The next Sunday, I asked someone to send me "The Complete Collection of Haizi Poetry". In addition, the piano was also tuned, so I waited for Ai Mei to play for me.
Xinxin didn't come this weekend. The relationship with Xinxin these days is a bit strange. Both parties feel a little awkward. It's always a bit unnatural to think that both parties have secrets from each other.
Besides, everyone knows this secret, it's very dirty, girls may feel even more uncomfortable
When I hugged her gently in the car, I obviously felt the stiffness of her body and resisted slightly
I feel guilty towards me and dissatisfaction with me
I felt guilty in my heart. I was wearing it in a little bit by the little girl Ai Ai. I seemed to treat Xinxin as an outsider. She must be very sad, but this secret is too amazing. It is not about incest, but about the idiot stepfather. This will make a big joke in the international world.
The characteristic of our government is to be shameless. As long as you are willing to give it a face, it will treat you very well. If you tear it apart, it will be angry and angry. My family will be in danger. Of course, I can't tell a person with such a major matter, of course I can't tell anyone with a surname in the past.
So the little girl and I were a little unnatural, but there was no way to let time slowly resolve it.
While with Ai Ai, he played another Gozi chess and persisted until fifty steps. But the aunt and uncle Li were there, I couldn't ask for my reward. I laughed and made the little girl blush.
The rest of the day I hid in my room and read "The Complete Collection of Haizi Poems". I liked it very much in my previous life and became an idiot and almost forgot him.
It is not surprising that the main spirit of Haizi's poetry is the pain in loneliness, the loneliness in pain
And becoming an idiot, no matter how much trouble I have, it has nothing to do with real pain, and the loneliness brought about by protecting my own secrets is not the same as real loneliness.
When I reread Haizi, I remembered my obsession with Haizi in my previous life, and when I read his poems, I always felt like I was about to cry. This feeling has disappeared in this life.
But I know that my understanding of Haizi in my previous life was enough to surprise Lin Gu, and I could fully understand why Lin Gu suddenly fell in love with Haizi
The idiot mother likes Haizi, which is self-singing. Her inner darkness and pain, the terrible struggle, can be strongly echoed in Haizi's poems.
The night rises from the earth/blocks the bright sky/the desolate land after the harvest/the night rises from within you
After reading such a poem, how can a person who struggles in the dark and longs for light at all times not develop strong recognition?
While agreeing, maybe I also received great comfort.
In getting rid of the darkness of the heart like hell, besides religion, perhaps Haizi also plays a role?
That's why she respects Haizi so much?
Lin Gu used to not like Haizi, maybe because she lacked this pain in her heart. But now, is she feeling such a strong pain in her heart for me that she resonates with Haizi's poems?
I'm a little moved and proud
To be honest, I was never willing to give up Lin Gu
As long as I have the chance, I will try to bring Lin Gu into my arms again, and Haizi is a good opportunity
I turned to my favorite poem, Others saw you in the wheat field / I felt you were warm and beautiful / I stood at the center of your painful questioning / burned by you / I stood on the painful light of the sun / Mysterious questioner Ah / When I stood in front of you in pain / You can't say I have nothing / You can't say I have nothing! /
There were two more sentences after the compilation of the poem, but what I read first did not have the last two sentences. Those were already my work that I memorized and could not accept the extra sentences. I also believe that they were two sentences that Haizi deleted after revising them. They were not deleted on the original manuscript, but on the sent manuscript. Unfortunately, Xichuan was too obsessed with Haizi's manuscript, which went against the author's own wishes.
At night, Yue Gu and Lin Gu heard that there was a piano in my room. They were a little curious and came to see me.
When I saw me, I asked the first sentence, are you still learning piano?
Teacher Yu's place stopped naturally. She was too serious and obsessed with the piano and could not tolerate students who were learning to play. Teacher Tong's sculpture was completed and I didn't need my help. I never thought of becoming a musician. Learning piano was just playing and playing. I felt that my level could be entertained by myself, so we almost stopped piano lessons tacitly while our grandfather passed away.
Ke Yue Gu saw that there was a piano in my room and thought I was still learning
I'll just follow the trend, of course I'll learn Ah
I thought you stopped studying, I haven't paid Teacher Yu for a long time. She is worried about this
I said, I mainly study by myself now, and I don't have to pay Ah
Lin Gu saw the "Complete Collection of Haizi Poems" placed on the coffee table and shouted in surprise, "You have fallen in love with it?"
It's Ah, what's strange?
Of course it is strange. Yue Gu took it over. I heard that Lin Gu likes Haizi, you study immediately without delaying it for a moment. I think it is strange.
Yue Gu's words made Lin Gu feel a little embarrassed, and I said with a smile, "What's wrong with me?" I just want to please Lin Gu Ah, but I still want to eat Lin Gu's breasts. Who told you to be so kind? I promised to breastfeed me directly. Ah--Okay, Yue Gu, don't be jealous, who do you like the most, tell me, I'll go and read immediately."
I gave Lin Gu a hint, and Lin Gu immediately took it over and said, "You are the one who likes "Dream of Red Mansions" the most. Didn't this idiot finish reading it long ago? It seems that she has read some amazing insights?"
What a great opinion! It's just a random guess from a child?--Have you read it recently?
Yue Gu looked at me with some expectations
To be honest, I read it occasionally and it seems that this book is not good for children, but Ai Mei is right, it is just a story about a silly man and a group of silly women
Lin Gu burst into laughter and said, "Ai Ai summarized it best, that's it."
Just talk nonsense if you don't understand
Yue Gu is very dissatisfied with our favorite book in her mind
Ke Lingu deliberately said unyieldingly, "It's better to not understand, what's better to understand?" If you understand, you may become as stupid as the author and shed tears all day long. What's better!
What about your Haizi? Yue Gu fought back, just read that she would commit suicide like Haizi?
I didn't say that I like Haizi so much. I just read and play with Sister Wan.
I don't believe it if I cheat a child like Chi'er. I cheat me? Haha, but I haven't seen Yue Gu Lin's quarrel for a long time, and it feels quite fresh
They turned around to look at me again, and Yue Gu said with some confusion, "What will you read when you read Haizi? You won't read a unique feeling like reading the Red Mansion?"
It is certain to read a unique feeling, but if this feeling is the same as Lin Gu's feelings, then I don't know. Such a thick book will have to be read for a few weeks.
I don't want to discuss Haizi with Yuegu. I'm sure Yuegu already suspects that Lingu and I have some unusual closeness, and I don't want her to see me using Haizi to get close to Lingu again.
After a few weeks, she might have talked, but if we don't mention it, she may not necessarily mention it.
And I can completely sneak into Lin Gu's house, where there are countless beautiful memories of Lin Gu and I. Discussion about Haizi may arouse such memories.
I changed the topic and said, Lin Gu, you play the piano and listen to me. I was prepared for the little beauty. Now the big beauty is here, so I just come first.
Why do I play the beauty you think to you
In the past, grandpa was the patriarch, you can play it to my grandpa; now I am the patriarch, you can play it to me
The little girl applies to quit her family, you can fire me
No resignation is allowed, application for rejection. I went over and hugged Lin Gu's arm, and said deliberately, "If you don't play, don't think about going back today."
We came here, I wanted to listen to you playing the piano, but you caught me!
Lin Gu had no choice but to sit in front of the piano, stroked his fingers casually, and played them gently and slowly. Chopin's "Raindrops", the endless sound of rain, seemed to contain Lin Gu's endless worries.
Ha, it's so good to play. We haven't spoken yet. Ai Mei came in. I was overjoyed and said, "The big beauty has finished playing. Your little beauty will continue to play. My patriarch is really lucky today."
Why, idiot! Ai Mei naturally won't buy it
Do you owe me what you are playing chess today, Ai Mei, want to cheat?
After hearing this, Ai Mei walked to the piano without saying a word, sat down in the position Lin Gu had just given up, opened her fingers and played it. It was a syllable etude, it was very fast, and it was finished in a while. I sighed and said, Ai Mei, I am not a teacher, you don’t have to play homework for me.
I don't care what you want to hear, I can play whatever I like
Yue Gu said in confusion, I remember that Ai Ai won the game chess today, why did she owe you?
I smiled proudly and said, "I admit that her level is higher than me. If I don't go to her, she said that she will definitely beat me within fifty steps. If I go to more than fifty steps, even if I win, haha."
Lin Gu followed up and laughed at me. She won’t feel embarrassed to use this despicable method to beat the girl. She has the shame to say
The purpose is enough to achieve it. As for the means, it is not despicable if both parties agree. - Yue Gu, do you think I am almost a qualified patriarch?
Yue Gu smiled and didn't answer, but the look of looking at me was complicated
After they left, I read "The Complete Collection of Haizi Poems" for a while. At nearly ten o'clock, I went to Sister Wan's place again. When I saw me, Sister Wan was a little surprised and seemed happy. Thank you first and said that she slept well last night.
I said, from today on until she finishes the exam, I will give her massage every day to help her fall asleep peacefully, and then told me, now you should go to wash and sleep
Sister Wan said he obeyed the order, so she got up and went into the bathroom. Listening to the sound of water coming from there, she always felt a little bit imaginative.
Sister Wan came out, I noticed that Sister Wan didn’t wear a bra today, which is a kind of trust in me
Sister Wan lay down, I massaged it hard for nearly half an hour. While Sister Wan was half asleep and half awake, I quietly left, but Sister Wan's beautiful sleepiness has always been in my dream. I wonder, tonight, will the idiot go to the nanny's place?
I hope that no matter whether he goes or not, I will never wake up again
Xinxin didn't come this weekend. The relationship with Xinxin these days is a bit strange. Both parties feel a little awkward. It's always a bit unnatural to think that both parties have secrets from each other.
Besides, everyone knows this secret, it's very dirty, girls may feel even more uncomfortable
When I hugged her gently in the car, I obviously felt the stiffness of her body and resisted slightly
I feel guilty towards me and dissatisfaction with me
I felt guilty in my heart. I was wearing it in a little bit by the little girl Ai Ai. I seemed to treat Xinxin as an outsider. She must be very sad, but this secret is too amazing. It is not about incest, but about the idiot stepfather. This will make a big joke in the international world.
The characteristic of our government is to be shameless. As long as you are willing to give it a face, it will treat you very well. If you tear it apart, it will be angry and angry. My family will be in danger. Of course, I can't tell a person with such a major matter, of course I can't tell anyone with a surname in the past.
So the little girl and I were a little unnatural, but there was no way to let time slowly resolve it.
While with Ai Ai, he played another Gozi chess and persisted until fifty steps. But the aunt and uncle Li were there, I couldn't ask for my reward. I laughed and made the little girl blush.
The rest of the day I hid in my room and read "The Complete Collection of Haizi Poems". I liked it very much in my previous life and became an idiot and almost forgot him.
It is not surprising that the main spirit of Haizi's poetry is the pain in loneliness, the loneliness in pain
And becoming an idiot, no matter how much trouble I have, it has nothing to do with real pain, and the loneliness brought about by protecting my own secrets is not the same as real loneliness.
When I reread Haizi, I remembered my obsession with Haizi in my previous life, and when I read his poems, I always felt like I was about to cry. This feeling has disappeared in this life.
But I know that my understanding of Haizi in my previous life was enough to surprise Lin Gu, and I could fully understand why Lin Gu suddenly fell in love with Haizi
The idiot mother likes Haizi, which is self-singing. Her inner darkness and pain, the terrible struggle, can be strongly echoed in Haizi's poems.
The night rises from the earth/blocks the bright sky/the desolate land after the harvest/the night rises from within you
After reading such a poem, how can a person who struggles in the dark and longs for light at all times not develop strong recognition?
While agreeing, maybe I also received great comfort.
In getting rid of the darkness of the heart like hell, besides religion, perhaps Haizi also plays a role?
That's why she respects Haizi so much?
Lin Gu used to not like Haizi, maybe because she lacked this pain in her heart. But now, is she feeling such a strong pain in her heart for me that she resonates with Haizi's poems?
I'm a little moved and proud
To be honest, I was never willing to give up Lin Gu
As long as I have the chance, I will try to bring Lin Gu into my arms again, and Haizi is a good opportunity
I turned to my favorite poem, Others saw you in the wheat field / I felt you were warm and beautiful / I stood at the center of your painful questioning / burned by you / I stood on the painful light of the sun / Mysterious questioner Ah / When I stood in front of you in pain / You can't say I have nothing / You can't say I have nothing! /
There were two more sentences after the compilation of the poem, but what I read first did not have the last two sentences. Those were already my work that I memorized and could not accept the extra sentences. I also believe that they were two sentences that Haizi deleted after revising them. They were not deleted on the original manuscript, but on the sent manuscript. Unfortunately, Xichuan was too obsessed with Haizi's manuscript, which went against the author's own wishes.
At night, Yue Gu and Lin Gu heard that there was a piano in my room. They were a little curious and came to see me.
When I saw me, I asked the first sentence, are you still learning piano?
Teacher Yu's place stopped naturally. She was too serious and obsessed with the piano and could not tolerate students who were learning to play. Teacher Tong's sculpture was completed and I didn't need my help. I never thought of becoming a musician. Learning piano was just playing and playing. I felt that my level could be entertained by myself, so we almost stopped piano lessons tacitly while our grandfather passed away.
Ke Yue Gu saw that there was a piano in my room and thought I was still learning
I'll just follow the trend, of course I'll learn Ah
I thought you stopped studying, I haven't paid Teacher Yu for a long time. She is worried about this
I said, I mainly study by myself now, and I don't have to pay Ah
Lin Gu saw the "Complete Collection of Haizi Poems" placed on the coffee table and shouted in surprise, "You have fallen in love with it?"
It's Ah, what's strange?
Of course it is strange. Yue Gu took it over. I heard that Lin Gu likes Haizi, you study immediately without delaying it for a moment. I think it is strange.
Yue Gu's words made Lin Gu feel a little embarrassed, and I said with a smile, "What's wrong with me?" I just want to please Lin Gu Ah, but I still want to eat Lin Gu's breasts. Who told you to be so kind? I promised to breastfeed me directly. Ah--Okay, Yue Gu, don't be jealous, who do you like the most, tell me, I'll go and read immediately."
I gave Lin Gu a hint, and Lin Gu immediately took it over and said, "You are the one who likes "Dream of Red Mansions" the most. Didn't this idiot finish reading it long ago? It seems that she has read some amazing insights?"
What a great opinion! It's just a random guess from a child?--Have you read it recently?
Yue Gu looked at me with some expectations
To be honest, I read it occasionally and it seems that this book is not good for children, but Ai Mei is right, it is just a story about a silly man and a group of silly women
Lin Gu burst into laughter and said, "Ai Ai summarized it best, that's it."
Just talk nonsense if you don't understand
Yue Gu is very dissatisfied with our favorite book in her mind
Ke Lingu deliberately said unyieldingly, "It's better to not understand, what's better to understand?" If you understand, you may become as stupid as the author and shed tears all day long. What's better!
What about your Haizi? Yue Gu fought back, just read that she would commit suicide like Haizi?
I didn't say that I like Haizi so much. I just read and play with Sister Wan.
I don't believe it if I cheat a child like Chi'er. I cheat me? Haha, but I haven't seen Yue Gu Lin's quarrel for a long time, and it feels quite fresh
They turned around to look at me again, and Yue Gu said with some confusion, "What will you read when you read Haizi? You won't read a unique feeling like reading the Red Mansion?"
It is certain to read a unique feeling, but if this feeling is the same as Lin Gu's feelings, then I don't know. Such a thick book will have to be read for a few weeks.
I don't want to discuss Haizi with Yuegu. I'm sure Yuegu already suspects that Lingu and I have some unusual closeness, and I don't want her to see me using Haizi to get close to Lingu again.
After a few weeks, she might have talked, but if we don't mention it, she may not necessarily mention it.
And I can completely sneak into Lin Gu's house, where there are countless beautiful memories of Lin Gu and I. Discussion about Haizi may arouse such memories.
I changed the topic and said, Lin Gu, you play the piano and listen to me. I was prepared for the little beauty. Now the big beauty is here, so I just come first.
Why do I play the beauty you think to you
In the past, grandpa was the patriarch, you can play it to my grandpa; now I am the patriarch, you can play it to me
The little girl applies to quit her family, you can fire me
No resignation is allowed, application for rejection. I went over and hugged Lin Gu's arm, and said deliberately, "If you don't play, don't think about going back today."
We came here, I wanted to listen to you playing the piano, but you caught me!
Lin Gu had no choice but to sit in front of the piano, stroked his fingers casually, and played them gently and slowly. Chopin's "Raindrops", the endless sound of rain, seemed to contain Lin Gu's endless worries.
Ha, it's so good to play. We haven't spoken yet. Ai Mei came in. I was overjoyed and said, "The big beauty has finished playing. Your little beauty will continue to play. My patriarch is really lucky today."
Why, idiot! Ai Mei naturally won't buy it
Do you owe me what you are playing chess today, Ai Mei, want to cheat?
After hearing this, Ai Mei walked to the piano without saying a word, sat down in the position Lin Gu had just given up, opened her fingers and played it. It was a syllable etude, it was very fast, and it was finished in a while. I sighed and said, Ai Mei, I am not a teacher, you don’t have to play homework for me.
I don't care what you want to hear, I can play whatever I like
Yue Gu said in confusion, I remember that Ai Ai won the game chess today, why did she owe you?
I smiled proudly and said, "I admit that her level is higher than me. If I don't go to her, she said that she will definitely beat me within fifty steps. If I go to more than fifty steps, even if I win, haha."
Lin Gu followed up and laughed at me. She won’t feel embarrassed to use this despicable method to beat the girl. She has the shame to say
The purpose is enough to achieve it. As for the means, it is not despicable if both parties agree. - Yue Gu, do you think I am almost a qualified patriarch?
Yue Gu smiled and didn't answer, but the look of looking at me was complicated
After they left, I read "The Complete Collection of Haizi Poems" for a while. At nearly ten o'clock, I went to Sister Wan's place again. When I saw me, Sister Wan was a little surprised and seemed happy. Thank you first and said that she slept well last night.
I said, from today on until she finishes the exam, I will give her massage every day to help her fall asleep peacefully, and then told me, now you should go to wash and sleep
Sister Wan said he obeyed the order, so she got up and went into the bathroom. Listening to the sound of water coming from there, she always felt a little bit imaginative.
Sister Wan came out, I noticed that Sister Wan didn’t wear a bra today, which is a kind of trust in me
Sister Wan lay down, I massaged it hard for nearly half an hour. While Sister Wan was half asleep and half awake, I quietly left, but Sister Wan's beautiful sleepiness has always been in my dream. I wonder, tonight, will the idiot go to the nanny's place?
I hope that no matter whether he goes or not, I will never wake up again
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