Chapter 8: Infidelity (5)

He calmed down a little, then turned around and faced Yu, and found that Yu had turned over and fell asleep. Obviously, he had no intention of asking questions.

The original preparations were gone, his heart was empty, and the castle was built, but the other party did not attack. He slowly got on the bed, and the surroundings were as quiet as the bottom of the sea, and the man's breathing was so quiet that it was almost inaudible.

Qingxiao lay on his back on the bed, thinking about the whole story between him and that man, the unforgettable past, the unpredictable future, what he lost, what he got

This must be the last time, and we must treat him well in the future. He made up his mind and was about to go to bed, but the person next to him, who was as quiet as a plant, suddenly spoke: Qingxiao

He was so shocked that he almost jumped up: Ah?

You today...

Ah, I passed the interview today. Are you happy for me when I go to work next Monday?

The man obviously didn't expect such a reply, and he was stunned and said: Happy

I'm also very happy and I met an old Harvard classmate during this interview. I haven't met for several years. Everyone can work together in the future. It's so... It's so good that everyone has a great time chatting. I even went to his house to play, well, so... So, it's a little late to come back

He finished speaking in one breath, but the other party didn't say anything. He felt a lot of trouble. After a while, he heard a very plain voice saying: I know

You know?

I watched TV and listened to the radio. There were no car accidents or traffic jams today. I think you must have gone somewhere to play.

Qingxiao was stunned and remained silent for a long time, and let out a long breath, and was about to say: Sorry

But the other party had already spoken first: Sorry

Sorry, I know you love the fun. If you make it like this, you are very uncomfortable. You could have lived a good life and had a bright future.

These words were also plain, without any ups and downs, Qingxiao moved his heart and quietly supported his body, but he saw Yu still closed his eyes tightly, without any expression on his face, like a child memorizing the text, serious and clumsy:

People who cannot be independent are terrible, and I also know that I remember you laughing at those spoiled female classmates...

Speaking of this, he choked a little, paused, and then said with difficulty: I know, I don’t deserve your love, I am the kind of person you hate, I really know

He held a corner of the sheet, his nails turned white due to force, and slowly said: But I will work hard one day, one day...

He couldn't say anything anymore, and he grabbed the quilt and looked at the face with filial pity, his delicate eyebrows, his tightly pursed lips... It was the face of Yu, his favorite. In that familiar body, there was a sleeping soul, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand and gently fiddle with Yu's black hair. The slight touch made Yu's whole body tremble, and immediately continued in that stereotyped and monotonous tone: If there was not that day, or if you couldn't wait for that day, well, that is, if you are tired, please don't tell me to write a note in person and stick it on the refrigerator. I will leave quietly, and I will definitely not continue to bother you.

He spoke very seriously, but Qingxiao couldn't help but smile, pinched his nose, and said with a smile: How long have you been memorizing these lines?

Two hours Yu blurted out and opened his eyes in shock, but when he saw Kiyoshi's smiling face, he immediately lowered his head as if he was electrocuted.

Qingxiao sighed and said: Why do you say it with your eyes closed? Isn’t you unable to say such harsh words when you see me?

Judging from the other party's reaction, he guessed and continued to tick the other party's hair in a mess. He slowly said: I don't want to say anything more promises, nor do I want to explain anything more. If you don't believe it, it's useless for me to say a thousand times...

Yu said anxiously: It's not like this, I don't believe you...

Qingxiao smiled bitterly and shook her head and said: Okay, then that's it. Whether it's your belief or not, whether it's love or gratitude, in short, what else do we need to be together now?

Yu stared at him in a daze, and after a long time, he let out a long breath and slowly said: Yes, this is already good

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After a few days, he still couldn't forget the eyes that stared at him. The deep and gentle sorrow in his eyes was like black silk, tightly entangled in his heart.

He shook his head and tried hard to get these chaotic images out of his mind. After all, today is the first day, and he can't give the new boss a bad impression.

Kiyoshi made up his tie and adjusted his calm and confident smile. The man who knocked on the door opened was the male supervisor of glasses. Kiyoshi couldn't recognize him with his bright smile: Ah, Kiyoshi Sanada, welcome! I have said before that with your qualifications, joining our company is a talent, I'm not wrong.

He signaled Qingxiao to sit down, and smiled and handed Qingxiao a piece of information: I'm wondering why you didn't continue to study for a doctorate. It turned out to be a closed disciple of Professor Eisenberg. No wonder the requirements are so high, and you must strive for excellence, right?

Qingxiao was confused by him, but he still trembled when he heard the teacher's name and said: You...you know I am...

Of course, the male glasses squeezed at him and smiled: Well, I hope you don't get used to it. Your resume looks a bit strange, so we checked it and found out that you are a disciple of Professor Eisenberg

Qingxiao calmed down and said: Then have you been to Harvard to check my files?

The male director of glasses said frantically: Yes, the answer was unexpected, Professor Ah Eisenberg said, you are very outstanding...

Qingxiao stood up suddenly and walked out without saying a word and met a tall white-haired old man, who said in a deep voice: Qingxiao, when are you planning to hide from me?

Qingxiao was shocked and was stunned. After a while, he said with difficulty: Professor...

Professor Eisenberg looked at him deeply, then said to the male lead in glasses: I want to talk to him, is that okay?

The male supervisor of glasses smiled and said: Of course, of course, it is OK. Professor Eisenberg is willing to be an honorary consultant of our company, which is the honor of our company...

Eisenberg made a gesture to stop the male supervisor from continuing to slap, and turned around to tell Qing Xiao: Do ​​you want to accompany me out for a walk? Or do you want to chat here?

Instead of walking out of the commercial building, they took the elevator to the top of the building. There was a huge roof garden-style tea restaurant. It was around 9 o'clock in the morning, and the restaurant was empty. It was a good place to talk. They found a seat to sit down. Looking down through the transparent glass curtain wall, you could see the bustling city area, the streets were crisscrossing, and the familiar scene was familiar. But there was a three-year fault in the middle. Qingxiao felt dazed and lost, as if he had walked into memories.

Eisenberg seemed to have the same feeling. After a while, he said: Qingxiao, you have lost a lot of weight...

Qingxiao was stunned. He had imagined countless reunion scenes with his mentor. He had thought about how his mentor would blame him for interrupting his studies and leaving without saying goodbye, or worse. The professor knew that he was involved in the rights of a gangster and even made drugs against his conscience. He would hate him and never recognize him as a disciple again, but he never expected that his selfish and willful self would receive such a kind and kind love like a father.

The man, who was about 1.8 meters tall, had his eyes turned red immediately. If he hadn't held it back immediately, he would have cried on the spot in shame. Professor, you, you are a lot older... He barely said this, and his voice was already a little choked

The old man patted Qingxiao's back of his hand, and a little smile appeared in his gray-blue eyes: Ah, child, do you still speak like you used to say such words to an old man, and he will be angry

It was still his familiar way of comfort. The lake of heart, as silent as a stagnant water, was blown by the breeze. In an instant, ripples appeared in Qingxiao. He felt that all kinds of sadness surged into his heart. He really wanted to hug this elder who was both a teacher and a friend and cried, but he still held back and shouted: Professor! I... I'm sorry for you, three years ago, I secretly dropped out of school without leaving a word... Can you forgive me?

Eisenberg looked at him calmly, his eyes deep like the sea, and said: I am sad for you to do that, my child, I hope you can give me a good explanation

Qingxiao choked for a long time and said stutteringly: I don’t know what to say... I have a good friend who encountered something terrible, and I can’t help but save him...I…

He didn't know what to say, he lowered his head and stirred the coffee in his hand unconsciously

Eisenberg waited patiently for a while and said lightly: Are you a good friend or a lover?

Kiyoko looked up in shock and was facing the other party's wisdom gray-blue eyes: That person's name is Asamiyu, isn't it?

Qingxiao was shocked: He knew! He actually knew!

As if seeing through what he was thinking, the old man nodded slowly: Yes, Albert called me and said he had seen you, but this time I received a background investigation from this company and asked him, he told a lot about you.

The old man's expression has become solemn: However, I want to hear you tell me in person

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Yu struggled to move the organized newspapers and magazines to the bookshelf. Several newspapers slipped down. He held the newspapers in one hand, trying to pick them up with his other hand, but his left hand couldn't use any force. He accidentally fell to the ground and knelt down to clean them up. The big mirror opposite happened to be his busy figure.

Yu's heart moved, staring at himself in the mirror, and his legs and knees were indeed separated Qingxiao's words rang in his ears again: This is the habit that that person left for you, I don't want you to leave this trace of humiliation in the future, so, I hope you change it, He subconsciously hugged his arms, which was a self-defense posture, but in the end he calmed down and looked directly at the figure in the mirror

The man was well-dressed, but his legs would always be separated habitually. Qingxiao spent so much effort to help him learn to stand, but he still knelt down at any time, knowing that Qingxiao didn't like it, and he also knew that this movement was very despicable, but when he paniced, his legs became weak, just like he was itchy and coughed. He couldn't stop him.

Habits are indeed a terrible thing

After wearing the leg splitter for a long time, even if you remove it, your knees will naturally be separated to the width of your shoulders. Of course, this also means that you will gradually forget how to walk upright because you can't stand upright at all.

Those words like curse were gloomy and vicious, slowly swimming from the depths of memory, he couldn't help but clench his fists and crumpled the newspaper in his hand into a ball of waste paper

He lived with self-esteem for more than 20 years, and had even longer days to wait for him to experience. Could it be that he would have to lose his life because of these three short years?

He has not forgotten the knowledge he has learned. He still has a lover waiting for him to recover. Why can't he work harder and make it easier for himself and those who love him deeply?

Qingxiao was already very hard, and he had paid too much for him, so he could no longer let him down

Yu stared at his legs, his heart getting hot and hot little by little

Qingxiao's words make sense. The decay of the body will inevitably affect the spirit of sitting with legs apart, but it is these seemingly innocuous habits that etch his soul bit by bit.

But the development of this habit only took several months

If wearing a leg splitter for a few months can change his lifestyle for more than 20 years, then using the same method can also get rid of it quickly, right? As long as he has enough perseverance and determination

He had decided, and he stopped hesitating, stood up suddenly, found a hemp rope to tie his legs from his knees

Although this will make him unable to move, after a few months, he couldn't correct this habit if he didn't believe it!

At that time, Qingxiao should have smiled, right?

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Although not many, I still send it to me, saying that I am more ok