In the early morning, my husband prepared breakfast before calling me out of bed, waiting for me to finish washing and serve breakfast with him.
After breakfast, he accompanied me for a walk in the residential community to digest food, breathing the refreshing outdoor air, and bathing in the scorching sun of midsummer. He said this would be good for the children in his stomach.
He seemed to be worried about me while walking on the road, and he held my arm tightly, for fear that I would fall.His meticulous care for me made me feel even more guilty.
This gentle and kind man is still in the dark, not knowing that his beautiful wife has betrayed him physically and may continue to shame him in terms of children.If he finally knew all this, what would he do: Is it crazy, helpless, hatred, or heartbroken?
In the afternoon, I was going to prepare to return to the army and started wearing my military uniform in front of the dressing mirror.
In just a few minutes, I neatly changed into light blue and gray short-sleeved Air Force summer uniforms.In my military uniform, I immediately changed from my pregnant wife to a heroic female Air Force officer last night.The tall and huge general's uniform stretched out an exaggerated curve, almost unable to even fasten the copper buttons on his chest.The curves of the body appear more concave and undulating under the tight military uniform, full of the mature charm that only young women have.
I looked at my clothes in the mirror with satisfaction, and half turned around to notice that the buttocks under the military skirt had become round and plump, looking like a big round balloon, which also stretched the military skirt, full of temptation to the opposite sex.
My husband looked at me with his mouth wide open and his eyes wide open, admiring the plump breasts and buttocks under my military uniform, as if he had never seen me before.Half a year ago, my tall and slim figure still made him proud, and his friends and colleagues were very envious, and they were all jealous of him marrying a beautiful and elegant female officer.
But now that I am pregnant, my figure has begun to deform, from a girl's slender and slender figure to a genuine young woman plump. I wonder what he should do now.
I asked him jokingly: Why are you staring at me? Have you been married to me for more than two years and have you not seen enough yet?Or is it because I became fat and ugly, which surprised you so much that you couldn’t even close your mouth?
No, Yu Xin, you are more beautiful now than before, full of the sexy and mature beauty of a young woman, not as cold and charming as before, I was distracted from what I saw just now. I really want to be intimate with you.He praised me from the bottom of his heart.
Want to be intimate with me?Who made you give up halfway in bed last night, which aroused the desire in my heart, but you wanted to pretend to be Liu Xiahui.Now that I'm wearing my military uniform, I'm about to set off, but you want to be intimate again.I don't have time to be intimate with you, now you can only regret your nerd anger.I deliberately ran him with words.
He touched his nose cowardly and whispered embarrassedly: Am I still thinking about the children in your belly? I am afraid of something unexpected, so I can restrain my desires, but I don’t regret it.Wait for you……
What are you waiting for me?Will you be intimate with me after I give birth?Don’t you know that if a woman loses her pregnancy reaction after more than three months of pregnancy, she can still be intimate with a man?You nerd, you have no common sense of pregnancy.
I ridiculed him coquettishly, and at the same time I suddenly felt a sense of sorrow in my heart: He cared about the child in his stomach so much, but I still couldn't figure out whether this child belonged to him.
I walked up to hug him with some sadness, not daring to face him, and leaned my chin against his thin shoulders, with two tears of regret secretly left on my face.
I was afraid that he would notice my abnormality and dared not wipe my tears in front of him, so I had to use my right hand to go around his armpits and quietly wipe away the tears from my cheeks.
I am going back to the army. You should take good care of your body at home and continue to decoct and take the medicine prescribed by the old Chinese doctor.I will satisfy you next time I come back... I can only say goodbye to him like this, and I feel very sorry.
Yuxin, don’t worry about me. Now you have a heavier burden than me. It should be that I worry about you.Unfortunately, you are far away in Taizhou, and you, as a soldier, cannot take a long vacation. I also have a job and cannot be with you and take care of you. I am really a little worried about you.
Don't worry, I will take good care of myself, don't worry about me... I hurriedly lowered my head and turned away from him, afraid that he would see tears rolling in my eyes.
On the way, I drove to Taizhou in a car, while recalling every bit of what happened after we got married.My tears kept flowing, but it couldn't wash away the guilt and guilt in my heart.
In the fourth month of my pregnancy, Tu Xiaofeng was not idle and often contacted me.He advised me to take action to cause miscarriage, but I began to hesitate and remain silent, repeatedly postponing his implementation plan.Even if I try to follow the miscarriage method given to me by the teachings, I just do it perfunctorily and perfunctorily because I have developed an inextricable feeling for the fetus in my womb, and that sense of responsibility and happiness as a mother inspired my motherhood.
I once saw this news online that 41-year-old former British figure skating champion Jenny Soliman was still 25 weeks pregnant when she died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage.The hospital could not save her life, but the fetus in her womb needed Jenny's heart to beat for another 48 hours to help the fetus develop better.
The doctor injected a large amount of steroids into Soriman's body. Her heart beat strongly for 48 hours, and her body did not give up. She finally gave birth to her daughter Aya through caesarean section, creating an incredible and shocking life miracle of human soul.
The daughter was born, and the broken husband watched Jenny's ventilator stop working helplessly.The moment the doctor handed Xiao Aya over to her husband, the father truly realized what it means to be sad and happy.In just one day, he experienced the happiest and saddest moments in his life.
I cried when I saw this news, and I was moved by my mother's greatness and strength.Although the birth of the fetus in my womb may put me in a disadvantageous position, the fetus is not at all faults, it is me who is at fault.Why should I take away the life of an innocent fetus and pay for my fault? I should have been punished.The child in my belly is also a life, not to mention that there is a third of the possibility of being my husband, so I have no right to deprive him or her of the right to survive unless something goes wrong in my body.
When I was more than 5 months pregnant, Tu Xiaofeng called me again and said he wanted to find someone to do DNA tests on the fetus in my womb.I hesitated for a long time without answering him, but just silently suppressed the call.I think it is no longer important to judge who the fetus is at this time. What is important is to know whether the fetus grows up healthily in my abdomen.
Tu Xiaofeng understood what I meant, called me again, saying that he would fulfill his promise: If the child is not my husband's, he would be my child's father.Later, when the two met, they brought me various pregnancy supplements he bought. Even when I was about to give birth, he even brought me baby clothes and toys.
After breakfast, he accompanied me for a walk in the residential community to digest food, breathing the refreshing outdoor air, and bathing in the scorching sun of midsummer. He said this would be good for the children in his stomach.
He seemed to be worried about me while walking on the road, and he held my arm tightly, for fear that I would fall.His meticulous care for me made me feel even more guilty.
This gentle and kind man is still in the dark, not knowing that his beautiful wife has betrayed him physically and may continue to shame him in terms of children.If he finally knew all this, what would he do: Is it crazy, helpless, hatred, or heartbroken?
In the afternoon, I was going to prepare to return to the army and started wearing my military uniform in front of the dressing mirror.
In just a few minutes, I neatly changed into light blue and gray short-sleeved Air Force summer uniforms.In my military uniform, I immediately changed from my pregnant wife to a heroic female Air Force officer last night.The tall and huge general's uniform stretched out an exaggerated curve, almost unable to even fasten the copper buttons on his chest.The curves of the body appear more concave and undulating under the tight military uniform, full of the mature charm that only young women have.
I looked at my clothes in the mirror with satisfaction, and half turned around to notice that the buttocks under the military skirt had become round and plump, looking like a big round balloon, which also stretched the military skirt, full of temptation to the opposite sex.
My husband looked at me with his mouth wide open and his eyes wide open, admiring the plump breasts and buttocks under my military uniform, as if he had never seen me before.Half a year ago, my tall and slim figure still made him proud, and his friends and colleagues were very envious, and they were all jealous of him marrying a beautiful and elegant female officer.
But now that I am pregnant, my figure has begun to deform, from a girl's slender and slender figure to a genuine young woman plump. I wonder what he should do now.
I asked him jokingly: Why are you staring at me? Have you been married to me for more than two years and have you not seen enough yet?Or is it because I became fat and ugly, which surprised you so much that you couldn’t even close your mouth?
No, Yu Xin, you are more beautiful now than before, full of the sexy and mature beauty of a young woman, not as cold and charming as before, I was distracted from what I saw just now. I really want to be intimate with you.He praised me from the bottom of his heart.
Want to be intimate with me?Who made you give up halfway in bed last night, which aroused the desire in my heart, but you wanted to pretend to be Liu Xiahui.Now that I'm wearing my military uniform, I'm about to set off, but you want to be intimate again.I don't have time to be intimate with you, now you can only regret your nerd anger.I deliberately ran him with words.
He touched his nose cowardly and whispered embarrassedly: Am I still thinking about the children in your belly? I am afraid of something unexpected, so I can restrain my desires, but I don’t regret it.Wait for you……
What are you waiting for me?Will you be intimate with me after I give birth?Don’t you know that if a woman loses her pregnancy reaction after more than three months of pregnancy, she can still be intimate with a man?You nerd, you have no common sense of pregnancy.
I ridiculed him coquettishly, and at the same time I suddenly felt a sense of sorrow in my heart: He cared about the child in his stomach so much, but I still couldn't figure out whether this child belonged to him.
I walked up to hug him with some sadness, not daring to face him, and leaned my chin against his thin shoulders, with two tears of regret secretly left on my face.
I was afraid that he would notice my abnormality and dared not wipe my tears in front of him, so I had to use my right hand to go around his armpits and quietly wipe away the tears from my cheeks.
I am going back to the army. You should take good care of your body at home and continue to decoct and take the medicine prescribed by the old Chinese doctor.I will satisfy you next time I come back... I can only say goodbye to him like this, and I feel very sorry.
Yuxin, don’t worry about me. Now you have a heavier burden than me. It should be that I worry about you.Unfortunately, you are far away in Taizhou, and you, as a soldier, cannot take a long vacation. I also have a job and cannot be with you and take care of you. I am really a little worried about you.
Don't worry, I will take good care of myself, don't worry about me... I hurriedly lowered my head and turned away from him, afraid that he would see tears rolling in my eyes.
On the way, I drove to Taizhou in a car, while recalling every bit of what happened after we got married.My tears kept flowing, but it couldn't wash away the guilt and guilt in my heart.
In the fourth month of my pregnancy, Tu Xiaofeng was not idle and often contacted me.He advised me to take action to cause miscarriage, but I began to hesitate and remain silent, repeatedly postponing his implementation plan.Even if I try to follow the miscarriage method given to me by the teachings, I just do it perfunctorily and perfunctorily because I have developed an inextricable feeling for the fetus in my womb, and that sense of responsibility and happiness as a mother inspired my motherhood.
I once saw this news online that 41-year-old former British figure skating champion Jenny Soliman was still 25 weeks pregnant when she died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage.The hospital could not save her life, but the fetus in her womb needed Jenny's heart to beat for another 48 hours to help the fetus develop better.
The doctor injected a large amount of steroids into Soriman's body. Her heart beat strongly for 48 hours, and her body did not give up. She finally gave birth to her daughter Aya through caesarean section, creating an incredible and shocking life miracle of human soul.
The daughter was born, and the broken husband watched Jenny's ventilator stop working helplessly.The moment the doctor handed Xiao Aya over to her husband, the father truly realized what it means to be sad and happy.In just one day, he experienced the happiest and saddest moments in his life.
I cried when I saw this news, and I was moved by my mother's greatness and strength.Although the birth of the fetus in my womb may put me in a disadvantageous position, the fetus is not at all faults, it is me who is at fault.Why should I take away the life of an innocent fetus and pay for my fault? I should have been punished.The child in my belly is also a life, not to mention that there is a third of the possibility of being my husband, so I have no right to deprive him or her of the right to survive unless something goes wrong in my body.
When I was more than 5 months pregnant, Tu Xiaofeng called me again and said he wanted to find someone to do DNA tests on the fetus in my womb.I hesitated for a long time without answering him, but just silently suppressed the call.I think it is no longer important to judge who the fetus is at this time. What is important is to know whether the fetus grows up healthily in my abdomen.
Tu Xiaofeng understood what I meant, called me again, saying that he would fulfill his promise: If the child is not my husband's, he would be my child's father.Later, when the two met, they brought me various pregnancy supplements he bought. Even when I was about to give birth, he even brought me baby clothes and toys.