Chapter 18

Come out from Yue Gu, and hear the beautiful piano sound coming from the next room. It is "Girl's Prayer" by Polish female pianist Badajevska, one of my favorite famous songs

I walked over after the sound, pushed open the door, and saw Ai Mei playing the song intently

Since I woke up, this little beauty moved me the most. It was not the ordinary lustful heart, but similar to Humbert's strong desire for Lolita. It was just that I deliberately suppressed this desire. In addition, countless mature beauties in the family also neutralized this desire.

But when I saw her, I couldn't help but beat violently.

At this moment, I stood at the door, not daring to disturb her. I listened to the beautiful piano sound in my ears and admired Ai Mei's extraordinary silhouette

She was wearing a light dress, not very fashionable clothes now, and the colors were not bright. The white base was decorated with light blue patterns, tightly wrapped around her delicate body, her undeveloped breasts, and her breasts were slightly protruding, which always reminded me of the two charming hills I saw in the city government.

Her beautiful face, with distinctive outlines and exquisite nose, is the most beautiful work of art I have ever seen, straight and small, delicate and delicate; her slender eyebrows are curved and stretched, and her long eyelashes cover her beautiful eyes without any artificiality; her little mouth is gorgeous, her ears are delicate and white, and her face has longed for a long time. Any dirty thoughts are ashamed before her beauty, but we still miss her dirty and long for her

Her slender and slender fingers jumped briskly on the keys, and the wonderful notes were like clear springs in the mountains, flowing to your heart.

Her head followed her music, as if she was thinking; she raised her head again, as if she was praying to God.

There was a slight moistness in her eyes

There is no more suitable for "Girl's Prayer" than this scene

I was immersed in the music. For some reason, in the intoxication, it seemed to be mixed with inexplicable emotions of sadness and joy. The sadness was even stronger, making me unable to help but feel the urge to cry.

But the music suddenly stopped. I looked up and Ai Mei also looked over. I saw her staring at me angrily

Ai Mei, you play so beautifully, I murmured

Ai Mei ignored my praise and just stared at me angrily and asked, "Who told you to come in?"

I... thought it sounds nice, so I came in

What do you know is good and bad? Idiot! Go out!

Ai Mei really doesn't like me, and even hates me. I think she won't give me any face at all

Since I woke up, I was appointed as the head of the Wan family. Everyone in this family is kind to me. Lin Gu just scolded me when I was too much. Sister Wan was angry because I couldn't be loyal to her. Only Ai Mei kept ignoring me. If I wanted to get close to her, she would call me an idiot and tell me to go away in a cold tone.

But I thought that the idiot was indeed eating her mother's breasts, and with the beauty of this sister, I never cared about it, just treated her as a cute little girl

At this moment, I was a little angry and a little aggrieved. The sadness caused by the music also made me a little out of control. I did not allow her to walk away as usual, but stood angrily at the door, staring at her, and seeing what would happen to her next

You won't leave? Then I'll leave

Unexpectedly, she stood up very simply, slammed the lid on, and was about to walk out

Of course, things will be boring if she leaves

So I quickly said, no, Ai Mei, no, I'll leave

I said, quickly exit and gently bring the door to the room

I stood quietly in the corridor, the sunlight passed through the tall glass window, sunbathed on my face, hot and spicy

I looked at the garden in June, with green grass and flowers blooming. Under the tall sycamore trees, the mottled light and shadows swaying with the breeze, changing the beauty of all kinds of postures.

I suddenly felt that I have been paying too much attention to the beauty at home recently and ignored the natural beauty

Yes, the beauty of nature and the beauty of beauty have some artistic characteristics, but the two are very different after all. After all, our appreciation of the beauty of nature always comes with a non-utilitarian purpose of being born. Therefore, beautiful nature can always cultivate our sentiments.

And beauties always make us think about things and make us fall deeper in the world and worldly world

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh deeply

At this moment, Ai Mei's piano sounded softly again. It was Liszt's "Dream of Love". The dreamy music awakened my sleeping spiritual world recently. I think, what is the purpose of pursuing beauty?

Is it just the form of a beauty?

Although the beauty makes people dizzy and intoxicated

But that is just a skinny look after all. Am I really so shallow that I will be lost in a woman's beautiful appearance?

Just the appearance?

No, I believe I won't

I suddenly realized that the beauties I like most, Lin Gu, Wan Sister, and Ai Mei, are not only because they are indeed the most beautiful women in the family, but also because they have qualities that ordinary beauties do not have, a special spiritual temperament.

But at the same time, a voice seemed to be mocking me in a corner of my heart and said, why bother to find one or another reason for your lust?

It’s so boring, so hypocritical!

I don’t know who is right, and I don’t want to think too much. I just listened quietly to Ai Mei’s piano. In her piano sound, there was something moving that lingered in my heart. I think this might be the unique spiritual temperament of a beauties like Ai Mei.

Yes, there is something special about Ai Mei, which makes me moved. Otherwise, Ai Mei is so unbearable to me, I wouldn't have been tolerant. After all, she is just a little girl. As a woman, she is not attractive. There are many beautiful mature women in the family waving to me and showing me closeness. It can be said that they are all close to me, which often makes me feel happy.

But Aimei has always made me feel heartbroken

In the piano sound of Ai Mei, my previous life gradually revived. I know why I felt heartbroken. My first love, my dream lover, is not as beautiful as Ai Mei, but it is a bit similar, especially in temperament, very similar in temperament.

Mine leaves me with endless pain in my first love Ah!

Wan Yao!

My heart suddenly shook and started to beat violently. From her name, as well as her beauty and temperament, my first love should be from this family!

She should be some idiot's aunt, she should still be alive!

I should be able to see her!

My heart couldn't help but jump. Although we are actually people from two worlds, I was still full of excitement and pain when I thought about this.

Ai Mei's music continues, and my heart is shocked again. Schuman's "Fantasy Song"! My tears flow down unknowingly

Why are you standing here alone? I was startled by the sound behind me, wiped away my tears, turned around, and saw Yue Gu standing behind me

Why are you crying? Who bullies you again?

No, my eyes itchy, rub it

I'm also lying, my face is full of tears, is it that you, Ai Mei, bullied you again? Yue Gu looked at the door

No, I just listen to music, I think it sounds nice, and tears come down

Yue Gu looked at me in surprise. Of course, you can hear tears when you listen to music. There are many people in this world, but it is strange that idiots hear music and cry when they hear tears when they hear music.

Although I woke up, in their eyes, I should still be an idiot in music.

Then why don’t you go in and listen? Standing in the sun, your face turned red. Yue Gu held my hand and led me into the room. I struggled to retreat and said, No, Ai Mei doesn’t like me going in.

Then it was Mei Ai who bullied you? Aunt Yue pushed open the door and pulled me in.

Ai Ai, why are you bullying your brother again?

Who bullied him? I just don't want him to make trouble here. Ai Mei curled her lips disdainfully

I'm not making trouble, I'm just listening, I murmured to defend

Idiots listen to me playing the piano, can I still play it? That's not a mess? Ai Mei said contemptuously and disdainfully

Ai Ai, don’t call me an idiot, call me brother, how many times have you told you? Besides, how do you know that my brother doesn’t understand?

Mom, you are just looking at him, as if I wasn't what you gave birth to you! Aimei turned around angrily and ignored us, but added another sentence, "Idiot understand?" Why not play the piano with a cow.

Just now, my brother was listening to you playing the piano outside, and he was crying. When Yue Gu said this, she was still confused and looked at me with a little inquiry.

Ai Mei turned her head in surprise and looked at my face carefully. I lowered my head embarrassedly, but I felt a little surprised, as if Yue Gu was doubting something.

Ai Mei probably saw the tears on my face, and sank a little, and continued, "Who knows why he cried, Ah, is he an idiot."

But there seems to be less meanness just now, and there is a little more curiosity in the voice.

I didn't argue, but just turned around and asked Yue Gu, can I learn piano?

My question surprised both the mother and daughter, and they asked in unison, "You Gu is Yes, you really want it?", You Mei is Yes, you also want it?"

I nodded and looked at the mother and daughter expectantly. Ai Mei curled her lips and said, "Don't expect me to teach you."

If you really want to, Yue Gu will help you find a teacher, but learning piano is very hard. Do you really want to learn? Yue Gu's words seem to have a very complicated emotion.

I nodded and thought to myself that it is really difficult to learn piano. I am in the stage of learning everything. Is it a bit unwise to learn piano immediately?

In addition, Yue Gu also wants to have some special thoughts about me. I am too smart and will I backfire?

But when I saw Ai Mei's curious and expectant eyes, I nodded firmly again

Yue Gu also thought of my question and advised me, Yan'er, you have too many things to learn, don't worry about the piano, can you learn it well when you have time in the future?

No, I shook my head firmly, and turned my head to look at Ai Mei and snorted, turned my head and ignored me, but I could hear from Ai Mei's voice that she admired my decision

Yue Gu said helplessly, you must learn, I will go to the teacher, and then turned to Ai Mei and said, "If you have time, please give me some advice."

I can't imagine how beautiful I think! After a pause, I said, unless I learn something first, it is obvious that the little beauty, because I want to learn piano, it has some improvement for me.

I nodded and didn't say much. I said to Yue Gu, "I want to go back and rest." Yue Gu asked with concern, "Did you have a hot shower just now? Do you want Dr. Zhang to give you some medicine?"

I said no, so I went out and walked into the sun. I felt a little dizzy and leaned against the wall. At this time, I heard Ai Mei say, Mom, were you lying to me just now?

What lie to you?

It's just that you say the idiots cry

He's really burst into tears

Could it be that I listened to my music? I think Ai Mei's words are filled with expectations

I didn't dare to say it either. I heard the girl Yue sigh deeply and said, "Sometimes I really can't figure it out, is it because the idiot woke up, or is it because the idiot turned into another person?"

What's the difference between this? Ah Mei said

Hopefully there is no difference

Yue Gu sighed deeply again

When I heard this, I was surprised. I was happy that I knew that Ai Mei might not really hate me. I was shocked that Yue Gu seemed to be suspicious of me. This was a dangerous signal. She was closest to the idiot and was the easiest to find the leaking bucket inside. I had to be careful, but I was also thinking, what would she do if she really suspected that I was another person?