I stood at the door of Ai Mei's room and hesitated for a moment. I was afraid that Ai Mei would not give her face. It would be fine to call me an idiot in front of Xinxin. If I still told me to get out, just like in the piano room that day, it would be too embarrassing and affect my image in Xinxin's heart. When I came back from Sister Cute's house, I felt that I should act like an adult, even though I like Ai Mei and I were joking with me.
When Yue Gu saw me standing at the door hesitating, she encouraged her, "Go in, are they playing Gozi chess?"
I knocked on the door a few times and pushed it in. Actually, I already believe that although Ai Mei still called me an idiot, she probably won't really be in trouble with me. After all, we have been getting along well for more than two months, and we can almost be said to be childhood sweethearts.
When I went in, I saw two little beauties concentrating on playing chess. When I saw me in, no one paid attention to me when I saw me.
I sat next to me and looked at the chess game carefully. I had already played more than half of the chess game on the chess board. It was not easy to make so many steps in Goji, although they were not using the 19-frame Go board, but the 13-frame Goji board.
I think this chess seems to have reached a deadlock, there is no room for development on the edges and corners, and it may be a rare game of chess
I lost interest in the chess game and instead admired Xinxin. After not seeing each other for two weeks, the little girl seemed to be getting more and more beautiful. Perhaps because her family was harmonious, the fear gradually faded, and there was a faint smile on her face. When thinking about the chess game, she frowned unconsciously and whispered, as if the glow of the clouds suddenly appeared, which was particularly beautiful.
The cheeks are like flowers, and the dimples are faint, which reminds people of a weeping willow that gently taps in the spring pond, with a bright red mouth and slightly open
Suddenly, her beautiful eyelashes trembled, and her cheeks seemed to turn pink, making them even more beautiful and charming.
I suddenly felt a pain in my heart. It was a familiar pain. The pain I often felt in my previous life suddenly hit my heart again. Before I could figure out why, I heard Ai Mei scream, it was all you are bad, idiot, who told you to come in and make trouble?
I looked at Ai Mei in surprise, and a trace of anger really appeared on her beautiful little face. She glared at me angrily, as if she wanted to scold me, but for some reason she didn't say anything
But I didn't have the heart to figure out Ai Mei's thoughts, because the pain in my heart did not relieve
Yue Gu walked in and said a little angrily, Ai Ai, why did Mom tell you? You can’t talk to your brother like this!
But when we play chess, he makes trouble. Ah Mei said unconvincedly
I didn't make trouble. I murmured and argued. The pain in my heart was still there. I was a little confused. Why did I suddenly feel a strong heartache?
You haven't made trouble yet?
Ai Mei pointed at me and said, "We played well. I saw that this game of chess is about to play, but you come in and don't watch the chess well, but stared at someone's face. Xinxin didn't have the heart to play chess. She couldn't tell such a simple chess and lost."
Only then did I understand why Ai Mei was angry. I knew what Ai Mei said was right. I wanted to joke that I will help you win the chess. You should thank me.
But my heart still hurts, and I don't feel like joking. I whisper, I'm sorry
I don’t know whether it was to say to Ai Mei or Xinxin. After that, I walked out of the room. I heard that Yue Gu seemed to be still blaming Ai Mei, but I was not in the mood to listen, nor did I say hello to Lin Gu, and walked out of the door and went back to my room.
Back in the room, I felt my heart still hurt. I began to calm myself down and think about why I felt heartache.
Today, Sister Cute and I were romanced twice, and saw my favorite little beauty coming to my house again, giving me the opportunity to get close to her. I should be very happy to Ah, why would I suddenly feel heartache? And it will not last long?
I was lying on the bed, and the nanny came in and asked me where to eat. I told them to bring some snacks. I didn't want to see anyone, I just wanted to clean up myself well.
In fact, in the moment of heartache, I already knew the reason, because I am very familiar with this heartache, and it is a feeling I had in my previous life.
But since I came to Wanfu, I seemed to feel that I would never feel this kind of similar feeling again, so I didn't react for a while.
Unexpectedly, just today, just today, I was very happy to be in love with Sister Cute, this kind of heartache actually emerged from the bottom of my heart again, and it seemed very strong, even stronger than the feeling in my previous life.
I have always been a lustful person, but I have high requirements for women. In life, I rarely meet women who really make me appreciate. I occasionally meet women with beautiful appearance and excellent temperament. My first feeling is heartache, because I understand how far away that kind of real beauty is from me. I will never have a chance in my life. Even if I have a few words to talk to the beauty I really appreciate, let alone get close to each other. So when I see such a beauty, my inner feeling must be heartache.
But since I came to Wanfu, when I looked around through the eyes of an idiot for the first time, I found that there were all beauties that once made me heartbroken. These beauties were obviously centered on me. Needless to say, the intoxication in my heart was, I thought that from now on, I would never feel heartbroken because of seeing a beauties.
However, just now, at that moment, the familiar feeling of heartache actually appeared again, and it was stronger than ever before!
Why? I asked myself
For Xinxin and Aimei, I know the answer
Ai Mei, after all, is my cousin, and she is too close to blood relationship, which gives us a natural psychological defense. Although I like her so much, I even secretly hope to have something with her one day, if I can't, I will take it for granted and will not be sad.
But Xinxin is different. I only now know that when Xinxin came to Wanfu, when I saw Xinxin as an idiot, when I saw her charming, thinking about the sin she had suffered, a strong pity love had quietly taken root, and, more or less, she became a substitute for Aimei, which made me feel in Aimei get some kind of compensation for the regrets I felt here.
Of course, more importantly, deep in my heart, there is always a love-breaking complex lurking. The spiritual trauma caused by Wan Yao's departure from me actually penetrates into every corner of my soul. If this trauma is not compensated, my life will never be harmonious, and I will never be truly happy. And I do desire the happiness I once saw at that time. Frankly speaking, compared with this happiness, the pleasure of sexuality, no matter what kind of beauty, is really just a witch.
Deep in my heart, maybe I already felt that the only one who can make up for the harm caused by Wan Yao back then was Xinxin, and only Xinxin would make me feel love without any impurities, just like I loved Wan Yao back then; only Xinxin would have completely innocent feelings for me like Wan Yao back then.
However, when I came back from Sister Cute with satisfaction, I was still savoring the strong pleasure brought to me by Sister Cute. But when I faced Xinxin, I suddenly realized that Xinxin was far away from me. Even if I still love Xinxin, this kind of love will no longer be the same as the love I used to be back then; Xinxin will no longer accept me, the love and happiness I dreamed of have left me forever
This is the real reason why I suddenly feel severe pain in my heart!
Suddenly, the door opened, and before I could even ask angrily, I saw Lin Gu walk in
When I got up, Lin Gu asked me with concern and joking, are you angry with Ai Mei? Or is it hurt by Ai Mei?
I said embarrassedly, there is no, I just suddenly feel a little uncomfortable
Why is it uncomfortable? This time I am purely caring
Nothing, Lin Gu, don't worry, I'm just a little dizzy
How could it be?
Lin Gu was still worried and asked me to sit on the sofa and watch me with concern. Could it be because I ate something at Sister Cute's house? Or did I do something?
I think Lin Gu still suspects that I have had sex with Sister Cute, but I guess that as a woman from Wanjia, she must be very open to the issue of women. Her worries are actually the same as Sister Cute. She is afraid that I will be out of control from now on, and overdoing my work will hurt my health.
So, should I just tell her?
Just as I was hesitating, Lin Gu suddenly realized and said, I understand, it must be CuteCute, the girl who drove a fast train. You are not used to it, so I was so dizzy that CuteCute drove very fast? Tomorrow I will scold her! She actually dares to take risks with your life!
I smiled secretly, maybe with a little bitter smile. If Lin Gu continued to ask there, I was ready to explain, but she turned herself, so she had to talk about it later. The key is that I have not completely come out of my heartache just now, so I have no interest in discussing this matter.
I comforted Lin Gu's concern, and said comfortably, Lin Gu, don't blame Sister Cute, she drove the express train when she went there, I had already passed, and I was not afraid at that time.
Really? Do I know that CuteCute is crazy when driving the express train. I heard that Ding Rui was scared and vomited once
I joked, Who am I? How can Ding Rui compare
After a pause, he comforted Lin Gu and said, Lin Gu, you don’t have to worry too much about me. As a man from the Wan family, life and death are probably the result of heaven but not others.
Lin Gu looked at me in a daze, after a while, sighed and said, "It's Ah, we should get used to you as the head of the Wan family, but you, Yue Gu, are always a little unwilling to accept it--you were our sweethearts not long ago, even though you were an idiot."
I murmured, no matter how it changes, I am still willing to be Lin Gu's sweetheart
Lin Gu hugged me with almost no hesitation, hugged me in front of her chest, making my face close to her Fenglong and warm breasts.
I remembered my experience last time and was a little hesitant to unbutton her clothes. Last time, Lin Gu unbuttoned it himself, but this time Lin Gu did not do it
I leaned on it, Lin Gu's plump fragrance moved me, and I also felt the thoughts of Bibi Lin Gu and Cute Sister. I couldn't help but reach out and touched Lin Gu's shirt. Lin Gu had no intention of refusing. I pushed Lin Gu's bra up and gently touched Lin Gu's plump breasts. I knew that I was playing with Lin Gu's breasts, but Lin Gu didn't seem to blame him.
It seems that Lin Gu is indeed more open than Yue Gu
Strangely, as I touched Lin Gu's breasts, the pain in my heart gradually dissipated. I thought to myself, maybe I finally understood that I could not resist such beautiful temptation. After all, I am not a 14 or 15-year-old boy. I have no choice, I have to go on.
Walk along this beautiful and happy but perhaps unhappy road
When Yue Gu saw me standing at the door hesitating, she encouraged her, "Go in, are they playing Gozi chess?"
I knocked on the door a few times and pushed it in. Actually, I already believe that although Ai Mei still called me an idiot, she probably won't really be in trouble with me. After all, we have been getting along well for more than two months, and we can almost be said to be childhood sweethearts.
When I went in, I saw two little beauties concentrating on playing chess. When I saw me in, no one paid attention to me when I saw me.
I sat next to me and looked at the chess game carefully. I had already played more than half of the chess game on the chess board. It was not easy to make so many steps in Goji, although they were not using the 19-frame Go board, but the 13-frame Goji board.
I think this chess seems to have reached a deadlock, there is no room for development on the edges and corners, and it may be a rare game of chess
I lost interest in the chess game and instead admired Xinxin. After not seeing each other for two weeks, the little girl seemed to be getting more and more beautiful. Perhaps because her family was harmonious, the fear gradually faded, and there was a faint smile on her face. When thinking about the chess game, she frowned unconsciously and whispered, as if the glow of the clouds suddenly appeared, which was particularly beautiful.
The cheeks are like flowers, and the dimples are faint, which reminds people of a weeping willow that gently taps in the spring pond, with a bright red mouth and slightly open
Suddenly, her beautiful eyelashes trembled, and her cheeks seemed to turn pink, making them even more beautiful and charming.
I suddenly felt a pain in my heart. It was a familiar pain. The pain I often felt in my previous life suddenly hit my heart again. Before I could figure out why, I heard Ai Mei scream, it was all you are bad, idiot, who told you to come in and make trouble?
I looked at Ai Mei in surprise, and a trace of anger really appeared on her beautiful little face. She glared at me angrily, as if she wanted to scold me, but for some reason she didn't say anything
But I didn't have the heart to figure out Ai Mei's thoughts, because the pain in my heart did not relieve
Yue Gu walked in and said a little angrily, Ai Ai, why did Mom tell you? You can’t talk to your brother like this!
But when we play chess, he makes trouble. Ah Mei said unconvincedly
I didn't make trouble. I murmured and argued. The pain in my heart was still there. I was a little confused. Why did I suddenly feel a strong heartache?
You haven't made trouble yet?
Ai Mei pointed at me and said, "We played well. I saw that this game of chess is about to play, but you come in and don't watch the chess well, but stared at someone's face. Xinxin didn't have the heart to play chess. She couldn't tell such a simple chess and lost."
Only then did I understand why Ai Mei was angry. I knew what Ai Mei said was right. I wanted to joke that I will help you win the chess. You should thank me.
But my heart still hurts, and I don't feel like joking. I whisper, I'm sorry
I don’t know whether it was to say to Ai Mei or Xinxin. After that, I walked out of the room. I heard that Yue Gu seemed to be still blaming Ai Mei, but I was not in the mood to listen, nor did I say hello to Lin Gu, and walked out of the door and went back to my room.
Back in the room, I felt my heart still hurt. I began to calm myself down and think about why I felt heartache.
Today, Sister Cute and I were romanced twice, and saw my favorite little beauty coming to my house again, giving me the opportunity to get close to her. I should be very happy to Ah, why would I suddenly feel heartache? And it will not last long?
I was lying on the bed, and the nanny came in and asked me where to eat. I told them to bring some snacks. I didn't want to see anyone, I just wanted to clean up myself well.
In fact, in the moment of heartache, I already knew the reason, because I am very familiar with this heartache, and it is a feeling I had in my previous life.
But since I came to Wanfu, I seemed to feel that I would never feel this kind of similar feeling again, so I didn't react for a while.
Unexpectedly, just today, just today, I was very happy to be in love with Sister Cute, this kind of heartache actually emerged from the bottom of my heart again, and it seemed very strong, even stronger than the feeling in my previous life.
I have always been a lustful person, but I have high requirements for women. In life, I rarely meet women who really make me appreciate. I occasionally meet women with beautiful appearance and excellent temperament. My first feeling is heartache, because I understand how far away that kind of real beauty is from me. I will never have a chance in my life. Even if I have a few words to talk to the beauty I really appreciate, let alone get close to each other. So when I see such a beauty, my inner feeling must be heartache.
But since I came to Wanfu, when I looked around through the eyes of an idiot for the first time, I found that there were all beauties that once made me heartbroken. These beauties were obviously centered on me. Needless to say, the intoxication in my heart was, I thought that from now on, I would never feel heartbroken because of seeing a beauties.
However, just now, at that moment, the familiar feeling of heartache actually appeared again, and it was stronger than ever before!
Why? I asked myself
For Xinxin and Aimei, I know the answer
Ai Mei, after all, is my cousin, and she is too close to blood relationship, which gives us a natural psychological defense. Although I like her so much, I even secretly hope to have something with her one day, if I can't, I will take it for granted and will not be sad.
But Xinxin is different. I only now know that when Xinxin came to Wanfu, when I saw Xinxin as an idiot, when I saw her charming, thinking about the sin she had suffered, a strong pity love had quietly taken root, and, more or less, she became a substitute for Aimei, which made me feel in Aimei get some kind of compensation for the regrets I felt here.
Of course, more importantly, deep in my heart, there is always a love-breaking complex lurking. The spiritual trauma caused by Wan Yao's departure from me actually penetrates into every corner of my soul. If this trauma is not compensated, my life will never be harmonious, and I will never be truly happy. And I do desire the happiness I once saw at that time. Frankly speaking, compared with this happiness, the pleasure of sexuality, no matter what kind of beauty, is really just a witch.
Deep in my heart, maybe I already felt that the only one who can make up for the harm caused by Wan Yao back then was Xinxin, and only Xinxin would make me feel love without any impurities, just like I loved Wan Yao back then; only Xinxin would have completely innocent feelings for me like Wan Yao back then.
However, when I came back from Sister Cute with satisfaction, I was still savoring the strong pleasure brought to me by Sister Cute. But when I faced Xinxin, I suddenly realized that Xinxin was far away from me. Even if I still love Xinxin, this kind of love will no longer be the same as the love I used to be back then; Xinxin will no longer accept me, the love and happiness I dreamed of have left me forever
This is the real reason why I suddenly feel severe pain in my heart!
Suddenly, the door opened, and before I could even ask angrily, I saw Lin Gu walk in
When I got up, Lin Gu asked me with concern and joking, are you angry with Ai Mei? Or is it hurt by Ai Mei?
I said embarrassedly, there is no, I just suddenly feel a little uncomfortable
Why is it uncomfortable? This time I am purely caring
Nothing, Lin Gu, don't worry, I'm just a little dizzy
How could it be?
Lin Gu was still worried and asked me to sit on the sofa and watch me with concern. Could it be because I ate something at Sister Cute's house? Or did I do something?
I think Lin Gu still suspects that I have had sex with Sister Cute, but I guess that as a woman from Wanjia, she must be very open to the issue of women. Her worries are actually the same as Sister Cute. She is afraid that I will be out of control from now on, and overdoing my work will hurt my health.
So, should I just tell her?
Just as I was hesitating, Lin Gu suddenly realized and said, I understand, it must be CuteCute, the girl who drove a fast train. You are not used to it, so I was so dizzy that CuteCute drove very fast? Tomorrow I will scold her! She actually dares to take risks with your life!
I smiled secretly, maybe with a little bitter smile. If Lin Gu continued to ask there, I was ready to explain, but she turned herself, so she had to talk about it later. The key is that I have not completely come out of my heartache just now, so I have no interest in discussing this matter.
I comforted Lin Gu's concern, and said comfortably, Lin Gu, don't blame Sister Cute, she drove the express train when she went there, I had already passed, and I was not afraid at that time.
Really? Do I know that CuteCute is crazy when driving the express train. I heard that Ding Rui was scared and vomited once
I joked, Who am I? How can Ding Rui compare
After a pause, he comforted Lin Gu and said, Lin Gu, you don’t have to worry too much about me. As a man from the Wan family, life and death are probably the result of heaven but not others.
Lin Gu looked at me in a daze, after a while, sighed and said, "It's Ah, we should get used to you as the head of the Wan family, but you, Yue Gu, are always a little unwilling to accept it--you were our sweethearts not long ago, even though you were an idiot."
I murmured, no matter how it changes, I am still willing to be Lin Gu's sweetheart
Lin Gu hugged me with almost no hesitation, hugged me in front of her chest, making my face close to her Fenglong and warm breasts.
I remembered my experience last time and was a little hesitant to unbutton her clothes. Last time, Lin Gu unbuttoned it himself, but this time Lin Gu did not do it
I leaned on it, Lin Gu's plump fragrance moved me, and I also felt the thoughts of Bibi Lin Gu and Cute Sister. I couldn't help but reach out and touched Lin Gu's shirt. Lin Gu had no intention of refusing. I pushed Lin Gu's bra up and gently touched Lin Gu's plump breasts. I knew that I was playing with Lin Gu's breasts, but Lin Gu didn't seem to blame him.
It seems that Lin Gu is indeed more open than Yue Gu
Strangely, as I touched Lin Gu's breasts, the pain in my heart gradually dissipated. I thought to myself, maybe I finally understood that I could not resist such beautiful temptation. After all, I am not a 14 or 15-year-old boy. I have no choice, I have to go on.
Walk along this beautiful and happy but perhaps unhappy road
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