Chapter 10 (Part 2)

Mid-Autumn Festival in 1994 Thunder, rain

It hurts so much that it's almost dead!

I thought it was just as painful as that, I was asking for trouble, and they laughed at me. I cried and shouted last night that I wouldn't give birth. I suffered such a serious crime and got such a small thing

Why is this little thing so ugly? Sister Jing said it will grow soon, but it is still wrinkled and ugly...

The thunder that had been raging for three days has come to an end, and the sky is still cloudy. The radio is sure to clear up. The whole outdoor was washed with mud and the cement floor is covered with mud marks.

The gathering whistles were heard one after another, and the medical department transferred half of them. I heard that landslides and mudslides appeared nearby, and dams collapsed even further away.

Everyone was busy, and the children in the yard didn't make a fuss while the rain stopped. Except for gathering together and leaving the car, the others seemed to be forgotten in small corners and didn't even deliver lunch.

In the end, Sister Jing asked someone to send a few mooncakes, and then she remembered that today is Mid-Autumn Festival.

Mooncakes were made in advance, and they said they were very lively at the time. After all, no one could go home, but I didn’t expect...

Xiao Gui sent me a message for Sister Jing. The disaster has been serious recently. I will help me contact you when it’s over a while.

Who is the father of the child? Only confessed to Sister Jing, but everyone didn't mention it in a tacit way, especially Xiao Gui, who also came from the town, was even more excited than me, and wanted to become the heroine in the previous story to experience it personally

However, beyond the thrillingness, there is no helplessness that no one touches. Cinderella cannot become a princess and is still struggling desperately. The knight and the prince cannot resist their fate and can only choose to wander.

I don’t know how my brother is doing. Although I’m quite sorry, I would be happy to have a son for him, right?

I don’t know if I have been back for a family vacation this year?

I haven't mentioned this to him yet, this little thing is really ugly and troublesome...

October 1, 1994 Sunny

The little thing occasionally opens his eyes, and although there is no focal length, it will still rotate slightly with the light.

Little things rarely cry. Every time they have to feed them because they are hungry, they keep crying

Really, who told you to be born so early, your mother also needs to develop Ah

The military's rations do not have the milk powder that children need so much, but it is the formula milk that Sister Jing asked someone to send it specially. It is quite expensive. Two cans are worth half a year's salary subsidy, but it is only enough to drink small things for two months.

Although there are children a few years old in the station, this little thing is the first life born in the army. Although I can't drink enough milk, there is no shortage of other aspects. There is even a handmade crib, which is full of friendship between the older children and this younger brother.

On the days when everyone celebrates together, joy is the main theme. I face the little thing and I can find my father in two days. Do you want to tell him Ah?

For the first time, he hummed for a while

October 3, 1994

Every time, whenever I think life should continue like this, although it is not gorgeous, it is impossible to say happiness, but there is always a little bit, even if it is less, it can be grasped, can calm me down, and even give me a little hope. However, it comes again, breaking everything up, leaving only the courage to pick up the complete set again.

October 10, 1994

After being in a daze for many days, I have been lying with the little thing and have become the person I am being taken care of.

Sister Jing came here once today, and looked at the little thing and tried to persuade her, but I still couldn't listen. Sometimes when I met the little thing's bright and innocent eyes, I would wipe away my tears after realizing it.

The sins on his body are almost unable to bear, and now they are heavy and heavy

How do I speak at that time many years later?

Tell this little thing, his birth is my mistake, the product of my willfulness and selfishness?

He even ruined his father for this?

People like me shouldn't have a future

I woke up in the middle of the night, and the little thing was crying faintly in my ears. The only reason asked me to check my close-fitting diapers first, which were still warm and dry, and I habitually unbuttoned my buttons, but since that day I have been thin and bone-like, so how could I squeeze out?

These days, they took turns feeding milk powder to the little things, and they didn't care about crying and getting out of bed ready to go

The little thing sucked the pacifier effortlessly and sweetly, but his eyebrows and eyes, which had not yet grown, seemed to show Jun Ge'er's appearance.

In the dream that was shocked just now, he looked at the little thing being held from afar and responded silly, haha... It's good... It's still a handle... It's good... Then hesitated, that girl, my brother has to leave first, you have to be good, take him big... I'll leave first... No matter how I speed up my pace, I can't catch up.

The bottle is empty, and the little thing still sucks his lips unconsciously, making a horn, horn sound

Suddenly, tears gushed like a spring

November 20, 1994

The sun is so beautiful. I took the little thing out to see the wind. My little face looked like a soft jade. It showed a light red mark when Xiaogui poked it. I blamed me for it.

It is said that I raise my son and daughter in poverty, but I gave him all the best I can give. My life has only one meaning.

The little guy felt the smooth wind, the gentle light, the bright and bright world for the first time in his life. He struggled to lift his hands and slashed in the air. Facing the tall pine trees outside the building, he looked at them with a serious expression.

Holding his slightly cool little hand, stuffing it back into his sleeve, pressing against his fleshy face, my eyes reflected in his innocent and clear eyes

A soft trumpet sound was heard in his ear, and the little guy turned his head, learning to purse his lips.

After that night, I seemed to have walked out, and Sister Jing and the others were relieved.

In fact, I am far from that strong, but the misfortune imposed by fate can only be supported by double belief in the little thing.

Grow up quickly... Mom depends on you...

Being hugged tightly in front of his chest, only at this moment will he not be stingy with his innocent smile, babbling, smiling

The achievements and satisfaction at this moment cannot be expressed in the pen anyway.

However, no matter how Xiao Gui who passed by teased him, the little thing returned to his expressionless face, which made her boss unhappy. Sister Ruan Qing, why did this little thing just smile at you? I also changed his diapers and fed milk powder for him.

He is so heartless... When I took the little guy, Xiao Gui gently patted my butt, which made me jump subconsciously

Go home and beat your own son... I blame her for being angry

The little guy doesn't like to laugh, or he will only smile at me if he feels my joy. He doesn't recognize his life when he is hugged by others. He frowned, doesn't cry or make a fuss, stares at people quietly

Humph, I am really worthy of being my mother's good son, it's enough to be good to my mother alone

Carrying back to the house, the little thing started to doze in a short while

Grow up quickly, mom depends on you

Spring Festival in 1995, Snow Qing

The snow was creaking by the wheels, the little thing was wrapped tightly, and the face was blushed

Before the winter began, the little guy got sick and had some cough. He drank honey medicine for two days

Due to his father, many other things that Sister Jing helped apply for were quickly approved, which is what is called "Liberation".

But how did I explain to Aunt Fang?

I was thinking about this question all the way, but I didn't have an answer when I got home

There are still red firecracker paper on the large venue in front of someone else's house. Even though the wind is cold, you can still feel the breath of the New Year.

But the old house is closed with a tight gate, extremely deserted

Who is it?

After a few months, my father's hair has turned gray and his back is a little hunched, but the burden of the family does not allow him to bend down.

Daughter? He was stunned and a surprise expression subconsciously appeared. You are...why are you back...

I gave him what I brought, and I went into the house and took a look. My brother was weak and had hardly left the bed all winter.

The sound of young boys and girls playing vaguely on the road outside the window, and a burst of guilt and hatred in my heart

I knew my father asked about the little thing I was holding, and I told him that this was my son and brother Jun's. If someone asked me about me in the future, I would go back to them. I'm already married from another place.

The expected blame did not appear, and I even felt my father's relief and relief.

Someone began to look around in the distance, and my father asked me to leave so that I would not be criticized or criticized again. I hurriedly sent my father a red envelope, which contained all the money I had saved during this period.

Although not much

Go and see your aunt Fang. This is the last thing my father said before parting

Aunt Fang's residence is in a dilapidated scene. Fortunately, the house does not leak air, and it seems that there are traces of repair. It should be necessary to help my father.

This is not mercy, it is my father paying off the debt for me

The lonely and widowed old man in front of him lost his husband and son in just one year. The elder who once loved me turned into this. I could only try not to let my voice go out of tune

The little guy in his arms seemed to understand my mood, and he screamed and wanted to comfort me

I carried the little guy to her and told her that the little guy's surname is Lei and his name is Lei Yu

OK... OK... After talking, Aunt Fang also asked me to leave. Don't worry about it. If you are far away, don't get involved in the pickled matters here again.

On the way back, the little guy was very energetic and had learned to call ma~, ma~, and was trying to interact

Playing with the little guy for a while, he made the most crispest laugh

Sister Jing asked me what I planned?

Of course, let this little thing grow up safely and happily, what else can I ask for?

Lantern Festival in 1995

It was not until today that I heard this news from Xiao Gui

On the night when I went home to visit, Aunt Fang chose to leave this cold lonely world with a warmth, and her father didn't want me to know either

What makes me even more sad is that I was not distraught by this news, as if I had already made an idea in my heart, and even felt relieved for her.

I asked Sister Jing if it was really hard. She said that everyone has something difficult, and it is difficult to avoid any request.

But why do I have so many misfortunes?

She can't answer

Qingming Festival in 1995, light rain

I couldn't go back, so I sat in front of the door and mourned silently. The little guy was standing on the ground with my knees, pulling his clothes and playing

When I came to my senses, the little guy was reaching out to me for a hug, and he could already clearly call me Mom, and my heart was easily melted again

Although it is sometimes very tired and troublesome, every time I hear his call, I feel the breath of frankincense connected with blood, and is attached to him without reservation, everything is worth it.

Pick it up and bit his little nose gently, causing a string of silver bell-like laughter. His tender little hands were held on my face, and the cool water traces were smeared randomly by him.

Do you know the little thing? When you come to your mother, your father left and you will never see you again...

August 1, 1995

The little thing is so clingy. You will follow me wherever you go after you leave. After a while, you start crying when you can't see people. Humph, don't make noise or make trouble, don't coax others, just look very pitiful, and feel aggrieved when you see me. Every time I make me feel distressed and want to laugh. This little guy is so arrogant that I should be a little girl.

Sister Jing gave the news that she would go there recently, so she could take me to see her... Even the last one is not considered a side, just a simple monument

I haven't followed him several times before. Is it because the little thing is too small to withstand the bumps or is it escaping?

Perhaps until now, I am still deceiving myself, as long as I have not seen it with my own eyes...

Brother, I'm sorry, I miss you so much...

August 13, 1995

Brother, the little guy fell asleep in the car. He got up too early in the morning and was almost late at night when he came back.

Today's sunshine is very good, Sister Jing takes me and the little guy to see you

Even though I have been seeing you for so long, you can't bear to blame me, right?

You are so energetic in the photo. The squad leader wants to hand over the album to me, but... I'm sorry, brother, let the girl be willful with you again

I gave it to the squad leader, I was afraid that I would feel sad if I saw it casually in the future. Who told me that I am still so timid and can't grow up

I must not bear to cry when I see me?

But Aunt Fang... I know you won't blame me, but you should blame me

I will be my daughter to Aunt Fang in the next life, okay?

We're still a family

But I definitely can't come to accompany you now, there is a small bounty

Brother, don't worry, the little guy will grow up safely and become a man, just as strong as you

OK, it's time to sleep with the little guy. Brother, continue to protect us like before

August 20, 1995

The little guy in the church said, "Dad, but who can you call me?" I really can't point to the person in the photo to explain to him.

Fortunately, everyone here is very friendly, without ridicule, without discrimination, and even a bad word has never been heard by the little guy.

When talking about little guys, other parents always use heroic babies to educate their children. Should I be proud?

I would rather not have this honor, as long as you can come back

Mid-Autumn Festival in the 1995

Brother, today we celebrated the little guy’s birthday together, and there was a small birthday cake that looked better than the one you gave me before. I couldn’t help but eat the butter for the little thing.

Brother, don’t blame me for stealing your son’s cake. The little guy is still young and will he have diarrhea?

It's been a year since the little guy is very obedient, he doesn't cry, he doesn't make a fuss, he doesn't fight, he doesn't rob, everyone likes him very much, and he keeps the best things tight

Sister Jing also said that after a few years, the hospital will be completed and transferred to me. The little guy will also be sent to the city's school. I heard that he will be able to enter the best university in the country in the future.

I haven't even been out of the town, I really can't imagine it, but it will definitely be very outstanding, right?

When the little guy becomes successful, I will definitely go see you more. Maybe I will accompany you at that time?

Brother, bless us

December 7, 1995

Xiaogui told me that she confessed to Qinglin, she is such a brave girl

That shy young man, who is always bullied by Xiao Gui, will definitely be bullied by her in the future.

Xiao Gui really likes the little guy who looks delicate and always asks me about giving birth. I can’t explain it clearly. Anyway, I have worked hard when I was pregnant, and it hurts so much when I gave birth. I can’t see clearly before, but it hurts a lot anyway...

I asked how many times I could have a baby. I was about to die. This girl dared to ask anything...

95th Year Twenty-Ninety-Nine

Today Xiaogui took Qinglin back to her house, but tomorrow Qinglin will have to rush back to and from thirty miles to rush back and forth. It's really a struggle

The little guy is almost one and a half years old. He can walk steadily by himself without anyone holding him. He always has to follow me. Sometimes he will knock him down when he turns around, but the little guy gets up by himself and pats his arms like a little adult.

This smart little thing learned a lot of movements, but I didn't get the photo at all.

In the afternoon, the person left in the yard combined a family photo. I asked the little guy for his blessing. I took a photo with him alone and I will post it later.

First day of the 1996th

I didn't have the chance to go home this year, but my father wrote to me that everything was fine, and that the things I sent back were received. Xiaoping's condition was stable, and he asked me not to send so many things back. I had to leave some for myself and his grandson. I specifically emphasized that I should not go back. Everyone in the village was waiting to see the joke. I didn't see it last year, so I must make up for it in the future.

Why does human nature come to this point?

However, everyone in the courtyard was very good. They once took all their love, envy and praise for granted. After experiencing such misfortune, they realized that these are precious

The little guy seemed to understand it, but he still remembered that I asked him to treat Sister Jing like I was, close to me, trust me, and I would have to repay my ability in the future.

So the little guy started asking someone else to hug him for the first time, which made Sister Jing very happy. She hugged her for a long time and was reluctant to let go.

I really envy Sister Jing's temperament, confidence and gentleness, and she looks more like a mother than me. Sometimes when I look at the photo of me and the little guy, I look like a sister and brother.

The fireworks in the evening lit up the window. The little guy stopped and crawled to himself, climbed to the head of the bed. As usual, when thunder was thunder, he and I covered each other's ears, held my little hand on my face, and fell into my arms. He said to me, "Mom, thunder, don't be afraid... He only knows how to say two words to repetition, but clearly expresses the baby's feedback and concern for maternal love without any impurities.

My tender voice instantly penetrated my unprepared heart, and tears burst out from my eyes. This is the first time I have shed tears because of my happiness and pride since becoming a mother.

Mom, don't cry, don't be afraid...

Put a little jacket on him and come to the door. We touched our heads and stared blankly at the bright Mars rising from the sky, releasing dazzling sparks in the clean night sky behind the snow.

June 18, 1996

Although I have passed the breastfeeding period, I feel like I'm rising day by day. Although the little guy wants to do it, Sister Jing said that I'm still growing and growing. I can't even wear my clothes in the past. I endured my heartache and added a new piece of clothing to myself.

The eyes of the light were full of stunning eyes. If there were no small oil bottle, I would be like Xiaogui at this moment, like the stars supporting the moon

Brother, you once said that there are very few people who deserve to be a girl, but the one who makes you prouder than this beauty is the little guy Ah. Even if no one appreciates this beauty again from now on?

Sister Jing asked me if I wanted to find someone to accompany me again. I thought about it for a long time but couldn't find a reason to refuse.

However, I just don’t want to. Only by being with the little guy can I get rid of the shadows that are not there and feel relaxed, and I will be full of fantasy and expectations for tomorrow, and want a better life.

Xiao Gui was jealous of me, envious of me, so I couldn't walk when I saw it, and brought Qinglin to see me. Qinglin blushed and couldn't speak

Xiao Gui asked Qinglin that she and I were so beautiful. Qinglin stammered and didn't dare to answer, which made Xiao Gui go back and pinch him all the way

I'm so honest, I can't even coax girls

Although they are not necessarily younger than me in terms of age, I have become mothers and I treat them like little guys when I grow up. As a result, no matter how big and thick a guy is facing me, he doesn't consciously lower his eyebrows and eyes, respectful and gentle.

However, whether it is beautiful and proud, or intellectual and gentle, it is actually not the real me, because little guy, what should I desire to be?

1996 Chinese Valentine's Day

Sister Jing told me that I was taken aback. The other party’s identity was the political commissar. I was not allowed to stand up because I have been here several times. After learning about my situation, I admired it very much. I promised to treat it as my own. As long as I can have another child, this is only at the request of the elders in the family. After all, the inheritance of the family is more important than the heavens.

The first reaction was just a little bit, I wanted to laugh

In the end, I decided to meet and make it clear, and completely dispel Sister Jing's concerns and concerns in this regard.

Before leaving, I still hugged the little guy. Sister Jing stopped talking several times, but in the face of my calm and tenacious eyes, she sighed and understood.

The first impression that Political Commissar Zhao gave people is actually very good. He is gentle, healthy, calm and straightforward. If those things didn't happen... it would still be impossible. This man is nearly ten years older than me!

Even if... we should look for younger ones, right?

I'm thinking about it again, but this can only be a fantasy

It's not worth delaying when I say it. On the way back, Sister Jing half blamed me for my willfulness and half pity

Will the future be even more unfortunate? It will only get better and better. At least, as long as you are with the little guy, you will be as beautiful as a dream

After the Chinese Valentine's Day in 1996

Xiaoyuan went back to junior high school today

Graduated from junior high school, it is already amazing here. It is something worth boasting for both children and at home. However, for some people, it is as natural as learning to walk, as if it should be.

Xiaoyuan stays here for a long time every winter and summer vacation. Not only because of Sister Jing, but also many friends, but also the woods, fields and lakes in the countryside are always more mysterious and interesting than hard cement.

I brought the little guys, and a group of kids were also brought. A group of kids were half driven to the yard by their parents. From time to time, I taught two small games that would make them enjoy playing all day, picking watermelons, digging potatoes in the fields, breaking corn, feeding chickens, fishing shrimps, fishing nets, playing hide-and-seek... It also went from being reluctant at the beginning to being impatient later.

This period of every year is the most lively time in the yard. Pure and clear laughter keeps ringing, and the adults passing by can't help but smile, and I am even more pleasant in it.

When we parted, we were reluctant to part. In addition to the friends who didn't want to be separated, there was also a beautiful sister who often took them to play.

Hearing Xiaoyuan shouting, "Sister, I was stunned for a moment, as if my brother was standing in front of me, able to run or jump, healthy and lively

Touch his head and gently hug him on your shoulders

Sister, I will miss you...

I miss you, too...

younger brother

1997 is a new year

Xiaoyuan hurriedly paid New Year's greetings and went back. He didn't see a single part of it for a few months, and it was all my chin. He still had the courage to give me a hug before leaving.

It's really hard for Sister Jing to be unable to stay with her son. Maybe this is one of the reasons why Sister Jing is so concerned about the little thing.

The little guy has been depressed and listless today. He didn't ask and went to bed early

The sixth day of the 1997th

Life has returned to its originally tepid appearance

These days, the little guy still looks a little sad. He often wants to hug me. He hugs me with his little hands and burys in his arms without looking at me. You know, since he can leave, he always loves to walk by himself.

I asked him, baby, why are you not happy all the time? The little guy frowned his thin black eyebrows and looked at me with a little aggrieved, but he still had a difficult expression.

Baby, if you don’t say it, your mother will be sad... My eyebrows collapsed and I made a crying expression

This trick made me laugh and cry, but I felt so distressed.

It turns out that as far as I can remember this year, many children have separated their maternal love, especially the look of dancing when I guided them to play. The little guy knew that he was too young and couldn't play with the older child, so he silently held me aside, tangled and sad in his little head

Speaking of this, I started to thrill, and I took the words of others to find a man seriously. I asked if I would only hold the kids I had with others and don't want him in the future.

My heart was broken, and then melted into water, and finally gradually became like a little guy

Pa, Pa, Pa, Pa, a series of kisses fell on the little guy's face, and his hands were as hard as if he was about to rub him into my heart

At this point, the little guy was no longer sad and suspicious. He giggled and resisted my kiss with his hands. He stopped this intimate game until he was tired.

The little guy fell into a deep sleep, while I was in deep thought. How should he be careful to protect his sensitive mind?

April 12, 1997

Sisters Hua were teasing him again, and the little guy explained seriously that my mother would not want me, and she looked back and confirmed to me.

But how can children argue about adults? Especially women, they use the reason why women with big breasts have married other men and gave birth to children, or misleading reasons to mislead the little ones.

He looked at this and that, it seemed that women with big breasts had sent their children to the yard to play, and they really couldn't refute them. They could have spoken frantically and stuttered in a hurry, but returned to the level they had just learned.

Mom...I won't marry...Mom...My...

I was still comforting her, but Sister Hua teased him again. What should I do if your mother always wants to get married in the future?

Don't listen to their nonsense. If your mother doesn't get married, she will always be with her baby...

Your mother lied to you. Sooner or later, she would marry someone else and give birth to another baby, so she would not want you...

This is the bad taste of adults. The little guy frowned and thought hard, his little face became more and more depressed, and he was about to cry.

Auntie has a way to make your mother never have someone else’s baby. Do you want to know Ah?

The little guy lit the head quickly

When you grow up and ask your mother to marry you, won’t she never leave you?

What are the fallacies?

Under Sister Hua's guidance, the little guy turned around in his arms and begged, "Can you not marry someone else?" When I grow up, will my mother marry me?"

Oh, everyone around me came to join in the fun, Xiaobao Ah, my Yaya also said she would wait for you to grow up and marry her as her wife...

No! The little guy hugged me tightly

My Yaya is very beautiful in the future, Xiaobao doesn’t want it?

No! My mother is the most beautiful! When I grow up, I only marry my mother as my wife, and no one else wants it!

This bold statement made everyone laugh. Even I couldn't help but shake the little guy up.

Mom... The little guy looked at me stubbornly and stubbornly

I had to hold back my laughter and perfunctorily, okay...

Everyone dispersed, the little guy was still depressed

Mom didn't tell the truth just now, every time I can feel whether my mother is really happy or fake

What do you say about the baby wanting mother?

Mom wants to wait for me to grow up, marry me, and never leave

Mom will never leave, but mom can't marry her son

Why?

It is difficult to understand to explain to the little guy. When you grow up, your mother will become older and not beautiful. Then someone else will marry you.

Mom will never grow old!

Who doesn't grow old?

Mom promises not to leave, is this always OK?

Is it because children’s thinking that are either extremely associated with each other or just accept the truth?

The little guy still insisted quietly, and my mother would never leave if she married me...

I can't beat him up, okay, but the baby must grow up quickly, otherwise the mother will not be beautiful when she gets old

The little guy kissed me and held my face close to me. Mom will always be the best!

This is the most beautiful compliment in the world

2nd February 1998

The little guy adopted a guy smaller than him, a three-month-old brown puppy named Bebe, and he would hold him wherever he went.

The little guy is so obedient that it makes people feel distressed. Many times, after finishing his work, I saw the little guy facing the afterglow of the sunset and the withered trees, standing quietly at the door. Sometimes when I am tired, I will move out my small chair, and my toes will stroke the ground, and I will whisper to myself in a low voice.

Occasionally, I would also think about whether I should find someone for the sake of the little guy. I really can't accompany him for a long time.

However, the little guy said in a pleasing way, I just need my mother, I will be good at it, what else can I do

Seeing me coming back, the little guy stood on tiptoe to the ground, then took a small step, his eyebrows and eyes were pitch black, his snow-white face was full of joy. Until he hugged my calves, he raised his head and shouted: Mom!

Every time, the warm current will wash away fatigue, the cold body and mind will bring confidence and vitality

I handed a puppy wrapped in cotton to him. The little guy danced happily and finally showed his nature in front of me.

The little guy has no playmates, and a few small toys have been kept in the corner for a long time and have not been moved.

He never said he wanted it, for fear of deepening my burden

I have seen my nervous and uncomfortable look, and I never run around or play in the water. I am far away from the danger I told him, quiet and slowly stay within reach of my eyes.

Other children are making a fuss, and the desire in his eyes cannot be hidden

I actually felt loneliness from the three-year-old guy

I'm not a qualified mother

Facing the little guy who was so happy that he didn't know what he was calling, I finally breathed a sigh of relief

Under my guidance, the little guy personally put the worn clothes he couldn't wear in a wooden box with his own hands.

There will be no other little life here. The little guy is the first and last one

Most of his clothes are old clothes sent by other families, and they only add new ones throughout the year.

I am really a failed mother. All my efforts can only ensure that the little guy is not nutritious and can grow vigorously, and there is nothing else

At night, the unfamiliar environment made the puppy whimper uneasy, and the little guy called out softly, Mom...

What's wrong?

Can you carry the puppy to the bed?

The little guy rarely asks for it on his own initiative, and I don’t directly refuse, why?

It doesn't have a mother, so pitiful...

My heart melted and agreed to his request, but I could only put it on my side, wrapped in a cloth, and magical, it no longer called

July 16, 1998

As the car stopped, the yard became lively again

Sister, I'm back!

This is Xiaoyuan

Hello sister! Sister! ...

This is a group of small guys from the past, of course, some of them are almost catching up with me now

Mom... The little guy hugged my waist

Um?

hug……

Holding the little guy, I was joking with a group of big kids. Listening to their stories after leaving, I felt my arms sore after a while. After all, the little guy was already as tall as my thighs.

Put down the little guy, but he was pulled by his little hand

What's wrong with the baby? Tell your mother if you have anything

The little guy was hesitant and his eyes turned to the side involuntarily. Can mom... not hug others...

Following his eyes, I realized why the little guy had been looking at Xiaoyuan intentionally or unintentionally. It turned out that it was my intimacy with Xiaoyuan that made him feel threatened and jealous.

I laughed silently, OK, OK, my mother will only hug you from now on, and no one else will touch you, okay?

But the little guy seemed to have done something wrong, and he pulled me carefully, which made me feel very worried.

You will always be the baby you love the most and love the most. Mom will never leave you unless the baby wants to leave the mother behind.

Don't worry, mom, I will never leave you

March 10, 1999

I will say goodbye to this place after a while. Sister Jing said that the hospital has been renovated and the entire medical department will move over there. Anyone who is unwilling to leave will be arranged nearby. However, the little guy is still young and has two years left before school age. Can you get used to leaving your hometown and going to a strange environment?

It was still cold outside, but there was a faint warm fragrance in the hut. The little guy woke up from a nap and leaned against the head of the bed and looked at the door. I would go back at this point every day.

After getting dressed, I asked him, do you want to leave here and go to the city?

But he asked, what is the city like?

I didn't know either, so I told the description of the group of friends I used to tell the little guys that the bigger and taller houses were beyond the top, wider bridges, endless streams of cars, and neat schools...

Mom, when we go to the city, will all have those things?

The little guy's problem suffocated me, so I could only tell him far-fetchedly that my mother would work hard and that he would study hard, and that he would have it in the future.

In the future, I will buy a big warm house, we live in it, and I will never want you to go outside in winter.

Silly son, how can you not go out? Then what should we eat?

Then I will take care of my mother, just like you will take care of me now

Mom doesn't want you to help you wear clothes. She is still five years old and can't wear them by herself. Actually, I can't blame him. Most of the clothes in winter are thick and not suitable for them.

The little guy was blushed when he was said, but he didn't expect to be underestimated

Seeing him anxious, I didn't tease him anymore. My mother said she was playing with it, because these clothes were not suitable. In the future, the baby is already very sensible and much more sensible than others. My mother is very happy

When I was about to go out after a while, I found that the little guy was fumbled with his bloated arms, obviously he was still unwilling to admit defeat.

May 7, 1999

Even at night it starts to get hot, but it is a good time to move, because you don’t have to bring too many quilts and you can get a lot of luggage.

Sister Jing has even found a place to settle down. Although it is not close to the hospital, it just happened to be the bus stop. It costs one dollar to take to the hospital.

I feel a little distressed, not much, but I can't ignore it, but it's not easy to speak

However, Sister Jing has taken everything into consideration. Before the little guy goes to school, he will be taken to the hospital in the morning. If it is difficult to take care of, he will be subsidized for living supplies.

Sister Jing... To do this, I don’t know what to say anymore

Xiao Ruan Ah, you will be busier in the future, and you may not care about you anymore. If you have any difficulties, you should take the initiative to come to me. Xiaoyu was grown up. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is half a son. Your squad leader has actually been paying attention. After all, Xiaoyu is... Even if he is a soldier who is fighting for the iron battle, Xiaoyu's father was also a move by him, and he also treats him as a half-year junior... He has not felt good for so many years.

Silly girl, why are you crying? It’s a pity... Listen to my advice, if there is really a suitable one, it’s not easy to take Xiaoyu alone in the future

What are you talking about? Sister, the little guy is so old... Who knows the future? Let's just do it first...

May 10, 1999

I still feel unrealistic. I never thought that there would be such a day in the future. Is this the place for life in the future?

So what can I do if I don't want to...

There will be no dim lights in the dream, low roofs, dilapidated walls, cramped spaces, which should be bright, spacious, and tall.

There will be no little guy in the dream, because he has lost his direction in the future and lost his relaxation in life, but I am willing to accept it, just like... the fine wine brewed with hard work will be sour, bitter, and even poisonous. I still can't bear to throw it away and want to taste it.

By the way, the little guy seems to be not tall, isn’t he nutrition sent to his head?

At a young age, I have a lot of worries and worry...

July 18, 1999

It is not a long-term solution to keep him with you every day. I discuss with the little guy whether to send him to the kindergarten, despite the cost...

Unexpectedly, he said seriously, I will be good, mom, don't send me away

Then let's do it first, but he still needs to learn something, but is it really that his brain develops fast and causes his body to grow slowly. The plan content has been advanced again and again until the primary school textbook

It turns out that children are too smart and can be troublesome

Who has never played with needles and syringes when he was a child, but the little guy never touched them, just because I said that it was dangerous

I don't like him being careful about keeping a distance from the palms of others, but I'm addicted to his open heart and unreserved closeness to me, and longing for being regarded as the only support of the little guy. Of course, he is also my only pillar.

This may not be so...normal, but I just want to

Chongyang in 1999

The landline phone finally came to my hometown. My father took the initiative to call the less, but Xiaoping was the more. Before each end, my father would listen carefully to me telling me about the appearance of the city and the life of me and the little guy.

We must be fine... My father said it many times, but I have never been impatient, responding again and again, vaguely in my dream, and I also responded over and over again

I went back a few days ago to ask for some winter preparations. I was in a hurry on the road and didn't have time to meet me.

How much white is my father's hair?

Has Xiaoping grown taller? Are he still very thin?

Sorry, I forgive my selfishness, although it is also because of the little guy, isn’t it to make myself feel at ease?

If it weren't for him, I'm afraid I'd be hard for me to remain alive

December 20, 1999

Before winter, spring, summer, and autumn, I had to send the little guy to school, but now I am worried about gains and losses, worried that he will not get used to it and will encounter troubles of one kind or another...

Sister Hua, who came with me, would be uncomfortable at the beginning, and it would be better to get used to it slowly. Besides, isn’t it too early? I really can’t bear to spend more time with the little guys.

But as I am now, I can't spend more time with him, because even between work, I have to go back to the office to find the little guy to be intimate for a while.

I asked Sister Hua, don’t she miss the children at home?

I'm so annoyed, God hates dogs, I've left it to my child's father to take it

When I heard this, I didn’t think of the topic of men, but I thought of Beibei. Beibei has black back blood, has a height and ears, and gave it to someone the squad leader knows. I can take the little guy to see Beibei another day, but I don’t know if I still remember us.

May 9, 2000

After a series of examinations, Dr. Chen told me that the little guy broke his leg from the steps and had a slight crack in his knee. Although it was not serious, he should avoid the bones from growing crooked during the period of rapid development.

The horror imagination of sitting in a wheelchair for a lifetime suddenly occupied my rationality. However, years of experience have been reminding myself to be calm and can only give the doctor a pale smile

The little guy was lying on the bed, putting plaster and gauze on his right leg. The first thing he said after seeing me was, Mom, I'm sorry...

Because of my carelessness, my mother was sad and sad

Even when I waited outside the operating room, I was just red with my eyes strong, but at this moment... I really couldn't tell whether to hate or thank this fate. I could actually send such a little angel, elves, and a well-behaved baby to me, no matter how I pampered her.

At night, the effect of anesthesia passed, and the little guy was so uncomfortable that he kept moaning.

I found the plaster tightly

Despite his fatigue, everyone praised his strength and sensibility. He has been silently enduring and never cried. Even if he occasionally feels so painful that tears flow, he grits his teeth. Why doesn't this look make people love and feel sad

This is my pride, and it is my weakness.

May 10, 2000

The world is only a line away from the sky and the earth and cracks

The doctor told me that the little guy's leg injury is easy to heal, but there may be some problems with his body.

Lack of α1 collagen, low protein content in bones, insufficient activity, and slow metabolism

Strangely, there is no shortage of synthetic growth substances from the outside, and the effects are large molecules with relatively complex spatial structures that need to be synthesized in the body.

In other words, the little guy first, no, enough!

Is it a heart disease?

I have heard too many real cases. Congenital heart disease is destined to die prematurely and has no chance of this world

Fortunately, with her repeated assurance, the problem was not here, but there was no accurate reason. She could only smile bitterly and suggest me to go to the most advanced hospital in the capital for examination, and there may not be any results.

This is something that cannot be done anyway, but this time, I have to get an answer myself

May 17, 2000

Putting aside the biggest trouble, these days have been the closest period between me and the little guy in the past two years. It seems that everything is carefree. He is a good baby who relies on me without reservation, and I am a good mother who takes care of him wholeheartedly.

But you have to return to reality

The little guy is going to postpone his admission for one year. Compared to the future, his body is more important, at least before I find the reason.

Sister Jing, it was Sister Jing who was trying to find a lot of materials for me, as well as textbooks and textbooks, college, high school, and even junior high school.

After all, I was considered to have excellent grades, although... although I was only at junior high school level, I forgot a considerable part of it.

September 1, 2000

Although I couldn't fulfill my previous promise to the little guy, I still took time to accompany him to the hospital's affiliated primary school to visit the scene of the school opening

Busy, hustle and bustle, but also lively

Sorry, the mother can only be next year...

It doesn't matter, my aunt said I have to grow taller and grow older, I will definitely work hard

How can you do anything about this? The little guy never picks on food

It's funny to say that the two people in the house were reading books carefully. One of them dropped out of school and went home to have a child, while the other had never entered the school at all, but they were both very serious.

December 8, 2000

Sister Jing takes good care of her, but even the cost of those drugs is very expensive. Fortunately, they are barely enough, and there is no surplus left. The big house she described to the little guy has nowhere to go

It is very happy that under the advice of the doctor, he added exercise every morning and evening. The little guy became much stronger and finally he was called a tiger head and brain, and was full of wind and lively. He was no longer as lonely as before. He even let him run errands with anything and was so happy all day long.

Sometimes the little guy is also walking around and asking why he is so happy, because he wants to smile happily when he sees his mother.

Actually, mother, too

If there is anything happier?

It's the best to see the little guy

August 17, 2001

Today, I took the little guy to register. I walked in and found that everything inside was much brighter than looking from a distance. The playground was covered with red grass and green. You know, even the middle school in the town only had a sandy field with weeds.

The little guy is still well-behaved and restrained outside. Only when he is not in front of others will he exclaim excitedly, surprised by the freshness and neatness that he has never experienced here.

By the time he was taken to the mall to buy a small schoolbag and pencil case, the little guy was already dazzled and wanted anything

Whenever he chooses, just ask me a question, are you sure? He is like a bear breaking corn, he is reluctant to let go of the hand, and he is looking forward to a better one later, and he is in a dilemma

I teased the little guy for a long time, and finally turned around and carried a sky blue jingle cat on him.

September 1, 2019

The school day has come, and I can't help but repeatedly remind the little guy to listen carefully to the teacher, and my mother will pick him up at noon.

Although the hospital is very close to the affiliated primary school, you can get there in a few steps, and although it will be very early at noon on the first day of school, even though... I feel empty in my heart and I vaguely understand that some mentality needs to be changed, but I can't help but resist.

The little guy has only really started to grow up from today. What he has no longer come from his mother, and the insights he experienced alone.

Glad or feeling lost? It should be

When the ringtone rang, the little guy followed the queue out of the school gate, then rushed towards me, steaming was blowing on his head at a speed he had never shown before, just a few dozen meters long.

Mom! Emergency, longing, full of vitality are the sounds I want to hear in my dreams

After I got home, I leaned on the chair, and the little guy sat half and snuggled up on me, chatting about what I saw and heard all day, what a bag of new books was so heavy, and I assigned a female deskmate, and I would wear a red scarf to raise the national flag next week... All are different from before

The sound in my ears gradually turned into a whisper, my neck became itchy, and the little guy actually stood slanted against me and started to doze.

Ye Chen, the little guy's faint call woke me up, closed the information, fired and made some things

After playing, the little guy slept well again

If this is still possible in the future, at least it will be enough to be healthy.

National Day 2001

Add a new set of clothes to the little guy

Tight, but the little guy just wants to be handsome

Then the little guy asked me to buy it for myself, but children's clothing and adults were not on the same level as adults. He said angrily, but he didn't understand that the outfit he prepared for him could not even be replaced with a pair of high heels.

So the little guy was obviously unhappy with his new clothes because his classmate said that his mother looked so young, but the score was lowered by the clothes, which made him unable to show off his heart's content.

I had no choice but to promise that I would dress up beautifully every time to satisfy him when I went out with him in the future

But beautiful clothes are so expensive, mom can't afford them now~

The little guy stammered for a long time, a little depressed

Don’t worry, baby, mothers will be able to make big money soon and live in a big house. In the future, they will leave you with endless money to spend. Can you buy whatever you want?

Not good! When I grow up, my mother won’t have to work hard. I will give you whatever my mother wants!

If you have ambition, then mom will rely on your baby from now on~

Mom, I'm in the first grade

so?

Can you stop calling me baby...

That baby has no nickname...Xiaoyu?

No, there are three in the class

Little Lei? Lei Lei?

Well, mom, stop calling baby anyway

November 28, 2001

I had a vague premonition that what should come will come after all. The little guy fell down again during a jog in physical education class. As the doctor said, it is impossible to rely on drugs and nutritional products for a long time. Missing the most vigorous age group before the age of twelve or thirteen, the result is hard to say

But what is the problem?

As for the current information, I still can't find the answer

Anxious, anxious, or anxious, so that the little guy was infected and showed a cautious expression at home

I have made him lose his complete family and healthy body, and I should give him a carefree childhood

April 2, 2002

Although I found the school last year and applied to stop the little guy's physical education class and other activities, he still asked him to participate in this first spring outing.

During the afternoon, I remembered that the little guy was at the foot of the mountain dozens of miles away, and I guess he was just having fun at this moment.

I have no worries, because I'm going to pick him up again in the evening

The little guy said that the scenery in the mountains is not good, because the place where he was born is convenient to approach the valley, with forests, lakes and springs, which is not inferior to the spring outing of the mountainous areas.

Playing is not the whole meaning of the event, but how can he understand the topic of learning to organize order and teamwork during the event?

May 3, 2002

Today I attended a parent-teacher meeting. The head teacher told me privately that the little guy is not sociable for many reasons, because he rarely participates in activities, because he is a single-parent family, and his conditions are not very good, because he is very sensible and smart, and he is loved by the teacher.

Although he is also very good to his classmates, children are blindly following. As long as one or two people make jealous remarks, a group of people will start to be isolated, and then everyone will be

If it were myself, I could still work and live peacefully. This kind of thing that would not bring about a dime loss and would not even be considered difficult. At most, it would only become a few words of slander in some leisure time.

The little guy is not as lively as before, and he returns to his quiet appearance

I thought I could do it, but it was still a mess

June 7, 2002

You can't go to school to make a big fuss. The little guy is still an unsociable classmate in school and the object of rejection. The excellent students in the eyes of teachers can only make up for the uneasiness in their hearts by taking more time at home.

Origami, flower climbing, embroidery, sandbag, bamboo dragonflies... I create all kinds of novel tricks like a tingling cat, even if he is happy, I just want to remove those shadows

I was a little surprised to receive a call from my class teacher, Teacher Fan. Although she expressed her apology, she still felt angry.

The little guy is very sad, although it's not his fault

He snatched it first... He lowered his head, afraid of seeing my disappointed eyes

Are you afraid of him?

Not afraid

If there is another time, you beat him down!

But, fighting is wrong... The teacher said...

Then is he right to steal things?

wrong

He is wrong, you are right, and this is given to the baby by the mother. Is the baby willing to be ruined by others?

This is what I taught him, learn to resist, resist injustice, resist atrocities, resist, destiny

Be brave, mothers will rely on their babies to protect them in the future

I got it, mom!

Ruanshi Education was a great success!

August 19, 2003

The little guy is in the third grade, but in terms of study, there is no need to stay in elementary school, but in order to give him a normal childhood, I will do it step by step

The little guy will occasionally feel uncomfortable, tired, and unenergized, and inevitably feel depressed and depressed. I can only caress and massage the young body of my young body to coax him to fall asleep slowly

The agreement that Sister Jing took out seemed to lift the straw in my hand very high.

I saw a group of pitiful, respectable people who may have achieved brilliant achievements that ordinary people cannot achieve, but they also paid a price that no one could afford.

The algorithm pioneered by Mr. Yang in the fields of linear damping and nonlinear damping not only effectively guides the construction of basic seismic isolation buildings in earthquake-prone areas, but also greatly reduces the measurement error caused by the vibration of precision research equipment, and makes an indelible contribution to the progress and development of high-tech research fields and manufacturing fields. At the right time, Mr. Yang is 27 years old.

Countless awards and honors, no matter how dazzling the amazing ones are, they all seem to fall on the wheelchair pushed by the caregiver, staring blankly at the sky. The Servant Jing repeated the greetings twice before coming to her senses. This year, Mr. Yang's thirty-seventh year

Mathematics, chemistry, materials science, optics... The talented person who was almost born knows, has made him stand at the top of the industry after his youth. His rapid fall also makes people sigh and die, and they are destroyed to the point where they cannot take care of themselves.

Survival and evolution are the most important tasks of a race. They have been deeply imprinted into genetic genes. Only a small switch is needed. The instinct hidden in 98% of genes without transcription will show that the brain is active and developed in advance, the body is weak and lagging behind, and it reaches a certain level of complete stagnation, and cannot fully deal with the complex and heavy instructions of the brain... And this is just an extremely small number of lucky individuals. The biggest possibility is that they have become this state since they were born, and some complete autism is also one of the manifestations.

The Key of God is most suspected to be hiding on chromosome 1 not only has twice the number of genes as autosomes, but also affects carnitine to assist macromolecular fat into brain cells and mitochondria.

However, the human body is not mechanically unable to be separated, and the same cellular behavior is controlled by far more than one substance

Finally I understand, I have no choice either

I have learned to speculate on my fate with the greatest malicious intention, and will not surrender again without taking luck or surrender.

Spring Equinox in 2004

In the middle of the night, I was upset and wrote this diary

Just now, the little guy twisted uneasyly on the bed, trembling with discomfort. I really had no choice but to hug it tightly.

Baby, I'm sorry, it's my mother useless...

If there is really God, if it can really hear my heart, stop being rich and going to a high position, it will be fine no matter what, I just want to protect him without illness or disaster

The little guy just now broke my heart, and the quiet look made me feel heart-warmed. He should have held my hands and feet because he had nowhere to sit, and he still hummed gently. Mom

During the day, when the little guy finished his homework in the hospital, I just happened to take off my work clothes with the smell of disinfectant alcohol. At the age of ten, he was already very heavy, but I still like to hold it in my arms and rub it. Not long after, the little guy shouted again and couldn't breathe, and then he laughed.

If there is any future, I will hate my mother. This is the sin I should redeem.

June 18, 2004

After cultivating enough material samples, the project team started the first live test, and the poor white mouse became the subject.

In seven days, there were significant differences between the control groups. The physiological activity index increased and the organ failure was also accompanied by such a small body size.

So some people proposed to use piglets for experiments, which can be more tolerant and more obvious in characterization. Moreover, the pig's genes are closest to humans, and it is even expected to transplant organs from pigs.

Sounds like a myth, but the world's most cutting-edge biological journal has published experiments on the culture of human-pig hybrid embryonic cells

Half a month later, to celebrate that the experimental group was bigger than the normal control group, the two piglets who were alive and lively, after obtaining the data, we decided to slaughter them and eat meat.

By the way, practice dissecting and understanding the internal organ structure of mammals

Compared with frogs and mice, the difference in body shape brings a completely different feeling, and it looks like a human?

My hands that have been holding the knife for nearly ten years tremble slightly

What was even more shocking was that Dr. Guan held duck blood vermicelli on the side to guide me to take out my heart, and used the back of the chopsticks to penetrate the cut opening and spread it to both sides to facilitate the observation of the structure of the ventricle and atrium.

The fishy smell, the hot fragrance of the soup, mixed into a strange smell, accompanied by the moist and soft squirming feeling, and the sound of the doctor chewing and sucking sound from his ears, which filled the originally ordinary scene with strange discomfort. When he burped his last sip of the soup, I covered my mouth and rushed to the pool...

In this era of material scarcity, even the fat pork grown can only be tasted occasionally, let alone the tender piglets. I just didn't move the part I divided, leaving it all for the little guy.

The shadows created in the laboratory today should exist for a long time in the future

December 30, 2004

After half a year of verification, the two preliminary plans only have the last step in clinical practice. Regarding the subjects, we experienced a not-so-hard but extremely difficult discussion.

No one will feel good in my heart, no one will persuade me, even though everyone understands the truth.

Including myself

This is completely harmless and at most it can serve as an auxiliary role to regulate. The result is good for everyone. The hospital can obtain data, and for the sake of the son, it can avoid possible collapse of the future...

But what if?

This unreasonable panic appears from time to time, and eventually confesses to the rest after secretly experimenting with yourself for a week.

Nervously and helplessly waited for another week... Nothing unusual

He gave it to the little guy as if nothing had happened. He was used to me asking him to take something strange from time to time, without even the slightest doubt.

Such trust and dependence have made me feel extremely warm, but these days have made me feel harsh

Until today, the little guy finally asked, because he felt that the world was more vivid and vivid, and his body became more relaxed, just like when he used to be pressed on something on his body, he got rid of it now.

I thought about explaining all the ins and outs, but this idea was suppressed. Without mentioning confidentiality regulations and the little guy's understanding ability, if I know my possible future, such a relaxed life would probably never be seen again.

Because the baby often feels uncomfortable, the mother invented this

Mom is so awesome!

Of course, for the sake of the baby, the mother can do anything, and the baby will be smart and strong in the future!

That must be as smart as my mother. My little flattery made me very helpful. This kid must be very popular with women when he grows up.

The first step to change your destiny,√!

March 13, 2005

The little guy told me nervously that he beat Liu Yang and Liu Dapang from the next class because he said bad things about his father.

The little guy's figure was moving upward like an inflatable, faster than in previous years, and his nature was liberated as his body unleashed restrictions. Every day, he finally had endless energy to support his vigorous curiosity and the imaginative hundred thousand whys.

Oh, I replied to him, and then I remembered, "Do you want to call a parent?"

No, write a review

I waved my hand and copied a copy according to the template

The little guy gradually smiled and started to pester me again, talking and acting cute, until most of the questions were answered.

Other people's children, if they were either having a quarrel with their parents, or they would make trouble without reason, but the little guy didn't just want to try to please him. I couldn't help but say that I was annoyed and drove him away.

Something called hope gives me the confidence to enjoy life with the little guy without restraint, rebelliously, and eat, drink and play on any festival that can be used as a reason.

The world is great, the greatest happiness

January 1, 2007

How long has it been? It seems that whenever you sleep well at night, you will be woken up, but you can't bear to give up your dreams and try to sleep peacefully again. The cycles are alternated and exhausted

No matter how the auxiliary solutions are deepened and refined, there is still a limit. The new project was established two years ago and may not be gentle anymore.

If resistance is useful, I will choose to regret it without hesitation, but it is likely that the little guy's brain development may be abnormal.

His brain neuron discharge frequency is very high. Is there a large number of repeated discharge sequences or do we need to extract different encoding patterns? We have not figured out these yet. This is also the research direction of this project. It is unrealistic to reorganize any of the eight inherent systems of the human body. All we have to do is observe and then try to slightly change from the expression level of genes to leverage the most complex life bodies with the simplest and smallest means.

Last year, the Human Genome Project completed the gene sequencing of the last set of chromosome chromosome 1, which is also one of the biggest reliances of this project.

Five bases, forty-six chromosomes, 2...50,000 genes, the target gene is screened out... This may be no less than the vast and complexity of the human genome project

On one side is the project progress, on the other side is the little guy's increasingly sensitive and out of control. How should he choose...

March 12, 2007

The sequencing work was carried out in an orderly manner, and finally agreed to use the few different genes of the little guy and I as the first step to carry out the work. It is still in the exploration stage of the entire plan. After all, there has not been a more complex problem of differential expression.

Seven years ago, with his junior high school degree, he has been able to work with his ancestors who have been immersed in the industry for decades. The life experience is sometimes incredible.

In order to adjust the body index to its peak, a six-month exercise plan was even developed, as well as a comprehensive weekly examination.

The afternoon was more like discussing funerals, material conditions, including inheritable hospital shares, direct financial aid, and social security, to include the little guy in this system and enjoy the right to achieve fruitful benefits.

As beneficiaries only, rather than management with leadership power in the future, it is easy to be accepted

In exchange, since the beginning of the project, I have participated and even been one of the experimental subjects. In principle, I cannot withdraw in the middle. As for how long it takes to be considered halfway, decades, or even...

July 1, 2007

The first day of the room distribution, night

Even after training, my strength has increased greatly, and I can no longer hold the little guy who is only one head shorter, so the cramped cottage was replaced by two bedrooms and one living room.

However, the larger space brings emptyness. No matter whether the bed is shorter or not wide enough, the hands in the quilt cannot be wrapped around the little guy. But without the little guy, it is not used to it. It either floats in the sky or sinks on the bottom of the sea, feeling uncomfortable and suffocating.

The little guy slept soundly when he opened the door. He was so heartless...

September 3, 2007

There is no need to comfort me. Who has never encountered an emergency in the experiment? Of course, if possible, who doesn't want to be smooth

A few days later, I will set off at the Pacific Johns Hopkins Medical School research base. I heard that Xiaoyuan is studying in the medical department, but I don’t know if he can see him.

It is expected to take care of yourself in two to three months. I don’t know if the naughty little guy can take good care of himself...

Cold dew in 2007

At one o'clock in the morning, memories are like nightmare to wake me up again, only the quilt and light remind me where I am

In the seventh clinical experiment, we found the transcription factor that determines the expression of α1(Ⅰ)cllagen gene (α1 collagen gene) and the target gene that acted. Hopkins's trip was half successful, and it only took two weeks to do so.

The smooth progress of the experiment intensified our ambition. Although the types of rejection reactions were not reduced, the waiting time was greatly shortened under my suggestion. In the end, the bitter fruit was eaten by itself, and the journey to hell that was wandering on the edge of light and shadow for three days was difficult to suffer from tears.

Tonight I finally understand that even if fate is entangled and teased, it is their own choice in the end.

October 10, 2007

A silvery color appeared on Sister Jing's temples

Sister Jing, I'm sorry... I've never been a soft-hearted and crying person, but tears began to fall. The woman opposite was like a mentor and a long-term kiss, but I hurt her heart

Xiao Ruan Ah, it’s not your fault... It’s okay...

Um!

After reporting the general research progress, I hesitated to say that ridiculous idea, but as expected, Sister Jing scolded me.

You are feudal superstition! You are afraid of timidity! You let Xiaoyu go...

I said it just in case, ~ You don’t know that I almost couldn’t hold on in those days... Although the project has come to an end, there are always times to restart. In case, I don’t want him to see me so scary. Besides, it’s all because of me...

Compared to what I suffered, Sister Jing still couldn't bear it and had to accompany me to make trouble.

October 11, 2007

Sister Jing took me to another base and then stuffed me a gun!

A metal, heavy, firing real gun!

It is said that it will be handed over to me in the future, but you need to learn how to use it in the training ground before you can take it out

I returned to the hospital in a daze and sat until I got off work

Are the results of this experiment really so important?

The leader like Dr. Guan has actually arranged bodyguards, and I am quite special and I have also given such restricted weapons to defend myself.

What I am afraid of is not the lethality of this thing, but the forces that are representing behind it to confront you!

Where does the danger come from?

Will the little guy be implicated?

November 1, 2007

With the shares of the hospital, I finally realized my dream of entering the first place, and the results that I have achieved through a lifetime of death will definitely reflect its value in the little guy.

I have to admit that I am a childish, fantasy and greedy woman (although I had a little guy in that time). In addition to picking up my identity in front of the little guy, I would rather be addicted to pleasure and laziness at the other time.

The first time I enjoyed the little guy's unfamiliar care, the uneasiness and vacancy were slowly filled, although I would occasionally wake up in a daze at midnight, the little guy who gradually grew into a man around me could give me some peace of mind

Also, the little guy really grew up and learned to appreciate his mother. Well, he has a good vision!

November 3, 2007

There are actually books in this world that describe mother and son!

The cover is so explicit, oh, it's really obscene, it also says that my mother and son are incest, so perverted!

Where did he get it?

What should I say about Ah, what if the little guy learns bad things?

Why don't you just go to the hospital to give him a physiology class...

When I was taking a shower, I asked him what the little Queque was used for. The little guy lowered his head in the basin to tease him. It was for drinking water. Now he has erect and nocturnal emission, and he is shy to avoid me.

I don’t know how much the little Queque has grown up. If you have the chance, you have to check it out for him...

What are you thinking about? How can my mother want to see her son?

No, I am a doctor, I just want to check my son's health

Yes, that's it!

But what if my son wants me to help him when he gets erect?

If he doesn't help, will he get into bad habits?

But if there is a first time, there will be a second time, and in the end it will become a mother and son...AhAh!

What are you thinking about?

Do you miss a man?

Then don’t miss your son Ah!

……

The pants were actually wet, Ruan Qing Ah Ruan Qing, you are really...

June 3, 2008

It hurts, it hurts so much that you forget it. I feel uneasy all day long. I have to learn how to fight with people. I have to make my body feel green and purple.

He is not as tall as me and he even said he wants to protect me. I am the mother and I don’t want your protection!

I was so cute when I was a child, but now I am not well-behaved. Humph, bad son, it makes my mother feel so distressed

It is said that this is the rebellious period of students' youth. Why is my little bastard still so entangled? He always hugs and whispers and praises people... Although he is not that cute when he grows up, he finally has a mature taste and is becoming more and more able to speak.

I never knew that my neck was so sensitive. The little bastard was blowing the hot air. If you say a few nice words, you would be dizzy, soft and warm. You can't get angry even if you want to get angry. Every time you let him get away with it, hum, if he takes him with you at any time, see if he has so many sweet words that he can't repeat without repeating.

July 19, 2008

When I was on holiday, I didn’t stay at home every day. I was heartless and always used air conditioning as an excuse to rub the bed. I looked like a shameless little scoundrel. Why didn’t I see it before?

Wow! Mom, your arms are so white!

Ah! I didn't see my figure better than my mother when I was in the parent-teacher meeting

Touch here, pinch there, and keep compliments, um~ that's right, if it weren't for you, those who pursued me could be lined up from home to the hospital...

Thank you mom... Whenever this kind of topic comes, the little bastard becomes depressed

OK OK OK OK Didn’t you say it long ago? From then on, you will be the only man in your family, although now you are still just a little man... Hahaha...

A small word that highlighted made him anxious and embarrassed. He hugged my waist and buried his face in the pillow. No matter how he coaxed me, he couldn't do anything, forced me to use my trick, gently pressed against his shoulders, and slowly shook Ah as he breathed. After a certain threshold, the little pervert's breathing became heavy immediately, and his ears were red and hot.

I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t eaten milk since I was a child, but the little pervert is very concerned about it, otherwise why would he always run to Sister Liu’s house?

However, Sister Liu's place is really big, and her clothes can't be held back...

What's wrong? Didn't you still make a fuss when you first started school?

Mom! My pretended innocent eyes and tone were clearly teasing, which made him blush and fled in the panic amid my unscrupulous laughter

Well, my son still needs to find someone with bigger breasts in the future. I don’t want the future child to have no milk to drink, that’s too pitiful…

March 5, 2010

The little bastard is worry-free. Even the school has been found by myself. The reason is very important, so I don’t have any sense of accomplishment as a mother.

The little guy has been very obedient since he was a child. Now the little bastard is becoming more and more mature. Especially after he jumps up, he doesn't take my majesty seriously and keeps holding me in his arms. It's really big or small

But if there is really such a strong enough embrace that makes people feel at ease and don’t have to think about anything, it seems that it is quite comfortable?

It's thirty...

But there is still a youthful and beautiful face in the mirror, exuding a trace of intelligence and tenderness, and the eyes are still cunning and lively but have a convincing spirit.

Her beauty is not yet at the age of fading by time. The streams that have experienced time have been washed away from the dust, achieving a clear and natural essence like jade lotus

But, she still likes to admire herself, staring at the water droplets in the shower and flowing into the cleavage from her shoulders, flowing through her lower abdomen, gently caressing the secret gap of white and tender, smooth porcelain white; or she can't wait to go down the top of the peak of the undulating snow peak like a string of pearls broken lines; or perhaps she secretly hides into the cliff on the back of the spine, winding, climbing up the round and upturned snow-covered buttocks, and then slid down to the bottom

She came from the world, but she seemed to be born in a painting; even though she had eaten all the fireworks, she also rendered the scroll and made the people in the painting liven up.

But now, will her pride and identity still allow her to be lenient?

Unfortunately, I haven't been a woman for a day...

Humph, there are only a group of stinky men who see the erotic eyes. It is better to be cheaper than to be cheaper than to be cheaper than to be cheaper than to be cheaper than to be

Well... my little pervert... what a mess, but why does it seem to feel very exciting?

August 3, 2010

Sister Jing told me that because it was difficult to do it again, Xiaoyuan re-educated psychology and joked that he did not need craniotomy.

If I could start over... But life has not started again

Whenever the little bastard hugged me, I felt so happy to be with my mother... And watching him from ten months of pregnancy, shaking and following, and then to the sunny appearance today, he might have to get married, have children, start a family and start a career in the future...

The only drawback is the natural flaw of this body, but my mother will definitely make up for it, and then quietly, far away, never brings troubles or accidents again

August 9, 2010

Shocked up in the early morning

This is the fourth time. I feel particularly uneasy. I still need to do something and write something so that I won’t be too shaken.

Looking back, I took the little guy all the way, but fortunately I was so happy that I ended my hardships. Who can not be greedy?

If there is really one day, I can't see it, so I'll give Sister Jing a headache

Little bastard, good son, forgive me for being willful. This is the last time I am willful. Maybe I can't use it?

Mom is actually very brave. This is the end of the disaster of the three lives. You should have a new life and new hope. You must get rid of the past and continue to move on.

August 15, 2010

I was so careless that I was found blank. How do I explain it?

Want to tell the truth?

Where to start?

However, my son still believed without hesitation, and let the storm disappear, as if I was worried for nothing.

I am so immersed in this hard-won happiness, but I am extremely reluctant to be implicated by me again, but who can tell the future exactly?

August 18, 2010

Bet on all his wealth, and finally relying on Sister Jing's help to get a villa next to the school, which is also a place for him to settle down in the future.

What a beautiful place Ah!

Like it, son?

I want to be carefree with the little guy, but he was so obedient when he was a child, but he was so bad when he grew up. He thought of lying to his mother's tears, making the two of them cry in a happy day.

Noon sleep is always a luxury, because occasionally you will wake up inexplicably in the middle of the night, and even a series of nightmares are often alarmed by the thunder.

There are fewer and fewer nights like this. Every time the little pervert treats the weather as an excuse, and does not fall to the ground at once, get so close, with so strong arms, long and thick breath... Finally, there is a temporary reliance that makes people completely relaxed, but it is still a distance from being truly upright.

September 17, 2010

Xiaorou kissed me stolenly as soon as she arrived at school in the morning. She also asked me how to use it to make myself shine and go back ten years ago

She gave her a blank look, and the overflowing Rou seemed to feel something. Xiaorou swallowed her saliva quietly, her eyes straightened.

Sister Ruan Qing, you are fascinated today...

Proud, secretly happy and shy, and it seems that there is still a residue in the palm of your palm until now

It was so hot last night that it seemed like I was lazily soaking in a bathtub filled with warm water, but it was ironed all the way into my heart and lungs, making my whole chest warm

Humph... The slightly thick palm shaved her lower abdomen, and her whole body was numb. She wanted to stretch her hands and feet, but she was so itchy that she wanted to cramp. She felt uncomfortable but strangely comfortable. She was still a little reluctant to leave at the end

Unexpectedly, there was something else on my body like my neck, with touch connected to the tip of my heart. Even if I was blown gently by the heat, I would tremble three times. Not to mention that I was slapped hard. It was already strange that I felt like I was urinating, and some sticky gushed out. Fortunately, this little pervert didn't know, otherwise I wouldn't have been ridiculed...

The shame in the mirror was so rosy that it dripped with water. It covered my head with a quilt, but my face became even more burning. Even though the excess water was discharged just now, it seemed that the itchy that penetrated deep into the bone marrow had not disappeared. I really wanted to... I really wanted to rub it again...

Son, are you cold? Ah... The little pervert easily understood it, and crawled in sideways, but always distanced. Is this the reason why he knows how to avoid his mother?

But the world is so big, there are only two of us.

Could you help mom rub it? Is it good to rub it again? I stroked a big hand and rubbed it open the ginger soup. As the warm current surged, my breathing spontaneously started to move, and I was so confused.

Well Ah Big big stretch, opening your eyes makes you feel a new life, and the long-term fatigue is gone

That's right, I just need to change my pants, um...

October 23, 2010

When do I care about any gold medals?

I was injured, one by one, why are you so good to me?

Little bastard, the more he gets more worried the older he gets. He knows that he makes me cry, and then he coaxes me again, thinking I am a child?

Little bastard, little pervert, little bastard, will use this trick to bully people...

Ruan Qing, you are not good either. Where is your majesty?

The little pervert acted coquettishly, and he leaned up with a shy face and grinded it and lost his temper. He agreed not to give him a good face for three days, and he couldn't hold on for a whole night... Humph, I'm so angry that I'm so angry

Participate in the competition to earn face for your mother and help her stand out. How old is it, you just pretend to be a man and want to shelter your mother from the wind and rain. Little bastard, you are still early...

November 3, 2010

The bamboo shadows are colorful, and it seems that I heard my brother say to me again, don't worry, I have everything! Although things have changed for many years, his bloodline is still in front of me, and of course my little bastard is also my bastard.

When I didn't see that you were unhappy?

Why are you so cautious when you even eat your dad's vinegar for your mother?

He said arrogantly, that's right, you'll leave it to me in the future. Do you think your mother is the only one?

The little pervert looked nervous and wanted to find a box to lock it and hide it. He treated his mother as if she was so angry!

I haven't settled the score with you yet. I flirt with my junior high school classmates every day, and I go out and go out for dinner. I don't hide it from me at all. I eat what's in the bowl and think about what's in the pot. When I think about it, I come to please me. I don't think about it. After sorting out the data every day, there is no one to talk. Big liar, big bastard, big radish...

December 25, 2010

Xiaoya, Xiaoya, look at the little brother who comes, Sister Ruan Qing becomes happy!

To Ah vs Ah!

Xiaoya Xiaoya, look at Sister Ruan Qing’s happy little feminine smile!

It's Ah or Ah!

Xiaoya, let’s go out quickly, otherwise they will be sipped by one and I will either be suffocated to death or be sore to death!

OK OK OK!

……

They sang and reconciled every day. Last time they performed so miserable in the hospital, they happened to be together. They were punished to arrange physical tests to count the sports and health data of all students in the first grade of high school. They handed it in before the winter vacation, and it was only one month, which was enough for them to lose a few pounds.

Although I never expressed my thoughts, my son was obedient and obedient. He turned off all the competitions and practices, and ran over to do his homework after class.

That's right, this is the mother's good son. He caresses about his well-being, relieves fatigue and moans, and keeps in mind that he can only be rewarded by serving his mother wholeheartedly. Although the last accident weakened some functions of the body, such as the liver's ability to relieve alcohol, it was not without benefits. The expression of collagen genes occasionally deviates from regulation and exceeds normal levels. The external manifestation is the fullness and softness of the skeletal muscle lines, and the skin is firm and fair, which is much better than oral collagen. He will not gain weight because of eating too much.

Humph, little pervert, this girl's beauty can only be shown to you to appreciate. If it were other men, I would have slapped twice in the face.

Well, when it comes to accidents, why did you lose all the hair on your body?

Even if I use hair removal cream, it is not so clean, and I can't even touch my pores. Although it feels refreshing and comfortable, my whole body is pale and white, and it looks so strange...

February 5, 2011

The TV series is just so exciting. The little bastard rushed in with a very worried expression, which made me forget that I was crying so hard that I was crying. When the power passed, I was picked up by the little pervert without realizing it. It was filmed and smooth. Only the children need to comfort me like this!

Although it's very comfortable...

This bad thing I used to be sleeping with me and I took all the advantages!

The figure is pretty good, although it's a little tender, you can see everything you should have. Biceps, triceps, chest muscles, abdominal muscles, and hard muscles. Men and women are different. Fortunately, I didn't become like this at the beginning

This little pervert really deserves to teach him a lesson. He dares to be honest when he wakes up. He doesn’t count if he grabs his hand, but... can his mother touch it casually?

When you touch your belly, you will want to put a quilt on it...

How could it be so excessive? That bad thing has become big and big, a big pervert, a hooligan, and a mother will never make trouble with you again...

February 6, 2011

Art film?

Even the naked body is exposed, I don’t know how to be ashamed!

The little pervert is still staring so carefully, as if he wants to carve it into his eyes, for fear of missing a little detail!

Don't watch it! Don't learn well!

Humph, it’s not white, has small breasts and is so thin, it’s not as good as me!

In the future, I not only have to look at it, but also touch it with my hands and kiss it with my mouth...

This scoundrel, the scoundrel's tone seemed to be so ruthless to me. I was so angry that I couldn't help but bite it to relieve my hatred.

I thought so, but I didn't expect to do it!

When I put it on, I was so dizzy by the little bastard's strong heat. I am a mother, how could I do this so randomly?

It’s all my fault that the little bastard doesn’t take my majesty seriously. He is not big or small all day long, coaxes and holds me, obediently, otherwise how could he spoil me like this?

Yes, it’s all his fault!

I never did this before

The little pervert has also been upgraded to the big pervert!

Although it will happen when I grow up, but...but...how did I sit there?

It felt like it was burned, like a burning iron rod, which scared me so much that I didn't dare to move. I realized that the little pervert had become a big pervert, and no such thing would happen to my son and mother!

Escape back to the room, when the heartbeat that was about to jump out of the chest calmed down, after the ultimate stimulation and joy, it was filled with inexplicable depression and depressedness.

Enter the words "mother and son", intimacy, etc. to search the web page, but the content gradually moves towards distortion, morality, pervert, incest

I was shocked, indulged in the hard-earned dreamlike in life, and I was so proud that my son was no longer ignorant, and the intimacy that blended with me should have been gone forever

Independent in growth, not only does he need to learn to be lonely and focused, learn to think and plan silently, learn to accumulate and work silently in the silent years, until he finally achieves his own life.

And what about me?

You should also get used to standing out of his sight, get used to letting go quietly, get used to the unstable daily life, and be different from before.

One day he will leave, it has been long enough. Even if the person who accompanied him is not himself after all, he shouldn't have many regrets, right?

But this is as smooth as a dream, it is really an addictive medicine. It is pestering, making noise, and smiling freely every day. It is easy to get stuck in it, but it is too difficult to quit...

His future is not with you. For him, it's time to re-recognize life.

Keep reciting this sentence silently, like self-hypnosis, and finally speaking in front of your son. However, this damn cowardice has made the originally direct line draw a hesitant question. Do you think your mother is too obsessed and drag you down?

Don't worry, you can't bear to let go, but I can't bear to let you go. If you don't bother me, I will bother you. When I go to school, I will accompany you to and from work every day. I will cook for you on weekends. When I eat, I will hug you and watch TV. I will travel with you every time I am happy.

Why is this enemy born with the ability to deceive people into tears? He just easily grasped my weakness?

When you are happy, I will laugh with you, and when you are sad, I will still be with you. Although I am not very comfortable, I will hand you a tissue when I cry, I will lean on you and carry you on your back when I am tired, and when I turn on the light when I am black, I will help you run away when the bad guys come. I can still do these things.

Don’t say that delays Ah or drags down, I will just drag you down, right? My mother is a beautiful woman with a kind heart, a good heart, a good heart, a good heart, a good teacher, and a smart and smart person...

No matter how outstanding her son is, it is because he has a mother who is almost perfect and loves him wholeheartedly! It doesn't matter if you can guard such a good mother and a good woman every day.

Not only was he unable to stop the tears of touching tears, but he could not stop the smile from being earned by him. No matter how much he pouted or how much he was teased, he could not help but cry and laugh.

In short, although your son has no father since he was a child, he has a mother who loves him the most in the world. He has always grown up healthy and happy, and has learned more principles than others. He will live happier in the future and love his mother more...

What do you love or not? If you are filial, you should show it well. Why do you have to say it so stingy?

I will bully me with shamelessness, bully my hands, bully my body, and bully my mouth. I will be bullied to death by you and still can't be angry. I will bully my mother, the best bad son in the world!

When I was a child, I didn’t feel anything when I sucked and touched it, but when I was bullied by the little pervert’s eyes, it was numb to my heart. What to look at! Humph, I just didn’t pay attention at home. Anyway, there wouldn’t be a second man to see it. It’s no big deal to be accidentally seen by the little pervert who has been tired of it since I was a child. After all, it’s so perfect, how could the little pervert resist it?

June 7, 11

I feel more and more that I am getting stubborn, and the little guy has not grown to the point where he doesn’t need his mother at all. Why should I rush to leave myself out?

I'm taller than me, I still have nightmares, I'm so timid, well, I still need my care

So what I look forward to most every day is the look of my good son

Sister Ruan Qing, you have a great relationship!

Running to this place at any time is annoying...

Oh, then Sister Ruan Qing, why are you laughing at?

Yurou, Sister Ruan Qing can bully me with the help of someone spoiling her every day. Do you take me to elope?

Feng Yurou and An Xiaoya began to become sarcastic again, but I was proud both openly and secretly. What's wrong with the good relationship between mother and son? Can't you be envious?

As for incest, it must be that you scare yourself. How is that kind of thing possible? Family affection that is thicker than water is not a love!

I regard it as treasures and enjoy my son's care with peace of mind. Nothing can move me more than it is related to him. For him, the only one who is most moved should be the one he cares about the most, a perfect mother like a goddess, right?

Until, the dark red waves, the mysterious black long skirt, the gorgeous lips, the faint eyebrows, standing there was a flying picture, confidence and nobility hitting in front of you

Compared to myself, I have no makeup day after day, light-colored clothes and white coat day after day. It turns out that I am still a little duck who can't dress up when I walked out of the countryside. At best, I am a little duck that looks better than the other side, and I can't become an elegant white swan.

Even if I brought my son to the city, let him get into a first-class school, and gave him a good life and even a spacious villa, I would not be able to become a member of the so-called elite upper class society.

Hum, what's there... OK, it's just amazing

The most important thing is, why does the little pervert look very familiar with such a beautiful woman!

I'm angry!

I...I envy... If I could be so charming, what I want to enjoy the most is the little pervert's shocking and obsessed eyes.

I will go to the hospital tonight to see what can be done for beauty. Love and jealousy are women’s nature!

I still know from the little pervert that they call her Sister Vivi, and they are younger than me when they shout

Is it particularly beautiful? Very tasteful? Very confident? Very charming? Many students and teachers upstairs were stunned by watching from a distance...

I forgot my mother when I see color! I think differently! I see color...

But who told her that she was so...so...so I couldn't even raise the idea of ​​comparing

However, I know another woman. No matter what clothes she wears, she is the most beautiful in my eyes. She does not need any decoration. She is like a lotus born from the sky and earth. It is exactly the same as the saying "It is stained with mud and is washed with clear water but not charming. She never cares about the views of irrelevant people. She has her own pursuits and her own goals. No matter how hard or tired she is, she can grit her teeth and persevere. Until today, she finally realized it.

Although it doesn't look that amazing, I know how charming she really looks when she smiles. When she crys, I feel heartbroken, and every frown and smile is touching.

I know that her fingers were rough before, but now they are tender; the palms I held her are warm, the body I hugged her is soft, her smile is sweet, her heart is kind, her love is selfless and great

Bad, bad son, since it has passed, why do you still need to recall it? I didn’t feel anything at all. When you said it, why did you feel so sad...

And that woman is not that good. In fact, she can’t do anything, but because she brings a little guy with a little guy, just like all other mothers, she doesn’t want the little guy to endure hardships and wants to give him the best of everything, so she has to grit her teeth to do everything, but that’s all, it’s not as great as you said, it’s true!

But I don't know why, sometimes she is so brave. She is very skilled and very smart, but she always looks helpless. She is obviously full of advantages, but she always envies other people's qualities.

Although she is so timid that she is afraid of thunder and will force others to eat chili unreasonably, this will only make me want to protect her, encourage her, and accommodate her, because in my eyes, no matter what, she is the best, the most unique, what I need most, and what I need most.

Cai, Cai is not timid, isn’t it just a little bit, a little bit afraid of thunder? Who wants you to protect and accommodate you, I am my mother!

I don't know who had nightmares a few days ago and had to hold my mother to sleep peacefully

Ruan Qing, you don’t have to be afraid, because I will always be on your side

There is no need to envy others in the future, because in my eyes, you will always be the number one. My mother, Ruan Qing, can't compare to anyone!

I don’t envy you! My breasts are not as big as me. If I envy you, I will also envy Sister Liu. Humph!

July 17th

I thought this turmoil would eventually end with a complete destruction of one side, and would turn into history in the sound of gunfire, becoming the paper ashes burning every year in Qingming Festival, and a faint memory.

Because I was completely lost, because of my grief, because of my sixteen years of karma, because... But no matter what, when I woke up again, I felt regretful.

After all, I am still a timid little woman. Although I had to lose everything, I am still greedy for the only concern. Especially since we have become each other's only and everything we have, it makes people unable to let go.

The little thing that was waiting to be fed back then is now coming and seeing off, socializing, greetings, calm, decisive, and orderly. Even the occasional anxiety also adds to his deep temperament.

I am only in my teenage years old, where can I get the experience and enthusiasm to deal with such a scene?

This little bastard, when he faced me alone, revealed his true colors. He joked about me without any big or small, and said that he would become the pillar of the family.

Pooh!

Want to eat swan meat?

Just drink your chicken soup

July 19th

Why are the floor tiles so slippery, why do you accidentally fall, why are you sending all the swan meat to the little pervert's mouth ~

He must have discovered the biggest secret~ Woo~ I have no shame to live...

I told you to be a hooligan to your mother on weekdays, and you are used to touching your hands and your eyes are not honest, so you peek everywhere. Now, you finally have something to do. Let's see how you end up...

July 27, 1 year

Men are all liars, big liars, and they will say beautiful words. It is enough to have you. They will always spoil, stick to their mothers, and never leave... In the end, they are no different from others?

I saw it, I touched it, but now I know I am afraid...

I hide and don’t dare to look at it too much, just think that I was confused and I will be careless about this unscrupulous person...

August 28, 1 year

When the enthusiasm suddenly cools down, it will make a hissing sound. It is the high-temperature lava that is solidifying and turning into a hard and ugly stubborn stone

The little guy's performance once made me ignore his age. Even those who have heard of it were all very secretive. When I heard it, my son was still young, so I naturally became subconsciously afraid. I can't blame him. Who told me that I have always brought disasters and deaths.

What if what they said is true?

I really have a life of a lone star, and I will only cause disasters to my side...

My father's seven-day life seems to be coming soon, so let's go back first. My son has been independent in life. Without me here, he should be more comfortable

September 6, 1 year

The day after returning, I had a low fever, and was quite discouraged. I just wanted to stay and stay for the rest of my life. I could be a companion for my younger brother and sister. The old house is so big that neither of them will be alone.

Unexpectedly, my son actually came over from school and said a lot of sensational and stingy words, such as the seven-color clouds, who are in love with others, as if they were as shameless as before, so why don’t you surprise me?

However, as long as that barrier is still there, my son and I will never be able to go back to the past again

Then why do you ignore me and hide from me when you are studying? Do you still feel scared from the bottom of your heart...

He was angry and cursed, and I didn't care if he was okay. Anyway, he must have a knot in his heart, otherwise why didn't he dare to say it openly?

Such false, depressing pleasing and deception will only make me feel even more wronged

For the first time, I hated my tender and sensitive body that I was proud of, especially the weakness on my neck. Facing my son's rogue tricks that were exactly the same as before, I actually felt

Since I was touched by a little pervert last year, I have made up for some knowledge in private. Although I can't help but blush, I don't understand anything anymore.

That uncomfortable, but strange feeling of comfort is not experienced personally, but the description in the book cannot be understood at all.

The hot breath that was so close to you was already unbearable enough. This damn little bastard stuck out his tongue and licked it, thinking it was cream?

Every time he sucked, he would cause a tremor, and it would also aggravate the itch that penetrated deep into the bone marrow. He could not scratch it with his hands, so he could only hold him tightly, looking forward to the next action, which would be more intense and faster

The body, which was originally low in fever, became even hotter, as if a ball of flame was brewing and expanding, until it exploded, and a moan with high temperature of Mars escaped from the breath, and a sticky, greasy, wet and slippery liquid leaked from underneath the body again

This is the product of women being extremely moved towards men. They only appear when they reach orgasm in physiology and psychology. Some novels call it love juice, spring water, and some called flower juice. They are just shameless names, and I have become a shameless and shameless woman.

You bastard! I am your mother, how could you treat me like this!

September 7, 11

After a moment of sleep, I attributed the previous incident to an accident. After all, the little pervert is just used to making trouble, and he is still a piece of blank paper. How can I understand these things?

And I don’t say everything in the information, because the estrogen level is too high in those days and the emotional instability is easy... Anyway, it is absolutely impossible to go into heat in your son!

That was just an accident!

Accident!

However, at that time, it felt like charging, slowly, slowly reached the top, full, and then released suddenly... Even now, I still shivered, but unfortunately I didn't feel anything after trying it a few times.

The ups and downs since the summer vacation, and I was frightened. Every day I woke up, I felt dazed for a while, as if everything was far away.

If he could sleep by him every night like in an old house and feel his temperature and breathing, there would be no more uneasiness.

But this person who is unscrupulous has been enlightened?

Suddenly I knew that when I grew up, I would avoid my mother. No matter how I hint, I would just say good night, good night, you big-headed ghost Ah!

I wonder how anxious my mother is when she wakes up in the middle of the night and in the morning?

I was so angry that the little pervert was not more proactive. Do you still want your mother to say she was afraid to let her son accompany her at night?

I feel wronged when I think about it. I used to be bullied with a shy face, but now I am bullying me when I go back. I have seen everything I should read and don’t watch. After playing hooligan, I will ignore it. Sooner or later, I will see that I won’t take revenge!

September 26, 1 year

I have written diaries much more frequently recently than before. I blame that bad son. He is not fun at all when he grows up, so my mother dares not say a lot to him.

And I don’t know where to hear the bad idea, use poison to fight poison?

It's not worth your life. If you don't give him some color, you'll really do whatever you want.

I was angry and didn't give him a good look. Instead, he became attentive, lowered his eyebrows and looked slanderous. I had forgiven him with a smile and anger before, but when I thought of how many grievances I suffered and had nightmares for several nights, I couldn't let him go so easily no matter what!

Come and help mom press

Well~ What I have practiced is different. My hands are strong and I feel comfortable when I pinch them. I take care of my shoulders, arms, waist and back, and I feel like I am about to be rubbed.

Besides, under psychological effect, the little pervert's palm seems to have heat and electricity, which will produce a special feeling of numbness. I really want to call him over and serve him again now.

Well... I want to...

Swallowing again, panting again, hands trembling slightly with excitement, sweat in their palms

I don't believe that the little pervert can bear it. I guess it's very uncomfortable, right?

Humph, not to mention that I let go of my voice a little, and I saw him bent down when he walked out. If it weren't... If it weren't for the time being, I would have tortured him for a while and revenge him hard, and see if he dared to go against me in the future!

October 7, 11

Finally made peace with my son, and I cut off my long hair that was not unique, which is a pity

I originally wanted to learn to make a wavy curl, but Teacher Tny said that my eyes are big and don’t need too long bangs, which are suitable for short hair

Despite being neglected for so long, he is still full of confidence. After all, how could his son always disobey his mother?

Not to mention that the weakness of the little pervert has long been caught

He didn't seem to recognize the new image that appeared on paper?

I was already overjoyed when I saw his expression, but it was outrageous that I actually wanted to confess my love to this beauty I didn’t know!

Almost, I almost kissed it to my mouth. I didn’t care for a few days, and my erotic courage became bigger again!

You must teach a lesson!

I don’t think it’s anything to do with them occasionally. I didn’t expect that the swimsuit would be so close to each other. Although it was wrapped tightly, the shape was completely outlined. The little pervert must have been staring at it behind, right?

OK, so embarrassing...

Sister Wang is really, what a little wolf dog, it's so ugly. Although the little pervert has indeed trained a good physique, it makes people feel a little weak in their legs... But so what? I'm still being tricked in the water, like a stupid bear.

After this, everything seemed to have completely passed. The sailors passed through the waves, the warriors defeated the evil dragon, the knights protected the kingdom, and the prince woke the princess. No, it was the prince who woke the queen, it was not right, it was still strange...

December 31, 1 year

Oh my God, Xiaorou, Sister Ruan Qing has changed her style again, but why is it still so good! An Xiaoya is only 1.6 meters tall and has a little baby fat. She looks confused all day long. How can she control beige high-waisted suits and trousers and mid-top pointed low heels?

A brown wool sweater with a turtleneck and a light gray long windbreaker that would probably have gotten ankles if An Xiaoya put it on?

mom

I took care of the little pervert's gaze casually on the surface, and saw that he was stunned for a moment, and then I responded lazily, "Here's here?"

He hesitated to me, and he was still ruthless. Mom, you got up so early in the morning and left late, just to...

I made my facial features more three-dimensional. I specially put on a layer of eye shadow and lipstick before going out. Why don’t I come here? Isn’t it good-looking?

No, it's just too...too aura, afraid of being accidentally destroyed...

Idiot, I pinch his face, where is there anyone else worth my effort?

The little pervert looked flattered and smirked, and he touched the material of his clothes from time to time, and he couldn't put it down carefully. He looked at the belt tied high, and then looked at the exquisite high heels. He didn't know where to put his eyes.

Son, do you think mom is the most beautiful? Among all the people you have met?

Hearing me specifically emphasized, the little pervert subconsciously Ah said and then reacted, of course, my mother is the best in the world! Finally, I would like to add, even Sister Vivi, I can't compare with you in my heart

Is it only in my heart?

No, no! Even in your eyes, you are the best!

I was in a good mood, and when I leaned gently, the little pervert skillfully surrounded my shoulders. Since you said so nicely, I will reward you...

Go shopping with your mother! Good son, are you happy?

Seeing my son go from expectation to look bitter, I smiled even more happily

January 2, 2012

There are two kinds of people in the world who are always dissatisfied with it, women's wardrobe and otakus' hard drive?

Fortunately, I checked the computer and found that the little pervert was coming.

Any clothes I try are just good, but although I am not perfunctory at all, I still can't make people feel great.

I know there is a word called aesthetic fatigue, and I pulled the little pervert into another store

In fact, this is also the first time I have entered the market for selling this kind of thing, including long and short, the most common ones are black, purple, white, half-piece, full-body, lace, and patterned, but how could there be that style?

Isn’t it only children who wear open-stand pants?

My eyes were raised low, and my son was held tightly involuntarily in my hands, but I couldn't help but wonder if there were such clothes in the world?

The little pervert had already blushed and finally coughed. He cleared his throat, and immediately a shopping guide came over.

Buy, what to buy... He lowered his head and asked me halfway, mu...Oh!

I pinched my name before I could tell. Others have been staring at me for a long time. If this sound is called out by Mom, I...

I don't know why, in such a thing, the little pervert is always very keen and changed his mind immediately. It's the first time we are here. Please help me choose it. I hugged me a little tightly and pretended to be a couple.

Facing the envious and ambiguous eyes of others, I was so angry that I punched him angrily. Finally, under the advice of the shopping guide, I chose a medium-thick, white stockings and ran away in panic. I also lost the idea of ​​taking the little pervert into the underwear store to tease him hard.

I was stunned for a long time when I finally put it into the innermost layer of the wardrobe drawer

Maybe I am a cat, cats are all crazy, sometimes I have fun and will suddenly become pessimistic and depressed.

I have been suffering from unknown anxiety. I can only get close to the little bastard, whether I laugh heartlessly or cry regardless of whether I feel that he is hot, powerful, and lively. I realize that the world has so many colors. The weather is so good, the wind is so gentle, and the heart is still beating hard. This body is still beautiful and young.

No, it's really a bit too clingy. You must change and be reserved, but you must not become anything. Ah!

May 25, 2012

After all, I donated an experimental building to the school, so don’t be too careless. What’s the king... king... king?

It doesn't matter anymore. Anyway, it doesn't look like a good product. It has a lustful little eyes. Dogs don't want anything you give it to!

Humph, pretending, how can I compare to my sunny and handsome good son

What are the little bastards busy with? I haven't been with me alone for a long time. I used to be a bunch of nice words, but now they have turned into wood?

Or do they say it to the female classmate, who is named Xiaoyu?

Humph, I ate mine, drank mine, and lived mine, but I didn’t come to please me!

Sure enough, men are all big pig's hooves who are bored with the new

You can't control it too tightly. You haven't asked it several times. If you go too far, you will definitely be disgusted and disgusted.

It was the cutest when I was a child, and I said I wanted to be a warm baby for my mother; but now I have a little secret that even my mother can't know, and I will want to leave me if I grow up.

Alas, I can't help but feel like he's going to be better in the future

July 3, 12

I don't believe a word about what the surname Wang said

My son has been so sensible, obedient and well-versed since childhood. Besides, I work hard to provide him with such good conditions, but I am not as good as others except for having a father less than others?

But the person in the photo is so ugly. Except for the past gangsters, who would have left such a scar on his face?

The little bastard is still fighting with me on his back. The time he was in elementary school and hospital was because of me. Now I have no interaction with those people at all. What will be the reason for this time?

This little bastard didn't even tell him, but he would just observe for a few days before reaching a conclusion. Anyway, he wouldn't believe an outsider, and he was unhappy with kindness, hum!

July 6, 12

Sure enough, they are not good people!

Not a good place either!

The noise, the ugly monsters, and the unscrupulous drinks, why did my son hang out here?

The makeup is like a ghost, dresses less and reveals more. Although I believe my son dares not do anything randomly and goes home on time every night, what should I do if I learn bad things?

The second lance in the village is not studying hard, not going to college, stumble, work, and just talk about having children alone, and then don’t know how to educate... The parents are not beaten or scolded, but is it useful?

Once you get infected, you will be finalized in your life

How should I tell him?

Be reasonable?

What if he doesn't listen?

The rebellious child is unreasonable and even receives mothers who are beaten by their son in the hospital.

Neither you can ignore it or ask, nor can you make him obedient. Even if you want to educate him, your son is taller than me.

Why am I so useless...

July 11, 2012

What else can be done?

Maybe this is fate. I am born to be a person who is not worthy of happiness. Even if it occasionally gives gifts, it secretly marks the double price for ordinary people.

Tomorrow, I will show up with my son tomorrow. At worst, I can start over in a different city. Maybe he was just cheated and will change soon?

Wait for tomorrow...

July 14th

I'm almost shameless to face my son...

Although it is because of your own scare, you will misunderstand, although... although I am wrong, you should not just run out and get drunk without explaining a word... It's all your fault, why are you pretending to be a god and want to give something? Isn't mom free?

It's all your fault, I'm wrongly blaming you for crying so sadly...

I heard too much. They thought they were returning home in glory, but everyone was spitting behind their backs; the smell of smoke, alcohol, perfume, lip marks, blood, torn clothes and look embarrassed, holding expensive jewelry in their hands, saying that they got 10,000 yuan to buy me a gift... How similar, can you not misunderstand it?

As a result, I didn't explain a word and just ran away. Where can I go to the middle of the night?

I put down my airs and called you back, but I didn’t even answer the phone. Don’t come back if you have the ability!

I waited on the sofa all night, but you really didn't return all night!

Early in the morning, a woman used your phone and said that you spent all night in her house and asked me if I was your girlfriend?

What does she mean!

Seeing you looking desperate, you didn’t even react when you were thrown into water. It was like a skinny dog. It would be better to fight with someone. My son is at least a little wolf dog!

Little wolf dog...perverted dog...what notes on my phone are so ugly...

You are so perfect, your future should be simple, happy, double, ten times... Make up for everything you lost in the past, you will be sensational and bully me. You have to be so kind to me even though you have suffered such a great grievance. You have to be so kind to me. You have no end to indulge yourself, your bad son is intentional, and you lie to your mother's tears.

Who told that Scarface looks so fierce? How could I know that he is a good person to adopt an abandoned baby?

And that bad woman dares to bully you like that... In this way, that female classmate is not a little girl either?

It seems that I have misunderstood someone

Even though I know it's all my fault, why am I just wronged and hateful to want to bite you twice?

Why can people like and be happy in the best time, and can make people like you and cry to relieve their anger when they are bad?

Bad son, little enemy who makes people love and hate...

July 15, 2012

What to do? The little pervert has really upgraded to a big pervert. He is so brave that he is so bold that he will not even remember where he falls asleep. He wants to lie to me, he is hateful!

Is it good? Just a little test, the expression of the color and soul-giving expression betrayed him completely, and the focus of his eyes is not in front of him, that is, that is, that is fantasy and memory, as for the object... it is self-evident

When I thought of my naked appearance, I was completely taken into consideration by my own little bastard. I even observed it carefully and compared it with the textbook, and found that there seemed to be something missing?

Although I accidentally caught a glimpse of something last time, but this time, it was not as thorough as I was just like being held naked in my arms when I was just born...

Take a deep breath, take a deep breath...

I know how perfect my body was, but from the beginning to the end, I never doubted what the little pervert would do more. I have never had this trust, even Feng Yurou, who is also a woman, because even she sometimes involuntarily, especially when swimming together, the hot eyes that had already ignored their gender...

But what can I do? I can only blame myself for accidentally giving the little pervert a chance, just treat it as compensation. Anyway, my family is not someone else, so I can't be considered...

Although it was an accident, the alarm bell rang twice in a row. The little pervert eventually became a big pervert. His curiosity about sex was increasing day by day, but the most suitable position was missing. What method should I use to correctly guide him to understand these?

July 19th

My son's stumbling love during adolescence came too quickly and was so unexpected

I thought it would be a female classmate, the teacher and the principal emphasized this way, the parents and the Internet promoted this way, and even novels and movies described this way, but my son seemed to, probably, like me?

More precisely, it has developed an interest in my body...

Come on, my son helps you soak your feet... Let him knead your delicate little feet, which makes you feel comfortable to your heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys. He also told him that he had to learn to wash your mother's feet in advertisements since he was a child

The man's head and the woman's feet could not bear the troubles of him. He would take them back after enjoying enough, but suddenly he saw his son's hot eyes and even kissed him by chance!

The style of painting suddenly changed, and I didn't react for a while. The next moment I suddenly hid as if I was scalded by boiling water. How could you...

Haven't this been washed and not dirty...

He was incoherent, he covered up, he... Even if he was too nervous, I should react. Something happened that I had never noticed, because the little pervert in the past would only lean up with a thick face and continue to play and laugh, instead of running away as shyly as now, guiltyly

After I carefully examined the past year, I enjoyed my son's meticulous and ubiquitous attention with peace of mind, and finally discovered this emotional deviation

Go back to the room staggeringly, my mind keeps replaying the past

Sometimes it is cheerful and funny, sometimes it is anxious and focused, sometimes it is clumsy and honest, sometimes it is scoundrel, sometimes it is sweet and sensational

Sometimes I will use firmness to make me rely on, and use silence to make me feel at ease. There are more thoughts to be disguised as family affection and hidden in difficult-to-discover corners, fragments and bits

He can easily obtain the close-range closeness he is looking forward to at all times, and can sincerely say the eternal vow for life, just because he really believes that this will be a lifetime

Under the action of hormones, the pursuit of beauty, curiosity about sex, and desire for pleasure are all accelerating and promoting this process, and finally revealing flaws.

After all, this is just a spontaneous exploration of the unknown. He always respects me as his mother in his heart, right?

Although this little boy is actually not young, he is surprisingly strong, but no matter how hard he is, he is my child, that's all

You Ah, in fact, it's still the little bastard who never grows up, and you like to stick to your mother... I pulled him to the bed, hugged him like I was just born, opened all my heart, let go of any defense, heartbeats, breathing can be heard

I love you mom

This is the first thing I say to the little guy. Whenever I say to him, baby, mom loves you! He will say, mom, I love you too, too

Even if the little guy from that time has become a big boy, this relationship will not deteriorate so easily, but it only needs to be expressed in another way.

August 3, 12

I'm so crazy that I'll give it to my son... I'm getting more and more unclean... But is there any other way?

I've been bleeding all the time. What if I get disabled like Xiaoyuan?

I had emphasized to him before that my mother will always be a mother, but now I can't explain it clearly

Even if you have any mistakes, you can't hurt yourself like this. Don't you know I feel distressed?

If I weren't so impulsive, I wouldn't need to do it later...

All the mistakes are your fault. Not only did you snatch your mother's first kiss, but you also pinch it so much that it hurts. In the end, I forced me to give it to you... I gave it to you... Although you are not sober, how should you face such a thing?

I thought you were injured somewhere else and unbuttoned your pants, but I didn’t know that such an ugly thing jumped out all of a sudden and almost scared me to faint!

The ugly thing was still little by little. It was originally white and now it was swelling red. The veins were so hot that they were steaming. If they were not dealt with, they might explode directly!

I even made my hands bleed continuously. Have you known this for a long time? I asked my mother to help you...

I cried while trying to reach out, little bastard, mom can do nothing for your life, now even her dignity has been completely ruined. The best result is that you don’t know anything after you wake up, otherwise mom will never be able to raise her head for the rest of her life...

I am treating the disease...I am saving people...

No matter how far behind the upper body is, there will be contact with each other. But I didn't expect that what happened later would be completely out of control.

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The moment I held it, it was like a stream of magma pouring into my soul. Well~ I couldn't help but moan out.

Although I had never experienced that strange touch, it inexplicably touched a corner of my body and heart. The hidden electric current ran around all over my body, breathing and forgetting to cry.

Well, when I heard my son's moan, the pain on my face was relieved a little, letting me know that this method was useful, and my hands continued to move slowly.

According to the popular science description, gently circle the middle and upper part with one hand. If it is a normal size, the tiger's mouth will be stuck near the groove edge. The upper and lower snails to stimulate this sensitive place can shorten the ejaculation time?

But what stunned me was why this thing is so big!

I barely covered my hands, and half of the top was exposed. I was angry at me half a meter away, staring at me, and even spat a few drops of saliva provocatively?

The tiny hole that was constantly cracking and closing was like a deep one-eyed eye blinking, grinning and mocking my ridicule.

Laugh you and numb your smile!

I cried even more aggrievedly, shaking my wrist while crying

The one-eyed one-eyed person always appears under the foreskin, hiding and hiding, making me try to overwhelm it with momentum through long-term vision and fail to succeed.

I was like a great general, but I became so ugly when I put it on. Sooner or later I cut it off!

I only realized that something was wrong when I saw sweat on my forehead. Why didn’t my son ejaculate? It was different from what the book said?

Looking back, the pain on my son's face is no longer there, but it is replaced by a mixture of pain and pleasure.

Now that I think about it, I probably used my hands too much, but fortunately he was not awake

But that thing is as hard as a steel gun, is it still afraid of exerting a little force?

Besides, it was my first time... Bah, it has never been, and I have never remembered anything again!

No one remembers it just happened!

Nothing happened!

Although the matter has passed and no one will know, I can never forget it. There is such a spectacular eruption in the world that is more lasting than the whale's water column, more bursting than the lava of Tambora, and falling back is far more shocking than the Huangguoshu Waterfall. It roars and roars, and rushed into the air with an unyielding momentum, and then quickly fell back, covering the entire back of his hand.

I was so surprised that I forgot to think and avoid, and only mechanical repeated strokes, and even the semi-solidified filth flowed into my palms without realizing it.

One, two, three... Every time I ejaculated, it made me scream involuntarily, and the corners of my eyes also pounded violently.

In the end, it was like a dying warrior, after a weak and weak twitching, lowered its proud head and stopped moving.

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call

I recorded these carefully, not to commemorate anything... Besides, what is there to commemorate such things!

It's just because today, through the most intuitive way, my son is already a man who is psychologically mature, physically mature and has very outstanding male abilities.

He saw all the secrets of my body, pried away the first kiss on the tip of his tongue, and even easily sent me to orgasm, and finally forced me to be forced to him... Of course, it can be attributed to the accident between a single mother and a close son, but from the perspective of men and women, he has already crossed the bottom line deeply. The red line has been indulged and indulged because he is wearing the cloak of mother and son, and he ignores each other.

Now when I think of my son, I will be connected with his one, as if it is right in front of me. I first subconsciously exclaimed in my heart. It's so big, and then I reacted and felt ridiculous and outrageous.

Some things have been out of control without realizing it, but I can't grasp any clues, let alone how to deal with them

I had a vague premonition that even if I did nothing, I am afraid that God would not let me go easily, right?

August 8, 12

Although my son doesn't know, I really can't face it calmly for the time being. It just so happens that Xiaoyuan needs to hand over when he returns, so he might as well go out early and come back late to calm down.

Xiaoyuan is still so outstanding, and his major has been smoothly transferred. This time he officially returned to China as a doctorate.

I was naturally extremely happy to see that he was not depressed by the accident that year. Unfortunately, as Sister Jing said, Xiaoyuan no longer dared to approach as intimately as before, and happily called my sister.

I also made a brief verification with him, and indeed... Fortunately, this will not affect other aspects

I asked him to come home when he had time to cook for him, but he shook his head calmly and firmly. Although I knew that this was a bit forced for him, and in the final analysis, I had to blame myself, but I was just unhappy. He was no longer the boy who wanted to come back to find me when he was on vacation, and was excited to run and shout when he saw me.

I was so angry that I messed up his hairstyle hard. He didn't dare to resist anyway. Hehe, I can bully him unscrupulously in the future.

I drank a small sip of the wine he brought in in the cafeteria. How could I get drunk like this?

Moreover, I had such a dream, and I only felt pain, but why did I just dream...

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I have been worried these days, if my son knows, will he be shocked, disgusted, contempt, estranged, alienated... When I returned to the suite in my dream, he kissed my tongue, endlessly so that it made people breathless, and rubbed my breasts hard, which was painful and comfortable.

I slapped him, and then he said, disgusting, and then leave

Why did the son know that this hand did that kind of thing for him?

Don't leave... I was scared to pull my son back to the bed where the incident happened, but in my dream he was awake

This is what you asked for! My son hugged me tightly, just like when he was in the old house, the hot breath hit his sensitive neck, and the sticky and greasy flower juice must have oozed out of his lower body, because his underwear was soaked after waking up...

So hot... I was unable to struggle and even took the initiative to cooperate because my body was enjoying the pleasure

Not only is it hot, but there seems to be a hot heat source inserted into the center of the legs, just like... Just like I have seen my son's huge cock, which I have touched with my own hands, is urging and rubbing against the center of the legs.

It was obvious that even drinking was painful, but I wanted my son's insertion in my dream, and I didn't consider whether its size could accommodate it, as if this would definitely make me more comfortable?

oh

It came in, from slow to rapid, in and out, and friction became more and more intense. I also spontaneously pinched my legs to bring about a greater stimulation, thus reaching a certain peak.

Finally I reached orgasm with tears in my eyes because of the ultimate joy

However, my son once again left my body, without any mercy, so resolute

So cold... so scared... don't leave... don't leave mom...

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They are no longer little girls, and they have seen them in the hospital books for countless times, but they still have such a ridiculous dream?

And the partner is his own son, which is almost exactly the same as the novel written...

Is it just because I have seen my son’s place?

Will my naked son have similar dreams?

What makes me feel complicated is that I actually hope to get a positive answer, and I am even vaguely excited about it...

August 29, 1920

My son finally changed back to his former appearance. In addition to the nervous review, he would usually joke with me, quarrel, and make a fuss. More often than not, it was quiet and warm.

Seeing that he was running with Sister Liu sooner or later, I was actually a little envious, but Xiaoyuan's return and joining mean that the project is not far from being launched again. The information from several years ago needs to be summarized and sorted out, and new areas need to be understood in depth during this period... It's really too rush. It took more than half a month to sort out Xiaoyuan's progress in several major directions, and there is not even a specific detail.

Today, I finally found a place to relax with Xiaoyuan. I heard him tell the story of the past few years. I haven't had a good chat after all this time.

The consequences are indeed not as serious as I thought, but they will not have no effect. At least they will always be unnatural when facing me.

The left hand will also be affected and cannot be controlled carefully

Anyway, it's all over, no one pursues it, just pretend that it hasn't happened... However, I couldn't do it, and I was tortured by guilt, and I didn't understand until I fell down, what kind of shadow he had on me had reached.

Even if his son rushed out, he couldn't explain it. It would be better that he would never know what kind of tragic accident happened that year...

November 1, 2012

My son's grades have declined

His deskmate, the girl named Qiaoyu, has experienced so many stories with his son. He is like a noble lady and sits together every day

Talking to her mother, Qiaoyu has no father since she was a child, and the one she mentioned most to her at home recently was her son, so she was obviously thinking about it.

It is said that if a woman pursues a man, she can resist it by hiding a layer of yarn?

My bad mood did not come from his studies. It could only be said to be a trivial regression. Instead, it was more resentful to her taking advantage of the situation. She was entangled in her son during the period of time when I was busy working.

I should have discovered the signs long ago. I saw them secretly dating that day, but I even said I didn’t object. Actually, I didn’t agree!

April 20, 2013

No matter how nice the little bastard says it, he is unwilling to go abroad or to go to other cities, so home-loving, so mother-loving... Although it is just the kind of son who treats his mother, it still makes me very satisfied

Even his female deskmates have to pass the exam, so they can be together legitimately, get along day and night, develop further, and be intimate beyond my level...

Although sooner or later, the son will belong to another woman completely, this is a destined to be unchanged, but he is just unhappy

June 11, 2013

I was so angry that it was supposed to be a feast for fun, but why did I mess up again

Seeing other people's family banquets and guests are very noisy, I can't help but be envious. Even if my good son is caring and sensible, regret is ultimately regret.

Fortunately, everything is irrelevant, because my son is the whole world

Seeing the end of the college entrance examination for too many times, it is like throwing away the burden that has been pressed on your shoulders for more than ten years. Naturally, you should be more happy and happy. Even some precocious sons are no exception.

Plus my carefully prepared outfit… His brows never let go of joy.

It’s a celebration, how can you enjoy yourself without drinking some wine?

So I poured some wines made from my hometown recipe. Although there were a little side effects, I saw that my son was so good at drinking it last time, but I thought it was okay, but it turned out to be a silver wax gun tip...

I got drunk last night before I got off the table. I didn't know why I lay on the bed. The belt was untied, but it's over here.

I felt relieved. It seemed that the last education played a role. The person he was paying attention to may have shifted from me to the same age.

But what about the sudden disappointment and anger?

When I woke up, my whole body was sticky, not only was there sweat, but I also had shameful things that flowed out of my vague dream again

Ruan Qing, you are a mature woman. You must learn to face these normal phenomena calmly. Even if the person in the dream is as strong as his son, don’t you see your face clearly?

Passing by the corridor opposite the door, I vaguely heard my son’s call?

I only found out that my son was getting fever all over when I went in. I thought he had a fever, but the result... Why did he...

Humph, the effect this time is not that serious. I will not help you!

Just lay beside his son, and he hummed like a cry of spring, but he also felt itchy.

It was a wonderful experience. I knew my son was dreaming, and 80% of him were also in his dreams, and there were restricted images in the dreams... I was observing around me, occasionally glimpsing the tent erected high, and even accidentally rubbing it when my son turned around... Anyway, will I still feel scared if I even did that kind of thing?

Such a fun thing lasted until dawn. After a moment of sniffing, I saw that my son actually reacted again when he opened his eyes?

Bah, little pervert! It’s okay to forget it in dreams, but in reality, he dares to think nonsense!

July 18, 13

It's not the first time I've been to the beach, and I've seen storms that are as high as a hundred feet tall, but it's impossible to be more exciting than being with a little bastard

This is the first time I have a long trip with my son. I have planned it carefully for a long time. Until I finally hesitated in a single room or a double room. After all, the difference of several hundred yuan a night is not cheap, but in the end I hesitated, there was no room...

Until I saw the admission to a university on the screen, I finally put down a big stone completely, because in the simple concept of rural areas, college students are the supreme glory of a family.

Although the number of college admissions has increased rapidly over the years, the remaining traditional concepts still have a little impression in my heart, not to mention the late father, who can finally give him some comfort in the spirit of heaven.

But I was not so happy to see another name. I pretended to be innocent and asked my son. That little girl seemed to like you very much. She was determined to be admitted to the same university as you, so she must grasp Ah! The denial of his verbal thoughts made me feel even more uncomfortable

Who will be cheaper?

My outstanding son is destined to be limitless in the future, and even living a life will definitely be a solid one.

I never thought that he knew so many things and had cleaned up his old house properly, and he could also do farm work and repair things. He didn't look like he had been spoiled since childhood, but he had a warm and arrogant temperament...

As a son, he is the perfect son. As a man in the future, he will definitely be perfect, and not only in terms of personality, but also in his body...

I don’t know what I was thinking about, but I’m increasingly reluctant to give this big baby to others…

August 9, 13

The farthest distance in the world is that we embrace each other now, and tomorrow you will no longer belong to me

I cried for a long time after coming back from DL for no reason, but I felt sad. Where the joy of our mutual pleasure rolled up the waves, the depression that spreads after the fall is so endless

My wish is actually very small. As long as there is a moment, someone who makes me look happy, who is willing to love me, obey me, and will change me into the most beautiful white wedding dress, promise to indulge me, pamper me for the rest of my life, and give me an ordinary and happy life

I was attracted by the window when I walked through the streets, but because of my son's appearance, I lost the opportunity forever

In the end, it was him, which made me briefly experience the illusion that I have been longing for since I was a child.

It is said that men are teenagers until they die, so don’t I be a princess?

August 10, 13

Seeing what I wrote yesterday, I was so surprised that Ah was obviously a happy parent-child trip, so why did it be written in a sour and bitter tone?

When you are prosperous and declining, when you are happy, you cry?

This picture is so beautiful, but unfortunately, it's not for others to see it, otherwise I will definitely laugh at me, like, how old is, I still learn from young people to pursue romance, even if I lack a man, I can't take a photo with my son. Doesn't I just like such a little wolf dog... Humph!

I can even think of what Sister Wang would say nonsense

Little wolf dog... It's really scary!

You can see a Bu through the frosted glass, if it is completely...stop!

You have never seen your son!

And another year has passed, will it become bigger?

The pervert dog has such obvious traces, so he must have peeked at his mother!

But it's no big deal. Nothing else can be seen except the shape of the shadow. Anyway, he is not unclear...

The sea of ​​cherry blossoms is so beautiful that it can satisfy all the girls' hearts. If you build a house and move in, roll on the petals during the day, oh~~ Even if you exchange it for your baby son, you will be willing to Ah!

But I only accept rent, my son is mine!

But I wanted to build the house on the beach, half on the sea and half in the water, fish swimming around outside the glass, as if they had become a mermaid princess, the daughter of the sea

Everyone wants Ah very much! Which one should I choose?

Stinky son!

Bad son!

I begged him to stay for one more day, but not only did he disagree, but he also dared to attack me while it was dark?

Bah, bah, it’s all saliva, but fortunately it doesn’t smell at all, otherwise you will be dead!

I remember the book said that the oral nerves are in deeper places, only the tongue nerve, cheek nerve, and lower alveolar nerve are easy to touch, but why does the bad son feel so strange when he sticks his tongue in?

Later... Later... because the feeling disappeared before the analysis was made, I took the initiative to get it over just to find out the reason?

Is it also broken my lips because I tried too hard?

I was so angry that I wanted to teach him a lesson, but I couldn't find a reason. Who told him to think it was a dream? Someone wanted to kill someone in a dream, but you were just bullying your mother in a dream!

What should I do with you? Ah...

August 16, 2013

I clearly left yesterday, why did I suddenly run back?

My soul is scared to you!

Bad son, big bastard, why are you so annoying? You have to bully your mother no matter what you do!

Now I finally left, I will not be bullied by you again

But it's so hard to bear alone. I always think you're in the room, and I just opened the door before I could react.

The lights are on, because whenever you see them, you will come in and talk to me, but there is no

A distance of dozens of kilometers, an hour's drive, and five days' separation, but it's as far away as leaving the horizon

After spending eighteen years with you, my mother is already very satisfied... I'm afraid you will not believe such comfort like me, right?

Knowing that this day will come, you will take this step and start to be completely independent. Like a man in the village, you will start to have no home and start to have other women.

Although you are so confident, what about men, are they still the same?

What's more, you are so outstanding that you will definitely be busy in your career in the future, right?

At that time, I don’t have enough time to take care of my family, will I still think of me, my mother?

August 19th

How did the old turtle receive the message?

I'm threatening me at this point in time, but I'm very good at fighting

A video of unknown origin, and a time and hotel room number

What exactly does he, or they know?

But no matter what you want, it is destined to be impossible

August 22, 2013

Just three days ago, the video had a tendency to spread widely. I knew it was them forcing me to make a choice.

Since that's the case, I chose... to ask Sister Jing for help

Really, I'm not stupid. Although I don't know how to deal with it, Sister Jing must have a plan. Even a more serious incident happened, so she will definitely be prepared.

As expected, Sister Jing asked Xiaoyuan to follow me to temporarily public relations in the name of medical projects, and block some channels by the way, reduce the impact, and then find the published IP from the source to completely solve it.

In order to achieve the highest efficiency, after thinking about it, I changed into the set that the little bastard chose himself... Even Xiaoyuan overcame the psychological shadow and looked closer and carefully.

August 25, 2013

I feel that time is getting less and less

It's not because the things are so much trouble. Although it is actually true, it's because I can't imagine a life without a little bastard, and I'm even more afraid that I won't show up in my son's in life anymore.

Because I can be sure that only I will not forget him, but I cannot guarantee that he will be the same.

After every day, I have to sit for a long time, thinking about videos immediately

But I really don't dare. I'm afraid that if I take the first step, I can't help but run to school to see him.

However, time does not allow it, it will only aggravate my pain

September 1, 13

The response was extremely smooth, everything was as planned, and there was some advancement

Getting the last part requires just preparing for the final face

Xiaoyuan asked me, is it necessary to be so anxious? Six days of training will not be of much help.

However, my son will be back next week. This is the last period of time. Maybe, there will be no future next time I come back. I don’t want to waste a minute or a second.

son?

Um……

Mom misses you very much...

September 2, 13

I think I'm sick or a little crazy

I haven't seen my son for seventeen days. It seems that I have taken away my whole life's strength, and only torture is left.

On the way to the base, I could no longer bear it, so I asked Xiaoyuan to turn around and go to school

Mom is here to school, come out and pick me up!

Sweet, bloom

He was so hard that I really wanted to be melted and melted into his body, and from then on, I would not be as separated as before.

I'm so stupid. Really, I'll mess up every good thing. I know my son is still a little guy and I'm full of vigilance against Xiaoyuan. After Xiaoyuan returns, he even widens the misunderstanding, but I'm not aware of anything and wishfully treat it as a normal person.

I shouldn't have let Xiaoyuan follow me, otherwise my son wouldn't be so cold, disappointed, and angry. All of this is my fault

September 6, 13

My son's smile that day would appear every moment I emptied myself, like a bird no longer flapping its wings, falling from the clouds, long and deep ground facing the sky, finally no longer struggling to try to catch something, just calmly accept the final ending

Desolate, despair

I was in a daze all night and couldn't sleep well every night because he usually called me once before going to bed, but he never waited since that smile

Mom, tomorrow morning...

How about you coming back the day after tomorrow? The mood of being rescued when you pick it up gradually became as helpless and humble as my tone.

Busy! Work or eat!

Only in this moment, the fragility I have never felt before, like a rose, like a rose, even if I stubbornly let myself carry the thorn, I still can't escape the desire to be treated with gentleness

The whispered lips were hard to make a sound, but in the end he was easily defeated by his simple perfunctory

I'll go back the day after tomorrow, you should pay attention to your health...

The corners of the mouth are uncontrollable and cannot be suppressed. Everything is not good to dissipate in an instant, and it all turns into maltose, entangled honey

September 9, 13

Little bastard, little fool, little crazy, didn’t you tell you to go home on Sunday? You were so impulsive that you made your mother compensate for the information... But why am I so happy even if Sister Jing scolded me?

Seeing that you were crazy as if you lost your life, your mother decided to pay you a reward. I am your life. Although you are just for mother and son, it seems that your mother is no longer...

So what?

I have been here for so many years, so at best, I will not interfere with you at best. I will not even ask you about your female classmates, because even if I know, what can I do? After all, my identity is just your mother. I can make you respect me and obey me, but I should not point fingers too much at your life.

September 11, 2013

I've been sitting in the car for a long time on the parking floor and don't know what to do

I'm heading north/leave the season with you/

Ah I was lying on the steering wheel and hysterically, why did Ah, this damn thief, why can't God let me go Ah...

When the scream turned into a low whimper, I began to hate myself, why is it like a glass of poisonous wine that kept emitting a confusing atmosphere

Sure enough, even if it gives me a gift, it is to prepare to see me commit greater sins

After stumbled and pushed open the door, facing the kitchen with one glance. If I hadn't been staggering and tripped by the table legs, I would have cut my face a few times, leaving a few ugly and terrifying scars on this flawless body, destroying the once proud reliance, but now it is used to seduce my son's source of desire.

I lost my soul and went upstairs, lying on the bed and cried loudly.

I know I'm finished

In my room, in this bed, in the name of mother and son, I only used a slight ray to attract his eyes, trying to lift the corner of my skirt to seduce my son, but in the end I couldn't bear it, so I took the initiative to ask for his caress, exposed my breasts like a slut, and felt excited and thrilled about it, but I didn't feel any shame at all.

On the opposite side, more than once, on the morning of his vigorous spirit, he climbed into bed just to feel the rich hormonal aura to satisfy his perverted desire that was about to burst out

On the sofa, in the kitchen, and in the storage room, this body, which is naturally dissatisfied, is in heat all the time, no longer thinking about taking off all his clothes and seducing his son to commit incest, but he likes the scene of wanting to refuse and accepting him. He is happy

Am I really maintaining this affection?

Or gradually succumb to your own lustful instinct, use desire to contaminate simplicity, and use ambiguity to confuse intimacy?

No one can play his role better than his son. From childhood to adulthood, he was the perfect son. He was afraid that his mother would worry, be disappointed, lonely, and unhappy. He suppressed his nature and did everything she asked for. He always protected her and accompanied her, and made her happy in different ways. The appearance of that baby seemed like a treasure that crossed the galaxy.

He finally wanted to live for himself, so he went a little farther away, stayed a little longer, met a little more people, and contacted less.

So I began to be dissatisfied and started to throw a tantrum. I wanted to break up in my heart, and I even thought of replacing it.

Because no matter what, my son belongs to me and no one is allowed to do so

Looking endlessly, he still treats me as the only one, satisfying my psychology with pleasingness, and brings me physical release with his male breath.

In countless accidents, mother and son are not restricted, but have become comforting me to deceive myself again and again, or props to add interest to me

Sure enough, Ah, who tried to lock him tightly through this relationship and dominate his entire life, I am no longer worthy of being his mother, and that will only humiliate and disgust him.

For three years, I have pulled him to sink step by step without knowing it, and distorted his simple mind with his self-perfect expression.

I ruined him with my own hands

I finally have nothing

September 20, 13

I've accepted my fate

Did you hear it? I accepted my fate

So in the future, there is no need to arrange any pranks to see my jokes, see who else sacrifices his life for me, see me see hope from despair, and finally I have a desperate and funny expression.

Anyway, I should have been alone, and it's not too late. After all, he is still young, and the wonderful world of the future will soon be forgotten. After all, I told him that my biological mother had long died, after all, he would never know all this.

Although it seems that something has taken root in his ignorant heart, without enough experience, he will not let those things become too profound and like me, unable to be erased

What a great Ah, he completed my initial and final fantasy. At this point, I have obtained all the beautiful feelings that a woman longs for, short, but fierce, those vivid faces, full of smiles

Even if you die at this moment, you won’t leave any regrets, right?

Of course, the one I can't forget the most is the one who has been with me for so long, has brought me the most joys and sorrows, and the one who can't let go of the most in life.

Even in the last time, he was still so perfect, like the last kindness and rare mercy of God, who accompanied me through this journey calmly

All the sweetness and sorrow are buried deep in my heart, and I don’t need to count when the separation day will come, because there will always be a farewell to separate me, or in an accident or on an unknown island, when I think of you or don’t think of you, suddenly disappear, or slowly grow old