Chapter 15 Cold War

If you don’t know, unless you don’t do it yourself, can’t I investigate if you do such a thing?

My words seemed to make her feel very sad and she started sobbing again.

Since you know, why should you ask me, are you really interested in knowing those details?Yeah?Li Haitao She suddenly stopped telling her story, sobbed and stood up and raised her voice to question me.

I looked at her sideways, and she started crying again, snorted with her nose, and said coldly: Yes!That's right, I just want to see your attitude and details?

I can't imagine any details?

Do you still say it in person?

You talked about a lot of tricks in a long while, why didn’t you mention what you did on January 27th?You also said you confess everything?

She suddenly burst out and shouted at me hysterically: We really had sex that day!Are you satisfied?

The air seemed to solidify, and I was stiff, lying on the bed like a dead person, motionless, as if even my breathing had stopped.

I have known Na for more than ten years. Today is the first time I have seen her hysterical. The first time I have seen her venting so strongly. What's wrong with her?

Is she still my charming wife whom I have been with for more than ten years?

Why do I feel like I don’t know her at all? Did I force her to ask her about these things?

But she can't say anything at all.

Why did she confess to me, but she was so resistant to being honest with me.

After she roared, she collapsed on the ground, leaned against the wall, buried her head and cried loudly.

I was numb and motionless, and time was as quiet as time stopped.

Her state is no longer possible. In fact, I can basically imagine what happened next. It is nothing more than a little bit of a sad man and a woman who complains about Chai Liehuo. What I care about is whether I can accept this reality. Her frankness shows that she really doesn't want to leave this family, at least she doesn't want to, but what about me?

I was extremely resistant and tumbling inside, and I couldn't accept it, but I was inexplicably unwilling to let her leave me. I knew she still had this home in her heart, but I couldn't ignore the fact that she had entered other men's saliva and even dirtier body fluids in her mouth.

I waved my hands lazyly, but in fact I really had no strength. I was exhausted and my throat was dry. From yesterday to now, two big blisters on my lips were so hot that I felt so painful.

I was weak and slowly squeezed out a few words from my teeth: Get out... Go... She didn't say anything, sobbed gently, sat there for a long time before quietly getting up and walking out of the bedroom.

She became particularly honest in the next ten days, maybe she just changed her strategy?

But I hope she really repents.

In the days that followed, we never smiled at each other. She slept there with Xiaomeng at night. I slept alone in the bedroom. She got up early in the morning and sent Xiaomeng to kindergarten. In the afternoon, I picked me up the early ones when I came back. She almost never came back late again in the past ten days.

When we were in front of Xiao Meng, we tried our best to restrain our emotions, and we didn't want to let the young Xiao Meng be frightened. We tried our best to pretend to be very natural, and occasionally we even joked a few times like before, but neither of us felt any happiness or joy. We did this just to not leave too many shadows on Xiao Meng's little heart, although we all know that it is completely impossible not to leave a shadow on her.

As soon as the child turned around, my eyes would immediately become vicious, and she would immediately put away her smile, showing a hint of timidity and sadness.

One night after I lay down, she walked over to my room and said she wanted to talk to me. I refused indifferently, and I felt that there was nothing to talk about.

What I need to consider now is how to minimize this matter and hurt Xiaomeng.

The investigation office called me a few days ago on June 1st and said that I had discovered something. I only learned that they had just photographed some scenes of Na and Xie Fei talking at the school gate. The most intimate action was Xie Fei squatting on the ground in depressed manner, and Na held his shoulder with her hands.

The investigator asked me at the end: Your wife has really not made any extraordinary moves recently. Do we still need to continue investigating?

I shook my head, paid them the rest of the money, and told them that I didn't need it anymore.

I have no reason not to believe the investigation results. From the time I discovered her, Na should be really scared, but I don’t believe that they can end like this. Even if they really end like this, I can’t forgive her behavior.

A wound will slowly heal over time, but the scar is still there.

I began to get tired of going home. Even though Na would go home as early as possible every day, then carefully prepare supper and put the bowls and chopsticks in front of me, she silently cleaned the clothes and bedding in my room like before.

I think it would be an insult to me even if I just saw her.

We just stalemate until June 1st.

On June 1st, we took Xiaomeng to the amusement park. When we came back in the evening and had dinner, Xiaomeng suddenly sat at the table and whispered to me: Dad, don’t you want me and mom anymore?

I glared at Na, who was showing a surprised expression on her face, coaxed Xiaomeng and said: How could that happen?I don’t want anyone, and I want to leave Xiaomeng by my side.

Xiao Meng looked at me with her little mouth, then looked at Na, and said with her little head tilted: Then why don’t you let your mother go back to her room to sleep?

Na hurriedly said: It’s not that my father doesn’t let my mother go back to sleep, it’s that my mother is afraid of Xiaomeng sleeping alone. Xiaomeng blinked and tilted her head to the other side and said: Then why can’t we go to the big room to sleep?

Na looked at me and was speechless.

I don't know how to answer.

Xiao Meng waved her hand at me, I lowered my head and leaned over. Xiao Meng immediately held my face and whispered to me: Is it because my father and mother are quarreling and wanting to get divorced?

My nose was sore and I didn't know how to answer her. I didn't want to lie to him, but I couldn't tell her directly. Na was very conscious of the times and helped me relieve the situation. She talked to her about the things in the cartoon. The child's attention was immediately attracted by what she was more interested in, and soon forgot the embarrassment she just brought to me.

Although I was still busy with work all day in the past ten days and was extremely cold to Na, I still saw her attitude. No matter what, she still showed repentance. Although I was still indignant, it had gradually begun to soften, but it was not shown.

Before going to bed, I called Na, who was about to enter Xiaomeng's room, and told her that we still need to have a good talk.

Before Na came to her own bedroom, she actually knocked on the door lightly.

I let her in. I was lying beside the bed, but I moved my body inside and gave up a space. She sat down silently with a small side.

My expression was still cold, and I stared at her face for a while and asked: Are you still together?

She shook her head vigorously, causing her long hair to flow.

I understand Na. She is not the kind of person who can take it and let it go. I really don’t believe that they will end easily. I feel that I can no longer believe her words. I gave her too much trust before, but she didn’t cherish it at all.

I shook my head and continued to ask: Do you think I will trust you?

She lowered her head slightly, and I saw a light spot sliding down from her cheeks. She whispered: Haitao, I am mentally prepared. If you don’t want me anymore, I won’t stay here, but I want to ask you to let me take my child away.

When I heard her mention the child, I raised my upper body and said very firmly: Impossible!Don't dream!

She lowered her head speechlessly, her hair spread out to cover her face, but looking at her gently shaking shoulders, I knew she started crying again.

Suddenly I noticed a small detail. The phone in her pajama pocket suddenly lit up a few times, silently and without vibration. However, she neither answered nor looked. I didn't care who gave her the call. Now at 10 o'clock in the evening, the person who made the call must have a very close relationship with Na.

I looked at Na who started crying again, a little annoyed and said impatiently: You said before that you didn’t want to leave, are you worried that I won’t give you the property?

I have thought a lot these days, and I do have some doubts about the reason why she refuses to leave. Money is the main factor.

She raised her head and was about to speak, and I continued: Don’t worry, I’m not such a heartless person, I’ll give you half, but don’t think about the child. If you really have to have a child, I can tell you that even if I lose everything, I will make trouble with you to the end.

She raised her face, her face was covered with tears, and she sobbed and said: Haitao, are you really unwilling to forgive me?Do you have to drive me away?

I nodded coldly, but I felt a little pity and regret in my heart. I don’t know if I really still miss her, or if it’s just a little bit of residual relationship between husband and wife.

She turned her head and looked out the window and said blankly: I knew it would be like this.

She sighed, Alas... I admit it.