Chapter 208

Perhaps it was the obstruction of the ocean-going city of the United States that calmed my heart down temporarily. Even if I wanted to go back, it would not be so easy.

If I were in China now, or even in the city where my home is, I would definitely be eager to find the answer. Now that I am so far away, it is just right to calm my heart.

This is my first time in the United States. My English is pretty good. I have any communication barriers when I play here.

In the past, I always wanted to come to the United States. That was my wish and Kexin's wish. I had promised Kexin to bring her here. Now I am here, but she is not the one who accompanied me.

Xiaoji seems to have not come out for a long time, and he is having fun running in front. The nanny and bodyguards follow him step by step. Leng Bingshuang and I slowly walk behind.

I looked at the bustling street scene of New York and felt a lot of emotion. I originally came out to relax, but I came to New York, the city I dreamed of the most.

On the Internet and on TV, Kexin and I often watch pictures of New York scenery, especially the Statue of Liberty, which is a landmark of New York City. Leng Bingfrost will naturally bring me here. Looking at the tall Statue, I couldn't help but think of Kexin in my mind. There is a mural of the Statue of Liberty on the wall of my living room. It was chosen by Kexin, and I also like it very much.

My donkey promised to bring her to New York to see the Statue of Liberty personally. At that time, Mkxin held my arm and said to me: Husband, whether to go to New York or see the Statue of Liberty is not important. As long as you have a husband, you are the best view.

But this sentence moved me for a long time. At that time, I made a promise to bring her here, but I didn't expect that now I saw it, she was not the one who was by my side.

Thanks……

I was in my memory and suddenly felt a piece of clothing on my body. When I looked back, I saw that it was Leng Bingshuang. I had been trapped in my memories for a long time. Leng Bingshuang couldn't bear to disturb me, so maybe I woke me up in this way.

Want to eat something?

Leng Bingshuang said gently, the only one who can let her treat this way in the world seems to be my parents.

If you don't want to eat anything, let's go back...

I finally looked at the Statue of Liberty, as if I was looking at Ke Xinyi for the last time. I was wearing my clothes and turned away. Leng Bingshuang followed me without saying a word. All my thoughts could be seen through by her. She, like Ke Xin, knew me so well. Meeting these two women made me fall into emotional entanglement.

After returning to the villa, I sat in the study and looked at the bookshelf on the wall. I fell into deep thought.

Do I still love Kexin? Love, I am not a person who is unfamiliar with others. If I had been with Leng Bingshuang day and night in the past three years, I might have diluted my feelings for Kexin over time and my feelings for Leng Bingshuang will grow day by day with time.

But God made a joke with me, which made me unconscious for three years. Leng Bingshuang took care of me for three years, but I didn't feel it. After waking up for three years, it seemed that Leng Bingshuang had only been with me for a few days, and I had only left Kexin for a few days. Yes, it was this feeling. Three years had no meaning to me. The only meaning was that what happened in three years could not be changed.

At that time, I was discouraged and had no concerns. My life and death didn't matter, but now I have ties, cold frost, and Xiao Ji

Thinking of Xiaoji, I felt a little tender in my heart. He was so carefree when I was a child. In order to give Xiaoji a complete childhood, I couldn't leave him. Sijian's childhood is a bloody example, which has caused his current perverted personality.

I am no longer a reckless person to do things. After calming down and thinking, I suddenly didn't dare to tickle Kexin and Sijian to Leng Bingshuang. Leng Bingshuang took care of me in the most difficult time and gave birth to Xiaoji for me. It can be said that she gave me a lot of things that Kexin could not give. What qualifications do I have to mention another woman in front of her? Even if I insist on mentioning Kexin and Sijian, I insisted on returning to China to find the answer. With Leng Bingshuang's strong personality, she could hold Xiaoji and stand on the balcony and say to me: If you dare to go back, I will jump down with Xiaoji...

I believe Leng Bingshuang can do it, and by that time, things will not be able to be dealt with, and she is completely in a dilemma.

I sat in the study for the middle of the night. When I came to my senses and looked at the time, it was already 1:00 in the middle of the night. I quickly got up and returned to the bedroom. The bedside light in the room was on, and Leng Bingshuang looked at the company's reports and other things. She had not slept. I knew she was waiting for me. She knew that I was in the study, but she did not disturb me.

sorry……

Walking to the bed, I said to Leng Bingshuang from the bottom of my heart

Husband, can I still call you that?

Leng Bingshuang put down the report in her hand, looked at me and asked.

I didn't hesitate at all, I nodded. Leng Bingshuang called me like this without any abruptness. Instead, I was a little sad. I didn't give her any title, but she did everything my wife could do for me.

You don’t need to say thank you, sorry, or something else to say. You said this to me very uncomfortable... I just want you to know that I am willing to do anything for you. You have to have a feeling that I should do anything for you. Let’s go to bed...

Leng Bingshuang's speech was very concise, and her attitude was fully expressed in just a few words.

Lying on the bed, Leng Bingfrost was still holding me, I looked at the moonlight outside, it was so bright

When I was a child, I saved Leng Bingshuang. Is it a blessing or a disaster for myself? If it weren't for Leng Bingshuang, I don't know how many times I had died. When I encountered danger at work, Leng Bingshuang saved me. In the disputes in life, Leng Bingshuang saved me twice. She has always sent people by my side. Her deep affection and guilt for her may make me unable to speak, and I can only bury Kexin and Sijian forever in my heart.

I have lost the news for so long, maybe Xin and Sijian already think I am dead, so just think I am dead. There is no such person as Xu Jian again in the future. I only have one identity, that is Leng Bingshuang's husband and Xiaoji's father. Let Leng Bingshuang give me a new identity. After adapting to this period, I will use my new identity to give Leng Bingshuang a name.

The next day Leng Bingshuang took me a brand new Apple phone with a phone card inside. Since I woke up, Leng Bingshuang has not given me a phone. I usually call the landline in the villa. Leng Bingshuang suddenly gave me a phone, which caught me off guard. Isn't she afraid that I would contact Kexin and Sijian with my phone? Later, I thought carefully, maybe Leng Bingshuang wanted to show an attitude, that is, that is, it does not restrict my freedom, nor does it control my thoughts, and let me choose for myself. This is the manifestation of truly loving someone, although she is very afraid of losing me

Although I have been in a coma for a long time, I can remember the landline number at home, the mobile phone numbers of Kexin and Sijian clearly.

The phone numbers of several people were stored in advance in the mobile phone, Leng Biaoshuang, and one was Xiaoji's children's phone watch, the housekeeper, the security officer, etc.

In private, I picked up my phone several times to dial Kexin's phone number. Even if I didn't talk to her, even after answering the phone, I listened to her voice, confirmed whether she was good or not, and confirmed whether she had changed her phone, but after pressing the number, I didn't have the courage to press the dial button

In the following days, I lived a normal life, stayed in the villa every day and did nothing, occasionally going out for a walk, following the security guards around me, Leng Bingshuang did not restrict my personal freedom, and even the nanny and housekeeper around me were not restricted. I was a completely free person, Leng Bingshuang spent most of my time with me, I kept trying to forget the past, but I still couldn't do it.

That morning, after I got up, I didn't find Leng Bingshuang's figure. I found a kraft paper bag on my bedside table. The paper bag looked so familiar. I was curious and took it over and opened it. The things inside made me stay on the spot. This was something I took out from the company safe three years ago, and that thing was like a USB flash drive. Leng Bingshuang said that there were some secrets in this thing, but I had never had the courage to check it out.

I put the stuff back and walked out of the bedroom in my slippers to look for cold frost……