In this way, between day and night, my ideological struggle became more and more intense day by day. My sentimental personality made me unable to face her. I could only think of her when I didn’t have her, but when I really face her, I did things that hurt her and said those ruthless words to hurt her.
After a long time, I decided to go to Ning Ling. I can't stand the days without her.
I went to Ning Ling early that evening. I called her first and said I came to find her. She didn't have a good voice on the phone and said to me: Come on, come here.
I didn't care about her cold words. I think I'm still a man with no ambition. Maybe I can endure her being so ruthless as I love her?
When I knocked on Ning Ling's door, I was still hesitating. I didn't know what to say to her. Maybe I didn't need to say anything. I just needed to express it with my body and just had sex. I didn't have sex for more than a week, and I was really sore.
Looking for the door to open, Ning Ling's familiar body was in front of me. I hugged her. Ning Ling's reaction didn't seem to be enthusiastic. I kissed her and said: Do you miss me?
Ning Ling said: Don't want to
At this time, I was taking off her top. She said: Every time I come, I only have this thing, and I also say I love me. Is this how you love me?
I ignored her words, then entered her body, and asked her while moving: Why don’t you miss me?
Now that I think of this scene, I still sweat a lot. How shameless I am. Maybe this is really not love, it is just a young body impulse, but I can't tell what the difference between love and sex is. Often I treat sexual desire as love, but when I look for love, I encounter sexual desire when I encounter sexual desire when I look for love
Maybe this is just a different understanding of love between men and women. I can't understand the inner heart of a woman, just like women can't understand why men have to go to bed as soon as they come. Sometimes I joked to Ning Ling, no wonder the old society had to find three villas and four concubines. If this is not available, you can use that Ah
Ning Ling said: I don’t like you thinking about these things all day long
Sometimes I don't understand whether Ning Ling pretends to be innocent with me, or is she really thinking that way. If she is really as pure as she confessed, she wouldn't have an abortion. Of course, these words are just thought in my heart. There is no need to say them, as it would be too hurtful to say them.
Why did I go to Ai Ningling so much?
Sometimes I don’t understand whether I love her or her body, I can’t tell you clearly. Maybe sex and love are not clear.
After returning from Ning Ling, I felt that the relationship between me and Ning Ling had returned to my previous state again
The development of things was so unexpected. I thought Sister Li had finished with me like this and she would never contact me again, but on the first day I just found a new job and went to work, I just came back to the full dormitory that night and received a strange call. When I heard it was Sister Li's voice
Xiao Fan Ah, is that okay?
Sister Li, it’s you, why haven’t you contacted me for so long?
Something happened recently, are you free?
I thought about it and found that I had nothing to do at night. Recently, my relationship with Ning Ling has become lukewarm. Now Sister Li has appeared again. I can also ask if it is possible to get my salary. Now I can't live without money.
Ah
You can wait for me at the subway entrance of Chigang, I'll come and pick you up right away
OK, is it the place we met before?
Yes, it takes me about thirty minutes
Fortunately, that place is not far from where I live, and I can get there by walking. I washed my face first and stood in the house a little at a loss. Oh, I don’t know what it would be like to see Sister Li today.
Thinking of Sister Li's body, my body reacted. Sister Li and I haven't seen each other for about a month.
Thinking of the new company I came to recently, it is a cosmetics company. My job is to plan the plan. It sounds very pleasant. In fact, it is just writing some advertising articles, and sometimes I also deal with the media. Fortunately, writing things is not a difficult task for me. What the boss wants is this kind of eight-legged essay. I write things faster. The boss has been in the work for a few days and I am quite satisfied.
I started walking towards the agreed location. If I went too late, I was afraid that Sister Li would wait.
Walking on the road, I saw those busy people, people were just for a meal. Forget it, it was nothing. Even if I were with Sister Li, it was not a big deal.
I stood there, cars coming and going on the road, there were so many people, so many cars, I looked at the passing cars, I thought, Sister Li's car would not know when, but not long after, Sister Li came, she stopped the car, then I opened the car door, went in and sat in the seat
I said: Sister Li, what happened to Mr. Zeng? What happened?
Sister Li said: Actually, you may have heard that Mr. Zeng is not in Guangzhou now, and he has gone somewhere else. If something happens, he will leave temporarily.
Since Sister Li doesn't want to say it clearly, it's not convenient for me to ask any more, but I'm still thinking about my salary. Sure enough, Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, I'll give you your salary later, so don't ask so much.
I said: No hurry
I think Sister Li and I have reached this point. Even if Mr. Zeng doesn't pay me a salary, he will just treat me as a prostitute. If Mr. Zeng knew, he would definitely rather give me money than I would prostitute her wife. When I think of this, I was still a little happy. I let the boss cuckold. Haha, who can do this except me? It's so great to feel relieved when I think about it.
Mr. Zeng often got angry when he was in the company. This guy is an arbitrary person and he doesn't listen to other people's opinions at all. It seems that he is the smartest in the world, but when he makes a mistake, he pushes all the responsibilities to the people below, and sometimes scolds the employees.
Are you working? Everyone is a working person. For a little pitiful salary, everyone recognizes it and says nothing. Everyone would rather do less than make mistakes. As long as Zeng Zhong doesn't scold him, it's fine.
Now that I have joined Mr. Zeng’s wife, I have avenged my colleagues and have a sigh of anger. Thinking of this, if my colleagues know this, I’m probably the hero in their minds.
Haha, it's so fun
Xiao Fan, why are you laughing at?
Maybe there was a smile on my face. Sister Li asked when she saw it. I took my thoughts back from those messy thoughts.
Oh, I didn't laugh at anything. I haven't seen Sister Li for so long. I think we can be together again after a while.
While saying this, I put my hand on Sister Li's thighs. Sister Li's favorite thing to wear is a miniskirt, and today is no exception. This way I can easily touch the root of Sister Li's thighs
Sister Li's legs have a plump and sexy feeling, and she feels impulsive when she sees them, let alone now I'm stroking them
Sister Li didn't refuse me, but she was still driving intently. I stroked her for a while, and Sister Li might be a little unbearable.
Xiao Fan, wait a while, I still have to drive now
As she said that, she took my hand away and I said: Where are we going?
Go to my house
Is there no one in your house?
I am the only one who is not alone. The child was sent to his grandma's house. Lao Zeng will not come back in the past few months.
That's great, I've never been to your house
Mr. Zeng, Mr. Zeng, I am on the way to your house now, and I will have to fuck your wife in your bed later. I think about it, how can it be so cool?
Sister Li’s house is indeed beautiful. Now there is only one living in such a big house, and the child is not at home. No wonder Sister Li wants to call me
I was wondering, when will I be able to buy such a house be worthwhile, and when I think of the so-called ideals in the past, now I just want one house. What is life? Is life a reality process like this?
I said: Sister Li, your house is really good
Xiao Fan, you will have it in the future, don't envy me
With such a house, what else can I ask for in my life
It’s not that no one loves you, the so-called poor are all the money left, which is what we are like Ah
I used to think that love was filled with rich people. Now Sister Li is such an example in front of me. But is the so-called love really love?
Maybe it's a physical need, diet, men and women, and when you eat, you will think of things about men and women. Sister Li is also a woman of desire.
Sister Li in bed shows that she is strong
Sister Li said: Xiaofan, wait a moment, let’s eat together when I cook. Today, you will have the rice I cooked in person.
Sister Li, that's really great. I didn't expect that I would have such a blessing. Not only can I eat your people, but I can also eat the rice you cooked
People have asked you to eat, can't you cook for you?
I was also a little excited because there was only Sister Li in the room. Since we were always not at home, we could have a meal with confidence and boldness. Of course, there were programs after the meal.
Sister Li said that Mr. Zeng may not be in Guangzhou yet, so he went out to hide for some things.
Mr. Zeng probably wouldn't have thought that at this moment I would be with his wife and still be at his home...
Sister Li was busy in the kitchen. I was sitting in the living room watching TV. I was a little absent-minded because I always thought about sexual matters for a while, and then I thought of Ning Ling, because I had decided to live with Ning Ling well, but now I am with Sister Li. This is clearly like a shameless act. Although I think I am not noble, I still have a little psychological burden when doing these things, including when I write these words now, I am still hesitating. Do I need to record these things that have been in a long time so realistically?
Sister Li quickly prepared the meal and took it to the living room. I tried to go over and help serve the dishes, but Sister Li asked me to sit there
I was still a little moved when I saw Sister Li busy. After spending a long time with Sister Li, I really like her. This is the benefit of a mature woman. She is virtuous and sensible. She doesn't always get into trouble with me like Ning Ling, and doesn't know how to be considerate.
Sister Li gave me some soup. Guangdong people's habit is to drink soup more than the sky, and they also like to make soup. Although I was in Guangdong for a short time, I gradually adapted to the way I eat here.
When I was drinking soup and chatting with Sister Li about some ordinary words, I really treated Sister Li as my sister. I was actually the eldest in the family. There was a younger brother under me, but no sister.
I have never had a sister, but for some reason, and even when I think of these situations, my heart is still full of warmth. Sister Li and I may have surpassed sex or love, but went directly to something called family affection.
Drinking the soup made by Sister Li, my heart was warm.
Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, have you found a new job?
Found it, do coding in a company
Still adapting?
OK, just adapt slowly
Are you still with Ning Ling?
I don't know very well. Ning Ling is sometimes pretty good, sometimes she is very weird and can't guess it thoroughly
This is true for little girls, and I was like this when I was young. You should be more generous and just be more coaxing
Alas, it would be great if Ning Ling had half of Sister Li's understanding and understanding
Haha, Sister Li, I was not as good-tempered as I am when I was young
Mr. Zeng is okay to you now?
Now he is in trouble. No one of the so-called confidants he has done in the company pays attention to him. He has also woken up a little bit. Now we still chat often, and we do it through the Internet
It’s good to be a husband and wife. You are so loving, and you still chat through the Internet. Do you chat every day?
Basically, I talk every day, it's quite difficult for him to be alone outside now
While drinking the soup, Sister Li opened a bottle of red wine. We clinked glasses and drank them all.
I am usually allergic to alcohol and rarely drink, whether it is white wine, beer or red wine
Now Sister Li took out red wine. I felt fine after drinking it a little. Only then did I realize that this kind of red wine that tastes delicious actually has a lot of momentum.
But I didn't drink much that day, and there is more important work next
Before I could pack up the food, Sister Li was already a little drunk. I knew what Sister Li needed most now. I walked to Sister Li and picked her up.
Her body was completely soft. I just held her and started to fall into my arms. The TV in the living room was still on.
Sister Li said: Take me back to the room
I didn't say anything, followed Sister Li's eyes and carried Sister Li to bed. I also said: Do you want to take a shower first?
No, I want it now
I can see that Sister Li is now in a state of hunger and thirst. Now she doesn't want to extinguish the fire. It seems that she can't get through it anymore.
No one cares about it, and there is no need to clean up the food placed in the living room. I will clean up Sister Li first. Since we all drank a small amount of red wine, we were in a state of half drunk and half awake, and the lust was just right. I was also excited. I almost took off Sister Li's clothes. Sister Li was also busy taking off my clothes. She couldn't wait.
I haven't been with Sister Li for a month. When I opened Sister Li's familiar body, my mind had completely lost my mind and was completely controlled by sexual control (the following content is omitted to avoid being deleted)
After the end, Sister Li went out to clean the table with only one underwear. I was still lying on the bed and felt a little sleepy. It seemed that I was about to fall asleep, but I couldn't really sleep.
Sister Li quickly finished cleaning up, and then she returned to the room. She saw me still sleeping there and asked me to get up and take a shower. I didn't want to move. The exercise just now was too intense and now I seemed to be exhausted.
I said: Sister Li, why don’t you wash it first, I’ll talk about it later
Seeing that I was bored, Sister Li said: Otherwise, you can go online first.
There is also Sister Li's computer in the house, and it is the kind that comes with videos. In fact, I rarely chat online. I go online and go shopping in various forums online. I feel that chatting seems childish and boring.
I said: OK, it's nothing to do anyway, you can play online, it's better than lying on the bed boredly
I was surfing the Internet, Sister Li went to the bathroom to take a shower, Guangdong people are used to taking a shower and shouting to take a shower. I listened to the sound of water outside, I turned on Sister Li's computer, I didn't expect that Sister Li still had so many A-films in the computer. I was thinking, I used to know that men were good at this, for example, I often watched A-films when I was in college, and my classmates in the same dormitory in college were almost used to play A-films. I didn't expect that women would be interested in this thing.
When I turned on the phone, Sister Li's QQ also set up automatic login, and I didn't think much about it.
After a while, the little penguin in QQ began to flash, and I didn't care about what it was and started chatting with someone.
The person I talked to was named Lai Zi. When I thought about this action later, I wondered if I had known that such a thing would have happened?
Maybe I've turned off my computer long ago
Sister Li’s online name is the sad angel. Haha, what will happen to Sister Li be sad?
Have money and a car, have a house, have a profitable husband and have a son. It's time to have everything, why are you sad angels? If you live in such a state, your brothers and sisters who are still working in the factory will not be sad.
Sister Li came out of the bathroom and said: Who is this prodigal son on your QQ?
Sister Li said: Oh, it's my husband Ah
Ah, it is our Mr. Zeng Ah. I didn’t expect Mr. Zeng to have such a personality online name Ah Prodigal Son. Sister Li, your husband said that he is a prodigal Son, you seem to be destined.
I also tried to joke with Sister Li, but Sister Li came forward: What was he saying over there?
I opened our chat record and let Sister Li see it. At this time, the prodigal son there, that is, our Mr. Zeng, requested the video. Of course, Sister Li did not answer at this time.
Am I still here
Sister Li pushed me to take a shower, and Sister Li sat in her seat and started chatting with him
I went into the bathroom and slowly washed my body. The water flowed by, and the warm liquid rinsed on my body. I washed my hair carefully, every part of my body.
Washing her own guy carefully, Sister Li likes this thing the most. She will serve Sister Li later, and she will have to make her feel good. In fact, after all, it's my own.
I think Ning Ling doesn’t know what she is doing now, is she sleeping?
Maybe like me, she would go to bed with another stranger, just like when I was with Ning Ling, she would never have thought that Sister Li and I would be together like this.
Thinking of Sister Li, Sister Li looked at me with the same look when she was having a meal, just like a hungry person seeing food. Sister Li's desire is indeed relatively strong. It is really difficult to settle without any effort with her.
Fortunately, I also practice sports and have good physical fitness. At that time, I always easily got the first place in every sports meeting in school. My alias is eleven seconds three.
Thinking of the eleven-second sarcasm that Sister Li was sarcasm to me when she was with Sister Li for the first time, haha, now it's OK. Every time she's almost an hour, she's surprised Sister Li. Every time she's with Ning Ling, she shouts that she can't bear it.
It seems that this matter still has great potential for development, which also means that my qualifications are still good. If I don’t have talent, it will be useless to practice. I have experienced this, just like I drink. Although I have many opportunities to practice, I have never improved.
I touched my guy. The shower took a long enough time. My body had recovered a little. I wondered if Sister Li couldn't wait. Open the door, I only wore a pair of briefs, and then walked into the room.
I stood at the door and walked inside because I saw Sister Li driving a video and chatting with Mr. Zeng in the video. I was sure that I would not be photographed by the video when I stood there. I called Sister Li, and Sister Li sighed.
Sister Li closed the video and asked me to come in
I said: What are you doing? I just saw you and Mr. Zeng outside, it seems like they were chatting. Ah
It's Ah, naked chat
No, do you still have this hobby?
We are often not together. He often asks me to perform masturbation in the video to show him, saying that this is exciting enough
I'm so faint, you are so open, only then do you know how rich people live like this
I also became interested in Sister Li's life. I went up to see the chat records between Sister Li and Mr. Zeng. In general, the chat language has surprised me. This is even more exciting than any pornographic novel I have read. This is a chat record between two people, Ah, or a naked chat between two people.
I turned my head, but Sister Li was still standing behind me naked.
I touched Sister Li's body, Sister Li thrust her breasts upwards and asked me to hold them in my mouth. I took a bite. Sister Li smiled and QQ's avatar began to flash again. I clicked to see
Prodigal son (Mr. Zeng): Why did I suddenly turn off the video? I haven’t reached orgasm yet?
I turned around and asked Sister Li: How do you answer?
I said you wrote it, and I said I am tired now and want to rest, so I won’t chat anymore. Sister Li said
I typed all the words she said according to Sister Li's wishes
I type faster than Sister Li. Sister Li usually uses pinyin, and I use Wubi
After typing the characters, I found that Mr. Zeng was not typing fast. Mr. Zeng probably also used pinyin. I know that many people use pinyin to type online. If they use it well, they actually make it very fast.
But Mr. Zeng may have rarely had the opportunity to type, so he has not practiced to type quickly.
Prodigal son: Do you have someone else around you? Are you a slutty guy stealing someone behind your back?
I was shocked, no, Mr. Zeng already knows?
I turned around and looked at Sister Li, to be honest, I was a little scared. I asked myself what I was afraid of. Mr. Zeng is no longer my boss. He may no longer be in Guangzhou now. And with my shameless character, what is this to me? Sister Li and I are also a matter of love and mutual consent. There is no forced, and there is no problem of rape. If I have to say that I suffered a loss, I suffered a great loss. Ah, a 22-year-old young man gave my first night to Sister Li. Sometimes, although Sister Li would take me out for dinner, buy some small things, clothes, etc., I have never accepted Sister Li’s money.
So if I say something like duck Ah, I will definitely not be happy to accept it. I am also a person with higher education.
Sister Li took the keyboard over and went back to her own: Don't say that, I'm very tired, I need to rest
Prodigal son: I don't believe it. I saw you answering someone just now, and my mouth moved. Don't lie to me. If you dare to steal people, be careful. I will come back and kill you.
Sad Angel (Sister Li): What's wrong with me just stealing someone?
Prodigal son: You have the ability to pick up the video for me. I want to see the face of you, a raped woman. I will kill you when I come back.
Sad Angel: Do you really want to watch it? Well, I want you to see how your wife is having sex with someone on your bed, how to achieve orgasm, so that you can enjoy it
After Sister Li replied this, she connected the video. I could see Mr. Zeng's angry face from the camera. My figure could be seen from the video. I adjusted my face so that Mr. Zeng on the other side might only see one figure. He couldn't see who I was. In fact, even if he asked Sister Li in the future, Sister Li wouldn't tell him.
I was just a little strange. I didn't expect that a woman could do things so arbitrary. Sister Li could completely refuse to take videos in a more tactful way.
When I knew so much that there was indeed a man in the room, Zeng Zong was as angry as if he was going crazy. I understood Zeng Zong's mood. He was also a man outside and had sex with countless women. But now there was a man in his room, sleeping on his bed. Zeng Zong's angry face changed.
Prodigal son: You bastard, you dare to treat me like this, see how I deal with you when I come back
Sad Angel: Then I'll wait, I'll see how you deal with me
Then Sister Li turned off the video, and after a while, Sister Li's phone rang. Sister Li wanted to turn off the phone and unplug the phone line at home.
Later I said, don't shut down and keep it normal
I was a little worried, and I said: Sister Li, Mr. Zeng knows, will there be trouble?
Don't worry, it's okay. He is not in Guangzhou now. Even if he wants to come back, he will not be able to come back tomorrow afternoon. Besides, he doesn't dare to come back yet. He is going out to hide now.
Then he doesn't know how to deal with you when he comes back, I can't bear it.
It's okay, he doesn't dare to do anything to me, but I have the final say in this family. If it weren't for my father, he wouldn't have the chance to open a company. He's a bullshit. What else can a poor boy from another province do to me?
I used to know that the relationship between Sister Li and Mr. Zeng has always been strong. Now that I have truly experienced it, I know that the legend turns out to be true.
But isn’t it too unauthentic for me to fuck someone else’s wife like this?
Even if others don’t say it, will I feel good?
I am not alone in my heart, this sentence seems to have been said by Xiang Yu
But Sister Li still looked quite indifferent, and I couldn't say anything. There was no way, it would be fatal for a woman to go crazy.
The phone rang again, and there was always an indescribable stimulation. The phone was called Sister Li's cell phone. Sister Li saw that it was Mr. Zeng's number and didn't want to answer, but the phone rang unyieldingly
Sister Li had to answer the phone
Sister Li: Are you annoying? I said, I'm just stealing people. You saw it just now, what else do you want to do?
Mr. Zeng: You stinky woman, you are ruthless. If you have the ability to open the video, I want to see the faces of you guys and girls clearly. I want to break you to death.
Sister Li: I'm not scared, do you really want to start a video? Okay, I'll show you how others fuck your wife on your bed, which makes you so exciting. You're not having sex with other women outside. Don't think I don't know about your affairs.
The video of Sister Li hanging up the phone and turning on the computer. I suddenly felt a little panicked and I left the room door
I'm still thinking about how to prevent Mr. Zeng from seeing my face.
My eyes suddenly lit up because I saw a mask of Sun Wukong on the sofa in the living room. It must be the mask played by Sister Li’s three-year-old son. I hung the mask on my face and looked at it in the mirror in the bathroom.
I looked at Sun Wukong's face in the mirror and almost laughed out loud. It's so suitable
Once you wear this mask, Mr. Zeng can't tell who I am no matter what.
I walked into Sister Li's room with confidence. Sister Li was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing. Sister Li, who was so angry on the phone just now, is now raining brightly, haha, laughing loudly
I know it's really funny to wear this mask, because Sun Wukong happens to be a smiling face, and now I'm wearing it on my face
Sister Li was still naked at the time. When she smiled, her breasts jumped and trembled. I had some sexual impulses. My penis was already in an erect state. I think it wasn't long before Ah was done just now, and my body responded again. It seems that Sister Li's body is indeed too sexy. I will inevitably feel impulsive after seeing it, especially my young body.
I was wearing a pair of briefs at the time, so it was obvious when my penis was erect. Sister Li jumped over and grabbed my lower body hard.
I said: Oh, you want to kill me
While I was talking, I touched Sister Li's breasts twice. The video was still open. Mr. Zeng was watching us playing in the room through the video. I was not afraid because I had a mask on my face. I even approached the video to see Mr. Zeng's angry face. Haha, Mr. Zeng was so angry that his face changed color.
Thinking about it now, did I do it a little bit Ah at that time? Even if Mr. Zeng treats me a little badly, he just occasionally tells me twice for work. Overall, it is pretty good. In the city of Guangzhou, working for others is just a slave. Is there anything else to be polite to slaves?
No
I picked up Sister Li and put it on the bed. Sister Li opened her body very openly. She spread her legs very wide. I could clearly see the part below her. There was a large area of blackness there. Wow, it was really tempting. Ah
Sister Li is only in her thirties, and she is the age of a mature woman. She is a mature woman who is a bit overdoing.
Just like a peach, it is almost rotten. No one can resist the temptation. Besides, her husband is still watching the video at this time?
Wow, I thought of having sex with Sister Li, and people watching it on the video, this is a rare Ah. I believe Mr. Zeng must have experienced such a thing for the first time. The world is so crazy. Ah, women are so cruel, it is even better than men. While I am in it, I feel this madness while still thinking about some questions about women in my heart.
No wonder Confucius said thousands of years ago: Only women and villains are difficult to raise. If they are close, they will be not inferior to those who are far away, and if they are resentful.
That's so fucking good
If Mr. Zeng had known more than ten years ago that his wife would eventually give him a cuckold and would he still love him so much?
Will you still marry him?
I remember when I was studying, the teacher also said that history has no assumptions, and my thoughts can only be in my heart.
I think since Mr. Zeng can't see my face anyway, he may not be able to guess who I am?
I also put aside the concerns in my heart. My little briefs were stripped off by Sister Li and threw them aside.
While stroking Sister Li's body, from top to bottom, I went all out. Sister Li's body was completely wet, just like she was lying on the bed. She was breathing heavily. I could see that Sister Li also had an excitement that she had never been before. Maybe it was because her husband was still watching her play such a sex game with other men in the video
Women have a coquettish and romantic idea in their bones
Not everyone has ever had this experience. Maybe it was because I was wearing a mask of Sun Wukong, which added to the stimulation of sex games. Sister Li felt like she was having sex with another stranger, as if she was raped. It was an excitement that she had never been before.
I said: Sister Li, should you turn off the video? Be kind and be kind. Isn’t it too cruel for Mr. Zeng to do this?
Sister Li said: If it doesn't matter, he will be angry with his bastard. He always doesn't take me seriously. He always thinks that I am old and yellow, no one loves me. I just want to find another man to be angry and he wants me to open it.
I thought about what I said, it was so absurd, what did I do, it was so ridiculous, my wife didn't talk about being kind, to be honest, I am a little superstitious, and I have done bad things and I am a little guilty and afraid of retribution. The so-called reincarnation of heaven, sometimes I still have to leave some room for others.
Maybe I will really make it a cuckold when I get married in the future?
I'm a little scared of this, just like now, I finally fell in love with a woman, Ning Ling, who fell in love at first sight, and finally got together. I'm also going to treat her as my lifelong lover and love her well, but something happened. Ah, she's already sleeping with someone else, and she's pregnant with a child, and I'm going to accompany her to have an abortion.
Alas, what's this?
Sister Li went to see Mr. Zeng's angry face. Mr. Zeng had already closed the video there. It was not easy to put this matter on anyone's head. Besides, he is a boss and has always been accustomed to being arrogant. He has never suffered such embarrassment. I think Sister Li really doesn't want to live with Mr. Zeng, otherwise she wouldn't have ignored everything.
Seeing that Mr. Zeng turned off the video, Sister Li also turned off the computer so that we can have sex with confidence and boldness without stimulating Mr. Zeng. This is not good for anyone, and I don’t want to do it anymore.
At this time, I had already entered Sister Li's body and started moving one after another. Sister Li spread her legs to show her part. I saw a black forest-like grassland, and the water from the stream was slowly flowing through it.
It's really a love for the small bridge and flowing water. Wow, how can this scene make people feel unmoved
My body hit Sister Li's underneath, fortunately the place below her was also quite fertile and thick, and it didn't hurt when it hit, but I couldn't bear it after a long time.
I could feel a little painful in the bump in that place
I said: Change your position
Sister Li pressed me down on the bed, and then she rode on me, sat on it and moved, and fell together. During the ups and downs, I could see her RF swaying. Her RF was shaking and shaking, always shaking in front of my eyes, making me feel dizzy. Alas, it's so uncomfortable.
I lifted my body so she could go deeper
Sister Li said: Take down your mask
I just realized that I was still wearing the mask of Sun Wukong, and now I don’t have to be seen by Mr. Zeng anymore. Why are I still wearing a mask? I took the mask off and threw it under the bed.
I said: Sister Li, do you feel okay?
Sister Li said: It seems that I don’t feel anything like this. I have the clitoral orgasm type. I don’t feel anything if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I’m stimulating in that place.
I thought to myself, Sister Li is really a good woman, she has a professional attitude and spirit towards this matter, and she is not a shy man during the sex life, which really makes me have nothing to say
About half an hour later, I was still tired and couldn't tell. Sister Li said: Aren't you tired? I'm a little tired, so I'd better stop doing it.
I said: That's not OK, I haven't ejaculated yet, it's not good for my health to hold it in here like this
Sister Li said: I really can't stand it. It's been more than half an hour, and I can really do it.
While talking, Sister Li picked up the cell phone placed on the table beside the bed and looked at the time
I didn't care how long it took. To be honest, I could have finished it early, but I still remember the first time Sister Li said that I was too fast. Every time I did it, I always deliberately extended the time as much as possible, and asked her to tell me, you must know that I am a bit revengeful person.
Haha, if you want to do it, you have to make Sister Li feel so happy. Sister Li is the same. I haven’t had sex with my husband for a long time, and we were always older than Sister Li. If a man is over forty years old in this matter, he will be a little tired of doing it. That age is going downhill in sexual ability, but unlike women, women are gradually being developed and just at the age of going uphill. If they are unbalanced, they will come out.
After a long time, it was finally over. I let out a long breath and the white liquid gushed out. I sprayed the thing at Sister Li's RF. All the things fell on her RF, which made me feel irritated.
Sister Li used her fingers to dip the liquid and was playing with it, scratching her hands one by one.
I felt tired all of a sudden, and fell on the bed, leaning my head against Sister Li's breasts. Sister Li was still playing with the liquids. I think I am a bit psychopathic. I feel an indescribable stimulation when I see Sister Li playing with these things.
I want to take a look at the time, because it seems that it is already late at night, and the sound of the TV next door is gone. The night is indeed very deep. Generally, I will fall asleep at eleven o'clock. Now it is probably eleven o'clock. I picked up my phone to watch the time. Ah, I didn't expect it was already a little soon. It's so late, so I'd better go to bed quickly.
When I was sleeping, I was thinking that I would have to go to work tomorrow. I just found a job and wouldn't I be late again, right? This would give the new boss a bad impression. I don't want such a bad impression.
Sister Li said: I will take you to work with a car tomorrow. I won’t be late. Please sleep with confidence.
Now I am sitting in front of the computer writing about what happened that night. For some reason, I always have an impulse to recall those details clearly and truly. I don’t know whether it is love or sexual desire. Maybe love is full of desire. I cannot deny that I am an irresistible person who cannot resist the arrival of these desires.
Every night when I think of those women I have passed by, my heart is always full of tranquility. I am a man who is unwilling to be lonely, a hungry wolf in the eyes of a woman
But during the day, I am a gentleman. Forgive me, I can only use my rough pen to record the lives that have passed away. Perhaps more people live like me, but they will silently fall into their hearts. Sometimes I ask myself if it is necessary to write it so clearly?
That morning, Sister Li sent me to work at the company. When she got off the bus, she handed me a card, the card of the People's Construction Bank of China. She said: Xiao Fan, this is your monthly salary for one and a half months. I saved it in your name and the password is 8.
I took it without thinking too much. Since it is a salary, I deserve it. To be honest, I am still a little proud deep down. My relationship with Sister Li is pure, without any money. At most, it is just Sister Li treats me to dinner.
A relationship between a man and a woman without money should be pure. I don't agree with any statement about cursing me, such as ducks.
Later I realized that I was wrong, because I just went to the ATM to check how much I paid me, and I found that the amount was 10,000 yuan. My monthly salary was only 1,000 yuan, so there was no need to make 10,000 yuan.
When I called Sister Li to talk about this, Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, just use it. If you come to this city, you don’t have many friends to help you. I don’t feel panic when I have more money
I can only be moved. I always thought I was a person who would not be moved, but I was still so deeply moved. Maybe money can really bring a lot of benefits to people. I don’t have money. I have enough of this kind of life. I want more of my money. Maybe only money can bring me success and experience of success. Money, how good is money. Ah, if you have money, I don’t have to go to work to squeeze into the bus. If you have money, I can do some business by myself. For money, for money, I don’t have to go to work and squeeze into the bus.
Maybe I will become a rich person in the future
Difficult
Three days, three days is long enough, and Sister Li didn't contact me either. I can imagine that Mr. Zeng would definitely go home excitedly the next day. He must be very angry. I really worried about Sister Li. Will Mr. Zeng really kill Sister Li in anger? This kind of thing is indeed unbearable for men.
I am such a poor little person, a working person, and I can't let go of Ning Ling's pregnancy for someone else's child. I always think Ah, angry Ah, you can imagine that a rich man like Mr. Zeng is always used to being arrogant and arrogant.
For a long time, I didn't contact Sister Li, nor did I go to Ning Ling's place again, and we rarely contacted by text messages.
During the day, you have to get up at 7 o'clock every day and then work for a while until 7:30, and you can go out after walking a while. You can get to the bus.
There are quite a lot of people taking the bus to work in the morning in Guangzhou. Every morning, there are very many people. They are crowded on the bus and take the bus for half an hour from where they live to where they go to work.
A new company, a new job, I always want to do a better job. It is already eight o'clock in the evening when I return to my place of residence. I was so busy all those days. I rarely think of Ning Ling and Sister Li.
You don’t have to think about what kind of state you are like when working. Many times I will think of the fantasy of love and the fantasy of a beautiful future that I have had before. Everything is so unreal
I occasionally chat with Ning Ling on the company's computer, as if we are like strangers now. I don't want to imagine our future. Maybe there is no future for us at all.
One day I said to Ning Ling on QQ: How great is it to be rich? If I have money, I will definitely wrap you up.
When I said these words, I was joking. Life was already dull enough. If I still lived so seriously, I wouldn’t it be exhausted to death.
Ning Ling said: It's a pity
Actually, I can't understand what Ning Ling is trying to express. I asked Ning Ling that she hasn't seen me for so long, do she miss me?
Ning Ling expressed her views on me indifferent attitude. Sometimes I also think that maybe Ning Ling has never loved me. The reason why she is willing to be with me is maybe because she happened to be abandoned by her ex-boyfriend at that time, so she was with me while sad.
Maybe I really have to reexamine my relationship with Ning Ling
If there is no love, what's the need to be together?
I asked myself over and over again, and I still often think of the situations we are together in my mind. Being with Ning Ling was so sweet and warmed my heart
When I sleep in bed at night, looking at the empty ceiling, I will think of the details about love and sex, which are so warm and touching me so much
After a long time, I found that I became so melancholy, as if I was no longer the same as before. Where did I go when I was the one who was not scheming and cheerful and innocent in the past?
Life is like flowing water, ordinary, and no story ever happened. Sometimes I think of those novels. In this story, life does not seem to be like the novels, there are no bizarre plots, no stories.
All of them are the slightest waves deep in my heart. On countless nights, I will also think of Sister Li. I don’t know if her husband will come back that day or the next day. If she comes back, how will she face him?
Is it really okay like Sister Li said?
Because I understand that no man with dignity will tolerate such things. He wears a cuckold. In the countryside, people are called turtles and looked down upon.
I felt like a long time after a week, as if it was a century. I finally couldn't help but call Sister Li. For some reason, I didn't contact Ning Ling, just thinking about Sister Li. Maybe I was a little annoyed with Ning Ling's overly cold attitude. On the surface, I looked like a very relaxed person, and I could afford to joke with others. In fact, I knew I was not like the person I was like.
I'm a very worried person
When I called Sister Li, did I have a little revenge for Ning Ling?
Ning Ling, you ignore me and pretend to be angry with me. Damn, I miss you, Ah, don't think I can't survive without you, I will still be doing well
Sister Li's voice on the phone sounded a little different from the past. I don't understand what happened. My first impression was that Mr. Zeng beat Sister Li Ah
Life is telling me in unexpected ways Ah
When Sister Li and I were sitting in the restaurant where we usually come to eat that day, I found that Sister Li looked melancholy. She even wore sunglasses. Where did Sister Li, who I often see in a miniskirt and low-cut clothes?
I looked at the clothes she was wearing and felt an indescribable depression in my heart.
What's wrong, what's wrong
Sister Li took a sip of red wine, which was the kind of drink it all over, and then she said: Lao Zeng is dead
I was shocked, as if I didn't believe my ears. I thought Zeng would beat Sister Li, at most two would fight each other, and divorce was the highest level. Now Mr. Zeng is dead. Could it be that Sister Li killed Mr. Zeng? Ah, I never thought about why she was still here if Sister Li could kill someone...
My mind suddenly became messy, as if it wasn't enough. I really don't understand what happened. It's only a week. Could it be that so many things will happen? I feel a little regretful. Why didn't I contact Sister Li earlier?
I said: Sister Li, do you mean Mr. Zeng is dead?
Yes
I said: How did you die?
He drove back the next day after that day. He encountered a car accident on the road. A large truck rushed over and hit him. The other person had been completely deformed in the car, and his flesh and blood were blurred...
Before Sister Li could speak, shed tears. I felt a little painful in my heart. I don’t understand that just by myself can be gone. Mr. Zeng is only forty years old at most. Mr. Zeng is older than Sister Li and looks like he is a middle-aged man.
I thought of Mr. Zeng's fat figure, tall appearance, and his hearty laughter all of them all appeared before my eyes.
Such a strong life is gone in a sudden way?
Sister Li, if you want to be sad, everyone will be surprised, no one will ever imagine that things will be like this
Xiao Fan, although I sometimes hate him, he is my husband and my son's father. Now that he is gone, I feel guilty.
I looked at Sister Li's eyes. She had already put her sunglasses on the table. I saw that her eyes were red. She did cry for Mr. Zeng, but she still cried like that. She was still the kind of crying that had moved her true feelings.
My heart was also full of fear, a kind of indescribable fear. I thought that Mr. Zeng might be watching me on the ceiling of this room at this time, watching our every move
He must be in a corner of this world
I think of Nabokov's novel "Lolita" that I have read. When Lolita's mother Charlotte and Haz discovered Humbert. Humbert recorded his sexual fantasy about Lolita and his abuse of Charlotte in his diary. Charlotte drove out to send a letter, unfortunately, the car accident happened, and Charlotte died...
Life is fucking like a novel
To be honest, I never thought Zeng would die. His tall and strong figure made it difficult to think that he would get sick. His career is in full swing and he can earn hundreds of thousands or millions every year. Although I don’t know how much money he can make, his house, two cars, all of this was earned back from his business. This is indeed a good man.
At most, there are some small shortcomings that other men will have. They are lustful. If you have a few women, you will make such mistakes. Ah, what a big deal.
Sister Li said: I never thought he would die. Our child was only three years old, but he died. If I hadn't treated him like that, he wouldn't have rushed back or died.
I looked at Sister Li's tears, and my heart became heavier. I thought of that ridiculous night, that night, Sister Li and I were on the bed, and Mr. Zeng saw all this happening on the video, and thought of my face wearing Sun Wukong's mask, everything was so clear in my mind, why did this happen?
I am still a college student who has just graduated and has received a higher education, but what I do is so ashamed
Is this the person I, Fan Lei, want to be?
Could it be that Mr. Zeng has no responsibility for his death?
I don't know why, but my heart still hurts a little
It is so easy for a person to fall into depravity. Guangzhou Ah Guangzhou is really a city of desire. There is no love here. Everyone is so confused. I can't understand why I have become like this after only half a year.
My heart was filled with self-blame and guilt. I think Mr. Zeng would never forgive me.
Needless to say, I don't need any excuses. It turns out that I am so shameless. When I think of this, I sweat so much. How can people be so as good as me.
Sister Li and I usually have sex after dinner, but that night I left in a hurry and ran away in panic. I couldn't face my soul
On the way back, I always felt like there were eyes staring at me behind me, my hair was scattering, but when I turned my head and looked behind me, there was nothing, and I seemed to hear the laughter in the dark night
I know that my soul has been burdened with huge debts and I can't escape it, it will only make me feel at ease
Finally came back to my room, I was the only one in the room, I found that the room had never been terrifying, I turned on all the lights
The wind was blowing outside, as if someone was walking by, but I could hear nothing if I listened carefully.
I tried to fall asleep, but found that I couldn't fall asleep at all and didn't dare to turn off the lights.
In the dark night, you can feel Mr. Zeng's eyes on the ceiling looking at me from a high place and sneering at me.
I used to think that I was not afraid of heaven or earth, nor was I afraid of any ghost or god, but at that time I did not do anything wrong, but now I am really a little scared
I have never experienced this feeling before. I fell asleep in the middle of the night and suddenly felt like someone was pulling my legs. I was scared and sweating. I admit that I did a bit too much about Sister Li.
I think, I'd better break it with Sister Li. Maybe Sister Li thinks the same way. I changed my mobile phone number. Before changing my mobile phone number, I was going to call and say to Sister Li, but I found that Sister Li also changed her mobile phone number. Maybe Sister Li's idea is the same as mine.
I asked myself if I would go to Sister Li again, no
Even if I know where she lives, I don't plan to find her again. Maybe everything is over and it's really over. I think Ning Ling, I'll still have to go back to you.
I changed into a new mobile phone card. After changing it, I called Ning Ling and wanted to tell Ning Ling about this, but I found that I couldn't get through Ning Ling's phone number.
I think Ning Ling's phone may have been lost, and now she has changed her number.
In fact, I might have had a premonition that Ning Ling would leave me sooner or later. Maybe Ning Ling, like me, had already changed her number and then looked for a new life.
Maybe she will return to her former boyfriend, she knows that I am an untrustworthy person
I think I can still go to Ning Ling Ah
When I knocked on Ning Ling's room, I saw a strange face, a girl's face, but it wasn't Ning Ling, I suddenly panicked. I was sure I would really lose Ning Ling.
I couldn't say anything. I stayed there, and the girl also had a pure face. She said: Are you okay?
I said: I'll look for Ning Ling
Who is Ning Ling? I don’t know me. I just moved here yesterday
It turned out that Ning Ling was really gone. I really didn't expect this to happen. I always thought I could be with her.
But I didn't expect the reality to be so cruel
It still hurts when I think about it
I looked at the girl's face and seemed to look very similar to Sister Li. I thought that if Sister Li looked down on Ten Years, she would probably be like this.
I said: Miss, your surname?
Don't call me a lady, it's just a swearing person
I said: I didn't expect this
I was a little embarrassed when I spoke. She smiled at me embarrassedly. I found that her smile was very sweet, her small dimples were particularly fascinating. She looked ordinary when she didn't smile, but when she smiled, I was deeply fascinated.
We seemed to have known each other in our previous lives, and she said: Do you want to come in and sit down?
I know that a new life is about to begin. I have completely forgotten Sister Li, and Ning Ling can also forget it so sincerely. I thought that love for a lifetime is actually just an exaggeration of our own feelings. Love is everywhere. Maybe the person who is destined to belong to you is in a corner of the world, just waiting for you to knock on the door.
over
After a long time, I decided to go to Ning Ling. I can't stand the days without her.
I went to Ning Ling early that evening. I called her first and said I came to find her. She didn't have a good voice on the phone and said to me: Come on, come here.
I didn't care about her cold words. I think I'm still a man with no ambition. Maybe I can endure her being so ruthless as I love her?
When I knocked on Ning Ling's door, I was still hesitating. I didn't know what to say to her. Maybe I didn't need to say anything. I just needed to express it with my body and just had sex. I didn't have sex for more than a week, and I was really sore.
Looking for the door to open, Ning Ling's familiar body was in front of me. I hugged her. Ning Ling's reaction didn't seem to be enthusiastic. I kissed her and said: Do you miss me?
Ning Ling said: Don't want to
At this time, I was taking off her top. She said: Every time I come, I only have this thing, and I also say I love me. Is this how you love me?
I ignored her words, then entered her body, and asked her while moving: Why don’t you miss me?
Now that I think of this scene, I still sweat a lot. How shameless I am. Maybe this is really not love, it is just a young body impulse, but I can't tell what the difference between love and sex is. Often I treat sexual desire as love, but when I look for love, I encounter sexual desire when I encounter sexual desire when I look for love
Maybe this is just a different understanding of love between men and women. I can't understand the inner heart of a woman, just like women can't understand why men have to go to bed as soon as they come. Sometimes I joked to Ning Ling, no wonder the old society had to find three villas and four concubines. If this is not available, you can use that Ah
Ning Ling said: I don’t like you thinking about these things all day long
Sometimes I don't understand whether Ning Ling pretends to be innocent with me, or is she really thinking that way. If she is really as pure as she confessed, she wouldn't have an abortion. Of course, these words are just thought in my heart. There is no need to say them, as it would be too hurtful to say them.
Why did I go to Ai Ningling so much?
Sometimes I don’t understand whether I love her or her body, I can’t tell you clearly. Maybe sex and love are not clear.
After returning from Ning Ling, I felt that the relationship between me and Ning Ling had returned to my previous state again
The development of things was so unexpected. I thought Sister Li had finished with me like this and she would never contact me again, but on the first day I just found a new job and went to work, I just came back to the full dormitory that night and received a strange call. When I heard it was Sister Li's voice
Xiao Fan Ah, is that okay?
Sister Li, it’s you, why haven’t you contacted me for so long?
Something happened recently, are you free?
I thought about it and found that I had nothing to do at night. Recently, my relationship with Ning Ling has become lukewarm. Now Sister Li has appeared again. I can also ask if it is possible to get my salary. Now I can't live without money.
Ah
You can wait for me at the subway entrance of Chigang, I'll come and pick you up right away
OK, is it the place we met before?
Yes, it takes me about thirty minutes
Fortunately, that place is not far from where I live, and I can get there by walking. I washed my face first and stood in the house a little at a loss. Oh, I don’t know what it would be like to see Sister Li today.
Thinking of Sister Li's body, my body reacted. Sister Li and I haven't seen each other for about a month.
Thinking of the new company I came to recently, it is a cosmetics company. My job is to plan the plan. It sounds very pleasant. In fact, it is just writing some advertising articles, and sometimes I also deal with the media. Fortunately, writing things is not a difficult task for me. What the boss wants is this kind of eight-legged essay. I write things faster. The boss has been in the work for a few days and I am quite satisfied.
I started walking towards the agreed location. If I went too late, I was afraid that Sister Li would wait.
Walking on the road, I saw those busy people, people were just for a meal. Forget it, it was nothing. Even if I were with Sister Li, it was not a big deal.
I stood there, cars coming and going on the road, there were so many people, so many cars, I looked at the passing cars, I thought, Sister Li's car would not know when, but not long after, Sister Li came, she stopped the car, then I opened the car door, went in and sat in the seat
I said: Sister Li, what happened to Mr. Zeng? What happened?
Sister Li said: Actually, you may have heard that Mr. Zeng is not in Guangzhou now, and he has gone somewhere else. If something happens, he will leave temporarily.
Since Sister Li doesn't want to say it clearly, it's not convenient for me to ask any more, but I'm still thinking about my salary. Sure enough, Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, I'll give you your salary later, so don't ask so much.
I said: No hurry
I think Sister Li and I have reached this point. Even if Mr. Zeng doesn't pay me a salary, he will just treat me as a prostitute. If Mr. Zeng knew, he would definitely rather give me money than I would prostitute her wife. When I think of this, I was still a little happy. I let the boss cuckold. Haha, who can do this except me? It's so great to feel relieved when I think about it.
Mr. Zeng often got angry when he was in the company. This guy is an arbitrary person and he doesn't listen to other people's opinions at all. It seems that he is the smartest in the world, but when he makes a mistake, he pushes all the responsibilities to the people below, and sometimes scolds the employees.
Are you working? Everyone is a working person. For a little pitiful salary, everyone recognizes it and says nothing. Everyone would rather do less than make mistakes. As long as Zeng Zhong doesn't scold him, it's fine.
Now that I have joined Mr. Zeng’s wife, I have avenged my colleagues and have a sigh of anger. Thinking of this, if my colleagues know this, I’m probably the hero in their minds.
Haha, it's so fun
Xiao Fan, why are you laughing at?
Maybe there was a smile on my face. Sister Li asked when she saw it. I took my thoughts back from those messy thoughts.
Oh, I didn't laugh at anything. I haven't seen Sister Li for so long. I think we can be together again after a while.
While saying this, I put my hand on Sister Li's thighs. Sister Li's favorite thing to wear is a miniskirt, and today is no exception. This way I can easily touch the root of Sister Li's thighs
Sister Li's legs have a plump and sexy feeling, and she feels impulsive when she sees them, let alone now I'm stroking them
Sister Li didn't refuse me, but she was still driving intently. I stroked her for a while, and Sister Li might be a little unbearable.
Xiao Fan, wait a while, I still have to drive now
As she said that, she took my hand away and I said: Where are we going?
Go to my house
Is there no one in your house?
I am the only one who is not alone. The child was sent to his grandma's house. Lao Zeng will not come back in the past few months.
That's great, I've never been to your house
Mr. Zeng, Mr. Zeng, I am on the way to your house now, and I will have to fuck your wife in your bed later. I think about it, how can it be so cool?
Sister Li’s house is indeed beautiful. Now there is only one living in such a big house, and the child is not at home. No wonder Sister Li wants to call me
I was wondering, when will I be able to buy such a house be worthwhile, and when I think of the so-called ideals in the past, now I just want one house. What is life? Is life a reality process like this?
I said: Sister Li, your house is really good
Xiao Fan, you will have it in the future, don't envy me
With such a house, what else can I ask for in my life
It’s not that no one loves you, the so-called poor are all the money left, which is what we are like Ah
I used to think that love was filled with rich people. Now Sister Li is such an example in front of me. But is the so-called love really love?
Maybe it's a physical need, diet, men and women, and when you eat, you will think of things about men and women. Sister Li is also a woman of desire.
Sister Li in bed shows that she is strong
Sister Li said: Xiaofan, wait a moment, let’s eat together when I cook. Today, you will have the rice I cooked in person.
Sister Li, that's really great. I didn't expect that I would have such a blessing. Not only can I eat your people, but I can also eat the rice you cooked
People have asked you to eat, can't you cook for you?
I was also a little excited because there was only Sister Li in the room. Since we were always not at home, we could have a meal with confidence and boldness. Of course, there were programs after the meal.
Sister Li said that Mr. Zeng may not be in Guangzhou yet, so he went out to hide for some things.
Mr. Zeng probably wouldn't have thought that at this moment I would be with his wife and still be at his home...
Sister Li was busy in the kitchen. I was sitting in the living room watching TV. I was a little absent-minded because I always thought about sexual matters for a while, and then I thought of Ning Ling, because I had decided to live with Ning Ling well, but now I am with Sister Li. This is clearly like a shameless act. Although I think I am not noble, I still have a little psychological burden when doing these things, including when I write these words now, I am still hesitating. Do I need to record these things that have been in a long time so realistically?
Sister Li quickly prepared the meal and took it to the living room. I tried to go over and help serve the dishes, but Sister Li asked me to sit there
I was still a little moved when I saw Sister Li busy. After spending a long time with Sister Li, I really like her. This is the benefit of a mature woman. She is virtuous and sensible. She doesn't always get into trouble with me like Ning Ling, and doesn't know how to be considerate.
Sister Li gave me some soup. Guangdong people's habit is to drink soup more than the sky, and they also like to make soup. Although I was in Guangdong for a short time, I gradually adapted to the way I eat here.
When I was drinking soup and chatting with Sister Li about some ordinary words, I really treated Sister Li as my sister. I was actually the eldest in the family. There was a younger brother under me, but no sister.
I have never had a sister, but for some reason, and even when I think of these situations, my heart is still full of warmth. Sister Li and I may have surpassed sex or love, but went directly to something called family affection.
Drinking the soup made by Sister Li, my heart was warm.
Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, have you found a new job?
Found it, do coding in a company
Still adapting?
OK, just adapt slowly
Are you still with Ning Ling?
I don't know very well. Ning Ling is sometimes pretty good, sometimes she is very weird and can't guess it thoroughly
This is true for little girls, and I was like this when I was young. You should be more generous and just be more coaxing
Alas, it would be great if Ning Ling had half of Sister Li's understanding and understanding
Haha, Sister Li, I was not as good-tempered as I am when I was young
Mr. Zeng is okay to you now?
Now he is in trouble. No one of the so-called confidants he has done in the company pays attention to him. He has also woken up a little bit. Now we still chat often, and we do it through the Internet
It’s good to be a husband and wife. You are so loving, and you still chat through the Internet. Do you chat every day?
Basically, I talk every day, it's quite difficult for him to be alone outside now
While drinking the soup, Sister Li opened a bottle of red wine. We clinked glasses and drank them all.
I am usually allergic to alcohol and rarely drink, whether it is white wine, beer or red wine
Now Sister Li took out red wine. I felt fine after drinking it a little. Only then did I realize that this kind of red wine that tastes delicious actually has a lot of momentum.
But I didn't drink much that day, and there is more important work next
Before I could pack up the food, Sister Li was already a little drunk. I knew what Sister Li needed most now. I walked to Sister Li and picked her up.
Her body was completely soft. I just held her and started to fall into my arms. The TV in the living room was still on.
Sister Li said: Take me back to the room
I didn't say anything, followed Sister Li's eyes and carried Sister Li to bed. I also said: Do you want to take a shower first?
No, I want it now
I can see that Sister Li is now in a state of hunger and thirst. Now she doesn't want to extinguish the fire. It seems that she can't get through it anymore.
No one cares about it, and there is no need to clean up the food placed in the living room. I will clean up Sister Li first. Since we all drank a small amount of red wine, we were in a state of half drunk and half awake, and the lust was just right. I was also excited. I almost took off Sister Li's clothes. Sister Li was also busy taking off my clothes. She couldn't wait.
I haven't been with Sister Li for a month. When I opened Sister Li's familiar body, my mind had completely lost my mind and was completely controlled by sexual control (the following content is omitted to avoid being deleted)
After the end, Sister Li went out to clean the table with only one underwear. I was still lying on the bed and felt a little sleepy. It seemed that I was about to fall asleep, but I couldn't really sleep.
Sister Li quickly finished cleaning up, and then she returned to the room. She saw me still sleeping there and asked me to get up and take a shower. I didn't want to move. The exercise just now was too intense and now I seemed to be exhausted.
I said: Sister Li, why don’t you wash it first, I’ll talk about it later
Seeing that I was bored, Sister Li said: Otherwise, you can go online first.
There is also Sister Li's computer in the house, and it is the kind that comes with videos. In fact, I rarely chat online. I go online and go shopping in various forums online. I feel that chatting seems childish and boring.
I said: OK, it's nothing to do anyway, you can play online, it's better than lying on the bed boredly
I was surfing the Internet, Sister Li went to the bathroom to take a shower, Guangdong people are used to taking a shower and shouting to take a shower. I listened to the sound of water outside, I turned on Sister Li's computer, I didn't expect that Sister Li still had so many A-films in the computer. I was thinking, I used to know that men were good at this, for example, I often watched A-films when I was in college, and my classmates in the same dormitory in college were almost used to play A-films. I didn't expect that women would be interested in this thing.
When I turned on the phone, Sister Li's QQ also set up automatic login, and I didn't think much about it.
After a while, the little penguin in QQ began to flash, and I didn't care about what it was and started chatting with someone.
The person I talked to was named Lai Zi. When I thought about this action later, I wondered if I had known that such a thing would have happened?
Maybe I've turned off my computer long ago
Sister Li’s online name is the sad angel. Haha, what will happen to Sister Li be sad?
Have money and a car, have a house, have a profitable husband and have a son. It's time to have everything, why are you sad angels? If you live in such a state, your brothers and sisters who are still working in the factory will not be sad.
Sister Li came out of the bathroom and said: Who is this prodigal son on your QQ?
Sister Li said: Oh, it's my husband Ah
Ah, it is our Mr. Zeng Ah. I didn’t expect Mr. Zeng to have such a personality online name Ah Prodigal Son. Sister Li, your husband said that he is a prodigal Son, you seem to be destined.
I also tried to joke with Sister Li, but Sister Li came forward: What was he saying over there?
I opened our chat record and let Sister Li see it. At this time, the prodigal son there, that is, our Mr. Zeng, requested the video. Of course, Sister Li did not answer at this time.
Am I still here
Sister Li pushed me to take a shower, and Sister Li sat in her seat and started chatting with him
I went into the bathroom and slowly washed my body. The water flowed by, and the warm liquid rinsed on my body. I washed my hair carefully, every part of my body.
Washing her own guy carefully, Sister Li likes this thing the most. She will serve Sister Li later, and she will have to make her feel good. In fact, after all, it's my own.
I think Ning Ling doesn’t know what she is doing now, is she sleeping?
Maybe like me, she would go to bed with another stranger, just like when I was with Ning Ling, she would never have thought that Sister Li and I would be together like this.
Thinking of Sister Li, Sister Li looked at me with the same look when she was having a meal, just like a hungry person seeing food. Sister Li's desire is indeed relatively strong. It is really difficult to settle without any effort with her.
Fortunately, I also practice sports and have good physical fitness. At that time, I always easily got the first place in every sports meeting in school. My alias is eleven seconds three.
Thinking of the eleven-second sarcasm that Sister Li was sarcasm to me when she was with Sister Li for the first time, haha, now it's OK. Every time she's almost an hour, she's surprised Sister Li. Every time she's with Ning Ling, she shouts that she can't bear it.
It seems that this matter still has great potential for development, which also means that my qualifications are still good. If I don’t have talent, it will be useless to practice. I have experienced this, just like I drink. Although I have many opportunities to practice, I have never improved.
I touched my guy. The shower took a long enough time. My body had recovered a little. I wondered if Sister Li couldn't wait. Open the door, I only wore a pair of briefs, and then walked into the room.
I stood at the door and walked inside because I saw Sister Li driving a video and chatting with Mr. Zeng in the video. I was sure that I would not be photographed by the video when I stood there. I called Sister Li, and Sister Li sighed.
Sister Li closed the video and asked me to come in
I said: What are you doing? I just saw you and Mr. Zeng outside, it seems like they were chatting. Ah
It's Ah, naked chat
No, do you still have this hobby?
We are often not together. He often asks me to perform masturbation in the video to show him, saying that this is exciting enough
I'm so faint, you are so open, only then do you know how rich people live like this
I also became interested in Sister Li's life. I went up to see the chat records between Sister Li and Mr. Zeng. In general, the chat language has surprised me. This is even more exciting than any pornographic novel I have read. This is a chat record between two people, Ah, or a naked chat between two people.
I turned my head, but Sister Li was still standing behind me naked.
I touched Sister Li's body, Sister Li thrust her breasts upwards and asked me to hold them in my mouth. I took a bite. Sister Li smiled and QQ's avatar began to flash again. I clicked to see
Prodigal son (Mr. Zeng): Why did I suddenly turn off the video? I haven’t reached orgasm yet?
I turned around and asked Sister Li: How do you answer?
I said you wrote it, and I said I am tired now and want to rest, so I won’t chat anymore. Sister Li said
I typed all the words she said according to Sister Li's wishes
I type faster than Sister Li. Sister Li usually uses pinyin, and I use Wubi
After typing the characters, I found that Mr. Zeng was not typing fast. Mr. Zeng probably also used pinyin. I know that many people use pinyin to type online. If they use it well, they actually make it very fast.
But Mr. Zeng may have rarely had the opportunity to type, so he has not practiced to type quickly.
Prodigal son: Do you have someone else around you? Are you a slutty guy stealing someone behind your back?
I was shocked, no, Mr. Zeng already knows?
I turned around and looked at Sister Li, to be honest, I was a little scared. I asked myself what I was afraid of. Mr. Zeng is no longer my boss. He may no longer be in Guangzhou now. And with my shameless character, what is this to me? Sister Li and I are also a matter of love and mutual consent. There is no forced, and there is no problem of rape. If I have to say that I suffered a loss, I suffered a great loss. Ah, a 22-year-old young man gave my first night to Sister Li. Sometimes, although Sister Li would take me out for dinner, buy some small things, clothes, etc., I have never accepted Sister Li’s money.
So if I say something like duck Ah, I will definitely not be happy to accept it. I am also a person with higher education.
Sister Li took the keyboard over and went back to her own: Don't say that, I'm very tired, I need to rest
Prodigal son: I don't believe it. I saw you answering someone just now, and my mouth moved. Don't lie to me. If you dare to steal people, be careful. I will come back and kill you.
Sad Angel (Sister Li): What's wrong with me just stealing someone?
Prodigal son: You have the ability to pick up the video for me. I want to see the face of you, a raped woman. I will kill you when I come back.
Sad Angel: Do you really want to watch it? Well, I want you to see how your wife is having sex with someone on your bed, how to achieve orgasm, so that you can enjoy it
After Sister Li replied this, she connected the video. I could see Mr. Zeng's angry face from the camera. My figure could be seen from the video. I adjusted my face so that Mr. Zeng on the other side might only see one figure. He couldn't see who I was. In fact, even if he asked Sister Li in the future, Sister Li wouldn't tell him.
I was just a little strange. I didn't expect that a woman could do things so arbitrary. Sister Li could completely refuse to take videos in a more tactful way.
When I knew so much that there was indeed a man in the room, Zeng Zong was as angry as if he was going crazy. I understood Zeng Zong's mood. He was also a man outside and had sex with countless women. But now there was a man in his room, sleeping on his bed. Zeng Zong's angry face changed.
Prodigal son: You bastard, you dare to treat me like this, see how I deal with you when I come back
Sad Angel: Then I'll wait, I'll see how you deal with me
Then Sister Li turned off the video, and after a while, Sister Li's phone rang. Sister Li wanted to turn off the phone and unplug the phone line at home.
Later I said, don't shut down and keep it normal
I was a little worried, and I said: Sister Li, Mr. Zeng knows, will there be trouble?
Don't worry, it's okay. He is not in Guangzhou now. Even if he wants to come back, he will not be able to come back tomorrow afternoon. Besides, he doesn't dare to come back yet. He is going out to hide now.
Then he doesn't know how to deal with you when he comes back, I can't bear it.
It's okay, he doesn't dare to do anything to me, but I have the final say in this family. If it weren't for my father, he wouldn't have the chance to open a company. He's a bullshit. What else can a poor boy from another province do to me?
I used to know that the relationship between Sister Li and Mr. Zeng has always been strong. Now that I have truly experienced it, I know that the legend turns out to be true.
But isn’t it too unauthentic for me to fuck someone else’s wife like this?
Even if others don’t say it, will I feel good?
I am not alone in my heart, this sentence seems to have been said by Xiang Yu
But Sister Li still looked quite indifferent, and I couldn't say anything. There was no way, it would be fatal for a woman to go crazy.
The phone rang again, and there was always an indescribable stimulation. The phone was called Sister Li's cell phone. Sister Li saw that it was Mr. Zeng's number and didn't want to answer, but the phone rang unyieldingly
Sister Li had to answer the phone
Sister Li: Are you annoying? I said, I'm just stealing people. You saw it just now, what else do you want to do?
Mr. Zeng: You stinky woman, you are ruthless. If you have the ability to open the video, I want to see the faces of you guys and girls clearly. I want to break you to death.
Sister Li: I'm not scared, do you really want to start a video? Okay, I'll show you how others fuck your wife on your bed, which makes you so exciting. You're not having sex with other women outside. Don't think I don't know about your affairs.
The video of Sister Li hanging up the phone and turning on the computer. I suddenly felt a little panicked and I left the room door
I'm still thinking about how to prevent Mr. Zeng from seeing my face.
My eyes suddenly lit up because I saw a mask of Sun Wukong on the sofa in the living room. It must be the mask played by Sister Li’s three-year-old son. I hung the mask on my face and looked at it in the mirror in the bathroom.
I looked at Sun Wukong's face in the mirror and almost laughed out loud. It's so suitable
Once you wear this mask, Mr. Zeng can't tell who I am no matter what.
I walked into Sister Li's room with confidence. Sister Li was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing. Sister Li, who was so angry on the phone just now, is now raining brightly, haha, laughing loudly
I know it's really funny to wear this mask, because Sun Wukong happens to be a smiling face, and now I'm wearing it on my face
Sister Li was still naked at the time. When she smiled, her breasts jumped and trembled. I had some sexual impulses. My penis was already in an erect state. I think it wasn't long before Ah was done just now, and my body responded again. It seems that Sister Li's body is indeed too sexy. I will inevitably feel impulsive after seeing it, especially my young body.
I was wearing a pair of briefs at the time, so it was obvious when my penis was erect. Sister Li jumped over and grabbed my lower body hard.
I said: Oh, you want to kill me
While I was talking, I touched Sister Li's breasts twice. The video was still open. Mr. Zeng was watching us playing in the room through the video. I was not afraid because I had a mask on my face. I even approached the video to see Mr. Zeng's angry face. Haha, Mr. Zeng was so angry that his face changed color.
Thinking about it now, did I do it a little bit Ah at that time? Even if Mr. Zeng treats me a little badly, he just occasionally tells me twice for work. Overall, it is pretty good. In the city of Guangzhou, working for others is just a slave. Is there anything else to be polite to slaves?
No
I picked up Sister Li and put it on the bed. Sister Li opened her body very openly. She spread her legs very wide. I could clearly see the part below her. There was a large area of blackness there. Wow, it was really tempting. Ah
Sister Li is only in her thirties, and she is the age of a mature woman. She is a mature woman who is a bit overdoing.
Just like a peach, it is almost rotten. No one can resist the temptation. Besides, her husband is still watching the video at this time?
Wow, I thought of having sex with Sister Li, and people watching it on the video, this is a rare Ah. I believe Mr. Zeng must have experienced such a thing for the first time. The world is so crazy. Ah, women are so cruel, it is even better than men. While I am in it, I feel this madness while still thinking about some questions about women in my heart.
No wonder Confucius said thousands of years ago: Only women and villains are difficult to raise. If they are close, they will be not inferior to those who are far away, and if they are resentful.
That's so fucking good
If Mr. Zeng had known more than ten years ago that his wife would eventually give him a cuckold and would he still love him so much?
Will you still marry him?
I remember when I was studying, the teacher also said that history has no assumptions, and my thoughts can only be in my heart.
I think since Mr. Zeng can't see my face anyway, he may not be able to guess who I am?
I also put aside the concerns in my heart. My little briefs were stripped off by Sister Li and threw them aside.
While stroking Sister Li's body, from top to bottom, I went all out. Sister Li's body was completely wet, just like she was lying on the bed. She was breathing heavily. I could see that Sister Li also had an excitement that she had never been before. Maybe it was because her husband was still watching her play such a sex game with other men in the video
Women have a coquettish and romantic idea in their bones
Not everyone has ever had this experience. Maybe it was because I was wearing a mask of Sun Wukong, which added to the stimulation of sex games. Sister Li felt like she was having sex with another stranger, as if she was raped. It was an excitement that she had never been before.
I said: Sister Li, should you turn off the video? Be kind and be kind. Isn’t it too cruel for Mr. Zeng to do this?
Sister Li said: If it doesn't matter, he will be angry with his bastard. He always doesn't take me seriously. He always thinks that I am old and yellow, no one loves me. I just want to find another man to be angry and he wants me to open it.
I thought about what I said, it was so absurd, what did I do, it was so ridiculous, my wife didn't talk about being kind, to be honest, I am a little superstitious, and I have done bad things and I am a little guilty and afraid of retribution. The so-called reincarnation of heaven, sometimes I still have to leave some room for others.
Maybe I will really make it a cuckold when I get married in the future?
I'm a little scared of this, just like now, I finally fell in love with a woman, Ning Ling, who fell in love at first sight, and finally got together. I'm also going to treat her as my lifelong lover and love her well, but something happened. Ah, she's already sleeping with someone else, and she's pregnant with a child, and I'm going to accompany her to have an abortion.
Alas, what's this?
Sister Li went to see Mr. Zeng's angry face. Mr. Zeng had already closed the video there. It was not easy to put this matter on anyone's head. Besides, he is a boss and has always been accustomed to being arrogant. He has never suffered such embarrassment. I think Sister Li really doesn't want to live with Mr. Zeng, otherwise she wouldn't have ignored everything.
Seeing that Mr. Zeng turned off the video, Sister Li also turned off the computer so that we can have sex with confidence and boldness without stimulating Mr. Zeng. This is not good for anyone, and I don’t want to do it anymore.
At this time, I had already entered Sister Li's body and started moving one after another. Sister Li spread her legs to show her part. I saw a black forest-like grassland, and the water from the stream was slowly flowing through it.
It's really a love for the small bridge and flowing water. Wow, how can this scene make people feel unmoved
My body hit Sister Li's underneath, fortunately the place below her was also quite fertile and thick, and it didn't hurt when it hit, but I couldn't bear it after a long time.
I could feel a little painful in the bump in that place
I said: Change your position
Sister Li pressed me down on the bed, and then she rode on me, sat on it and moved, and fell together. During the ups and downs, I could see her RF swaying. Her RF was shaking and shaking, always shaking in front of my eyes, making me feel dizzy. Alas, it's so uncomfortable.
I lifted my body so she could go deeper
Sister Li said: Take down your mask
I just realized that I was still wearing the mask of Sun Wukong, and now I don’t have to be seen by Mr. Zeng anymore. Why are I still wearing a mask? I took the mask off and threw it under the bed.
I said: Sister Li, do you feel okay?
Sister Li said: It seems that I don’t feel anything like this. I have the clitoral orgasm type. I don’t feel anything if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I don’t feel it if I’m stimulating in that place.
I thought to myself, Sister Li is really a good woman, she has a professional attitude and spirit towards this matter, and she is not a shy man during the sex life, which really makes me have nothing to say
About half an hour later, I was still tired and couldn't tell. Sister Li said: Aren't you tired? I'm a little tired, so I'd better stop doing it.
I said: That's not OK, I haven't ejaculated yet, it's not good for my health to hold it in here like this
Sister Li said: I really can't stand it. It's been more than half an hour, and I can really do it.
While talking, Sister Li picked up the cell phone placed on the table beside the bed and looked at the time
I didn't care how long it took. To be honest, I could have finished it early, but I still remember the first time Sister Li said that I was too fast. Every time I did it, I always deliberately extended the time as much as possible, and asked her to tell me, you must know that I am a bit revengeful person.
Haha, if you want to do it, you have to make Sister Li feel so happy. Sister Li is the same. I haven’t had sex with my husband for a long time, and we were always older than Sister Li. If a man is over forty years old in this matter, he will be a little tired of doing it. That age is going downhill in sexual ability, but unlike women, women are gradually being developed and just at the age of going uphill. If they are unbalanced, they will come out.
After a long time, it was finally over. I let out a long breath and the white liquid gushed out. I sprayed the thing at Sister Li's RF. All the things fell on her RF, which made me feel irritated.
Sister Li used her fingers to dip the liquid and was playing with it, scratching her hands one by one.
I felt tired all of a sudden, and fell on the bed, leaning my head against Sister Li's breasts. Sister Li was still playing with the liquids. I think I am a bit psychopathic. I feel an indescribable stimulation when I see Sister Li playing with these things.
I want to take a look at the time, because it seems that it is already late at night, and the sound of the TV next door is gone. The night is indeed very deep. Generally, I will fall asleep at eleven o'clock. Now it is probably eleven o'clock. I picked up my phone to watch the time. Ah, I didn't expect it was already a little soon. It's so late, so I'd better go to bed quickly.
When I was sleeping, I was thinking that I would have to go to work tomorrow. I just found a job and wouldn't I be late again, right? This would give the new boss a bad impression. I don't want such a bad impression.
Sister Li said: I will take you to work with a car tomorrow. I won’t be late. Please sleep with confidence.
Now I am sitting in front of the computer writing about what happened that night. For some reason, I always have an impulse to recall those details clearly and truly. I don’t know whether it is love or sexual desire. Maybe love is full of desire. I cannot deny that I am an irresistible person who cannot resist the arrival of these desires.
Every night when I think of those women I have passed by, my heart is always full of tranquility. I am a man who is unwilling to be lonely, a hungry wolf in the eyes of a woman
But during the day, I am a gentleman. Forgive me, I can only use my rough pen to record the lives that have passed away. Perhaps more people live like me, but they will silently fall into their hearts. Sometimes I ask myself if it is necessary to write it so clearly?
That morning, Sister Li sent me to work at the company. When she got off the bus, she handed me a card, the card of the People's Construction Bank of China. She said: Xiao Fan, this is your monthly salary for one and a half months. I saved it in your name and the password is 8.
I took it without thinking too much. Since it is a salary, I deserve it. To be honest, I am still a little proud deep down. My relationship with Sister Li is pure, without any money. At most, it is just Sister Li treats me to dinner.
A relationship between a man and a woman without money should be pure. I don't agree with any statement about cursing me, such as ducks.
Later I realized that I was wrong, because I just went to the ATM to check how much I paid me, and I found that the amount was 10,000 yuan. My monthly salary was only 1,000 yuan, so there was no need to make 10,000 yuan.
When I called Sister Li to talk about this, Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, just use it. If you come to this city, you don’t have many friends to help you. I don’t feel panic when I have more money
I can only be moved. I always thought I was a person who would not be moved, but I was still so deeply moved. Maybe money can really bring a lot of benefits to people. I don’t have money. I have enough of this kind of life. I want more of my money. Maybe only money can bring me success and experience of success. Money, how good is money. Ah, if you have money, I don’t have to go to work to squeeze into the bus. If you have money, I can do some business by myself. For money, for money, I don’t have to go to work and squeeze into the bus.
Maybe I will become a rich person in the future
Difficult
Three days, three days is long enough, and Sister Li didn't contact me either. I can imagine that Mr. Zeng would definitely go home excitedly the next day. He must be very angry. I really worried about Sister Li. Will Mr. Zeng really kill Sister Li in anger? This kind of thing is indeed unbearable for men.
I am such a poor little person, a working person, and I can't let go of Ning Ling's pregnancy for someone else's child. I always think Ah, angry Ah, you can imagine that a rich man like Mr. Zeng is always used to being arrogant and arrogant.
For a long time, I didn't contact Sister Li, nor did I go to Ning Ling's place again, and we rarely contacted by text messages.
During the day, you have to get up at 7 o'clock every day and then work for a while until 7:30, and you can go out after walking a while. You can get to the bus.
There are quite a lot of people taking the bus to work in the morning in Guangzhou. Every morning, there are very many people. They are crowded on the bus and take the bus for half an hour from where they live to where they go to work.
A new company, a new job, I always want to do a better job. It is already eight o'clock in the evening when I return to my place of residence. I was so busy all those days. I rarely think of Ning Ling and Sister Li.
You don’t have to think about what kind of state you are like when working. Many times I will think of the fantasy of love and the fantasy of a beautiful future that I have had before. Everything is so unreal
I occasionally chat with Ning Ling on the company's computer, as if we are like strangers now. I don't want to imagine our future. Maybe there is no future for us at all.
One day I said to Ning Ling on QQ: How great is it to be rich? If I have money, I will definitely wrap you up.
When I said these words, I was joking. Life was already dull enough. If I still lived so seriously, I wouldn’t it be exhausted to death.
Ning Ling said: It's a pity
Actually, I can't understand what Ning Ling is trying to express. I asked Ning Ling that she hasn't seen me for so long, do she miss me?
Ning Ling expressed her views on me indifferent attitude. Sometimes I also think that maybe Ning Ling has never loved me. The reason why she is willing to be with me is maybe because she happened to be abandoned by her ex-boyfriend at that time, so she was with me while sad.
Maybe I really have to reexamine my relationship with Ning Ling
If there is no love, what's the need to be together?
I asked myself over and over again, and I still often think of the situations we are together in my mind. Being with Ning Ling was so sweet and warmed my heart
When I sleep in bed at night, looking at the empty ceiling, I will think of the details about love and sex, which are so warm and touching me so much
After a long time, I found that I became so melancholy, as if I was no longer the same as before. Where did I go when I was the one who was not scheming and cheerful and innocent in the past?
Life is like flowing water, ordinary, and no story ever happened. Sometimes I think of those novels. In this story, life does not seem to be like the novels, there are no bizarre plots, no stories.
All of them are the slightest waves deep in my heart. On countless nights, I will also think of Sister Li. I don’t know if her husband will come back that day or the next day. If she comes back, how will she face him?
Is it really okay like Sister Li said?
Because I understand that no man with dignity will tolerate such things. He wears a cuckold. In the countryside, people are called turtles and looked down upon.
I felt like a long time after a week, as if it was a century. I finally couldn't help but call Sister Li. For some reason, I didn't contact Ning Ling, just thinking about Sister Li. Maybe I was a little annoyed with Ning Ling's overly cold attitude. On the surface, I looked like a very relaxed person, and I could afford to joke with others. In fact, I knew I was not like the person I was like.
I'm a very worried person
When I called Sister Li, did I have a little revenge for Ning Ling?
Ning Ling, you ignore me and pretend to be angry with me. Damn, I miss you, Ah, don't think I can't survive without you, I will still be doing well
Sister Li's voice on the phone sounded a little different from the past. I don't understand what happened. My first impression was that Mr. Zeng beat Sister Li Ah
Life is telling me in unexpected ways Ah
When Sister Li and I were sitting in the restaurant where we usually come to eat that day, I found that Sister Li looked melancholy. She even wore sunglasses. Where did Sister Li, who I often see in a miniskirt and low-cut clothes?
I looked at the clothes she was wearing and felt an indescribable depression in my heart.
What's wrong, what's wrong
Sister Li took a sip of red wine, which was the kind of drink it all over, and then she said: Lao Zeng is dead
I was shocked, as if I didn't believe my ears. I thought Zeng would beat Sister Li, at most two would fight each other, and divorce was the highest level. Now Mr. Zeng is dead. Could it be that Sister Li killed Mr. Zeng? Ah, I never thought about why she was still here if Sister Li could kill someone...
My mind suddenly became messy, as if it wasn't enough. I really don't understand what happened. It's only a week. Could it be that so many things will happen? I feel a little regretful. Why didn't I contact Sister Li earlier?
I said: Sister Li, do you mean Mr. Zeng is dead?
Yes
I said: How did you die?
He drove back the next day after that day. He encountered a car accident on the road. A large truck rushed over and hit him. The other person had been completely deformed in the car, and his flesh and blood were blurred...
Before Sister Li could speak, shed tears. I felt a little painful in my heart. I don’t understand that just by myself can be gone. Mr. Zeng is only forty years old at most. Mr. Zeng is older than Sister Li and looks like he is a middle-aged man.
I thought of Mr. Zeng's fat figure, tall appearance, and his hearty laughter all of them all appeared before my eyes.
Such a strong life is gone in a sudden way?
Sister Li, if you want to be sad, everyone will be surprised, no one will ever imagine that things will be like this
Xiao Fan, although I sometimes hate him, he is my husband and my son's father. Now that he is gone, I feel guilty.
I looked at Sister Li's eyes. She had already put her sunglasses on the table. I saw that her eyes were red. She did cry for Mr. Zeng, but she still cried like that. She was still the kind of crying that had moved her true feelings.
My heart was also full of fear, a kind of indescribable fear. I thought that Mr. Zeng might be watching me on the ceiling of this room at this time, watching our every move
He must be in a corner of this world
I think of Nabokov's novel "Lolita" that I have read. When Lolita's mother Charlotte and Haz discovered Humbert. Humbert recorded his sexual fantasy about Lolita and his abuse of Charlotte in his diary. Charlotte drove out to send a letter, unfortunately, the car accident happened, and Charlotte died...
Life is fucking like a novel
To be honest, I never thought Zeng would die. His tall and strong figure made it difficult to think that he would get sick. His career is in full swing and he can earn hundreds of thousands or millions every year. Although I don’t know how much money he can make, his house, two cars, all of this was earned back from his business. This is indeed a good man.
At most, there are some small shortcomings that other men will have. They are lustful. If you have a few women, you will make such mistakes. Ah, what a big deal.
Sister Li said: I never thought he would die. Our child was only three years old, but he died. If I hadn't treated him like that, he wouldn't have rushed back or died.
I looked at Sister Li's tears, and my heart became heavier. I thought of that ridiculous night, that night, Sister Li and I were on the bed, and Mr. Zeng saw all this happening on the video, and thought of my face wearing Sun Wukong's mask, everything was so clear in my mind, why did this happen?
I am still a college student who has just graduated and has received a higher education, but what I do is so ashamed
Is this the person I, Fan Lei, want to be?
Could it be that Mr. Zeng has no responsibility for his death?
I don't know why, but my heart still hurts a little
It is so easy for a person to fall into depravity. Guangzhou Ah Guangzhou is really a city of desire. There is no love here. Everyone is so confused. I can't understand why I have become like this after only half a year.
My heart was filled with self-blame and guilt. I think Mr. Zeng would never forgive me.
Needless to say, I don't need any excuses. It turns out that I am so shameless. When I think of this, I sweat so much. How can people be so as good as me.
Sister Li and I usually have sex after dinner, but that night I left in a hurry and ran away in panic. I couldn't face my soul
On the way back, I always felt like there were eyes staring at me behind me, my hair was scattering, but when I turned my head and looked behind me, there was nothing, and I seemed to hear the laughter in the dark night
I know that my soul has been burdened with huge debts and I can't escape it, it will only make me feel at ease
Finally came back to my room, I was the only one in the room, I found that the room had never been terrifying, I turned on all the lights
The wind was blowing outside, as if someone was walking by, but I could hear nothing if I listened carefully.
I tried to fall asleep, but found that I couldn't fall asleep at all and didn't dare to turn off the lights.
In the dark night, you can feel Mr. Zeng's eyes on the ceiling looking at me from a high place and sneering at me.
I used to think that I was not afraid of heaven or earth, nor was I afraid of any ghost or god, but at that time I did not do anything wrong, but now I am really a little scared
I have never experienced this feeling before. I fell asleep in the middle of the night and suddenly felt like someone was pulling my legs. I was scared and sweating. I admit that I did a bit too much about Sister Li.
I think, I'd better break it with Sister Li. Maybe Sister Li thinks the same way. I changed my mobile phone number. Before changing my mobile phone number, I was going to call and say to Sister Li, but I found that Sister Li also changed her mobile phone number. Maybe Sister Li's idea is the same as mine.
I asked myself if I would go to Sister Li again, no
Even if I know where she lives, I don't plan to find her again. Maybe everything is over and it's really over. I think Ning Ling, I'll still have to go back to you.
I changed into a new mobile phone card. After changing it, I called Ning Ling and wanted to tell Ning Ling about this, but I found that I couldn't get through Ning Ling's phone number.
I think Ning Ling's phone may have been lost, and now she has changed her number.
In fact, I might have had a premonition that Ning Ling would leave me sooner or later. Maybe Ning Ling, like me, had already changed her number and then looked for a new life.
Maybe she will return to her former boyfriend, she knows that I am an untrustworthy person
I think I can still go to Ning Ling Ah
When I knocked on Ning Ling's room, I saw a strange face, a girl's face, but it wasn't Ning Ling, I suddenly panicked. I was sure I would really lose Ning Ling.
I couldn't say anything. I stayed there, and the girl also had a pure face. She said: Are you okay?
I said: I'll look for Ning Ling
Who is Ning Ling? I don’t know me. I just moved here yesterday
It turned out that Ning Ling was really gone. I really didn't expect this to happen. I always thought I could be with her.
But I didn't expect the reality to be so cruel
It still hurts when I think about it
I looked at the girl's face and seemed to look very similar to Sister Li. I thought that if Sister Li looked down on Ten Years, she would probably be like this.
I said: Miss, your surname?
Don't call me a lady, it's just a swearing person
I said: I didn't expect this
I was a little embarrassed when I spoke. She smiled at me embarrassedly. I found that her smile was very sweet, her small dimples were particularly fascinating. She looked ordinary when she didn't smile, but when she smiled, I was deeply fascinated.
We seemed to have known each other in our previous lives, and she said: Do you want to come in and sit down?
I know that a new life is about to begin. I have completely forgotten Sister Li, and Ning Ling can also forget it so sincerely. I thought that love for a lifetime is actually just an exaggeration of our own feelings. Love is everywhere. Maybe the person who is destined to belong to you is in a corner of the world, just waiting for you to knock on the door.
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