Chapter 352

Ke Xin knew about Sijian's disappearance, because I suddenly received a call that day, and after returning to the villa, I was also arranging to find Sijian's matters. Ke Xin asked curiously, but it did not arouse my suspicion. It was just that someone was missing. She asked me who I was, what was going on, etc. There were too many left and didn't ask about it. When Ke Xin asked, I didn't pay attention to Ke Xin's expression because I was anxious, etc. Even if I noticed, Ke Xin would not change anything, so I didn't care too much. After searching for a few days without results, I could only order the people below to keep careful not to relax, and I devoted myself to my work. After all, this was left by Leng Bingshuang, and I couldn't let it lose in my hands. I want to develop my career well. When Xiaoji grows up, I will give all this to Xiaoji. After all, this is the legacy left by his mother to him, and it is just for my care. I agree with this decision very much. After all, I only have Xiaoji, the only flesh and blood left.

For a while, I kept trying not to see Xiaoji. First, the journey was relatively long, and second, I wanted Xiaoji and Leng Yun to cultivate more feelings. Xiaoji called me countless times. On the phone, she said angrily that she missed me and my mother, which made me cry here, but she still had to resist coax him. When she heard his crying sound, she thought of Leng Bingshuang, my heart was broken, but Xiaoji's voice was undoubtedly the best motivation, which made my fatigue disappear instantly, like a heart-wrenching injection, cheered up again and devoted herself to her career.

Now I have no Xiaoji and no Leng Bingfrost around me. The only remaining relative is Kexin. So every day after get off work, I will eat with Kexin. Kexin picks up food for me and talks with me, as if I have returned to the days when we just got married. There are no children, so we are at home and live together. But Kexin has lost her memory and even I have forgotten.

Xu Jian, when did you tell me your identity? What is the relationship between us? You have always refused on the grounds of my condition. Now I have recovered and the doctor has stopped taking medicine for me, but I have never remembered what happened before. Can you tell me now?

Kexin asked me at the dinner table, with a hint of expectation in her eyes, and a hint of nervousness and excitement.

This is Ke Xin's normal reaction. She really has no disguised reaction in her heart, but in my opinion there is nothing strange, just because she is nervous about finding her memory.

I will tell you tomorrow morning, tomorrow morning, okay?

I pondered for a moment, now I am devoted to work every day

Apart from the security guards and servants, there is only Ke Xin. Besides Ke Xin, it seems that I have no other relatives around me. Thinking of Leng Bingshuang’s suicide note, Leng Yun’s instructions, and future life, I decided to fully understand this matter. Sijian is missing, and even if he comes back in the future, he will not have any threats, so I have no worries now.

In fact, I have not yet been freed from the sadness of Leng Bingshuang, because I have to accept Kexin. I always feel sorry for Leng Bingshuang, and for her dedication and affection for me, but it is not beneficial to continue to drag on it. It is better to fight quickly.

OK, one word is determined...

Kexin smiled and continued to eat. After dinner, Kexin returned to her room and turned on the TV.

Kexin sat on the bed watching TV, but she was still uneasy

She was excited and nervous at this moment. I was anxious to let things come to an end, so why didn't she do that?

If she just pretends to be stupid, she will never be able to withstand the rest of her life by my side. Even if she holds it, she might go crazy one day or she will really lose her memory.

Thinking of Sijian, especially after hearing Sijian's disappearance, Kexin's heart couldn't help but feel tight, but it didn't show it. Leng Bingshuang told Kexin before leaving that he would handle Sijian well, but even Kexin didn't know where Sijian was arranged. He just knew that Leng Bingshuang would not hurt Sijian's life and let him live well. Perhaps this was the best result for Sijian.

She didn't know that Sijian was castrated. Maybe she thought that Sijian was living in seclusion in a certain country, and then found a woman who truly loved him. Then the two got married and had children.

After thinking of Sijian, Ke Xin felt a little sad and sad. No matter what, Sijian was the second man to get her body. He even had sex with him more than he had sex with me. It can be said that Sijian was the man who got her body the most.

There is a saying that a woman's vagina is a shortcut to a woman's heart. Although this sentence is not necessarily absolute, it still has its own truth.

The repeated thrusting and ejaculation left a never-ending impression in Kexin's heart.

Especially Si Jian's savage, which sent her to orgasm again and again. It can be said that in sex, Si Jian is the one who impressed and enjoyed the most.

Does she love Sijian? Maybe there is a little love, otherwise after Sijian disappears, she will feel lost and sad for a long time. Perhaps Sijian's new life is also a kind of happiness for him, just like herself now.

Sijian, I will not be able to fulfill your promise in this life. If I have a next life, before meeting Xu Jian, I will definitely be your wife...

Kexin looked out the window and said silently in her heart

At this time, she thought of agreeing to Sijian's promise. As long as Sijian helps Kexin find me, she will be willing to leave here with Sijian, go far away, and follow Sijian for the rest of her life

The reason why Kexin agreed to Sijian was, firstly, to let Sijian find me, she urgently wanted to know my safety, and secondly, she felt that she was already an unclean body. Even if I came back, she thought she was not worthy of staying by my side. Thirdly, there was Leng Bianshuang by my side, Leng Bianshuang always protected me, so she thought she had no capital to compete with Leng Bianshuang at all, and Leng Bianshuang was by my side, so she had no regrets. Fourthly, it was good to be with Sijian, at least in love with her, she was so addicted. Originally, she had always hidden her inner desires, and after she flew away with Sijian, she was like taking drugs, letting sex solve her troubles, letting herself sink and letting herself go, and living her life happily

Ke Xin shook her head and stopped thinking about Sijian anymore. She had experienced too many things with Sijian before, especially in the past two years, which can be said to be a setback that she had never experienced in her life, but she also survived it. The current situation is a blessing in disguise.

Especially when thinking about Leng Bingshuang's expression at that time, when Ke Xin talked about her inability to have children in the future, Leng Bingshuang's eyes were confused and unbelievable. That was not pretending. It can be concluded that Leng Bingshuang really didn't know. Since Leng Bingshuang didn't know, then I couldn't know. So now Leng Bingshuang passed away and Si Jian left. So only those who knew the causes and consequences of this matter were Ke Xin himself. As long as he didn't take the initiative, I would never know, so Ke Xin decided to never mention this past to outsiders and buried it in the coffin with him in the future.

Thinking of tomorrow morning, Ke Xin showed a smile, and a smile of relief. If I could accept her again, even if I live a sexless life in the future or have a DINK family, she would not care. After all, this was the case with the two of them at the beginning. I had poor sexual ability and could not have children. As long as I was by her side and gave her a new title, everything would just return to the beginning.

If I can't accept her yet, she is willing to wait until I accept her

Compared with other people, Kexin's current situation is undoubtedly the happiest

Kexin saw the night outside slowly darkening, turned off the TV, lay on the bed and stroked her lower abdomen. Since Kexin took medicine, the desire in her heart disappeared, and the desire for sex was gone. She paid too much price, but with the current result, everything was worth it. She experienced too many twists and turns in the first half of her life, although she had too many experiences that she was unwilling to look back.

I don’t know when, but Ke Xin fell asleep deeply, and then she had a long dream...