Lu Jue found a bench on the side of the road at the entrance of the community to sit down. He opened the newly bought cigarette, took out one and lit it in his mouth with a lighter.
This is the second time he smoked this kind of cigarette, the last time he smoked it a year ago
He still remembers that when he drove a car, wearing a suit and tie, he asked the boss to get a pack of fine cigarettes worth 60 yuan. The boss strongly recommended him the appearance of a wide box of 180 yuan per box to him.
At that time, he could have bought both boxes, but he still stubbornly took only the box of fine cigarettes worth 60 yuan.
At that time, he was 25 years old, and wanted to taste what the cigarette he didn't smoke at the age of 15 was.
Later, when he was 15 years old, he smoked a whole box of cigarettes in one breath when he was 25 years old. Then he suddenly felt relieved. He couldn't say he had anything to let go. It was like something he had been thinking about. He suddenly had it, tried it, and found that it was just that kind of relief.
Now that he smoked again, it changed a little bit more, and it was a little more pungent and spicy. He thought, he probably couldn't finish the box in one breath
Just like Lu Ying's sudden appearance made him feel a little unacceptable
It's been eight years since he almost forgot when he last scratched his heart and lungs and wanted to see her, maybe last night
Eight years were enough for him to heal his psychological problems back then. His thoughts of finding Lu Ying and imprisoning her by his side, so that she could never leave her. They were polished and broken in the night when they thought of her but could not find her.
It's a bit of a blessing, otherwise he wouldn't have imagined what he would do at this moment
Perhaps it was because of handcuffs and shackles that had been prepared for more than a year and locking Lu Ying on the bed.
Or maybe it was her mouth stuffed into her mouth and penetrated her over and over again, making it impossible for her to ask for help
Anyway, it won't be a good result
So the moment Lu Ying closed the bedroom door, he left as if he ran away
That side he saw four years ago made him realize that every act he thought he was cherishing her was a harm and restraint on her. So today, four years later, when he saw her again, his first thought was to leave.
He was afraid that his emotions that wanted to integrate her into his bone marrow would scare her, and he was also afraid that she would run away again, so this time, he chose to keep a distance
I just hope she won't be afraid anymore and don't run away again
Because he didn't know how many four years he had to wait. He was already 26 years old. He didn't want to miss four years because of any mistake. His next life should be progressing around Lu Ying all the time.
Just like eight years ago, even if she wants to let her fall in love and get married, he can stay with her for the rest of his life in the name of his younger brother.
He had already thought about it. As long as she was happy, he would be fine in his next life with any identity, but he wouldn't be without her.
Anyway, this is the only time in life. If you want to get more, you will be able to get it for a moment.
So, that's it
He threw all the cigarettes he had smoked into the trash can beside him, got up, walked back against the scorching sun, and walked towards his former home, as his younger brother
Dongdongdongdongdong
The security door was knocked, and Lu Ying looked out along the cat's eyes and found that it was Lu Jue
He had a lot of food in his hand, just like before, as if he had just bought vegetables and went home to cook for her after school.
The door was opened from inside by her. The two of them stood face to face for a while, but in the end, Lu Jue opened his mouth first.
Sister, you came back too suddenly and there was no preparation at home, so I went out to buy vegetables. It was all your favorite food. When it was ready, I asked Yaya and the others to come together, as if it was welcome to you.
Lu Jue smiled, and the eyes behind the glasses bent out of two beautiful curves.
Lu Ying let him into the room, but he was a little unconscious. It took him a long time to say, "No need to be so troublesome, I... I'm not in the mood to have a party and have dinner."
Lu Jue, who was carrying the food to the kitchen, stopped walking and turned around and asked, "What? Isn't you... don't want to see me? I can leave after cooking."
Lu Ying didn't expect him to say this directly, a little caught off guard, and was a little stuttering at the moment, no, I mean, I just came back and didn't have much appetite
I bought pork ribs, and I can talk about plum ribs for you. Lu Jue shook his left hand and signaled that the ribs would be stored in the packaging bag held in his left hand.
Lu Ying walked over and took part of the packaging bag from his hand. Although the two people's hands touched some because of this, her expression was quite natural, just like before.
Actually, I came back this time because my father was hospitalized and had an accidental burn, so I really didn't have much appetite and didn't want to get together.
Lu Ying explained while opening the empty refrigerator that she hadn't used for a long time and stuffed the food into it.
Lu Jue was a little surprised. He really didn't know about this. Since leaving the Lu family, he has rarely received news about Lu Qingye and his wife.
Is it serious? Lu Jue asked
Well, in intensive care, I don’t know when I will come out, and I will have to undergo many skin grafting operations at that time. Lu Ying’s voice was hoarse, and Lu Jue felt a little sad.
Don't worry, I will arrange this matter as soon as possible. At that time, I can transfer my dad to the military hospital where Shu Yan is located. Their medical resources are more reliable.
Lu Jue stood behind her, raised his hand, trying to touch her head and comfort her, but he still didn't fall down. He was afraid of her and him
Well, Lu Ying closed the refrigerator door, turned around and walked out of the kitchen, and said as she walked, "In fact, you don't have to worry about this matter. After all, this has nothing to do with you, and I will do it myself when the time comes.
Lu Jue was silent. Is she still blaming herself for leaving the Lu family and not recognizing Lu Qing?
Seeing that Lu Jue did not respond, Lu Ying realized, saying, I mean, I can do this myself, you don’t have to worry about it, you should focus on your career. Anyway, I just graduated and don’t have a job, so I have more time.
Lu Jue walked over, after all... Anyway, I will make arrangements, just don't worry
As he said that, Lu Jue walked to the door. You just came back and should be quite tired. I won't bother you to rest.
Ah, don't you walk from there? Lu Ying pointed to his bedroom, saw that Lu never moved, and said awkwardly: I mean, it seems that it seems that walking from the bedroom is closer.
I will find someone to rebuild the wall tomorrow. It was because the wall was tide and peeled off, so I... Lu Jue found an excuse
Oh, so Ah Lu Ying replied, and then he was silent
Lu Jue pushed open the security door and walked out. Just as he was about to close the door and leave, Lu Ying suddenly stood up and said, "Or why don't you leave after dinner?" I think you bought a lot of vegetables...
OK Lu Jue retreated quickly, I'll go cook
Oh, Lu Ying was a little dull, the speed of returning was too fast, as if she was waiting for her to speak and try to keep her
After a meal, Lu Jue complies with the rules and politely. He faces her face with her, across the dining table, and keeps her mouth shut. Lu Ying shouts her head wider. From childhood to adulthood, he doesn't call her sister more than a day today.
Sister, do you have any work plans in the future? Lu Jue asked
Just... I went to work in the tutor's studio before. If nothing unexpected happens, I want to open a psychological counseling room by myself. Lu Ying said
Where is the sister going to open a consultation room? Lu Jue asked again
Not yet ready, Lu Ying answered
There is a good place near my company. When I have time, I can take my sister to see it. Lu Jue proposes
Well, yes... Lu Ying responded, but... Can you stop talking about sister? I'm a little uncomfortable
Lu Ying regretted it after saying that. After all, Lu Jue has always maintained the attitude that a younger brother should have today. Normally, this is normal, but I don’t know why she was so uncomfortable that she was called by him.
After Lu Jue was silent for a moment, he asked: If you don’t call me sister, what is that?
Just... it's Ah, if you don't call it sister, what's it?
Alas, forget it, just say whatever you want. Lu Ying is a little annoyed
As soon as she finished speaking, her cell phone rang. Hello, hello, she answered the phone and suddenly changed her tone. The voice sounded deserted and a little distant.
It's me, Xiaoying, how is the situation with my uncle? I've finished my work here and I'm expected to pass tomorrow. There is a man on the other side
The situation is fine, the senior brother doesn't have to come here specifically for this, and the hospital is not visited now. Lu Ying's emotions cannot be heard, and his voice is still cold
No, you are alone, I'm not at ease, I'd better go over and take a look at it myself, don't worry about this matter, you must take care of your health first
The man seems to care about Lu Ying very much
Well, I know, senior brother, if there is nothing else, I will die first. Lu Ying said
Yes, see you tomorrow, the man said
OK, after saying that, Lu Ying hung up the phone
Lu Jue was eating quietly across the dining table until Lu Ying hung up the phone and said nothing.
Instead, Lu Ying subconsciously said, "It's senior brother of B, please ask about your father's situation."
Yes, Lu Jue agreed
I didn't tell anyone about this, but I received a call from my mother that day, and he happened to hear it while I was there.
Sister, you don’t have to explain this kind of thing to me. I am your younger brother. If you make friends or fall in love, there is no need to explain it to me. Just be happy. Lu Jue suddenly interrupted her.
I... Lu Yingyusai, it's Ah, what did she explain? Isn't this a normal thing? What happened to her friend who has been away for many years?
What's wrong with her? It seems that she has become the one who can't let go
In fact, since she learned the truth about Lu Jue that year, she has been deliberately avoiding Lu Jue. He was afraid that Lu Jue would fall into the painful state that he would not get out of the original state of pain when he approached her, and then he became the terrifying and strange Lu Jue, hurting their feelings. So since then, she was like the most sensitive hunting dog. As soon as she smelled Lu Jue's traces, she immediately hid. She did this and didn't want Lu Jue to experience the pain of being dominated by addiction.
Now Lu Jue seems to have achieved great results in treatment, as if he is fine. He is not as disgusted as before because of the addiction rehabilitation experiment. If she wants to destroy her, she should be happy, but why is she feeling depressed and uncomfortable now?
She remembered the dream she had this morning again. Could it be that she still had thoughts about him that she shouldn't have?
But he had obviously hurt her in that matter, she should be disgusted, afraid, hate, hate, hate
Why did she go from fear, disgust, hatred, and unwilling to face it as time fades into this situation now?
This is simply a torture. It is obviously two close relatives, but they should not have any distractions. They should use that thing to cut off all feelings that they should not have. Why?
Why?
Just knowing the causes and consequences, she developed emotions that should not continue?
She hates such a person, she obviously has started to get on the right track, right?
She should have thought that nothing had happened before. As a normal person and a sister, she faced him who had been out of shackles, right?
But why, I feel so uncomfortable?
Why? Can't you be more normal?
Thanks to her, she still studied psychology
When she first learned psychology, she had the idea of healing herself. As a result, she studied for 8 years and not only did she make no progress, but now she is becoming more and more serious
It's like a joke, but she can't laugh at it no matter how hard she is.
This is the second time he smoked this kind of cigarette, the last time he smoked it a year ago
He still remembers that when he drove a car, wearing a suit and tie, he asked the boss to get a pack of fine cigarettes worth 60 yuan. The boss strongly recommended him the appearance of a wide box of 180 yuan per box to him.
At that time, he could have bought both boxes, but he still stubbornly took only the box of fine cigarettes worth 60 yuan.
At that time, he was 25 years old, and wanted to taste what the cigarette he didn't smoke at the age of 15 was.
Later, when he was 15 years old, he smoked a whole box of cigarettes in one breath when he was 25 years old. Then he suddenly felt relieved. He couldn't say he had anything to let go. It was like something he had been thinking about. He suddenly had it, tried it, and found that it was just that kind of relief.
Now that he smoked again, it changed a little bit more, and it was a little more pungent and spicy. He thought, he probably couldn't finish the box in one breath
Just like Lu Ying's sudden appearance made him feel a little unacceptable
It's been eight years since he almost forgot when he last scratched his heart and lungs and wanted to see her, maybe last night
Eight years were enough for him to heal his psychological problems back then. His thoughts of finding Lu Ying and imprisoning her by his side, so that she could never leave her. They were polished and broken in the night when they thought of her but could not find her.
It's a bit of a blessing, otherwise he wouldn't have imagined what he would do at this moment
Perhaps it was because of handcuffs and shackles that had been prepared for more than a year and locking Lu Ying on the bed.
Or maybe it was her mouth stuffed into her mouth and penetrated her over and over again, making it impossible for her to ask for help
Anyway, it won't be a good result
So the moment Lu Ying closed the bedroom door, he left as if he ran away
That side he saw four years ago made him realize that every act he thought he was cherishing her was a harm and restraint on her. So today, four years later, when he saw her again, his first thought was to leave.
He was afraid that his emotions that wanted to integrate her into his bone marrow would scare her, and he was also afraid that she would run away again, so this time, he chose to keep a distance
I just hope she won't be afraid anymore and don't run away again
Because he didn't know how many four years he had to wait. He was already 26 years old. He didn't want to miss four years because of any mistake. His next life should be progressing around Lu Ying all the time.
Just like eight years ago, even if she wants to let her fall in love and get married, he can stay with her for the rest of his life in the name of his younger brother.
He had already thought about it. As long as she was happy, he would be fine in his next life with any identity, but he wouldn't be without her.
Anyway, this is the only time in life. If you want to get more, you will be able to get it for a moment.
So, that's it
He threw all the cigarettes he had smoked into the trash can beside him, got up, walked back against the scorching sun, and walked towards his former home, as his younger brother
Dongdongdongdongdong
The security door was knocked, and Lu Ying looked out along the cat's eyes and found that it was Lu Jue
He had a lot of food in his hand, just like before, as if he had just bought vegetables and went home to cook for her after school.
The door was opened from inside by her. The two of them stood face to face for a while, but in the end, Lu Jue opened his mouth first.
Sister, you came back too suddenly and there was no preparation at home, so I went out to buy vegetables. It was all your favorite food. When it was ready, I asked Yaya and the others to come together, as if it was welcome to you.
Lu Jue smiled, and the eyes behind the glasses bent out of two beautiful curves.
Lu Ying let him into the room, but he was a little unconscious. It took him a long time to say, "No need to be so troublesome, I... I'm not in the mood to have a party and have dinner."
Lu Jue, who was carrying the food to the kitchen, stopped walking and turned around and asked, "What? Isn't you... don't want to see me? I can leave after cooking."
Lu Ying didn't expect him to say this directly, a little caught off guard, and was a little stuttering at the moment, no, I mean, I just came back and didn't have much appetite
I bought pork ribs, and I can talk about plum ribs for you. Lu Jue shook his left hand and signaled that the ribs would be stored in the packaging bag held in his left hand.
Lu Ying walked over and took part of the packaging bag from his hand. Although the two people's hands touched some because of this, her expression was quite natural, just like before.
Actually, I came back this time because my father was hospitalized and had an accidental burn, so I really didn't have much appetite and didn't want to get together.
Lu Ying explained while opening the empty refrigerator that she hadn't used for a long time and stuffed the food into it.
Lu Jue was a little surprised. He really didn't know about this. Since leaving the Lu family, he has rarely received news about Lu Qingye and his wife.
Is it serious? Lu Jue asked
Well, in intensive care, I don’t know when I will come out, and I will have to undergo many skin grafting operations at that time. Lu Ying’s voice was hoarse, and Lu Jue felt a little sad.
Don't worry, I will arrange this matter as soon as possible. At that time, I can transfer my dad to the military hospital where Shu Yan is located. Their medical resources are more reliable.
Lu Jue stood behind her, raised his hand, trying to touch her head and comfort her, but he still didn't fall down. He was afraid of her and him
Well, Lu Ying closed the refrigerator door, turned around and walked out of the kitchen, and said as she walked, "In fact, you don't have to worry about this matter. After all, this has nothing to do with you, and I will do it myself when the time comes.
Lu Jue was silent. Is she still blaming herself for leaving the Lu family and not recognizing Lu Qing?
Seeing that Lu Jue did not respond, Lu Ying realized, saying, I mean, I can do this myself, you don’t have to worry about it, you should focus on your career. Anyway, I just graduated and don’t have a job, so I have more time.
Lu Jue walked over, after all... Anyway, I will make arrangements, just don't worry
As he said that, Lu Jue walked to the door. You just came back and should be quite tired. I won't bother you to rest.
Ah, don't you walk from there? Lu Ying pointed to his bedroom, saw that Lu never moved, and said awkwardly: I mean, it seems that it seems that walking from the bedroom is closer.
I will find someone to rebuild the wall tomorrow. It was because the wall was tide and peeled off, so I... Lu Jue found an excuse
Oh, so Ah Lu Ying replied, and then he was silent
Lu Jue pushed open the security door and walked out. Just as he was about to close the door and leave, Lu Ying suddenly stood up and said, "Or why don't you leave after dinner?" I think you bought a lot of vegetables...
OK Lu Jue retreated quickly, I'll go cook
Oh, Lu Ying was a little dull, the speed of returning was too fast, as if she was waiting for her to speak and try to keep her
After a meal, Lu Jue complies with the rules and politely. He faces her face with her, across the dining table, and keeps her mouth shut. Lu Ying shouts her head wider. From childhood to adulthood, he doesn't call her sister more than a day today.
Sister, do you have any work plans in the future? Lu Jue asked
Just... I went to work in the tutor's studio before. If nothing unexpected happens, I want to open a psychological counseling room by myself. Lu Ying said
Where is the sister going to open a consultation room? Lu Jue asked again
Not yet ready, Lu Ying answered
There is a good place near my company. When I have time, I can take my sister to see it. Lu Jue proposes
Well, yes... Lu Ying responded, but... Can you stop talking about sister? I'm a little uncomfortable
Lu Ying regretted it after saying that. After all, Lu Jue has always maintained the attitude that a younger brother should have today. Normally, this is normal, but I don’t know why she was so uncomfortable that she was called by him.
After Lu Jue was silent for a moment, he asked: If you don’t call me sister, what is that?
Just... it's Ah, if you don't call it sister, what's it?
Alas, forget it, just say whatever you want. Lu Ying is a little annoyed
As soon as she finished speaking, her cell phone rang. Hello, hello, she answered the phone and suddenly changed her tone. The voice sounded deserted and a little distant.
It's me, Xiaoying, how is the situation with my uncle? I've finished my work here and I'm expected to pass tomorrow. There is a man on the other side
The situation is fine, the senior brother doesn't have to come here specifically for this, and the hospital is not visited now. Lu Ying's emotions cannot be heard, and his voice is still cold
No, you are alone, I'm not at ease, I'd better go over and take a look at it myself, don't worry about this matter, you must take care of your health first
The man seems to care about Lu Ying very much
Well, I know, senior brother, if there is nothing else, I will die first. Lu Ying said
Yes, see you tomorrow, the man said
OK, after saying that, Lu Ying hung up the phone
Lu Jue was eating quietly across the dining table until Lu Ying hung up the phone and said nothing.
Instead, Lu Ying subconsciously said, "It's senior brother of B, please ask about your father's situation."
Yes, Lu Jue agreed
I didn't tell anyone about this, but I received a call from my mother that day, and he happened to hear it while I was there.
Sister, you don’t have to explain this kind of thing to me. I am your younger brother. If you make friends or fall in love, there is no need to explain it to me. Just be happy. Lu Jue suddenly interrupted her.
I... Lu Yingyusai, it's Ah, what did she explain? Isn't this a normal thing? What happened to her friend who has been away for many years?
What's wrong with her? It seems that she has become the one who can't let go
In fact, since she learned the truth about Lu Jue that year, she has been deliberately avoiding Lu Jue. He was afraid that Lu Jue would fall into the painful state that he would not get out of the original state of pain when he approached her, and then he became the terrifying and strange Lu Jue, hurting their feelings. So since then, she was like the most sensitive hunting dog. As soon as she smelled Lu Jue's traces, she immediately hid. She did this and didn't want Lu Jue to experience the pain of being dominated by addiction.
Now Lu Jue seems to have achieved great results in treatment, as if he is fine. He is not as disgusted as before because of the addiction rehabilitation experiment. If she wants to destroy her, she should be happy, but why is she feeling depressed and uncomfortable now?
She remembered the dream she had this morning again. Could it be that she still had thoughts about him that she shouldn't have?
But he had obviously hurt her in that matter, she should be disgusted, afraid, hate, hate, hate
Why did she go from fear, disgust, hatred, and unwilling to face it as time fades into this situation now?
This is simply a torture. It is obviously two close relatives, but they should not have any distractions. They should use that thing to cut off all feelings that they should not have. Why?
Why?
Just knowing the causes and consequences, she developed emotions that should not continue?
She hates such a person, she obviously has started to get on the right track, right?
She should have thought that nothing had happened before. As a normal person and a sister, she faced him who had been out of shackles, right?
But why, I feel so uncomfortable?
Why? Can't you be more normal?
Thanks to her, she still studied psychology
When she first learned psychology, she had the idea of healing herself. As a result, she studied for 8 years and not only did she make no progress, but now she is becoming more and more serious
It's like a joke, but she can't laugh at it no matter how hard she is.
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