Chapter 118 Sinking Again (2)

When I heard Lin Yuxin say this, I felt very uncomfortable.She had already escaped the disaster of her child and decided to change her past and become a new person, but in order to satisfy her shameful sexual desire, she fell into the arms of Tu Xiaofeng, who was a gangster.Now she seems to have broken up with Tu Xiaofeng, but her husband's incompetence and her strong desires, wouldn't she continue to cheat with other men?

Lin Yuxin didn't know what I was thinking at this moment, and was still talking to me about her own unbearable past.

The next day, Tu Xiaofeng called me again, and I couldn't help but go to the hotel to meet him again, but I had just entered the room and was almost caught by my husband in the hotel.Fortunately, Tu Xiaofeng is good at adapting to the situation, which made me escape the disaster.

When I got home, I was very scared.Because even though my husband didn't catch me, he might have seen me, how should I explain it to him.

The child was left to my mother-in-law for care at that time. When she saw me coming back, she happily raised her hands and kicked her calves and begged me to hug her.I picked her up nervously and watched her happily dancing in my arms, roaring and yelling, and I felt very nervous and panicked.

What have I done in the past two days? Why can’t I control my lust? Why can’t I stand Tu Xiaofeng’s teasing and temptation?I've been holding a child and making a vow!Am I born a slut with dissatisfaction, so am I worthy of being a mother to my children?Will the child inherit my debauchery personality? Wouldn’t I harm her for the rest of her life?

Just when I was absent-minded and panicked, Tu Xiaofeng called me.He roughly talked about my husband's affairs in the hotel, so that I could calm down and not panic, and not have conflicts with my husband.

After my husband came back, it seemed like nothing happened.He didn't ask me where I was, nor did he mention that he went to the hotel to catch the adulterer.I could only pretend that I didn't know about this, and held the child and asked him where he went in the afternoon. I didn't understand that the child needed him to take care of him when I was not at home.

After I coaxed the child to sleep at night, when my husband and I were lying on the bed and making out, he said that in the afternoon he went to the hotel to see an old classmate from another place and saw a woman with a very similar back.He thought it was me, but when he chased after him, he saw that it was not, and almost made a misunderstanding.

After hearing this, I said quietly that there are many people like me, and my husband can't catch up with someone similar.My husband hurriedly said that the woman really looks like me, and he dared to swear to the sky.

I pretended to be suspicious and asked him what he was doing in the hotel in the afternoon, and why he didn't tell me before leaving and threw the child to his mother-in-law who was not flexible in her legs and feet. Is there anything tricky here?

My husband said that after I left, a male classmate from another place suddenly called him. I was not by his side at that time, so he didn't have the chance to tell me about this.

I asked him if he was a male or female classmate, and told me clearly.I am in the army all day long and I am on high alert. I will not have any problems. On the contrary, he is not in front of me, and I am very likely to be ready to move and think about it.Be careful not to let me hear any wind or find any clues, otherwise I will make a fuss. Don't blame me for turning against me ruthlessly.

My husband hugged me and said with a smile, "Yuxin, I am satisfied that I can marry a super beautiful officer like you. How dare I have any other ideas? Isn't it that mouse is a wife for the cat to take the initiative to die?’

I stopped when I saw it was ready and did not continue to ask.I feel that my husband's words may not be completely true, but I can't tell the fault in his words, so I can only pretend not to pursue the matter and let him go. This matter was covered up.Afterwards, Tu Xiaofeng asked me what was going on and I told him roughly.

I have heard Tu Xiaofeng say this once, but after hearing it from Lin Yuxin again, I still feel that her approach is disgusting.I sighed unconsciously, and secretly praised in my heart that women are all born good actors.The female major performed so well and strongly in front of outsiders, but in front of the lewd Stud Stud and Tu Xiaofeng, he was so lewd and corrupted his reputation and could not support his appearance. God knows how her two faces were unified together.

Lin Yuxin heard my sigh and asked with guilt: Xiaowei, listen to me, do you think I am hypocritical and unbearable?What I told you today is the truth, and I didn't hide anything from you.I did so many ridiculous and tooth-gripping things at that time, and now I feel very sad and regretful when I think about it.I regard you as a friend, so I dare to tell you all this in full, which is also my sincere repentance.Just laugh at me, this is my due retribution, I can't blame others...

I understood her mood, but still didn't understand the reason why she fell into decline again, so I asked: Yuxin, you already have a child, and your husband is so kind to you. Haven't you also vowed to say goodbye to the past?Then why do you still want to continue to live with Tu Xiaofeng? I really don’t understand you. Can you talk to me?

Don't worry, just listen to me to continue.After the incident of catching the adulterer in the hotel, I swear to break up with Tu Xiaofeng, for the sake of the children, husband, and my family, I will no longer have any connection with him, because it would be too immoral to do so.During the period before I looked for Tu Xiaofeng again at the end of last year, I really had no relationship with him.That's when I met you in his office.

Oh, so that's it, but why did you still violate your oath and go to Tu Xiaofeng again?Are you...you...I'm really embarrassed to say something to her.

That's it.On December 16 last year, the entire army was going to hold a one-and-a-half-day technical backbone meeting in Hangzhou. The troops sent me and other leaders to attend. I was going to report to Hangzhou on December 15.I want to take the time home to get some skin care products and other debris, and by the way I want to see my child.I drove off at 8 o'clock in the morning and returned to my home at around 10 o'clock.

As soon as I opened the door, I heard a female voice saying something in the room, "Zhang Ze, why did you come back as soon as you left the door? Did you leave something behind?'

I pushed open the door and saw a strange woman sitting on the sofa in my living room teasing my child.She seemed to be very casual at my house and didn't even see me entering the house.I walked closer to her and she saw that it was me.She stood up in surprise and stammered, ‘You... are you... Zhang Ze’s lover, right?Why are you back?’

I calmed down and said, "I am Zhang Ze's lover, why can't I go back to my own home?"You recognized me by seeing me wearing this military uniform.Who are you?’

She was a little panicked, but she still calmed down to deal with me, saying that she was her husband's college classmate, and happened to pass by here today, so she would visit my husband by the way.My husband went out to buy things just now and asked her to help take care of the children at home.

I don't want to alarm her because I don't know her origin and purpose, so I can't rashly blame others.I said I was going home to get some things and I was leaving soon.I told her to be casual and not to worry about my return and be uncomfortable.