to me over and over again in a faint voice.

Finally, I finally understood what she wanted to say to me, and made my heart feel indescribable pain again...

┅┅┅┅┅┅┅┅┅┅┅┅┅

I know what she is referring to.She refers to what I did to her that night...

I didn't respond to her.After all, to be honest, I don't know how to respond to her...

I don’t know how long I was silent, but my heart was filled with all the memories and emotions.

I had a feeling of happiness, painful memories, a desire to long for her body, and a fear of being conquered by desire... At that time, I kept thinking in pain: Is it her or her body?

I still don't have an answer, so I can only stay calm after all...

She must have seen that I didn't plan to answer, so she asked me again.

But looking at her staring eyes, I knew that I could never resist her expression.

Soft and firm, as if you can look deep inside me, there will never be any secret that can be hidden.

I always wanted to tell her: because I love breasts.

But I immediately thought of it, I love her, but I raped her. Isn’t this a huge lie?

So I can only say to her: ┅│Can you forgive me?My brother doesn't really want to hurt the breasts... just... just...

Then, there is nothing to say about what follows.

Wenwen stopped asking me, and I returned to silence again, just simply helped her change the towel.

I don’t know how long it took, and it was already very late at that time, Wenwen finally closed her eyes and fell asleep. I turned off the light, leaving only the night light.

At that time, I was determined to take care of her sick all night, so I kept cheering up and constantly helping her change the towel.

But in the end, I couldn't stand the attack of the Sandman, so I lay on the edge of her bed and fell asleep in a daze...

But to be honest, it may be because I was worried about her, so I never slept very heavily. I woke up in about an hour or half an hour, and then helped her change the towel and see if she had a fever down.

Then, I was awakened by a hoarse voice in my sleep.

Because I had been sleeping lightly all night, I immediately thought of me sleeping on the edge of her bed because I took care of Wenwen, so I immediately got up.

Under the dim light, I saw Wenwen sitting upright on the bed at some point and sobbing...

I was so drowsy at that time that I was really scared by her, so I quickly asked her what was wrong?

She didn't answer me, but saw that I had woken up, and wiped away my tears alone and tried to stop crying.

I immediately knew she had nightmares again, just like when she was a child.

Suddenly, I felt that the sister in front of me was not the sister who was already in the third grade of the country, but the cute and innocent sister when I was a child.

At that time

I always cry and wake up me sleeping at the other end of the room after having nightmares, and I need my protection.

Maybe the mind will grow, maybe the body will mature, but to me, Wenwen will always be like the little girl at that time, and will always need my protection and comfort...

I felt so heartbroken at that time, and I really didn't think so much about climbing onto her bed like I did when I was a child, then hugged her, comforted her, and told her that I didn't have to be afraid anymore, that my brother would always be by her side.

Wenwen was hugged by me, and she was really shocked at first, and her body trembled in my arms, as if she wanted to resist me.

But she still did not resist me, but instead asked me to hold me with peace of mind and lay back under my comfort.

I also lay on the bed beside her, continuing to comfort her, and asked her to sleep with peace of mind.

Finally, I didn't expect that she would actually stretch out her hand and hold my palm, and then go to bed with confidence...

It was Ah. At that time, I told myself that no matter what, she is my sister after all, and I am her brother. Maybe she still hates me, but no one can replace each other's existence like this...