Chapter 126

Hearing Leng Bingshuang's confident words, I couldn't help but be stunned. Is there a way to place Sijian? It can be said that I didn't have the idea of ​​forgiveing ​​Kexin's reunion, but Sijian is like a galaxy, separated between me and Kexin, making me unable to think of a solution to this problem. One is to be reluctant to leave my love, and the other is to be promised to Fengjun

This contradictory feeling broke me and left me helpless...

What can you do? Although I have no feelings for Sijian, I don’t want him to be hurt because I owe someone a promise...

I looked at Leng Bingshuang and said that it was fake that I was not excited. If Sijian was really arranged properly, then wouldn’t he still have a glimmer of hope?

I can send him to private closed schools abroad to study and give him the best education and living conditions. Wouldn't this be better for him? And without his existence, can your family be saved?

After Leng Bingshuang finished speaking, I fell into silence

To be honest, Ruli is my own child. I also hope that he can go abroad to receive Western education and adapt to Western life so that he can quickly connect with the world when he grows up. However, my financial ability is limited and I don’t have this ability at all. Now Sijian has this opportunity, which is great for him. On the one hand, I can fulfill Fengjun’s instructions, and on the other hand, I can also keep him away from my home and let Kexin and I start a new life again. But this will undoubtedly owe Leng Bianshuang a big favor. After all, tuition and living expenses abroad are not cheap, at least I can’t afford it now.

You think it through yourself. If you still insist on this, then I can only control you and don’t blame me, because I don’t want you to do anything if you can’t think about it. I have been paying attention to you over the years and saved you many times. No one can have a premonition, so no matter whether you blame me or not, I can’t let you have any surprises.

Leng Bingshuang said this with firmness in her eyes. Although there was unbearableness in her eyes, a trace of hatred flashed through her eyes.

When I heard Leng Bingshuang's words, I couldn't help but shivered and thought of Leng Bingshuang's methods. Although I knew she would not hurt me, I knew she was a person who could do it.

Are you forcing me again? Leng Bingshuang, I didn’t have much favoritism for you, but now, my last affection for you has disappeared. I don’t cherish my body so much for some specific purposes. I will change my attitude towards things at will for some purposes. I don’t have to force me any more. I’d better go back to my own home. I would rather face Kexin than face you...

Leng Bingshuang's words wiped out the dignity of my man completely. At this time, I felt a stubborn temper. She forced me like this just to make me willingly stay by her side. Don't you want me to stay by your side? I don't follow your wishes.

After saying this, I put on my clothes and walked out of the room. During this process, Leng Bingshuang did not say a word, but just looked at me blankly. Perhaps my attitude caught her off guard.

After I walked out of the room, I didn't see Kexin. It happened that I was not upset.

I don't know if Ke Xin was involved in this matter, but my grievances about Leng Bingshuang have been transferred to Ke Xin.

I walked out of the cold and frosty villa, and then slowly walked out of the gate. I walked on the road that I had walked a few times but was extremely familiar. Should I really go home at this time? But now I used my feet and thought that someone must be watching me, which made me feel very unhappy. Finally, I took a taxi and rushed to my house. No matter what, I threw off the tails first and talked about it.

Before I knew it, I returned to the familiar community. Although I had only left for a few days, I felt that it was longer than before when I left on a business trip.

Looking at the familiar scenery in the community, things have changed at this time. I looked up at the familiar unit building, but I didn't have the courage to walk up.

No matter what, go back and take a look. If you find an opportunity to leave, I don’t know if there is still a chance to come back again

After struggling, he walked to his door, and the familiar door was covered with Spring Festival couplets that Kexin and I had posted last year during the New Year.

I took out my door key from my pocket. I still kept the keys. I inserted the key and opened the door. The scene that caught my eye made me stand there, because what I saw was not an empty and messy room, but a clean and well-organized room.

There is a dining table in the center of the living room, and the dining table is full of hearty food. Those dishes are my favorite food, and Kexin just walked out of the kitchen with a plate of dishes.

I'm back, wash my hands and have a meal...

Kexin put the dishes on the table and then said to me

Everything is so familiar. When I got off work, I was facing such a familiar scene when I returned home. Kexin prepared supper and waited for me to have a meal, and the same words were repeated. Everything seemed to have nothing happened. But Kexin's eyes were wandering when she said this, and her thin and pale cheeks indicate that the supper was unique.

Why are you still standing? Come in for dinner...

Kexin saw that I was still standing at the door, and couldn't help but urge me again, but the words were very light, but the voice was trembling and it seemed very nervous.

Kexin's second sentence made me come back to my senses. I sighed in my heart, walked into the room and took off my shoes, while Kexin brought me a pair of slippers.

I walked to the bathroom and turned on the faucet. The cold water pounced on my face, making my thoughts wake up a lot in an instant.

This scene surprised me very much. According to my expectations, Ke Xin should still be Leng Bingshuang. After all, things are not yet finalized, so she is in the mood to return home?

No matter what, I didn't hit the smile on the face, Kexin prepared dinner. No matter what the future holds, at least this meal will still have to be eaten. After all, we have been in love for so many years, and after returning from a business trip, we haven't had a real meal with her. Whether it's a farewell dinner or something, I decided to cooperate with Kexin at this meal and stop attacking. Moreover, Kexin's appearance made me feel soft and unable to bear to hurt her. Seeing the supper she made remind me of Kexin's meticulous care and encouragement for me, how can I make up my mind to say something else?

After I walked out of the room, Kexin served me the meal and then prepared the dishes and chopsticks for me.

I sat at the dining table without saying a word, picked up the dishes and started eating

During this period, I had no appetite. I was hungry and had a full meal. I had no regular meals. And when I was eating delicacies in the cold and frost, I didn't feel any special and delicious taste.

But for some reason, I felt so familiar and delicious when eating the rice cooked by Kexin. It was not how excellent Kexin's cooking was, but that I was familiar with the taste of Kexin's cooking. After all, I have eaten for so many years.

I remember the same was true when I was on a business trip. No matter how rich the work meal was, I miss the meals made by Kexin.

Since I was on a business trip, I have never eaten the rice cooked by Kexin. Now I feel so familiar, the taste has not changed at all, and I have become a human...

Kexin's meals temporarily gave me other ideas. Now I am thinking about filling my stomach. These days, I have really hungry. Kexin looked at me eating. A hint of emotion and tenderness flashed in her eyes, but it was more sad. She just took a few simple bites, and most of the time she spent picking and serving me up food and serving rice.

I concentrate on enjoying this hard-won supper, maybe the only favorite supper I love, I don't think about the things that make me sad

The rice and dishes were decreasing little by little, and time went by little. After about 11 minutes, I heard a faint sob beside me. I knew that it was Kexin crying, and crying was the kind of crying that was so suppressed. Kexin wanted to stop crying several times, but she couldn't suppress it at all. The most Yikexin seemed to let go, and she was crying more and more violently. However, although she was crying, the action of picking up food for me did not stop. The chopsticks of picking up food were trembling with her sob. In the end, Kexin didn't pick up food for me anymore. She began to lie on the table and cried loudly. And I felt that the food in my mouth had an incompatible taste, cool and salty. It was my own tears that flowed into my mouth...